Bad Maid ( Drama, Romance )
Bad Maid ( Drama, Romance )
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00:00:58I can't believe you actually made it.
00:01:00Yeah, I can't believe it either.
00:01:02Oh, come on. Don't be like that.
00:01:04You know what? I was hoping the driver would never find this place.
00:01:07That way I could get the next flight out of here.
00:01:09Come on, son. Give me a break.
00:01:11It's what you deserve, David.
00:01:14Hey, look. I'll tell Donald this wasn't a good idea.
00:01:17Well, guess what? I told him the same thing.
00:01:19You know? I'm only here because of him.
00:01:22Oh, well. That makes me feel really special.
00:01:25Thank you.
00:01:26You're welcome.
00:01:30Well, you better come in.
00:01:40Well, this is where you're staying.
00:01:46Looks like a prison cell.
00:01:50Why do you hate me so much, son?
00:01:52Why don't you get me a piece of paper and I'll write it down for you, David?
00:01:55Stop calling me son, okay? It really pisses me off.
00:01:58Okay, whatever you want, Jack.
00:02:00Thank you, David.
00:02:05I don't know what to say to you.
00:02:08I don't know what to say to you except just try and enjoy the next few days.
00:02:15It feels like a fucking eternity already.
00:02:17Language, Jack.
00:02:24I don't know what's going on inside your head.
00:02:26Believe me, you don't want to know.
00:02:31Yeah, I'll leave you to it.
00:02:33You must be tired after your flight.
00:02:35Just get some rest and give me a shout later, okay?
00:02:39Thanks for your concern, David, but I'll be fine.
00:02:41Please shut the door on your way out.
00:03:01What am I doing here?
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00:05:15How you doing, Jack?
00:05:17Still alive, aren't I?
00:05:19Who's that?
00:05:21Oh, you two haven't met yet, have you?
00:05:23That's Maria.
00:05:25Since I've been single again, I need somebody to look after me.
00:05:29I hired her.
00:05:31She's good with housework, cooking, cleaning, all that sort of thing.
00:05:35She's here a few hours every day.
00:05:37If you want anything, she's the one to ask.
00:05:39And I know what you're thinking.
00:05:41She is a very beautiful lady,
00:05:43which is one of the main reasons I hired her.
00:05:47It's good to have a beautiful face around the place again.
00:05:51And she's a very good cook.
00:05:53This is my son, Jack.
00:05:55It's nice to meet you, Jack.
00:05:57Did you have a good rest?
00:06:01He doesn't say much, does he?
00:06:03He's just a bit shy.
00:06:05Oh, I'm sure he'll be fine, David.
00:06:07Look, Jack,
00:06:09I'm sorry, I've got a meeting at one
00:06:11and it's going to be a few hours,
00:06:13so I'll leave you in Maria's capable hands.
00:06:15If that's all right with you.
00:06:17It will be my pleasure.
00:06:21See you later, Jack.
00:06:23It's hot today, isn't it?
00:06:25Can I get you a drink?
00:06:27Yeah, sure.
00:06:29Okay, I'll just be a minute.
00:06:55Here you go.
00:06:57Thanks.
00:07:01So how long are you planning to stay?
00:07:03Only a few days.
00:07:05Oh, that's too bad.
00:07:07Not really.
00:07:09Why not?
00:07:11David and I, we're not exactly close.
00:07:13Oh, I'm sorry to hear that, Jack.
00:07:17You must be very close to your mum, then.
00:07:19Yeah.
00:07:21Sorry, Jack.
00:07:23You must be very close to your mum, then.
00:07:27Why would you say something like that to me?
00:07:29For fuck's sake!
00:07:37Jack,
00:07:39I'm sorry if I said something to offend you.
00:07:41Why did you say it?
00:07:43I don't know, I just presumed you were close to your mum,
00:07:45that's all.
00:07:47Are you telling me David never told you?
00:07:49He told me he was divorced,
00:07:51but that's it.
00:07:53It's typical of David, he never even speaks about her.
00:07:57Do you live with your mum?
00:07:59No.
00:08:01She's not around.
00:08:03Excuse me.
00:08:19Excuse me.
00:08:49Excuse me.
00:09:20I'm going home now.
00:09:22I've left your dinner in the oven.
00:09:25OK, see you tomorrow.
00:09:27Sorry.
00:09:31For snapping at you earlier.
00:09:33It's not your fault.
00:09:35It's OK.
00:09:37It's my fault, really.
00:09:39No, it's not.
00:09:41My life's very complicated.
00:09:43Isn't everyone's?
00:09:50When you said your mum wasn't around anymore,
00:09:52what did you mean?
00:09:54Where is she?
00:09:56She died.
00:09:58I'm so sorry.
00:10:00It's OK.
00:10:02It was a very long time ago.
00:10:07But I thought your parents were only recently divorced.
00:10:09Yeah, like I said, my life's very complicated.
00:10:19Here.
00:10:28Are you OK?
00:10:30Yeah, I'm cool, thanks.
00:10:35When did your mum pass away?
00:10:37A very long time ago.
00:10:41Was it after your parents divorced?
00:10:43No.
00:10:45The divorced thing, that's Linda, my step-mom.
00:10:48They got divorced last year.
00:10:50Oh, does that make sense now?
00:10:54I hate Linda.
00:10:56She's a nasty piece of work.
00:10:58How old were you when your mum passed away?
00:11:02I was just a baby.
00:11:04He was just a baby.
00:11:07She died at childbirth.
00:11:10She died giving birth to me.
00:11:13I wish I could remember something about her, but I can't.
00:11:16That's not your fault, Jack.
00:11:18You were just a baby.
00:11:20I feel responsible for her death, you know?
00:11:22I always have.
00:11:25I killed her.
00:11:27Don't say that, Jack.
00:11:36You OK?
00:11:38Oui, I'm fine.
00:11:42It's getting late, I should go.
00:11:56Jack?
00:11:58Are you in there? Can I come in?
00:12:00Go away, David, I'm sleeping.
00:12:02I thought we could go out for dinner tonight.
00:12:04There's a nice restaurant in town.
00:12:06What do you say?
00:12:08I'm not fucking hungry, and I'm not fucking interested.
00:12:10So fucking leave me alone, all right?
00:12:12OK, Jack, if you want to be miserable and stay in here all day, go ahead.
00:12:15I don't care.
00:12:17You're not a little boy anymore.
00:12:19You're a man now, so act like one.
00:12:21I'm a man, am I?
00:12:23Fucking leave me alone, all right?
00:12:32I haven't been man enough for you, David.
00:12:41Hi.
00:12:43I haven't seen you around here before.
00:12:45Are you new here?
00:12:47I'm here on holiday.
00:12:49Your accent. You're from America, right?
00:12:51Uh, yeah.
00:12:53I'm Becky.
00:12:57Jack.
00:13:01Are you here with your family?
00:13:03No.
00:13:05We're the only family in the world.
00:13:07No.
00:13:09With your girlfriend?
00:13:11No.
00:13:13Good.
00:13:15How long are you here for?
00:13:17Only a few days.
00:13:19Oh, that's not fair.
00:13:21Do you want to hang out?
00:13:25Uh, I don't know. I have a few things to do.
00:13:31Who is that?
00:13:33A friend.
00:13:35Do you want to get a drink?
00:13:37I'm sorry, I can't.
00:13:39I have to get back, actually.
00:13:41Can we meet again?
00:13:43Sure. Whatever.
00:14:05Hi.
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00:14:51Hey Jack, you're back so soon.
00:14:53Well, yeah, there isn't much to do around here.
00:14:55I just took a few pictures. That's all.
00:14:57I'm thirsty. Can I get a drink?
00:14:59Oh, wait, let me get it for you.
00:15:03I see you made a new friend.
00:15:05Sorry?
00:15:06Oh, that girl back there.
00:15:08Oui, that's why I didn't stop and say hello.
00:15:10I didn't want to disturb you.
00:15:12It's good to make friends.
00:15:14She looks like a nice girl.
00:15:16Yeah, I suppose.
00:15:17I just met her today.
00:15:22You have a girlfriend at home, Jack?
00:15:24No.
00:15:25Really? Why not?
00:15:27I don't know.
00:15:28I just never met a girl I really like.
00:15:30I find girls my age really immature.
00:15:32How old are you, Jack?
00:15:34Seventeen.
00:15:35Oh, but not for long, no?
00:15:37Your dad told me he said you might be coming to spend your birthday with him.
00:15:41Did he really?
00:15:42Well, did he tell you about the last time we spent my birthday together?
00:15:45He's such an asshole!
00:16:02I'm sorry, Jack.
00:16:09For upsetting you again.
00:16:11You didn't upset me, Maria.
00:16:13David did.
00:16:18Do you always call your dad by his name?
00:16:20I don't really consider him as my dad.
00:16:23He's more of a pain in the ass.
00:16:25Has it always been that bad between you two?
00:16:28Well, he's never there for me.
00:16:32So who do you live with right now?
00:16:34I live with my uncle in the U.S., Uncle Donald.
00:16:37He's my mom's younger brother.
00:16:40He's been more of a father to me than David ever has.
00:16:47I know you have probably heard this before, Jack.
00:16:51But I really do understand what you're going through.
00:16:56I had my fair share of problems growing up with my parents.
00:17:01Parents can really mess up your life if they want to.
00:17:06You have any kids, Maria?
00:17:09No.
00:17:12No, in some way I'm glad I don't have any children.
00:17:16I think I would make a bad mother.
00:17:19Yesterday, when I told you about my mom,
00:17:22you looked really upset.
00:17:25Do you mind if I ask you why?
00:17:28It's like I said before, Jack.
00:17:30I know what you're going through.
00:17:33Did you lose someone close to you?
00:17:37Oui.
00:17:40And like you, it was a long time ago.
00:17:44So I understand your pain.
00:17:48It must have been so hard growing up without a mother.
00:17:52Yeah.
00:17:54And it's even harder when you have a dad who doesn't really care about you.
00:17:59I've always felt like an orphan.
00:18:01Oh, don't say that, Jack.
00:18:04I'm sure deep down, your dad loves you very much.
00:18:10Well, if he did, he never showed it.
00:18:14My life's just too depressing. Let's talk about something else.
00:18:18Okay.
00:18:20So how long have you lived in England for?
00:18:23About two years now.
00:18:26And before I lived here, I lived in Germany for about three years.
00:18:31Did you learn to speak English after you came over?
00:18:34Well, that's a funny story.
00:18:37When I was younger, I used to watch a lot of American movies, you know?
00:18:42And that's really when I learned to speak English.
00:18:45It's such a beautiful language.
00:18:48Do you speak any other languages, Jack?
00:18:50Not really. I know one or two French words. That's about it.
00:18:54I speak very good German and a little bit of Spanish also.
00:18:58Well, maybe you can teach me some French sometime.
00:19:01I'd love to.
00:19:04I said I'd love to.
00:19:11Look at the time. I'd better get back to what I was doing.
00:19:14Don't want you going hungry.
00:19:16Merci.
00:19:18Ah, très bien.
00:19:33It's very nice.
00:19:35Merci beaucoup.
00:19:47This might sound a bit strange, but...
00:19:50I really feel comfortable talking to you.
00:19:53Oh, thank you, Jack. That means a lot to me.
00:19:58I'm always here for you.
00:20:17Thanks.
00:20:23I'm very glad about what you told me earlier.
00:20:26It's good to talk to someone about your problems.
00:20:29Normally I don't, but with you it's different.
00:20:34I'm here for you.
00:20:36You can talk to me about anything you want.
00:20:40I want to show you something.
00:20:47Wow.
00:20:52Your mom.
00:20:54She's beautiful.
00:20:57You look a lot like her.
00:21:00Oui, maybe, but she's more beautiful than me.
00:21:08I always wonder how my life would have turned out
00:21:11if she'd have been here right now, you know?
00:21:14Oui, I know what you mean.
00:21:20You're not like other teenagers, are you, Jack?
00:21:23I think too much. That's my problem.
00:21:26I find it's really hard to find a person my age
00:21:29to have a decent conversation with.
00:21:35Let's talk about something else.
00:21:37Something that will cheer you up.
00:21:39I'm not in the mood.
00:21:41Oh, don't say that.
00:21:43It's your birthday. Have you decided what you're going to do yet?
00:21:46I really, really don't like birthdays.
00:21:48Why not? Everyone likes birthdays.
00:21:51It's the happiest occasion of our lives, isn't it?
00:21:53Yeah, well, not in mine.
00:21:55Don't say that.
00:21:56Are you that fucking dumb?
00:21:59Jack!
00:22:00Just fucking leave me alone, okay?
00:22:14What's wrong, Jack?
00:22:15I told you I don't want to celebrate my birthday,
00:22:17so please don't ask me that again, okay?
00:22:20I was just trying to cheer you up.
00:22:22I can't celebrate my birthday without feeling guilty.
00:22:26I want to be happy, I do,
00:22:28but how can I be happy when it's also the day that my mom died?
00:22:33What am I supposed to do? Tell me.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:37I don't know.
00:22:39What?
00:22:41What am I supposed to do? Tell me.
00:22:43I'm sorry, Jack. Forgive me.
00:22:46Every year I feel guilty when my birthday comes around.
00:22:51I always feel like I should just be mourning her death.
00:22:55Oh, Jack.
00:22:58I always get depressed around my birthdays.
00:23:03I want to forget it.
00:23:05I want to be happy, but thinking about my mom,
00:23:07it just makes me more depressed.
00:23:09I understand your pain.
00:23:11I really do.
00:23:14I know how hard it is to lose someone so precious to you.
00:23:21Was it your husband?
00:23:23No.
00:23:24We've never been married.
00:23:28Sorry I said that.
00:23:29It's okay.
00:23:31I don't like to talk about it.
00:23:33It's just something I prefer to keep to myself.
00:23:38Don't you feel comfortable telling me?
00:23:41You can trust me, you know. I won't tell anyone.
00:23:44I do trust you, Jack.
00:23:48It's just too painful to think about the past, that's all.
00:23:52Yeah.
00:23:54Sometimes it's best not to remember the bad things.
00:23:58Oui, you're right.
00:24:14But at the same time, you know, it's good to talk about them.
00:24:17Oui, maybe.
00:24:20It was a long time ago.
00:24:24I was about your age.
00:24:26A naive 16-year-old girl.
00:24:29Thinking I knew the world, you know.
00:24:33I was seeing this boy,
00:24:36and one thing led to another,
00:24:39and I ended up getting pregnant.
00:24:43My boyfriend didn't want me to keep the baby.
00:24:47He told me to get rid of it.
00:24:51But I couldn't do it.
00:24:55I tried to keep it a secret from my parents for as long as I could.
00:25:00When I found out, they went crazy.
00:25:04My parents are a bit religious.
00:25:08We come from a small town where everyone knows everyone's business.
00:25:14It was the scandal of the century.
00:25:18What happened to the baby?
00:25:22My parents were against abortion,
00:25:25so they let me have the baby.
00:25:29That's the only thing they did right.
00:25:33So you had the baby then?
00:25:36Oui.
00:25:39It was a boy.
00:25:42Two and a half kilos.
00:25:45He was such a tiny little thing.
00:25:49I still remember that day in the hospital.
00:25:54They let me have the baby,
00:25:58but they wouldn't let me keep him.
00:26:03They made me give him away.
00:26:07They made me give up my beautiful little baby boy for adoption.
00:26:14They made me give up everything.
00:26:19My beautiful little baby boy for adoption.
00:26:30I have never forgiven my parents for what they made me do.
00:26:42My father passed away a few years ago.
00:26:45I didn't go to his funeral
00:26:48because I still couldn't forgive him.
00:26:59But I hate myself more
00:27:03for not standing up for my son.
00:27:11I hate myself for being a coward.
00:27:19But it's just something I've learned to live with.
00:27:28My life isn't as perfect as people think it is, you know.
00:27:38I'm so sorry.
00:27:41Well, I have only myself to blame.
00:27:49Did you ever try to find him?
00:27:53No.
00:27:55No, I felt so guilty.
00:28:12Wherever he is, I'm sure he's fine.
00:28:19Oui.
00:28:21Thank you.
00:28:27We have something in common, haven't we?
00:28:30Yeah.
00:28:35Hurry up!
00:28:40Oh, there you are.
00:28:42Un petit mot.
00:28:44A little bit of a crisis on.
00:28:46I don't know if he's not straightening out your job.
00:28:48I've got to go away for a minute. I'll be back.
00:28:50Are you sure?
00:28:56Hi, Jack.
00:29:04Look, I'm sorry. I've been really busy at work recently.
00:29:07Why doesn't that surprise me, David?
00:29:09You know, you haven't changed at all.
00:29:12Don't be like that, son. I'm really trying, all right?
00:29:16Anyway, the thing is...
00:29:21I know you're going to hate me for this.
00:29:24I have to go to Paris for a day.
00:29:28I have a meeting with a possible new client
00:29:31and it is really important that I meet him in person.
00:29:35Typical David. No time for family.
00:29:39Well, don't worry. I'll make it up to you when I get back.
00:29:42Like you've been making it up for the past 17 years?
00:29:45You know, I don't even know why I came here in the first place.
00:29:47Don't say that.
00:29:52I've asked Maria to stay over and keep an eye on you until I get back.
00:29:58That supposed to make me feel better?
00:30:00No, I suppose not.
00:30:02But at least you'll have some company.
00:30:05Excuses after excuses.
00:30:10Bye.
00:30:22Your dinner is ready.
00:30:24I'm not hungry. I'll eat it later.
00:30:32Are you still angry at your dad?
00:30:34No. I'm mad at myself for coming here.
00:30:40Has he always been like this?
00:30:42Ever since I can remember, yeah.
00:30:44David's always been a workaholic.
00:30:46So it was work first, family second with him.
00:30:50How about your stepmother?
00:30:52She was the reason why I went to go and live in the States.
00:30:56Dad married her a year after my mom died
00:30:59and at first I grew up thinking she was my mom, you know?
00:31:02But then my stepbrother, Matthew, came along
00:31:07and her attitude just started changing towards me.
00:31:11I got pushed to the side.
00:31:13I got into trouble for all the things he did.
00:31:16I became a nobody.
00:31:18David wasn't around to notice.
00:31:20David was always too busy with work,
00:31:22too busy making money so my stepmom could spend it.
00:31:28Now the marriage is over and everything feels so pointless.
00:31:33Total waste of time.
00:31:37When did you realize she was not your real mother?
00:31:40I was about six.
00:31:42I found a photo of my mom and David together
00:31:44and when I asked my stepmom about it,
00:31:47she was only too glad to tell me that she wasn't my real mom.
00:31:53I'm sorry, Jack.
00:31:56No child should go through what you have been through.
00:31:59Yeah, I suppose so.
00:32:03Maybe the divorce is not such a bad thing, you know?
00:32:08Maybe you can start again fresh with your dad.
00:32:11I don't think that's possible.
00:32:13Have you ever told him how you felt all these years?
00:32:16No.
00:32:17Well, maybe you should.
00:32:18Maybe you should give your dad another chance.
00:32:23You think so?
00:32:24My way, of course.
00:32:27Thanks, Maria.
00:32:29Thanks for all your advice.
00:32:33You're going to be a great mom.
00:32:40So, what are you watching?
00:32:43Nothing special.
00:32:45I feel tired.
00:32:48I don't like sports. Try the next one.
00:32:52Oh, this looks interesting.
00:32:54Oh, this looks interesting.
00:34:24Oh, this looks interesting.
00:34:54Maria?
00:34:57Hi.
00:34:58Jacob.
00:35:00I thought it was you.
00:35:02How are you doing?
00:35:04I'm fine.
00:35:05What are you doing here?
00:35:07Don't worry, I'm not following you.
00:35:10I'm here covering a story.
00:35:12Small world, huh?
00:35:16It's good to see you.
00:35:18It's good to see you too.
00:35:20Small world, huh?
00:35:23It's good to see you.
00:35:27You going to invite me in for a coffee?
00:35:35So, what have you been up to?
00:35:40Nothing special. And you?
00:35:43You know, the usual.
00:35:46I've been doing an article about the local wildlife reserve.
00:35:49Riveting stuff.
00:35:51Someone's got to do it right.
00:35:56So, how have you been, Jacob?
00:36:00Pretty good.
00:36:03Considering.
00:36:07So, is there someone special in your life at the moment?
00:36:11Oh, Jacques.
00:36:12Sorry.
00:36:14I had to ask.
00:36:16I'm not seeing anyone.
00:36:20And you?
00:36:22Yeah.
00:36:25I've been seeing someone for about two months now.
00:36:30I'm happy for you.
00:36:32Well, after you left me, I spent a lot of time
00:36:37trying to figure out what it is I did wrong, you know?
00:36:40You didn't do anything wrong, Jacob.
00:36:43I just wasn't ready for commitment, that's all.
00:36:49I didn't set out to hurt you.
00:36:52Well, you did.
00:36:56I suppose it was my own fault, really.
00:36:59I shouldn't have started talking about marriage so soon.
00:37:04It's complicated.
00:37:07It's just that I didn't expect to fall in love with you so quickly.
00:37:12I thought marriage would be the natural way forward for our relationship, you know?
00:37:22Does that make sense?
00:37:24It makes perfect sense.
00:37:27I just...
00:37:30I have a lot of issues to sort out first.
00:37:34All the time I was with you,
00:37:38I felt you never really opened up to me emotionally, you know?
00:37:44I was hoping you would, over time.
00:37:50But I was wrong.
00:37:53That's not your fault, Jacob.
00:38:00I'm still in love with you, Maria.
00:38:05And I want you back.
00:38:06Please, Jacob.
00:38:07Just hear me out.
00:38:12We can start all over again.
00:38:16Take it a lot slower this time.
00:38:21We can just date, if that's what you want.
00:38:25And I won't talk about marriage.
00:38:30I don't know, Jacob.
00:38:34Just think about it, okay?
00:38:38Okay.
00:38:39Please.
00:38:50Well, I'm here for a week.
00:38:53If you want to see me or just want to hang out, give me a call.
00:39:03Do you still have my number?
00:39:06Yes.
00:39:10Something tells me you're not going to call it.
00:39:14And that I'll never hear from you again.
00:39:18I don't know, Jacob.
00:39:20Maybe not a good idea.
00:39:24How about your girlfriend?
00:39:30I don't feel the same for her as I do for you.
00:39:39Just tell me you'll think about it.
00:39:43Okay?
00:39:48We can still be friends, right?
00:39:51I'm okay with that.
00:39:59What's going on in that head of yours?
00:40:04It's complicated.
00:40:08I know.
00:40:13Well.
00:40:17I'll leave you to it.
00:40:21Just remember, I'm only a phone call away.
00:40:27Okay?
00:40:38I'll see myself out.
00:40:44Take care, Maria.
00:40:47You too, Jacob.
00:41:14Hi, Jack. You're finally up.
00:41:17Yeah, I was up a long time ago.
00:41:19Oh, okay.
00:41:21Who's that guy I saw leaving the house earlier?
00:41:24Oh, you mean Jacob?
00:41:26He's just an old friend. I bumped into him on the street, so I invited him back for coffee.
00:41:31Okay.
00:41:33You want to eat something, or you want to wait until lunch?
00:41:36I'll wait until lunch, thanks.
00:41:38Okay, lunch will be ready soon.
00:41:40Hey, Jack?
00:41:43I don't want you to take this the wrong way,
00:41:47but I want to say,
00:41:49happy birthday.
00:41:52Thank you.
00:41:53You're welcome.
00:41:57Where's my present?
00:41:59Oh, Jack, I didn't get you anything.
00:42:02I'm just teasing you, Maria.
00:42:05But to tell you the truth,
00:42:07Thank you, Maria.
00:42:09But to tell you the truth,
00:42:11if you did get me something,
00:42:13I wouldn't have said no.
00:42:15I consider it very special.
00:42:17Oh, thank you, Jack.
00:42:19If you were to get me something, what would it be?
00:42:22Oh, I don't know.
00:42:25Something you like? Something you always wanted?
00:42:28I don't know.
00:42:30It's still not too late, Jack.
00:42:32Why don't you tell me what you want for your birthday, and I'll get it for you.
00:42:35You promise?
00:42:36Oui, I promise. As long as it's not too expensive.
00:42:39I want you, Maria.
00:42:40What?
00:42:42I want you.
00:42:45Stop saying silly things, Jack.
00:43:04So you're gonna get me my present?
00:43:07What do you mean, Jack?
00:43:09I think you know what I mean.
00:43:11I don't.
00:43:12I think you do.
00:43:15I think I should get back to what I was doing.
00:43:17Don't ignore me, Maria.
00:43:21You promised me you'd get me what I want for my birthday.
00:43:24Well, now I'm telling you what I want.
00:43:29I want you.
00:43:32You cannot be serious, Jack.
00:43:34I'm very serious, Maria.
00:43:36We have something in common.
00:43:39We have a connection.
00:43:41I know you feel it like I do.
00:43:43Oui, we have a connection, Jack. I won't deny that.
00:43:47What exactly do you want from me?
00:43:49I want you.
00:43:53I want to hug you.
00:43:56I want to hold you.
00:43:59I want to touch you.
00:44:02This is wrong.
00:44:04You shouldn't be talking like this.
00:44:06You're just a kid.
00:44:07I'm not a kid anymore.
00:44:09Today, I'm a man.
00:44:12And what matters is that we have a connection, nothing else.
00:44:16That doesn't make it right, Jack.
00:44:19I don't see you in that way.
00:44:25I'm confusing my friendship for something else.
00:44:29I see you as a friend, Jack. A good friend.
00:44:33But that's all.
00:44:36So you're saying you don't feel anything for me other than friendship?
00:44:41No, I don't.
00:44:43Why don't you look me in the eyes and tell me that?
00:44:48You're just a friend to me, Jack.
00:44:51Nothing more.
00:45:00You still in love with that guy?
00:45:06What are you talking about?
00:45:08Don't play innocent with me, Maria. I heard you guys talking.
00:45:12He wants you back, doesn't he?
00:45:15That's none of your business.
00:45:18You're thinking about going back to him, aren't you?
00:45:20Jack, stop this. Please, I can't answer this anymore. Just stop.
00:45:24You know what, Maria?
00:45:26For the first time in my life, I thought I could feel a bit of happiness on my birthday.
00:45:32I thought I found something special.
00:45:35Someone who would care about me.
00:45:41But...
00:45:45I was wrong.
00:45:49You never cared about me.
00:45:52You're just like David.
00:45:55You're just pretending.
00:45:57I do care about you, Jack.
00:46:00Just not in that way.
00:46:06It's okay. Deep down, I knew it was too good to be true.
00:46:10I didn't mean to give you that impression, Jack.
00:46:13I was just being friendly.
00:46:15No, you're lying.
00:46:17You feel something for me. I know you feel the same as I do.
00:46:20I don't.
00:46:21I love you, Maria.
00:46:31I love you more than that guy ever will, Lou.
00:46:41You don't love me, Jack.
00:46:43You just miss your mother.
00:46:45I am not your mother, Jack. I could never replace her.
00:46:49Why not?
00:46:55You gave your son away.
00:46:57And you've been living with the guilt ever since.
00:47:01Always wondering what it would be like to have him around you.
00:47:05To hold him.
00:47:08To hug him.
00:47:13To touch him.
00:47:19To kiss him.
00:47:28To feel him.
00:47:51Hi, I'm looking for Jack.
00:47:57Hi, Jack. I thought that we could hang out today.
00:48:02Yeah, sure. We need to get out of this place anyway.
00:48:22Are you okay?
00:48:23Jack?
00:48:24Yeah?
00:48:26Something wrong?
00:48:28Nothing.
00:48:31How did you find me?
00:48:34I followed you after the other day.
00:48:37Are you stalking me?
00:48:39Do you want me to?
00:48:42Don't you have a boyfriend?
00:48:44No. Would you like to be my boyfriend?
00:48:48It's my birthday today.
00:48:50Really? Happy birthday, Jack.
00:48:55For the first time in my life, I really want something for my birthday and I can't have it.
00:48:59Really? What do you want, Jack? Maybe I can get it for you.
00:49:03No, you can't get it for me.
00:49:05Really? Are you sure? Maybe I can.
00:49:08Do you want to go back to my house? My parents aren't in at the moment.
00:49:16I can't.
00:49:18Look, you look like a really nice girl, but I'm interested in someone else.
00:49:22I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong impression.
00:49:25Who is it? Is it your ex? Is it someone back in the US?
00:49:30It's complicated. I have to go.
00:49:35Where are you going? Jack!
00:49:52What are you doing, Jack? Where are your friends?
00:50:13Why are you crying?
00:50:15I'm not crying.
00:50:16Stop crying, Maria.
00:50:18Why are you still here?
00:50:22If you were just friends, why don't you just take off and leave?
00:50:28What I feel for you is more than just friendship.
00:50:34I care for you.
00:50:37I want to take care of you.
00:50:41I love you.
00:50:43Don't say that, Jack.
00:50:57What do you want from me?
00:50:59Love me, Maria. Love me like I'm your son.
00:51:06Come here.
00:51:21Stop that, Jack.
00:51:26Don't stop me, Maria.
00:51:28I like the way it feels.
00:51:37This is wrong, Jack.
00:51:39It doesn't feel wrong to me.
00:52:02Can I kiss you?
00:52:18Stop!
00:52:24I'm coming out.
00:52:39I'm sorry.
00:53:03What happened between us just now was a very special moment in my life.
00:53:19Did you not like what I did earlier?
00:53:24I can get better, you know, with practice.
00:53:33Was I too rough?
00:53:35I didn't hurt you, did I?
00:53:38No, you didn't hurt me.
00:53:45There is no future for us, you know that, don't you?
00:53:47Don't say that, please.
00:53:52We have a special connection.
00:53:58Is age the only thing keeping us apart?
00:54:03Is it?
00:54:06Jack.
00:54:11Have you ever been in a relationship with a girl before?
00:54:16Have you ever had sex before?
00:54:21Are you a virgin?
00:54:27I didn't mean to embarrass you.
00:54:37I've always found it difficult connecting with girls emotionally.
00:54:45I always have.
00:54:48Until now.
00:54:53You're the first woman I've ever felt comfortable with.
00:54:59You're the woman I've been waiting for all my life.
00:55:02Don't say that, Jack.
00:55:05You're so young, I'm far too old.
00:55:08Why do you always have to talk about age?
00:55:10It's just a number.
00:55:12Maybe...
00:55:14Maybe you're gonna abandon me.
00:55:18Just like you did with your son.
00:55:20Why would you say something so cruel like that?
00:55:23Maybe it's true.
00:55:25Maybe you always abandon the people you love.
00:55:29You abandoned your boyfriend, didn't you?
00:55:31I am not like that, Jack.
00:55:33Yes, you are.
00:55:38I love you.
00:55:40And you're willing to abandon me.
00:55:43Maybe I should just go and die somewhere.
00:55:45Slash my wrists or hang myself.
00:55:47Maybe that'll make you happy.
00:55:53Why are you talking like this?
00:55:55I can't live without you, Maria.
00:55:57If you leave me, I will kill myself.
00:56:03I will never leave you, Jack.
00:56:06I don't believe you.
00:56:08You must believe me when I say I will never leave you.
00:56:14You promise?
00:56:16I promise.
00:56:33Show me that you mean it.
00:56:38Show me that you love me.
00:57:03I love you.
00:57:34I love you.
00:57:48You okay?
00:57:50Oui, I'm fine.
00:58:02Your dad will be here soon.
00:58:04Who cares?
00:58:08Are you going to stay mad at him forever?
00:58:10Why not? He deserves it.
00:58:13You need to find a way to let go of that anger and move on with your life.
00:58:18That's easier said than done.
00:58:21We can't change the past, Jack.
00:58:24But you have the opportunity to patch things up with your dad and start again.
00:58:29I don't want you to end up like me.
00:58:32I don't know. I'm so mad at him.
00:58:34I know you are.
00:58:37But he's trying his best to change.
00:58:41So give him a chance.
00:58:42I gave him so many chances. He's fucked them all up.
00:58:46But you never told him how you really feel all these years, have you?
00:58:51Or you just presumably know and don't care?
00:59:00Unless you sit down and talk to him,
00:59:04tell him how you really feel about him and why,
00:59:08then you'll never be happy, Jack.
00:59:10You'll never be happy.
00:59:13I don't want you to make the same mistakes I have made.
00:59:16You're still young.
00:59:18You still have time to heal.
00:59:24Make me a promise that you will try your best to patch things up with your dad before you leave.
00:59:31Promise me.
00:59:41Okay.
00:59:43I promise.
00:59:48Okay.
01:00:18Okay.
01:00:48Hello.
01:00:57Hello.
01:01:05There you are, you two.
01:01:06Hi, David. How was your trip?
01:01:08It was fine, thanks.
01:01:10Hi, Jack.
01:01:12Happy birthday.
01:01:16Well, I got you a present.
01:01:23Come on, son. Take it.
01:01:34Well, I hope you haven't been giving Maria a hard time while I've been away.
01:01:38He's been a good boy.
01:01:40Oh, good.
01:01:42Why don't I take you out to dinner tonight?
01:01:45Why don't we all go?
01:01:47Oh, I don't know. I don't want to get in the way.
01:01:49I'm not interested, thanks.
01:01:51Oh, come on, son. It's your birthday.
01:01:53No, thank you.
01:01:55Come on.
01:01:56You said no, didn't I?
01:02:03I'm doing my best here, but it's obviously not enough.
01:02:07Let me talk to him, David.
01:02:10Okay, sure.
01:02:29You okay?
01:02:33I don't want to go to dinner with him.
01:02:35Oh, it wouldn't hurt if you did.
01:02:38I know, but...
01:02:40I want him to suffer.
01:02:42I won't make it easy for him.
01:02:44Does he think he can just make up for all these years in one day?
01:02:48You can't keep living in the past, Jack.
01:02:50You need to move on.
01:02:52I'm here for you now.
01:02:55You need to let go.
01:02:58Give him another chance.
01:03:04For me.
01:03:08But I'd rather go to dinner tonight with you than him.
01:03:12I thought we could be together tonight.
01:03:17You need to be a adult about this, Jack.
01:03:20You know deep in your heart this is the right thing to do.
01:03:27But I really want to spend the night with you.
01:03:32I want to make love to you.
01:03:34I know, and you will.
01:03:37We can be together tomorrow night.
01:03:40But tonight, you are going to spend it with your dad.
01:03:49I'll see you tomorrow.
01:03:52And good luck.
01:04:07Good luck.
01:04:30Oh, hello.
01:04:32I didn't think you were ever going to emerge.
01:04:35Sit down.
01:04:39Let me get you a glass.
01:04:55Go on.
01:05:00Happy birthday, son.
01:05:06Hey, go steady on that stuff.
01:05:09It's...
01:05:11What the hell?
01:05:13Refill?
01:05:27You want to slow down, son.
01:05:30What's the rush?
01:05:33What's the rush?
01:05:35We've got the whole night ahead of us.
01:05:42I get the feeling you're going to tell me off, aren't you?
01:05:48You're damn right.
01:05:51All right, let me hear it.
01:05:55You're an asshole, David.
01:05:58Oh, so you think your dad's an asshole, do you?
01:06:01Yeah, I do.
01:06:05You're an uncaring asshole.
01:06:07Uncaring, am I?
01:06:09Yeah, you are.
01:06:14And let's not forget about selfish.
01:06:17And selfish.
01:06:20Well, is there anything else you want to mention?
01:06:23You might as well.
01:06:25You're a selfish, uncaring, unloving piece of shit.
01:06:31All you ever think about is yourself.
01:06:33I'm fucking glad your marriage to Linda is over.
01:06:37I hope you die a lonely old man.
01:06:40Now, that's really hurtful, son.
01:06:46All right, you think I'm selfish, I only care about myself.
01:06:51You think I don't care about you, that I never cared about your mother?
01:06:56Don't bring my mother into this! You never loved her!
01:06:59That's where you're wrong, Jack.
01:07:02Before she was your mother, she was my wife.
01:07:08And I loved her.
01:07:10That's a lie. You never loved her.
01:07:15I loved her, Jack. I loved her so much.
01:07:19So much you couldn't wait to remarry?
01:07:21I only did that for you.
01:07:23That's a lie.
01:07:24No, no. That's the truth, Jack.
01:07:27I didn't want you growing up without a mother.
01:07:30It's the only reason I married again so soon.
01:07:37I just wanted you to have a normal life, that's all.
01:07:44And I always loved you and Matthew equally.
01:07:47That's a lie. Matthew's always been your favourite.
01:07:52I've always been invisible to you.
01:07:54No, that's not true. I have always seen you and Matthew equally.
01:07:59No, you haven't.
01:08:01You've always blamed me for her death.
01:08:07Wait, is that what you think?
01:08:14I've never blamed you for your mother's death.
01:08:18I never have.
01:08:21Look, I don't know why it happened.
01:08:26Maybe it was fate. Bad luck.
01:08:29I don't know.
01:08:32Sometimes bad things happen to good people.
01:08:36Your mother was a very kind woman.
01:08:39Always going out of her way to help others.
01:08:45I still think of her, you know?
01:08:50I think about her all the time.
01:08:55I've only known her from a photo.
01:08:58How sad is that?
01:09:01No real memories to hold on to.
01:09:04I'm sorry it turned out that way for you, Jack, but...
01:09:09I'm sorry it turned out that way for you, Jack, but...
01:09:14We can't bring her back.
01:09:17You have to find some way to let her go.
01:09:22I'll never let go.
01:09:24Look, I know I haven't been a good father to you, Jack.
01:09:28And I am sorry for that. Truly am.
01:09:34I want a way to make it up to you.
01:09:38If you let me, will you do that?
01:09:42I don't know, David.
01:09:46It's a little too late for that, don't you think?
01:09:51It is never too late for a man to change.
01:09:55So, you're saying you think you deserve another chance, Dad?
01:10:04Yes, I do.
01:10:08I'm going to make you proud of me one day.
01:10:27Sweet dreams, son.
01:10:38I love you, Jack.
01:11:04You okay?
01:11:05Wait, I'm fine. How did it go with your dad?
01:11:09Not what I expected. A lot to think about. Glad I took your advice though, thanks.
01:11:14It's okay. I'm just happy for you.
01:11:18Is your dad home?
01:11:19You're not going in there today.
01:11:21Why not? Is something wrong?
01:11:23I just want to spend the whole day with you, that's all.
01:11:26Jack, you will later tonight.
01:11:29Listen, I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm not taking any chances.
01:11:34Knowing my bad luck, something could pop up and ruin everything.
01:11:37Please Maria, let's just go back to your place. Please.
01:11:41I want to spend the whole day with you. Please.
01:11:45What about your dad? He'll be looking for me.
01:11:48He'll be alright. Tell him someone came up. Please.
01:11:59I love you.
01:12:29I love you.
01:12:54I don't know why, but I'm really nervous.
01:12:57Me too.
01:12:59I've got butterflies in my stomach.
01:13:13It doesn't feel real. It feels like a dream.
01:13:18Don't say that, Jack. I'm not a dream. I'm real.
01:13:24I don't want you to remember this day like it was a fantasy.
01:13:29I'm here because I want to be here with you.
01:13:59I love you.
01:14:29I love you.
01:15:00Are you okay?
01:15:02Am I hurting you?
01:15:04No. No, it's not you.
01:15:09You know, we don't have to do this.
01:15:13I'll be okay. Just give me a minute.
01:15:21I want to tell you something.
01:15:23I want to tell you something.
01:15:27Something I've never told anyone.
01:15:31It's always been with me.
01:15:34Eating me up inside.
01:15:37Okay.
01:15:42I haven't been totally honest with you.
01:15:45Okay.
01:15:46What I said about my son was true.
01:15:51I did give him up for adoption.
01:15:55You once asked me if I tried to find him.
01:16:06Well, I lied to you when I said no.
01:16:11I lied to you.
01:16:12I lied to you when I said no.
01:16:19After I left home, I tried my best to find him.
01:16:29He would have been about five years old.
01:16:34I managed to find my son, my precious little baby boy.
01:16:39What happened?
01:16:43I found out he'd been killed in an incident while he was playing outside.
01:17:00He bled to death there on the road before anyone could get help.
01:17:09I'm so sorry.
01:17:13It's all my fault.
01:17:17I killed him.
01:17:19You didn't tell him, Maria. It's not your fault.
01:17:21It is my fault.
01:17:27If only I'd tried to find him sooner, I could have saved his life.
01:17:34He might still be here today.
01:17:43They find the guy that did it.
01:17:48Wait.
01:17:50They sent him to prison.
01:17:55But nothing can bring back my son.
01:18:03You can't keep blaming yourself for what happened.
01:18:07It just happened, okay?
01:18:08And I've come to realize that sometimes in life, bad things happen.
01:18:14Without reason, without any sense.
01:18:19We just have to accept it and move on, I suppose.
01:18:25But I can't.
01:18:29I keep imagining him lying there on the road.
01:18:33Lying there on the road.
01:18:38Bleeding.
01:18:40In pain.
01:18:44All alone.
01:18:48And I wasn't there for him.
01:18:54That image keeps playing over and over in my head every single day.
01:19:04Look, I don't know what to say to make your pain go away.
01:19:10But being with you, meeting you, has really helped me deal with what I've been carrying around in my head all these years.
01:19:20All these years.
01:19:32You alright, son? Haven't seen you all day.
01:19:34Yeah, I was in town.
01:19:37I've ordered a cab for you. Tomorrow. It'll be here about nine.
01:19:43Thanks.
01:19:45Are you feeling okay?
01:19:47What do you mean?
01:19:48It's the first time you haven't bitten my head off.
01:19:52I like it.
01:19:56Look, what we were talking about last night, I don't know how much you can remember before you passed out.
01:20:04What's your point, David?
01:20:06I meant every word of it.
01:20:09I know I have not been a good father to you, and there's been a lot of misunderstandings between us.
01:20:18And I'd like to give it a try, to put it right, if you're willing to give me the opportunity.
01:20:27You finished?
01:20:30Yeah, that's all I wanted to say.
01:20:34I'll think about it.
01:20:48I love you.
01:21:18I love you.
01:21:49Come on, come on. Taxi's here. Give me your bag.
01:22:07I thought I wasn't going to get to see you before I go.
01:22:09Don't worry. I'll be back.
01:22:12I'll be back.
01:22:14I'll be back.
01:22:15I thought I wasn't going to get to see you before I go.
01:22:17Don't worry. I wasn't going to let you go without saying goodbye.
01:22:21I'm going to miss you.
01:22:25Are you going to come visit me in the States?
01:22:27Oh, I don't know.
01:22:29I don't want to make any promises. I'll see.
01:22:33Okay.
01:22:35Thanks for everything, Maria.
01:22:38Take care, my baby.
01:22:46Thanks.
01:22:53What are you doing in there, Jack? Taxi's waiting. Come on, let's go.
01:23:16Look, have a safe trip home, son.
01:23:18And you can tell Donald from me that this wasn't such a bad idea after all.
01:23:45Good luck, son.
01:24:45I love you.
01:24:47I love you too.
01:25:15It's okay.
01:25:34It's okay.
01:25:38It's okay.
01:25:42I miss you.
01:25:46I miss you too.
01:25:52I'm going to miss you too.
01:25:55I love you.
01:25:57I love you too.
01:26:15She's sweet just like me.
01:26:16She's sweet just like me.
01:26:22She's sweet just like me.
01:26:25No.
01:26:26No.
01:26:35Oh, no.
01:26:44We're good.
01:26:56No.
01:27:02You're crazy.
01:27:22Oh, she's peaceful.
01:27:23Yes.
01:27:26It's okay.
01:27:27It's okay.
01:27:30It's okay.
01:27:56It's okay.