90 Day Fiance S10 E05
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00:00:00Previously on 90 Day Fiancé...
00:00:02Are you gonna give me a shower? Or what?
00:00:05I don't know.
00:00:06Being intimate is a very big part of making our relationship work.
00:00:12And he doesn't even try.
00:00:14I haven't seen you in nine months.
00:00:16Like, you act like you have another woman.
00:00:18No, you act like you have another woman, though.
00:00:20Our relationship built not only physically.
00:00:23If something doesn't change in 48 hours, I'm literally leaving.
00:00:30Piggy.
00:00:35We were separated for about two years, living in two different countries.
00:00:41The main reason we came to Korea
00:00:44was for me to meet ex-parents for the first time.
00:00:48Let's get out of here.
00:00:49If Devin blows this up,
00:00:51my family won't let me go to U.S. to be a leader.
00:00:55And it's gonna destroy my whole life.
00:01:00What he doesn't know is that Dan gave me $2,000 out of that $10,000.
00:01:06You have to talk seriously to Gino.
00:01:09I wanna be honest, but I'm not stupid.
00:01:12I will eventually tell Gino, but not now.
00:01:17Have you guys thought about kids?
00:01:19Like, to be honest, I don't think I actually want to be pregnant.
00:01:25Sophie just rocked my entire belief
00:01:28in her and what we can have.
00:01:30I don't know what the f*** I'm gonna do with my life
00:01:32if I don't ever have kids.
00:01:52You want some coffee, babe?
00:01:55Babe?
00:01:59Yeah.
00:02:15Here you go.
00:02:22How you feeling today?
00:02:24I feel, I guess, a bit better now that I've slept.
00:02:29I mean, I've been thinking all night, and, um...
00:02:33I just feel like we do actually really need to kinda
00:02:37figure out what's what.
00:02:41I did not get much sleep.
00:02:43To be hit with the unsurity that we might not work out,
00:02:47it is earth-shattering.
00:02:49You wanna go outside?
00:02:51Yeah, we can.
00:02:52All right, let's go out there.
00:02:54There's no version of my future where I don't have a family.
00:02:58So Sophie should be with someone who doesn't wanna have children.
00:03:01If that's what she wants,
00:03:03she should find someone who wants the same thing.
00:03:19So, a big thing, um, a big reality for me
00:03:23is that this isn't up to me.
00:03:26So it really does come down to what exactly are you thinking?
00:03:32It's just, for me, it's a big deal, you know?
00:03:35I've always seen myself being a parent.
00:03:39Would you wanna be a parent?
00:03:42It's not that I don't want kids.
00:03:46I just wanna make sure I have my life together first.
00:03:48I don't want kids, you know, while I'm still trying to figure stuff out.
00:03:51I mean, I just got to America,
00:03:54so I have a whole life to kind of sort out right now.
00:03:57So, like, taking care of someone else
00:03:59is, like, the last thing on my mind.
00:04:01I need to make sure, you know, I start my life here.
00:04:03I mean, like...
00:04:05I just don't know what I would do with my future
00:04:08if I never have a family.
00:04:11Like, I don't know what would we...
00:04:13But again, I never said that.
00:04:15You didn't ask me anything.
00:04:17You walked away.
00:04:19The problem is pregnancy.
00:04:21It's not I'm against family.
00:04:24You still haven't even asked me one question about that.
00:04:26Well, I'm trying to figure out what you're trying to say.
00:04:28If someone you loved had health problems,
00:04:30you'd ask them,
00:04:32Is it okay? What's wrong?
00:04:34What happened?
00:04:36You won't just be like,
00:04:38Okay, whatever. I don't really care about that.
00:04:40Let's get to what I want, which is kids.
00:04:42Just tell me what you're afraid of about being pregnant.
00:04:44Obviously, for me, it's like...
00:04:46I told you, obviously, when I was 15,
00:04:48I had the cyst,
00:04:50and that was on my ovary,
00:04:52and I just accepted the fact that
00:04:54I don't want to be pregnant after that health scare
00:04:56because I could have died if they didn't remove that.
00:04:58And it was like...
00:05:00Or if I would have not had it taken out,
00:05:02then I wouldn't have been able to have kids.
00:05:04So that scare was enough for me to be like,
00:05:06Okay, I can't carry a child,
00:05:08so I guess I'm not going to be a mom.
00:05:12It's not something that's been an easy journey for me,
00:05:14and it's kind of still,
00:05:16even now, it causes me problems.
00:05:18I think with pregnancy,
00:05:20I just know that I wouldn't be okay
00:05:22if I had that.
00:05:24That's the reason I don't want to get pregnant,
00:05:26not just because, oh, I just don't care to be a mom.
00:05:30On a certain level, it's like,
00:05:32I don't want to walk you all the way into a life
00:05:34that you don't really...
00:05:36You never saw for yourself,
00:05:38and then, you know, you end up
00:05:40not enjoying or wanting or resenting me for it.
00:05:42And I don't, you know,
00:05:44I don't want to all just feel like
00:05:46it's all me making you do things
00:05:48that you don't want to do.
00:05:50It's like, I also care about what you want.
00:05:52It's not necessarily kids.
00:05:54It's like, you know, I like kids.
00:05:56That's not the problem.
00:05:58The concern is the actual, like, pregnancy.
00:06:00I'm willing to, obviously,
00:06:02work with you on a solution for it,
00:06:04but there's two options,
00:06:06adoption or surrogacy.
00:06:08So would you consider either of them, or...
00:06:14I mean, I would like to
00:06:16have a little me's,
00:06:18so surrogacy sounds like
00:06:20the route that I'm more partial to.
00:06:26I think the surrogacy thing, like,
00:06:28I'd be okay with it.
00:06:30I just need you to really
00:06:32search your soul
00:06:34to understand what you really, really,
00:06:36really want, regardless of what I want.
00:06:38Regardless of what I want.
00:06:40I want to be with you.
00:06:42Now that we've talked about it,
00:06:44it sounds like, at the end of the day,
00:06:46she would want to be a mom.
00:06:48She just doesn't want to have children,
00:06:50which I understand that.
00:06:52So if we could explore the other options,
00:06:54then I feel like me and Sophie
00:06:56could move forward with having a family.
00:06:58So I think we'll be okay,
00:07:00as long as that's really what she wants.
00:07:12You have 48 hours
00:07:14to change my mind,
00:07:16or I'm literally leaving.
00:07:26That's the last time
00:07:28you're ever going to see me.
00:07:30I'm so done with your, like,
00:07:32making everything a joke,
00:07:34and stuff like that.
00:07:36I'm so done.
00:07:38I'm so done.
00:07:40Like, making everything a joke,
00:07:42and stuff like that.
00:07:44Yes, I'm very serious.
00:07:46I like this person for you.
00:07:48Let's go.
00:08:10And my body still
00:08:12trying to opening
00:08:14for Nikki.
00:08:16I need the time for that.
00:08:18It's not easy.
00:08:22We never had
00:08:24these problems years ago.
00:08:26We used to have, like,
00:08:28a great sex life.
00:08:30We used to do fun things together.
00:08:32We used to do a lot of stuff together.
00:08:34And ever since I've been back with you,
00:08:36it's, like, totally different.
00:08:38I want.
00:09:08I mean, that I support you financially?
00:09:10What is it?
00:09:38Oh, wow.
00:09:40Really? Really?
00:09:42Really? Really?
00:09:46Wow.
00:09:48Honey, I have all the...
00:09:50But listen.
00:09:52Honey, I know you do.
00:09:54Really?
00:09:56I sent so little money?
00:09:58Really?
00:10:00Really?
00:10:02Are you serious?
00:10:04Your nose alone was $7,000.
00:10:06Don't say that I helped you very little.
00:10:08That's messed up, for real.
00:10:12That's aside from the Western Unions.
00:10:14And I'm not gonna get into it, because you already know the numbers.
00:10:16I don't know why you're saying I helped you very little.
00:10:20He knows damn well what I've done for him.
00:10:22And I hate that he downplays it
00:10:24and says, you have sent me such little money
00:10:26and, like, things like that.
00:10:28Those comments?
00:10:30I don't have to say exactly what I've done.
00:10:32But if I posted all the receipts,
00:10:34people would be like, wow.
00:10:36And I don't want to be that person,
00:10:38because I did it because I love him.
00:10:40But when he says those little things,
00:10:42that starts to hurt my feelings.
00:10:44You feel mad on me?
00:10:46I give you back all the money
00:10:48when I start to work.
00:10:50Paying me back?
00:10:52That is, like, that's not even the issue.
00:10:54Why are you talking about the money? Okay.
00:10:56That's not even the issue.
00:10:58You're still not getting it.
00:11:00You cannot work for a while, okay?
00:11:02I don't know if you understand
00:11:04how the K-1 visa works,
00:11:06so you're just not gonna be able to make money for a while.
00:11:08So I have to take...
00:11:10You know how this works.
00:11:12So stop. Don't do that.
00:11:14Say, baby, you helped me so much, okay?
00:11:16That's disrespectful to me.
00:11:18That's... Okay.
00:11:20That's what you want to hear?
00:11:22Because that's the truth!
00:11:28You don't put me first ever, okay?
00:11:30I didn't put you first.
00:11:32I always helped you when you needed the help.
00:11:34I always was there for you when you needed it, right?
00:11:36Who the... do you think you are?
00:11:38Bye, little child.
00:11:52Oh, little French pig.
00:11:54Come lay up here.
00:11:56I love my guinea pigs a lot,
00:11:58but I also have two chihuahuas.
00:12:00My mom lives in a walk-in closet,
00:12:02and it's only gonna get more difficult
00:12:04because the love of my life
00:12:06is gonna be moving in with us.
00:12:14Today, I look at myself in the mirror.
00:12:16It was super red,
00:12:18and I got scared, like, what is this?
00:12:20What is causing this is, like,
00:12:22the house is very dirty.
00:12:24You were living in a dirty apartment
00:12:26with mice in it.
00:12:46My little baby pig.
00:12:48You're a good boy.
00:12:50Oh, you're so cute, baby pig.
00:12:52You're pretty.
00:12:56You're a pretty pig.
00:12:58Little fire truck.
00:13:00You're so cute.
00:13:04My name is Clayton.
00:13:06I'm 30 years old.
00:13:08I'm a cybersecurity analyst,
00:13:10and I live in Lexington, Kentucky.
00:13:12Oh, little French pig.
00:13:14You're so mad.
00:13:16Look at those teeth chatter.
00:13:18He doesn't want to be in the pretty pig contest.
00:13:20I have two guinea pigs,
00:13:22baby pig, and chocolate.
00:13:24A pet, like a guinea pig,
00:13:26they have a noise, a specific noise
00:13:28for every emotion that they have.
00:13:30You're okay, baby.
00:13:32Don't squeak at me.
00:13:34You're okay.
00:13:36When they're hungry, they'll make a noise.
00:13:38It's called weaking. It's like,
00:13:40weep, weep, weep, weep.
00:13:42When they're trying to dominate the other one,
00:13:44it's like, uh,
00:13:46brr, brr, brr, brr.
00:13:48They do it a lot better than I do.
00:13:50You're so cute, little boy.
00:13:52I love my guinea pigs a lot,
00:13:54but they're not my only roommates.
00:13:56You're gonna get lots of bones and lots of treats.
00:13:58I also have two chihuahuas,
00:14:00Coco and Buster.
00:14:04Your breath stinks.
00:14:06It's Coco's birthday.
00:14:08You don't growl at Coco's birthday.
00:14:10I have one last
00:14:12roommate, and that is my mother.
00:14:14Where's Mamas?
00:14:16You wanna see Mamas?
00:14:18Mamas!
00:14:20You don't bark at Mamas.
00:14:22Come here. Come on.
00:14:24My current
00:14:26living situation, I'm living in a
00:14:28one-bedroom apartment. My mom lives
00:14:30in, like, a walk-in closet
00:14:32attached to the living room so she can
00:14:34save up money to get her own place.
00:14:36Good boys. They love Mamas.
00:14:38We lived in this apartment about three years.
00:14:40When we went to come
00:14:42and look, I opened a door, and I said,
00:14:44ooh, this is my place right here.
00:14:46The perfect mom-size
00:14:48bedroom. And he said, are you serious?
00:14:50I said, yep.
00:14:52This is me.
00:14:54Dogs always like being in your room.
00:14:56I know. This was just
00:14:58a temporary. A little bit longer
00:15:00than temporary, but
00:15:02it's working out. It's gonna be
00:15:04okay.
00:15:06Come here, good boy.
00:15:08Good boy. He needs a bath, seriously.
00:15:10I'm gonna give him one tonight.
00:15:12Gonna be honest, it's not easy living
00:15:14with my mom. There's not a lot of space.
00:15:16And it's only gonna get more difficult
00:15:18because in a few days, the
00:15:20love of my life, Annalie, is gonna be
00:15:22moving in with us.
00:15:28I love you.
00:15:36Annalie and I met on a language learning app.
00:15:38She was learning English, I was
00:15:40learning Spanish. She visited
00:15:42my profile, didn't say anything.
00:15:44I just decided to be like, hey, you visited
00:15:46my profile and you didn't say anything.
00:15:48Hello.
00:15:50That's kind of how it started.
00:15:54Annalie is super pretty. That was the first
00:15:56thing I noticed about her.
00:15:58She's really talkative, super sweet.
00:16:00We started messaging in Spanish.
00:16:02After a few weeks, we
00:16:04developed some feelings for each other.
00:16:06And eight months after we first started
00:16:08talking, I decided to book a
00:16:10trip to meet her in Peru.
00:16:12I love you.
00:16:18Ah!
00:16:20What I love most
00:16:22about Annalie is that she's
00:16:24thoughtful, she's super affectionate.
00:16:26And I think it was on day four
00:16:28of us being together when I
00:16:30realized I've never loved someone
00:16:32as much as I do Annalie.
00:16:34So I decided to propose to her.
00:16:36She said, aww, and then
00:16:38didn't say anything else.
00:16:40I was like, so yes?
00:16:42And she said, yeah.
00:16:46It was kind of like a delayed yes,
00:16:48so I'm hoping it wasn't like
00:16:50by coercion or force, but
00:16:52I did get the yes
00:16:54in the end, so I guess that's a win.
00:17:04So I'm wanting this cleared out
00:17:06so we can get a table. Maybe we can
00:17:08have dinner with Annalie here instead
00:17:10of me eating in my room.
00:17:14Annalie got issued her K-1 visa
00:17:16about six or seven weeks ago, and she's
00:17:18going to be arriving to the U.S. very soon.
00:17:20But I'm worried about how Annalie
00:17:22would react if she were to arrive today.
00:17:24My mom has a lot
00:17:26of stuff. Tell me about this
00:17:28cork collection.
00:17:30Oh, look at all them pretty corks.
00:17:32Come on. I know that my mom's
00:17:34not a severe hoarder, but she
00:17:36does have hoarding tendencies.
00:17:38So we got a rug.
00:17:40What is that?
00:17:42Flower seeds.
00:17:44She has a lifelong habit
00:17:46of hanging onto things too long,
00:17:48like plastic cups,
00:17:50empty movie cases,
00:17:52bracelets, earrings,
00:17:54necklaces, and she
00:17:56doesn't open most of them.
00:17:58She'll just buy it because it looks cute.
00:18:00It's just too much.
00:18:02All right, so I'm not
00:18:04going to look yet. How many years
00:18:06expired do you think this cereal bar is?
00:18:08I haven't had it that long. Probably four months.
00:18:10This is two years expired.
00:18:12I don't want junk.
00:18:14I will throw it somewhere. To me, it's not junk.
00:18:16I know it's not junk to you. Any other weird collections?
00:18:18Let's just make a box of your weird collections
00:18:20and put them all in the same box.
00:18:22I do feel for
00:18:24my mom and understand that she wants to
00:18:26hang on to what she does have,
00:18:28but at the same time,
00:18:30I want enough space for me and my fiancé
00:18:32to live comfortably.
00:18:34I want to take some of this stuff to storage.
00:18:38All right.
00:18:42Surprise.
00:18:44Whoa. I told you.
00:18:46Yeah, there's less room than I thought.
00:18:48There's enough space for
00:18:50what we have now, but
00:18:52the stuff out of the living room, I don't know if we're going to have
00:18:54room. Let's take...
00:18:56Well, let me see if...
00:18:58Oh, Chiqui.
00:19:00Annalise called me.
00:19:02Hello?
00:19:04Hi.
00:19:06Hi.
00:19:12Okay, I'll be back.
00:19:14Maybe put those pictures in.
00:19:16Okay.
00:19:18Espera, Chiqui.
00:19:20Hi, Chiqui.
00:19:22I miss you, Chiqui.
00:19:24I miss you, too.
00:19:32Uh-huh.
00:19:44Yeah.
00:19:46Okay.
00:19:54Okay.
00:20:08I'm worried that Annalise is going to get here
00:20:10and see how disorganized it is
00:20:12and think that maybe she made a mistake coming here.
00:20:16She tends to have, like, no tolerance whatsoever.
00:20:18If something is annoying to her,
00:20:20she'll instantly just be like,
00:20:22you know, I hate that, or I don't want to do it,
00:20:24and, you know, what if I don't want to?
00:20:26Like, and it scares me
00:20:28when she does that type of thing, honestly.
00:20:30But right now, you know,
00:20:32I don't really know what to do other than try to
00:20:34clear out some space.
00:20:52Okay.
00:21:06Babe.
00:21:08Yeah?
00:21:10Can you please come?
00:21:12Chiqui.
00:21:18What's going on?
00:21:20This is getting worse.
00:21:22What are you talking about?
00:21:24My skin.
00:21:26What do you mean, your skin?
00:21:28Baby, it's so itchy.
00:21:30I can't stop.
00:21:32Today,
00:21:34I started to get a rash.
00:21:36It started on my face.
00:21:38It started to spread
00:21:40all over my body, my arms,
00:21:42my belly, my glutes,
00:21:44my legs, like, everywhere.
00:21:46I look at myself in the mirror.
00:21:48It was super red, and I got scared,
00:21:50like, what is this?
00:21:52Like, look.
00:21:54It's getting worse.
00:21:56Didn't you get this in Panama?
00:21:58Even in Panama, it wasn't this itchy.
00:22:00Do you have some kind of allergy, or what?
00:22:02What did you eat
00:22:04most recently?
00:22:06The same food I always eat, baby.
00:22:08It's not that I have so many options in here.
00:22:10I had bread.
00:22:12I had peanut butter.
00:22:14Oatmeal.
00:22:16You're allergic to peanut butter?
00:22:18I'm not allergic to peanut butter,
00:22:20because that's what I eat the most.
00:22:22I also have the almonds that you gave me.
00:22:26Okay.
00:22:28But I'm not allergic to nuts.
00:22:30Yeah, well, how much almonds did you eat?
00:22:32That's maybe why it's worse.
00:22:34It's not the almonds.
00:22:36You want me to tell you that it's the almonds,
00:22:38but it is not the almonds, baby.
00:22:40I'm telling you.
00:22:42I explained to you about my sensitive,
00:22:44sensitive skin and my dermatitis,
00:22:46and I do believe that it has more to do
00:22:48with not eating something,
00:22:50but touching something,
00:22:52or being exposed to something.
00:22:56I told you, like,
00:22:58the dust, baby, on the carpet.
00:23:00Like, maybe it was the blankets,
00:23:02like the soap you wash it with.
00:23:04No, not the dust.
00:23:06If it was the dust, you'd have been sick every day.
00:23:08I'm going to go see
00:23:10the almonds that you've eaten.
00:23:14Okay.
00:23:18F***ing idiot.
00:23:22I would describe a dirty house
00:23:24as like one of those homes
00:23:26like you have a hoarder in it,
00:23:28and they got piles of garbage
00:23:30all over the place.
00:23:32That's dirty, in my eyes.
00:23:34My house does not look like that.
00:23:36I don't hoard anything.
00:23:38I don't have piles of garbage in my house.
00:23:40I definitely don't live
00:23:42in this labyrinth.
00:23:46You know, I even told my doctor
00:23:48back in Panama, and I showed it to him,
00:23:50and he said, hey, this is your dermatitis.
00:23:52This is not food.
00:23:54This is your skin.
00:23:56This is what you're touching.
00:23:58It is not the almonds.
00:24:00When it happened back in Panama,
00:24:02when I was on vacation,
00:24:04it was because that place I was at,
00:24:06it was very dusty.
00:24:08It was very dirty.
00:24:10What is causing this is that
00:24:12the house is very dirty.
00:24:14This house is clean.
00:24:16Babe, this is not.
00:24:18This makes sense to me.
00:24:20You ate almost a whole bag of almonds
00:24:22that you could be possibly allergic to this.
00:24:24If I die, I die.
00:24:26You want me to finish eating them?
00:24:28I'm not allergic to almonds.
00:24:30This is not the almonds you know.
00:24:32You were living in a dirty
00:24:34apartment with mice in it.
00:24:36What mice, you f***ing idiot?
00:24:38What mice?
00:24:40When did you say mice in my f***ing apartment?
00:24:42You're very disrespectful.
00:24:44You're very disrespectful.
00:24:46When in all the places
00:24:48I live, you have seen a bathroom
00:24:50like this, where you have the f***ing
00:24:52moles, the f***ing germs,
00:24:54that black s*** that I don't know
00:24:56what it is in the bathroom.
00:24:58When have you seen it?
00:25:00You were living alone.
00:25:02I get it.
00:25:04But right now, I'm here.
00:25:06Forget about the allergic reaction.
00:25:08Forget about anything.
00:25:10Just for me to feel like I'm home.
00:25:12This is home to me.
00:25:16I need your help.
00:25:18Baby, there are certain things
00:25:20that we need to take more care of.
00:25:22Like, take me to buy a new pillow.
00:25:24Is it that expensive? I'm not asking you to
00:25:26throw the whole bed.
00:25:28Just the pillow, okay.
00:25:30Baby, new blankets. That's all I'm asking for.
00:25:32If we get a new set
00:25:34of blankets, of sheets,
00:25:36it would be helpful
00:25:38if we change
00:25:40the pillows for new ones.
00:25:42There's nothing wrong with the pillow.
00:25:44I'll buy you a pillow. There's nothing wrong with my pillow.
00:25:52It's very upsetting
00:25:54that Gino cannot see
00:25:56how nasty
00:25:58the house is, and that
00:26:00it is causing me to be sick.
00:26:04I've been
00:26:06giving up my whole life
00:26:08to be here with him
00:26:10in Michigan, and
00:26:12we're supposed to be building a life together,
00:26:14one in which I can
00:26:16bring my kids into, so
00:26:18this is serious.
00:26:30The Korean culture,
00:26:32when you see
00:26:34the partner's parents,
00:26:36don't look at them when you drink.
00:26:38The goal is to get
00:26:40approval from my family.
00:26:42It would ruin everything if his parents
00:26:44didn't like me. Do you think she'd
00:26:46choose for you to marry a Korean
00:26:48woman over me?
00:26:52Why is it everything is always for you,
00:26:54you, you, you? Babe,
00:26:56I need money to eat. Babe, I need
00:26:58money to go work out. Babe,
00:27:00my car broke. Nicole wants
00:27:02something, it's a big no.
00:27:04Only for him, whatever he needs.
00:27:06Right?
00:27:20You know the way?
00:27:22Yeah, that way.
00:27:30This is expensive area.
00:27:32How expensive?
00:27:34I see prices, but I don't know what they are.
00:27:36My girlfriend,
00:27:38Devin, just arrived in
00:27:40Korea. We were separated
00:27:42for about two years,
00:27:44but the moment I saw her
00:27:46again, I remember why I
00:27:48fell in love with her.
00:27:52So many advertisements.
00:27:54I don't even know what they're
00:27:56for.
00:28:00Seoul is a lot
00:28:02different than Arkansas. There's
00:28:04a lot of lights, a lot more
00:28:06people. Is that the karaoke?
00:28:08Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:28:10Open 24 hours.
00:28:12We could go at 3am and sing.
00:28:16I'm a bit nervous.
00:28:18If this is what
00:28:20Nick is kind of used to,
00:28:22then like, having
00:28:24that 180 change in
00:28:26Searcy might be a bit depressing
00:28:28for him.
00:28:30I don't want to go to Searcy.
00:28:34I'm joking.
00:28:36I'm joking.
00:28:42Do you want to try that?
00:28:44Chicken?
00:28:54Do you want spicy?
00:28:56Spicy?
00:28:58Look at that.
00:29:02Nick has shown me quite a lot
00:29:04of Korean food when we were in Australia.
00:29:06That's the one made out
00:29:08of the guts.
00:29:10Ah.
00:29:12Sundae?
00:29:14It's like an intestine.
00:29:16That one I didn't like.
00:29:18It's very
00:29:20different, very foreign
00:29:22to what I'm used to.
00:29:26You can try first.
00:29:36It's good.
00:29:38Spicy?
00:29:40It's spicy.
00:29:42Do you want to go sit?
00:29:44Yeah, let's go there.
00:29:52Is tomorrow when we're meeting your mum and dad?
00:29:54Oh, yeah.
00:29:56Actually, I'm taking you to Daejeon
00:29:58to see my parents.
00:30:00We're going to have some dinner there.
00:30:04The goal for this trip
00:30:06is to get
00:30:08approval from my family.
00:30:10And bring him back home to the US with me.
00:30:12But I'm still a little nervous
00:30:14about that. I don't really speak
00:30:16much Korean, and they don't speak
00:30:18any English, so
00:30:20it's going to be hard for us
00:30:22to actually
00:30:24bond one-on-one.
00:30:28But you know the Korean culture,
00:30:30when you get a drink
00:30:32from the older people,
00:30:34you have to grab the glass
00:30:36like this, with two hands.
00:30:38This is polite way.
00:30:40Like, ah, 감사합니다.
00:30:42So I will be bowing?
00:30:44A little bit of bow, yeah.
00:30:46And also, don't look at them
00:30:48when you drink. You have to
00:30:50turn your face a little bit, and then drink.
00:30:52So don't look at them. If you stare at them
00:30:54and drink up, it's kind of weird.
00:30:56We don't do that.
00:30:58I'm really nervous,
00:31:00now more so. I'm worried,
00:31:02you know, when I go in and meet them,
00:31:04and have to remember all the table
00:31:06rules, and the
00:31:08drinking, you know, to the side,
00:31:10all of that together.
00:31:12I'm just worried that, you know, if I forget
00:31:14one, then I might mess something up.
00:31:16It's new to me,
00:31:18because I'm not Korean,
00:31:20so for someone like me,
00:31:22it's a little bit overwhelming.
00:31:24I'm nervous about
00:31:26meeting my parents.
00:31:28Yeah, because I'm taking
00:31:30you away from them.
00:31:32My mother
00:31:34wasn't happy with that, yeah.
00:31:40So do you think, you know,
00:31:42if your mom had a choice,
00:31:44do you think she'd choose for you to
00:31:46marry a Korean woman over me?
00:31:50I think she
00:31:52mentioned about it, actually.
00:31:54What'd she say?
00:31:56She said
00:31:58she wasn't happy with me
00:32:00getting married to America.
00:32:06You never have
00:32:08told me that before.
00:32:10I know, I know.
00:32:12I mean, I guess
00:32:14nobody wants to hear that
00:32:16your future mother-in-law
00:32:18wanted
00:32:20her son to marry someone else.
00:32:22We've already gone through a lot
00:32:24to get to this point.
00:32:26It would ruin everything if
00:32:28his parents didn't like me.
00:32:36Who the f*** do you think
00:32:38you are?
00:32:40Bye, little child.
00:32:45Why is it everything is always
00:32:47for you, you, you, you, you?
00:32:49Babe, I need money to eat.
00:32:51Babe, I need money to go work out.
00:32:53Babe, my car broke.
00:32:55Nicole wants something, it's a big
00:32:57no. Only for him,
00:32:59whatever he needs, right?
00:33:01Are you stuck?
00:33:04I think it's best
00:33:06I just fly back home.
00:33:08I'm not doing this with you.
00:33:10I can't.
00:33:12Not for three weeks.
00:33:14I'm just, like, so over the s***.
00:33:16I thought this was gonna change with us,
00:33:18and it's just not.
00:33:22And I'm not gonna spend
00:33:24the rest of my life in being
00:33:26in a situation, I'm not gonna be
00:33:28100% happy, and you're not gonna be
00:33:30100% happy.
00:33:32I'm 100% happy, and you're not getting it.
00:33:37Try to put this energy
00:33:39for us. No, I don't.
00:33:41I don't. I expect a little bit more
00:33:43from you, and you just don't see it.
00:33:45You don't understand what to do.
00:33:47You're just like, again,
00:33:49Nicole puts in 90%,
00:33:51and you put in 10%. Sometimes I think I'm too much nice for you.
00:33:53Really? Yes, I'm too much nice for you.
00:33:55You're too nice for me. Yes.
00:33:58Try to be nice for me.
00:34:03And it's sweet, and it was sweet,
00:34:05and I told you that.
00:34:07It's not enough.
00:34:09It's not enough. I need more.
00:34:11I'm trying to learn you.
00:34:28Mm-hmm.
00:34:33Mm-hmm.
00:34:46The thing
00:34:48with me in an argument
00:34:50with Justin is that I do
00:34:52blow up, and I do go from
00:34:54zero to 100. I can go
00:34:56to 1,000 if he pushes my
00:34:58buttons enough. Honestly,
00:35:00I don't think trans
00:35:02women play a role
00:35:04about being super emotional.
00:35:06I think that any trans
00:35:08can attest to that.
00:35:10But this has been
00:35:12bottling up for a while.
00:35:14I don't just get sad
00:35:16or get upset or cry.
00:35:18This has been going on for quite
00:35:20some time.
00:35:22I love you.
00:35:24I don't want to fight.
00:35:26I think he acts like a child when it comes
00:35:28to anything that has to do with the intimacy
00:35:30conversation. That's honestly.
00:35:32And he can't handle it. He can't talk about it.
00:35:34He's very private about it.
00:35:36But it's not gonna get anywhere
00:35:38if he doesn't face it.
00:35:42We have to come down to some type of resolution
00:35:44because, you know, like, time
00:35:46is of the essence. We only have a short
00:35:48period for us to be together.
00:35:50But I'm hopeful,
00:35:52and hopefully we can work things out.
00:35:56He obviously
00:35:58really wants to be a dad.
00:36:00So we're thinking about either doing, like, maybe
00:36:02surrogacy or adoption.
00:36:04Do you really want kids?
00:36:06Or are you just doing this just to please him?
00:36:08Like, true.
00:36:26Hi.
00:36:28Hey, Sophie. How are you?
00:36:30I'm good. You?
00:36:32Yeah, I'm good.
00:36:34I kind of wanted to tell you something.
00:36:36What?
00:36:38So, the other day when we spoke
00:36:40and you had a go at me for being too mean,
00:36:42I think I have been going a bit
00:36:44too hard on Rob.
00:36:46And I think it's because when I talk to him,
00:36:48he literally always looks at me like
00:36:50I'm talking a different language.
00:36:52And I think it's because
00:36:54he looks at me like I'm talking a different language.
00:36:56And he thinks I'm crazy.
00:36:58So because of that,
00:37:00I don't like him.
00:37:02But the truth is, opinions are like,
00:37:04everyone's got one.
00:37:06So if he thinks I'm crazy, he thinks I'm crazy.
00:37:08But, you're marrying the man.
00:37:10And he clearly loves you.
00:37:12And I reckon that's more important.
00:37:14I mean, I appreciate you obviously apologising
00:37:16for sometimes saying rude comments to him.
00:37:18But literally, you've said that
00:37:20at a really weird time,
00:37:22and it's a massive kind of fallout.
00:37:24Oh my God, what's happened?
00:37:26You know how obviously I've told you
00:37:28that I don't want to get pregnant,
00:37:30and you know that, right?
00:37:32Yeah.
00:37:34Somehow he doesn't know that.
00:37:36How the hell has this conversation
00:37:38not come up before?
00:37:40This is really sad.
00:37:42Right now, as of this moment,
00:37:44we've kind of come to some kind of resolution.
00:37:46But at the same time, obviously it's very new.
00:37:48And it's like,
00:37:50we have our differences with certain things.
00:37:52But it's like,
00:37:54he obviously really wants to be a dad.
00:37:56So we're thinking about either doing
00:37:58maybe surrogacy or adoption.
00:38:00So that's kind of where we're at right now.
00:38:02But it's still just like,
00:38:04I don't really know what to do at this point.
00:38:06Do you really want kids?
00:38:08Or are you just doing this just to please him?
00:38:10Like, truth. Really dig deep for this one.
00:38:12It's important.
00:38:14Because of the fact that I don't want to get pregnant,
00:38:16I've never really thought about kids.
00:38:18But obviously, as you know,
00:38:20I am a massive people pleaser.
00:38:22But obviously, this is my life as well.
00:38:24So it's like, I'm not going to people please
00:38:26for my future.
00:38:28I don't want to have children
00:38:30if I'm going to resent the kids.
00:38:32Yeah. I mean, listen,
00:38:34I'm not the best relationship advice person.
00:38:36Not at all.
00:38:38But you need to have a really deep conversation
00:38:40and really tell him what things are.
00:38:42You know, the surrogacy thing
00:38:44is a whole new kind of concept for me.
00:38:46So for me to be honest with him and myself,
00:38:48I need to think about it.
00:38:50I don't want to have kids just because he wants me to.
00:38:52And I don't want to tell him no
00:38:54because he's going to leave.
00:38:56And then it's like,
00:38:58what does that mean for me and my life
00:39:00and everything I've given up for him?
00:39:08So you're going to wear something like super classy
00:39:10or medium?
00:39:12Super classy or medium classy?
00:39:14What are you wearing?
00:39:16Probably khakis and a blue shirt.
00:39:18In England,
00:39:20I do go to the club a lot more regularly
00:39:22because he never wants to go to the club, ever.
00:39:24He hates the club.
00:39:26When you're single, you want to go out more and party more.
00:39:28But now that I've got a woman,
00:39:30I'm not really thinking about going out to the club.
00:39:32And plus, I feel like there's potential
00:39:34for more problems.
00:39:36If I go to the club and some girl's hitting on me,
00:39:38then I might end up in trouble
00:39:40whereas if I would've just stayed at home
00:39:42and hung out with you,
00:39:44then that's not going to happen.
00:39:46You can stay out of trouble just having fun with me.
00:39:52I don't think I've been to an actual club
00:39:54in L.A. even, so it'd be cool to see.
00:39:56I've only been to one or two clubs in L.A.
00:39:58Really?
00:40:00Yeah, because they're mad expensive.
00:40:02It's like $100 to get in some places.
00:40:04When was the last time you've been to a club?
00:40:06Yeah, he's coming, isn't he?
00:40:08Mm-hmm.
00:40:10What, are you making faces?
00:40:12I don't know. I just feel like
00:40:14it's a bit awkward.
00:40:16I'm definitely not looking forward
00:40:18to seeing Rob's friend Tarai
00:40:20just because he has been in Rob's ear
00:40:22a bit about me.
00:40:24She popped up on Tarai's phone on a dating app
00:40:26and since then, he's been
00:40:28on the fence about
00:40:30is this person someone he wants
00:40:32his friend to be with?
00:40:34On the dating app, I was on the girl's side
00:40:36of a friend's app.
00:40:40I invited Soraya, if that's cool,
00:40:42to the club.
00:40:44He's like, you're going to be with Tarai.
00:40:46Tarai's coming, so it's like, I don't want it to be
00:40:48you, Tarai and me. That's super awkward.
00:40:50I met Soraya
00:40:52at the exact same time frame
00:40:54when Tarai saw me on the app.
00:40:56But for me to have met Soraya, she was on the friend's side.
00:40:58She wouldn't have shown up if I was on the date's side.
00:41:00So I feel like that's proof of
00:41:02I made a whole friend on the same app
00:41:04at the same time. So I feel like
00:41:06I don't really need to prove anything else.
00:41:08That's as much proof as I can give, really.
00:41:10That's too much.
00:41:14I mean, that's kind of like
00:41:16a going salsa dance or something.
00:41:18Yeah.
00:41:20It'll take you an hour to get ready, right?
00:41:22You as well. Don't wait for me.
00:41:24You've got a yellow shirt on.
00:41:26Man, it's going to take me ten minutes to get ready.
00:41:28Sophie 100% takes longer
00:41:30to get ready to go out. It's kind of like
00:41:32I should do something else
00:41:34to not suffer while I wait.
00:41:36Like watch a movie.
00:41:38And then the last 30 minutes of the movie,
00:41:4030 minutes before we leave,
00:41:42then I'll get ready to go out.
00:41:44You want me to look good or not?
00:41:46You look amazing
00:41:48all the time, so I don't need to wait two hours.
00:41:50Do I look good?
00:41:52Yeah.
00:41:54Takes me 30 minutes.
00:42:00LA nightlife.
00:42:02Here we go.
00:42:06Here we are.
00:42:08Go on, girl.
00:42:10I'm going.
00:42:12Finally.
00:42:14You know he gonna talk about us being late.
00:42:16Come on, man.
00:42:18What's up?
00:42:20How you doing?
00:42:22Nice to see you.
00:42:24Good to see you finally. It's been forever.
00:42:26Why you been hiding? What you scared of?
00:42:28I'm super protective over Rob,
00:42:30so I just want to make sure that the people that are coming
00:42:32into his life are doing it for the right reasons.
00:42:34I think she realizes
00:42:36Rob has this off spot for her,
00:42:38so she might be playing that to her advantage
00:42:40or might be, you know, playing Rob a little bit.
00:42:42I don't know. Who knows?
00:42:44But I'm gonna definitely pick her brain.
00:42:46You meet any new friends, Sophie, while you're out here?
00:42:48Not really.
00:42:50Oh, no, not yet? No.
00:42:52You got one friend coming though, right?
00:42:54Yeah, my friend Soraya is coming.
00:42:56Oh, where'd you meet that friend?
00:42:58I met her, like, when I came here, like, the first time.
00:43:00I just met her on, like, a friends dating app.
00:43:02Oh, a friends dating app.
00:43:04That's where I meet all my friends.
00:43:06That's who we call them now, friends dating apps.
00:43:08I didn't know they made those.
00:43:10I thought they were just date apps.
00:43:18I've got a strange
00:43:20scenario I want to run by you.
00:43:22It's such a weird thing I don't even, like,
00:43:24want to tell people.
00:43:26This whole entire time,
00:43:28her dad doesn't even know I exist.
00:43:30Oh.
00:43:32She has been pretty much lying the whole time.
00:43:34What would her incentive be to hide you?
00:43:48Good boy.
00:43:54You're okay, bud.
00:43:56Morning.
00:43:58Good morning. I'm here with...
00:44:00Yeah, I'm Clayton. Oh, is that Baby Pig
00:44:02and Chocolate? Yeah, I'm here with Baby Pig and Chocolate.
00:44:14Hi. Hello, good morning. Good morning.
00:44:16Baby Pig and Chocolate for you.
00:44:18All right. They're still kind of
00:44:20chunky, so I wanted to get their weight checked out.
00:44:22And they look so terrified right now.
00:44:24They don't like car rides at all. That's all right.
00:44:26I don't blame them.
00:44:28I think guinea pigs get overlooked as
00:44:30pets because they're a rodent, and
00:44:32rodents kind of have, like, a
00:44:34negative connotation of being, like, pests.
00:44:36But I take my guinea pigs for
00:44:38a checkup about every six months
00:44:40because I know that my mom will
00:44:42overfeed them. She feeds
00:44:44my guinea pigs a lot, and
00:44:46I just wish that she would not,
00:44:48like, give them so many treats.
00:44:50All right, Baby Pig.
00:44:52Look how chunky he is.
00:44:56So... He's a little chunkier
00:44:58than he was before. 162, yeah.
00:45:00Come here, big guy. All right.
00:45:02Eating well and everything, though? Well, he's clearly
00:45:04eating well. He probably needs to eat a little bit
00:45:06less.
00:45:08Yeah.
00:45:10Do you know they eat guinea pigs in South America?
00:45:12Yes.
00:45:14My fiancee has eaten a guinea pig,
00:45:16and she says it's delicious.
00:45:18I'm trying to get my fiancée closer to my
00:45:20guinea pigs, but not too close. You know what I mean?
00:45:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:45:24Guinea pigs in Peru are often
00:45:26a delicacy, and they're not
00:45:28a common food in America at all.
00:45:30So...
00:45:32I think Annalise is starting to realize that
00:45:34she might never eat guinea pig again.
00:45:36I know she thinks they're delicious because
00:45:38she's told me that a million times,
00:45:40but I also want her to think that they're, like,
00:45:42you know, part of the family, not part of, like,
00:45:44breakfast with coffee.
00:45:46You know, something like that.
00:45:48They're a good boy.
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00:45:58♪♪♪♪
00:46:00♪♪♪♪
00:46:02♪♪♪♪
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00:46:08It's kind of second nature
00:46:10at this point of having all this clutter.
00:46:12I've just become accustomed to it
00:46:14and complacent, but it's still just
00:46:16kind of mentally exhausting
00:46:18to have so much stuff in your house.
00:46:20I'm pretty much just, like, a hermit in my room.
00:46:22Because I'm working from home
00:46:24and gaming all the time,
00:46:26I've spent a lot of time on the computer.
00:46:28♪♪♪♪
00:46:30What's up, Mr. Clayton? How you doing?
00:46:32Trying to play the game or what?
00:46:34I was thinking about killing some giant mole.
00:46:36Oh, that's, like, really high-level stuff, bro.
00:46:38That's why I'm calling you, man. I need some help.
00:46:40Video games have always been a part of my life.
00:46:42The game that I play, I've been, like, addicted to
00:46:44since I was, like, an early teenager.
00:46:46I have, like, over 20,000 hours on that game,
00:46:48if not more.
00:46:50I quit counting, like, a long time ago.
00:46:52About half my life,
00:46:54I've spent so much time on it.
00:46:56Let me see if I got the proper gear.
00:46:58Yeah, you do. You're the highest level, brother.
00:47:00Come on.
00:47:02Cameron is my best friend of 13 years.
00:47:04We met on an online game,
00:47:06but we haven't met yet.
00:47:08I don't actually know why.
00:47:10When we were younger, I kind of understand
00:47:12because it's been so long ago,
00:47:14but now we're both grown adults
00:47:16and able to travel.
00:47:18I think it's just the fact that,
00:47:20given my work schedule and, you know,
00:47:22general habits, I don't really have
00:47:24too much of a social life.
00:47:26Oof.
00:47:28You got the loot? What?
00:47:30I must be stronger than you, dude.
00:47:32I've been taking too much time off.
00:47:34Hanging around with that girl too much.
00:47:36Doesn't Annalie get here
00:47:38in a couple of days?
00:47:40Yep.
00:47:42Time flies.
00:47:44Dude, I know. It's honestly crazy, dude.
00:47:46I've got a strange scenario
00:47:48I want to run by you.
00:47:50Okay.
00:47:52I feel like I haven't told you
00:47:54because it's such a weird thing
00:47:56that whenever I think about it,
00:47:58I don't even want to tell people.
00:48:00You know how me and Annalie
00:48:02have been together for two and a half years,
00:48:04give or take?
00:48:06So,
00:48:08this whole entire time,
00:48:10her dad doesn't even know I exist.
00:48:12Like, who am I?
00:48:14Oh.
00:48:16Um...
00:48:18That's kind of alarming.
00:48:20Does she have a relationship with her dad?
00:48:22Does she talk to him?
00:48:24Oh, yeah. She talks to him.
00:48:26He calls her, like,
00:48:28an abnormal amount of times per day.
00:48:30He will call her literally, like,
00:48:3220 times per day.
00:48:34You know, really,
00:48:36really close.
00:48:38I've kind of been holding off
00:48:40on talking to Cameron
00:48:42about Annalie not telling her dad
00:48:44because it really sucks feeling like
00:48:46you're being hidden.
00:48:48You know, I've had past relationships
00:48:50dealing with that, and, you know,
00:48:52I don't want to relive that,
00:48:54and I don't want to work up insecurities
00:48:56that I may have overcome,
00:48:58and now that I'm talking about it so much,
00:49:00here they are coming back,
00:49:02and Annalie's not proud of our relationship.
00:49:04You know, maybe she's not proud to show me off.
00:49:06You know, I don't know what's going on.
00:49:08You know,
00:49:10she has been pretty much lying the whole time.
00:49:12Like, anytime me and her
00:49:14have been together in, like, not her hometown,
00:49:16like, say we're in the capital Lima
00:49:18in Peru,
00:49:20she was down there for, like, work,
00:49:22and then she's coming to the U.S.
00:49:24in a few days. Oh, surprise.
00:49:26She's got a job waiting for her,
00:49:28except not actually.
00:49:30Honestly, bro,
00:49:32you're supposed to be the person that
00:49:34is going to be spending the rest of your life
00:49:36with her, you know?
00:49:38So what would her incentive be to hide you?
00:49:42Her dad is just really protective,
00:49:44and he can be
00:49:46intense.
00:49:48That's pretty much what she's told me
00:49:50is the reasoning.
00:49:52I think you got to jump on it, man.
00:49:54Get it resolved as soon as possible,
00:49:56because this is your life partner, man.
00:49:58You got to think of every dimension.
00:50:00Like, this is going to be your family as well.
00:50:04If Annalie told her dad about
00:50:06our relationship, I'm not
00:50:08100% certain that he would try
00:50:10to convince her not to come here,
00:50:12but I'm certain enough
00:50:14that I would not want to risk that whatsoever.
00:50:16It's been such a long process
00:50:18to get her here,
00:50:20dealing with this long immigration,
00:50:22you know, high costs, language barriers,
00:50:24all kinds of stuff.
00:50:26I don't want to risk that.
00:50:28I think it's going to be
00:50:30essential that this happens
00:50:32before the marriage.
00:50:34So just keep that in mind, bro.
00:50:36But at the same time, sometimes the thought
00:50:38of her, like, so easily lying
00:50:40to her family for years kind of
00:50:42makes me wonder, would she lie
00:50:44to me for years? What would she lie about?
00:50:46I don't really want to fill my
00:50:48mind with these negative thoughts.
00:50:50I kind of want to just take
00:50:52her word at face value and just,
00:50:54you know, give it time, but that kind of is
00:50:56my nature. I do overthink sometimes.
00:51:08My plan is to bring my kids
00:51:10here once I'm sure
00:51:12that Gino and I are going to make it.
00:51:14What's wrong?
00:51:16I don't want to f*** up this kid, you know,
00:51:18that I'm responsible for, and he's
00:51:20so good, and I feel so bad that I don't
00:51:22deserve him.
00:51:38Thank you. Hi.
00:51:40Can I help you guys find anything today?
00:51:42Actually, we're looking for...
00:51:44The sheets,
00:51:46like, and bedding, and sheets, pillows,
00:51:48or anything like this.
00:51:50Okay, awesome.
00:52:00No problem.
00:52:02I'm doing my best to turn things
00:52:04around from last night.
00:52:06She has this allergic reaction,
00:52:08but she's feeling much better
00:52:10today now that I've taken her to
00:52:12urgent care, and she's gotten a couple of really
00:52:14potent shots that helped
00:52:16with her hives.
00:52:18Thank goodness they did, because
00:52:20otherwise, she's going to
00:52:22kill me.
00:52:24You know, I would like to ask you,
00:52:26since you might be familiar with it,
00:52:28how often
00:52:30do you recommend to change
00:52:32the pillows?
00:52:34I replace mine about
00:52:36every six months. Every six months,
00:52:38right? Yeah, it's like they get...
00:52:40Twice a year is... Yeah, for me
00:52:42personally, that's what I do.
00:52:44Yeah, that's my preference.
00:52:46I just wanted to make sure
00:52:48you, as an American person,
00:52:50to give me an outlook, because
00:52:52my fiancee differs
00:52:54from the other man, you know?
00:52:56They think that pillows are
00:52:58everlasting.
00:53:00For me, it's more like once every six years
00:53:02instead of six months.
00:53:04So six months versus six years.
00:53:06You just load that cart up.
00:53:08Thank you so much, I appreciate it.
00:53:10Please let me know if I can help.
00:53:12Thank you so, so much.
00:53:14Yeah.
00:53:16Baby, look at this!
00:53:18So cute!
00:53:22Soccer!
00:53:24Soccer, you know?
00:53:26For Juanse, baby.
00:53:28You know, that's his dream.
00:53:30He wants to be a soccer player.
00:53:32He's taking classes and all that.
00:53:34He's good at it. His birthday is coming
00:53:36and it's the first birthday
00:53:38I won't be with him ever.
00:53:40Yeah. That's a tough one for both of us.
00:53:42Yeah, we can show him that.
00:53:44Right?
00:53:46My Cane One Visa was just for me,
00:53:48so I had to leave my
00:53:50sons, JC and Juanse,
00:53:52with my family in Panama.
00:53:54But my plan is to
00:53:56bring my kids here once I'm
00:53:58settled and sure that Gino
00:54:00and I are going to make it.
00:54:02And I know
00:54:04that no material things
00:54:06will ever replace
00:54:08True.
00:54:10me or the fact that
00:54:12I'm not going to be with him, but
00:54:16I want him to feel like
00:54:18I'm with him even though I'm not
00:54:20physically there.
00:54:22I mean, I know you can't be there this time, but
00:54:28the good news is
00:54:30eventually we should be able to bring him here.
00:54:32Right? Right.
00:54:34So, that's positive.
00:54:40What's wrong?
00:54:46I feel bad because
00:54:48you can never
00:54:50take time back.
00:54:52And I'm scared.
00:54:54I don't know if this visa thing is going to take
00:54:56I don't know how long.
00:54:58If Juanse gets impatient
00:55:00or starts to believe
00:55:02that I abandoned him.
00:55:04I don't want to cause
00:55:06any trauma on him.
00:55:08I don't want to mess up with
00:55:10this kid that I'm
00:55:12responsible for and he's so good
00:55:14and I feel sometimes that I don't
00:55:16deserve him.
00:55:18You don't have to cry.
00:55:20It's okay.
00:55:28No, you're a good mom.
00:55:30You've always been everything
00:55:32I've seen in Panama.
00:55:38It's a huge sacrifice
00:55:40for Jasmine to come to
00:55:42United States and
00:55:44you know, give up
00:55:46being around her kids
00:55:48and separated from her family,
00:55:50her children, her friends.
00:55:52All of that.
00:55:54She did all
00:55:56of that to come here for me.
00:55:58That's
00:56:00true love.
00:56:02Things will get better soon, you know.
00:56:04I promise.
00:56:06Thank you, baby.
00:56:08Baby, let's video chat
00:56:10Juanse and we can
00:56:12show him some of the toys and stuff.
00:56:14Absolutely, yeah. Let's call Juanse.
00:56:22Juanse!
00:56:24Juanse!
00:56:26Juanse, mi amor!
00:56:28Hey!
00:56:36Juanse!
00:56:44Muy bom.
00:56:46That's Portuguese.
00:56:48Spanish.
00:56:50Muy bien, Juanse.
00:56:52Freaking gringo.
00:56:54I love it!
00:56:56Yo te quiero decorar tu recamara
00:56:58y yo quería saber si a ti
00:57:00¿de qué te gustaría? ¿Te gustaría de fútbol?
00:57:02¿De soccer?
00:57:04¿Te gusta?
00:57:06Sí, sí, sí. Yes, yes.
00:57:08Mi amor, escúchame. ¿Cómo quieres
00:57:10tu fiesta de cumpleaños?
00:57:12Que la tengo que organizar. Dime qué vas a querer.
00:57:14Yo quiero de
00:57:16Real Madrid.
00:57:18Okay. ¿Lo quieres todo
00:57:20de fútbol? Sí, todo, todo.
00:57:22Podemos hacer
00:57:24una torta de cumpleaños
00:57:26en forma de balón de fútbol.
00:57:28Y tu papá Gino y yo
00:57:30vamos a estar presente
00:57:32pero en el teléfono, pero vamos a estar allí
00:57:34para cantarte tus once
00:57:36años!
00:57:38¡Once años!
00:57:42Te amo.
00:57:44Te voy a llamar. Se cepilla los dientes,
00:57:46se baña. Te amo,
00:57:48mi amor. Hablamos mañana.
00:57:50Te amo muchísimo!
00:57:54Te amo.
00:57:56Te amo.
00:57:58I think he was happy.
00:58:00I think so, yeah.
00:58:02So sweet.
00:58:04I feel super happy, super
00:58:06excited about a K2 visa
00:58:08for my children, but at the same
00:58:10time, I cannot stop being worried
00:58:12because I'm scared of
00:58:14something happening and it delaying
00:58:16the process. Okay,
00:58:18Papa Gino, let's go
00:58:20to pay. I'm trying to
00:58:22fight again negative thoughts,
00:58:24but, you know, it's a fear that
00:58:26is tangible and I cannot
00:58:28avoid feeling it.
00:58:30Would you mind
00:58:32checking the price on this pillow?
00:58:34I couldn't find anything on here except a barcode.
00:58:36Wait a minute, let me say a little prayer.
00:58:38$12.99.
00:58:40$12.99? I bought these pillows
00:58:42for $100 in Panama.
00:58:44So we'll take both.
00:58:46Oh my gosh.
00:58:48This is
00:58:50a historical event.
00:58:52One time every six years.
00:58:56You met her on the
00:58:58front side of the app? Yeah.
00:59:00I do know that, like, I probably should
00:59:02tell Rob that I'm bisexual.
00:59:04I've just been putting it off for a bit.
00:59:06So you're not into girls?
00:59:12Today's kind of a big day.
00:59:14Hoping my parents will like you.
00:59:16I think that this is gonna be
00:59:18a train wreck. I don't know what
00:59:20we'll do if Nick's parents
00:59:22don't accept the differences between us.
00:59:24Was that them over there?
00:59:26Just don't forget
00:59:28to smile.
00:59:48My friend Soraya's coming. Oh, where'd you meet that friend?
00:59:50I just met her on, like, a friend's
00:59:52dating app.
00:59:54If you're on a dating app and
00:59:56you're meeting other girls, I would think that you're
00:59:58into girls or something like that.
01:00:00I think she's been avoiding all the tough questions.
01:00:02She doesn't want to answer any of the questions that I have for her.
01:00:04In my experience with dating apps,
01:00:06as you're on there to date,
01:00:08you know, I don't know too much about making
01:00:10friends. I don't know if that's your thing. I mean, there's, like, a best friend
01:00:12mode. Oh, really? Yeah.
01:00:14You met Soraya on that same app, right? I met her on the app
01:00:16and she was on the friend's side as well.
01:00:18So when I meet her, she's going to say,
01:00:20Hey, I met her on this dating app, right?
01:00:22Okay, okay, all right. Mafa, I'm just saying.
01:00:26I feel like I'm getting the truth, but you never know.
01:00:28I mean, women are capable of
01:00:30anything. You know, take it from me.
01:00:32I know from personal experience,
01:00:34I don't want to put my personal experience onto Rob's situation,
01:00:36but I really don't know. I can't tell.
01:00:38I can't call her right now. I don't know what's
01:00:40going on. Ain't that your girl
01:00:42over there?
01:00:44Hey! Hi, oh my gosh, how are you?
01:00:46Oh my gosh, it's so good to see you. Oh my god, you too.
01:00:48You're so blonde! So are you!
01:00:50My name is Soraya. I've known
01:00:52Sophie for about two years.
01:00:54She's great. Love her. Whenever
01:00:56she comes into town, of course we like to go have a good
01:00:58time, so I'm excited.
01:01:00Nice to meet you. Hi.
01:01:02Hi, good to see you.
01:01:04My god, you're so buff. Relax over here.
01:01:06Hey! You're getting his head
01:01:08even bigger. I know, I gotta say.
01:01:10I'm so ready for a drink.
01:01:12Come on, excuse us, excuse us.
01:01:24That's the shop?
01:01:26Why is it so big?
01:01:28To love, to friends, to a great night,
01:01:30and let's just enjoy ourselves.
01:01:32Cheers to that.
01:01:34Oh my god.
01:01:36We got this, man. Perfect. Confirm
01:01:38something for me. You met her on the
01:01:40dating side of the app? Yeah!
01:01:42Like, there's the friends and then there's the
01:01:44dating side? I met her on the friend side of the app.
01:01:46You met her on the dating, on the friend side.
01:01:48So you're not into girls?
01:01:50No!
01:01:52I just want to make sure.
01:01:58That was a super awkward moment because
01:02:00Soraya doesn't know, Toraya doesn't know, Rob doesn't know
01:02:02that I'm bi.
01:02:04No! We were looking
01:02:06for friends. Right!
01:02:08Friendship. We made a great friendship.
01:02:10We have a great friendship.
01:02:12It's like, I'm going to lie because I'm not going to come out right now
01:02:14in front of three people.
01:02:16But yeah, no. I was on the app
01:02:18for friends though. I wasn't on it
01:02:20for women also at that time.
01:02:26I guess the whole friend dating
01:02:28app thing wasn't real.
01:02:30She's the proof. She is the proof.
01:02:32This is the proof right here. I apologize.
01:02:34I was wrong. See, I told you.
01:02:36That same app
01:02:38that I met Soraya on,
01:02:40I'm still on that app to make friends
01:02:42because I don't know anyone out here.
01:02:44And there's bi women on the friend side.
01:02:46You can be bi and still, or gay even, and look for friends.
01:02:48So it's like, I do have the option, I guess,
01:02:50of asking them.
01:02:52But as long as I don't do anything to disrespect them,
01:02:54I feel like I should be allowed to do that.
01:02:58We met when? What year was it?
01:03:002019.
01:03:02Oh my god, we've been dating for two years!
01:03:04I know!
01:03:08See, I told you.
01:03:10You gotta watch out.
01:03:12You gotta watch out.
01:03:14But I do know that I probably should tell
01:03:16Rob soon
01:03:18that I'm bisexual. I've just been putting it off
01:03:20for a bit because lately we've been
01:03:22arguing so much.
01:03:24But I think I should probably tell him soon.
01:03:34Oh my god.
01:03:56Hey.
01:03:58You awake?
01:04:00How are you doing
01:04:02with your jet lag?
01:04:04I'm just tired.
01:04:06Sorry about this.
01:04:12The first day in Korea
01:04:14was good, really good.
01:04:16Seeing Nick for like the first
01:04:18time, it's almost like
01:04:20the two years that
01:04:22we have been apart kind of didn't exist.
01:04:24Were y'all able to rekindle
01:04:26your romance?
01:04:28I wanted to break
01:04:30the bed but she was
01:04:32too tired, jet lagged.
01:04:34Don't lie.
01:04:40And she kicked me out.
01:04:48Today's
01:04:50kind of a big day.
01:04:52Are you excited?
01:04:54I'm excited.
01:04:56I just packed a bunch of
01:04:58clothes.
01:05:00I was going to have you help me out.
01:05:02Okay, I will help you out.
01:05:04Tonight, Devin and I
01:05:06are traveling from
01:05:08Seoul city to where
01:05:10I grew up in Daejeon.
01:05:12And Devin is going to meet
01:05:14my parents and my
01:05:16sister and nephew and niece.
01:05:18Show me what you got.
01:05:20I have this one.
01:05:22That one.
01:05:24That one. And this one.
01:05:26It's all
01:05:28jacket, yeah? Yeah.
01:05:30What about this? This one?
01:05:32And this?
01:05:34I look like Shaggy from Scooby Doo.
01:05:36Okay.
01:05:38My parents don't know
01:05:40much about Devin but
01:05:42when they think of American
01:05:44women like have a bunch of
01:05:46one night stands,
01:05:48do drugs at the party, blah blah blah.
01:05:50But she doesn't do that.
01:05:52So finger crossed.
01:05:54This is going to be a train wreck.
01:06:00Oh, look at you.
01:06:02Is this enough?
01:06:04Yeah, I like this.
01:06:06It's good enough.
01:06:08Good enough or good?
01:06:10Yeah, I think it's good, good.
01:06:12I like this. Let me get my coat then.
01:06:16We're going to the Seoul station.
01:06:18Okay. And then we're going to meet up
01:06:20my parents at the Daejeon station.
01:06:22Are you excited?
01:06:24Yeah. Okay, let's go.
01:06:28I just arrived yesterday
01:06:30and now I have to meet
01:06:32Nick's parents.
01:06:34I don't speak any Korean
01:06:36and I'm also very
01:06:38quiet and shy
01:06:40and introverted.
01:06:42It's hard walking into this situation
01:06:44knowing that I'm so different.
01:06:46Look, there's a lot of
01:06:48apartments in a row.
01:06:50Yeah.
01:06:52In Korea, in a big city,
01:06:54you get huge apartment
01:06:56complex.
01:06:58Because there's so many people.
01:07:00We got too small land
01:07:02for too many people.
01:07:04Don't you look like a sassy?
01:07:06No. We've got two little people
01:07:08and a lot of lands.
01:07:10We're going now?
01:07:12Yeah.
01:07:14Devin meeting my family
01:07:16and parents makes me
01:07:18so nervous.
01:07:20My
01:07:22father,
01:07:24he's not super friendly.
01:07:26And my
01:07:28mother, she's a serious
01:07:30Korean woman
01:07:32with Devin.
01:07:34So I'm like,
01:07:36I don't know what to do.
01:07:38With Devin,
01:07:40she can be overwhelmed.
01:07:42She can be fragile.
01:07:44When there's something
01:07:46overwhelming her,
01:07:48she'll cry.
01:07:50My parents won't like it.
01:07:52And without my parents' blessing,
01:07:54I can't go to US.
01:07:56Is that
01:07:58them over there?
01:08:00Just don't forget to smile.
01:08:08Oh my god.
01:08:10I just got clocked.
01:08:12The people in our country is
01:08:14narrow-minded.
01:08:16I'm nervous.
01:08:18My choice is not easy for me
01:08:20here in this country.
01:08:22At the end of the day, you gotta be proud
01:08:24and confident of who you are
01:08:26or who you're in love with.
01:08:38Oh my god.
01:08:58Hello, mommy.
01:09:00Hi, Nicole.
01:09:02That's so cute on you, Nicole. I like that.
01:09:04It's beautiful.
01:09:06I love that color.
01:09:08I've been thinking about you.
01:09:10Is everything okay?
01:09:12Yeah, everything
01:09:14is good, you know.
01:09:16Jess and I are working through some
01:09:18things.
01:09:20We're still having a little
01:09:22few issues.
01:09:24What's been going on?
01:09:26Honestly, mom,
01:09:28we had a conversation
01:09:30about the lack of intimacy
01:09:32because this is not normal
01:09:34to me.
01:09:36Nicole, did you have a
01:09:38civil conversation with him?
01:09:40Did you yell at him? Did you start screaming?
01:09:42Did you go from zero to a hundred?
01:09:44What happened? Honestly, mom,
01:09:46I probably did go from zero
01:09:48to a thousand.
01:09:50I took a hormone shot before I went on this
01:09:52trip, and I think that's just
01:09:54making me very emotional.
01:09:56That's what it does to
01:09:58male-to-female trans
01:10:00out there in this world.
01:10:02It's hard to maneuver
01:10:04through the obstacles,
01:10:06but it's very hard with a very
01:10:08cold Russian.
01:10:10All right, now I'm going to ask you
01:10:12an honest question. I'm going to ask you something.
01:10:14And answer it
01:10:16honestly, Nicole. How about if
01:10:18you change the way
01:10:20you behave toward him?
01:10:22Like,
01:10:24maybe be softer.
01:10:26Be a little bit more
01:10:28patient. Find another way to speak
01:10:30to him. Not yelling and screaming
01:10:32and exploding.
01:10:34You haven't done that to me.
01:10:38He loves you. I could
01:10:40see it. You have to
01:10:42understand his side
01:10:44of it. How
01:10:46he was thinking, how they're going to
01:10:48accept you. Is his mother going to accept you?
01:10:50Is his stepfather going to accept you?
01:10:52I got to tell my friends,
01:10:54let him adjust.
01:10:56This is big for him.
01:10:58He's adjusting,
01:11:00I think.
01:11:04My mother gives me this advice
01:11:06to calm my temper,
01:11:08so I'm going to
01:11:10take it.
01:11:12I want to enjoy my time with Justin.
01:11:14I don't want to be fighting and arguing.
01:11:16I want to actually just enjoy
01:11:18my time with him because I do love him
01:11:20so much.
01:11:22I think that he really wants to make it work.
01:11:24I know.
01:11:26I love you, too.
01:11:28Bye-bye.
01:11:42Where are we going?
01:11:44One place.
01:11:46It's simple, but I think you'll like it.
01:11:50Even though Justin knows how to push my buttons
01:11:52and get on my last nerve,
01:11:54I do know how to calm down
01:11:56and forgive him.
01:11:58It might take five minutes, ten minutes,
01:12:00a half hour.
01:12:02He's charismatic, he's charming,
01:12:06and I know him for such a long time.
01:12:10I feel like a level of
01:12:12comfortability with him
01:12:14that I have never felt with anyone else.
01:12:24Are you going to have a drink?
01:12:26Today's been a very
01:12:28long day.
01:12:30I don't like us getting
01:12:32to that level of what happened at the park,
01:12:34so
01:12:36let's try to work
01:12:38harder on our relationship.
01:12:40I'm going to try to be more patient.
01:12:42I'll go from zero to a thousand,
01:12:44and you're going to try to be a little bit more
01:12:46serious when I'm upset.
01:12:48Yeah, I'm working.
01:12:51Okay.
01:13:00Cheers.
01:13:02Let's go.
01:13:08Now I understand you
01:13:10better.
01:13:16What are
01:13:18our plans tomorrow?
01:13:20Today I miss
01:13:22the gym.
01:13:24So tomorrow you want to go to the gym?
01:13:26Yeah, in the morning time
01:13:28I think maybe when you
01:13:30were asleep.
01:13:32No, I'll wake up. We can go to the gym together
01:13:34and we can work out together.
01:13:36I will think about it.
01:13:38Maybe not
01:13:40my gym, another gym.
01:13:42Better
01:13:44for people
01:13:46who come from another country.
01:13:48Why would it be better for me than
01:13:50the gym that you've been going to that you don't want
01:13:52me going to?
01:13:54Some of the gyms have
01:13:56the ceiling down.
01:13:58Low. Low ceiling.
01:14:00Okay.
01:14:02So the other gym that you're going
01:14:04usually... Bigger, bigger, yes.
01:14:08I'm going to the
01:14:10small.
01:14:13So I know your gym is smaller,
01:14:15low ceilings. Okay, great.
01:14:17But I think the real reason is more
01:14:19that
01:14:21I think you know a lot of people there
01:14:23and
01:14:25you don't want them
01:14:27to talk.
01:14:29This is not the reason.
01:14:31The reason is
01:14:33I found the
01:14:35best gym for people
01:14:37who come from another countries.
01:14:39And there you
01:14:41feel more comfortable.
01:14:43What is this?
01:14:45The LGBT XYZ gym?
01:14:47Baby, I
01:14:49changed my
01:14:51sex. I changed
01:14:53who I was. I didn't care what anybody
01:14:55thought. I still
01:14:57to this day walk with my head held high.
01:14:59At the end of the day
01:15:01people are going to say whatever they're going to say.
01:15:03They're going to think whatever they're going to think.
01:15:05You can't change people's minds in this world.
01:15:07But you've got to be proud
01:15:09and confident of who you are
01:15:11or who you're in love with or who you're dating.
01:15:13Let's drink for this.
01:15:21But listen, I know
01:15:23you don't care how I was born so it doesn't matter.
01:15:25Oh my god.
01:15:27I just got clocked.
01:15:29The people over there
01:15:31literally I just got clocked.
01:15:33I said
01:15:35how I was born
01:15:37and the people over there at the table
01:15:39just can't.
01:15:41Really?
01:15:43Do you think they hear us?
01:15:45Of course they hear us.
01:15:47And understand clearly.
01:15:49My choice
01:15:51is not easy for me here
01:15:53in this country.
01:15:55Listen, I know how this closed-minded country is.
01:15:57Okay, I get it.
01:16:01Oh, that looks amazing.
01:16:04The people in our country
01:16:06it's different culture
01:16:08and on some things like that
01:16:10trans, gay
01:16:12and lesbian
01:16:14they're like narrow-minded
01:16:16and this is very sad for me.
01:16:20It's their oponion.
01:16:22I understand.
01:16:24I respect oponion people.
01:16:26But
01:16:28I'm nervous.
01:16:34What you're doing
01:16:36is standing up and showing the world
01:16:38that you love me regardless of what anybody thinks.
01:16:40That's what matters the most to me.
01:16:42Okay, stop.
01:16:46What?
01:16:48Mom.
01:16:52I hope
01:16:54with Niki
01:16:56with my choice
01:16:58we open
01:17:00more doors and more friends
01:17:02in the future.
01:17:04People more open-minded.
01:17:08Let's drink for our
01:17:10new steps in our life.
01:17:12And some of those new steps
01:17:14is having more sex.
01:17:16So, cheers.
01:17:18I see Justin's getting a little bit more
01:17:20comfortable with me
01:17:22being with him in public
01:17:24and that's all cool, fine and dandy
01:17:26but we need to get a little bit more
01:17:28like, you know
01:17:30sexy.
01:17:32So, I want to work on that.
01:17:34Let's finish our wine
01:17:36and let's get out of here
01:17:38because
01:17:40my f***ing cat is neglected
01:17:42and she needs to eat.
01:17:48I just checked his phone. I never check his phone
01:17:50but I was like, let me just check.
01:17:52And then I went on this one app
01:17:54and like, the videos are disgusting.
01:17:56You've hurt me again, bro.
01:17:58I'm definitely not trying to f***ing be with
01:18:00nobody else but you. I just want you.
01:18:02I want you in my life.
01:18:04It's just a lot and he's disgusting right now
01:18:06and I just don't want to be anywhere near him.
01:18:28And he's not here.
01:18:50What's going on?
01:18:52I just wanted to get away from like Rob
01:18:54and his house and his dog
01:18:56him and have some space. What would cause you to need literally to get out of his apartment?
01:19:04Basically, um, so basically what happened was I had a dream the night before, right, that Rob
01:19:11online cheated on me. So the next day I just checked his phone, I never check his phone,
01:19:16but I was like let me just check because I had a dream about it. I went on his Instagram,
01:19:20didn't find anything, and then I went on this one app and like basically he's been getting like
01:19:25disgusting videos from other women and like asking for just like nudes and like the videos
01:19:32are disgusting and he's like entertaining it. And I was just like I found the videos
01:19:36and then I was just like you need to drop me off, I don't want to talk to you, like
01:19:39I just left. I just had to leave, I was packing my stuff, he was trying to stop me.
01:19:44Like I just took what I could and I left, I threw the ring,
01:19:47I didn't have the ring anymore, I threw the ring. So yeah, right now, f*** him.
01:19:55You've hurt me again, Rob. I've been trying to be perfect, but I'm not perfect, man. I'm not, like
01:20:04I'm not perfect, but I'm definitely not trying to f*** me with nobody else but you.
01:20:09I just want you, I want you in my life. I don't want no f***ing body else.
01:20:14I saw the messages, even the ones that you didn't save. I've seen them, Rob.
01:20:17So I don't care what you keep saying. It doesn't mean anything to me. You're just a liar.
01:20:24No wonder he never asked me for sexual videos. He's getting them from like I don't know how many
01:20:28girls. It's just a lot and I just, he's disgusting right now and I just don't want to be like anywhere
01:20:33near him. No one wants to see their partner, you know, get turned on for anyone other than them.
01:20:42If you're getting pictures from another person that's not your partner and jacking off to them
01:20:47and watching all this disgusting stuff and requesting videos and having a fun time with
01:20:50someone other than your partner, that's cheating. Some people might look at it as not, but to me,
01:20:54that's disrespectful and it's hurtful. So for me, I consider it cheating.
01:21:01He did this before and I nearly broke up with him because it was like just after a year,
01:21:05I think after we've been dated, he did the same thing and he was like f***ing off back to her.
01:21:09Sorry, this is really explicit, but like he was. He was doing inappropriate stuff. The girls are
01:21:13inappropriate stuff and it's like I said, you can't hurt me like this again. If you do this,
01:21:17I'm leaving. So he knew what he was doing. I'm just shaking talking about it. My face is getting
01:21:25really hot. If I was back in England, I would have left this guy. He would have been history.
01:21:31Goodbye. I would have gone to my mum's or my friends. See you never. Where am I supposed to
01:21:35go? I'm in this house. I've rented by myself because I have no friends to go. I have no family
01:21:39member to go. I have no, at least a job, staff, friends. I don't have anything. Don't even have a
01:21:44car. So it's like I don't have anywhere to go. I don't know what I'm supposed to do now. And
01:21:48obviously if I don't marry him, I have to go home. So I've given up everything for nothing.
01:21:56I don't want to throw away my whole life that I've been trying to build to be in LA with Rob.
01:22:01It's like I've got, I have to give up that. I have to give up that dream. And he just gets
01:22:05to live the same life with no consequences. He doesn't have to leave. He just gets to do what
01:22:09he's doing. It's definitely very hard. Sorry, one second.
01:22:31When I don't have anyone out here, obviously, and it's just me and it's like,
01:22:35I just feel very trapped and very alone. And what he's done to me, it's like I'm hurt. But
01:22:40at the same time, it's like, I don't have anywhere to go. And I don't really know what I'm supposed
01:22:45to do. And I just feel very, it's a very lonely feeling. And it's very difficult to process.
01:22:50And my mind's just trying to like block the pain. But it is a bit difficult.
01:22:56I'm just really trying not to think about it. It's hard.
01:23:09There's a thing, it's like it's not even that it's hurt me. It's that I don't,
01:23:12what am I supposed to do now?
01:23:25Next time on 90 Day Fiancé.
01:23:38I'm feeling a lot of pressure because Annalie is completely uprooting her life to come here
01:23:43and live with my mom. If Annalie and my mom don't get along, I honestly have no idea what I'm gonna
01:23:52do.
01:24:03We are going to a couples therapy so I can assess what we're dealing with. But
01:24:08Manuel wants no parts of it.
01:24:14I just feel like it's like he's leading a double life.
01:24:22I can't marry someone my family doesn't like. So this can go bad.
01:24:36This whole situation is my fault. This is not how I want it to be. My future and loss.
01:24:44Hello my friends. This is Niki, my fiancé. I'm very nervous tonight because Niki is meeting my friends.
01:24:55So that's the person who stole his heart. It was kind of a shock for me that he chose
01:25:01to engage with a trans woman. When I changed my life I had to do a lot of things that I
01:25:06wasn't happy with. I was hooked on drugs, I had to prostitute myself.
01:25:11You're what?
01:25:16What is this? I have no idea how that got there or how long it's been.
01:25:23I have learned to treat Gino. I can tell he's guilty.
01:25:27You're a cheater.
01:25:29No I'm not.
01:25:31Yes you are.
01:25:33That's not cheating.
01:25:35Guilty.
01:25:37I want to go home.
01:25:39I want to go home.