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  • 5 days ago
To save or not to save? Rohan Aggarwal, a junior doctor at a Delhi hospital, has to make unimaginably hard choices every day. And he hasn’t even finished his medical training yet.
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00:00What job we are assigned is what is to be decided by God, whom to be saved, whom not
00:20to be saved, and we are not made for that, we are just humans.
00:39It's very tiring to look at each patient and people are really sick out there in wards.
00:46Let's see, now I have to do this OPD, then I'll go to ER duty and it's a 24-hour duty.
00:52So, anticipating all that and feeling tired.
01:15
01:39Where should the patient go? How should he die?
01:43We are already using our resources to our best possibility and we are using everything we have at this moment.
01:54From basic level to the top level, everybody is working behind me.
01:57
02:05I just want a break, an hour or so outside the hospital so that I can just recollect myself, I can just go out of that atmosphere.
02:15
02:19My parents keep asking me what happened, how was your day?
02:22I try to be very positive because I can't tell them all this negativity.
02:26I can't take this negativity with me at my home. I try to be very positive.
02:31
02:43That beep sound is continuously in our head, even while we are sleeping.
02:46That beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, that casualty noise, the ICU noise, that continuously goes in our head, in our ears, every time, every day.
02:55