10th July 2024
Transcript
00:00I
00:27Don't understand
00:30I
00:36Don't know
00:39You got what you wanted
00:42now, please
00:44Give me some privacy so that I can explain to my son. You ain't wriggling out of this Phil
00:50Whatever's going on here
00:53Maybe it'd be better if he's just us
00:56You
00:59Know we're I'm at me name here
01:08My mom's dead and it was down to you
01:12Sure, what are you saying? You killed her? I
01:16Got caught with someone else another woman
01:20Next thing I know she's gone gone. Don't wear. I didn't know I called her sister
01:25But she didn't know I went to the factory. They didn't know either
01:28I thought perhaps she's got to see one of her friends get her head straight
01:32You know work out what to do. You tell me that she had a win on the bingo. Yeah
01:37Yeah, you said she went away to celebrate and if she didn't come back and you didn't know why I didn't know what to say
01:44How could I tell you that what?
01:46The police called a couple of days later
01:51She'd booked herself a bed and breakfast in the Roman Road
01:55The land all knew something was wrong. It caught them and they broke the door down
02:02That's where they found her
02:04on the bed
02:06Next to an empty pill bowl
02:09And she was lying there
02:11Founder on the bed next to an empty pill bowl
02:16What I did
02:18She couldn't take so yeah
02:21Yeah, I
02:23killed her
02:37Go after it
02:41I
02:47Don't because I'm a house on the air tonight
03:12I
03:13Did she leave enough no
03:18So when what to a funeral
03:22Please tell me you had one
03:25Just me
03:27Her sister your brain said I will need as well
03:35Where was me and Charlie in school
03:38What you just you just packed us off to school
03:43You didn't say anything
03:46So what then what happened to me
03:49We come back you dish up out here and then carry on like they're normal
03:55Well, you were just kids. How could I explain?
03:58It was bad enough that you thought she'd gone
04:02if I told you what
04:05It was a different time
04:07It was a different time back then
04:10Such things weren't ever talked about
04:12suicide
04:14It was a big taboo
04:16especially for a woman with kids I
04:19Ain't kidding out
04:22You could have told me all of this
04:25You first turned up what would have been the point same way that you could have told me all about Teddy
04:34Was yeah
04:37Teddy's mum. We see the woman
04:41We'll see the woman that you was with what does it matter now? What's it?
04:46Yes
04:47She she couldn't have been a one-night stand like you said because you didn't have Teddy two years later you
04:55He must have known all this when we were doing that job for Phil's dad, that's why I did it
05:01I didn't want to do it, but we had a baby on the way
05:05So I had to get some cash together like a focus on the job in hand does he know
05:13Does Teddy know that he's mum broke your marriage
05:20Billy it's not told you I call you not you call me
05:27Supposed to be calm yeah, I am calm so someone's like fussing about you are Ian yeah, yeah, yeah fine
05:35It's about with him
05:36Yeah, let's just concentrate on you. Yeah the clinic this evening
05:48What you doing, did you know well did I know what did you know that your mum was a woman that he was with
05:55Because he told me that that was just a one-off, but he couldn't have been could it
05:59Because he was still with her ten years later when you came along
06:04You never told me about any of this a mum neither. Oh come on. You must have known that it wasn't a one-off
06:09I knew they were together before they had me
06:12Yeah, hi
06:14So you lied to me as well
06:17You never reconnected 20 years ago. You've been with him since since birth you you grew up with him
06:23And I'm sorry about that when he came out with that he caught me off guard bill, but I'm not lying about this
06:31And I didn't know
06:33She'd taken her own life
06:36That's right. We kept it all from him
06:41So my mom dies and
06:43You move in with his mom. Yeah, no that came later
06:47How much later that same time that you put me in again? No, so what was all that about?
06:52Just get me out of the way. What is the point of raking all this up now point is I?
06:58Want to know why you didn't want me you've seen the pictures
07:03You and your mother you're spitting image of each other
07:07I've come down in the morning after it happened
07:09You'd be sitting at the kitchen table and I'd look at you and I'd see her it was like she came back
07:15That's just pathetic. I was in a fog
07:18I couldn't find any way out no matter which way I turned all I could see was your mother's face
07:24And all I could think of was a body in that stinking B&B
07:33It was my sister who found the social
07:37She could see that I wasn't coping
07:41Charlie was older. He was out and about
07:44Aunt Rene took him in sorting him out
07:48They
07:50Said they were gonna find you a family a
07:53decent family a new home
07:57And when I did get my head back together, I thought yeah
08:02I'll go back to the social
08:05But by that time you'd gone into the system, and I thought there's no way we'll ever get back together
08:17I can't do this
08:21I can't do this with either of you
08:34All right, so I spoke to the school and I told him you weren't well today
08:38But I said you was feeling better now, so you'll be in tomorrow so you can start catching up
08:42I
08:44So matter if you say something
08:48I'm taking them pills again here. I told you know the police took him all didn't they yeah?
08:52Well you also told me you was having extra lessons with mr.. McConaughey
08:56So convincing and all just tripped off your tongue, so what else are you lying about?
08:59I
09:08Don't know what to do. It's like. I don't know I'm done
09:18So what are you doing?
09:20What for Bobby's birthday?
09:22I've just seen Vic and it's decked out for Stevie's party, so I was thinking some sort of surprise
09:27What was like me doesn't like surprises
09:35Peter
09:36Yeah
09:37Are you not doing anything for Bobby's birthday?
09:40Are you not it's only two weeks off, and it's a big one. It's 21st. No of course. We are just some fixed up
09:47Oh, yes, I have you got any ideas. Yeah, but don't tell your dad. He just shot me down when I tried talking to him about
09:54I love you know
09:57When did you find out cut the bass go how
10:01Good Richie told her to do some digging
10:04What would you call her for I mean if you thought saying was wrong one you come straight to me hold up hold up
10:09Why am I getting all the verbal say?
10:11I'm not the one who's been lying to you for all these years am I
10:14Sorry, I don't know what I'm doing. I
10:17Don't even know why I'm here. I told you I told you he's scum
10:21Yeah, and this this proves it you lost your mom because he couldn't keep in his pants because there's some tar
10:26There wasn't some talk. I was it
10:28There's Teddy's mom
10:30He shacked up with her when he stuck me in care
10:34They brought Teddy up together
10:36She didn't messed up with some other woman
10:40So is it now you finally gonna listen to me because if you don't wish it on the first place
10:46He'd be long gone by now
10:48I'm gonna bring my mom back does it well nothing was ever gonna do that Billy and that's that's down to him at all
10:53But you've been cozying up to him for days now
10:55You know sniffing around in lots. I'm run to the little desperate to be liked, but the truth is Billy
11:00You don't need him, and you you've never needed him
11:04So wake up. Yeah open your eyes and don't see what you want to say see what's really there
11:11Well it ain't just this and you've kept from him all these years is it
11:16It's me too
11:18Harry and Barney
11:20All made to feel like your dirty secret that you want to catch in the way
11:26Turn mummy to some big lies well mom she was just some girl you picked up one night
11:36Can't help yourself Kenya
11:39You've lied your entire life, and now you just can't stop
11:43And it ain't just you and Billy you flushed down the cars in either
11:51So what happens now
11:54Well that's me and Billy now
11:57So I think it's best you go
11:59Oh
12:08Well I know you said dinner McClunkey's, but I didn't realize you're coming my bandit shut up and sit down I
12:18Just I don't know how many more times I have to say I'm not on those steroids all right
12:23I'm off for them, and that ain't good evil I
12:26I told you I've been breeding up on it. You need to sit properly
12:30Give it a rest. Oh, yeah, I've had all this from nugget as well saying I have to keep doing them
12:36Well now I'll go down a storm with dad won't it leave your father to me I
12:40Can't do right by doing wrong
12:42What if what amy and nugget say is right?
12:46I'm explain it to him so first he tells what to do. I know you are no
12:52Look I
12:54Understand I messed up with dad and noggin
13:01Just everyone
13:04But I do not need you going behind my back and whispering about me you understand
13:24I
13:54And
14:10It's me I hope everything's good hey
14:17Hope your auntie Caroline's feeling better
14:25My mom
14:30I've just found out my mom's dead
14:37She's dead
14:54Oh
14:56Been trying you for the last hour
14:59My phone was on silent. I mean, what is it Delia called me the police have been trying you to
15:06They found her original report. It was filed in Essex. That's why the Met hadn't picked up till now
15:13Well the two reports both making the same allegation the CPS are going for it
15:20Pastor Clayton has been charged with two counts of sexual
15:38Yeah, mate new escape room down the high street sick
15:42It's very cool. Imagine being locked in there all in the dark
15:45Yeah
15:46So you pay to get in there just to try and get out
15:51Geez you love this stuff. It's using your brain is solving puzzles with clues and you know, it's for my birthday, isn't it?
15:59You're trying to like suss out what I want to do and then you're gonna spring it on me. No, I
16:05Mean not exactly not
16:07You need to do something. Come on, mate. This is your 21st birthday. This ain't just any birthday. It's a big um
16:15You know a big
16:17Milestone. Yeah, big one big milestone
16:20Okay, I could I could go to the Vic for a little drink. How about that? Just keep Tyson away from me
16:27You can go for a drink in the Vic anytime and hold on you don't even drink
16:31And it's not just us that want to do something Peter does to talk to him earlier
16:38I should
16:40I'm your girlfriend. Freddy's your mate your girlfriend and your mate and your family want to celebrate exactly
16:47Not one of them
16:49What?
16:52Right, listen, um, I'll sort him out. It'll be fun. What do you mean by that?
16:58No, no, man, I can't believe it I bet you that's what that monster is saying right now
17:04Staring at the walls in his cell. They will need to be a plea hearing first
17:08He'll probably plead not guilty
17:11But he has been suspended from the church until further notice
17:15That's got her but he thought that dog collar protect him forever. Clayton doesn't wear a clerical collar still
17:22Man thinks he's God's gift, honey
17:25laughs
17:27And it's all thanks to you
17:31Not just me remember Delia
17:38I
17:41What you next is it? Yeah
17:44What you tried Amy now, it's his turn
17:48That is not why Levi is here
17:50Who's next what pastor Clayton or something?
17:57What we were talking about has got nothing to do with you, which is why you'll stop talking a minute I walked in
18:02How many times stop lying to me stop going behind my back all of you?
18:09I
18:17Wasn't exactly many happy returns was it?
18:20You know me mo. I never met a British that I couldn't burn
18:27Let the dust settle
18:29Let me try and get their heads around all this
18:33And remember never give up on them
18:39I
18:44Didn't ask for this Billy didn't even know about most
18:51If it's gonna be a problem then we can just go back to how things were a couple of weeks ago
18:59Is that all it was me down in Dartford and you up here
19:03You
19:07But then he ain't just robbed you of your mum he's robbed us both of a brother, too
19:33I
19:43I'm sorry for eating you like that. I
19:47Just just wanted to take it out on the old boy instead, but you couldn't I'll get that
19:54And what you said I'll get that too
19:57I
19:58Don't blame you for
20:00Looking at me and thinking you know I'm fair and what we had is the life you should have had if anything
20:09It makes me admire you even more
20:12You started with nothing
20:14Less than nothing not even a mum or a dad and now look here what?
20:20Out on the stall all day and in the cold and rain scratch him out the pennies home
20:25I you've got honey the kids
20:28Grandkids a great grandkids a life a proper life with a proper family
20:35Nothing proper about me today
20:38Never has been ask anyone out there because you're not flash like I am and you don't give it a large like I do
20:44My I drop all that in a second for what you've got
20:48Now you wouldn't
20:51Feel great, right
20:54I'm a loser. I
20:56always have been
20:58Always looking for approval
21:02It's back time I started seeing things where they really are
21:06Not how I want them to see
21:08When that's the Phil Mitchell who lives in a big old house up there no wife no kids no grandkids
21:14Well, it's none that want to be within a thousand miles of him from what I can see
21:19Yeah, that's a great role model. That is Bill
21:23But don't let him or anyone tell you what you should do
21:28You've done all this all of it with half the old most people get so start seeing yourself
21:34the way the rest of us see you
21:37Because in my book my big brother. Well, he's a hero
21:44I
21:47Mean
21:57Fine just need some fresh air
22:02Who's that
22:04That's just one of those new clients. I told you about well, that's good. You know, I'll bet take it
22:08You know strike while the iron's hot
22:10I
22:13Miss Colwell
22:16Yes, no, I know Debbie's fees were overdue
22:21Three months really says as much as that
22:25No, no, no, no, he's fine it's in hand you'll have everything in the next day or so
22:31You know problem
22:41That
22:46Scared what's happened
22:49You and granddad so Phil talking to him. Is it something to do with him a
22:56Few things have come out
22:59things what things
23:01Stuff I didn't know about
23:04So Phil's told you then
23:06Look, I didn't ask him to get Lola's money back off Kyle
23:11Or to find granddad
23:20Oh, thanks auntie
23:27You were right in what you said
23:30So you guys were talking about me
23:34About
23:36Hiding and going behind your back
23:41We weren't talking about you Denzel
23:47But we have been hiding something from you something to do with me
24:04And you're sick on
24:10It's clear to
24:14Buster cleat
24:17Even though I feel a shape
24:24He assaulted me that's
24:29He sexually assaulted me I
24:35Tried to keep it from almost everyone
24:38Including Patrick
24:43Didn't
24:46Want to face it I didn't want to admit that it had even happened I
24:57Needed help and I didn't get it for weeks. I
25:03Just locked myself away
25:08And tried to just
25:11Get on with life
25:13Okay, I called you you won't
25:19He's going to be punished
25:24But I faced up to myself I
25:29Spoke out I
25:32Reached out. I
25:34Didn't try to do it all by myself
25:38And you can't
25:41Not with this
25:44You need to talk to someone can help you with distance
25:50Don't make the same mistake I made
25:55So, you know
25:57He knew where was being black now, but
26:00You didn't tell me so I promised him. No one say anything
26:05You know, it is the kid was embarrassed and
26:08Well, I thought I could sort it. I could have a word with a kid and
26:11Deal with it and no one would be any the wiser
26:14So you just look it out for him
26:17Yeah
26:19I'm all about my dad
26:23See
26:24You making my boy a liar like that
26:28Pretend it was your granddad that took the money when it wasn't
26:32what I
26:34Knew that it wasn't will when he was telling me I
26:38Do stupid things like any other kid and he can panic like any other kid, but he hasn't got that in him to do something
26:45like that I
26:47Should have seen I
26:50Should have seen that someone put him up to it
26:52Yeah
26:52Well, I was just trying to get your son out of mess that he got himself into and drop his granddad even deeper into it
26:58Yeah
27:00This wasn't about will
27:02This was about you doing what you've wanted to do ever since my old man rocked up on a square which is send him packing
27:10And you got kid a 16 year old kid to do that for you
27:17Peggy would be turning in her grave at you trying to tear up the family like this
27:21Well, if you don't listen to me in the first place if you don't listen, I forgot. Yeah. Yeah, listen to you
27:26Yeah, we all have to listen to you. Don't we why do we have to listen to a loser like you?
27:33Home what you said that was that was that was true. Yeah. Yeah, I did. I looked at my old man
27:40How I wanted to see him, you know
27:43Instead of the broken-down old liar that he really is
27:47And it's funny because all this time
27:52That's exactly how I've looked at you
27:56You want to watch your mouth you see I finally taken your advice Phil
28:02I'm finally seeing people for what they really are
28:07Because I ain't the brunt of the litter anymore
28:12You are
28:32You
28:56You