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00:00I shouldn't even need someone else to get pregnant for me, but I do, and whose fault is that?
00:06The results show that your baby will almost certainly have Down syndrome.
00:11You don't know how I feel, no one does.
00:13Just stop, okay, both of you, just stop and...
00:16Just leave me alone.
00:30Sorry I'm a bit busy, but...
00:37What did you say?
00:39Dad, I can't hear you.
00:41Hang on, one sec.
00:42No, wait, please!
00:44Stop!
00:49Hello?
00:50Yeah, no, just, yeah, I'm gonna be late now.
00:53Yeah, actually, it doesn't matter.
00:55No, Dad, I know I'm not a doctor, but...
00:59All right, give Mum a love.
01:01Okay, bye.
01:12You all right, Cam?
01:14I missed my bus.
01:15Best get in, then.
01:17Thank you.
01:20Put the window up.
01:23Seatbelt.
01:25I hope the windows are all right, they're steaming up.
01:27Yeah, of course.
01:29Siobhan, how long did it take for you to get to where you are?
01:32Oh, not long, about 14 minutes.
01:35Sorry, I'm just naturally funny in the mornings.
01:38You meant work-wise, didn't you?
01:40Yeah, no, I just, I feel like, I feel like I'm ready to step up.
01:45Do you?
01:46Don't you?
01:47I don't know, I think if I was you I'd be sad.
01:49What's happening?
01:51With me.
01:53Help me!
01:57Please help me, help me, please!
02:01Hi, I'm Siobhan, this is Cam.
02:04We're nurses from Holby City Hospital.
02:06Can we take a look?
02:07The sign flew off, she's bleeding.
02:09We haven't been making a noise, we like that.
02:11What's her name?
02:12Chloe, Chloe.
02:13Chloe, right.
02:15Well, let's get Chloe inside.
02:17Take her in.
02:18Come with me.
02:20Come on.
02:24Well done, Cam.
02:26We're going to lay the baby on the floor for a minute.
02:28Give me baby Chloe.
02:29Thank you, we'll take good care of her.
02:31Here she comes, Cam.
02:32There you go.
02:33Now, baby Chloe, she's normally fitting well, is she?
02:36Yeah.
02:38Airways patent, pulse weak, a little faster.
02:40The ambulance is on its way.
02:42The sign just fell on the ground.
02:44Please, look after her, OK?
02:46Please.
02:47Why don't you come down here with us?
02:49I think she wants her mum.
02:54Mum!
02:55Mum!
02:56Mum!
03:05There's a good girl.
03:06Mummy's here now.
03:07She's on her breathing slope.
03:08Is it?
03:10You know what to do?
03:13Completely cover her mouth and nose, OK?
03:16It's OK, we're just helping Chloe with her breathing, OK?
03:19Can you feel the air going in and out?
03:23MUSIC
03:54Erm, could I have everybody gather round, please?
03:57Let me do a quick check for stragglers in reception.
04:00Tarek, would you mind checking the staff?
04:02Er, yeah, on it.
04:04How have you been feeling?
04:06Yeah, really good, actually.
04:08Yeah?
04:09Yeah.
04:10So, you spoke to Rosie again?
04:12She'll come round.
04:14OK as well.
04:16So, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so.
04:21OK as well.
04:22So, so.
04:23It's been eight weeks.
04:26Welcome back, Dr Massoum.
04:29OK, is that everybody?
04:31Right, a bit of bad news, I'm afraid.
04:33I've just had the weather warning changed to red.
04:37Meaning travel and power disruption and a significant risk to life.
04:41We've been here before and what happens is there tends to be a bit of a lull
04:44before the trauma admissions, but when they start coming,
04:47it never rains but it pours.
04:49So we'll need to buckle up.
04:51It never rains but it pours.
04:53I'll take it.
04:56Er, Dealen?
04:59Well, you know the deal.
05:01Complain about the weather, you're going to buy a round.
05:04OK, it was more of an observation than a complaint,
05:07but, yeah, OK, whatever gets you through the night.
05:09There's no skin off my nose.
05:11So can we ensure, please, that we proactively make sure
05:16that all discharges and referrals take place
05:19and that all clinical areas are kept stocked?
05:22Other than that, good luck, stay dry.
05:25Sorry.
05:26PHONE VIBRATES
05:28Hello?
05:29Guys, not to influence you...
05:31Yeah, no, no, I know, I'm aware of the weather...
05:34Play the game.
05:36Protein bar? Keep going, Jill.
05:38You can thank me later.
05:40Dr Masson, a hand, please?
05:43Who's that?
05:44It's my shadow, Elise, for the next few weeks.
05:47Ouch.
05:48She's good, actually, helpful.
05:50No-one likes a drunk in the morning. Why don't I take this one?
05:53Because I don't need you to.
05:55And I don't want you to get drunk.
05:57I don't want you to get drunk.
05:59I don't want you to get drunk.
06:01I don't want you to get drunk.
06:03I don't want you to get drunk.
06:04I don't want you to get drunk and I don't need this, but thanks.
06:10Do you know why I did this? I made it worse.
06:13No, you didn't. You didn't.
06:15Excuse me, guys.
06:16These are paramedics.
06:17This is Mom, Abigail, with babies, Chloe...
06:19Jacob is keep on running.
06:20Cam, out of the way, please.
06:22And she's on three silos, we're looking at traumatic brain injury
06:25and possible crush injuries...
06:27You got it, yeah?
06:28Run a step.
06:31Abigail?
06:32You're tired by knee she can't sleep without it. It's okay. I'll get come on
06:47Okay, this doesn't look good. How do you want to do this? I'll do primary if you get going with access and
06:55Get the monitoring on listen am I glad to see you guys. I'm rich incident commander. Hey, I'm dr. Nash. This is Susie Chang
07:01We're critical care. What do we got so our cars aquaplaning into the back of a van two victims primary the driver
07:07She's been impaled by a pole in the left shoulder
07:10Secondary the passenger she's less serious, but both are mechanically trapped by the doors, okay
07:15Thanks. Good. No no no no no no you can't approach just yet
07:17Why not because the site's still unsafe, but they need to be assessed
07:20Yeah, I got that, but there's petrol everywhere
07:22We're still dealing with the airbags the driver's side didn't deploy happens more often than you think
07:27On his way listen hang tight. I'll get back to you. Yeah, but if she's been impaled. Yes. I know don't move
07:41Thank you very much. I need bodies we have an incoming pediatric trauma nine month old with crushed injuries
07:48We need to act fast. I have Karen. I think Tariq. I'm going to you free
07:54I'm heading to this up. Okay. Thank you anyway. Well. We've got any other doctors. This is where Stevie
07:58She's on a henshift, but I could do it. I've just finished with a patient. I think probably not just yet rash
08:02Thank you, Nicole. Are you free okay?
08:05Pediatric trauma on the way in and now impact was quite significant
08:08So can you call pediatrics and I'll calculate the wet flag, okay?
08:14Hey a couple of weeks you'll be back on the 18
08:17Okay
08:24We can't use a great because a high winds over dr. Nash. Yeah, okay?
08:28Well the fuel's been neutralized you drive aside airbags been made safe, and they just removed the door. Yeah, okay?
08:33We're good to go to go you take the passenger side. I'll take the driver's side
08:39I'm dr. Nash be quiet Louise just let them do their job. It's okay. Hey. I'm dr. Nash. Okay critical care
08:47This is my colleague Susie. We're gonna look after you. What are your names? I'm dead
08:51This is Louise. She's my daughter-in-law right hi, babe. Hi Louise daughter-in-law Louise
08:56I can see you're a lot of pain, but I need you to come for me. Okay, so can you slow your breathing down for me?
09:02Yeah
09:03Look at slow it down. That's it. That's it. Okay. I'm gonna get a mask on you get you some pain relief
09:09Yeah, that's not good
09:11There are you in pain anywhere does anything hurt?
09:13My arm, can you move it?
09:23Started on the internet yeah
09:33Plasma light and can we make sure that we've got allergies is going to start with nine micrograms of fentanyl
09:40Yeah, I've got that already so can I help you? I'm Sophia Peters. I'm on the site liaison nurses
09:45She's falling getting a call about patient of mine. Okay, not now. This is a recess area Abigail Donaldson
09:50She came in with her nine month old any news
09:53Yeah, they're on their way in sorry is there something we need to know about the mom's mental health. She's got postnatal depression
10:03Nine months old estimated eight kgs
10:05Forty minutes ago, she was struck by a falling metal shop sign approximately three meters high
10:10Induce from top to toe include a significant hematoma to the left hand side of her head. Okay, ready?
10:15Okay, ready steady slide
10:20Rest rate irregular at around 25 requiring support with the BVM on 15 meters. She is such a wait
10:27Let the doctors help
10:29120 milligrams of TXA 80 milligrams of paracetamol and
10:33Okay, that's great. Thank you guys. What do you get the change to come back and join us when you go?
10:37I'll be right back. Thank you. All right on that fight. So let's start the primary service, please
10:42And once we have a new
10:44Lightning should we get that full set of bloods in the venous blood guts?
10:49It's miserable out there
11:00Like how you're playing
11:02How's it looking with the baby?
11:05It's not good
11:08Today's supposed to be an easy day back. I'm worried about rash. Okay, and when's it ever been an easy day back?
11:15We just need to give him some space. I hope that'll be all right. Do you think you will?
11:21Um, I don't know
11:23But rash will never come back if you didn't think he was ready. I
11:27Got your bloods. Thank you
11:33I said this would happen tonight. I said that she would fall. Oh, I would drop her Abby. He's not your fault
11:44Siobhan could you set me up a TXA infusion, please? And Pam?
11:47There is a bowl as I've drawn up of 40 mils. It should be 5 mil per kilo of saline
11:57Can't see a pneumothorax here
12:00Okay, I've got the onegan lyre. Salts are dropping 89%
12:05Infants hide these things very well. She's certainly bleeding. It's down to 84 now
12:10Okay, let's prep for an RSI then please can we get a two-person jaw thrust technique?
12:16And Nicole, I think it's probably time to step outside and update mum. Okay, thank you
12:23I
12:26Have lost a femoral pulse. She's in PA. Let's let's start compression. So please come
12:32Come on the chest, please
12:37Please now
12:39You can look at me look at me one two, three
12:44Fifteen to two breaths
12:52One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen
13:05Can you say that again? Abby, I need you to listen, okay?
13:12I'm afraid Chloe is very unwell
13:15She's stopped breathing so we're having to help her. I thought you were making it better
13:22We're treating her the best we can
13:25Do you want to come in and be with her?
13:30You just need to be there be there for Chloe we can come in and out anytime you stay with me
13:43It is quite busy in there there's a lot of people they're all helping Chloe
13:48It's a machine helping her breathe
13:50And they're doing chest compressions now because her heart has stopped beating
14:07Dylan this is Chloe's mom
14:16Isn't that hurt
14:19Why isn't she crying? It's a tube in her throat to help give her oxygen
14:31What?
14:48It's okay
15:03Okay
15:04How's the pain? More manageable? Yeah. Okay, good. Good news is the pole hasn't gone the whole way through
15:10So I'll be able to get you to hospital as soon as possible. Just gonna have a little listen to your chest
15:15Why didn't you just go the other way?
15:19Please
15:20What?
15:21This would never have happened if you went the way I said. This happened because I took you off. Like I take you shopping
15:28Like I call you every week
15:30Like I take off the red weather warning for you
15:32Louise, mask on
15:34Louise
15:36Louise
15:38Louise
15:40Louise
15:42Louise
15:44Louise
15:46Louise, can you stay awake for me?
15:48Louise
15:50What can I do?
15:52Okay, hold her head for me
15:54Nice and still. I've got to get an OPA in
15:56Can you get Bev to the ambulance?
15:58Bev, do you want to come too?
16:00No, I don't. I'm not going anywhere
16:02Okay, I'm gonna start a blood transfusion
16:04Oneg
16:06Wake up Louise, please
16:08Wake up, please
16:10No
16:12Are you okay?
16:16Yeah
16:20Yeah, I'm fine
16:26Okay, if you just take a seat in there, someone will be with you shortly, alright?
16:28Thank you
16:30How are we doing in recess now?
16:32We haven't been there about 20 minutes
16:34I feel like we should be doing something now
16:36Yeah, we are. We're keeping up that way
16:38Is that Mike Nelson?
16:40That's me
16:42Sorry for the wait, Mr Nelson. Weather's causing us some delays
16:44It's all fuss about nothing. A bit of rain never hurt anyone
16:46Our waiting room says otherwise
16:48That's a tasty headwind
16:50Are you okay to walk?
16:52Yeah, I've had worse on me a lot, man
16:54Hats from sight broke me. Said I don't want to be here, but they insisted
16:56Insurance, I suppose
16:58So you found that work, then?
17:00Yeah, like a sack of spuds
17:02And all the great end of it
17:04They already called me old man
17:06Did you lose consciousness at all?
17:08No, no
17:10There
17:12Yeah, that's it
17:14If you just take a seat for me
17:18Well, your blood pressure's quite high
17:22Were you feeling lightheaded or dizzy when you fell?
17:26A bit maybe
17:28Dehydrated probably from last night
17:30I had a few too many at darts
17:32You've got to enjoy life, haven't you?
17:34It's what it's supposed to look like
17:36I'm all for that
17:38But you have to look after yourself, too
17:40Know your limits
17:42Yeah, I do
17:44Mine's about 20 pints
17:46If you're not laughing, you're dying, aren't you?
17:58How's she doing?
18:00Yeah, her blood pressure's way too low
18:04Yeah, this is tissue
18:06OK, let's get another line in
18:08I'll have another unit of Oneg
18:10Thanks
18:12What's taking so long?
18:14The dock's cold and soaked through
18:16Let's get some salving sheets over here
18:18Get the rain up the dock's back
18:28I hate needles
18:30I don't know how you do it
18:34Take your time
18:38Yeah
18:40I hate storms
18:44Me and my sister used to
18:46party down at the kitchen table
18:50hold hands and
18:52sing ABBA
18:54You want me to sing?
18:56What?
18:58Might calm you down
19:00Yeah, no, I want you to shut up
19:02Fair enough
19:06Yeah, OK
19:08Good job, by the way
19:16OK, good to move her
19:18Good
19:20Right, you heard the lady
19:32OK
19:44OK, let's do a rhythm check then, please
19:46at 35 minutes
19:48Asystolic
19:50Thank you
19:54Abigail, do you want to come
19:56a little bit closer?
19:58No
20:00No?
20:02We've been trying to restart
20:04Chloe's heart for some time now and I'm afraid
20:06we haven't been successful
20:12So if you did want to come
20:14and hold her hand, I think it would be a good time
20:16because, really, we ought to stop
20:20No
20:22No, no, no, no, no, please, please, please
20:24don't stop
20:26She's all I've got
20:32Has she stopped breathing?
20:34Her heart's not beating anymore, I'm afraid
20:36She has died
20:40What?
20:42No, no, no
20:44You need to help her because
20:46she's just a baby, please
20:48Please help her
20:50Please
20:56What am I supposed to do?
20:58What am I supposed to do?
21:00Hold her hand, tell her that you love her
21:02and say goodbye
21:04because it will help you, it really will
21:06It will help
21:20It's okay
21:24It's okay
21:26It's okay
21:44It's okay
21:47Mummy's here
21:52Mummy loves you very much
21:56Because she's got you
22:12Okay, Louise
22:14I'm going to give you some more blood
22:16Yeah
22:18I want you to try and stay awake for me
22:20Right, um
22:22Susie, can we draw up ten mils
22:24of ten percent calcium chloride, please?
22:26Okay
22:28Okay, let me get you nice and relaxed
22:30Then we'll be on our way
22:32and I'll be with you the whole time, okay?
22:36Oh, hey
22:38Looks like you've got yourself a visitor
22:40Can I speak to her?
22:42It's up here
22:52My mother-in-law
22:56is the worst woman I ever knew
22:58I hated her
23:00I don't want to be her
23:04I never wanted to be her
23:06I don't want to be her
23:12I'm sorry
23:16I am so sorry
23:18Yeah
23:34Yeah
23:36I've just heard that the route back's flooded
23:38You're going to have to hold here while we work out a new one
23:40For how long?
23:42I don't know
23:44Okay
23:46Thank you
23:48Let me know
24:00Let's get a side seat
24:08He's fast positive, GCS is 14
24:10maintaining his own airway
24:12Mr. Nelson
24:14We think you're having a stroke, do you understand?
24:16Yeah?
24:18We're going to give you some medication
24:20We're going to arrange a head scan and then the stroke team
24:22are going to come and see you. They're very good at what they do
24:24Sue is going to stay with you in the meantime
24:26Is that okay, Sue?
24:28And can you get a gown for Mr. Nelson, please?
24:30Hey
24:32You were great, you were all over that
24:34I was with another patient
24:36Mr. Nelson's your patient
24:38I shouldn't have to cover for you, please, not today
24:44I'm sorry about Elise, I had to step in there
24:58Yeah, the butterfly room is set up
25:00whenever Abigail's ready
25:02and we can bring Chloe through to her
25:04Thank you
25:06Abby
25:08the butterfly room is a space
25:10for you to spend time
25:12with Chloe as much as you like
25:16Are you okay to stay with her?
25:18The clients haven't made it in
25:20Shall we let the nurses take over here
25:22for a little while?
25:42Abby
25:44I've got him
25:48Look after her
25:52I will
26:02Why don't you take five, Rita's here
26:04It's okay, I want to
26:06Are you sure?
26:08Yeah
26:12Okay
26:14Yeah
26:16Let's just have a debrief in the staff room
26:18in twenty, okay
26:28I'm nearly good to go, can you top her up
26:30with ST10 milligrams of ketamine
26:32before we go over there
26:34You okay?
26:36You got clearance?
26:38Yeah, almost, hopefully
26:40Listen, I just wanted to say
26:42good job today
26:44Oh, okay, that's not patronising at all
26:46No, no, no, I didn't mean it like that
26:48I meant it was a tough one given the weather
26:50and considering you weren't singing
26:52Gimme Gimme Gimme with your sister
26:54under the kitchen table
26:56We were in school singing
26:58Super Trooper, actually
27:00Ah, of course, yeah
27:02Anyway, I don't sing ABBA anymore
27:04Why not? The offer still stands
27:06if you fancy a little sing-song
27:08Lift your heart
27:10My sister died
27:12She's dead
27:14Oh
27:16I'm really sorry to hear that
27:18HeliMed Station Delta
27:20Are you receiving?
27:22Yeah, control, yep
27:24The route is clear
27:26Yeah, we're on our way
27:28Thanks, over
27:30Okay, well, let's get going
27:38Can I help you with something?
27:40It's kind of starting to rain
27:46Um
27:48Okay, I'll tell you what
27:50Can you hear it going?
27:52Yeah
27:54I said it, didn't I?
28:08Are you married, Rich?
28:14Yeah
28:16But it's complicated
28:18You might want to tell your wife that
28:22You have a good day
28:28Um
28:30Do you think you might just pop over for five minutes?
28:32Maybe five minutes
28:34Yeah
28:36Do you think you might just pop over for five minutes?
28:38Maybe take her for a walk
28:42I mean, obviously, I know it's raining
28:44but are you worried you're going to melt?
28:48Hello?
28:50Oh, man
28:52My dog walker cancelled on me
28:54so I was just trying to labour
28:56It didn't seem to go that well
28:58No, it didn't
29:00Um, how's Abigail?
29:02Oh
29:04She's really frustrated
29:06She's asked to talk to Cam
29:08and Siobhan
29:10I'm hoping it'll help
29:12Have you seen him?
29:14There's a hot tea booth in the staff room
29:16Right, sorry
29:18I won't keep you all
29:20Okay
29:24Hi, there's me
29:26I'm sorry about that
29:28That's the common guise
29:30Difficult day
29:32We're in the business of
29:34saving people and when we can't
29:36it feels, well, feels rubbish
29:38So I just wanted to
29:40check in with you all, make sure you're okay
29:42A death like this one
29:44it affects everybody
29:46whether you were directly
29:48involved or not
29:50So I just wondered if there's
29:52anything you need from me? Anything?
29:54No
29:56Anything you want to get off your chest?
29:58Anything at all?
30:02I think we did well
30:04I do too, I'm gauzy
30:08Anything else?
30:10Okay
30:12Well, I need to be at a meeting
30:14so I'll stick around for ten if
30:16anyone wants to talk
30:18Off you go
30:20Look after yourselves, be kind to each other
30:28I'm proud of you
30:30Thanks
30:32You coming?
30:34No
30:36We love you
30:38Love you too
30:44Cam
30:46You okay?
30:48Sit down
30:50What can I say?
30:58It was a rare occurrence
31:00how it played out for us two
31:02I hesitated when Dr Keogh asked me to give the compressions
31:04For a few seconds
31:10Do you think that could have made a difference?
31:12You know better than that
31:14No
31:16Death's a big part of the job
31:18Accepting that doesn't mean you've failed
31:20in any way, shape or form
31:26Okay
31:30Okay
31:32Mmhmm
31:34You alright?
31:36Right
31:40Cubicles need restocking in three
31:42if you want time out
31:44Okay, thank you
31:48Bye
32:02I'm worried about Rash
32:04Did you see him blarp on me?
32:06Yeah, half the cubicles did
32:08I feel like he might have a point though
32:10I said give him space, not avoid him completely
32:12How am I supposed to do that?
32:14I'm either too near or too far
32:16You keep trying
32:18and you try not to get annoyed because this is important
32:20It's just hard, man
32:22I live with him
32:24I see him every day
32:26and we say nothing
32:28Sounds rough
32:30How are you coping?
32:32Look, I just want him to be alright
32:34And he will be
32:36We just need to believe that
32:38Hey, Cam
32:40Hi
32:42Did Dr Keogh speak to you?
32:44Erm
32:46What about?
32:48Abigail wanted to talk to you
32:50Abigail wants to talk to me?
32:52Why me?
32:54First on the scene
32:56Kind
32:58Put your jacket down for her
33:00She's
33:02having trouble
33:04pacing things
33:06Having trouble pacing things together
33:10Okay, yeah
33:12Erm
33:14Well, it was all a bit of a blur for me too, to be honest
33:16Okay
33:18Well, there's no right or wrong answer
33:22Yeah
33:24I just
33:26I don't know how much help I'd be
33:28I'm sorry
33:30Who are you?
33:32I should probably
33:35Hi
33:37Sorry, if you could step back for me
33:39Sorry, sir
33:41Hi, I'm a nurse here, I'm Cam
33:43What's your name?
33:45My name's Raph, I get the bus by myself
33:47I have a regular social skills, mental skills
33:49and life skills
33:51My health passport
33:53Okay, thank you
33:55Did you hurt yourself, Raph?
33:57My leg hurts, I took a tumble
33:59I get uncomfortable
34:01in unfamiliar situations
34:04Yeah, that sounds like a good idea
34:06How about we find an empty cubicle, I'll try and contact them, okay?
34:08I don't know
34:10It's okay
34:12Come with me
34:14And remember
34:16predictable periods of decreased use
34:18would offer opportunities
34:20for non-emergent
34:22private patients
34:24Kachings all round
34:28Anyone got any questions?
34:30Well, maybe we can
34:33Apologies
34:35No worries, we were just about to go for a break
34:37Everyone back in five?
34:45Can I join you?
34:47Yeah, why not, it's your meeting
34:49Are you pitching for the new scanner?
34:51Of course, I'm a tech guy
34:53I like all the toys
34:55Do I have your support?
34:57Oh, you know you do, I voted for your appointment
34:59so don't let me down
35:01Yeah, I, um
35:03sorry for the lateness
35:05We lost a baby
35:07Oh, that sounds horrendous
35:09Yeah, it was, and I'm not expecting it to get any easier
35:11over the next 24 hours
35:13The storms, yeah, I've got the alert
35:15If you need me, just yell
35:17I'll be there
35:19Good man
35:21I've never been a fan of bureaucracy
35:23Me neither
35:25What? New clinical lead without an ego? Giveover
35:27So, how's it all going?
35:29I'm certainly going
35:31It's that coffee, I'm dying
35:35No
35:37What is it?
35:39The river Holst just burst its banks
35:43Well, your ankle is pretty swollen, Raph
35:45No wonder it hurts, right
35:47I would like to take you for an x-ray, personally
35:49but how do you feel about that?
35:51I'm not going out there, it's too, too many people
35:53Your passport said you prefer calm spaces
35:55so what if I took you a different way?
35:57It's like a super secret quiet way
35:59It's not a good feeling
36:01I really need my mum and my dad
36:03OK, do you remember I told you their train's been cancelled?
36:05Yeah, but they are on their way
36:07I promise they'll be here soon
36:09Alright
36:13You really like animals, don't you?
36:15Giraffes have seven bones in their neck
36:17same as a human
36:19Just bigger?
36:21Yeah
36:23Do you know what? I've got an idea
36:25OK, will you stay there?
36:35OK
36:37How would you like to turn this piece of paper into an animal?
36:39What kind?
36:41I was thinking a bird
36:43That's how I'm going
36:45Take this one for me
36:47Hey
36:49Hi
36:51What day is it again?
36:53It's Thursday
36:55I'm in hospital
36:57and I'm doing great
36:59You are?
37:01How are you feeling now?
37:03Never better
37:05I'll take a 20 pound hangover any day
37:07I'm going to go
37:09I need to get back to work
37:13Mr Nelson
37:15You can't go back to work anytime soon
37:17but it's time to ease off a bit
37:19And then what?
37:23Shut us for curtains, will you?
37:27It's bad enough I'm wearing these
37:29we have people go
37:33Look, sometimes you need to listen
37:35to what your body's saying
37:37even if you don't want to hear it
37:39I'm 62
37:41and all I've got is this job
37:43It's OK
37:45to slow down, Mr Nelson
37:47It really is
37:49You're more than your job
37:51Well, they're comfy
37:53I'll give them that
37:57Mr Fielding
37:59Mr Fielding, please
38:01He's partially deaf so he can't hear you by the records
38:05That was quick
38:07How did it go?
38:09It went. Have you heard? The river's burst its banks
38:11Does that have an offer?
38:13It's never happened before
38:15The Causeway's flooded, Saltwood Way's flooded
38:17The High Street's under three feet of water
38:19No!
38:21What?
38:23I've just remembered I left my car down there
38:25I'm going to be in on day, so
38:27Who's just won't be able to leave?
38:29Neither will we
38:31How's the night shift going to get in?
38:33Er, she'll run. Sorry, can I have a quick word, please?
38:35Is it urgent, Cam?
38:37No, it's just that, um
38:39Listen, I've been thinking and I'm ready to speak to Abigail
38:41if she wants me to
38:43I can. Thank you very much
38:45but, you know, really, I wouldn't
38:47Give us some space
38:49These conversations are never easy to have
38:51and I'm going to talk to her later myself anyway
38:53Ngozi, could you make up a list of staff?
38:55Who's in, who's missing?
38:57Er, yeah, Blunt Trauma
38:59Yeah, if I have to
39:01Er, Dylan
39:03There's a spare bed in triage
39:05Er, can I ask you to get in touch with Siobhan
39:07about who to shuffle round
39:09You could try the guy with the burn
39:11Er, Mr Stokes
39:13Yeah, him
39:15Can I help?
39:17Actually, yes
39:19I'm looking for Siobhan too
39:21Er, she is around somewhere
39:23Sorry, it's a bit chaotic at home
39:25Yeah, I totally understand
39:27Um
39:29How's the debrief?
39:31You'll have to ask Siobhan, I'm afraid
39:33Bingo
39:35Well, it's not really my bag
39:37I mean, I know it can be very useful
39:39for some members of staff
39:41but perhaps a bit less so for me, really
39:43Is there an opportunity for the team to share
39:45to offload?
39:47Yeah, I'm just not sure that there was anything I could ask
39:49But you're the trauma team leader
39:51Yeah, but there were no mistakes, there weren't any oversights
39:53It was just, it was incredibly sad
39:55Then you offer your support
39:57OK, in an ideal world that would be an absolutely lovely thing
39:59as you can see for it
40:01Yeah
40:03OK
40:05Hello? No
40:07Hey, that's unbelievable
40:09Sorry
40:11You don't know me
40:13I didn't ask for your opinion
40:17Um, sorry, can you just leave that for a second
40:19We need to focus on this
40:21How do you get a glass bottle in here?
40:23I will bring that now
40:25Thank you
40:27Come
40:29Jamie
40:31This is mad, I swear you haven't changed in, what is it, ten years?
40:33It'll be something like that, yeah
40:35Look at you, you made it
40:37You're a nurse
40:39I just took your miserable dad round
40:41Ah, well, I didn't, not really
40:43Um, what about you?
40:45What are you doing here?
40:47Well, right now I'm trying to make myself useful
40:49But, uh
40:51I'm actually on the board here, believe it or not
40:53Yeah, it feels weird playing with the big boys, I'll tell you
40:57You OK?
41:01No, you're not
41:03What's going on?
41:05No, it's nothing
41:07It's just one of those days, you know
41:09Yeah, of course, we all have them
41:11Can I help?
41:13No
41:15You sure?
41:17You're not so certain
41:19What is it?
41:21It's nothing, it was just, I was going to talk to someone but I've been told not to
41:23Why?
41:25I don't know
41:27Ignore them
41:29Like you did your dad when he said you couldn't be a nurse
41:31I know you, Cam
41:33There's not a lot you can't do
41:35It's like we used to say, um
41:37Scared's a feeling
41:41But brave's an action
41:43Exactly
41:45Oh, it's so good seeing you again, Cam
41:47Yeah, and you
41:53Look
41:55Oh, wow
41:57Hey, that's a good one
41:59You see?
42:01That actually might be better than my one
42:05Seems a lot better
42:07Yeah, he loves those socks
42:11Oh, hey
42:13I'm sorry about today, man
42:15Guess I've been nervous about you coming back to work
42:19Yeah, me too
42:21Look, you don't have to worry about me
42:23No, but I do
42:25Because
42:27Look
42:29Look, wherever you need me
42:31I'm here
42:35It's good to know
42:43Heads up, people
42:45Um, yeah
42:47This time it's critical because we are at capacity
42:49And we need to find some more space
42:51I know some of you should have left already
42:53But that is looking increasingly unlikely
42:55So I promise you
42:57We'll find somewhere for you to get your head down
42:59Sue's going to take you up to x-ray now, alright?
43:01Could I have some more paper when I get back down, please?
43:03Yeah, of course, I'll get you some when you're back
43:05Okay, thank you, Sue
43:11Cam, you'll help out, right?
43:13It's great you're setting up, Cam
43:15Yeah
43:23Yeah, we're going to be stuck here overnight, Cam
43:25So we need to set up an area
43:27Where the staff can get some shut-eye
43:29Yeah, but what are we going to do for food? Because the canteen's closed
43:31Don't worry, I'll sort that out
43:33Hey, Cam
43:35How do you know him?
43:37He was kind of like a mentor
43:39I did outdoor stuff when I was a kid
43:41Ooh, outdoor stuff. I'd do outdoor stuff with him
43:43She asked me to speak to her
43:45Oh, babe, I'm so sorry
43:47Are you okay?
43:49Yeah, yeah, I'm fine
43:51I'll be right back, okay?
43:53Sophia, hi
43:55Cam
43:57I just wanted to say that I think that I'm ready to speak to Abigail
43:59If she still wants me to
44:01Yeah, I think she'd like that
44:03Yeah, I'll come find you
44:05Okay
44:07Unidentified male found face down in flood water
44:09In cardiac arrest
44:11He's been given an IV and ventilated
44:13Initial rhythm was PEA
44:15He's had 25 minutes of ALS
44:17And we've given him six rounds of adrenaline
44:19And he's been in sinus tachycardia
44:21Since achieving ROSC, okay?
44:27How's it going out there?
44:29Yeah, looks like we're going to need a bigger boat
44:31No
44:33Who's that?
44:35An absolute waste of space
44:37Have you finished?
44:39I've got to go to the pubs and I've got to come help
44:41Because there's no way I'm getting home in this
44:43Your shift is over
44:45Fine
44:49Abigail
44:51I've got Cam here
44:53He'd like to speak to you
44:55Would you like that?
44:57Yeah
44:59Cam
45:03It'd be really beneficial to understand
45:05What happened when
45:07Chloe was taken to hospital
45:09Okay, of course
45:11Well, we arrived here
45:13And Chloe was taken straight through to resus
45:17We immediately connected her up to the monitors
45:19And Dr Keogh used an ultrasound
45:21To try and
45:23Identify her injuries
45:27It was at that point that
45:29Chloe went into PEA
45:31And
45:33That means that
45:35If it wasn't working properly
45:37It'd stop beating
45:41Sorry
45:43Dr Keogh then asked me to do compressions
45:45And
45:47If I'm being completely honest
45:49I was scared
45:51It's difficult with an infant
45:53They're very small
45:55But I got my two fingers like this
45:57And I was very gentle
46:01And
46:03I hesitated at first
46:05But I just didn't want to make a mistake
46:07Okay
46:09Why didn't you wait?
46:11Her heart had stopped
46:13No, it was just a couple of seconds
46:15Dr Keogh talked me through all of it
46:17Why wouldn't you help her?
46:19No, I was helping her
46:21We performed CPR for over 30 minutes
46:23She was so tiny
46:25All she needed was for somebody to help her
46:27Abigail, listen to me
46:29Can you look at me please?
46:31It should be started as soon as possible
46:33But a few seconds would not have changed
46:35Can you keep on saying that like it makes sense?
46:37Like what happened makes sense?
46:39It doesn't make sense!
46:41It doesn't make sense!
46:43And what, you want me to walk away?
46:45And leave my life behind?
46:47Is that what you want me to do?
46:49And then what?
46:51Shall we stop there?
46:53Let Abigail have some time
46:55I am so sorry
47:01Thank you
47:07God
47:11What did I say?
47:13Give her space
47:15I was only trying to help
47:17You haven't helped, you've made it worse
47:19Why would you tell her that you hesitated?
47:21She's a grieving mother
47:23I just wanted to be honest
47:25She didn't need your honesty
47:27She needed comforting
47:29She made no difference whatsoever
47:31To the outcome
47:33Come, come
47:35Listen to me, when a baby dies
47:37When you lose a baby
47:39You feel hopeless, that's totally natural
47:41There are children I've lost
47:43Who live in my head forever
47:45But you have to be aware, you have to stay aware
47:47That's the parent's grief, not yours
47:49OK
47:51Siobhan, I understand
47:53Listen, I'm really, really sorry
47:55And I promise you it won't happen again
47:57Because I'm putting you on restricted duties
47:59Siobhan, you said I didn't make a mistake
48:01You said that
48:03Not with your treatment with Abigail
48:05OK
48:07You made it all about you and it wasn't
48:09She needed closure
48:11She needed to understand
48:13She did not need your guilt
48:15And honestly Cam, seriously
48:17Think about whether the ED's right for you
48:21You can go now
48:27You can go now
48:57You can go now