• 7 months ago
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00:00 Your body is nothing but a host to a massive collection of parasitic organisms ready to
00:04 cause infection, ready to cause infection, ready to cause infection.
00:08 You can feel them living and breathing and dying inside of you.
00:11 Aza!
00:12 Yeah?
00:13 Yeah?
00:14 Thought spiral?
00:15 What are you thinking?
00:18 This water has to be like 50% urine.
00:21 That's the good half.
00:22 Sorry.
00:23 I was thinking it's not fair.
00:25 There are plenty of people with anxiety disorder who have fulfilling romantic relationships.
00:30 Hi.
00:31 Hi.
00:32 You and Davis used to be friends.
00:33 For one summer at camp.
00:34 Look at you!
00:35 You're literally a glow!
00:36 Even if I was, I can't date anyone.
00:40 You know that.
00:41 I don't know that.
00:42 Why can't you?
00:43 Oh my god.
00:44 You're sweating.
00:45 They probably think you're just a sweaty freak.
00:48 You can't have a boyfriend.
00:50 You can't go to college.
00:51 You can't even control your own brain.
00:54 People think I'm really crazy.
01:00 No, he doesn't.
01:01 Things aren't exactly in my strong suit.
01:03 I'm sort of a new thing and you're doing fine with me.
01:06 I swear to god, he's so smitten.
01:08 How do you know?
01:09 Because I have eyes.
01:10 How come it's so easy for me to talk to you?
01:13 Maybe because our hearts are broken in the same places.
01:16 Being intimate is intimidating for everyone.
01:19 I bet that if you guys actually kissed, you would not be thinking about 80 million microbes.
01:24 Aza, for once in your life, do not overthink this.
01:28 Hey, hey.
01:29 Is everything okay?
01:30 What is going on with you?
01:31 Imagine being stuck in my head all the time with no break, no way out.
01:40 Watch out!
01:41 A lot of my thoughts don't even feel like they're mine.
01:46 Like I'm not the real me.
01:48 We can just take things really slow.
01:50 You won't feel that way forever.
01:51 But it's not forever.
01:52 It's now.
01:53 Do you think I'll ever be able to actually be with someone?
01:57 You're the most fascinating person I've ever known.
02:02 I love you.
02:03 Everything's going to be okay.
02:06 You know why?
02:08 Because you never give up.
02:10 That's one of the things I love about you.
02:12 No matter how scared you are, you never stop trying.
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02:21 (dramatic music)
02:24 (chimes)