Our Dirty Little Serect | ENGSUB - FULL DRAMA MOVIE
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00:00:00You ready to party? I don't think we've pre-gamed enough gaming girls to wait for that.
00:00:15The game has begun. I really don't think it's too late for us to just go home.
00:00:19No, it's too late. You told me this yourself, and I quote,
00:00:23I don't want to spend my entire college career reading about other people's sex lives.
00:00:27This is the last party of our college career.
00:00:30And even if you don't get laid, just dance and have a good time.
00:00:37Okay. Okay. You're right. Let's go.
00:00:45That's what you're falling for. I, uh, thanks.
00:00:57Girl, you just tripped yourself into an incant romance.
00:01:00That's exactly what it was. It felt like I was in one of Adam's old stories.
00:01:04It felt just too real and too fast.
00:01:06Wait, wait, wait. Adam, that smut writer you got hung up on?
00:01:10It's not smut, okay? He writes about love and tragedies and everything in between,
00:01:15and I don't just read them. We talk about them, about ourselves, about what it means to be alive.
00:01:22Hon, you never even met this guy.
00:01:26I was going to Megan. We had set up a date, and he ghosted me.
00:01:31I don't think I can forgive him, but I can't forget him.
00:01:34I mean, he's the whole reason that I'm an English literature.
00:01:36Uh-huh, yeah. Okay, so tonight, we are undoing all that damage. You take this.
00:01:41And I need to dance, so see ya.
00:01:45Wait, he's leaving me?
00:01:50Are you enjoying me, pal?
00:01:52Oh, I'll go see if your lover boy wants to dip you again.
00:02:21Oh, God.
00:02:24Hey.
00:02:25I'm good, thank you.
00:02:27Keep it great.
00:02:30Did you really think that was going to work, creep?
00:02:33You want to raise a hand? Raise one of these.
00:02:36It's cool, dude. Really, it's cool. I've been drinking a little bit.
00:02:39I'm sorry, really. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get out.
00:02:45It's cool.
00:02:51Are you okay?
00:02:54No, uh, I'm... I don't go to many parties. This is my one.
00:02:59Okay, he's gone.
00:03:02That's twice, and I saved you. Do you like playing dams on the streets?
00:03:07No, I... You're my dancer. I'm your knight. Uh...
00:03:12Never mind.
00:03:14What?
00:03:16Goodbye.
00:03:21Okay, okay.
00:03:25Hi, excuse me. Sorry. So sorry. We're moving.
00:03:28Okay, bye.
00:03:30Oh, my God. What? What is going on? What happened?
00:03:34I don't know why I thought I could just go out for one night and expect everything to go perfectly.
00:03:38I'm an idiot. I had one guy almost hit me.
00:03:40Hit you? Wait, who? Where?
00:03:42He's gone, and the guy who caught me earlier saved me again,
00:03:45and I thought he was flirting with me, so I tried to throw it back.
00:03:48But I screwed that up.
00:03:50Hey, he's a guy. It's harder to screw up your chances than you think.
00:03:53He probably thinks I'm insane. I think I called him my knight.
00:03:57I don't know. I'm trying to block it all out already.
00:04:00You win some, you lose some.
00:04:03Let's just go home and binge some ice cream and go more girls.
00:04:08Yeah.
00:04:10Hey, damsel, wait up.
00:04:12Julie, be cool.
00:04:15She had run far.
00:04:17Trying to outrun her own heart.
00:04:20Wait, is that from Forgotten Garden?
00:04:23Yeah, and you picked for reader.
00:04:25And as a runner, where are you going?
00:04:27I just thought it was better if I cut my losses for the night and give up flirting.
00:04:31Maybe forever.
00:04:34Was that what all that falling down and getting into fights was?
00:04:38Us flirting?
00:04:40Or even trying to save me back there?
00:04:43I'll be your damsel if you play my knight that rescues me.
00:04:48I'm actually really glad you can say that.
00:04:51Well, how about the truth?
00:04:53My friend dragged me to this party because she thinks I need to have fun in real life.
00:04:57And I think you're super hot, but I'm way too much of a wuss to do anything about that.
00:05:07How's that for fun?
00:05:13Hi.
00:05:26What?
00:05:28I want to hear you say it.
00:05:30Say what?
00:05:36That you want me now.
00:05:39I want you now.
00:05:43Okay.
00:06:13I want you now.
00:06:43Hi.
00:06:52Oh, so you're leaving.
00:06:55Well, you know I've got to take my shirt, too.
00:06:57Oh, I just thought we had a great time last night.
00:07:01We did.
00:07:02You said you wanted to have some fun, and you got it.
00:07:05Let me tell you, I'm having a blast now.
00:07:07Look, I'm just really not looking for anything beyond one night.
00:07:12It's staying over.
00:07:14I can only break so many of my own rules.
00:07:16Here.
00:07:17I'd hate for you to break some of your made-up rules.
00:07:20Oh, my God.
00:07:37That does not look like the face of one who just had the best night of her life.
00:07:41It's not.
00:07:43Oh, honey.
00:07:45What happened?
00:07:47It's like there was something about this guy.
00:07:49He and I were getting along so well.
00:07:51He was passionate, but smart, too.
00:07:54He quoted my favorite book, The Forgotten Garden.
00:07:57Yeah, never heard of that.
00:07:59But he sounds like your exact type.
00:08:01If that's all that matters.
00:08:02But then it's like I slept with Jekyll and woke up with Hyde.
00:08:07Oh, he's one of those?
00:08:10He basically kicked me out of the house.
00:08:12What?
00:08:13I'm telling you, he's two different people, and one of them wants nothing to do with me.
00:08:18Damn.
00:08:20Well, the beauty of one night stands is that you'll never have to see his face again.
00:08:25But what if he's in my class?
00:08:27No, no way.
00:08:29He probably doesn't even go here.
00:08:31He's probably one of those locals that likes to hang around college kids.
00:08:35Yeah, gross.
00:08:38I'm gonna shower.
00:08:39Yeah, get washed up.
00:09:10Okay, uh, give me a pencil if you guys are done.
00:09:12Oh my god.
00:09:15Good morning, class, and welcome to the start of a new year.
00:09:18Now, I know you all must be thrilled to see me after I announced my retirement last year.
00:09:23But I'm sorry to say your joy will be short-lived.
00:09:27Or is it short-lived?
00:09:28Well, anyway.
00:09:29I know you all must be thrilled to see me after I announced my retirement last year.
00:09:33But I'm sorry to say your joy will be short-lived.
00:09:37Or is it short-lived?
00:09:38Well, anyway.
00:09:39For the first two weeks of this semester, I will be showing your new creative writing professor the ropes he's running behind.
00:09:46Oh my god, if it's Professor McSteamy I saw in the hall today, I will not be able to concentrate.
00:09:50Ah, here he is now.
00:09:52Mr. Mitchell.
00:09:56Oh my god, that's him.
00:09:58Now, this is Mr. Mitchell's first year as a professor, but he was one of my best students not too long ago.
00:10:06I assure you, you are in capable hands.
00:10:11Anything you'd like to say?
00:10:14Uh, I, yeah, it's great to be here.
00:10:18It's a good day.
00:10:20Looking forward to it.
00:10:22Uh, teaching.
00:10:25I promise you, he's much better on the page.
00:10:32Alright folks, that's it. Thanks, see you tomorrow.
00:10:35At least he will.
00:10:44Nice to meet you.
00:10:47Hey, um, I'm sorry, who are we?
00:10:50Mr. Mitchell.
00:10:51Mr. Mitchell?
00:10:52It's Jace, right? It's Mr. Mitchell.
00:10:55Look, I wanted to apologize for my rude behavior that morning, and I hope that we can keep what happened in our personal lives out of the class.
00:11:02Oh, don't worry. You already made it crystal clear that you want me nowhere near your personal life.
00:11:07Look, this is just as a surprise to me as it is to you.
00:11:10It wasn't my intentions to make you feel like...
00:11:13Like I was trash on garbage day.
00:11:15Julie, that's not it. Do you want me to be honest?
00:11:18Yes, Mr. Mitchell.
00:11:21Honestly, I didn't know I was going to be a professor that night.
00:11:25I just finished grad school, no clue where to go from there.
00:11:29And if I had known, I probably wouldn't have even followed you outside, and all the rest.
00:11:35You're not the only one who regrets what we did, but don't worry. It'll never happen again.
00:11:52Hmm.
00:11:59Hey, Julie!
00:12:01You good? What's got you all worked up?
00:12:04Do you remember that guy, Mr. Jekyll and Hyde?
00:12:07Yeah. Wait, he's in one of your classes, isn't he?
00:12:12Sort of. He's teaching it.
00:12:14Shut up!
00:12:15I know, this is horrible.
00:12:17Oh my god. I mean, why though? It's not like you're going to hook up with him again.
00:12:20Miss, you forgot something.
00:12:22You left it in the hallway. I wanted to make sure you didn't leave without it.
00:12:26Well, thank you. That was very nice.
00:12:28Well, it was pretty selfish.
00:12:30I was afraid if I left it in the lost and found, I wouldn't be able to see your beautiful face light up when I return it.
00:12:39This is Tuli.
00:12:40Oh, I know. I'm in her creative writing class.
00:12:43I'm Armand. It's a pleasure to finally meet you.
00:12:47Okay, quite the charmer.
00:12:49In France, we never hold back when we see something we like.
00:12:57I'm telling you, that French guy is so into you.
00:13:01He seems like the type that'd be into anybody.
00:13:03What? No, he was treating me like I wasn't even there.
00:13:08Which is absolutely crazy.
00:13:11Oh my god.
00:13:12What?
00:13:13He put his name in my phone.
00:13:15Oh, girl, he likes you.
00:13:19I know, but the crazy thing is, is meet-cutes and gestures like this only make me think of Adam and his stories.
00:13:26Oh, please. It's probably for the best that he stopped catfishing you.
00:13:31Forget him. Now, Armand, he's your real-life French lover. Okay?
00:13:38Good guys are hard to come by nowadays. You better hop on that before somebody else does.
00:13:45Trash. Garbage can.
00:14:15Hey, Tooey.
00:14:40Chase! Uh, Mr. Mitchell. I didn't know you wrote.
00:14:45Well, why would I teach others how to write if I wasn't doing it myself?
00:14:49More professors should have that attitude. What's the quote? Those who can't do, teach?
00:14:54Teachers do plenty. Knowledge is a thing that gives a person power.
00:14:59Who is that, Lockhart?
00:15:01I'm glad I got one student who reads. Doesn't seem to be too common these days.
00:15:06You sound like Professor Connor.
00:15:08Well, that's fine, as long as you don't think I look like him.
00:15:13What are those?
00:15:14From Professor Connor. He said you know what to do with them.
00:15:17You didn't volunteer to bring them, did you?
00:15:19I'll leave you alone to flatter yourself.
00:15:21That wasn't a no.
00:15:23I thought you said you wanted to keep our personal lives separate. Isn't that what you want?
00:15:27What I want doesn't matter. What matters is what we are, teacher and student.
00:15:33Well, the next time you think about flirting with me, remember what we are.
00:15:38I can manage if you can.
00:15:40Oh, believe me, that won't be an issue.
00:15:43Thank you for dropping off the papers, but next time only visit when you really need me.
00:15:48You won't be seeing much of me then.
00:15:51Bye.
00:16:02Julie.
00:16:03Armand.
00:16:04I was waiting for you to call.
00:16:06Sorry, I've just been distracted.
00:16:09What is it? A face as beautiful does not deserve a frown.
00:16:12I just... It's nothing. One of my teachers is an ass.
00:16:17You need a break from school? Let me cheer you up. Whatever you want.
00:16:22How about I cook you some boeuf bourguignon, we watch a French movie, and we have a little tour of France?
00:16:28How does that sound?
00:16:30That might get me out of it.
00:16:31Yeah? How about dancing? Would you like that?
00:16:47Let's go.
00:16:53So what do you think? Does this hold up to your dirty dancing?
00:16:58Nothing ever does. But it was good.
00:17:01Well, good for you then, because I had another one for you.
00:17:04There is a screening of La Vie en Rose this Friday. One of my favorites. Would you come with me?
00:17:11Friday is actually my birthday.
00:17:13That sounds nice. I don't have anything planned. Because I'm cool with that.
00:17:18Your birthday? I mean, Tully, a movie won't do it. You deserve a party.
00:17:24Let me host, what do you say, Big Bash?
00:17:28We barely know each other. You don't have to do that.
00:17:32Please, Tully. I insist. Let me do that for you.
00:17:35Let's take it as the beginning of a new year. The year of Tully.
00:17:39Okay.
00:17:43Tully? What are you doing?
00:17:58I'm reading some of Adam's old stories.
00:18:01What? I thought everything with Armand was going so good.
00:18:05It did.
00:18:06Okay.
00:18:07Adam's just been on my mind lately, and I can't figure out why.
00:18:10Okay, you have to show me something of his. There's no way that he's that good of a writer.
00:18:14Okay.
00:18:16Here. The blue blossom fields matched her eyes, and the spirit within them.
00:18:21That life, joyful, free thing that danced and arced across her gaze when she looked at me.
00:18:27I swam wondrously in those eyes, desperate and sad as she drifted off to sleep.
00:18:32My heart shattered because I knew I wouldn't be there when she opened them again.
00:18:38Damn. That is good.
00:18:41Too bad he's not real.
00:18:43He was real, Megan.
00:18:45Uh-huh.
00:18:46But he just vanished. I don't know if I can take that kind of rejection again.
00:18:53Honey.
00:18:55Okay.
00:18:56Armand is a real-life human with real-life human genitalia.
00:19:01And he's throwing you a birthday party in an hour.
00:19:04He won't ghost you like Adam.
00:19:07I won't let him.
00:19:10That's enough of that, okay?
00:19:13Get ready for your party.
00:19:17Okay.
00:19:27Okay.
00:19:35Julie. Bienvenue.
00:19:38Hey. Oh.
00:19:41Come in.
00:19:42Everyone, say hi to Julie. It's her birthday.
00:19:45Happy birthday!
00:19:48Armand, come on. Let's go to the club. It'll be fun.
00:19:52No, Lucien.
00:20:01Come dance with me.
00:20:04Sorry. Not now.
00:20:05Okay. But before the end of the night, we're dancing, right?
00:20:11Here. Take this.
00:20:15Julie, look. Look at this party.
00:20:17Look at what Armand is doing for you, okay?
00:20:20Just forget about your days lost in fiction and get with your life.
00:20:24It's real life.
00:20:26Okay. All right.
00:20:28Now that's what I'm talking about, girl. Come on.
00:20:35Julie, look at you.
00:20:37You should go to the ballroom dancing sometimes.
00:20:39You love dancing, don't you?
00:20:42No.
00:20:43There's something else I love more, though.
00:20:45Armand, I've had too much to drink.
00:20:47Julie, look what I've done for you. Let's have a good time.
00:20:50I was having fun.
00:20:52Come to my room. I'll show you your birthday gift.
00:20:54No, don't do this.
00:20:56Julie, you're making a scene right now.
00:20:58I'm gonna make a scene if you grab me like that.
00:21:00Leave it.
00:21:05All right.
00:21:23Julie?
00:21:25Oh, it's you.
00:21:27Are you okay?
00:21:28No, I'm walking home.
00:21:31How far away is your place?
00:21:33I'm almost there.
00:21:35Just three...
00:21:38four more miles.
00:21:40Okay, come on.
00:21:42I'm gonna take you home after a glass of water.
00:21:44What do you care?
00:21:46Julie, I'm trying to help you.
00:21:51I thought you wanted to keep it professional, Ace.
00:21:57Mr. Mitchell.
00:21:58I am not your professor right now.
00:22:00I'm just someone who cares about seeing you wake up tomorrow safe.
00:22:05Come on.
00:22:11You really care, don't you?
00:22:14Like more than just someone wanting me to get home safe.
00:22:17You care about me.
00:22:20I'm trying so hard not to.
00:22:23You can do anything to me and it wouldn't be forced.
00:22:28It wouldn't be right, either.
00:22:30That's the thing.
00:22:33It may seem wrong, but...
00:22:36it's just the right time.
00:22:39What was that?
00:22:48My heart shattered, because I knew...
00:22:52I wouldn't be there when she opened them again.
00:22:57I'm sorry.
00:23:28Had to go run an errand.
00:23:30There's some coffee in the kitchen.
00:23:32Advil on the counter.
00:23:34Hope your head doesn't hurt too much.
00:23:45Jeez Louise!
00:23:47Why were you off with the call to cops?
00:23:49I'm sorry.
00:23:50Honey.
00:23:52What happened?
00:23:54Honey.
00:23:56What happened?
00:23:58I left the party after Armand basically forced himself on me.
00:24:01What?
00:24:02My phone died and I ended up staying with Chase.
00:24:06Oh my god.
00:24:08Please tell me you didn't sleep with your professor again.
00:24:10I didn't.
00:24:11He just took care of me.
00:24:13That doesn't sound any better.
00:24:15No, it's...
00:24:17We didn't do anything.
00:24:18I made an idiot of myself and passed out.
00:24:21That's it.
00:24:22The important thing is you're safe.
00:24:24I'm just glad you're home.
00:24:37Julie.
00:24:38Chase.
00:24:40Are you feeling better?
00:24:42I am, thanks.
00:24:44I wanted to apologize. I wasn't...
00:24:49I wasn't in a good place.
00:24:52Thank you for taking care of me.
00:24:54Of course.
00:24:56I'm sorry I couldn't be there when you woke up, but it was probably for the best.
00:25:00Not exactly the Friday night you wanted to deal with, I'm sure.
00:25:04I didn't mind the company.
00:25:06Well, I could have been better.
00:25:09You want to keep things professional and that certainly didn't help.
00:25:14I don't think keeping things professional is an option for us.
00:25:18Do you?
00:25:22No.
00:25:27This is a bad idea.
00:25:29I could lose my job.
00:25:31I could get kicked out of school.
00:25:33The risk is too high. We've got to keep this completely academic.
00:25:36I'm glad we agree.
00:25:38I love you.
00:25:52The only way I'm going to allow myself to do this is if it's no feelings, just fun.
00:25:58Anything else is just too messy.
00:26:01And you can do that.
00:26:03You can be my professor with benefits.
00:26:07God, I hate the sound of that.
00:26:10Then we don't have to close anything.
00:26:12Just our dirty little secret.
00:26:23Not here.
00:26:37Not here.
00:26:59Love is divine only and difficult always.
00:27:04Does anyone know who said that?
00:27:07Toni Morrison.
00:27:08Great job, Tui.
00:27:10Great job, Tui.
00:27:12I bet she hears that every night.
00:27:14She's been teacher's pet all semester, hasn't she?
00:27:16I'm going to visit his office later today and maybe I'll get some extra credit too.
00:27:20You wouldn't need the extra credit if you'd actually pay attention instead of talking about me.
00:27:23I'm not the only one talking about you.
00:27:25Ladies, please.
00:27:27So, we're talking about cognitive dissonance and how it can be more than a useful tool.
00:27:34How sometimes it's everything that it means to be human.
00:27:38Now, last night I read some of your papers.
00:27:42I would say about 50% of you understand what I'm talking about.
00:27:47Or I should say Toni's talking about.
00:27:50You know, Cassandra and her cronies won't shut up about you and they're starting to bring me into it now too.
00:28:04You have no reason to be jealous. Trust me.
00:28:07I only sleep with one student at a time.
00:28:10Ha ha.
00:28:17Dinner is ready.
00:28:19Julie, that's my novel. It's not...
00:28:22I love it. I'm only a few pages in but I absolutely love it.
00:28:27I do have a few notes though.
00:28:30Oh, you have some notes, do you?
00:28:32Yeah. It's a diamond in the rough.
00:28:34I'll show you the rough.
00:28:43Which character grew up in Hades?
00:28:46John T...
00:28:50Oh, I'll get it.
00:28:56Hi. Could I talk to Julie?
00:28:59I'll check.
00:29:02It's Armand.
00:29:10I'll be in the other room if you need me.
00:29:16Hi. I'm sorry for how I acted.
00:29:22Not just for trying to kiss you but I shouldn't have let you go without making sure you had a safe way home.
00:29:29I made it home safe. Bumped into an old friend.
00:29:32Please tell me I didn't ruin anything between us.
00:29:35I'm trying to keep up with you and I'd like to make it up to you.
00:29:39And I'm trying to show you that I'm the gentleman you deserve.
00:29:44Hey, why don't we go on a date together? I mean a real one.
00:29:48Just you and I. No French film. No party. Just us.
00:29:53What do you think about that?
00:29:55Not right now.
00:30:04So, are you gonna go out with him?
00:30:07I don't know. I told him not right now.
00:30:10Is it because of the party? I totally get that.
00:30:13Well, um, I've kind of been hooking up with someone.
00:30:19Ooh, spicy.
00:30:21Well, it better not be your teacher because that would be crazy.
00:30:26Tuli?
00:30:28No, Tuli.
00:30:30What?
00:30:31Well, it better be hot.
00:30:32Oh, it's hot.
00:30:34You're gonna get in trouble, girl.
00:30:36I am the trouble.
00:30:37Oh my god. Come here.
00:30:39Oh my god.
00:30:41Just be careful, okay?
00:30:43Yeah.
00:30:44Alright.
00:30:49What does your piece have to say?
00:30:51Behind everything written on the page,
00:30:53what is the reader supposed to walk away from your story with?
00:30:56For example, justice is one of the major themes in Tuli's Mockingbird, or
00:31:02To Kill a Mockingbird.
00:31:04Excuse me.
00:31:06Um, what was I saying?
00:31:15You're gonna get me in trouble with those Freudian slips in class.
00:31:18I'm the one who's gonna get into trouble.
00:31:20And you loved it, I could tell.
00:31:22I've got a hot professor inserting my name into classic literature titles.
00:31:27Yeah.
00:31:28What's not to love?
00:31:29Wait till we talk about a Tuli of two cities.
00:31:31No, shut up.
00:31:32Or a Catch-22-ly.
00:31:33I am shutting you up then.
00:31:36Okay.
00:31:53Yeah, if I don't get an A this semester,
00:31:55my mom's totally gonna cut off my meal card.
00:31:58Yeah, I know, who does that?
00:31:59Like, totally psychotic.
00:32:01Like, I'm already suffering enough.
00:32:07Hello, Mr. Mitchell.
00:32:09Hey, Sandra.
00:32:10I just wanted to turn in this paper a little early this week.
00:32:13Yeah, absolutely.
00:32:15Is everything okay?
00:32:17Yeah, it's, uh, it's all part of the grading process.
00:32:21Interesting.
00:32:23Thanks, we'll see you next week.
00:32:36That was too close.
00:32:38No more of that here.
00:32:40I'll see you later tonight then?
00:32:43No, we wait a few seconds.
00:32:45He might still be out there.
00:32:46Oh, yeah?
00:32:47What are we supposed to do while we wait?
00:32:49Anything but what we were doing before.
00:33:06Tam, my notebook.
00:33:24That bastard, that's why he wanted to keep it physical.
00:33:27I can't believe I let him lead me on like that.
00:33:29You think he could be married?
00:33:31I don't know, should I call him, confront him?
00:33:33Mm-mm, drop him.
00:33:35If he's gonna treat you like you're nothing, you should do the same.
00:33:38I say call Armand.
00:33:40He wants to take you out on a real date, right?
00:33:43Yeah, but Jace is...
00:33:45The Jace is your teacher, and you're his student.
00:33:49But what else is he hiding from you if he's, like, seeing this other woman?
00:33:52You're right.
00:33:53I know.
00:33:54Let's party.
00:33:59Armand?
00:34:00I think...
00:34:03I think I changed my mind about that date.
00:34:07Your date with Armand is gonna be so cute.
00:34:10I bet that he knows all the best French restaurants around here.
00:34:14He says they're all awful.
00:34:16We're getting sushi.
00:34:17What?
00:34:23Oh, it's my dad.
00:34:26Hey, Dad.
00:34:32What?
00:34:34It's my grandma.
00:34:38And that's all, everyone.
00:34:41Come back Monday with those revisions, and have a great weekend.
00:34:56Hey, it's Julie.
00:34:57Just leave me a message.
00:35:03Hi, is Julie here?
00:35:05Sorry, I'm alone. She's not here.
00:35:07Can you give her that?
00:35:09Thanks.
00:35:11Goodbye.
00:35:17Hello?
00:35:18There's a rain check on Armand, but he said he's sorry for your loss and gave you these.
00:35:22Tulips?
00:35:23Yeah.
00:35:26They're so pretty.
00:35:28Come on. Tell me what's going on.
00:35:30Really, it's nothing.
00:35:34BS. I know when you've got girl problems.
00:35:39I'm telling you, I'm only focusing on writing and teaching.
00:35:43I'm not doing anything else.
00:35:45I'm not doing anything else.
00:35:47I'm not doing anything else.
00:35:49I'm not doing anything else.
00:35:51I'm not doing anything else.
00:35:53I'm not doing anything else.
00:35:55Focusing on writing and teaching.
00:35:57That's enough to deal with.
00:36:02I can always tell.
00:36:04Face it, bro.
00:36:05Twin intuition is a real thing.
00:36:07That really only seems to go one way.
00:36:11Well, that's because your head's always in the clouds.
00:36:13Or on the next great American novel.
00:36:15So you wish, anyway.
00:36:18Your phone's been going off all night and you keep declining it.
00:36:25I don't want to get involved.
00:36:28I think she's seeing someone else, so I...
00:36:31So...
00:36:33You're ghosting her?
00:36:35Oh my god, I'm shocked.
00:36:38Jace Mitchell vanishing at the slightest bump in the road.
00:36:43Janelle, I tried to settle down.
00:36:47And marriage didn't work for me.
00:36:49Brooke didn't work for you.
00:36:51Don't blame the entire institution on one psychotic ex.
00:36:55You can bounce back.
00:36:57I can't get over everything so easy.
00:37:00And I tried.
00:37:02My heart wasn't in it.
00:37:04I'm better off just not starting down that path again.
00:37:08Jace.
00:37:10Come on, do you really believe that?
00:37:25Jace.
00:37:27Tully.
00:37:29Jace, I'm sorry I missed class.
00:37:32It's been a rough few days.
00:37:34Yeah, I bet.
00:37:35I saw Armand chilling up at your house with flowers.
00:37:38Are you guys dating?
00:37:40No.
00:37:42So that's why you haven't been answering my calls?
00:37:44What do you care if I'm dating someone?
00:37:46You're not exactly single yourself, are you?
00:37:50I can see you're busy. I'll leave you two alone.
00:37:52No, Tully, come back.
00:37:54I want you to meet someone.
00:37:56Janelle, is this Tully?
00:37:58Tully is my sister, Janelle.
00:38:02So, you're the one that's got my brother all twisted up in knots.
00:38:05Janelle?
00:38:06I'm sorry, I don't know why I just showed up like this.
00:38:08Tully, no need to apologize.
00:38:10You both started this off badly.
00:38:12Come inside.
00:38:22Jace, be a good host and get the bottle of wine.
00:38:24And another glass.
00:38:32Sorry for your loss.
00:38:34Was she a good woman?
00:38:36The best.
00:38:38She took care of us when my mom and dad broke up.
00:38:40She was the only thing that got me through it.
00:38:42Our parents broke up too.
00:38:44Did Jace tell you that?
00:38:46He doesn't really talk about himself, not really.
00:38:48I don't even know his middle name.
00:38:52Jace and I are just...
00:38:54We're just having a flame, no feelings.
00:38:58So, he says.
00:39:00Why does he keep pushing me away then?
00:39:02Hiding himself when I know he won't stop.
00:39:06He's a closed book.
00:39:08I know.
00:39:10We went through a really rough time growing up.
00:39:12And it's not my story to tell, but...
00:39:14He has his reasons.
00:39:32I'll let you two talk.
00:39:44I'm sorry for lashing out.
00:39:48You're grieving.
00:39:50Believe me, I understand.
00:39:54Do you want to tell me about her?
00:39:56Grandma was always there for us.
00:39:58More than...
00:40:00Your normal, sweet old grandma.
00:40:02She was special.
00:40:04Patient, kind.
00:40:08Everything that my mom wasn't.
00:40:12And when my mom and dad broke up,
00:40:14she moved in to take care of us.
00:40:20My first romance novels were the ones
00:40:22that I would sneak out and read.
00:40:24My first romance novels were the ones
00:40:26that I would sneak out of her room.
00:40:28She said it was okay.
00:40:30I just wasn't allowed to explain anything to my dad.
00:40:36I just, um...
00:40:40If I had known that we were going to lose her so suddenly,
00:40:42I would have spent every second
00:40:44that I could have with her.
00:40:46All those great things.
00:40:50Let that be what she leaves behind in this world.
00:40:54You and everyone who knew her.
00:40:58Carry her with you.
00:41:02You know what she would have told me about you?
00:41:04Stay awake.
00:41:08She would have told me
00:41:10to stop messing around
00:41:12and give you my heart.
00:41:14And I want to.
00:41:20Jason, I know you have feelings, don't you?
00:41:22Not just the sex,
00:41:24not just the fun, real feelings.
00:41:28You're in an emotional place right now.
00:41:30We can talk about this later.
00:41:32I know you feel it, too.
00:41:34You're horrible at hiding it.
00:41:36We can't be together, too.
00:41:38We've crossed too many lines.
00:41:40That's bullshit, and you know it.
00:41:42Tell me the truth.
00:41:44Why are you pushing me away?
00:41:46What are you afraid of?
00:41:48You don't know me.
00:41:50You don't know what I've been through.
00:41:52That's exactly what I want to know.
00:41:54You never would have let me read your book
00:41:56if you didn't want more.
00:41:58I told myself
00:42:00I wouldn't get sucked into this.
00:42:02There's too much at stake.
00:42:04No more than when we kissed in your office.
00:42:06This isn't about you being my teacher anymore.
00:42:08It's about us being serious.
00:42:12I don't know if I can.
00:42:14I don't know if you'll stay.
00:42:16My mother had her secrets.
00:42:18She left us high and dry
00:42:20having planned her exit for years.
00:42:22I need to know that the man
00:42:24that I'm spending my time with isn't going to leave.
00:42:26That is me sharing myself
00:42:28with you, Jason.
00:42:30Why can't you do the same?
00:42:32Keep your secrets or keep me.
00:42:48Chase.
00:42:50Don't let her slip away.
00:43:18Thanks for coming to the funeral with me, Megan.
00:43:20Of course, girl.
00:43:22Your grandma was such a badass.
00:43:24Oh, I'll get it.
00:43:28Still here.
00:43:30She has a lot going on right now.
00:43:32I don't think she has time for you.
00:43:34I'm sorry.
00:43:36I'm sorry.
00:43:38I'm sorry.
00:43:40I'm sorry.
00:43:42I'm sorry.
00:43:44I'm sorry.
00:43:46She has a lot going on right now.
00:43:48I don't think she has time for you.
00:43:50Megan knows.
00:43:52Tully, what do you even know about him?
00:43:54If he wants to tell me more, I'll listen.
00:44:08You want to know why I won't commit?
00:44:10Why I can't let you in
00:44:12the way you want?
00:44:16I was married
00:44:18for two years.
00:44:20And it started off
00:44:22great.
00:44:24I was in love.
00:44:28I thought I was, at least.
00:44:30But we fell apart.
00:44:34She cheated.
00:44:36She threatened to ruin me
00:44:38when I tried to leave her.
00:44:40Still,
00:44:42I had to get out of it.
00:44:44I had lost
00:44:46so much.
00:44:48I had told myself
00:44:50that my book
00:44:52would come first.
00:44:54And I
00:44:56didn't have time
00:44:58to fall for someone.
00:45:02Until I met you.
00:45:04James.
00:45:06Until I met you.
00:45:08James.
00:45:36I'm sorry.
00:45:56Fernand, I'm sorry.
00:45:58We can't be together.
00:46:00I wanted to feel the same sort of passion
00:46:02that you felt for me, but...
00:46:05What?
00:46:07What are you talking about?
00:46:11I wanted to tell you about it,
00:46:13but it's complicated with him.
00:46:15I was never really sure about anything.
00:46:19Armand, yes.
00:46:21But I told you that my grandmother, she...
00:46:27I felt pressured to be with you, Armand.
00:46:30If you read the romance novels,
00:46:32I'm the perfect guy.
00:46:34But I don't think perfect is for me anymore.
00:46:38It's gotta be
00:46:40more than just gestures. It's gotta be real.
00:46:43So you think what you got with him is real?
00:46:46It's becoming more real every day.
00:46:50I just hope he feels the same for you, too.
00:46:52Or he's gonna hurt you.
00:47:03Oh, no.
00:47:05Tully.
00:47:07I knew he was hiding something.
00:47:17Well,
00:47:19it's over with Armand.
00:47:21Tully,
00:47:23I have to tell you something about Jace.
00:47:25What?
00:47:27He, um...
00:47:29Remember when I was like,
00:47:31I didn't even really know about him?
00:47:34Well, that thought stuck with me, and...
00:47:37I know you guys have been, you know, making up.
00:47:39I know I'm nosy and
00:47:41an awful friend.
00:47:43But please, just hear me out.
00:47:45Megan, it's fine. What did you find out?
00:47:47Okay, well, I found his faculty page
00:47:49and his email, and I decided to search it up.
00:47:52I...
00:47:54Okay, and?
00:47:56You're gonna wanna sit down for this one.
00:48:01Okay.
00:48:06Jace's website was created
00:48:08using the same email
00:48:10as Adam's inkit account.
00:48:13I didn't hear you come in.
00:48:15Everything okay?
00:48:17No, Jace, it's not.
00:48:19Weren't you ever gonna tell me?
00:48:21Tell you what?
00:48:23That you're Adam.
00:48:26No wonder I loved your writing.
00:48:28I'd been waiting for you to tell me.
00:48:30Well, I'm glad you're here.
00:48:32I'm glad you're here.
00:48:34I'm glad you're here.
00:48:36I'm glad you're here.
00:48:38I'm glad you're here.
00:48:40No wonder I loved your writing.
00:48:42I'd been reading it for years.
00:48:44Who's Adam, huh?
00:48:46Just some alter-ego that you made up?
00:48:48Adam is my middle name.
00:48:50The person you were talking to was a real me.
00:48:52How long have you known?
00:48:54Was it before that first night?
00:48:56Did you plan all this?
00:48:58No.
00:49:00I found out when I saw you in class
00:49:02months after that first night between us.
00:49:04You said the name to one of your chapter titles,
00:49:06and I realized who you were.
00:49:08I wanted to stay away,
00:49:10but I couldn't.
00:49:12Then why didn't you tell me even when we first started
00:49:14seeing each other?
00:49:18I was afraid you'd think I was manipulating you.
00:49:20What else am I supposed to call it
00:49:22when that's exactly what you're doing?
00:49:24Three years ago when we were supposed to meet,
00:49:26you were married, weren't you?
00:49:30The whole time we talked online,
00:49:32you were married.
00:49:34Yes.
00:49:36Unbelievable, Jace, Adam.
00:49:38I don't know which version of you I'm more angry with.
00:49:52It's bad enough that he's my teacher, but this?
00:49:54I just think back on everything
00:49:56between us and wonder
00:49:58what he's been operating on behind the scenes.
00:50:02I knew something was wrong with him.
00:50:04I had to look into it.
00:50:06Thank you for being nosy.
00:50:08You were right.
00:50:10And you're also a great friend.
00:50:12Hey, at least it all came out now
00:50:14and no real damage was done.
00:50:16You dodged a bullet.
00:50:18Should I drop out of the class?
00:50:20Girl, absolutely not.
00:50:22We are not letting him win this one.
00:50:24Okay?
00:50:34Okay.
00:50:52I am not sentimental.
00:50:54I am as romantic as you are.
00:50:56The idea that you know
00:50:58is that a sentimental person
00:51:00thinks things will last.
00:51:02A romantic person
00:51:04has a desperate confidence
00:51:06that they won't.
00:51:08What does Fitzgerald mean by this?
00:51:10It sounds nice,
00:51:12but I don't think it's honest.
00:51:14How so?
00:51:16Because some people
00:51:18are neither.
00:51:20Some people just use others
00:51:22thinking that they won't last.
00:51:26And then they're glad to throw them away.
00:51:32Okay.
00:52:02So, yes,
00:52:04they called me back in
00:52:06to finish off your class.
00:52:08I'm sorry to say that
00:52:10Mr. Mitchell has resigned.
00:52:12Some administrative matter,
00:52:14that's all I'm going to say.
00:52:16So,
00:52:18help me get caught up with
00:52:20where we are in the assignment.
00:52:22Okay.
00:52:24So,
00:52:26Mr. Mitchell
00:52:28has resigned.
00:52:30Help me get caught up
00:52:32with where we are in the assignment.
00:52:34From what I understand,
00:52:36you're supposed to take
00:52:38one chapter out of the
00:52:40Weyland novels
00:52:42and write it in your own style.
00:52:48Chase.
00:52:50Cynthia.
00:52:52I'm just packing up.
00:52:54What happened?
00:52:56You tell me.
00:52:58Okay.
00:53:16Julie.
00:53:18Did you do it?
00:53:20Do what?
00:53:22Tell me the truth.
00:53:24Did you report Chase to the school?
00:53:26What are you saying?
00:53:28You only did that because I chose him over you.
00:53:30Can it be both, Julie?
00:53:32There are rules that exist and you can't deny that you broke them.
00:53:34Even if he doesn't hurt you,
00:53:36what is he going to do with the other student?
00:53:38The next student?
00:53:40Arman, you cost him his job, maybe his whole career.
00:53:42I did that, huh?
00:53:44What about him? What about you?
00:53:46You think you're innocent in all of that?
00:53:56I know
00:53:58how the investigation is going to end.
00:54:00I figured
00:54:02I better leave under suspicion
00:54:04and be the confirmed disgrace
00:54:06that I am.
00:54:08Doesn't this mean you can see Tuli now, with no secrets?
00:54:10That's the best part.
00:54:12Tuli's gone.
00:54:14We're...
00:54:16We're through.
00:54:18Chase, why?
00:54:22We didn't realize it, but
00:54:24I used to talk on a site where I would
00:54:26write my stories.
00:54:28I was married to Brooke.
00:54:30Things were already falling apart
00:54:32at that point.
00:54:34When we set
00:54:36an actual date,
00:54:38I knew I had gone too far.
00:54:40I knew I had to
00:54:42break it off.
00:54:44And by the time
00:54:46Brooke and I had divorced,
00:54:48it was too late.
00:54:50She blocked me.
00:54:52She blocked me.
00:54:54So even when we started seeing each other as, well,
00:54:56us,
00:55:00I still couldn't tell her.
00:55:02I knew she wouldn't forgive me
00:55:04for ghosting her,
00:55:06for lying to her.
00:55:10And she didn't.
00:55:12She
00:55:14turned me in,
00:55:16and I deserve it.
00:55:19Well, what you don't deserve
00:55:21is to beat yourself up about this.
00:55:24You have to find a way to move on.
00:55:49What?
00:55:51Oh, my God.
00:55:53We did it.
00:55:55No school, no books, no grades, no teachers.
00:55:57Sorry.
00:55:59Smart subject.
00:56:01No. You know, finally, it's set.
00:56:03Okay. I'm proud of you.
00:56:05You've grown so much.
00:56:07What do you say we go out tonight?
00:56:09Now that's what I'm talking about.
00:56:18What is it?
00:56:31Jace's novel.
00:56:33Wow.
00:56:35He actually got it published.
00:56:37Is that the one you read?
00:56:39Yeah.
00:56:41Oh. Looks like he got back on his feet.
00:56:43Oh, my God.
00:56:45He wrote something.
00:56:47What's the title?
00:56:49Adam.
00:56:51Too little, too late, right?
00:56:53Right.
00:56:55Still want to go dancing today?
00:56:57Sure. Let's do it.
00:56:59I've been dying to get you
00:57:01into your little red dress.
00:57:03Let's go.
00:57:17Oh, my gosh, girl.
00:57:19Did you see the guy who was dancing with you?
00:57:21Yes.
00:57:23Now that's how you cap off a college career.
00:57:25Yeah, it is.
00:57:27I need to hydrate.
00:57:29Night, Megan.
00:57:31Good night.
00:57:47Good night.
00:58:13They stood in the winter-withered garden,
00:58:15their flower beds at their feet.
00:58:17John didn't notice.
00:58:19He gazed deeply into her eyes.
00:58:21I'm ready, Victoria,
00:58:23John whispered.
00:58:27Every universe we've met,
00:58:29every timeline,
00:58:31every version of me,
00:58:33you are the constant.
00:58:35You're the one thing I can't change,
00:58:37and I'll never want to.
00:58:39He placed a flower in her hand.
00:58:41It was a tulip.
00:58:43Not dead, no.
00:58:45It was in full bloom.
00:59:13Oh, no.
00:59:21Oh, no.
00:59:35Your timing is astounding.
00:59:37Jace is moving?
00:59:39He got a publishing deal.
00:59:41Besides, I mean, nothing's keeping him here anyways, right?
00:59:45I'm sorry, I shouldn't be here.
00:59:55Looks like you followed for me.
00:59:57Again and again.
00:59:59You're leaving?
01:00:01What about the line in the book?
01:00:03You left it on my doorstep for a reason.
01:00:07I wanted to be honest with you one last time.
01:00:09The only way I thought you'd be willing to listen
01:00:11after everything I'd done.
01:00:13Yeah.
01:00:15I gotta go.
01:00:17You're not getting off that easy.
01:00:19I need you to be open with me, Jace.
01:00:21Not through a book.
01:00:25I had always run
01:00:27from commitment.
01:00:29I thought I was done with that life.
01:00:31But when we started seeing each other,
01:00:33keeping our secret,
01:00:35I thought I'd keep my old life
01:00:37from the past.
01:00:39But I realized
01:00:41we only connected because of our past.
01:00:45Whether you knew it or not.
01:00:47I am so sorry
01:00:49I didn't let you know
01:00:51the moment I realized.
01:00:55No matter which version of you it is,
01:00:57I keep falling for you.
01:00:59And I'm done running.
01:01:01Then listen to me.
01:01:07Don't recognize
01:01:09now I'm looking back
01:01:11how I adore you
01:01:13again.
01:01:15Where are we running off to then?
01:01:17How the New York City sounds.
01:01:21All my love,
01:01:23all my love,
01:01:25I have only love
01:01:27for you.
01:01:29More than enough,
01:01:31more than enough,
01:01:33the simple way
01:01:35we move
01:01:37through this day,
01:01:39this life, this madness.
01:01:41You're the constant
01:01:43and the cause
01:01:45for all.
01:01:47All my love,
01:01:49all my love,
01:01:51I have only love
01:01:53for you.