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00:00:00 [Buzzing]
00:00:03 [Water running]
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00:02:15 Are the most select,
00:02:17 The generous,
00:02:18 Cheap in that,
00:02:20 Neither a borrower,
00:02:21 Nor a lender be.
00:02:23 For loan off loses both itself and friend,
00:02:26 And borrowing dulls the edge of husbandry.
00:02:30 This above all.
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00:02:57 [Man shouting]
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00:05:56 Hi.
00:05:57 Hi.
00:05:58 Oh my God, you're Ian fucking Fork.
00:06:00 No, no, it's you, it's you.
00:06:02 Yes, that would be so awesome.
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00:06:09 Thank you.
00:06:10 Thank you so much.
00:06:11 You're gorgeous.
00:06:12 Oh my God.
00:06:14 Oh my God.
00:06:16 [Bell rings]
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00:06:56 Promise me.
00:06:59 What do you mean?
00:07:03 Promise me that we're going to be fine.
00:07:06 I promise.
00:07:08 With all my heart.
00:07:12 I promise.
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00:07:40 I don't want any.
00:07:44 Don't find me where I lay beneath this hollow wall.
00:07:50 You know I don't think of you.
00:07:54 Okay, we know that isn't true.
00:07:56 Otherwise I wouldn't be sitting in this room talking to you.
00:08:00 Granted, to you.
00:08:04 So shine a spotlight on my soul.
00:08:08 No.
00:08:10 Shine a spotlight on my soul.
00:08:14 It's--
00:08:17 Shine a spotlight.
00:08:19 [Screams]
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00:08:28 What are you looking for, man?
00:08:31 [Footsteps]
00:08:49 Are you trying to do a kill yourself or something?
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00:08:59 Ian, I got everything.
00:09:02 We can get on the road, okay?
00:09:04 Can we get on the road?
00:09:08 You really gonna have this room?
00:09:13 Let's go.
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00:10:56 Feet lean to again?
00:11:00 Oh, yeah, no, I just--
00:11:03 Yeah, no, I keep waking up early, that's all.
00:11:07 And what are you thinking about, Mr. Music Teacher?
00:11:11 No, nothing. I'm just--
00:11:13 I'm just saying I don't mind waking up early, you know.
00:11:16 You don't need to worry about me.
00:11:20 Who says I'm worried?
00:11:26 You know, maybe today will be the day that these kids try to learn something new.
00:11:32 You know those kids love you.
00:11:35 Go show them how it's done, rock star.
00:11:39 I'll see you later.
00:11:41 Bye.
00:11:42 Bye.
00:11:43 [Kiss]
00:11:45 [Footsteps]
00:11:57 He broke out of rehab. Can you believe that?
00:11:59 Two weeks left on his mandate and he just bails.
00:12:01 Two weeks.
00:12:02 Now listen, I love Ian Ford.
00:12:04 I'm not one to preach about healthy lifestyle or anything like that.
00:12:07 But I feel like this guy has a death wish.
00:12:10 Fuck shit.
00:12:13 Ian.
00:12:15 Ian, wake up.
00:12:16 Huh?
00:12:17 Hey, stay awake.
00:12:19 Fuck your mother.
00:12:21 Hey, stay awake, okay? We're almost there.
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00:12:43 Turn that shit off.
00:12:44 Stop it.
00:12:45 Turn it off.
00:12:46 Stop it.
00:12:48 Stop it.
00:12:52 What's your favorite poet to work for?
00:13:00 Always the poet.
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00:13:44 Is this the house?
00:13:50 Yeah.
00:13:53 That's it.
00:13:55 I thought I'd do bigger.
00:14:06 [Knocking]
00:14:16 I...
00:14:19 You're...
00:14:21 Not Josh.
00:14:24 I'm his wife.
00:14:26 I know who you are.
00:14:28 You...
00:14:30 What?
00:14:32 Ma'am, can we come in?
00:14:34 We've been driving all day.
00:14:45 [Grunts]
00:14:47 Oh.
00:14:50 Why?
00:15:19 I came as soon as I could.
00:15:23 We've been driving all day.
00:15:24 He was really anxious to see you.
00:15:25 Oh.
00:15:26 Wait, who are you?
00:15:28 Me? I'm Bolt.
00:15:29 I'm his manager.
00:15:31 Yeah, get a new job.
00:15:32 And his friend.
00:15:36 [Speaking in foreign language]
00:15:50 Six years I haven't seen this guy.
00:15:54 That's exactly why we don't left him.
00:16:00 It's like time never happened.
00:16:04 Josh, he needs our help.
00:16:05 Look at him.
00:16:06 What do you mean look at him?
00:16:07 You look at him.
00:16:08 Have you seen him?
00:16:09 She has been.
00:16:10 She gave me a cold compress, made us tea.
00:16:11 Look, he needs to get to a hospital, okay?
00:16:12 That's what he needs.
00:16:13 Trust me.
00:16:14 No, no, no, please, please don't.
00:16:15 Um, yeah, he broke out of rehab.
00:16:18 And if you do that, they'll just send him to jail.
00:16:21 He drove all this way to see you.
00:16:23 Technically, I drove.
00:16:26 Thank you.
00:16:27 Look, we can put him up in the guest bedroom.
00:16:29 It's not a big deal.
00:16:30 It's the least he deserves.
00:16:31 What do you mean what he deserves?
00:16:32 I don't owe him anything.
00:16:33 I remember you two were inseparable in high school.
00:16:36 He might not remember me, but I remember you two.
00:16:38 I mean, don't do this.
00:16:39 No, I remember every time you got into one of your fights, he was there.
00:16:42 Skinny punk who could barely throw a punch, but he was there beside you,
00:16:45 getting his ass kicked every time.
00:16:47 And every time he hurt himself, you were by his side too.
00:16:50 You think the whole school didn't know that he was sleeping in your basement
00:16:53 because he couldn't go back home?
00:16:55 For God's sake, you two ran away together.
00:16:58 What is wrong with you?
00:17:00 It's Ant.
00:17:02 He's shaking.
00:17:07 Please.
00:17:14 You, you help me get him upstairs.
00:17:16 Come on, man.
00:17:44 Best kept secret, someone, anyone.
00:17:47 Best kept secret.
00:17:50 Come see us tonight.
00:17:53 Best kept secret, people.
00:17:54 Come on.
00:17:56 Hey, best kept secret.
00:17:58 Best band on Sunset, under the sun.
00:18:01 Anyone.
00:18:04 I'm not getting any luck on this side of the street.
00:18:07 Maybe it's your hair, man.
00:18:08 Your mom didn't mind.
00:18:14 Best kept secret.
00:18:15 Come on.
00:18:16 Best.
00:18:20 Hey, best kept secret.
00:18:22 Yeah, we're the new band in town.
00:18:24 That'd be cool.
00:18:25 This is really interesting.
00:18:26 Definitely catch on.
00:18:27 Yeah, I'll give you two.
00:18:28 All right.
00:18:29 Give it to your friends.
00:18:30 Hey, best kept secret.
00:18:32 Best kept secret, best band under the sun on Sunset.
00:18:35 Man, none of these people are going to come see us.
00:18:42 Bro, I really need you to stop worrying about what's going to happen.
00:18:46 Okay.
00:18:47 Doesn't it bother you that no one cares, no one sees us, we have no money, no real gigs, we have nowhere to stay.
00:18:54 Hey, best kept secret, tonight in Hollywood.
00:18:58 Hello, are you all going to come see our show?
00:19:03 How are you pulling this off, man?
00:19:05 Yo, my friend here thinks none of y'all are going to come see our show tonight.
00:19:08 Are you going to come see our show?
00:19:10 See, this is what I'm telling you, man.
00:19:12 Bro, you got to practice equanimity.
00:19:14 You don't even know what equanimity means.
00:19:16 It's like love and shit.
00:19:18 Dude, you're a hippie.
00:19:19 Get out of here.
00:19:20 Are you fucking bumming me out?
00:19:21 Hey, girl.
00:19:23 You got to stop doubting yourself, man.
00:19:25 You're going to miss your own show.
00:19:28 Stealing a show?
00:19:30 You know where Josh is?
00:19:31 Best kept secret.
00:19:32 I don't know, man.
00:19:34 I tried calling him earlier.
00:19:35 He didn't answer.
00:19:37 Great show.
00:19:40 Bro, I don't know what you want me to say, man.
00:19:42 I don't know where he's at.
00:19:44 You know, you're not a very good liar, Skate.
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00:20:08 (birds chirping)
00:20:11 - What the fuck?
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00:22:30 - Hey.
00:22:36 Hey.
00:22:44 You can't smoke in here.
00:22:47 - Fuck, I'm sorry, man.
00:22:50 - What the fuck are you doing, man?
00:22:53 - It's okay.
00:22:56 Josh gets lost in his thoughts, too.
00:22:58 - What?
00:22:59 - He gets lost in his thoughts, too.
00:23:02 Please, have a seat.
00:23:03 - Who does?
00:23:04 - Josh does.
00:23:05 - He does?
00:23:06 - Yeah, he does.
00:23:08 In the morning, sometimes, he lays there
00:23:10 and stare into space like he's trying to solve
00:23:12 one of the great questions of life.
00:23:15 He doesn't know that I know.
00:23:19 (laughs)
00:23:20 - I'm sorry, I'm afraid I haven't had the pleasure
00:23:22 of meeting you.
00:23:23 - Oh.
00:23:24 - It's my wife, Ian.
00:23:26 - Tell me, why haven't I met your
00:23:29 hypnotizingly beautiful wife before?
00:23:31 - Oh, yeah.
00:23:32 No.
00:23:33 - You have.
00:23:34 Or are you two whacked out?
00:23:37 - I'm sorry, I was--
00:23:39 - It's okay.
00:23:40 - Baby.
00:23:41 - Yeah.
00:23:42 - Can you, uh, can you go fix up some food or something?
00:23:47 - Yeah, sure.
00:23:52 Good talking to you.
00:23:54 - Aren't you supposed to be in rehab?
00:24:15 - How do you know that, man?
00:24:18 - How do I know that?
00:24:20 - Everyone knows that, man.
00:24:23 I mean, you're laid a stunt as all teams you can talk about.
00:24:27 Where's Ian Ford?
00:24:29 Has Ian Ford gone too far?
00:24:31 - Fuck rehab, man!
00:24:33 That fucking place, they don't know
00:24:35 what the fuck they're doing, okay?
00:24:38 Do you know what I mean?
00:24:39 - No, no, I don't know what you mean, Ian.
00:24:42 That's why it's called rehab.
00:24:44 And that's why you're there, and that's why
00:24:46 you're supposed to be there, 'cause you don't know
00:24:48 what the fuck you're doing, okay?
00:24:51 Know what I mean?
00:24:53 - I didn't want to be there, so I bounced.
00:24:57 - They're trying to feed me with bullshit
00:25:00 that I need to be fixed, that I need to become
00:25:02 a better version of myself.
00:25:05 - It's been what?
00:25:07 Four years?
00:25:09 - Six years.
00:25:12 I left LA six years ago.
00:25:15 - Where?
00:25:17 - Six years, huh?
00:25:19 - Fuck.
00:25:24 - Why are you here?
00:25:28 - I sent you checks, you get 'em?
00:25:33 - Yeah, I get 'em.
00:25:36 I mean, I don't cash 'em.
00:25:43 - You don't cash them?
00:25:44 - No, I don't fucking cash 'em, I just sent that.
00:25:47 - Why?
00:25:49 - It's half, you know.
00:25:51 - What, you think you just buy my forgiveness?
00:25:53 You just send me some checks?
00:25:56 You think that makes me think you care
00:25:57 that you're a good person, 'cause you're doing
00:25:59 something that a good person would do?
00:26:01 No, fuck that!
00:26:03 - Maybe it's not enough.
00:26:05 Sure.
00:26:06 You know what, and maybe everything I touch breaks.
00:26:09 Okay, shine a spotlight on my soul,
00:26:11 plead me guilty, whatever.
00:26:14 But, but don't think that I don't care, okay?
00:26:19 Do me that one fucking solid.
00:26:22 - Why the fuck did you come here?
00:26:29 Come on, let's not pretend that you sending me checks
00:26:33 that you don't even know are cashed or not
00:26:35 is your way of communicating and staying in touch.
00:26:39 'Cause I, I don't buy it, man.
00:26:42 And I know you don't fucking buy it.
00:26:46 So for once in your fucking life,
00:26:48 just give me a straight answer, man.
00:26:53 - I never meant for it to go down like that.
00:26:58 - Shut the fuck up.
00:27:01 - You remember when we were kids?
00:27:07 And we stole that guitar.
00:27:10 We just saw that poor kid walking down the street
00:27:14 and we thought, "Fuck it, let's take that thing."
00:27:19 And you and me, we threw it a few punches for fun
00:27:22 and then once we had it, we had no idea what to do with it.
00:27:26 Do you remember that?
00:27:31 - Yeah.
00:27:33 Yeah, that's a long fucking time ago, man.
00:27:37 - We stayed up all night
00:27:41 just fucking around with it.
00:27:46 We had no idea what we were doing,
00:27:48 but we were hooked.
00:27:51 Couldn't stop.
00:27:54 And then the next day we had to give it back
00:27:56 'cause that kid's mom came knocking.
00:27:59 And I remember your dad, he wanted to hang us by our necks.
00:28:05 What was that kid's name?
00:28:10 - I don't remember.
00:28:15 - I still remember that guitar, though.
00:28:20 It was a piece of crap.
00:28:27 - What happened, man?
00:28:30 How did everything get so fucked?
00:28:33 - How'd it get so fucked?
00:28:36 You know how it got so fucked 'cause you're the one who fucked it up!
00:28:41 (dramatic music)
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00:29:18 - What's this all here, dude?
00:29:21 - It's just like in the picture, man.
00:29:25 - No, you ain't seen nothing yet, bro.
00:29:29 - We fucking made it, we made it!
00:29:39 Well, shouldn't we go in, dude?
00:29:42 - Yeah. - Yeah.
00:29:45 - Fuck yeah, let's go!
00:29:46 (laughing)
00:29:49 - Oh, shit.
00:30:13 - Are you still here?
00:30:16 - It's disgusting.
00:30:19 - We have to fucking grow a looser so we can stay as long as we like.
00:30:25 Are you sure, man?
00:30:26 - Come on, man, stop being such a fucking pussy.
00:30:28 Four weeks ago, we were sitting at home,
00:30:31 and we were talking about how fucking sick and tired we were of that shitty hole, okay?
00:30:35 Now, what did I tell you, huh?
00:30:37 What did I fucking tell you?
00:30:39 - You said we're either gonna get out now or stay here forever.
00:30:43 So let's stop being pussies and get the fuck out.
00:30:46 - That's what I fucking said, man, we're fucking here!
00:30:48 Look out that window.
00:30:50 Look out the fucking window, boys, what do you see?
00:30:53 Look at that sky, man, holy fucking shit.
00:30:56 - Opportunity.
00:30:59 Look at that opportunity.
00:31:05 Dude, look at the fucking girls down there.
00:31:07 Look, they're waiting for us to go talk to them.
00:31:10 - Ah, dude.
00:31:13 We made it.
00:31:16 We fucking made it, man.
00:31:21 To never going back.
00:31:26 - No, man.
00:31:28 - To us.
00:31:31 - The best kept secret.
00:31:34 - Best kept secret.
00:31:35 - Best kept secret.
00:31:37 - Let's see.
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00:38:10 Little boys, welcome to the City of Angels.
00:38:16 I have medicine that cures all that ails you.
00:38:21 Come on.
00:38:26 Watch and learn.
00:38:35 [sipping]
00:38:40 [sipping]
00:38:45 [sipping]
00:38:50 [sipping]
00:38:55 Whoa!
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00:39:06 Stay!
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00:40:12 ♪ The bone is not a bone ♪
00:40:17 ♪ Don't want me alone ♪
00:40:21 ♪ Just want me alone ♪
00:40:26 ♪ I don't want me alone ♪
00:40:31 ♪ Just want me strong ♪
00:40:35 ♪ On the upper floor ♪
00:40:39 ♪ Oh, no! ♪
00:40:42 ♪ This time the bone was really strong ♪
00:40:45 ♪ Don't want to be bothered by the people ♪
00:40:48 ♪ Who want to be ♪
00:40:50 Cheers!
00:40:52 [clinking]
00:40:54 We're going to bring the soul back into music.
00:40:57 What, my soul?
00:40:59 All souls, spirit, energy.
00:41:01 What I'm trying to say, are you listening to what I'm saying?
00:41:04 Listen to what I'm saying.
00:41:06 I'm listening.
00:41:08 You know, music needs a soul.
00:41:11 And...
00:41:13 Hey.
00:41:15 [laughs]
00:41:17 [kiss]
00:41:19 You are straddling a great guy right there.
00:41:23 I think that's pretty obvious to everyone, bro.
00:41:27 Yeah, but that's not my point.
00:41:29 My point is that--
00:41:31 The what? He's a great guy?
00:41:33 Yes, yes, but what I'm trying to say is
00:41:36 if you break his heart, then--
00:41:40 Then what?
00:41:43 You'll kill me?
00:41:46 What, you'll walk me to the nearest tower and you'll drop me
00:41:49 and you'll watch as gravity ascends me to my death
00:41:53 and my guts just splatter all over the sidewalk?
00:41:57 That's just morbid.
00:42:00 I think I am a savage.
00:42:06 [footsteps]
00:42:10 I think you'd jump after me just for the hell of it.
00:42:33 What the fuck?
00:42:36 Come on, let's drink!
00:42:39 [gulps]
00:42:42 Music! Let's dance!
00:42:45 [drumming]
00:42:47 Hey!
00:42:49 [drumming]
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00:43:31 [yells]
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00:43:35 [yells]
00:43:37 [drumming]
00:43:39 [thud]
00:43:41 [breathing]
00:44:09 Hey.
00:44:11 Hey.
00:44:13 Did you sleep?
00:44:17 As much as I don't mind the show, folks,
00:44:20 my shit's kinda all fucked up right now.
00:44:24 I'll howl brother some peace.
00:44:27 You're awake.
00:44:29 I was meditating.
00:44:32 Well, we got that meeting with that record label guy in like two hours, okay?
00:44:37 I think this is it, so come on, let's not fuck this up.
00:44:41 You don't wanna fuck it up?
00:44:43 Oh, well, shit, you should've said something sooner.
00:44:47 I'll get on that ASAP.
00:44:49 [laughs]
00:44:51 Uh, Sarah, dear?
00:44:55 Right, you did it all, babe.
00:44:57 Oh, fuck me sideways.
00:44:59 It's not good.
00:45:01 You did all of it?
00:45:05 All of it?
00:45:07 What?
00:45:09 Oh, come on, don't give me that face, bro.
00:45:12 All those '80s rockers,
00:45:16 they did blow, they--
00:45:18 Oh, they did a lot worse than blow, too.
00:45:21 If you and me wanna become legends, my friend,
00:45:26 we must party like the legends.
00:45:28 You and me are amateurs...
00:45:33 to the first degree.
00:45:35 [laughs]
00:45:46 No way.
00:45:48 Don't you wanna be a legend?
00:45:52 I wanna be a legend. Come on.
00:45:55 Come join me in the deep end.
00:45:58 [laughs]
00:46:00 [grunts]
00:46:22 [grunts]
00:46:28 [laughs]
00:46:30 Who's Sarah?
00:46:45 [laughs]
00:46:48 Ah, Sarah, she-- I don't--
00:46:53 What do you mean, she was--
00:46:57 [sighs]
00:46:58 She was close with the band. She was...
00:47:01 glorified groupie, is probably the best way to describe Sarah.
00:47:07 Glorified groupie?
00:47:09 So she was your girlfriend?
00:47:13 Chris, when you--
00:47:18 Look, when you're in a rock band, you don't really have labels
00:47:21 on girlfriend and boyfriend, okay?
00:47:24 It's just how it was.
00:47:26 Well, yes, if you wanna say that, yes, she was my girlfriend.
00:47:30 You know about all my other ex-boyfriends.
00:47:32 You never told me about Sarah.
00:47:34 'Cause it doesn't fucking matter. That's why.
00:47:37 To be honest, I don't give a fuck about your ex-boyfriends.
00:47:40 Okay? It doesn't matter. What matters is us now.
00:47:43 It matters because she was part of your life,
00:47:46 and you and Ian and--
00:47:47 Emphasis on the "was" part of my life.
00:47:49 Why is Ian here?
00:47:51 I have no fucking idea why he's here.
00:47:54 You have as much information as I do.
00:47:57 I don't know why he turned up.
00:47:58 I haven't seen the fucking guy in six years.
00:48:00 You don't tell me anything. I'm in the dark.
00:48:02 And he just suddenly shows up on my doorstep.
00:48:04 What do you mean I don't tell you anything?
00:48:06 I tell you everything.
00:48:07 Who is Sarah?
00:48:09 I didn't even know anything about Ian.
00:48:18 You don't want to know anything about Ian.
00:48:21 He's not a good person.
00:48:23 And I don't want to tell you because
00:48:25 I want to protect you from that.
00:48:28 Keeping secrets from me is not protecting me.
00:48:32 You know I was in a band.
00:48:35 Okay?
00:48:37 You never answered my question.
00:48:40 That's no secret.
00:48:42 What kind of stuff did you guys do?
00:48:45 Jesus Christ.
00:48:47 I want to know.
00:48:48 We played music.
00:48:50 Don't be a smart ass.
00:48:53 Okay.
00:48:59 We did everything a normal band does.
00:49:04 Okay? You want to know? I'll fucking tell you.
00:49:06 We drank. We partied.
00:49:08 We fucked girls.
00:49:10 We did drugs. We did everything.
00:49:11 But it doesn't matter. I was fucking 19, Chris.
00:49:13 Get your hands off me.
00:49:16 Look, I'm not...
00:49:17 I'm sorry, baby. I'm sorry.
00:49:19 Baby, baby, baby. Come here.
00:49:20 Stop.
00:49:21 Come here. Come here.
00:49:23 Baby, I didn't mean to...
00:49:26 Chris, it was in the past.
00:49:35 It was my old life.
00:49:36 I was fucking what? 19?
00:49:38 It doesn't matter, Chris.
00:49:41 Come on.
00:49:43 I started a new life with you.
00:49:44 That's what fucking matters.
00:49:46 Why did you come back?
00:49:48 Jesus Christ, Chris.
00:49:49 You knew I was in a band.
00:49:50 What the fuck did you think was happening?
00:49:52 I don't know, Josh.
00:49:53 Up until five minutes ago,
00:49:54 you never told me you've done cocaine.
00:49:57 Or that Ian was spiraling out of control.
00:49:59 That you're even a part of it.
00:50:01 Chris, please.
00:50:02 Just come sit next to me, please.
00:50:04 Just talk to me.
00:50:05 I haven't done anything.
00:50:06 Just talk to me, please.
00:50:08 How long did you live with her?
00:50:13 Why does it matter how long...
00:50:15 I want to know how long did you fucking live with her?
00:50:18 I don't remember.
00:50:27 I don't remember, Chris.
00:50:28 It was, I don't know, two years on and off, maybe.
00:50:31 Two years?
00:50:34 Yeah.
00:50:36 (sniffles)
00:50:37 I'm gonna...
00:50:44 I'm gonna make dinner for you and...
00:50:47 best friend and his...
00:50:49 whatever.
00:50:50 And when I'm done,
00:50:54 we are gonna sit down and you will tell me all of it.
00:50:57 All of it.
00:51:00 (silence)
00:51:02 You gotta tell him, Ian.
00:51:20 What if he's tripping?
00:51:24 Yeah.
00:51:25 I know.
00:51:28 So go do it.
00:51:30 Yeah.
00:51:33 Yeah.
00:51:35 (door opens)
00:51:41 (door closes)
00:51:42 Oh my goodness.
00:51:43 (clears throat)
00:51:44 This way?
00:51:48 I just walk?
00:51:49 Mm-hmm.
00:51:50 This way.
00:51:57 (silence)
00:51:58 Oh, oh!
00:51:59 What was that?
00:52:01 Sit down.
00:52:02 Wait, can I take this thing off now?
00:52:08 No, no, no, no, no.
00:52:09 It's been on my face for like half an hour.
00:52:12 It's meant to be a surprise.
00:52:14 Okay, but I don't want to keep it on much longer.
00:52:17 Okay, okay.
00:52:18 Depress-toi!
00:52:20 Okay, okay, I'm taking it off now.
00:52:25 (clears throat)
00:52:26 Ian, what the fuck is this place?
00:52:33 I think the better question is,
00:52:38 what's inside this box?
00:52:42 Ian.
00:52:46 I mean...
00:52:53 (laughs)
00:52:54 Keys.
00:53:00 Yeah!
00:53:01 One for you, one for me.
00:53:03 To this place.
00:53:04 I bought it.
00:53:06 Can you afford this?
00:53:12 Who cares? It's our home, babe.
00:53:14 Yeah.
00:53:16 (laughs)
00:53:17 (sighs)
00:53:22 No?
00:53:23 You don't like it.
00:53:26 Fuck you don't like it!
00:53:28 I mean, it's just--
00:53:29 I knew it!
00:53:30 I knew it.
00:53:32 You hate it.
00:53:33 It's--
00:53:35 I should have asked you first.
00:53:37 Big, I guess.
00:53:39 Hey!
00:53:43 Hey.
00:53:44 Shut up, I love you, okay?
00:53:50 You do?
00:53:51 Yeah, I do.
00:53:52 For real?
00:53:53 For real.
00:53:54 Where is my fucking shit?!
00:54:07 Where have you put it?
00:54:09 Where have you fucking put it?!
00:54:12 God damn it, Sarah, stop!
00:54:14 Get the fuck away from me!
00:54:16 No!
00:54:18 Get it back!
00:54:19 This is what you want?
00:54:21 God damn it, Sarah!
00:54:26 Stop! Stop this!
00:54:29 Stop this insanity!
00:54:31 You want insanity?
00:54:34 I can give you insanity.
00:54:37 You'd have to be here to take it, but...
00:54:40 I can give you insanity.
00:54:42 Stop.
00:54:44 Stop.
00:54:45 Why do you want me to stop?
00:54:48 Waiting for you?
00:54:49 Fucking waiting for you!
00:54:50 I've been waiting for you every fucking day!
00:54:55 You know what?
00:55:00 You're so tired of sitting there?
00:55:04 Then leave.
00:55:06 Get out.
00:55:08 There's the door.
00:55:09 Huh?
00:55:10 There are no bars, no chains,
00:55:12 no fucking locks that you don't have the fucking keys to, huh?
00:55:17 You're so bored?
00:55:18 Get up and leave!
00:55:20 Every day I'm working,
00:55:23 killing myself,
00:55:25 for you,
00:55:27 for us!
00:55:28 And what are you doing?
00:55:30 Sitting there, turning your fade black?
00:55:33 Get off me!
00:55:34 Putting spots on your liver,
00:55:36 holes in your nose!
00:55:38 I'm disgusted!
00:55:41 Disgusted!
00:55:42 You wouldn't have any of this if it wasn't for me.
00:55:54 None of it.
00:55:56 No music.
00:55:57 You wouldn't have your fucking big stage.
00:56:00 None of it.
00:56:01 None of it.
00:56:02 And then you tell me to fucking leave?
00:56:05 Right.
00:56:07 Big move, babe.
00:56:08 Big move.
00:56:10 Big fucking move.
00:56:11 Where did you put my shit?
00:56:22 Fuck.
00:56:25 Sarah?
00:56:30 I'm nothing!
00:56:32 I'm nothing.
00:56:33 I'm nothing.
00:56:34 [Music]
00:56:37 [Music]
00:56:40 [Music]
00:56:42 [Music]
00:56:55 [Music]
00:56:57 So, Chris, aside from your amazing domestic skills,
00:57:23 what are you into?
00:57:25 Um, I'm a respiratory therapist.
00:57:31 Oh, awesome.
00:57:33 I learned CPR when I was a junior lifeguard.
00:57:35 Good for you.
00:57:37 What?
00:57:39 Can you not fathom someone being interested in my boring career?
00:57:42 I'm very interested in your career.
00:57:52 What exactly does a respiratory therapist do?
00:57:54 I think it's like Kundalini Yoga or something.
00:57:58 I don't know.
00:57:59 I love yoga.
00:58:05 That's great.
00:58:09 [Music]
00:58:11 Can we do yoga sometime?
00:58:24 I have never had chicken this good.
00:58:38 Cheers, guys.
00:58:39 [Music]
00:58:42 Baby.
00:58:55 Don't baby me.
00:58:56 So she slept with him?
00:59:07 What?
00:59:08 Why would you think?
00:59:11 Stop.
00:59:12 That's why you left L.A.
00:59:15 Because she cheated on you with your best friend.
00:59:18 I don't get it.
00:59:24 So you're mad because I left L.A. and met you again?
00:59:28 Come on, that's ridiculous.
00:59:30 No, you're ridiculous.
00:59:31 What was I to you then?
00:59:34 A rebound? A distraction?
00:59:37 You asked me to marry you and I said yes.
00:59:40 But you were never able to tell me that you left L.A.
00:59:43 because someone you loved broke your heart.
00:59:45 This was in the past, Chris.
00:59:46 It was years ago.
00:59:47 Okay, why does it matter why I left L.A.?
00:59:49 It matters because there was someone in your past
00:59:51 that you loved more than anything else in the world.
00:59:53 Probably more than me.
00:59:56 Come on.
00:59:57 You never told me.
01:00:00 Don't act like you don't understand
01:00:03 because I figured it out.
01:00:04 Why you left your music career behind,
01:00:06 why you left your band behind,
01:00:07 why you left Ian behind,
01:00:09 why you left your whole life behind.
01:00:11 Because you got more famous than you
01:00:13 because that would actually help your band,
01:00:15 but it was because some slut, Sarah,
01:00:19 slept with your best friend behind your back.
01:00:21 Don't.
01:00:22 Don't call her a slut.
01:00:24 What?
01:00:27 Thank you, Ian,
01:00:31 for coming and bringing the truth with you
01:00:33 because this coward was never going to.
01:00:35 So is that slut
01:00:40 going to be my next surprise visitor?
01:00:42 I said don't call her a slut!
01:00:44 We were never happy like you two were.
01:00:50 I can still remember your guys' faces when you were together.
01:00:56 You guys were happy
01:01:00 in a way that I never was,
01:01:02 in a way that me and Sarah never were.
01:01:03 Get to the point, Ian.
01:01:04 I went on.
01:01:07 Shit got darker, heavier.
01:01:11 It wasn't just a blow anymore.
01:01:13 I would come home
01:01:15 from being on tour for days, sometimes weeks,
01:01:19 and she wouldn't be there.
01:01:21 And I would sit,
01:01:23 and I would wait for her.
01:01:25 And sometimes she came home,
01:01:27 and sometimes she didn't,
01:01:28 and I would leave as if everything was okay.
01:01:31 I can still picture
01:01:35 her laying on that floor every single day.
01:01:38 When I got home,
01:01:43 we were both gone.
01:01:45 Who?
01:01:48 I was on tour.
01:01:50 Who?
01:01:51 It wasn't my fault!
01:01:52 She was fucking pregnant, Josh.
01:01:56 She was fucking pregnant,
01:01:58 and she was shooting dope.
01:02:00 I was on tour.
01:02:03 I didn't know.
01:02:05 I came home to the house.
01:02:09 I'm so fucking sorry.
01:02:14 What are you saying?
01:02:16 I'm so fucking sorry, Josh.
01:02:21 What are you saying?
01:02:22 I'm sorry!
01:02:23 Fuck!
01:02:24 He's dead, man.
01:02:29 No!
01:02:39 Get away from me!
01:02:41 Ah!
01:02:42 You're such a protector!
01:02:56 I'm sorry, man.
01:03:09 I'm sorry, man.
01:03:10 Josh!
01:03:16 Josh!
01:03:18 I'm so sorry.
01:03:19 I'm so...
01:03:21 Fuck.
01:03:22 Fuck.
01:03:24 Fuck.
01:03:25 Fuck.
01:03:26 Fuck.
01:03:27 Fuck.
01:03:29 Fuck.
01:03:30 Fuck.
01:03:32 Fuck.
01:03:33 Fuck.
01:03:35 Fuck.
01:03:37 Fuck.
01:03:39 Fuck.
01:03:41 Fuck.
01:03:42 Fuck.
01:03:43 Fuck.
01:03:45 Fuck.
01:04:14 She said she was your hourglass.
01:04:16 You told me you had no guide without her.
01:04:23 The glass broke, man.
01:04:33 The glass fucking broke.
01:04:39 The glass broke.
01:04:41 The glass broke.
01:04:43 [silence]
01:04:50 [music]
01:04:59 You take care of yourself now, yeah?
01:05:04 [silence]
01:05:19 [door closes]
01:05:21 [music]
01:05:31 [music]
01:05:41 What can I get for you?
01:05:44 Uh, get me a water.
01:05:48 [music]
01:05:53 [chatter]
01:06:04 I told you.
01:06:07 [chatter]
01:06:27 [music]
01:06:42 Here's a song I wrote.
01:06:45 I really hope you all like it.
01:06:50 [music]
01:07:09 [music]
01:07:24 We're calling up a restless road, you think fool.
01:07:32 Even though the crack has erupted.
01:07:39 Am I contagious yet?
01:07:46 I keep seeing red.
01:07:50 Can I shut my eyes and run yet?
01:07:57 [music]
01:08:14 Can I rest in peace? Mistakes I own.
01:08:23 And I'm awake to feel contention.
01:08:28 You're the truth in me, yes, to some degree.
01:08:38 You're the ghost of my past laughter.
01:08:48 So shine a spotlight on my soul.
01:08:53 And let desperate demons take control.
01:09:01 So shine a spotlight on my soul.
01:09:09 And let desperate demons take control.
01:09:18 [music]
01:09:20 Today I am loved.
01:09:26 I wanna stay awake forever.
01:09:33 Ask the angels to leave.
01:09:39 I am so relieved.
01:09:46 I am so relieved.
01:09:49 [music]
01:10:06 Hey, I'm a nasty man.
01:10:10 True love kinda guy, no.
01:10:15 I got a dirty fucking, a dirty fucking mind.
01:10:20 And I'm high before I get.
01:10:27 My whiskey is...
01:10:33 ...made.
01:10:37 Black tar smoking, the string is really helping.
01:10:40 I'm a nasty man.
01:10:44 [music]
01:10:47 Inside my bones.
01:10:50 Fucking bad, baby, bad ass.
01:10:53 Can't stop the flow.
01:10:56 Crash this car, turn around.
01:10:59 Sinking cold.
01:11:03 What story knows?
01:11:08 Come lift your bag, get off of me.
01:11:12 I ran far away.
01:11:16 I'm a sick and soldier.
01:11:19 Further to the edge, low to the other side.
01:11:26 Too much fire inside.
01:11:33 Get the fuck out, run to the darker skies.
01:11:41 So high.
01:11:43 You'll see me there.
01:11:47 Pretty little guy.
01:11:50 [music]
01:12:07 Whiskey made, black tar smoking.
01:12:10 This is the bottom.
01:12:13 We ain't sinking, and we ain't sinking.
01:12:16 Lessons are falling into our own places.
01:12:19 Whiskey made, black tar smoking.
01:12:22 This is the bottom.
01:12:26 No, we ain't sinking.
01:12:28 Lessons are falling into our own places.
01:12:31 [music]