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Go Ahead - Episode 40 - EngSub Full Episodes
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00:00My dear, sometimes I feel so tired
00:24Sometimes I shed tears in loneliness
00:39Ooh, ooh, grow up strong
00:52Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
01:06Courage, this so-called darkness, is just a part of life
01:26Let's learn to be fearless
01:36Ooh, ooh, fly
01:46Wherever you go now, let's go together
02:05Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
02:25Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
02:55Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
03:25Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
03:55Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
04:05Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
04:15Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
04:35Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
04:45Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
04:55Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
05:05Ooh, ooh, even if you hesitate, keep going
05:15Auntie, thank you for your hospitality today. I won't bother you anymore.
05:20I'll go back first.
05:21Sit for a while.
05:22No need. See you later, Auntie.
05:24Let me see you off.
05:25No need, Auntie.
05:28Let Xiao Chengzi see you off.
05:29It's okay, no need.
05:34Goodbye, Auntie.
05:35Okay.
05:46Goodbye.
06:07So you convinced your mom?
06:10My mom...
06:12If you don't do something, how can you convince her?
06:15But I plan to continue to fight.
06:19But I want to change the way I fight.
06:21I want to use practical actions to drive them away.
06:28But...
06:29Did your parents really divorce?
06:35Divorced.
06:37Why did your dad suddenly want to divorce?
06:40Aren't they a model couple?
06:42Your mom always praises your dad for being obedient.
06:47My mom also praises me for being obedient.
06:51It doesn't look like an advantage to be obedient now.
06:54You and your dad are secretly holding back here.
06:59But you really don't feel bad at all?
07:06I...
07:08I feel bad.
07:10But I force myself to think about those things.
07:16My dad used to be at home.
07:18Although he was like an invisible man,
07:21he was always at home.
07:25Actually, my mom was very pitiful.
07:29My mom used to tell me that
07:31my dad and I were her career.
07:33But now,
07:35her career has completely failed.
07:38That's why a woman should
07:40improve herself and manage herself
07:42as her lifelong career.
07:44You see, at this critical time,
07:46an obedient husband can't be relied on,
07:48and an obedient child can't be relied on.
07:54I'm back.
07:56You're back.
07:57What did you eat for dinner?
07:59Hot pot.
08:00It's my favorite hot pot.
08:02It's quite convenient to eat hot pot.
08:05Why did you invite Feng Xixi?
08:07Feng Xixi?
08:10I just got off work and saw Lin Xiao
08:13bringing Feng Xixi downstairs.
08:16Lin Xiao's mother invited a family dinner.
08:18How many people should she invite?
08:20Why did she invite a female colleague?
08:22What family dinner?
08:24I invited Zheng Shuran
08:26and Senior to eat hot pot tonight.
08:29What?
08:30So your mother-in-law invited a family dinner
08:33but didn't invite your husband's female colleague?
08:35You're so unappreciative.
08:39My husband is appreciative.
08:41I don't understand.
08:43Why?
08:45Who's parents don't want their children
08:47to find someone who knows their roots?
08:49Your husband grew up in your family.
08:51Why is he so...
08:54Do you hate it when you were a kid?
09:02Maybe.
09:04When Lin's father moved out,
09:07I gave them a basket of walnuts.
09:11What's wrong with walnuts?
09:13He doesn't like walnuts.
09:16I know this.
09:18Lin Xiao had a younger sister.
09:21Every time she went out to play,
09:23she locked her child at home.
09:25The younger sister was choked by the walnuts.
09:27The door was locked and Lin Xiao couldn't get out.
09:30In the end, the child died.
09:34Really?
09:36This is the first time I've heard of it.
09:39But...
09:41She hates Lin Jianjian because of a basket of walnuts.
09:44Is she sick?
09:47I don't think
09:49it's because of the basket of walnuts.
09:52It's because of Lin Jianjian.
09:54You know all her dark history.
09:56Including Lin's father and all the neighbors.
09:59They all know it's because she went out to play
10:01that her daughter died unexpectedly.
10:03After getting divorced, she didn't want a son.
10:06After so many years,
10:08she had to let her son take care of her.
10:10When she saw Lin Jianjian,
10:12she might have a feeling of being pulled out.
10:15I guess.
10:19According to you,
10:21from her point of view,
10:23Lin Xiao is stronger than Lin Jianjian.
10:29What's your plan now?
10:33I...
10:35I don't have any plan.
10:37It's not a big deal.
10:39It's not a big deal.
10:41Okay.
10:43If you think so, I'm relieved.
10:45I think they have a good relationship.
10:48There is no conflict between them.
10:52Yes.
10:53You can change her.
10:55If you can't change her, you can continue to change her.
10:59It's a good idea.
11:01Okay.
11:16You should eat more vegetables and meat when you drink.
11:18Otherwise, it will hurt your stomach.
11:23I'm such a fool.
11:26It's useless.
11:28You didn't tell me about it.
11:30I'm so worried.
11:32You told me.
11:34But I can't help you.
11:36I'm not as good as your father.
11:38Look.
11:39He can cook.
11:40He can reason.
11:41It's easy for him to talk to you.
11:43I'm such a fool.
11:47Dad.
11:49You can't do anything.
11:51You can't feel at ease in front of me.
11:56Okay.
12:01When I was in Singapore,
12:03my mother was worse.
12:06She wanted to call you many times.
12:09She wanted you to take me home.
12:25Son.
12:27Son.
12:30I can't go to see you.
12:34I'm sorry.
12:37I know.
12:39I know you have a special job.
12:41I won't blame you if you can't come.
12:57I haven't dreamed of Yun Yun for a long time.
13:03Did Yun Yun forgive me?
13:09Did I pay back
13:12what I owed my mother?
13:27Dad.
13:49Zi Xiang.
13:58Why are you here?
14:00I was passing by.
14:02I thought you didn't bring an umbrella.
14:04It's okay.
14:05I'm going to take a taxi later.
14:07I'll pick you up when I get off.
14:10Sorry to bother you.
14:12It's okay.
14:14Let's go.
14:27Let's go.
14:43She.
14:45Everything is Yun Yun's fault.
14:49She is Zhao Yun.
14:51I finally did everything.
14:54Smile.
14:57Beautiful.
14:59Son.
15:01You did a good job.
15:23You did a good job.
15:54Orange.
15:56What?
15:58Did your brother contact you?
16:01If you care about him so much,
16:03be nice to him.
16:23Okay.
16:37In the summer,
16:39a new neighbor moved in.
16:41The parents often quarreled.
16:43The neighbor's brother
16:45always sat on the stairs reading comics.
16:47My father and I
16:48invited him home for dinner.
16:50Not long after,
16:51my brother's parents divorced.
16:53Mom didn't want him.
16:54He lived with his father.
16:56You still want to eat?
16:57You still have the mood to eat?
16:59I don't want you to eat.
17:00I don't want you to eat.
17:03When did you see me?
17:06Give it to me.
17:08Orange.
17:09There's only one photo left.
17:11Can you read it for the child?
17:13What are you doing?
17:15What are you doing?
17:17Are you crazy?
17:19I'm crazy.
17:20It's me.
17:22Can you stop talking about this?
17:24Why did you
17:26give your sister
17:28walnuts?
17:30Can you stop talking about walnuts?
17:32Can you?
17:34Did I say anything wrong?
17:35It's her.
17:36She killed her.
17:38Can you stop talking about this?
17:40She killed her.
17:44Auntie.
17:50Auntie.
17:58Auntie.
17:59Don't you want Ling Xiao?
18:03If you don't want him,
18:04give him to me.
18:05I want to be a brother.
18:11Give it to you.
18:13That's great.
18:15I have a brother.
18:17Orange.
18:19I said I don't want to eat.
18:23Aren't you going back?
18:26I can see him every day.
18:28Don't be like this.
18:30If you go, I can die.
18:32Go.
18:36I'm sorry.
18:37Don't be like this.
18:38Mom.
18:39Don't be like this.
18:40Mom.
18:42It's all my fault.
18:44Okay?
18:45You're not wrong.
18:47It's all my fault.
18:49You hate your mom.
18:50What's wrong with that?
18:52You put your mind on your dad.
18:54Even the neighbors.
18:55They love me.
19:00Why don't you love me?
19:18Where are you going?
19:21Let's go together.
19:48Hello.
19:49Orange.
19:50It's me.
19:52It's not convenient for my son to answer the phone.
19:57He...
19:59Are you okay?
20:01I just want to
20:03talk to him.
20:06Can you stop pushing him?
20:10Look at you.
20:11What have you done to your son?
20:13He's been taking care of you for so many years.
20:16How can you be so cruel to him?
20:20I'm begging you.
20:21Be nice to him.
20:24Can you do me a favor?
20:46I'm begging you.
20:48Can you do me a favor?
20:53I will let you know.
21:13Brother.
21:14Drink some milk.
21:16It's good for stomach.
21:18It was so rainy last night.
21:20But I didn't get a single one.
21:25If someone picked me up,
21:27they would know the way.
21:30Do you feel better?
21:33Aren't you curious who picked me up?
21:35I know, I know, I know.
21:37Your mom picked you up.
21:38It rained yesterday.
21:39Your mom was afraid you'd get wet.
21:40So she went to pick you up.
21:41She even took you to the door before she left.
21:43You didn't get wet at all.
21:45You're provoking me early in the morning.
21:48It's all my fault.
21:50I didn't say anything.
21:51I'm so happy today.
21:53I'm so happy.
21:56You really know how to pick the right time.
21:58You always pick the right time for our competition.
22:04Who's knocking on the door?
22:11What's wrong, Cheng?
22:12Come in, come in.
22:14Brother, mom is missing.
22:20This is the will she left.
22:27Do you know when your mom left?
22:29She was still watching TV in the living room before I went to bed last night.
22:32She was gone as soon as I got up.
22:35What should I do?
22:36I'll go find her.
22:37Where are you going?
22:39Did you call the police?
22:40Did you call the police?
22:42Don't cry, don't cry.
22:43You take care of Cheng. I'll go find my brother.
22:45I'll go call the police.
22:58Ling Xiao, my son.
23:03I'm sorry.
23:05I'm not a dutiful mother.
23:08Maybe my existence is the greatest harm to you.
23:13I used selfish and fragile love to kidnap you.
23:18But I ignored your feelings.
23:21In fact, all these years,
23:23You've done so much for me.
23:25You're so painful.
23:27I don't know in my heart.
23:30It's just that I'm really helpless.
23:33I lost my daughter.
23:36And a car accident made me lose more.
23:41My mother.
23:43My lover.
23:46My health.
23:50I'm too afraid to continue losing.
23:52Especially afraid of losing you.
23:55I really regret it.
23:57I didn't take you with me.
24:00Even if I'm at my wits' end.
24:03I should hold your hand and face it together.
24:07I hate myself for being too fragile.
24:10But I don't know what to do.
24:14I want to make up for it with my life.
24:18But the more I do, the more I do.
24:23I just realized now.
24:27I shouldn't use so-called love to kidnap your will.
24:32When fate tied me to the wheelchair.
24:36I tied you to me.
24:39I know you're in pain.
24:40I often lose sleep.
24:42But I'm lying to myself.
24:44I'm wrong.
24:45I'm too selfish.
24:48I object to you being with Li Jianjian.
24:50Actually, it's because I'm afraid to go back to the past.
24:53I want to welcome a new life.
24:56But seeing her with you.
24:58It's like reminding me that I once abandoned you.
25:01I once hurt you.
25:04I don't deserve your love.
25:08Yes.
25:09I don't deserve to be your mother.
25:12My love is too selfish.
25:17I understand now.
25:20You never belong to me.
25:23You should live according to your mind.
25:29I sincerely hope this time.
25:34You can be happy.
25:37And I should let myself go.
25:41I'm leaving.
25:44Take good care of Chengzi.
25:48I love you.
25:53Please forgive me.
25:55And forget me.
26:25I'm tired.
26:28I shed tears in loneliness.
26:41The taste of growing up.
27:01Mom, you're awake.
27:11You're drowning.
27:13Your lungs are infected.
27:15You need to stay in the hospital.
27:19Fortunately, two big brothers went to the beach to fish.
27:23That's how I saved you.
27:28Xiaocheng was scared.
27:30He guarded you for a day.
27:32I drove him back to sleep.
27:35He read your letter.
27:37He felt very guilty.
27:39He said he didn't treat you well.
27:42So he didn't mention him in your letter.
27:50If you feel wrong,
27:53Only living can make up for it.
27:56If you die,
27:59Everything stops.
28:03Those wrong things,
28:05Bad things,
28:07Painful memories,
28:10It's always there.
28:12It won't get better.
28:17Can it get better?
28:21I remember when I was a kid,
28:23I was hit on the back of my head.
28:26It hurt a lot.
28:28You said,
28:31When the pain comes out,
28:33The wound will get better.
28:37I remember that.
28:55We'll all get better.
28:58Look,
28:59The weather is so nice today.
29:08I remember the first time I held your hand.
29:16You kissed me and said I was all you had.
29:23One is getting bigger,
29:27The other is getting smaller.
29:31Time makes us meet again.
29:38Coming.
29:42Uncle Lin.
29:44Are you ready?
29:46Yes.
29:47Let me help you.
29:50Mom, hurry up. Uncle Lin is here.
29:54Coming.
29:55See if there's anything left.
29:57No.
29:59I'm going downstairs.
30:01Okay.
30:03Leave it to me.
30:05Thank you, Uncle Lin.
30:06You're welcome.
30:07I'm going downstairs.
30:08Okay.
30:15I'm sorry.
30:17You had to see us off.
30:19Don't mention it.
30:21Check again.
30:22See if there's anything left.
30:23No.
30:24Let's go.
30:25Let's go.
30:36Mom,
30:38I've always wanted to apologize to you.
30:41What's wrong?
30:42I was the one who called Lin Xiao that day.
30:45I didn't say it nicely.
30:48That's why you couldn't figure it out.
30:52It's not your problem.
30:53I told you,
30:54It's my own problem.
30:57And,
30:58After Yunyun was born,
31:01You took care of two kids by yourself.
31:03I was away from home all day.
31:05At that time,
31:06I didn't know about postpartum emergency disorder.
31:09I thought you'd be fine after that.
31:13Actually,
31:14It's all my fault.
31:15I'm sorry.
31:19Don't mention such an unhappy thing.
31:21I've forgotten it.
31:22It's good that you've forgotten it.
31:26You're going to live in Singapore for a long time.
31:28I'm used to where Little Orange likes.
31:30So, Lin Xiao,
31:32I hope you'll take care of it.
31:34It's what I should do.
31:35I'm her father.
31:36Right.
31:38I'm coming.
31:43Don't just play with your phone when you get home.
31:46Mom's legs are weak.
31:47You should spend more time with her.
31:48Cook for her.
31:49Do some housework.
31:51And,
31:52Study hard.
31:53Get into a good university.
31:54Okay.
32:04Mr. and Mrs. Lin,
32:05Lin Xiao and I have prepared some special snacks for you.
32:07They're in the trunk.
32:08You can give them to your friends when you get home.
32:17You're welcome.
32:19Thank you, too.
32:21Little Orange,
32:22Thank you for taking care of me.
32:23You're welcome.
32:25Little Orange, you know
32:26life is not easy.
32:27Study hard.
32:30Let's go.
32:48Study hard.
32:49Don't worry about me.
32:50I'll celebrate the Spring Festival with Jianjian.
32:53Okay.
32:55Go ahead.
33:02Thank you, Ziqiu.
33:04I'll miss you.
33:06Okay.
33:07I'll come back to play with you.
33:14Oh, no.
33:16Bad girl.
33:18Jianjian.
33:21This time,
33:23I really have to leave Lin Xiao to you.
33:25You have to take good care of each other.
33:28Don't worry.
33:29I promise to make her happy.
33:33Good night.
33:48She's gone.
33:49Now you have an hour
33:50to make up and pick clothes.
33:52Then let's go.
33:54Yes, I have to hurry to find Tangcan to make up.
33:56Otherwise, it's too late.
33:58Go, go, go.
34:07Really go to get the certificate?
34:08Yes.
34:09This is too sudden.
34:11Then I have to start preparing the red envelope.
34:13You have to prepare it.
34:14If you have money, you can get a big one.
34:16If you don't have money,
34:17you can borrow money to get a big one.
34:21Are you a fortune teller?
34:23I spent a lot of money.
34:25I invited all the people I know
34:26to see your play premiere tomorrow.
34:29Is it interesting enough?
34:30Don't say it.
34:31I'm starting to get nervous now.
34:33What if I don't play well?
34:36What if I'm rejected by Bijue?
34:38What if the audience rejects me?
34:40I'll take my friends and relatives back.
34:45I love you, baby.
34:46What play?
34:49Who is it?
34:50Who is it?
34:57Aunt Jin.
34:58Tangcan.
34:59Aunt Jin is here.
35:00Xiaojian.
35:01You are all at home.
35:02Let me help you.
35:03It's heavy.
35:04Let me do it myself.
35:06Where is Yueliang?
35:07He went out.
35:08Didn't he not have to go to the beach today?
35:11He went out to buy something.
35:14I made you a lot of delicious food.
35:15There is no sacha sauce this time.
35:17I remember.
35:18You are allergic to sugar, right?
35:20I made you peanuts this time.
35:23You like this, right?
35:24Thank you, aunt.
35:25I love this.
35:26You're welcome.
35:35Look at your messy house.
35:37I'll clean it up for you later.
35:39I don't know how you three
35:40can get married.
35:46Aunt, let me help you.
35:47No, no.
35:48I'm busy.
35:52Don't worry about it this time.
35:54Aunt Jin is still the one
35:56who dislikes our aunt Jin.
35:58That's right.
36:16I love you.
36:17I love you.
36:45Dad, hurry up.
36:46If you don't hurry up,
36:47the Civil Affairs Bureau will be off duty.
36:49Don't rush me.
36:50I'll be right there.
36:51Aunt He Mei bought dad a suit.
36:53Dad is so embarrassed now.
36:55You are so beautiful today.
36:58You are handsome, too.
37:00I want to have one.
37:06Look at this.
37:07Is it okay?
37:10Dad, dad, dad.
37:11Good, good.
37:12Aunt He Mei has a good taste.
37:14I feel awkward
37:15when I dress like this.
37:16Don't feel awkward.
37:17You look good in the suit.
37:19Of course, you are more handsome.
37:21Aunt, you are really handsome today.
37:25You are good, dad.
37:26You even play flash marriage.
37:28Have you been together for a month?
37:30How can it be called flash marriage?
37:32We got married 20 years ago.
37:35Okay, let's go, let's go.
37:36I've put your household register
37:37and birth certificate in your bag.
37:38Okay.
37:39They are close to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
37:40We have to hurry up.
37:41After we get the certificate,
37:42we'll take a family picture.
37:44I'll spray some hairspray.
37:48Dad, you are already handsome.
37:51My god.
37:57Good, good.
38:13Don't be afraid.
38:22You have to transfer your store.
38:26Yes, although
38:28the store is now making profit,
38:30but I am
38:32a pastry chef.
38:33I still want to make desserts.
38:36When the store is now
38:37transferred,
38:38I want to
38:40open a dessert shop in the city.
38:43to help me choose the battery.
38:44Is that okay?
38:47Of course.
39:02I never thought
39:04that one day
39:07I would send my own mother to get married.
39:13I never thought that I would be able to live a happy life with my parents.
39:17My dad will definitely be good to you.
39:20You have to be good to my dad, too.
39:22You will have a good life in the future.
39:27I wish you happiness.
39:43The Love of My Life
39:44Episode 18
40:01Hey, you two!
40:03It's too far.
40:04Tie it up!
40:05You are getting married!
40:06Look!
40:06Look!
40:08Forget about tying it up.
40:09Just do it.
40:09Just...
40:09What?
40:10You are a man.
40:10Take the initiative.
40:12Hurry up.
40:12Loja
40:16Loja
40:19So that's how I can tell you didn't I can't tell a
40:30Mom
40:43You can be a little bit of a
40:53Hey, what's wrong? Oh, it's a little too much
40:59Goochie goochie, I don't think I like it. I just don't you guys
41:03Yeah
41:33Oh, I'm sorry
41:48I remember the first time I held your hand
41:54You kiss me like I'm all you have
41:58Oh, you could change him and I love
42:05In eager to show love
42:09So you don't want me to tell Joe
42:16Good night. Good night. My children
42:21Oh
42:51I miss your old house
43:01One day you look for new days
43:08Like a leaf
43:12Flying further and further away
43:15Those years are like yesterday
43:21Oh
43:28Goodbye my children
43:33Yes, you need me
43:37Yes, you will get the moon
43:39The moon is getting longer and longer
43:44Don't be sad
43:49I'll stay here and watch you fly
44:08You