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00:00:00 they would tell you if they didn't feel like you was gonna judge them they said
00:00:03 baby let me tell you the real story
00:00:06 because sometimes we meet a person where we meet them and we think that's who
00:00:11 they are but where we meet them is what they were made based on where they came
00:00:16 from who am I talking to you I need every moment here saying I knew that
00:00:23 this I'm true to this so I want to talk about mothers from this from the
00:00:34 specific place that you ended up being happy with where you are but you can
00:00:43 recall some days where you felt like giving it all up I think I'm in the
00:00:50 house already like they they they your bundle of joy now but you got a few
00:00:57 years in there where you wished that you could say like Nicodemus can you go back
00:01:02 into the womb
00:01:05 that's what Nicodemus said he said how can a man be born when he's old must he
00:01:11 go back into his mother when we said no you must be born again I want to go to
00:01:18 Genesis 16 and 1 and we're always talking about Abraham Sarah and Hagar
00:01:25 but today I want to preach it from Hagar's perspective
00:01:31 I see Mother's Day is always talking about Sarah but any anybody in here want
00:01:39 and I know you don't you may not want to admit this but do you want me to speak to
00:01:42 the Hagar in you and maybe if I can redefine what you think about when you
00:01:50 hear that name you won't be embarrassed to say there's a Hagar in me amen if you
00:01:58 don't mind if you got the ability I want you to stand just out of respect for the
00:02:01 reading of God's Word now the first thing I want you to notice when you read
00:02:08 this is that her name is not Sarah yet and that his name is not yet Abraham
00:02:21 her name is Sarai his name is Abram these were the original names their
00:02:30 names got changed after the birth of Isaac okay so in verse number one of
00:02:37 chapter 16 the Bible says now Sarai Abraham's wife had not yet given birth
00:02:44 to any children but she had an Egyptian servant named Hagar so Sarai said to
00:02:53 Abram since the Lord has prevented me from having children now understand that
00:03:02 this is a scripture so nobody lose your mind having sexual relations with my
00:03:07 servant perhaps I can have a family by her
00:03:14 y'all missed it already and Abram did
00:03:25 he's the only one that came to church today he already left he did what Sarah
00:03:34 told him
00:03:37 so after you got to be obedient right happy wife happy life right because she
00:03:46 did tell him to do this and I'm wondering how many things women have you
00:03:52 told people to do and it still didn't make you happy oh come on now come in
00:03:57 come in she told him to do this she said if you do this this will make me happy
00:04:04 see this is the confusion of every man because we did it and it still didn't
00:04:08 work
00:04:11 oh yeah I'm glad it's raining so after Abram had lived in Canaan for 10 years
00:04:23 Sarai Abrams wife gave Hagar her Egyptian servant to have her husband to
00:04:30 be his wife and he has sexual relations with Hagar and she became pregnant once
00:04:36 Hagar realized she was pregnant she despised Sarai so everything was good
00:04:44 but then all of a sudden she despises the woman who employed her now we got
00:04:54 some going on in the house some single white female stuff y'all seen that movie
00:05:00 so if you've seen that movie the one lady got close a matter of fact let me
00:05:05 say how many of y'all ever seen that movie see the church is getting younger
00:05:08 and younger because that used to be a movie that everybody saw well in the
00:05:12 movie there was one lady who was a friend of another lady but she was
00:05:15 jealous of her accomplishments she was jealous of where she was in life and so
00:05:20 sometimes you have to realize that jealousy coupled with admiration makes
00:05:26 for a dangerous friend because they love you enough to get close but hate you
00:05:30 enough to want to be far see what you got to understand is sometimes you look
00:05:38 at people who are jealous of you you don't you you thinking of it as jealousy
00:05:41 what you don't know it is admiration clothed in jealousy who am I talking to
00:05:47 so far listen Sarai said to Abram you have brought this wrong on me I'm just
00:05:58 trying to figure out what's going on
00:06:01 Sarah gave Abraham her the girl had the baby because she said so and now she
00:06:10 looks at Abraham and says this your fault
00:06:15 see the brothers in here about to start shouting because they they like rare
00:06:23 preach for me I'm not doing it as Mother's Day Father's Day is coming I
00:06:29 allowed my servant to have sexual relations with you but when she realized
00:06:34 that she was pregnant she despised me may the Lord judge between you and me
00:06:41 Abram said to Sarai since your servant is under your authority do to her
00:06:47 whatever you think is best then Sarai treated Hagar harshly and ran her away
00:06:58 my Jesus my Lord I want to preach on this subject and I need you to do me a
00:07:05 favor look at your neighbor and this is for the women right now every woman
00:07:08 found another woman look that woman in the eye and say can I share something
00:07:15 with you it has been hard for me but I promise you I didn't sign up for this
00:07:24 that's that's what I want to talk about I did not
00:07:31 sign up for this
00:07:36 glory to the name can y'all tell us gonna be hot in here
00:07:45 all right fellas y'all got me
00:07:57 I got you don't know that the darkest blot and have them mute the mics back
00:08:12 stage the darkest blot in Abraham's life is recorded in the 16th chapter of
00:08:24 Genesis can y'all please mute the mics thank you and as Abraham is going
00:08:37 through life what's amazing if you look at this you will discuss discover and
00:08:45 discern that in the three chapters prior to chapter 16 Abraham performs with
00:08:53 exceptional courage and then after the chapters following chapter 16 he picks
00:09:01 it right back up and he goes on and he shows us why both Muslims and Christians
00:09:05 call him the father of the faith
00:09:10 unfortunately chapter 16 is a blot of transgression right in the middle he
00:09:25 would do good the three chapters before he will do well the rest of the way
00:09:29 through but it was something about chapter 16 that makes us question the
00:09:36 competency of our most extravagant Christian progenitor Abraham was the one
00:09:45 that God promised the seed of the world in the Old Testament generational
00:09:55 blessing Abraham was the one that he promised it would come through him now
00:10:01 let me just help you to encourage yourself just tell your neighbor I don't
00:10:05 know what it looks like but I know it's coming through me I just want you to
00:10:10 just put that right there because it doesn't always look like God's gonna use
00:10:15 you it doesn't look like God is going to get glory out of your story not when
00:10:22 you're in it when you're in it the only thing you can do is think like Job's
00:10:31 friends told him I just want to curse God and die anybody ever had a part of
00:10:39 your life so difficult that you didn't want to live through it I know we I know
00:10:47 because we can't talk about the spirit of suicide because I guess if we if we
00:10:51 don't talk about it it's it makes us seem as if we've always had it together
00:10:55 but you sit next to somebody said man I've been through the most difficult
00:10:58 seasons in my life and I can promise you there are times I did not want to
00:11:03 wake up there are times I didn't want to leave the house there are times I
00:11:06 couldn't get myself together I couldn't bathe I couldn't do my hair I didn't
00:11:11 want to go to work I didn't want to answer the phone I just wanted to be by
00:11:14 myself and hopefully disappear but you can't disappear because God has
00:11:19 something for you to do somebody say it's coming through me Abraham would do
00:11:29 well three chapters before he would do well three chapters after he's got this
00:11:33 blot in the middle and I am almost dumbfounded at his ability to subscribe
00:11:39 to a thing that he should have known in the beginning was going to turn his
00:11:43 world upside down but sometimes you want what you want so bad that you don't
00:11:47 consider the consequences it is why I make the statement to myself every day
00:11:53 that I wake up discipline is far cheaper than regret he had no idea that the idea
00:12:02 that he had that if he had thought through the idea would have understood
00:12:06 that it was a bad idea but because he was not willing to let God be the artist
00:12:14 he took the brush out of his hand and tried to paint his own picture not
00:12:19 realizing that with the brush in his hand he was going to take away the
00:12:23 precision of allowing God to be the master carpenter of his experience and
00:12:28 letting God build his life the way he was going to do it and God always is
00:12:32 going to do everything well but it doesn't always happen as fast as we
00:12:36 want it to happen and so what we are witnessing here is Abraham and Sarah's
00:12:44 inability to wait on the process and so they are impatient and they speed up the
00:12:50 process not recognizing that by speeding up the process you are you are messing
00:12:57 with the plan that God has over your life anybody in here ever been impatient
00:13:05 and when you are impatient you make and I'm gonna get back here just write this
00:13:12 down anytime you're impatient you make something that shouldn't be important
00:13:18 anytime you are impatient you make something that should be unimportant
00:13:26 important because impatience brings a thing that God's going to do into the
00:13:33 light too quickly oh God y'all are not listening to me are y'all listening to
00:13:40 me I see the truth being told and I just want to get here before we get too far I
00:13:47 know Abraham lost faith in the middle but it ain't that hard to lose faith
00:13:52 when you're in the middle of something so if all of you super Christians that's
00:13:58 better than all of us God bless you but for the rest of us let's let me just
00:14:03 tell you it ain't that hard to want to quit when it's hard it isn't that hard
00:14:11 to want to give up when your emotions are all over the place who am I talking
00:14:16 to it ain't that hard to tell you to go to hell when I'm not feeling good so I
00:14:23 got to use your language see when I talk smart y'all don't say nothing then when
00:14:26 I say hell you just ah it isn't it isn't that hard to not want to go to church
00:14:33 when you're struggling it ain't that hard to lose faith when you're facing
00:14:39 repossessions and your rent is due and your check is less than the rent and then
00:14:46 your kids got to go to the dentist and you don't have dental insurance and all
00:14:49 of a sudden they break a bone and you don't have health insurance and now you
00:14:52 got to figure out what to do it isn't that hard when you got a rob Peter to
00:14:55 pay Paul it isn't that hard when you gave somebody your life only for them
00:14:59 for you to realize that they didn't mean forever
00:15:03 it ain't it ain't that hard to regret being a mother yeah at two and three
00:15:11 when they cute and and they can't talk that well and and and the slob don't
00:15:15 smell like sour milk yet and and it they cute then when it still smell like
00:15:19 Johnson and Johnson behind the ear but when they get an attitude and they leave
00:15:25 in a refrigerator door open and looking for stuff and turning the heat up and
00:15:29 ain't putting nothing on the bills ain't bringing no grades home but won't
00:15:33 everything that you it ain't that hard to ask can you just go back and I'm just
00:15:41 looking for the real mothers Oh Sarah thank you for coming to church I'm
00:15:44 talking to Hagar today I'm talking to mothers who will admit that it wasn't
00:15:54 hard to lose faith in the middle of it anybody in here ever lost faith in the
00:16:02 middle of it anybody ever said you know what I'm done with this in the middle of
00:16:08 it anybody ever wrote your suicide letter and said that you were gonna
00:16:14 leave it in the middle of it anybody ever drove up into the driveway and
00:16:19 decided you know what I should just keep going and never come back again in the
00:16:23 middle oh y'all ain't gonna be honest today I know you can't be honest cuz
00:16:28 your husband's sitting next to you but if we all say a man at the same time
00:16:31 they won't know you talking about us everybody say man
00:16:36 anybody ever contemplated just going in the job and just telling everybody what
00:16:47 they can take this job and do it I'm just talking about going crazy up and
00:16:51 like you know what I don't like you I've never liked you and you stink anybody
00:16:55 just want to go in and just tell everybody off
00:17:00 and the reason why I got half of y'all and half of y'all watching is because
00:17:13 some people can't keep it real no matter what you tell them they got to act like
00:17:19 they were always happy they got to act like they were always in love they got
00:17:23 oh I love my boo and I'm telling you just every day has been amazing no you
00:17:27 don't the mark of a true relationship is not being in love every day it's coming
00:17:35 home even when you don't feel like you are
00:17:38 matter of fact and for those of y'all who judging us I want you to go home and
00:17:47 read Matthew 71 the Bible says judge not less you be judged look down your row and
00:17:53 said don't be judging me judge your mama don't judge me judge yourself but don't
00:18:03 judge me judge your kids but don't judge me I know all have sin and come short of
00:18:08 the glory of God and I'm not here today because I'm perfect I'm here today
00:18:12 because he made me righteous through the blood of Jesus Christ and I'm a joiner
00:18:17 heir of the throne and I am NOT here because of any goodness of my own I am
00:18:22 here because he threw my sins in the sea of forgetfulness and look beyond my
00:18:26 faults who am I preaching to and saw my needs
00:18:38 somebody before this sermon is over needs to admit that you felt like giving
00:18:44 up with a Bible in your hand you felt like giving up and you own the usher
00:18:53 board you felt like giving up and you still had a solo in the choir you felt
00:18:56 like giving up and you to supervise at the job you felt like giving up and
00:19:00 everybody's looking to your marriage for help it ain't that hard to feel like
00:19:13 giving up when you're in the middle of it but see the thing about real life and
00:19:21 I ain't talking about social media life the thing about real life is it does
00:19:27 have highlights but it also has lowlights the thing about real life is
00:19:33 that it rains on the just as well as the unjust the thing about real life is that
00:19:41 you cuss five minutes after you finish singing Kurt Franklin
00:19:46 well y'all getting on my nerve I'm gonna have to come down here today the thing
00:19:54 about real life is that you can say the most amazing thing to your spouse and
00:20:00 your children and five minutes later they can do something that'll make you
00:20:03 say something that is in total opposition
00:20:07 but see people judge all of this stuff on the internet right now everybody who
00:20:21 look at being a fact shut the door you don't shut the house door the car door
00:20:25 the house door it's amazing how we observe in conjunction to how we operate
00:20:36 our observation game is on 10 but our operation game is on zero oh come on
00:20:43 talk to me because you can judge what somebody else does but you ain't got no
00:20:47 judgment for yourself when you do it when you do it it's a bad day when you
00:20:51 do it somebody made you do it when somebody else does it they ought to be
00:20:54 ashamed they sell look at your name say no you'll be ashamed yourself that's
00:20:57 what you do that's what you do I'm a talking here today cuz it's raining we
00:21:02 ain't going nowhere there's a lady you should look her up her name is Janice
00:21:08 Howard she is one of the most she's one of the most wealthy women in the world
00:21:11 she's a friend of my wife and I this woman has a staffing company logistics
00:21:17 technology company all over the world she's a billionaire self-made woman and
00:21:20 she said not too long ago we were at the International Leadership Conference in
00:21:23 Orlando and she said from a stage she says the problem with today is is that
00:21:29 our generation doesn't understand that we're watch this this is the words you
00:21:34 got to understand she says we are going through a metamorphosis of watch this
00:21:40 edutainment she said it she was there when she said it I heard her too she
00:21:48 said edutainment in other words she says we are being educated by our
00:21:54 entertainment and we are being frustrated by the fact that our real
00:21:59 life don't look like somebody's script so here you watching the commercial and
00:22:06 the mother is holding their hand with their daughter are you watching the
00:22:09 commercial and the father is climbing a mountain with his son but in real life
00:22:13 some of us don't even know who our father is and in real life you and your
00:22:23 mama still got issues from when you were teenagers and and and so here we are
00:22:28 with our edutainment and we are we are frustrated because we look at television
00:22:33 and we see we see people's lives who have been scripted and then we think
00:22:37 God hasn't been good to us because our life doesn't fit the script but can I
00:22:41 tell you something right now the real life ain't going to a hookah bar and
00:22:45 drinking wine every afternoon that ain't real life you somebody mama you got to
00:22:49 pull your skirt down come on talk to me somebody you somebody mama you can't put
00:22:53 your whole life on Instagram because when you give birth you don't want your
00:22:57 children to see you and their friends I'm gonna talk to you you and your you
00:23:03 and your daughter don't have no business enjoying all of the same people at the
00:23:07 same concert enjoying the same music there ought to be a difference between
00:23:10 your daughter you ought to like Marvin Gaye she can like 21 Savage y'all
00:23:14 shouldn't be in the same place y'all ain't gonna say man she can like her but
00:23:23 you post me listen to Roberta Flack come here but the problem with this
00:23:29 generation is that we think that by reversing the clock and pretending to be
00:23:34 younger than we are makes us live longer but the truth is no matter how young you
00:23:39 act your kidneys are still 50
00:23:42 I'm gonna get there but y'all got to walk with me now only get violent when
00:23:54 you get quiet everybody say edutainment you can't watch television and be mad
00:24:05 cuz your life don't look like that in this life you will have trials and
00:24:18 tribulations in this life Oh some rain is going to fall in this life you'll go
00:24:28 through miscarriages in this life you'll have bouts of stress and frustration in
00:24:35 this life every student is not a straight-a student and you can't judge
00:24:41 your kids because they ain't like Suzy's kids you got to stir up the gift in the
00:24:45 child that you have and stop trying to turn them into somebody else's child
00:24:49 because they might be great at grades but they might not have the Holy Ghost
00:24:55 I'm talking and so what education and edutainment does is we look at somebody's
00:25:04 fictitious life and we spend all of our life trying to fit our life into
00:25:08 something that is not actual and here you are distressed and distracted and
00:25:12 depressed over real life because it doesn't look like fake life real
00:25:22 relationships have arguments motherhood is hard and you can't take out on
00:25:32 yourself what your children become when you do your best you can give them
00:25:37 everything you have and you gonna have one cane and one able you can give them
00:25:43 a garden with all of the fruit they can eat you can pray for them you can anoint
00:25:48 them with oil you can put fish grease on their knees you can put it on the
00:25:52 doorknob you can go and fight every teacher and they still gonna be lazy
00:26:03 who am I talking to you might say what are you talking about by the time I get
00:26:13 to the end of this you're gonna understand exactly what I'm talking
00:26:15 about because even God pastor Roberts even God went to Hagar and said now you
00:26:20 gonna have a son but he gonna hate people and people gonna hate him she
00:26:25 said and he gonna be a wild man I'm just trying to tell you you can do it right
00:26:29 and still have a wild one stop thinking that every child that comes out the way
00:26:38 we don't expect them to come is a result of you doing the wrong thing because let
00:26:42 me tell you something you may have gone about the process of having the child in
00:26:47 the wrong way but there has never been a child that was ever born that was an
00:26:50 accident you better hear me when I tell you so everybody who come time about
00:26:57 illegitimate children because you were not married when you had the baby let me
00:27:01 demystify there right now because if God didn't want that baby here that baby
00:27:05 would not have gotten here so it don't matter how they got here they here now
00:27:09 and they yours do I have anybody who will just thank God that I don't know
00:27:13 what I was doing when I got but I'm glad they're here
00:27:22 Hagar wasn't Abraham's wife she was a slave in his house and Sarah who's up in
00:27:37 her 80s now who knows that the promise is to come through her Sarah says I'm
00:27:45 tired of waiting any woman ever said I'm tired of waiting come on come on women
00:27:56 I'm tired of waiting when is it gonna be my turn to get married I'm tired of
00:28:00 being single I'm tired of paying all these bills by myself I'm tired of
00:28:05 having to protect myself I'm tired but let me tell you something don't take the
00:28:09 brush out of God's hand because he could be painting you a masterpiece you're
00:28:19 gonna have to settle for a mural when you take the brush out of God's hand
00:28:27 Sarah couldn't wait Sarah said God make this make sense you you said I'm gonna
00:28:35 have a baby I'm old now this it's not possible for me to have it in the
00:28:40 condition I'm in right now and here's a misnomer listen woman look at me you can
00:28:45 still have it in the condition you're in
00:28:49 did you hear what I just said you can have it in the condition you're in when
00:28:58 God has it for you you can have it at your current weight y'all not listening
00:29:05 to me when God has it for you it's still yours with stretch marks when God has it
00:29:11 for you it's yours even if you don't make the money you want to make when God
00:29:15 has it for you you can have it in your current condition and here is the plight
00:29:20 of the woman the woman thinks that she has to change who she is in order to get
00:29:25 what God has for her but I came to tell about a thousand of y'all God says you
00:29:29 can get it just like you are some of y'all don't believe it you don't believe
00:29:37 it just encourage another woman say you can get it just like you are you can get
00:29:42 it with your hair that texture you can get it with your nose that size you can
00:29:46 get it with your skin that complexion you can get it at that economic status
00:29:50 and see some of y'all ain't shouting cuz the devil has made you inferior in your
00:29:54 own mind but I'm telling you right now you might not like how much you weigh
00:29:58 but God told me to tell you they that weight on the Lord shall renew their
00:30:02 strength and there's somebody who will love you at your current situation if
00:30:06 you believe it shout in this place today
00:30:10 stop making TV make you think you gotta look like them in order to get it cuz
00:30:18 I'm gonna tell you a little secret there are some people who look like you want
00:30:22 to look and they're unhappy they fine and miserable they got the right
00:30:32 measurements and they contemplating suicide they got four Birkin bags in the
00:30:38 house but won't come out the room they got 12 pair of Louis Vuitton heels and
00:30:43 ain't got nowhere to go and yet is some woman at Target just as happy as she
00:30:48 wants to be who am I speaking to in this room touch your neighbor say the clothes
00:30:57 don't make me I make the clothes it ain't about my extensions it's about the
00:31:04 extension I have to Jesus I'm not worried about no eyelashes I'm not
00:31:09 worried about no let me get back cuz I feel like the Holy Ghost is in this room
00:31:15 because my goal here is to break the weapon of imposter syndrome that makes
00:31:22 you feel like you have to be Sarah in order to get a son you can be Hagar and
00:31:28 get one too I might not be talking to regular mommas in here but I'm talking
00:31:38 to somebody this ain't no Hallmark card I am disappointed
00:31:54 pastor Torrance at how we've covered this story because we always covered it
00:31:58 from Abraham's angle and Sarah's baroness but what about Hagar Hagar was
00:32:06 with her Swiffer
00:32:10 a Swiffer jet
00:32:17 just sweeping up the floors washing her dishes with dawn
00:32:33 vacuuming the carpet with her Dyson
00:32:38 mining her own business and all of a sudden Sarah says Hagar we have a
00:32:51 proposition for you Abraham and I have been trying to have a baby we can't seem
00:32:57 to get it done so is it possible that we can borrow you not some money but can we
00:33:08 borrow you see this is this is why some of y'all not shouting because you think
00:33:15 the most valuable thing you have is stuff what you haven't yet recognized is
00:33:21 that the most valuable thing you have and whenever you find out who then
00:33:31 when you start to figure out that the value is in greater is he that is in
00:33:40 that he that is in the world not my money but touch another sister said you
00:33:47 that's all I want to just tell you you are the one you are looking for you are
00:33:52 the one God's gonna use you are the one that God is gonna use to birth it you
00:33:56 are the company started you are the entrepreneur you are the one that's next
00:34:00 in line it's it's always about
00:34:04 they say can we borrow you and at that moment the slave was more important than
00:34:11 the owner at that moment when we find out who she was she was more valuable
00:34:18 than the people she worked for because when you find out who you are you won't
00:34:25 have to be insecure about it anybody else because the truth is is no matter
00:34:30 how much money they have no matter how big their house is you can still do
00:34:34 something they can't do if y'all wasn't sleepy I'll be shouting in here you're
00:34:41 focused on the wrong thing you they may be able to pay for it but you can pray
00:34:52 for it I just need 300 women and say baby I ain't never had no money but I
00:35:00 ain't never had no needs because every time I pray God I need all the women in
00:35:06 here who are not rich who haven't been well-kept who haven't been taken care of
00:35:12 by somebody else to say but see these shoes I got on I bought them the car I
00:35:16 drove here I bought it the house I live in I bought it did nobody do it for me
00:35:21 because God bless
00:35:31 encouraging other students say you you you you you and if it's any women here
00:35:37 you got a man on your left and right can you just switch seats do a musical
00:35:41 check cuz they ain't gonna prophesy you I need you to get next to us see I knew
00:35:44 what's happening cuz the brothers just like
00:35:47 that's real that's real what he's saying that's real cool yeah that's real
00:35:57 cool
00:36:00 so before you judge Hagar as a harlot and you want to call her a homewrecker
00:36:14 let's just find out a she asked for this
00:36:22 before you start judging people you gotta realize that some people were
00:36:27 dealt cards they didn't ask for didn't no woman find a man and decide that she
00:36:34 was going to give him or the rest of her life she didn't start out to be nobody's
00:36:40 baby mama she started out thinking this was gonna be forever she didn't ask to
00:36:44 be raising your little nappy head son by herself she did not ask to be at the
00:36:48 basketball game and in the barbershop being looked at like a piece of meat
00:36:52 because you didn't have the courage to take the baby in and get the baby haircut
00:36:55 yourself she didn't ask for that all she ever thought is she was gonna give birth
00:37:05 to a son for you our daughter for you and help you raise that baby so that
00:37:11 that baby can go up and and and be a great citizen and and perhaps the next
00:37:16 president of the United States on the company be a professional athlete all
00:37:20 hopes and aspirations nobody signed up for hand and foot mouth disease nobody
00:37:26 signed up for a cold nobody signed up for measles and chickenpox nobody signed
00:37:35 up for ADHD nobody signed up come on talk to me church nobody signed up for
00:37:47 autism nobody signed up for the side effects of being a mother see only a
00:37:59 woman in here can know what I'm talking about I know I had to pray about this
00:38:02 because I never been a woman in my day a day in my life but anybody in here it
00:38:05 listen there are side effects to being a mother fatigue side effects
00:38:17 misunderstood side effects disrespected a mother could be yelling at a child
00:38:24 all day dinner that out of daddy come in the room he get in the bed you like you
00:38:27 ain't been here all day side effects of being a woman same work underpaid side
00:38:35 effects overlooked misunderstood marginalized side effects and here she
00:38:42 is she didn't ask for it it was Sarah if my memory serves me correctly who said I
00:38:50 can't have a baby and it was Sarah if my memory serves me correct that gave
00:38:56 Abraham the permission and it was Abraham and Sarah if my memory serves me
00:39:01 correct that brought her into their bedchamber and it was Sarah and Abraham
00:39:05 if my memory serves me correct who told her do it and by the way she was a
00:39:10 slave so she did not have a choice
00:39:13 is there any woman in here that knows what it feels like to not have a choice
00:39:21 I didn't do it because I wanted to I did it because I felt like I didn't have a
00:39:29 choice I didn't want to stay but I knew I didn't have the money to take care of
00:39:33 him so I stayed because I didn't feel like I had a choice and see women you
00:39:39 gonna have to be vulnerable in this moment because the truth is you have all
00:39:44 felt like you did it because you didn't have a choice because one of the side
00:39:49 effects of being a woman is all of your choices gets taken from you every woman
00:39:59 in here knows that everything you did in life that was important you had to do it
00:40:05 for somebody else you knew that house was too expensive but because you didn't
00:40:12 want your children to grow up in the hood you work two jobs just to be able
00:40:19 to take care of him you went back to school hoping that your degree will give
00:40:22 you a pay bump so that you could take care of them you bought stuff with
00:40:25 credit cards and then stressed over how to pay the interest back you borrow
00:40:28 money from friends not knowing how you were going to give it back because your
00:40:32 choices were taken from you and I look over this room in the silence of the
00:40:40 atmosphere and seeing the tears roll down your eyes I know I'm talking to
00:40:44 women who did it because you didn't have a choice oh but let me tell you
00:40:51 something the Bible says later on the words to Hagar and they are for you
00:40:58 listen God sees you
00:41:04 tell another woman God sees you God sees you he sees you when you're crying at
00:41:11 night he sees you in your closet with tears coming down your face he sees you
00:41:16 when you're cooking and crying he sees you when you're crying in your car and
00:41:20 he sees how you wipe them off and walk in the house and act like everything is
00:41:23 okay he sees you when you're depressed he sees you when you're frustrated he
00:41:28 sees you when you don't have an appetite and you're just telling people you're
00:41:31 fasting and on a diet but the truth is you don't have an appetite and you
00:41:34 cannot eat he sees you when you make somebody a priority who makes you an
00:41:43 option he sees you and the reason why this is important that I'm saying it is
00:41:53 because the only time women hear stuff like this is from another woman
00:41:56 preaching women don't think that men understand these things but I had to
00:42:02 tell you we do we just don't know what to do about it we know it is hard we
00:42:12 just don't know how to help you we don't know what to say because we've never
00:42:22 hurt where you hurt we don't know what it's like to walk in a room and be
00:42:28 underpaid we've always been able to negotiate our value we don't know and
00:42:38 Hagar didn't either but I can tell you one thing is for sure she did not ask
00:42:44 for this she was a servant and what was frowned on in Hagar's day is not a
00:42:52 woman having a baby for another man what was frowned on in Hagar's day is a woman
00:42:57 who couldn't have a baby at all and in Hagar's day the worst kind of woman was
00:43:03 a woman who could not produce birth and so Sarah was embarrassed because she
00:43:10 couldn't have a baby and so the way listen the way she solved her
00:43:14 embarrassment was to put another woman in an embarrassing situation I didn't I
00:43:23 didn't know it was gonna be like this today and what we are witnessing listen
00:43:28 to me what we're witnessing it's not a woman who is an ungodly woman what we
00:43:35 are witnessing if we really look at it is the impatience of Abraham and Sarah
00:43:42 are you with me I'm getting ready to say something that I want you to remember
00:43:49 this everybody says patience is a virtue listen to me what patience really is is
00:43:55 a structure listen every time man human beings gets impatient we create okay we
00:44:09 wanted to get to London faster so we created airplanes we wanted to eat
00:44:15 quicker so we invented microwaves we wanted to be able to get information
00:44:21 quicker so we invented the internet but everything that man invents to take care
00:44:28 of impatience always backfires so now we created cars but now we have a pollution
00:44:36 issue we created the internet but now the world is under the spell of the
00:44:46 internet because anytime you better hear me stop doing what you're doing and
00:44:49 listen to me right now anything that you create out of impatience will pollute
00:44:54 your life God Jesus help me help me this is my old pastor say Lord help me in
00:45:03 this Valley of dry bones anything you create because you can't wait will cost
00:45:09 you more than you were willing to pay for it and so now God had a structure I
00:45:18 am going to bless you Abraham watch this and I'm gonna do it Abraham Isaac Jacob
00:45:27 that was the structure but because they were impatient we've got a rich in the
00:45:35 widget named Ishmael because Ishmael was not a part of the structure and anything
00:45:44 you can't wait on God to solve and you try to solve it yourself you mess with
00:45:52 the structure that God has for you and most of your depression is because you
00:45:57 got ahead of God it didn't happen how long I gotta wait she waited 90 years
00:46:05 all she had to wait was a couple more because your frustration is always a
00:46:11 result of you getting ahead of God come here and talk to me in this place today
00:46:17 because I know you want it over how long do I have to do this how long do I have
00:46:22 to be the bigger person how long do I have to overlook it as long as God says
00:46:29 because I promise you when you give birth to your solution it will not be
00:46:34 Isaac it will be Ishmael oh and you can have a solution that doesn't make it the
00:46:45 solution because they had a son but he was not the son that God promised and if
00:46:54 you go to the Arab Spring and go to the Middle East right now there is a war
00:46:59 going on are you listening to me how many of y'all ever heard about the war
00:47:06 in the Middle East all of the stuff that's going on in the Middle East comes
00:47:10 from the fact that Abraham and Sarah could not wait and so what you have in
00:47:18 the Middle East right now is Isaac and Ishmael still fighting in 2023 Isaac and
00:47:26 Ishmael are still fighting because whatever solution you create will still
00:47:32 be there when you die and you will leave your children to have to fight the war
00:47:41 you started oh let me put it in words you can understand generational curse if
00:47:54 you don't kill your attitude your baby gonna have it if you don't kill your
00:47:59 insecurity your baby gonna have it if you don't kill your jealous heartedness
00:48:03 your baby gonna have it and you're gonna be looking at them and talking about
00:48:06 what's wrong with them I'm telling you it's you Sarah because you didn't kill
00:48:15 it in your generation you have to observe it in theirs Lord help me in
00:48:23 this church now just in case you are confused this is what you call pastoring
00:48:33 listen just in case you're confused showing up at the hospital don't mean
00:48:39 you got a pastor showing up at the funeral doesn't mean you have a pastor
00:48:43 we got ministries that can do that but the rebuking and the reproving oh you
00:48:49 have many teachers but you don't have many fathers I want to preach in this
00:48:52 house today because I'm trying to raise up my daughters to find out what he
00:48:59 actually created you for and so that you are not aging hating life there is
00:49:11 something about a seasoned woman who knows who she is ain't trying to impress
00:49:18 nobody happy with what God made you to be anybody there's a peace that comes
00:49:25 in knowing who you are do I have any just touch somebody if you can say it
00:49:31 honestly I know who I am and I know what I'm not I'm not perfect but I'm his I
00:49:37 didn't do it all right but I got an anointing on my life I haven't always
00:49:41 done what he's commanded but greater is he that is in me than he that is in I
00:49:46 need every woman to put a praise on the right that every woman give God some
00:49:49 glory
00:49:51 y'all still doing all right how many women online in this place ever went
00:50:01 through something and you could just honestly say I ain't signed up for this I
00:50:07 signed up for this but I signed up for this right because those are two
00:50:13 different words I signed up for this by a sign up for this
00:50:17 count it all joy when you fall into divers temptations knowing this that the
00:50:30 triangle of your faith produces patience listen to me and let patience have her
00:50:38 perfect work that you might be entire wanting nothing so all want is the
00:50:47 result of no patience because if you let patience have her work you will
00:50:53 eventually be entire wanting nothing so then wanting something that you don't
00:51:02 have is the presence of impatience anybody ever struggle with impatience
00:51:12 anybody ever struggle with impatience what is impatience God hurry up cuz I
00:51:16 ain't trying to wait you said when I turned around and touch my neighbor I
00:51:21 was gonna be blessed where is that I came to church today so I expect all of
00:51:29 my financial problems to be done by the time I get home but never forget that
00:51:37 Isaac was a seed and even though he was a promise it took him almost 90 years to
00:51:43 get there and then nine months to be born because all seeds have production
00:51:50 time and the problem with most of us is if the seed ain't fruit we swallow it
00:52:01 we swallow it you got to wait on God to develop the seed in you mmm help me
00:52:12 Holy Spirit she didn't sign up for this y'all do you know that even Paul wrote
00:52:20 about Hagar in Galatians chapter 4 and he said that the two sons of Abraham are
00:52:25 like relationships with God read it when you get home Galatians chapter 4 I
00:52:29 believe around verse 25 26 somewhere around there he says the two sons of
00:52:34 Abrahams are like relationships he says Ishmael represents slavery and he says
00:52:41 that is unto Hagar but Isaac represents freedom and that is unto Sarah here she
00:52:46 is thousands of years after she's dead still being embarrassed because now Paul
00:52:52 is using her story as likened unto the law and unto grace and she didn't sign
00:52:57 up for her story to be in everybody's mouth she didn't sign up for her
00:53:04 business to be in everybody's kitchen table she didn't sign up for it but here
00:53:08 is the deal are y'all ready for it God knew she was strong enough so he signed
00:53:13 her up when I was in high school we had this Christmas play and I had a teacher
00:53:23 named Leon Kendrick and and I didn't sing in high school I didn't I didn't
00:53:28 start singing until I was in 11th grade and and one day they gave the cast list
00:53:34 for everybody who was gonna be singing and they said this song is about that
00:53:37 person this song is about that person and then they said to me without me
00:53:42 signing up for it they said and Keon Henderson the Christmas story Christmas
00:53:46 song the Christmas song and first of all I had never heard of the Christmas song
00:53:51 I thought the name of the song was chestnuts roasting on the open fire and
00:53:56 that's what you think it is too you can hear the temptation singing it right now
00:54:02 so so I said well well how did I get signed up for the Christmas song Mr.
00:54:08 Kendrick said to me he says you didn't sign up for it I signed you up for it
00:54:13 because I knew you could do it but I know that if I didn't make you do it you
00:54:18 wouldn't do it and he says nobody's gonna be in my class sitting on that
00:54:24 type of gift and not use it so I signed you up come here because I know that if
00:54:32 it were up to you you wouldn't do it because you didn't you wouldn't have
00:54:35 wanted that pain you you wouldn't have wanted those tears you wouldn't have
00:54:39 wanted that anxiety but God says I signed you up because I knew who you
00:54:43 would be I knew who you would become and I knew I had to push you out there and I
00:54:48 had to pull you in because you would have never had the courage to produce
00:54:53 without a push
00:55:01 and so you look at these five women whose eyes are full of tears who
00:55:07 somewhere in their journey wished that they didn't go through it God told me to
00:55:10 tell you he signs you up you know why because he needed your story in the
00:55:16 earth and he knew nobody else could birth it because by the way when you get
00:55:26 to the end of the story 12 priests still come through Ishmael because there was
00:55:33 something listen there was something that God wants in the earth and he's
00:55:39 willing to do it through your mistake
00:55:43 man I should have preached this sermon at another church there is something
00:55:53 that God wants in the earth and that's why he lets you have that regular
00:55:59 relationship because out of that regular relationship was gonna come that birth
00:56:05 of that son and daughter that is one day gonna be the faculty at a university
00:56:11 teaching the lawyers and the doctors and there was something that needed to be in
00:56:18 your child that wasn't in the person you loved
00:56:23 he just said see y'all ain't listening I know you love Johnny but Johnny's lazy
00:56:34 Earl had the work ethic
00:56:41 Willie Earl knew how to work so God needed really Willie Earls work ethic in
00:56:49 Dashaun y'all see how the names changed
00:56:55 just I'm just taking you through the errors the person you loved wouldn't
00:57:04 have produced the person you birthed see now I know why my mama had to meet my
00:57:14 daddy and now I know why I had to be here now I understand why God even
00:57:25 understood that I would be spared a father in the house because God wasn't
00:57:34 concerned with my comfort in my home he knew one day I was gonna be in Houston
00:57:38 Texas preaching the gospel to people whose story would look like mine so he
00:57:45 had to keep me from getting what I desired so I could have enough pain to
00:57:49 preach to you y'all not listening touch three people to say it was good
00:57:55 that I was afflicted that I might learn the statues of God you must understand
00:58:00 that even your pain was a part of God's problem
00:58:05 Lord help me in this place are you hearing me who am I talking to in here
00:58:18 today hey God do you hear me you the one that everybody frowns at the family
00:58:32 reunion act come here black sheep of the family come here one who didn't graduate
00:58:40 from college like your cousins come here come here the one who res who has red
00:58:46 hair and everybody else in your family they had a rap and here you come with
00:58:51 your red braids with a purple one that's over there by itself and they looking at
00:58:55 you like you crazy but what if I told you they are 12 priests coming through
00:58:58 you there 12 priests come just touch the sister say it's 12 priests coming
00:59:02 through you God didn't ask you he didn't consult your beautician he didn't care
00:59:07 what color your hair was gonna be he didn't care he just knew that he had to
00:59:10 get something through I'm trying to preach to somebody I'm trying to preach
00:59:18 to somebody I'm trying to give you the courage to walk out of here with your
00:59:23 head up cuz it was all a part of God's plan he says hey God listen to me baby I
00:59:33 know you didn't sign up for it and I know you want to Ishmael to just be on
00:59:38 the basketball team and I know you just wanted him to play football I know I
00:59:44 know you I know you wanted him to be a world-class golfer but I was building a
00:59:50 generation you were having a baby and you got to understand that you and God
00:59:57 ain't got the same plans for your child
01:00:00 so I don't care how many battles you try to fight for him there's some pain God
01:00:07 gonna make him go through because he needs him to be able to do what he needs
01:00:11 him to be able to do and you can't fight enough devils to keep them from having
01:00:15 the experience that God wants them to have there is a such thing mothers as
01:00:22 your over involvement sometimes you gotta stand still and see the salvation
01:00:30 there is nothing my mama could do about solving the hurt that my father left in
01:00:35 me and the day I got healed is when she said you know what I'm gonna be a
01:00:40 hundred-percent mama and not ever try to be your daddy because your problem is
01:00:45 you're trying to fill a role that you were not created to fulfill just be all
01:00:49 of what you are and let God do the rest and all of a sudden mentors and coaches
01:00:57 and pastors started to surround me to teach me the things that my mother
01:01:02 never experienced and here I stand before you a whole man growing up in a
01:01:08 half a house
01:01:11 you know why because even though at the time it looked as though my siblings at
01:01:26 least my sister and I were mistakes my mother didn't know that she was on a
01:01:32 assignment and now almost 70 years later she can look back and say it was good
01:01:44 that I was afflicted I want to talk to you young mothers just wait on it they
01:01:55 that wait on the Lord tell another young mother find you a young mother and just
01:02:01 tell her baby just wait on it just wait on I promise you if you just wait on the
01:02:04 Lord he'll renew your strength you'll mount up with wings like Eagles let me
01:02:14 give you the list of the things that Hagar had God saw her faults any women
01:02:19 in here got faults God saw her frustration any woman in here ever been
01:02:25 frustrated any woman online ever been frustrated raise your hand if you ever
01:02:29 been frustrated raise your hand if you are frustrated I'm about being I am
01:02:36 period
01:02:39 God saw her fear any women carry the spirit of fear come on show me your
01:02:50 hands don't act like you but let me show you this and I'm done
01:02:56 God saw her faults he saw her frustration he saw her fear but he
01:03:01 secured her future
01:03:04 Hagar wasn't innocent as soon as she got that baby she started looking at Sarah
01:03:15 like uh-huh I did something you can't do y'all know come on now ladies see women
01:03:24 listen brothers let me tell you something right now it's a couple
01:03:26 thousand women in this room they didn't have conversations you know not up they
01:03:29 talk with their eyes and the girl black
01:03:35 women women be talking and don't even got it they got open him out a woman can
01:03:43 be next to another woman they can say I don't like you without even opening a
01:03:47 mouth hello hello
01:03:52 just pay attention to him brother you just sometimes you got to back up and
01:04:00 just watch them they walk in a room they see something if they don't want to
01:04:06 speak to him they blow Lord Jesus I don't want to say hi to her hello
01:04:16 you know what a woman don't want to speak to another woman she act like she's
01:04:20 shocked when you tell she said oh I ain't here hey you heard her you heard
01:04:25 her you heard her how do I know you heard it cuz you hear everything I say
01:04:29 so I know you heard her
01:04:42 God is good hello so you can imagine y'all know what Hagar was doing in that
01:04:51 house morning Sarah
01:04:55 oh my back hurt does your back hurt Sarah I can't wear heels no more Sarah
01:05:06 are you still wearing here oh Sarah I want y'all to think now cuz you got to
01:05:14 step out of church Abraham love oatmeal don't he Sarah
01:05:26 come on y'all how let your boy so you know what Sarah does say so oh oh so
01:05:43 you don't hold on girl you so you don't you gonna disrespect me up in my joint
01:05:51 get her out of here put the woman listen out of the house with Abraham's son now
01:05:59 listen ladies cuz Sarah mad at Hagar but that's Abraham's son and now Hagar and
01:06:17 her son are wandering in the wilderness and the Bible says that they run out of
01:06:22 water and now Abraham's son is about to die of thirst because Sarah can't handle
01:06:33 the train she started rolling and the worst kind of woman is a woman who makes
01:06:41 a father have to choose her over their child come here no no especially if that
01:06:51 baby was there before you got there you got to just put on your drawers and keep
01:06:56 walking
01:06:59 cuz there ain't a mother in this room they're gonna let a man walk in the
01:07:05 house and not love your child come on women he can love you he can take you
01:07:12 out to eat every day he can buy you seven Cadillacs but if he don't love
01:07:15 your child he can be a sugar daddy but he can't be no husband did I say
01:07:22 something wrong what's up boy he not even he praising God look at this that
01:07:27 man said Jesus that's Isaac right there I never said he was sitting down all day
01:07:35 I said that he was like so do you understand the turmoil Abraham is in in
01:07:46 his house wondering where his son is no it's still his son she gave him
01:07:57 permission now his son is in the wilderness Hagar listen to me and guess
01:08:05 what God says when she leaves God says Hagar I know she treating you wrong but
01:08:14 go back to the house and serve her
01:08:19 I'm just looking for faith in the house ain't no faith in here go back and serve
01:08:34 her what would have happened to her if she didn't listen so guess what she does
01:08:50 she goes back and then God says all right Hagar I know you didn't sign up
01:08:58 for it but I'm about to bless you is there anybody in here that trusts God
01:09:08 enough to bring a blessing out of dysfunction
01:09:14 can I get some help in here God is gonna bring a blessing out of dysfunction and
01:09:24 I ain't got time to finish it but all of a sudden Ishmael and his wife start
01:09:30 having children and he got the same amount of sons as Jacob
01:09:40 literally God brought a nation out of him
01:09:48 so the reason why maybe you got pregnant by somebody and the relationship fell
01:09:56 apart and you wanted to create this euphoric environment where you wanted a
01:10:05 white picket fence and walk-in closets every child has their own bedroom with a
01:10:10 bathroom in it and you imagined vacations with the family but you were
01:10:18 stuck in the wilderness with Ishmael
01:10:22 and you were envious of Sarah because Sarah had the house and the relationship
01:10:27 and everything was together God says I just signed you up for a different route
01:10:38 you don't get to tell me how to use you
01:10:45 I am an all-knowing God and maybe you've had two miscarriages and maybe you've
01:11:02 been divorced and maybe you've been stressed out
01:11:09 maybe you suffer from insecurity Hagar it's okay because weeping may endure
01:11:19 for a night
01:11:23 but I promise you joy will come in the morning and you are not less than
01:11:34 because you didn't take Sarah's route
01:11:37 there is a way that seem it not right unto man
01:11:47 but in it leads to life and life more
01:11:55 I wanted to say that every Hagar in the room every woman every mother who made
01:12:06 some missteps along the way
01:12:12 your son your daughter there's still a prince and a princess and I don't care
01:12:22 how they got here there is a nation in them if you believe it give God some
01:12:26 praise today
01:12:29 every mother stand to your feet
01:12:37 every mother
01:12:40 the reason why I have you said don't nobody in here know what it's like to be
01:12:44 a mother other than a mother I'm not I'm not pretending to know I had to study to
01:12:51 even be able to speak your language because I don't speak it organically I
01:12:57 read book after book I listened to everything I could online to figure out
01:13:01 what are women dealing with some of you in here right now how many of you feel
01:13:07 like would have that felt real personal to me
01:13:11 that's how I was supposed to feel there was some parts of what I preach it
01:13:18 went right over your head because you were not there but there was something I
01:13:20 said oh you hear me mama it's because that's the part of the journey you're in
01:13:30 what I believe with all of my heart is that God gives women like you wisdom so
01:13:41 that you can go to a young woman like this who still thinks war
01:13:46 and when you bring wisdom and war together young lady
01:13:50 oh what a life you can be old
01:13:55 life isn't all thinking but it also isn't all fighting
01:14:02 you got a watch sometimes you got a fight and sometimes you got a pray
01:14:12 I want to look every one of you in your eyes and tell you I don't know your
01:14:17 struggle but I do know your answer and his name is Jesus
01:14:33 hey girl I'm gonna bring a nation out of your son Oh pastor but he's already 35
01:14:39 and he he don't look like he don't look like he gonna do nothing just wait I got
01:14:45 this he's he's on my clock you know that daughter that you don't know where she
01:14:50 is right now psychologically God says I got her listen look at me look at me I
01:14:55 got her just like I had you what wasn't there a time in your life where you
01:15:04 didn't know where you were going and you didn't know what was gonna be you didn't
01:15:07 know if it was up or down if God says I got her just like I had you as I was
01:15:12 with Moses Joshua so shall I be with you if there is a mother in here who has
01:15:26 daughters in the room I need every daughter to find your mother are you
01:15:30 the mother find your daughter and if you don't have daughters in the room maybe
01:15:33 they're back there in you church I just want you to have them in your heart I
01:15:36 want you to find your mother right now if you got it I want you to get next to
01:15:39 him get close to him cuz I'm getting ready to pray I'm getting ready to pray
01:15:42 find your mother find your mother find your grandmother the woman who raised
01:15:47 you just find her find her
01:15:51 wait I say wait on the Lord wait on the Lord he will renew your heart so wait I
01:16:06 say wait on the Lord
01:16:10 he will
01:16:19 wait on the line
01:16:23 he will wait on the line wait on the Lord he will renew your strength so wait I say... so listen this is
01:16:49 why I had you to do it several reasons number one there are some women in this
01:16:55 room and listen to me girls there are some women
01:17:01 so I buried some of their mothers in this church
01:17:11 they would give everything just to hear their voice never take for granted that
01:17:23 you can find your mama
01:17:26 I don't care how hard it was how many people you had to climb over I don't
01:17:36 care how embarrassed you are how afraid you are never be too busy to go find
01:17:43 your mom because the day will come and it will not be many days hence you will
01:17:51 look up and they will be gone
01:17:55 and you do not need to be left with what you would have done and what you would
01:18:01 have said. So here's the second thing I want you to do, over the next 30 seconds, I
01:18:07 want you to say to your mama everything that you've been holding in, tell her how
01:18:13 much you love her, tell her how much you care, come on talk to her, tell her what
01:18:17 she means to you. She needs to hear it. She needs to hear it. She needs to hear it.
01:18:22 She needs to hear it. She needs to hear it. She needs to hear it.
01:18:27 He will.
01:18:31 So wait, wait on the wait. He will, he will.
01:18:46 All right here's the third thing, here's the third thing. So you walked over and
01:18:56 you spoke and you told her you loved her. Now watch this mama, this may be new for
01:19:01 you mothers, this may be new. By a show of hands, every mother in here who's ever
01:19:07 prayed for your child, raise your hand. Now put your hand down. How many women
01:19:15 already, because perhaps for the first time in your life, you about to hear your
01:19:20 baby pray for you. Oh yes, oh yes. Daughters, sons, I want you to find a
01:19:30 prayer. You ain't got to be articulate like pastor. You don't have to pray like
01:19:34 the disciples. All you got to do is say Lord touch my mama, Lord bless my mama,
01:19:38 Lord keep my mama, whatever you can think of right now for the next 30 seconds.
01:19:41 Pray for your mama. Go, go, go, go.
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01:20:59 Here's the last thing I need. Raise your hand in this room if you didn't receive a
01:21:05 hug from anybody. Be honest. Keep your hand up. I need another mother to go find one
01:21:14 of those mothers who didn't get a hug and I want you to wrap your arms around
01:21:19 them and I want you to say my name is Mary and your name is Elizabeth and I'm
01:21:25 about to praise God that he put birthing capabilities inside of you. Come on,
01:21:31 another mother. Find another mother. Wrap your arms around them. Give them a hug
01:21:34 and let them know that you love them. Come on and give them, give them, give them a hug.
01:21:37 Give them a hug. Give them a hug.
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01:21:44 On the Lord shall renew Their strength, they shall mount upon we like an eagle and so they shall run and not be weary. They shall walk and not faint. That's what God will do.
01:22:05 On the Lord shall renew Their strength, they shall mount upon we like an eagle and so they shall run and not be weary. They shall walk and not faint. That's what God will do.
01:22:31 One more time, I want you to blow the roof on this place. Come on, they that wait.
01:22:35 On the Lord shall renew Their strength, they shall mount upon we like an eagle and so they shall run and not be weary. They shall walk and not faint. That's what God will do.
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01:22:59 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:02 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:07 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:09 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:11 ♪ You get a lot stronger ♪
01:23:13 ♪ You get a lot stronger ♪
01:23:15 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:16 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:18 ♪ That you get a lot stronger ♪
01:23:20 ♪ Get a lot stronger ♪
01:23:21 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:23 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:25 ♪ That you get a lot stronger ♪
01:23:27 ♪ Get a lot stronger ♪
01:23:28 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:30 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
01:23:32 ♪ You get a lot stronger ♪
01:23:34 ♪ Get a lot stronger ♪
01:23:35 ♪ That's what happens when you wait ♪
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