Unspoken (2006)
Not Rated | 1h 22min | Drama | 22 May 2006 (USA)
The world outside has ceased to exist. Brandon, his girlfriend Katie and his younger brother Guy have finally decided that it is better to die at their own hands in the company of the ones they love, then to continue living helplessly, confined to a dark, miniscule abandoned storefront.
Director: Marc Clebanoff
Writer: Marc Clebanoff
Stars: Justin Allen, Matthew Siegan, Ashley Jensen
Not Rated | 1h 22min | Drama | 22 May 2006 (USA)
The world outside has ceased to exist. Brandon, his girlfriend Katie and his younger brother Guy have finally decided that it is better to die at their own hands in the company of the ones they love, then to continue living helplessly, confined to a dark, miniscule abandoned storefront.
Director: Marc Clebanoff
Writer: Marc Clebanoff
Stars: Justin Allen, Matthew Siegan, Ashley Jensen
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00:00:001,000 monkeys typing for 1,000 years may turn out gone with the wind or even hamlet.
00:00:10Then again, they're just as likely to turn out Mein Kampf.
00:00:15A butterfly flapping its wings in Tibet may cause a tidal wave in Florida.
00:00:20But did it also cause the drunk driver in Florence to run down the little girl on her
00:00:25bicycle?
00:00:26Or was that the result of the soldier who pulled the helpless butterfly's wings off
00:00:31because he was bored?
00:00:34And what does it matter when an innocent man in Texas wrongly accused of his best friend's
00:00:39murder is going to the electric chair 12 days from this coming Thursday?
00:00:44It matters about as much as the fact that the man's four-year-old son will grow up into
00:00:49a life of drugs and degradation as a result of psychological damage his father's death
00:00:55will cause him.
00:00:57No matter how events play out, people will analyze and overanalyze.
00:01:03People will meditate in search of answers to questions that are intended to remain metaphysical
00:01:07mysteries.
00:01:09There will be the people who don't give second thoughts and those who cannot stray away from
00:01:14inquisitive wonder.
00:01:16The only comfort most troubled people tend to regress to is that everything happens for
00:01:22a reason.
00:01:24But what if things don't happen for a reason?
00:01:27What if our universe and beings and fates are riding upon the shoulders of plain and
00:01:32simple dumb luck?
00:01:35What if there are no reasons at all?
00:01:39Stop.
00:01:41Lose control.
00:01:54Lose control.
00:02:24I can't wash my hands.
00:02:43Don't you fucking dare.
00:02:47We don't have the water to spare you.
00:02:49Something else.
00:02:50Kate.
00:02:51Katie.
00:02:52What?
00:02:53Help us find something to wipe our hands off with.
00:03:55Now what?
00:04:11I don't know.
00:04:12Well, we have to think of something.
00:04:13This was the final straw.
00:04:18Well, what else is there?
00:04:26I hate to say it, but maybe we should...
00:04:33You know, it's not like we haven't talked about it before.
00:04:40Just...
00:04:43I don't know what else there is to do at this point.
00:04:49I don't know, Grant.
00:04:54I've been thinking about it a lot lately.
00:04:59I think there must be a reason why we made it, okay?
00:05:03It couldn't have just turned out like this unless we were meant to.
00:05:10What are any conclusions that make sense to me?
00:05:13None of this makes any sense.
00:05:15It doesn't make sense that we're here to begin with, but even more than that, it doesn't make sense to continue going on like this.
00:05:22Fuck.
00:05:25Things aren't as hopeless as they seem.
00:05:28They're not.
00:05:30Brandon, there are so many unanswered questions.
00:05:33There's only one answer as far as I'm concerned.
00:05:37I'm forever questioning what's happening to us, but all that's going to do is make us go crazy.
00:05:44Trust me on this.
00:05:50If there was any other...
00:05:52If there was any other way...
00:05:56I just...
00:06:02Forget it.
00:06:03No.
00:06:07You're right.
00:06:13It's time to do it.
00:06:20I just...
00:06:22I don't see any other way.
00:06:24I know.
00:06:28Let's just do it.
00:06:33Guy.
00:06:42Guy.
00:06:46You're right.
00:06:50It's time.
00:07:02It's time.
00:07:33It's time.
00:07:55Just one thing first.
00:07:58I want to make a pact.
00:08:03If this is really the end...
00:08:07Then I want to make a pact that we don't talk about it anymore.
00:08:15All we've talked about since we've been in there is what's going on out there.
00:08:20Listening to that stupid radio for weeks without even a hint of what's happening.
00:08:27All it's done is make things worse.
00:08:34So for the rest of the day...
00:08:39Until it's done...
00:08:42No one says another word about it.
00:08:49Not one word.
00:08:52Well...
00:08:55What do we talk about then?
00:08:57Anything.
00:08:59Life outside of this.
00:09:11Okay.
00:09:16Alright.
00:09:20Alright.
00:09:29Okay then.
00:09:40From this point on...
00:09:44No one discusses anything outside of us.
00:09:48Agreed.
00:10:00Agreed.
00:10:18So what now?
00:10:22I don't know.
00:10:25Maybe we should just get on with it.
00:10:28Not waste any more time.
00:10:30No.
00:10:32No, I can't yet.
00:10:37You just said it was time.
00:10:39I know.
00:10:42But I have too much on my mind.
00:10:44Too much I need to get off my chest.
00:10:46Like what?
00:10:48I don't know.
00:10:50Feelings, I guess.
00:10:52Me too.
00:10:54I don't think now's the time to start pondering regrets.
00:10:56I'm not just talking about regrets.
00:11:00And I can't think of a better time than now.
00:11:02I agree.
00:11:04What do you have to regret?
00:11:06Nothing that I'd care to share with the president.
00:11:08Nothing.
00:11:10Nothing that I'd care to share with the president company.
00:11:12What the fuck does that mean?
00:11:14Brandon, leave him alone.
00:11:16It's definitely not time for that.
00:11:23Brandon.
00:11:25I'm serious.
00:11:29Don't you feel the need to reflect on anything?
00:11:33Like what?
00:11:35I have no regrets.
00:11:38And I have nothing to say that hasn't been said a hundred times before.
00:11:43Must be nice to go through life so guilt-free.
00:11:47What's to hide?
00:11:49You know how much I love you and that you're everything to me.
00:11:53And you know that no matter how much shit I put you through that I love you too.
00:11:57So what else is there?
00:11:59There's plenty.
00:12:01Not outside of this.
00:12:08Look.
00:12:10We're in a shitty situation here and there's nothing that we can do about it.
00:12:14Nobody deserves to go through what we're going through.
00:12:16But it's our reality.
00:12:18So let's just
00:12:20at least be thankful that we have each other
00:12:22and just get on with it already.
00:12:24It's not that simple, Brandon.
00:12:26It can be as simple or as difficult as you want to make it.
00:12:38All right.
00:12:40All right, Katie.
00:12:42Talk to me.
00:12:52Fine.
00:12:54While you two are both thinking about it
00:12:56I'm gonna go get things ready.
00:13:08I know.
00:13:12Me too.
00:13:34There they are.
00:13:38As much as we all wanted to believe
00:13:40otherwise
00:13:42I don't really think this is surprising to anybody
00:13:44that it's come down to this.
00:14:02Fine.
00:14:04Let it sink in.
00:14:06Let it sink in.
00:14:08I'm gonna go take a piss.
00:14:11Katie.
00:14:37Are you okay?
00:14:41Why is it being so cold?
00:14:45I can't handle that now
00:14:47more than ever.
00:14:49This isn't the time.
00:14:51He's just tired.
00:14:53He can't be like this.
00:15:01We all are.
00:15:05Talk to him.
00:15:07And say what?
00:15:10I just feel like we need to talk openly
00:15:12before we do this.
00:15:16He's your brother.
00:15:18He'll listen to you.
00:15:20He never listened to me.
00:15:22Why is he gonna start now?
00:15:26Please, Kai.
00:15:30Please just do it.
00:15:40You had the right idea.
00:15:42You had the right idea.
00:15:45You had the right idea.
00:15:47You had the right idea.
00:16:13You need to come in.
00:16:16You need to come clean with her.
00:16:18What the hell are you talking about?
00:16:20You know what I'm talking about.
00:16:22You love her, so you claim you love her.
00:16:24If it's come to this, I mean, if this is it,
00:16:26then you have to free yourself of what you did.
00:16:28If not for you, then for her.
00:16:30It's none of your goddamn business.
00:16:32We're all already upset.
00:16:34The last thing I want to do is make her more upset.
00:16:36Why are you trying to make things more difficult?
00:16:38I think you're making a mistake.
00:16:40You want to come clean about all the mistakes you've made?
00:16:42That's your business.
00:16:44It's the last thing that means anything to me in this world.
00:16:48The last thing?
00:16:50That's right, Kai.
00:16:52Stay out of it.
00:17:04What happened?
00:17:07Kai, what?
00:17:11Brandon, what did you say to him?
00:17:13I didn't say anything.
00:17:15No, you said plenty.
00:17:17What the fuck, Kai?
00:17:19Brandon, what did he say?
00:17:21Nothing.
00:17:23It was just Brandon talking without thinking as usual.
00:17:25All I said was that I didn't have anything to talk about.
00:17:27And that she's the last thing that means anything to you.
00:17:29Okay, not that you mean the world to me or anything, Brandon.
00:17:31I just want you to know that I love you.
00:17:33Okay, not that you mean the world to me or anything, Brandon.
00:17:37You just think that under the circumstances,
00:17:39you could be a little bit more conscious of what comes out of your mouth.
00:17:41Now you know what I meant.
00:17:43Don't put words in my mouth, Kai.
00:17:45Stop it, you guys. This is stupid.
00:17:47We're all just wired.
00:17:49I'm fine.
00:17:51How can you be fine?
00:17:53When that is what awaits us.
00:17:55I'm fine because it's long overdue.
00:17:58I disagree.
00:18:02The last few weeks here have been anything but comforting.
00:18:08But you are the only thing that I still have that means anything.
00:18:14Both of you.
00:18:18I wasn't fortunate enough to have even part of my family make it here.
00:18:24So both of you are being pretty stupid.
00:18:27So both of you are being pretty damn selfish right now.
00:18:31You're right.
00:18:35I'm sorry.
00:18:39Can we just all talk now?
00:18:41Without arguing.
00:18:43I mean, we could talk about something nice.
00:18:45In accordance with the pact.
00:18:47Like what?
00:18:49I don't know.
00:18:53Look.
00:18:55Okay, we all had some pretty good times.
00:18:57Huh?
00:18:59Right?
00:19:01I mean, there were plenty of good times.
00:19:05Look.
00:19:07Honestly, Kai.
00:19:09I wish you could have had as many good times as we did.
00:19:13I'm not judging you.
00:19:15I'm just pointing out the fact that you never chose to seek out the good times like we did.
00:19:19I mean, except for the rare occasion when you tagged along.
00:19:22That's not true.
00:19:24Sure it is.
00:19:26Name one time when you ever got into some trouble with some friends.
00:19:28Or went out and got wasted.
00:19:30I kept to myself a lot.
00:19:32Okay, that's the way I prefer it.
00:19:34Well, it's a waste if you ask me.
00:19:36Well, I didn't ask you.
00:19:38You guys relax.
00:19:40I am a relaxed guy.
00:19:42You don't have to get so defensive.
00:19:44I was just saying that I wish you'd been a bit more outgoing.
00:19:46I think that if you had, then this wouldn't be as hard for you.
00:19:48I'm just trying to be your brother here.
00:19:50Shut up.
00:19:52Brandon, stop it.
00:19:58Well, it's not my life.
00:20:20That's Dad's last bottle of booze.
00:20:22I don't think he'll mind.
00:20:30Under the circumstances.
00:20:46I'm not much of a drinker.
00:20:49You're not much of an anything.
00:20:55You're always scared to try something new.
00:20:59Say one more word.
00:21:01Say one more word and what?
00:21:03Brandon.
00:21:05Say one more word and what, guy?
00:21:11What are you going to do about it?
00:21:13Just stop it.
00:21:15What are you going to do about it, guy?
00:21:19That's what I thought.
00:21:23You know,
00:21:25if you feel bad about your own truth,
00:21:27it's not my fault.
00:21:29It's got nothing to do with me.
00:21:33I don't feel bad for me.
00:21:35I feel bad for Katie.
00:21:39Bad for Katie?
00:21:41Yeah, I feel bad for Katie.
00:21:43I feel bad that she had to spend so much of her time with an asshole like you.
00:21:45Well, um,
00:21:47if I'm so much of an asshole,
00:21:49then why are you the one who's here alone, guy?
00:21:51You didn't do shit with your life.
00:21:53I mean, you chose not to have any friends.
00:21:55You chose not to have a girlfriend.
00:21:57You chose to be by yourself.
00:21:59And that's fine.
00:22:01But you know what?
00:22:03I didn't.
00:22:05I have all those things, okay?
00:22:07So you can judge me all the fuck you want.
00:22:09Call me an asshole.
00:22:11What the fuck difference does it make now, huh?
00:22:15My life
00:22:17isn't empty.
00:22:19No, your life's empty.
00:22:21You're just too stupid to realize it.
00:22:25Don't look to her.
00:22:27Stand up for yourself
00:22:29once you've fucking cowered in it.
00:22:33What?
00:22:35What, you want to hit me?
00:22:37You want to hit me?
00:22:39Huh?
00:22:41What, you want to tear me apart?
00:22:44Go ahead and fucking hit me.
00:22:46Get the fuck off me. Don't touch me.
00:22:48You want to hit me, guy? You want to tear me apart?
00:22:50Why, huh?
00:22:52What's it going to get you?
00:22:54What's it going to fucking get you?
00:22:56It sure as hell not going to get you out of here.
00:22:58So go ahead.
00:23:00In a little while,
00:23:02I'm not even going to matter.
00:23:05What the fuck are you doing, huh?
00:23:07Get off me.
00:23:09Stop it.
00:23:11Get off of him.
00:23:13You're hurting him.
00:23:15Get off me.
00:23:17Huh?
00:23:19Get off, huh?
00:23:21Get off me.
00:23:23Huh?
00:23:25Get off.
00:23:39Both of you, just shut up.
00:23:43God, you're all brothers.
00:23:45Why don't you act like it?
00:23:51Brandon, look at Josh.
00:23:55God, I said look at your brother.
00:23:59He's scared out of his mind.
00:24:03Well, that's what happens when you're forced to see your mom left behind to die.
00:24:07That's enough from you.
00:24:21Josh.
00:24:29Josh, you're okay.
00:24:31You're okay.
00:24:35She's gone forever.
00:24:39Yeah, she is.
00:24:41Stop.
00:24:45What?
00:24:47Stop what?
00:24:50Use control.
00:24:54Josh?
00:24:58Josh!
00:25:04Lie down.
00:25:06It's okay.
00:25:08Shh.
00:25:20It's okay.
00:25:28If we go through with this,
00:25:30what do we do about Josh?
00:25:34What do you mean, what do we do about Josh?
00:25:36He has the same fate we do.
00:25:38If we give him one of those,
00:25:40you realize that's murder.
00:25:46Murder has no meaning anymore.
00:25:48Just because no one will ever know
00:25:50doesn't mean it didn't happen.
00:25:54I don't want that hanging over my head
00:25:56when I get to wherever I'm going.
00:25:58You?
00:26:00It wouldn't be murder.
00:26:02You'd be setting him free
00:26:04the same way you're setting yourselves free.
00:26:08Maybe we can get him to take it himself.
00:26:10How?
00:26:12Those are the only words or movements
00:26:14he's made in weeks.
00:26:17I won't give it to him.
00:26:19You don't have to, I will.
00:26:21I'm his brother and I'm gonna do what's right for him.
00:26:27What?
00:26:29What, am I wrong?
00:26:31I didn't say anything.
00:26:33You don't have to. I can read you like a goddamn comic strip.
00:26:35What do you suggest? Leaving him here?
00:26:37To starve? To die of dehydration?
00:26:39Or something potentially worse
00:26:41that we haven't even thought of?
00:26:43Of course not.
00:26:47When it's our time, it's his time too.
00:26:51It's the way it has to be.
00:26:57What guys say it?
00:27:07Look, I...
00:27:13I don't know if Josh's fate
00:27:15is up to us to determine.
00:27:17Okay, and it's making me reconsider
00:27:19our decision altogether.
00:27:21We already agreed it's time.
00:27:23I know!
00:27:25Okay, I know.
00:27:27And I know that if we go through with it
00:27:29we have no choice but to take Josh with us.
00:27:33But I've lived an honest life, Brandon.
00:27:35I mean, I've tried to.
00:27:37And the last thing I want to do this close to the end
00:27:39is make a mistake?
00:27:41I mean, I don't want you to make one either.
00:27:45I'm not gonna sit here and rationalize the aftermath.
00:27:49It's no different than asking why we're here to begin with.
00:27:51There are no answers
00:27:53and there are no reasons.
00:27:55You know, maybe some things just happen
00:27:57without a reason.
00:28:03And trust me,
00:28:05when I get to wherever it is I'm going
00:28:07I'm not the one who needs
00:28:09to worry about punishment.
00:28:11What's that supposed to mean?
00:28:14For somebody with something
00:28:16so questionable hanging over him
00:28:18I just think you'd be beyond the point
00:28:20of worrying yourself over salvation.
00:28:22Punishments aren't given for making mistakes, Brandon.
00:28:26Well, I hope not.
00:28:28For your sake.
00:28:32How many times
00:28:34do you want me to apologize, Brandon?
00:28:36Guy, we were there. There was nothing you could have done.
00:28:38Don't conceal him by lying.
00:28:40It's not a lie.
00:28:42Yes, it is. He froze.
00:28:44She could have been here with us right now if you would have moved.
00:28:46Stop it, Brandon. Just shut up.
00:28:48No, she was my mother and she died because of him.
00:28:52I have every right to be upset with him.
00:28:54And I have every right not to love him again.
00:28:56I would have done something.
00:28:58I told you! I'm fucking sorry!
00:29:12You judged me my entire life.
00:29:16I had to live my life in your shadow
00:29:18and then you had to rub my nose in it
00:29:20just for your own satisfaction.
00:29:22And I still looked up to you.
00:29:24I still looked up to you.
00:29:26Every day.
00:29:28Until we got here.
00:29:34I froze.
00:29:38I froze.
00:29:41Maybe she's not here
00:29:43because of me.
00:29:45But don't use it as an excuse
00:29:47to hide your own fucked up truth.
00:29:53You don't know what you're talking about, Guy.
00:29:57You and I both know exactly
00:29:59what I'm talking about.
00:30:05Fine.
00:30:08Fine, go ahead and talk.
00:30:10Go ahead and talk all you want.
00:30:14Because in a little while
00:30:16it's not even going to matter.
00:30:20Yes, it will, Brandon.
00:30:24I don't have to say it.
00:30:26I can just let it hang there over your head.
00:30:30Brandon, this will always matter.
00:30:32Okay, you guys are scaring me.
00:30:34How about it, Brandon? Huh?
00:30:36How about Katie?
00:30:38You think it won't matter to Katie?
00:30:40She is, after all, the last thing
00:30:42in this whole world that means anything to you.
00:30:54You think I don't know what you're doing?
00:30:58I don't know.
00:31:00What are you talking about?
00:31:03What you're doing?
00:31:07You think I don't know?
00:31:11Stop with the mind games.
00:31:13I'm not playing games here, Guy.
00:31:15You can try to fuck me over all you want,
00:31:17but I see right through you.
00:31:21I know exactly what this is all about.
00:31:23Oh, really? And what is that?
00:31:25What?
00:31:27You thought I didn't know?
00:31:29Brandon, I...
00:31:31What?
00:31:33You what?
00:31:35What, did you think I was stupid?
00:31:37That I was blind?
00:31:41You don't know what you're talking about.
00:31:43Really?
00:31:45Really.
00:31:47So you're saying I'm wrong, then?
00:31:49Huh? Are you saying I'm wrong?
00:31:51I told you, I...
00:31:53What? What? You told me what?
00:31:55What did you tell me?
00:31:58Nothing.
00:32:02You're wrong.
00:32:04I don't think I am.
00:32:06In fact, I know I'm right.
00:32:08I've known since well before we got here.
00:32:12Brandon,
00:32:14you're wrong.
00:32:18Why don't we ask Katie what she thinks?
00:32:22What do you think, sweetheart?
00:32:24Are you telling me you haven't noticed it?
00:32:28You have to have noticed it.
00:32:30Brandon, it's enough.
00:32:32It's all pretty obvious, don't you think?
00:32:34Brandon, it's enough!
00:32:38It wasn't his fault, Brandon.
00:32:44What did you say?
00:32:54You son of a bitch.
00:32:56When did it happen?
00:32:58It doesn't matter. It was a long time ago.
00:33:00When?
00:33:02Last summer, okay?
00:33:04You two split up.
00:33:08Answer me! Just once.
00:33:16You can't even leave this shithole!
00:33:18Can I just sit down for a minute?
00:33:20Shut the fuck up.
00:33:23None of you talk to me.
00:33:25None of you say a fucking word!
00:33:37Fine.
00:33:53I'm sorry.
00:34:11Fuck.
00:34:13Fuck!
00:34:15Fuck.
00:34:21Fuck is right.
00:34:37Fuck is the appropriate word
00:34:39for any occasion.
00:34:41Did you ever notice that?
00:34:45When you're really happy about something
00:34:47and you say,
00:34:49Fuck yeah!
00:34:51Like when I found out
00:34:53you were going to be a boy.
00:34:55Or you can use it to express anger.
00:34:57Like when I found out
00:34:59your mother was pregnant
00:35:01for the third time.
00:35:03I'll never forget
00:35:05the day she told me
00:35:07my first thought was,
00:35:09Oh, fuck.
00:35:11It was kind of ironic.
00:35:14It was my fucking her that caused it
00:35:16in the first place.
00:35:20Or
00:35:22it can express conviction.
00:35:26Like when we first started
00:35:28to get inspired
00:35:30to try to survive this mess.
00:35:32You remember that?
00:35:34And we all hugged each other
00:35:36and we said,
00:35:38Fuckin' A!
00:35:40Fuckin' A!
00:35:43It can express disdain.
00:35:45Like with your brother
00:35:47when you used to fight with him.
00:35:49And you'd
00:35:51call him fuckface and pummel him.
00:35:53I recall
00:35:55another time
00:35:57when you used it with your brother
00:35:59in a different regard.
00:36:01He stood up
00:36:03to this kid in the schoolyard
00:36:05and you put your hand on his shoulder
00:36:07and you said,
00:36:09I am so fucking proud of you.
00:36:11It's a really
00:36:13great word.
00:36:17One of the greatest,
00:36:19most practical words
00:36:21in the whole fuckin' language.
00:36:23But for it to be
00:36:25effective you have to maintain
00:36:27its integrity.
00:36:29You shouldn't use it over and over
00:36:31and over again in the mirror
00:36:33on yourself like that.
00:36:35It gets meaningless.
00:36:37Don't you think?
00:36:40Glad to see you're awake
00:36:42again, Dad.
00:36:46Fuck that.
00:36:48Untie me so I can have a drink.
00:36:52I don't think so.
00:36:54You're lucky
00:36:56you didn't bleed to death.
00:36:58Lucky?
00:37:00I wouldn't call that lucky.
00:37:02Unfortunate, maybe.
00:37:04Well, we both agree
00:37:06on one thing.
00:37:10What, Dad?
00:37:12I'm in no mood to argue
00:37:14with you about booze.
00:37:18Hey.
00:37:22I think I heard Joshua before.
00:37:24He snapped out of it.
00:37:30Yeah.
00:37:32Only for a minute.
00:37:40Hey.
00:37:42Seriously, Brown.
00:37:44Come on.
00:37:46You gonna cut me loose or not?
00:37:48No, I can't.
00:37:50Why not?
00:37:52Because you're unhinged.
00:37:54Unhinged?
00:37:56Yeah, you're unhinged.
00:37:58You're unbalanced.
00:38:00You're off your fuckin' tits.
00:38:02A man has a right
00:38:04to end his own life
00:38:06under these circumstances.
00:38:08I got concerned about guys' well-being
00:38:10a minute ago.
00:38:12You almost killed me.
00:38:18Look.
00:38:20I think you should know
00:38:22that a decision's been made.
00:38:26Yeah?
00:38:28About what?
00:38:30About us.
00:38:32What kind of decision?
00:38:35You've decided to end it.
00:38:39I already made that decision.
00:38:41Selfishly.
00:38:43You made that decision.
00:38:45We decided as a group.
00:38:47I don't see that it makes
00:38:49that big a difference.
00:38:59Say something, Guy.
00:39:01What do you want me to say?
00:39:05Anything.
00:39:13Kitty.
00:39:15You know I wouldn't do a sin
00:39:17even to hurt you.
00:39:25It might be too late for that.
00:39:28It's okay.
00:39:30It's okay.
00:39:32It's better that it's out.
00:39:38You really think so?
00:39:44I don't know.
00:39:48Part of me wanted it off my chest.
00:39:50Part of me wanted to take it to the grave.
00:39:53I've struggled with the same thing.
00:40:05What did I do, Guy?
00:40:11Kitty, I don't care if it's wrong or right.
00:40:13I don't regret it.
00:40:15Kitty, I don't care if it's wrong or right.
00:40:17I don't regret it.
00:40:27I'm sorry. Things are going to get really bad.
00:40:37So what are we all waiting for now?
00:40:39Guy and Kitty want to get their feelings
00:40:41out into the open first.
00:40:44Get everything off their minds or some shit.
00:40:46So far, they're doing a hell of a job.
00:40:50Bad idea.
00:40:52Yeah, no shit. I think that's pretty obvious now.
00:40:56You're nervous.
00:41:00You're nervous about being this close to the end?
00:41:04Is that why all the fuck, fuck, fuck in the mirror?
00:41:08No.
00:41:10No, I'm not nervous.
00:41:12I'm just anxious.
00:41:14Especially now that the decision's finally been made.
00:41:18Well, you should be relieved.
00:41:22No.
00:41:24I know this goddamn reflecting things are just getting worse.
00:41:28Worse?
00:41:30It's hard to imagine that
00:41:32this could get a lot worse.
00:41:35Do you think it's going to hurt?
00:41:45No, it already does.
00:41:53Kitty.
00:41:55Don't go.
00:42:01Don't go.
00:42:03Talking is what keeps
00:42:05making things more difficult.
00:42:15I have to, okay?
00:42:17I don't think I'm
00:42:19going to get another chance.
00:42:25I know.
00:42:29You're right.
00:42:33But I can't right now.
00:42:43Ryan, come on.
00:42:45I'm serious. Cut me loose.
00:42:47My back is killing me here.
00:42:49When it's our time, it'll be your time too.
00:42:53What sort of mumbo jumbo
00:42:55holy roller bullshit is that?
00:42:57That's the way it's going to be,
00:42:59so deal with it.
00:43:02Ryan, you don't talk to me like that.
00:43:04And you don't tell me what to do.
00:43:06Why not, huh?
00:43:08Why not?
00:43:10If it wasn't for me telling you what to do, you would have been gone a long time ago.
00:43:12Who always cut you off
00:43:14when you had too much to drink, huh?
00:43:16Who convinced you
00:43:18that your life was worth living more times
00:43:20than I can even count, huh?
00:43:22Tell me!
00:43:24Not to mention,
00:43:26who just stopped you from killing yourself
00:43:28all of about an hour ago?
00:43:32Do you think
00:43:34one of us should go check on him?
00:43:40He's fine.
00:43:44Just let him blow off some steam.
00:43:48Yeah, well, smartass,
00:43:50who asked you to interfere in my business?
00:43:52Fuck you.
00:43:54We're your family.
00:43:56It is our business.
00:43:58It's a little late to be talking like that, ain't it?
00:44:00You're so pathetic.
00:44:04Yeah, well, at least I realized it
00:44:06and had the nerve to try to do something about it.
00:44:08The nerve?
00:44:10Yeah, the nerve.
00:44:12I had the nerve.
00:44:14Not like you kids
00:44:16sitting out there fucking around
00:44:18wondering about the meaning of life.
00:44:20Guess what?
00:44:22There is no meaning.
00:44:24And you know what else?
00:44:26Deep down inside, we all know it.
00:44:29Only I had the nerve to do something about it.
00:44:33You don't even care about saying goodbye, do you?
00:44:37I said goodbye
00:44:39the minute I stepped into this mess.
00:44:59I said goodbye
00:45:01the minute I stepped into this mess.
00:45:29I would have given you one of the pills.
00:45:39Oh.
00:45:41Oh.
00:45:43Oh.
00:46:14Oh.
00:46:20Oh.
00:46:24Oh.
00:46:26Oh.
00:46:40Oh.
00:46:42How is he?
00:46:44Sit down.
00:46:46I said no!
00:46:48Move!
00:46:56What the fuck?
00:47:04It's his fate like it's our fate.
00:47:08What are you saying?
00:47:11You know exactly what I'm talking about.
00:47:21Don't you fucking cry for him.
00:47:25You killed him.
00:47:29Maybe.
00:47:31But you're the last person
00:47:33to lecture me about moral decisions, guy.
00:47:37He's my father, too.
00:47:39You say it like he's not, but you know as well as I do
00:47:41that he hasn't been right since we got here.
00:47:45That's the third time he's tried and he almost took us with him.
00:47:47What else do you want me to do, huh?
00:47:49If you would have done it that time,
00:47:51there would have been another and another.
00:47:57You didn't have to help him.
00:48:05What does it matter?
00:48:08It's going to be the end for us all soon anyways
00:48:10and he would have been included in that,
00:48:12so what does it matter, huh?
00:48:24You stay the hell away from me.
00:48:28Both of you.
00:48:30Both of you disgust me.
00:48:32You...
00:48:34Pretending to hold my hand
00:48:36and embracing me and loving me?
00:48:38All along it could have been meant for him.
00:48:42You're wrong, Brandon.
00:48:44Shut up.
00:48:46It's a tad late for that now, don't you think?
00:48:50And as for you...
00:48:54Well, as far as I'm concerned,
00:48:56I'll leave this place with only one brother.
00:49:02And don't you ever dare accuse me
00:49:04of being responsible for him.
00:49:06He decided it was his time
00:49:08the moment you let his wife die.
00:49:10So if anybody's
00:49:12responsible for his death, it might as well be you.
00:49:32Come on, Josh.
00:49:34Here we go.
00:49:36All right.
00:49:38Brandon, stop.
00:49:40It's not your call anymore, guy.
00:49:42No less than it is yours.
00:49:44We've already been through this.
00:49:46No more bullshit now.
00:49:48You might not have the nerve to do this,
00:49:50but that doesn't mean that I don't.
00:49:52No, this doesn't have to do with nerve.
00:49:54It does now.
00:49:56Dad had the nerve and so do I.
00:49:58Josh probably would too, but I don't think you do.
00:50:01And I'm not gonna do it myself knowing that I can't trust you
00:50:03to take care of Josh.
00:50:05He's my little brother and I'm gonna do what's right for him.
00:50:07It's not the right thing for him, it's the right thing for you!
00:50:09It's the right thing for all of us!
00:50:11Either all of us stay here and endure this hell
00:50:13or no one does.
00:50:15We decided to end it and that means all of us.
00:50:17It's not his time until it's our time!
00:50:19It is our time!
00:50:21B...
00:50:23T...
00:50:25B...
00:50:27T...
00:50:29B...
00:50:31T...
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00:51:16S...
00:51:18It's me. It's me. It's me.
00:51:20Sky, stop. Stop. Stop.
00:51:22Stop. Shh. Shh.
00:51:25Are you okay?
00:51:27It's okay, Sky.
00:51:29It's okay.
00:51:31It's okay.
00:51:33Shhh. Shh. Shh.
00:51:35Shhh. Shh. Shh.
00:51:37Shh. Shh. Shh.
00:51:39Shh. Shh. Shh.
00:51:41I'll give it to him.
00:51:49Josh.
00:51:52Joshua?
00:51:54She's never coming back, is she?
00:51:59No, Josh. She's not.
00:52:02When are we going home?
00:52:05Today.
00:52:07We're gonna go home today.
00:52:09I promise.
00:52:13Everything's over?
00:52:16Almost.
00:52:18We just got one thing to do first.
00:52:20Here.
00:52:22Can you go get me some water?
00:52:24Here. I want you to lie down.
00:52:28Lie down on my lap.
00:52:30It's okay.
00:52:42I'm gonna give you a pill to take.
00:52:45And then I want you to go to sleep.
00:52:47Okay.
00:52:49And when you wake up, I promise you,
00:52:51we're all gonna go home.
00:52:54I want you to swallow this whole thing.
00:52:57Open your mouth.
00:52:59There you go.
00:53:12Give me a hug.
00:53:15Give me a hug.
00:53:23I love you so much.
00:53:28Lie down.
00:53:30Lie down on me.
00:53:33Close your eyes.
00:53:36No.
00:53:46I lay me down to sleep.
00:53:54Pray the Lord
00:53:56my soul to keep.
00:54:06When you wake
00:54:09tomorrow morning
00:54:17pray the Lord
00:54:20your soul be born.
00:54:36Yeah.
00:54:41Yeah.
00:54:57Oh, my God.
00:54:59We actually did it.
00:55:05No, we didn't.
00:55:08We didn't do it.
00:55:11I did it.
00:55:16I did it.
00:55:19Oh, God.
00:55:25We did it.
00:55:29We can put him with your father.
00:55:32No.
00:55:35He deserves better than that.
00:55:39Then what?
00:55:43He'll stay here with us
00:55:46until it's our time.
00:55:59I love you.
00:56:01I love you.
00:56:03I love you.
00:56:05I love you.
00:56:07I love you.
00:56:09I love you.
00:56:11I love you.
00:56:13I love you.
00:56:15I love you.
00:56:17I love you.
00:56:19I love you.
00:56:21I love you.
00:56:23I love you.
00:56:25I love you.
00:56:28I love you.
00:56:30I love you.
00:56:32I love you.
00:56:34I love you.
00:56:36I love you.
00:56:38I love you.
00:56:40I love you.
00:56:42I love you.
00:56:44I love you.
00:56:46I love you.
00:56:48I love you.
00:56:50I love you.
00:56:52I love you.
00:56:54I love you.
00:56:57I love you.
00:56:59I love you.
00:57:01I love you.
00:57:03I love you.
00:57:05I love you.
00:57:07I love you.
00:57:09I love you.
00:57:11I love you.
00:57:13I love you.
00:57:15I love you.
00:57:17I love you.
00:57:19I love you.
00:57:21I love you.
00:57:23I love you.
00:57:25with them so what else are you waiting for now that's ended already in this
00:57:35ridiculous pact and the frustration and the pain already I agree not like this
00:57:44not the way things are between all of us you wanted to let everything out first
00:57:49well congratulations everything's out and look where it's gotten us I told you
00:57:58I told you this could be as simple as difficult you chose to make it
00:58:02difficult so don't cry about it now you're right we made things more
00:58:09difficult but things needed to be said and some things still need to be said
00:58:16nothing else needs to be said it's enough to make me not want to stay
00:58:22another minute here then just do it already okay just do it so we could
00:58:26spend our final time in peace peace is this what you call peace no this isn't
00:58:33what I call peace I call this justification I call this the truth okay
00:58:40all this reflecting made things worse you're right but if that's closure call
00:58:46it whatever you want guy but I'm telling you there are no answers and there are
00:58:50no reasons the hard part isn't experiencing it or even not talking about
00:58:55it because we made some stupid fucking pact the hard part is convincing
00:59:02yourself that there is a reason yeah well maybe you're right about that too
00:59:13maybe there are no reasons except for the ones that we give ourselves in order
00:59:18to feel better about our lives but it's too late Brandon we crossed that line
00:59:24all of us except for you we're gonna leave this place free of all of our
00:59:31burdens and that's reason enough for me how about you Brandon you willing to
00:59:39leave here without freeing yourself of yours you know I won't do anything but
00:59:44make things worse you said it yourself a hundred times what difference is it
00:59:48gonna make now we'll all go wherever we're going to not having held anything
00:59:56back hey that's the first thing that's made sense to me all day
01:00:11you can't do it Brandon just do it it's not your decision
01:00:18Brandon just do this you're a fucking coward just do it it's not your decision
01:00:24fine then I'll do it for you no not anymore it's not you're not doing this
01:00:30for me you're doing this for yourself guy that's not true she needs to know
01:00:35know what he did he needs to say what he did fine fine I'll fucking say it
01:00:42fucking see you want me to tell her huh you want you want me to fuck things up
01:00:48even more fine I'll do it I'll do it because you're right in a little while
01:00:53it's not even gonna fucking matter I don't want to hear your faults they
01:00:56don't matter to me he wants you to hear and not because he wants me to feel
01:01:01better but because he wants you to hear why he's won his own brother to go
01:01:05through that is he's beyond me but he does and I will just so I can hopefully
01:01:13make him feel a similar pain that I'm about to go through your brother your
01:01:23brother's line over there remember those were your words
01:01:41you sit down
01:01:53there's a reason why your parents never made it here there's a reason why they
01:02:15never showed up and there's a reason why they probably never made it to safety
01:02:24I never told them where we were I was on the phone with your dad as they were
01:02:34escaping and he sounded frantic and he sounded scared more scared than he may
01:02:43never see you again then what was happening to them I had plenty of time
01:02:52to tell him before the lines went dead but I hesitated
01:03:04he kept screaming he kept saying where are you guys and I couldn't make myself
01:03:09say it at the time I didn't know why
01:03:23because I was afraid I was afraid that he was gonna come and and take you away
01:03:32and try to escape somewhere else and I never get to see you again and the only
01:03:42person I ever told was guy we need a pact not to talk about anything outside
01:03:53of this and I thought that maybe that was a sign here that was your
01:03:57subconscious way of telling me that you didn't want to know I wish we could have
01:04:07stayed true to it I wish we could have stayed true to it so I wouldn't have had
01:04:14to tell you and none of this would have had to come out but the bottom line is I
01:04:26did because I love you I love you and if this is really it if this is really it
01:04:34then there's no one else I'd rather be here with than you I know that's why I
01:04:40hesitated I know that now
01:04:44at least you had that decision to make we all have decisions to make sometimes
01:04:54we make the wrong ones my decision was wrong I know that now
01:05:04happy now
01:05:34I never meant to hurt you
01:06:04and I'm sorry to you too guy even though I have every right to be upset with you
01:06:27you were right I don't want to leave this place with anything hanging over me
01:06:34realize that now whatever it's worth
01:06:44I think it's now or never if we're really gonna do this what's wrong guy I
01:07:04can't do it it's not gonna hurt guy that's not what worries me then what
01:07:15it wasn't supposed to be like this of course it wasn't supposed to happen like
01:07:20this but we made a decision that's not what I mean guy I don't get it think
01:07:26about all the people that didn't have the same option we do yeah this is this
01:07:32is what we talked about this is what we decided as a group
01:07:45look at me stay away from me
01:07:50calm down everything's gonna be okay it's all right
01:08:02okay okay okay guy what are you doing Katie I can't end it like this I can't
01:08:25end it without you with me I'm with you guy I'm right here
01:08:30god damn it I don't understand I don't get it my whole life my whole life I
01:08:36never said anything I think I like you better that way shut up don't say a word
01:08:43don't say a goddamn word don't do it guy please just I'm here we're all here
01:08:48together okay relax he's up he's up guy he weren't supposed to go to him Katie
01:08:56he's my boyfriend guy okay he's been my boyfriend for four years why why was he
01:09:02your boyfriend for four years why'd you put up with him for so long when I was
01:09:05right here there were bad times guy there are in every relationship but
01:09:09there were amazing times too that you just didn't see amazing I used to think
01:09:14he was amazing I used to think I wanted to be him until I saw him with you he
01:09:18treats you like shit you're wrong okay you're wrong I don't regret being with
01:09:22him Katie I gotta ask you a question I gotta ask you a question that's been on
01:09:28my head in my head since last summer okay that question's not important
01:09:34anymore it's important to me what about you and me okay right now it's just the
01:09:47three of us please please put it down put it down put it down I'll fucking
01:09:52kill you okay okay let it go guy okay let it go okay please let's just do this
01:09:57together like we talked about okay guy I love you I love both of you and making
01:10:06this mistake is the only thing that's gonna change that
01:10:10him or me who do you want to end it with
01:10:20please don't do it not now not to your brother I love you answer me
01:10:40Oh
01:11:04no no
01:11:10Oh
01:11:40I want to go home brand I just want to go home
01:12:11and put all this behind us
01:12:25it's funny you know I always told us never to take drugs we did something
01:12:35we did something awful would happen but now in our final moments it's our only
01:12:44saving grace some things for it to be said but they need to be said
01:13:04other things are just simply better left unsaid you know the reasons not
01:13:22important it's the message
01:13:33I love you guys I love you too
01:13:52what
01:13:55parties with friends
01:14:13the beach at sunset
01:14:21I'm gonna miss you guys
01:14:25I love you
01:14:55I love you
01:15:25I love you
01:15:42Brandon
01:15:56I
01:16:04lose control
01:16:25Oh
01:16:55Oh
01:17:26you
01:17:33by the time we stop and look around to see what we've done the damage is
01:17:38already staring us in the face people weep and pray and ask why sadly knowing
01:17:43that answers will never be given maybe that's why we convince ourselves that
01:17:48everything happens for a reason even if in unspoken reality they really don't
01:17:55at all stop lose control
01:18:18you
01:18:48you
01:19:18you
01:19:48you
01:20:18you
01:20:48you
01:21:18you