The Handmaid's Tale - Season 6 Episode 4 -
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00:01Previously on The Handmaid's Tale.
00:03I got you out of jail. I'm still working on expediting your hearing.
00:06How long's that gonna take?
00:07Three, maybe four months.
00:08I'm not just gonna sit here and wait, alright? I gotta do something.
00:11I might visit New Bethlehem.
00:13Rita, no. They never lead on my sister.
00:15Luke and Moira, they had gotten stuck behind Gilead patrols in No Man's Land.
00:20You got all the names, alright? Stop obsessing.
00:23I just can't wait for our guys to blow their fucking heads off.
00:26Any guardians? Let me handle it.
00:29In New Bethlehem, our women are getting pregnant, and our children are thriving.
00:34And that is not something that any of you can say on behalf of your countries.
00:38I would love to bend your ear a little more about New Bethlehem's blessed potential.
00:42I will certainly enjoy letting you try.
00:44I will get you out of this terrible place. I was told you'd be rewarded for your service.
00:49They lied to you. We gave her a chance, and we're done with her.
00:53You heard Mrs. Lawrence. It's not happening.
00:55She's not happening. She's an old-school Gilead wife. She's not Serena Waterford.
00:59Mrs. Waterford?
01:00Jill.
01:01Oh, my God. You're okay. You're okay.
01:05We should get out of here.
01:06Do you realize that we always do this?
01:08Do what?
01:09The whole goodbye thing.
01:10What should we say instead?
01:11How about see you later?
01:12Okay. See you later.
01:14See you later.
01:36There's one desk.
01:39Okay, it's coming in at about six kilos.
01:41Do you have a signal there?
01:43Ah, I'm just going to tell you.
01:44It's very weak.
01:54These foundations are basically qualified, say.
01:57Hey, what is that?
01:59What do you mean is that these buildings are unstable?
02:01Hey, Mark's on his way up.
02:03Can we... I just need two...
02:04Oh, yeah. Sorry.
02:05Just in the middle of things.
02:06Yeah.
02:07Thanks.
02:08All right, so look, anywhere between here and here, that is going to be the blast radius.
02:11That's going to give us maximum impact.
02:13Awesome, man. Thank you.
02:14All right.
02:16It's just about where you're placing those bombs?
02:18Yeah.
02:19We're going to blow some shit up.
02:21What are your targets?
02:22Comms Tower, ammunition warehouse, and then we're going to hit the federal building.
02:28How are you going to get the bombs in?
02:30There's this new trade route that goes from New Bethlehem right into Gilead.
02:34And it is a lot less secure.
02:36And there's a lot more traffic going in and out.
02:38So, you know, we just use that to get the munitions in, then we just roll in.
02:45All right. I hope it... I hope it all works out.
02:47Hey, June? Luke?
02:49Hey, good morning.
02:51Morning. Hey.
02:53I've got good news.
02:55Your case was dismissed.
02:57Oh, my God.
03:00Yeah.
03:02We traded the intel you got with the Canadians.
03:05They're very grateful.
03:06They want those commanders gone, too, unofficially.
03:09So that plus your self-defense case.
03:11They dropped the charges.
03:12Yeah.
03:13Congratulations.
03:14You're officially being deported.
03:16Ready to go.
03:18It's amazing.
03:20It's good.
03:21I'll, uh, work on a flight for you to Alaska.
03:28I'll get you all out of here as soon as possible.
03:30Thank you, Mark.
03:31Yeah, of course.
03:32Really.
03:33All he's gotten so big.
03:44She's gonna be so excited to see you.
03:49Luke?
03:50Can we steal you for a second?
03:51What's up?
03:52We just got the grid plan for the south end.
03:54Can you take a look?
03:55Really?
03:56All right, great.
03:57Just, uh, let's get with it.
03:58Yeah.
03:59Oh.
04:13Hello.
04:17You got something for me?
04:21Is it sticky?
04:30Impressive.
04:32I can see you've been influenced by Helen Frankenthaler.
04:38My wife would be very impressed.
04:41Angela!
04:42My real wife.
04:44Out!
04:46Out!
04:48He has a very big day ahead of him.
04:50Come along.
04:51This is a long time coming.
04:53The wives are getting together early because they're very excited to show off their new jewelry from Paris.
04:59Thanks to you.
05:00I live to serve.
05:05Don't you look nice?
05:08Oh, you know, what they say about men in uniform.
05:12What?
05:14What do they say about men in uniform?
05:19Um, I...
05:20They're gonna expect things from you now, you know.
05:29I can handle whatever the brain trust throws at me.
05:31Well, it's not just golf and cocktail parties anymore.
05:35The High Commanders share a very specific set of priorities.
05:39I know their priorities.
05:40I know their priorities.
05:48They, uh...
05:50derive their sense of power from their virility.
05:53Power will come from reform.
05:58They know I'm their man.
05:59Whatever you say.
06:03Whatever you say.
06:12We're ruining.
06:13Hey.
06:17Can you know where Moira is?
06:18She has to get ready.
06:19Uh...
06:20Yeah, she's around.
06:21Look, I, um...
06:22I should...
06:23I was thinking I should have told you where I was.
06:25What I was doing.
06:26That I was here working with Mayday.
06:28Oh, it's okay.
06:29Yeah.
06:30Really.
06:31I'm just happy you both are okay.
06:33Yeah, but what I'm saying is that I'm sorry because I didn't want you to worry.
06:36Right.
06:37Well, that backfired.
06:38That was not my fault, alright?
06:39Those, those patrols were not supposed to be there.
06:42We would have made our way out of there, no problem.
06:44I know, but that is the problem.
06:47There's always something you can't predict.
06:50Can, can, can you, can you just...
06:51Sorry, for a second.
06:52I'm trying to tell you something, alright?
06:55I'm supposed to drive in and deliver the bombs.
06:58I'm gonna stay, and I'm gonna do that.
07:03You don't think I wanna see those commanders dead?
07:08You don't think I wanna hurt Gilead?
07:09Yeah, you have.
07:10Many times.
07:11This is my turn.
07:14These people are not professionals.
07:16They don't know what they're doing.
07:17And they're gonna go up against Gilead.
07:21Gilead, soldiers, guardians, and, and, and eyes.
07:24It's just, it's too...
07:27It's too dangerous.
07:29Okay?
07:31Trust me.
07:33Holly needs us.
07:36And my mom needs us.
07:37And we, we, we, we, we, we have to go back and we have to build a life together.
07:42Okay?
07:46Please.
07:47They decrypted the intel that we brought back, so I'm gonna go check on that.
07:56Okay.
07:57All right.
07:59Yeah.
08:00I love you.
08:01Yeah, I love you.
08:02I love you.
08:03I can't believe it.
08:33I can't believe it.
08:46Rita, it's so good to see you.
08:49Thank you again for today.
08:50Of course. It's the least I could do.
08:54How was the bus ride?
08:57It was fine. Thank you.
09:03She will be here.
09:06She'll be here.
09:10She probably got held up.
09:12It's a lot of red tape.
09:14These reunions have become very popular.
09:16I had to pull a lot of strings to make it happen.
09:19And Nick did too.
09:21I know Nick really wants to see you also.
09:23Have you given any more thought to resettling here?
09:29No.
09:31Gina.
09:33Gina!
09:35Gina!
09:35Gina!
09:40Oh, my God!
09:43I'm fine.
09:45I'm sorry.
09:47Honey, I'm so sorry.
09:48No, no, I'm sorry.
09:50I heard they made you a mark.
09:52They did.
09:53Yeah, yeah, yeah.
09:54It's okay, it's okay.
09:54I got out.
09:56And I tried to find you.
09:57I swear to God, I tried to find you so hard.
09:59I tried to find you so hard.
10:00I'm just happy you're alive.
10:01Oh, my God.
10:03No.
10:05I'm here.
10:07Oh, my God.
10:08Oh, my God.
10:09Oh, my God.
10:10Oh, my God.
10:11Oh, my God.
10:12Oh, my God.
10:13Oh, my God.
10:14Oh, my God.
10:15Hey, everybody, can I get you ears?
10:20So, the moment we've all been waiting for.
10:23Thanks to our special guests, June Osborne, Luke and Moira, at home safe.
10:28Luke and Moira, everybody.
10:29Rock stars.
10:33Thanks to them, we've confirmed the names of the commanders who shot down our planes and where they'll be most vulnerable.
10:39And those fucking war hawks will not see us coming.
10:42As to where to target the bastards, for those of you who chose the country club, you picked a loser.
10:53If you said Commander HQ or the golf course, you also did not win.
10:59But, if you said Jezebel's, you're ten bucks richer, friend.
11:06Don't spend it all in one place.
11:08Why do they don't need Jezebel's?
11:10We're killing commanders.
11:12They'll be distracted.
11:13They'll be boozing it up in the penthouse.
11:15So, that's where we'll send our sharpshooters when they arrive next week.
11:18First, we kill the commanders at Jezebel's.
11:21Then our bombs go off.
11:24And the military rolls in.
11:28You're not going to make it past the first step.
11:34Sorry, but that's your whole plan.
11:36You're not going to get past the first step.
11:38What are you going to do?
11:39Roll in?
11:40Guns blazing?
11:41What, would you suggest?
11:47Bayonets?
11:48Have you considered poison?
11:49Yeah, that's worked in the past.
11:51I know, I was there.
11:53But everything at Jezebel's is taste tested now.
11:55Really?
11:59What about the women?
12:00I mean, if you don't tell them that you're coming, they're just going to be trapped there, in the crossfire.
12:05Ellen, we don't even know what this penthouse looks like.
12:07Yeah, we need all the ins and outs, the flow of the night, the guardian shift schedule.
12:12I mean, we can't just go in blinds.
12:13Nope, men, we won't be.
12:15We're going to do a dry run first.
12:17Thanks to Luke and Moira, we know exactly when the penthouse will be empty.
12:20We will get someone on the inside.
12:22They will scope it out.
12:23And they will talk to the women working there and tell them what's up.
12:26And make a plan for getting them out, right?
12:30They're not collateral damage.
12:31They're people.
12:33Yeah, in an ideal world.
12:35Which, unfortunately, is not the world we live in.
12:42I'll go.
12:45What, we need eyes on the penthouse?
12:47We need to warn the women?
12:47I-I got it.
12:49Moira, you just got back.
12:51Are you sure?
12:52Yeah.
12:53I'm the only Jezebel here.
12:55And unfortunately, I know that place like the back of my hand, so...
12:59I'm the one that's got to go.
13:01Wait on the Lord and keep his way, and he shall exalt thee to inherit the land.
13:12Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial.
13:27For when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life.
13:31Behold, how good and pleasant it is when brothers live together in unity, being of the same mind, being in full accord.
13:50Praise be, High Commander Barnes.
13:58Praise be.
14:00Praise be.
14:01I am blessed, gentlemen, truly, and honored by your presence.
14:09Blessed day.
14:10Blessed day.
14:11Blessed day, Commander.
14:13Blessed day.
14:14Thank you for giving me the honors.
14:17I learned it.
14:19Now, how close are Mexico and the UK to normalizing relations?
14:24New Bethlehem gives their leaders cover to get rid of their refugees, and their barren wives want to come to breathe the fresh sea air.
14:33So we're making progress.
14:34Gentlemen, don't forget to grab a gold watch on your way out.
14:38Cars are waiting to take you to the celebration.
14:40Celebration?
14:41You deserve to enjoy the fruits of your labors.
14:46But fruits are those.
14:48Only the ripest that Gilead has to offer.
14:53Riper than what you've got in D.C., right?
14:55I wouldn't know.
14:58My father says you never join him there, either.
15:01Your father is a revered leader and devoted to Gilead.
15:05His service far exceeds his vices.
15:08Hmm.
15:08Blaine, what about you?
15:13Want to loosen up?
15:14Have a drink or two?
15:16You should come, Nick.
15:20Rose is expecting us home for dinner.
15:24That's right.
15:30Well, let's get this party started.
15:31Mrs. Waterford.
15:51Uh, Rose told me she's been craving sweets.
15:56That's very kind.
15:57She's resting, I'm afraid.
15:59Oh, what a shame.
16:00The pie is still warm.
16:02Well, I wouldn't turn down a slice.
16:10Never gotten used to being waited on by Martha's.
16:13I was always the cook in my house.
16:19I taught Rose.
16:21Oh.
16:23Well, I'm jealous.
16:25I am a terrible cook.
16:26I burn spaghetti just by looking at it.
16:30And how should I prepare for this?
16:31Oh, no, this I bought at a bakery.
16:37Oh, and how is Rose feeling?
16:39You must be thrilled.
16:40Oh, yes, thank you.
16:42This pregnancy is God's reward.
16:45I do worry, though, to put such a strain on her.
16:48Oh, well, Gilead has the best prenatal care in the world.
16:51Well, I've always been too protective.
16:53She was just so young when her mother died.
16:55Every woman deserves a loving father like you.
16:58I know I was very lucky also.
17:02I'm sure he'd be very proud of you.
17:08I've always wanted a big family.
17:11Beth and I had talked about five before she got ill.
17:15And, of course, there were challenges we all were confronted with at that time.
17:21Yes, fertility crisis, climate change, ecological collapse.
17:26Yes, even when Rose was born, there weren't enough resources to fight for every life.
17:31I put everything I had into helping her, but every child deserves a chance.
17:38Not just the children of privilege.
17:40You were certainly part of creating a nation that turned that into a reality.
17:47No.
17:49We both were.
17:54As we expand New Bethlehem, we will set Gilead back on God's path of light.
18:00No family should endure what we had to.
18:08Yes.
18:08I must admit, I've had my doubts.
18:14But your faith in these reforms is a real credit to the place.
18:19And Lawrence is very lucky to have you out there selling it.
18:23I appreciate the platform.
18:26In having a voice.
18:29I know that wasn't always the case.
18:35If I may.
18:36A better man would have encouraged your influence.
18:55Hey, um, you're not gonna go, okay?
18:58What?
18:58Yeah, you gotta send somebody else to do the dry run, all right?
19:02You're not going back there.
19:03Well, I don't think you realize how psycho you sound right now, so I'm just gonna give you a beat.
19:07Think if that's how you want to talk to a grown woman.
19:09You almost died in no man's land, remember?
19:11Well, what we got there is getting us one step closer to killing these motherfuckers.
19:15You know how dangerous it is for you at Jezebel's.
19:18I have a very clear picture of how dangerous Jezebel's is, thank you.
19:23Yeah, what are you gonna do if they recognize you?
19:25The Martha's there with masks now.
19:26And they get rotated out every week, so nobody's gonna recognize me.
19:31I just got you back.
19:33And look, June, I appreciate you saving me.
19:35I do.
19:36But now somebody's gotta save these women.
19:37Then let someone else do it.
19:39Please.
19:39Please, just come to Alaska with us.
19:43We can all have a life together.
19:45We can be...
19:45No.
19:49Sorry, I want that for you guys.
19:50I do.
19:51I really...
19:52I just can't do that anymore.
19:55Do what anymore?
19:56I cannot live your life anymore.
20:05Oh, shit.
20:07What?
20:15Oh, no, no, no.
20:19Fuck.
20:20Lauren said she was at the Red Center.
20:24No, she isn't anymore.
20:26Here, kitty, kitty, kitty.
20:39Come on.
20:41Come on.
20:42Come on.
20:42Come on.
20:46The next time I whistle for you,
20:53you're gonna crawl across the floor on all fours.
20:57Now what does the kitty say?
21:00Hi.
21:04Hi.
21:06Are you fucking stupid?
21:11Meow.
21:12Meow.
21:12That's right.
21:24That's right.
21:26She was yours once, wasn't she?
21:30Briefly.
21:32Yeah, but not long enough to really get to know her, though, right?
21:35No, I'll tell you what.
21:44It's your special day.
21:45I'll let you have her this time.
21:48Well, it's very generous, Dr. Lawrence.
21:50Maybe she's too much to handle.
21:57Sure.
21:58Tell me you miss me.
22:07I'll miss you.
22:08Yeah, good.
22:10Now go with God.
22:12Do your duty.
22:13Good luck, Amanda.
22:16Have fun.
22:17Look at Lawrence go.
22:19Attaboy, Lawrence.
22:20Attaboy.
22:21Attaboy.
22:21Attaboy.
22:21Attaboy.
22:28We're not going to do anything.
22:43You can speak if you want.
22:47I don't want to speak to you.
22:49I get that a lot.
22:52Well, you're scary.
22:54I was in your house and now I'm here, remember?
22:58I do.
22:59I'm sorry.
23:02You rubbed the missus the wrong way.
23:06Yeah, well, you married a real cunt.
23:09Sorry.
23:11No, not at all.
23:13Don't be.
23:16What did you think was going to happen to me?
23:20With your history, either a slow death in the colonies or a quick one on the wall.
23:24I knew you had something to live for, so I did what I could to give you a shot.
23:31Angela.
23:56You're the one.
23:57You're the one.
23:57You're the one.
23:58Angela's doing great.
24:02She drew this.
24:09That's real talent right there.
24:12She's a genius.
24:21What's going to happen to her?
24:24Well, hopefully she's going to learn how to pronounce apples.
24:28She has a good life.
24:36For now?
24:38And later?
24:42Bad things happen to Commander's daughters, too.
24:48Are you going to help her?
24:50I'll do everything I can to keep her safe.
24:56Okay.
24:58Can I go now?
25:05Wait a few minutes.
25:06I'm not a kid anymore.
25:08I'll get suspicious.
25:09Look at you.
25:23Look at you.
25:40Look at me what?
25:43No, you were just a kid when I met you, and now you're here.
25:46Well, safest place to be.
25:50And you're this.
25:53Safest thing to be.
25:59Well, I'm glad you're safe.
26:00Is it true, everything they're saying, is it really better here?
26:09Yeah, I think so.
26:11And it'll stay that way?
26:13Well, it's my job to make sure it does.
26:15Well, then I will stay.
26:22But only until you can get my family out.
26:24All of us.
26:26And you're a commander, so you can do that, right?
26:32Eventually, it could take a while, like a year or two.
26:34Can you wait that long?
26:37For my family?
26:40Yes, anything.
26:40What do you do with me?
26:51Good work.
26:56Hey.
26:57This is all Luke's planning.
26:59You know?
27:01He's become an effective leader here.
27:02We're going to miss him.
27:04You should make the compartment bigger.
27:06It's a long ride.
27:06I need you to send me into Jezebel's.
27:14I'll do it.
27:15I'll do the dry run.
27:16I'll scope out the penthouse.
27:18I'll connect with the women.
27:20Whatever you need.
27:25Moira is going to do...
27:26I'm going instead of Moira.
27:28I know the place very well.
27:30I've been there many times.
27:31June, Moira has already volunteered.
27:33She hasn't been in Gilead in many, many years.
27:35She has no idea what it's going to be like when she goes back there, especially into Jezebel's
27:39where she was...
27:41No.
27:42She could...
27:42She could panic.
27:43She could freak out.
27:45One slip...
27:47She's dead.
27:50What makes you so sure you won't panic?
27:52I can handle myself.
27:53I have to go, okay?
28:00My friend is there, and she's...
28:04She's like a little sister to me, so...
28:09Jen, I'm sorry about your...
28:11Look, if you send Moira in, and she gets into trouble, she's on her own.
28:16If you send me, you know that I have a commander on the inside.
28:21You know he'll help me.
28:28So what do I tell Moira?
28:30And Luke?
28:32Leave it with me.
28:33Yeah, I'm listening.
28:47I said the sewer line is getting parts directed to the comms now.
28:49Are you sure?
28:50Yeah.
28:50Hey.
28:51I'm doing myself.
28:52Hey, sorry to interrupt.
28:53Um, can I talk to you for a second?
28:55Yeah, sure.
28:55I'll, look, catch up on this later.
28:57What's up?
28:58Um, there's been a change plan, and...
29:01June!
29:03What did you say to Ellen?
29:06Look, I'm just trying to keep you safe, okay?
29:08What's going on?
29:09She told Ellen that she's going to Jezebel's instead of me.
29:12You're not going to Alaska?
29:13No, of course I'm going to Alaska.
29:15But my friend Janine, she's at Jezebel's, and I need to go see her.
29:18Wait, you were just telling me that I shouldn't be the one saying...
29:21I know, but something has come up.
29:22I will follow you there.
29:24Go see Holly, go take care of them, and I will be right behind you, okay?
29:27You go, you go take care of them.
29:29That's your mom.
29:30I know.
29:30June, June, you don't have to be here.
29:33I know what I'm doing, okay?
29:34Wow.
29:35And I was in there way longer than you, all right?
29:37That's not the fucking point.
29:38You went behind my back.
29:39You didn't even come talk to me.
29:40So disrespectful.
29:41No, no, you know what's disrespectful?
29:43The fact that you both lied to me for months.
29:46Oh, come on.
29:46And you kept all of this a secret, okay?
29:49That's fucking disrespectful.
29:50Because we knew you'd freak out.
29:52Exactly.
29:52Just like you're doing.
29:53Like you're freaking out right now.
29:54Just mess up all the work we've done.
29:56Okay, be mad.
29:57You know what?
29:57Be mad at me.
29:58That's absolutely fine.
30:00I do not give a shit.
30:02Be mad, but you will be alive.
30:03Oh, that is so goddamn infantilizing.
30:07I'm going to Jezebel's.
30:09So you can either come with me, or you can not go at all.
30:12Hey.
30:13Hey.
30:14What the fuck are you trying to prove?
30:15Huh?
30:17Nothing.
30:18I don't have to prove anything to you.
30:19You guys are out of your depth.
30:20You don't know what you're doing.
30:22You don't know how to fight in there, okay?
30:24And you will not survive.
30:27You think that little of us?
30:36Do not follow me.
30:38This isn't even about us.
30:45This is about you and what you want.
30:48What are you talking about?
30:50What are you talking about?
30:52I wouldn't even be here if I didn't have to come rescue you.
30:55Oh, yeah.
30:56Then go back to Alaska.
30:58The truth of it is, you want to go in.
31:01You want to fight.
31:02But I built this plan from the ground up, okay?
31:09I'm going to deliver my bombs to the locations I picked.
31:13This is my chance to fight for Hannah.
31:14This was my Eleanor's favorite book when she was a little girl.
31:36One day you're going to read it, too.
31:38All by yourself.
31:40A Little Princess.
31:41It's chapter one, Sarah.
31:45Once, on a dark winter's day,
31:49when the yellow fog hung so thick and heavy in the streets of London
31:53that the lamps were lighted and the shop windows blazed with gas as they do at night,
32:01an odd-looking little girl
32:04sat in a cab with her father.
32:10and was driven rather slowly through the big thoroughfares.
32:18She sat with her feet tucked under her,
32:23leaned against her father,
32:25who held her in his arm
32:27as she stared out the window at the passing people
32:31with a queer, old-fashioned thoughtfulness
32:35in her big eyes.
32:38She was such a little girl
32:45that one did not expect to see
32:48such a look on her small face.
32:50It would have been an old look for a child of twelve and Sarah Crew was only seven.
32:58And the fact was that she could not herself remember any time.
33:04She had not been thinking things about the wrong thing.
33:07I've enjoyed our walks.
33:13I've enjoyed our walks.
33:14Me too.
33:15You won't remember this,
33:17but I saw you a few years ago at one of the balls in D.C.
33:22And you were dancing and had this glow.
33:26I've never seen such beauty and grace.
33:29A few years ago?
33:30A few years ago.
33:32Oh, yes, you were married.
33:33Oh, I see.
33:35I prayed for God's forgiveness that night
33:37for coveting another man's wife.
33:39By then he was less of a man, more albatross.
33:43Really?
33:45Did we talk?
33:48Oh, I was too shy to approach you.
33:51But I did wish I was the one dancing with you that night.
33:58Here.
34:02Here, now.
34:07In the middle of the street.
34:08Come on.
34:28Here, now.
34:31Here, here.
34:32You won't.
34:33Here, now.
34:34Here.
34:36Here, now.
34:37Excuse me.
34:38Here.
34:38Here.
34:39Here.
34:41Here.
34:42Here.
34:43Here.
34:44Here.
34:46Here.
34:51Hmm.
34:56Here.
34:57Let's go.
35:27Good evening.
35:45Hey.
35:46Hi.
35:50You know, I get it.
35:53You know, if you have to go in, then go in with me.
36:03If you want to fight, then let's fight together.
36:08Of course I want to fight.
36:13Anna's there.
36:18But I've been on the road you're on.
36:26And I know how it feels.
36:30It feels really good for a while.
36:32Really good.
36:35And you feel like you're getting close to her.
36:39And sometimes you do.
36:43And then she's gone again.
36:52And it really, really, really hurts.
37:04I guess I was just trying to save you from that or something.
37:08You can't.
37:16I had this idea.
37:18That I wanted us to be a family.
37:24Again.
37:26In Alaska.
37:28But the truth is, it's not possible.
37:32It doesn't matter where we are.
37:38It doesn't matter if we are in Canada.
37:40It doesn't matter if we are in Alaska.
37:42Because we are in Alaska.
37:44Because she's not here.
37:54It just feels like when we lost her.
38:02That it broke us.
38:04And broke me.
38:08And I feel like it breaks us every day.
38:20Yeah.
38:22Yeah, we're a broken family.
38:28And we may be beyond saving.
38:32But I already got one impossible dream.
38:38What?
38:44I got you back.
38:46You're alive.
38:48You're alive.
38:50I'm alive.
38:52And so this is who we are now.
38:54There's two lunatics going into Gilead on the wing of the prayer.
39:00For her.
39:02For her.
39:16You know that even if this mayday plan were to work perfectly, Richard will not.
39:24You know that doesn't mean necessarily that we may get to her, right?
39:38I need you to know that.
39:40Yeah.
39:42But we gotta try.
39:48Yeah.
39:50Yeah, we gotta try.
39:54Yeah.
39:56Yeah, we gotta try.
39:58God, you know I love you, right?
40:12Yeah.
40:14God, you know I love you, right?
40:16God, you know what?
40:18God, you know I love you, right?
40:21Right.
40:22Yeah.
40:23Yeah.
40:24Yeah.
40:25Yeah.
40:27Yeah.
40:28Yeah.
40:29Yeah.
40:32Yeah.
40:34Yeah.
40:36Yeah.
40:37No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
41:39Some young officers' wives who used to try to make her talk to them and laugh at the things she said.
41:46Principally, she was thinking of what a queer thing it was that at one time one was in India in the blazing sun, and then in the middle of the ocean, and then driving in a strange vehicle through strange streets where the day was as dark as the night.
42:03She found this so puzzling that she moved closer to her father, Papa, she said in a low, mysterious little voice, which was almost a whisper.
42:14Papa? What is it, darling? Captain Crewe answered, holding her closer and looking down into her face.
42:22What is Sarah thinking of? Is this the place? Sarah whispered, cuddling still closer to him.
42:29Is it, Papa?
42:30Yes, little Sarah, it is.