17th July 2024
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01:22He's not back yet?
01:23You know exactly where he is.
01:29OK, so Peter might have called.
01:34Look, she's Bobbie's mum, Cindy.
01:36Jane was a huge part of Ian's life.
01:39Yeah, well, now he's made his choice.
01:42What?
01:45I think it's over.
01:47We're finished.
01:53Morning, Peter.
01:54Porridge?
01:55Not too sloppy, just how you like it?
01:57What about Bobbie?
01:59You can have whatever.
02:02Just get him to come in, will you?
02:09So you're going to call Cindy, say sorry?
02:13No, I think we're done.
02:15Is this not a slight overreaction, Ian?
02:18It's for the best.
02:20You could try telling your face, though.
02:32You OK?
02:35My girlfriend's ghosting me.
02:41Does she know why you're here?
02:42George said he'd explain.
02:44Well, then she'll understand, Bob.
02:47You can't leave things like this with Jane.
02:49Now, why don't we go for a little walk?
02:51Give Anna time to cool off.
02:57Cheers.
03:05That's him there.
03:07Recognise him?
03:11No, it's OK.
03:12It's OK.
03:14And they're sure he didn't?
03:16No.
03:17No, no, he really didn't.
03:21But we need to go to the police.
03:23They're the ones that can do toxicology, get evidence.
03:26No.
03:28No?
03:29No.
03:31But you did for the mugging.
03:34We were just trying to help you, Anna.
03:35I mean, Fred, he's going through CCTV now.
03:37I just want to forget about all this.
03:40Bit of a late one, eh?
03:44Well, while you're all nursing your hangovers,
03:46let me tell you about the Cotswolds.
03:53Ian, have some balls.
03:57Ring her.
03:59No.
04:00She ran you after 25 years.
04:03How hard can 12 hours be?
04:05You know, it was two years ago this week she called me.
04:09Obviously, I can remember exactly where I was.
04:12Down in Cornwall, there's a beautiful little calf
04:15overlooking the sea.
04:17Phone rings, I answer it.
04:20I nearly fall off my chair, spat out my chai latte.
04:25You?
04:26Chai latte?
04:29I was just trying something different.
04:32I was lost.
04:36I think she saved me.
04:38Maybe that's all I needed her for.
04:41I'll tell you, being back with her properly, she's hard work.
04:44You know, I can see Lucy in her.
04:48Two peas.
04:52Always said that.
04:53Stubborn as a mule.
04:55And those crazy scary eyes when she got angry.
04:59I miss her so much.
05:11Noel, don't tell me your morning's been as bad as mine.
05:15I'm meeting Louis' teacher, just to get to the bottom
05:17of all his school issues.
05:19Oh, it's good though, isn't it?
05:21It's good.
05:22It's good.
05:23It's good.
05:24It's good.
05:25It's good.
05:26It's good.
05:27It's good.
05:28Oh, it's good though, isn't it?
05:29Yeah, yeah.
05:30It's great.
05:31Well, I've got my job trial tomorrow
05:32and 100 other things I need to do.
05:34Where's Peter when you actually need him?
05:48Just call me when you get this, George.
05:51Please?
05:52Are you off to have a lip?
05:56Are you all right?
05:58Yeah.
06:08Hopefully, it's up to your high standards.
06:13Thanks.
06:14So, um, you seeing anyone?
06:19I mean, even casually?
06:21No, no, no.
06:22Not that it's any of your business anyway.
06:25No, I told you, after us, I just wanted to be on my own.
06:34It wasn't easy leaving.
06:38But once I got here, I just needed time to be,
06:43be different.
06:46Not the person I was back there.
06:49We didn't mean what you said last night.
06:52Do you think they're OK?
06:55They've been gone a while.
06:59Jane...
07:00What?
07:03You brought so much into our lives.
07:08I married you twice.
07:11You were an amazing wife, an amazing mum to Bobby.
07:15No, he can't even let me in the army.
07:17He knows how much you care.
07:20I'm sorry.
07:23I always knew this might happen.
07:26You've been the amazing one.
07:28Not freezing me out,
07:30supporting me in trying to build any kind of relationship with Bobby.
07:35You're a good, good man.
07:38Ian!
07:48Sorry, my, my head's in a bit of a mess.
07:53Are you sure you want to run?
07:59There's a fame developing here.
08:02Us in here.
08:04You the straw.
08:06Slightly more clothes this time.
08:11It's over now.
08:14Ian's done the right thing for both of us.
08:17So...
08:20So?
08:24I can do what I want.
08:27Really?
08:28What?
08:29Well, it's just a row.
08:31I don't need you trying to side with Ian or stopping me from leaving.
08:36No.
08:37That's what he's hoping my dad would do.
08:45Where are you even planning on going to?
08:49I don't know.
08:52Where are you even planning on going to?
08:56There's a lot to lose, ain't there?
08:59Everyone you care about is here.
09:02I'm on my own.
09:04It ain't fun.
09:07Well, it could be, but...
09:13Your family's the one, right?
09:16Just be careful about what you throw in the way.
09:22Come on.
09:36I'm sorry.
09:38The love of your life literally just left.
09:40Love of my life? He drives me round the bend.
09:43You just want to hurt her, Ian. That's what all this was about.
09:47You love her, like crazy. You always have.
09:50It's like you said yourself.
09:52She's your saviour.
09:55You're just as lost today as you were two years ago.
09:59You need her.
10:04I can't have her, though, can I?
10:07Not really.
10:09OK, she...
10:11She makes me happy.
10:13First time since Lucy.
10:16I'm always wondering if...
10:18if I'm enough for her.
10:21You've got to believe you are, Ian, otherwise what's left?
10:31I'm an idiot.
10:33You said it.
10:35I need to go and find Bobby.
10:41Yeah, she won't go to police.
10:43She won't tell Dad.
10:45I mean, where's her boyfriend?
10:47I mean, I do know where he is...
10:49Oh, come on, G, it's good that he's not seen it online.
10:52Yeah, and it's not like he's not trying.
10:54Look, he's desperate to know what's going on.
10:57Look, let me talk to her, yeah?
10:59Come on, I left her.
11:01Yeah, but I'm the one that was shoving shots down her face.
11:04She only had one.
11:06Let me try it.
11:08For Bob.
11:10When I heard Dad was talking to her again, I just...
11:13I just remembered...
11:16the pain.
11:18The lies.
11:20But...
11:22And I looked past that, Bob, and she was a great mum.
11:26To all of us.
11:28To you.
11:30To all of us.
11:32To you.
12:00Every single day...
12:03I have thought about when I'd see you again.
12:07Yesterday, it wasn't quite how I imagined it.
12:11I'm still so happy, though.
12:14That you're here.
12:17That you're here with me.
12:20Even if you still can't understand me or...
12:26look me in the eye.
12:28I hurt you.
12:32I attacked you like I attacked Lucy.
12:35I hit you with a hockey stick.
12:38I put you in a wheelchair.
12:40I don't know how you can look me in the eye.
12:44Because you're my son.
12:47You're not an evil person.
12:49You're kind.
12:52That's why I did what I did that night.
12:55That's why I did what I did that night.
12:59So many people suffered...
13:02because of our lies.
13:11Well, I know that now.
13:19In that moment...
13:22I just wanted you to be OK.
13:25I wanted to protect you.
13:31Don't try and forgive me...
13:35if you can't.
13:42It's just...
13:44There's so much noise in my head.
13:47And I can't...
13:49You're my new faith.
13:52Listen to it.
13:55Really hard.
14:01Don't forgive me...
14:05if you can't.
14:08Look, Bobby.
14:10Please.
14:12Please try.
14:14Try to start to forgive yourself.
14:19Because that's what's making you unhappy.
14:22That's what's dragging you down.
14:25Please.
14:45We got bananas!
14:47We got grapes!
14:49And...
14:50kumquats.
14:52What?
14:53Kumquats.
14:54Thank you.
14:55Your sister got you a greasy sarnie...
14:57but I thought after everything that you've been through...
15:01you need some nutrients.
15:05Listen.
15:06I feel like it goes without saying, but...
15:08if you want to talk about it...
15:10then I'm here to listen.
15:18Maybe I did smile at him.
15:20I smile at most people.
15:22Yeah.
15:24And...
15:25maybe I weren't keeping an eye on my drink.
15:28Like...
15:29all the time.
15:31And I didn't eat much yesterday.
15:35And that shot really went to my head.
15:41I think...
15:43I remember leaving yous.
15:47But I...
15:49I think I just felt sick.
15:51And...
15:52he seemed like he wanted to help.
15:58Stop blaming yourself.
16:01You've done nothing wrong.
16:04And if you want to go to the police...
16:05then I'll be right there behind you.
16:08And if you don't...
16:13we got kumquats.
16:21I'm sorry about...
16:23you know.
16:25Well, if it helped give you clarity.
16:35Thanks for letting us kip.
16:39Your dad tells me you're back with Lauren.
16:42Look after her.
16:44And Louis.
16:47I just want you all to be happy.
16:51Yeah.
16:57You too.
17:03I...
17:06I was going to post it but...
17:08you know the...
17:09price of stamps and all that.
17:12It's for your big birthday.
17:21The verse of Ayatollah Kursi?
17:23The most powerful one.
17:25How do you know that?
17:29I'll explain another time.
17:33Thank you, Jane.
17:36Can I...
17:39Can I see you again?
17:51Yes.
18:15How did you get on at the school?
18:16Yeah, well apparently Louis has got something called dyscalculia.
18:19It's why he's been hating maths and hating going to school.
18:22This what?
18:23It's like dyslexia but with numbers.
18:25What?
18:26I know.
18:27Us bills have always been great with numbers.
18:29You know, years of work with cash out in the stall in here.
18:32Well, it is a real thing, Cathy.
18:33No, I'm not saying it ain't.
18:35Maybe if you bills had been great at being around...
18:38then we wouldn't have all missed it.
18:40Forget the coffee.
18:41Laney did her best, but this needs some of your extra strong detergent, Yolanda.
18:46I won't ask.
18:47It's the girls' clothes.
18:48They went on a big one last night.
18:50Anna couldn't keep anything down, apparently.
18:53And where were you last night?
18:56Elaine may have mentioned it.
18:59She was the one who wanted me to drive, Cindy.
19:01Yes, of course, she would say that with her mouth, but...
19:06Your fiancée?
19:07She's a good, good woman, George.
19:09Maybe you should do something to show her that you know that.
19:12Something other than the washing.
19:17Sweet her up, George.
19:20Come on, man.
19:22Sweet her up.
19:29Hey.
19:31You're driving?
19:32Yes.
19:33Hey.
19:35Have you heard from your mum?
19:37She hasn't opened up the shop all day. It's been closed.
19:39I mean, do you think she's gone?
19:43Dad?
19:47Er...
19:48I actually have to go.
19:51Bye, guys.
19:53Yeah, I should probably go see Lauren.
19:55Where have you been?
19:57I went to see Lucy.
19:59Took some flowers.
20:03I only stayed because of Bobby, not...
20:05You embarrassed me, Ian.
20:09Do I make you happy?
20:11Yes.
20:12She said you were lonely.
20:15I'm not lonely.
20:17I'm not lonely.
20:19I'm not lonely.
20:21I'm not lonely.
20:23I'm not lonely.
20:25What?
20:26Why can't you tell me if you feel like that?
20:28I don't. I...
20:32All right, maybe...
20:34before, when, you know...
20:37George and that, but...
20:39But now?
20:41Cindy, I...
20:43I shouldn't have lied to you about Jane, OK?
20:48I need you, Cindy.
20:49I need you, Cindy.
20:54I can't give up on us now.
21:00I lost you for 25 years, I...
21:03can't give up on you now either.
21:15Start again, yeah?
21:16Open and honest.
21:19Completely.
21:21I know I messed up with George, but...
21:23I need to be able to trust you, Ian.
21:26OK?
21:27Yeah.
21:29100%.
21:31No more lies.
21:39What?
21:42I tried to kiss Jane this morning.
21:43I tried to kiss Jane this morning.
21:56I heard you in the cafe earlier.
22:00Yeah, sorry.
22:02Well, I get loud when I get stressed.
22:05It's Calcula, yeah?
22:07Yeah, one of Dave's mates had it.
22:09His parents live nearby, but they're cool.
22:11I can meet you if you want.
22:13We can chat it through.
22:14Really?
22:16Dean, it's on your own.
22:18Need a friend here, right?
22:20Give me your number.
22:22And I'll ping it over.
22:24Yeah?
22:25OK.
22:27Here you go.
22:29Nice one.
22:30Dad!
22:32Hello, little man.
22:36Good night.
22:37You've been gone ages.
22:39Yeah, clearly.
22:42Peter?
22:43I, er, have actually got to go.
22:46Yeah, thank you.
22:51Why are you so embarrassed?
22:53Well, it's not fair asking you to walk in through after two days.
22:56Exactly, you've been gone two days.
22:57And I've had to practically beg Jay for a job.
23:00And I've had to find out on my own that our son might have dyscalculia or something.
23:05He what?
23:06Yeah.
23:07That's why he's been hanging school.
23:08Oh, I'm sorry.
23:09Let's get some dinner later and we'll do some research.
23:13No, come on.
23:14You, let's go.
23:15You've got homework.
23:19The first thing I remember is waking up in the hospital.
23:26My friends had to fill me in.
23:30Thanks, Miss Knight.
23:32No, we can do the forensic testing.
23:34As I said, some drugs leave the system after 12 hours.
23:37But some may still show up.
23:40The main thing is that we have some record of it.
23:43Incidents are spiking these days off the chart.
23:47I'll be right back.
23:52See?
23:54Here's what you've been.
23:56Thanks.
23:58I wouldn't be here if you hadn't just listened.
24:02Come.
24:08PHONE VIBRATES
24:13I'm sure you can pop out and say that.
24:16It's fine.
24:17It can wait.
24:18Sure.
24:24Still no answer.
24:25Just keep trying.
24:27I'm going to see if I can find it.
24:29All right.
24:31White wine, please, George.
24:33You OK?
24:35Well, we said you and Ian would talk.
24:37Yeah, we were until, um...
24:41Er, Tracy.
24:43White wine.
24:45So...
24:46Hmm?
24:47I've been thinking.
24:48Oh, careful.
24:50The wedding.
24:52I've realised we've set a date, but we haven't got any guests.
24:57Where's this going?
24:59How about I order some of those save-the-date things?
25:02Save-the-date things?
25:03Spoke the word.
25:05I am going to marry you, Elaine Peacock.
25:08And you ain't going to back out now.
25:12Just one thing.
25:13Yeah?
25:14Let me order them, because aesthetics are very important,
25:17and it needs to fit the brand.
25:25Yes!
25:27He did what?
25:28I mean, I get that he might have felt lonely and like he couldn't talk to me,
25:33but to kiss her?
25:35I mean, is it tit-for-tat for George?
25:38Am I not enough?
25:40I just want my family and to stop getting hurt.
25:44You do know you hurt him, too.
25:48Why do you both keep doing this to each other?
25:50There's clearly a lot of love there.
25:53It's like me and Lauren.
25:54She's not messing you about again, is she?
25:56It's...
25:58It's hard.
26:00When there's so much to lose.
26:04When did you become such a wise young man?
26:07Forget about Jane.
26:09She's on her own in the Cotswolds.
26:12You've got all of us here.
26:16Thanks, love.
26:17All right.
26:27Hey, you.
26:30Yeah, I'm gone.
26:33No.
26:34No chance of any awkward reunion.
26:38OK, love.
26:41See you later.
26:43Oh, Masood.
26:45That silver band with the scripture.
26:48He loved it.
26:50Thank you.
26:56Bye.
27:15It was a moment of madness.
27:18I was angry.
27:20Cindy, I...
27:22I can't lose you again.
27:25I need you.
27:27It's...
27:28It's us.
27:30We've got everything we ever wanted.
27:36Yes.
27:37We do.
27:52Right.
27:53Ten minutes, then homework.
27:55Oh, work is not going to be funny about me being here, is it?
27:58Oh, don't start.
28:02Look, you've got my number now, so you can always call me.
28:06If you need that.
28:07For an ear.
28:09Yeah?
28:21Yeah.
28:51Oh, my God.