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LYRICS:
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First day of school,
Brand-new bag, eyes wide open,
Feeling like an adventure.
But there's a shadow—Dad in the hospital,
Cancer, eyes vacant.
Walking the halls every day,
Holding Mom's hand tight.
Dad looking pale, weak, far away.
Quiet visits.
.
One day, eyes filled with sorrow.
No need for words.
Dad's no longer here.
Silence inside, pain too much to bear.
Pushing food away.
Weeks fly by—tiny bites, then more.
Pain lingers, but I keep going.
.
I must.
.
Is it allowed to feel joy
When someone dies?
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Out of pain grew my strength,
In loss, I found my way.
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Must one feel shame
For their joy?
.
Memories heavy like shadows,
But the light guides me back.
.
Must one break
To not feel joy?
.
Death brought freedom,
Shame and release,
From darkness to light.
.
Years go by, grown up now, life’s been found.
Memories linger 'round.
Dad, hospital, pain—
In time, came the truth:
Dad's passing, a kind of relief.
.
For him, for me.
.
Before he got sick,
Dad, sometimes wild and loud.
Shame creeps in too.
Death, a relief?
Feels so off.
But truth won’t hide.
His passing freed us from fear, from fights.
.
Is it allowed to feel joy
When someone dies?
.
Out of pain grew my strength,
In loss, I found my way.
.
Must one feel shame
For their joy?
.
Memories heavy like shadows,
But the light guides me back.
.
Must one break
To not feel joy?
.
Death brought freedom,
Shame and release,
From darkness to light.
.
Living with this truth, you know,
Gotta forgive myself, gotta let it go.
Pain and sorrow, they shape who I am,
But they also show me, yeah, they make me understand.
.
Is it allowed to feel joy
When someone dies?
.
Out of pain grew my strength,
In loss, I found my way.
.
Must one feel shame
For their joy?
.
Memories heavy like shadows,
But the light guides me back.
.
Must one break
To not feel joy?
.
Death brought freedom,
Shame and release,
From darkness to light.
.
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6SfXux9jkJXTV7bGuaAvGU
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/june-13/1761142978
https://music.amazon.com/artists/B0DC6W5LFF/june-13
https://music.youtube.com/channel/UCXLA8B8_fercoHw7z5Z55XA
.
Social Media Profiles
.
https://linktr.ee/june13band
https://www.instagram.com/june13_band/
https://www.facebook.com/people/June13/61561852299781/
https://www.tiktok.com/@june13band
.
LYRICS:
.
First day of school,
Brand-new bag, eyes wide open,
Feeling like an adventure.
But there's a shadow—Dad in the hospital,
Cancer, eyes vacant.
Walking the halls every day,
Holding Mom's hand tight.
Dad looking pale, weak, far away.
Quiet visits.
.
One day, eyes filled with sorrow.
No need for words.
Dad's no longer here.
Silence inside, pain too much to bear.
Pushing food away.
Weeks fly by—tiny bites, then more.
Pain lingers, but I keep going.
.
I must.
.
Is it allowed to feel joy
When someone dies?
.
Out of pain grew my strength,
In loss, I found my way.
.
Must one feel shame
For their joy?
.
Memories heavy like shadows,
But the light guides me back.
.
Must one break
To not feel joy?
.
Death brought freedom,
Shame and release,
From darkness to light.
.
Years go by, grown up now, life’s been found.
Memories linger 'round.
Dad, hospital, pain—
In time, came the truth:
Dad's passing, a kind of relief.
.
For him, for me.
.
Before he got sick,
Dad, sometimes wild and loud.
Shame creeps in too.
Death, a relief?
Feels so off.
But truth won’t hide.
His passing freed us from fear, from fights.
.
Is it allowed to feel joy
When someone dies?
.
Out of pain grew my strength,
In loss, I found my way.
.
Must one feel shame
For their joy?
.
Memories heavy like shadows,
But the light guides me back.
.
Must one break
To not feel joy?
.
Death brought freedom,
Shame and release,
From darkness to light.
.
Living with this truth, you know,
Gotta forgive myself, gotta let it go.
Pain and sorrow, they shape who I am,
But they also show me, yeah, they make me understand.
.
Is it allowed to feel joy
When someone dies?
.
Out of pain grew my strength,
In loss, I found my way.
.
Must one feel shame
For their joy?
.
Memories heavy like shadows,
But the light guides me back.
.
Must one break
To not feel joy?
.
Death brought freedom,
Shame and release,
From darkness to light.
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