"Jiwa Saya Sama Muda Dengan Anak" - Sharifah Zarina

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00:00:00Hi, Assalamualaikum. Salam sejahtera. Kita bertemu kembali di episode yang terbaru Borak Celebrity bersama dengan Dina Nazif.

00:00:20Dan juga Faliq. Dan minggu ini awak. Awak bawa kawan saya lah, ya?

00:00:25Memang orang kata reunion lah, Dina.

00:00:27Betul lah.

00:00:28Berapa lama dah berkawan, Dina?

00:00:29Dua puluh tahun.

00:00:30Dua puluh tahun, eh?

00:00:32Ya.

00:00:33Uh, lama tuh.

00:00:34Dua puluh tahun adalah insiden kami di belakang pentas menangis, marah, campak-campak barang bersama.

00:00:40Okey, kalau dah dua puluh tahun berkawan, so maksudnya umur itu lebih kurang lah?

00:00:44Saya dua puluh satu. Dia dua puluh dua.

00:00:48Google sendirilah, eh, umur masing-masing.

00:00:52Nampak dia, okey, dia seorang penyanyi yang saya sangat kagumi.

00:00:56Dan dia, masa dia bermuda dalam industri, kita dalam satu pertandingan sama.

00:01:02Okey.

00:01:03Tetapi, bila dia keluarkan single pertama dia, saya macam, wow, lagu teror dari single aku, weh!

00:01:11Belanjalah sikit lagunya.

00:01:12Alah, janganlah malu.

00:01:14Tak minta penyanyi asal lah.

00:01:15Penyanyi asal lah.

00:01:16Kita tak nak lagu yang tujuh-tujuh itu, kita nak lagu yang zap-zapin itu.

00:01:21Tiga, empat.

00:01:22Jika hanya dirimu mengenali, zahirnya yang tiada hakiki.

00:01:27Tak akan mungkin dapat kau tembusi, budi dan juga sanubari.

00:01:33Tengah mengingat liriknya.

00:01:36Tiba-tiba dia bagi prop.

00:01:38Kan, lagu yang macam dah lama tak nyanyi.

00:01:41Hai, kawan!

00:01:43Eh, kita kenalkan dululah. Minggu ini kita ada Sharifah Zarif.

00:01:48Hai!

00:01:49Dan masa kami bermula dalam Malaysian Idol tahun 2004.

00:01:54Betul, betul.

00:01:55Masa itu, saya tak ramai kawan.

00:01:56Oh, iya ke?

00:01:57Tapi, Sharifah Zarif nak kawan dengan saya.

00:01:59Kenapa, kak?

00:02:01Masa itu, kak, saya tak sebising ini lagi sebenarnya.

00:02:03Saya macam umur pun masa itu baru 21.

00:02:07Around there lah.

00:02:08Dina 19 lah.

00:02:09Oke, saya 21, 22 macam itulah masa itu.

00:02:12And then, macam takutnya nak tegur semua orang.

00:02:15Dan Dina ini, dia tegur semua orang.

00:02:17Oh, peramah.

00:02:18Tapi, dia macam dia akan duduk dengan sesiapa yang macam nak tegur dia, nak bercakap dengan dia.

00:02:24So, saya lah antaranya.

00:02:25Ada lagi, ada tiga orang lagi kan, Dina?

00:02:27Sebenarnya, dalam itu ada ramai lagi yang dah jadi popular sekarang.

00:02:31Sangat popular.

00:02:32Kita tahu yang kita tahu, Jacqueline Victor.

00:02:34Yang orang tahu, Nikki.

00:02:36Yang orang tahu kan?

00:02:37Fazi Zainal.

00:02:38Fazi Zainal, yang orang tahu.

00:02:39Tapi, sebenarnya ada yang sama-sama terkeluar dari kita hari itu adalah...

00:02:42Awalak Sharif!

00:02:44Aku menangis di belakang.

00:02:45Betul. Ramailah, ramai-ramai sebenarnya.

00:02:47Zaira Zamri pun daripada program reality yang sama.

00:02:50Betul, betul.

00:02:51Jadi, pasal masa itu, Malaysian Idol adalah pertandingan pertama yang membenarkan amatur dan juga profesional.

00:02:57Betul, betul, betul.

00:02:59So, kita orang pun macam wow, wow.

00:03:01Teruknya, teruknya.

00:03:03Lepas itu, saya teringat.

00:03:04Saya sampai hari ini, saya ingat lagi.

00:03:05Masa itu, kita orang tengah menunggu ini.

00:03:07Ramai-ramai menunggu di tangga, di panggung apa?

00:03:10Panggung Bandaraya.

00:03:11Bandaraya kan?

00:03:12Tiba-tiba, saya dengar macam satu suara.

00:03:14Menyanyi yang sangat sedap.

00:03:15Saya tengok macam...

00:03:16Aduh, kameramen ambil dia.

00:03:17Dia tengah berlatih.

00:03:18Itulah, Dina.

00:03:19Dia nyanyi lagu apa, babe?

00:03:20Lagu Inggris, babe.

00:03:21Saya ingat lagi suara awak, babe.

00:03:22Yang macam, Allah, Tuhanku.

00:03:24Sedapnya budak ini.

00:03:25Ambil aku, ambil aku.

00:03:26Tak boleh aku ini.

00:03:27Tak boleh menang aku kalau macam ini.

00:03:28Kira-kira waktu itu, dia tengah show off lah, Kak.

00:03:31Dia tak show off.

00:03:32Dia berlatih, kot.

00:03:33Dia berlatih.

00:03:34Tapi, sebab sedap kan?

00:03:36Hari itu, orang terus ambil.

00:03:38Awak buat orang lain nervous tau, Dina.

00:03:40Sama juga.

00:03:41Jacqueline Victor pun macam itu kan.

00:03:42Dia di pintu depan tau.

00:03:43Dia di pintu depan.

00:03:44Orang tengah main gitar.

00:03:45Dia nyanyi.

00:03:46Mana aku tak takut.

00:03:47Isinya, awak nak lawan dia?

00:03:48Semua takut.

00:03:49Semua takut.

00:03:50Sebab...

00:03:51Dekat Panggung Bandar Raya itu,

00:03:52macam tak banyak ruang kan?

00:03:53Kita berkampung dekat situ

00:03:54daripada pagi sampai ke pagi tau.

00:03:56Dan juga di Times Square kan?

00:03:58Kita berkampung,

00:03:59kita berpindah ke Times Square

00:04:00sampai pukul empat pagi

00:04:01menunggu result ni.

00:04:02Saya ingat lagi menunggu result.

00:04:03Macam, Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku.

00:04:04Kenapa minggu result

00:04:05minggu result sampai pukul empat pagi kan?

00:04:07Lepas itu, esoknya baru kita dapat tahu kan?

00:04:09Ya.

00:04:10Ada keluar ke apa tidak?

00:04:11Masa-masa tersidai sini.

00:04:13Tidur depan toilet.

00:04:14Tidurlah dekat tangga.

00:04:15Betul.

00:04:16Suka hati.

00:04:17Survival, masa itu.

00:04:18Lepas itu,

00:04:19yang benar yang saya tak boleh lupa sampai sekarang.

00:04:20Saya tak ada dalam cerita ini.

00:04:21So, cerita saja tak apa.

00:04:23Saya waktu itu belum lahir lagi.

00:04:25Tak apa.

00:04:26Hah?

00:04:27Tak lahir lagi?

00:04:28Tak lahir lagi.

00:04:29Saya baru berapa kan?

00:04:30Sekarang 14.

00:04:31Oh iya?

00:04:32Atau 15?

00:04:33Yalah itu.

00:04:34Tapi yang benar-benar saya tak boleh lupa lah.

00:04:37Masa kita nak eliminate ke top 30.

00:04:39Ya.

00:04:40Masa nak masuk top 30 itu.

00:04:41Semut pasal kita dah kenal.

00:04:43Kita dah kira macam dah berkampung beberapa hari.

00:04:45Kita dah kenal each other.

00:04:46Kita dah tahu kapasiti masing-masing menyanyi kan?

00:04:49Lepas itu,

00:04:50eh, dia ini mesti lepasnya.

00:04:51Dia ini mesti lepas.

00:04:52Tapi tak lepas.

00:04:53Tak lepas.

00:04:54Dia tak lepas.

00:04:55Awal tak lepas.

00:04:56Saya tak lepas.

00:04:57Saya macam, wah, Dina tak lepas?

00:04:58Tak lahir lagi.

00:04:59Aku kan macam,

00:05:00awal macam tengok saya menangis.

00:05:01Dia datang dekat saya.

00:05:02Ingat lagi dia datang ke saya.

00:05:03Beb, jangan nangis macam ini sangat.

00:05:05Dia kata,

00:05:06saya menangis macam,

00:05:07eh, besok lagi Ahmad jangan nangis kan?

00:05:09Kita terbalikkan meja.

00:05:10Kita marah-marah kan?

00:05:12Sebab dulu,

00:05:13untuk dapat satu pertandingan besar macam ini,

00:05:15susah kan?

00:05:16So, bila dapat peluang,

00:05:17dah sampai ke tahap itu,

00:05:18dah menunggu lama semua kan?

00:05:20Ingat macam,

00:05:21memang boleh lah masukkan.

00:05:22Lepas ini kan?

00:05:23Lepas lah.

00:05:24Dina pun tak lepas, Beb.

00:05:25Macam,

00:05:26apa tau lagi.

00:05:27Saya kan macam,

00:05:28awal tak lepas.

00:05:30Kelakar.

00:05:31So, memang kelakar.

00:05:32Bersik, kelakar,

00:05:33semua ada.

00:05:34Tapi Dina,

00:05:35Dina bernasib baik sangat kan?

00:05:38Kenapa, Ana?

00:05:39Silakan, Dina.

00:05:40Eh, siapa interview siapa sekarang ini?

00:05:42Dah kenapa, eh?

00:05:44Ini bukan cerita pasal Dina Najib tau.

00:05:46Alah, alah, alah.

00:05:47Alah, alah, alah.

00:05:48Ini cerita je.

00:05:49Sebab daripada top 30,

00:05:51production decide untuk tambah 3 orang lagi,

00:05:53jadi top 50.

00:05:54Saya di antara orang itu,

00:05:55Zera Zamri pun antara orang yang terpilih.

00:05:57Oh, 3 orang yang terpilih kemudian?

00:06:00Ya, tambah.

00:06:01Jadi, 33 orang semua yang masuk.

00:06:04Betul-betul ramai.

00:06:05Betul.

00:06:06Daripada Sabah, Sarawak pun ada masa itu.

00:06:07Betul.

00:06:08Masa itu, fenomena.

00:06:09Betul.

00:06:10Amy AF.

00:06:11Ini betul-betul.

00:06:12Amy, Amy, Amy AF.

00:06:13Lepas itu, Farhan.

00:06:14Farhan, Farhan.

00:06:15Betul-betul lupa Farhan.

00:06:16Farhan join juga.

00:06:17Betul-betul.

00:06:18Ramai, ramai, ramai.

00:06:19Okey, ramai.

00:06:20Itu dari tadi,

00:06:21sedikit throwback

00:06:22mengenai National Idol ya,

00:06:23kawan-kawan.

00:06:26Kita saja nak mengimbau kembali lah,

00:06:28orang kata kemeriahan,

00:06:29suasananya.

00:06:30Yang lost ni saya tu.

00:06:32Maafkan saya.

00:06:33Okey, okey.

00:06:34Kita dah tahu

00:06:35mulanya Malaysian Idol.

00:06:36Kita dah buka cerita

00:06:37pasal Malaysian Idol pun.

00:06:38Lepas itu,

00:06:39kami masuk pertandingan.

00:06:40Syarifah Zarina disunting

00:06:42oleh Abang Azmi.

00:06:43Ya.

00:06:44Terus kau ya?

00:06:45Ya.

00:06:46Sebenarnya dah lama

00:06:47sebelum saya masuk pertandingan itu pun,

00:06:48Abang Azmi dengan saya dah,

00:06:49kita dah rakam lagu.

00:06:51Sebelum saya kahwin.

00:06:55Pasal Malaysian Idol itu,

00:06:56dah kahwin.

00:06:57Tapi tak ada orang tahu.

00:07:00Kita rahasia kan.

00:07:04Orang tanya,

00:07:05kenapa kau nak balik sangat Zarina?

00:07:06Adalah.

00:07:07Padahal,

00:07:08anakku di rumah.

00:07:09Iyalah, nak masak lagi kan.

00:07:11Masaknya tidak.

00:07:12Anak itu ha.

00:07:13Anak bagus tau.

00:07:14Atalia masa itu baru setahun rasanya.

00:07:16Baru umur setahun.

00:07:17So,

00:07:18bila lepas kahwin,

00:07:20lepas ada anak,

00:07:21dan Abang Azmi

00:07:22tengok saya masuk Malaysian Idol,

00:07:24bila tak lepas lagi

00:07:25Malaysian Idol,

00:07:26dia kata,

00:07:27baik kau sambung lah

00:07:28buat album.

00:07:29So,

00:07:30sebelum datang

00:07:31approach Abang Azmi,

00:07:32minta sambung

00:07:33buat album.

00:07:34So,

00:07:35itu yang terjadinya lagu

00:07:36Langit Ketujuh itu sebenarnya.

00:07:37Oh,

00:07:38maksudnya sebelum masuk

00:07:39Malaysian Idol itu

00:07:40sudah ada perkenalan dengan

00:07:41Abang Azmi.

00:07:42Sudah,

00:07:43daripada saya,

00:07:44selepas saya menang

00:07:45Bintang ATM.

00:07:46Saya nyanyi lagu

00:07:47Siti Nurhaliza.

00:07:48Lagu itu lagu

00:07:49Abang Azmi.

00:07:50Lagu Nyamihati.

00:07:51So,

00:07:52Abang Azmi dengar

00:07:53di situ kan.

00:07:54Sebenarnya ada cerita

00:07:55sebenarnya untuk

00:07:56bagaimana boleh jumpa

00:07:57Abang Azmi ini.

00:07:58Cerita ini sangat

00:07:59macam rasa macam

00:08:00Ya Allah,

00:08:01sampai bila saya tak lupa.

00:08:02Dan kadang-kadang ada

00:08:03rasa macam sedikit kelakar.

00:08:04Jadi,

00:08:05macam ini.

00:08:06Saya buat jadi pendek lah

00:08:07cerita ini ya.

00:08:08Abang Azmi tengok

00:08:09saya masuk Bintang ATM,

00:08:10menang.

00:08:11Dapat nomor dua lah

00:08:12Bintang ATM.

00:08:13Okey,

00:08:14nyanyi lagu Nyamihati.

00:08:15Dalam seminggu

00:08:16ataupun dua minggu

00:08:17lepas itu,

00:08:18ada satu pertandingan

00:08:19radio selangor.

00:08:20Dulu,

00:08:21diorang macam buat

00:08:22every month

00:08:23ada artis-artis

00:08:24yang akan bertanding.

00:08:25So,

00:08:26ada pemenangnya.

00:08:27Mungkin

00:08:28yang saya ingat lagi

00:08:29pemenangnya

00:08:30macam masa itu

00:08:31ada

00:08:32Handy Black,

00:08:33ada

00:08:34Ellie Mazlin,

00:08:35Anis Suraya,

00:08:36Siti Nurhaliza,

00:08:37of course.

00:08:38So,

00:08:39di hujung tahun

00:08:40diorang kena buat

00:08:41satu pertandingan

00:08:42final.

00:08:43Gabungkan yang menang

00:08:44bulanan ini.

00:08:45Tapi,

00:08:46Dato' Siti Nurhaliza

00:08:47masa itu

00:08:48dia tak boleh nak

00:08:49hadir.

00:08:50Dia tak boleh nak pergi

00:08:51join pertandingan itu

00:08:52sebab

00:08:53dia ada

00:08:54satu show

00:08:55yang besar di Sarawak.

00:08:56Okay.

00:08:57Okay.

00:08:58So,

00:08:59Abang Hazmat ingat saya.

00:09:00Dia call.

00:09:01Dia kata,

00:09:02I nak you masuk pertandingan ini.

00:09:03Saya takut lah

00:09:04mewakili.

00:09:05Lepas itu,

00:09:06saya pergi dengan dia.

00:09:07Dia bawa saya

00:09:08dekat stadium

00:09:09Kuala Selangor

00:09:10masa itu.

00:09:11Ini ramai ini.

00:09:12Artis-artis besar-besar semua ini.

00:09:13Diorang semua

00:09:14ada bodyguard

00:09:15buat masuk dalam.

00:09:16Saya

00:09:17jalan kat tepi.

00:09:18Saya ingat lagi

00:09:19jalan kat

00:09:20macam jalan tepi

00:09:21macam rumput-rumput.

00:09:22Siapa yang keluar

00:09:23warna hitam.

00:09:24Siapa yang

00:09:26penuh ini.

00:09:27Pergi belakang stage kan.

00:09:28Ya Allah,

00:09:29daun penuh.

00:09:30Semua-semua tengok saya.

00:09:31Saya ingat lagi

00:09:32first time saya

00:09:33duduk.

00:09:34Kak Lina pom-pom lah.

00:09:35Hai.

00:09:36Dia kata,

00:09:37you siapa?

00:09:38Siapa dia ini?

00:09:39Tak pernah melang,

00:09:40tak pernah nampak.

00:09:41Saya ingat lagi

00:09:42rambut saya

00:09:43macam lelaki lagi

00:09:44masa itu.

00:09:45Lepas itu,

00:09:46okay.

00:09:47Saya naik stage.

00:09:48Orang semua tunggu

00:09:49sebab dekat poster

00:09:50gambar Datuk Sina Liza.

00:09:51Orang semua tunggu dia.

00:09:52Bila diorang

00:09:53umumkan

00:09:54saya naik atas stage kan

00:09:55orang semua boo.

00:09:56Allah.

00:09:57Boo semua.

00:09:58Tapi saya dengar lagi

00:09:59orang cakap macam ini tau.

00:10:00Tunggulah.

00:10:01Dia kata,

00:10:02bagi dia nyanyi dulu.

00:10:03Dia kata kan.

00:10:04Ada orang cakap,

00:10:05okay saya nyanyi.

00:10:06Saya start nyanyi,

00:10:07eh orang tepuk.

00:10:08Orang tepuk semua.

00:10:09Okay,

00:10:10saya dah macam happy lah

00:10:11masa itu kan.

00:10:12Okay,

00:10:13saya dah boleh nyanyi lagu ini.

00:10:14Lepas itu,

00:10:15bila nak umumkan pemenang,

00:10:16nak umumkan pemenang.

00:10:17Dia umumkan nomor tiga semua.

00:10:18Eh tak,

00:10:19mula-mula dia umumkan

00:10:20persembahan terbaik.

00:10:21Okay.

00:10:22Sharifah Zarina.

00:10:24Saya macam,

00:10:25aku semua hati-hati macam,

00:10:26wah sini lah.

00:10:27Dia ini dah masuk last minute kan.

00:10:29Naik atas stage.

00:10:31Lepas itu,

00:10:32bila dia umumkan nomor tiga,

00:10:34Handy Black.

00:10:35Nomor dua,

00:10:36Anis Suraya masa itu

00:10:37baru balik dari Kazakhstan.

00:10:38Kan menang pertandingan.

00:10:39Pertandingan menyanyi juga.

00:10:40Menang.

00:10:41Nomor satu,

00:10:42Sharifah Zarina itu.

00:10:43Nah.

00:10:44Siapa yang boo tadi itu?

00:10:45Angkat tangan.

00:10:46Tentang aku.

00:10:47Masa itu,

00:10:48saya macam,

00:10:49tak ada orang nak support kan.

00:10:50Atas itu semua macam,

00:10:51jelas.

00:10:52Saya ingat lagi,

00:10:53my husband,

00:10:54duduk boyfriend lah.

00:10:55Di kereta.

00:10:56Dia sorang ni tepuk.

00:10:57Wuuu.

00:10:58Macam-macam.

00:10:59Macam kita orang macam,

00:11:00kenapa aku yang menang lah.

00:11:02Macam, okay fine.

00:11:03Naik atas.

00:11:04Naik atas stage,

00:11:05ambil hadiah semua-semua.

00:11:06Balik.

00:11:07Apa jadi kat balik itu?

00:11:08Balik.

00:11:09Itu yang saya cakap kelakar balik itu.

00:11:11Saya jadilah balik,

00:11:12ikut jalan yang tadi itu.

00:11:13Yang rumput-rumput.

00:11:14Ada pula rela-rela tarik.

00:11:17Oh, dah ada pula bodyguard tiba-tiba.

00:11:18Dah ada bodyguard.

00:11:19Eh kenapa tiba-tiba,

00:11:20saya masa itu gitu,

00:11:21umur 18 tahun.

00:11:22Kenapa tiba-tiba ada orang jaga saya?

00:11:24Boleh.

00:11:25Mas Amir cakap,

00:11:26kau jalan je lah,

00:11:27kau tak ambil bising lah.

00:11:28Saya lapar ni Mas Amir.

00:11:29Tak nak lah jalan lempat lain.

00:11:30Betul-betul saya lapar masa itu.

00:11:32Jalan je lah,

00:11:33kau jangan bising-bising lah.

00:11:34Ikut je lah orang jalan.

00:11:35Pergi mana kita ni?

00:11:36Ikut je lah.

00:11:37Dia kata ikut.

00:11:38Memang masa itu,

00:11:39orang nak ambil gambar.

00:11:40Berkerumun.

00:11:41Macam ramai lah masa itu kan.

00:11:42Orang nak ini,

00:11:43nak ini,

00:11:44nak pegang kita lah apa semua.

00:11:45Oh macam ini ke?

00:11:46Jadi artis eh.

00:11:47Oh macam ini eh.

00:11:48Tadi aku datang,

00:11:50dan menang macam ini pula orang buat kita.

00:11:52Itulah yang saya rasa macam,

00:11:54satu memori yang,

00:11:55itulah.

00:11:56Yang indah lah kau.

00:11:57Saya tak lupa lah,

00:11:58umur saya 18 tahun,

00:11:59macam itu.

00:12:01Dari situlah itu,

00:12:02Abang Azmi,

00:12:03tengok bakatnya,

00:12:04seorang Sarifah Zarina itu eh.

00:12:06Abang Azmi,

00:12:07dia buat lagu dengan saya,

00:12:08saya ingat lagi,

00:12:09sebab masa itu tak ada label lagi,

00:12:10nak ambil saya.

00:12:11Bukan tak ada label,

00:12:12banyak label nak ambil.

00:12:13Dah approach,

00:12:14masa kita semi-final,

00:12:15Bintang RTM itu pun,

00:12:16semua label besar-besar dah datang dah.

00:12:17Tapi saya tak berani

00:12:18nak sign di mana-mana sebenarnya.

00:12:19Tapi,

00:12:20Abang Azmi,

00:12:21dia keluarkan duit sendiri tau.

00:12:23Dia percaya betul,

00:12:24dekat akak akhirnya.

00:12:26Dia keluarkan duit sendiri,

00:12:27saya ingat lagi,

00:12:28tiap-tiap malam,

00:12:29kita orang akan,

00:12:30apa,

00:12:31berkampung lah,

00:12:32dekat Nada Studio dulu.

00:12:33Nada Studio,

00:12:34dekat Kuala Jaya itu,

00:12:35memang,

00:12:36tiap-tiap malam,

00:12:37di situ,

00:12:38dia bawa anak-anak dia,

00:12:39dengan isteri dia semua,

00:12:40saya memang sampai tertidur,

00:12:41bangun balik.

00:12:42Kan,

00:12:43masa itu yang,

00:12:44masa rekod guna yang,

00:12:45analog.

00:12:46Yeah,

00:12:47saya sempat,

00:12:48saya sempat itu.

00:12:49Alhamdulillah.

00:12:50Yes,

00:12:51and then,

00:12:52saya hilang.

00:12:53Lepas rekod-rekod-rekod,

00:12:54saya hilang.

00:12:55Rekod-rekod-rekod,

00:12:56hilang?

00:12:57Hilang ke mana itu?

00:12:58Kahwin.

00:12:59Alah,

00:13:00pergi kahwin.

00:13:02Kan,

00:13:03teman lelaki dah teman,

00:13:04menang,

00:13:05duit menang itu.

00:13:06Oh,

00:13:07dia hilang,

00:13:08dia pergi kahwin.

00:13:09Aduh.

00:13:10Kahwin,

00:13:11betul-betul,

00:13:12pergi kahwin.

00:13:13Bising,

00:13:14saya macam,

00:13:15bergaduh juga lah,

00:13:16of course,

00:13:17kalau saya pun di tempat dia,

00:13:18dia keluarkan banyak-banyak duit kan.

00:13:19Yalah,

00:13:20kerja tak siap lagi.

00:13:21Kau pergi mana,

00:13:22dia hilang dek.

00:13:23Saya hilang,

00:13:24menghilangkan diri.

00:13:25Tapi sebenarnya,

00:13:26masa saya rekod dengan Abang Azmi itu,

00:13:28ada masih ada ketakutan,

00:13:29tahu dalam hati ini sebenarnya.

00:13:30Sebab,

00:13:31ayah saya lah,

00:13:32dia memang tak kasih,

00:13:33saya menyanyi sebenarnya.

00:13:34Oh.

00:13:35Dia tak bagi saya menyanyi,

00:13:36arwah ayah saya.

00:13:37Kenapa tak?

00:13:38Biasalah orang tua-tua dulu lah,

00:13:39bagi dia.

00:13:40Nak maksud buat benda lain lah.

00:13:41Dia tahu saya datang KL ni,

00:13:42saya kerja,

00:13:43buat benda lain kan,

00:13:46jadi,

00:13:47jadi,

00:13:48bila saya nak tandatangan kontrak sebelum kahwin itu,

00:13:49saya rasa macam,

00:13:50tak yakin.

00:13:51Bedebol lah kak,

00:13:52kan bapak tahu macam mana.

00:13:53Nanti kan bapak aku datang kan,

00:13:55kan dia suruh,

00:13:56dia suruh,

00:13:57apa,

00:13:58batalkan kontrak itu,

00:13:59satu hal lah pula.

00:14:00So, itu yang buat,

00:14:01bila saya lepas kahwin,

00:14:02Abang Azmi pun cakap,

00:14:03tak apa,

00:14:04dia kata,

00:14:05lepas kahwin nanti,

00:14:06dia ada anak apa semua,

00:14:07dia nak buat lagi lagu,

00:14:08buatlah.

00:14:09So, saya rasa yakin sikit.

00:14:10Memang betul pun,

00:14:11lepas kahwin,

00:14:12lepas ada anak,

00:14:13Abang Azmi pergi cari lagi Abang Azmi.

00:14:14Dia minta maaf ke Abang Azmi ini.

00:14:15Abang Azmi kata,

00:14:16you pergi minta maaf ke dia.

00:14:17Abang Azmi cakap,

00:14:18Sharifah hilang,

00:14:19suruh dia minta maaf ke aku.

00:14:20Aku buat balik lagu ke dia.

00:14:22Pergi betul-betul,

00:14:23minta maaf ke dia.

00:14:25Dan dia bawa saya ke,

00:14:27lagu-lagu yang kita udah buat itu,

00:14:29tak ada lagi Langit Ketujuh ni.

00:14:30Langit Ketujuh tak ada lagi.

00:14:31Maksudnya dalam lima,

00:14:32enam lagu macam itu,

00:14:33bawa ke Pony Canyon masa itu.

00:14:35Oke,

00:14:36masih ada Pony Canyon.

00:14:37Sebab dia pun daripada Pony Canyon kan,

00:14:38Abang Azmi kan.

00:14:39So,

00:14:40disitulah,

00:14:41baru kita orang berbincang,

00:14:43nak sign kontrak,

00:14:45dan barulah keluarnya lagu Langit Ketujuh itu sebenarnya.

00:14:48Tapi Kak,

00:14:49hilang dulu berapa lama Kak?

00:14:50Hilang daripada kiranya,

00:14:51Radar itu kejap.

00:14:52Radar itu kejap.

00:14:53I sign,

00:14:54eh bukan sign,

00:14:55I buat lagu dengan Abang Azmi itu,

00:14:56umur 19.

00:14:57Saya kahwin umur 21.

00:14:58So,

00:14:59dapat anak 22,

00:15:0023 baru saya start balik.

00:15:03Pasal 22,

00:15:0521 itu,

00:15:06dah masuk Malaysia Idol.

00:15:0821 dah masuk Malaysia Idol,

00:15:09betul.

00:15:1022 dah masuk Malaysia Idol,

00:15:11sorry.

00:15:1222 tahun.

00:15:134 tahun juga lah,

00:15:14hilang.

00:15:15Kalau saya jadi Abang Azmi pun saya marah.

00:15:19Kau kerja bawah sepauh jalan,

00:15:21aku duit dah habis banyak,

00:15:24kau boleh hilang gitu.

00:15:25Halah,

00:15:26ketika itu.

00:15:27Yelah,

00:15:28muda lagi masa itu.

00:15:29Hati itu terpaut pada cinta,

00:15:31dan itu nampak prioriti.

00:15:33Ketika itu.

00:15:34Cinta mengatasi segalanya.

00:15:36Cinta satu hal,

00:15:37yang kedua,

00:15:38disebabkan ketakutan saya dengan ayah saya.

00:15:40Restu itu.

00:15:41Saya takut sangat-sangat.

00:15:42Tapi bila,

00:15:43bila saya dah kahwin sebelumnya,

00:15:45saya rasa senang saja nak buat kerja.

00:15:46Saya tak takut dah.

00:15:47Yelah,

00:15:48saya dah ada husband.

00:15:49Husband pick up.

00:15:50Husband pick up kan.

00:15:51So, Abang dah tak boleh cakap apa-apa kan.

00:15:53So,

00:15:54rasa macam senang saja nak buat kerja.

00:15:55Nampaklah,

00:15:56nampak macam,

00:15:57dipermudahkan.

00:15:58Saya pun rasa macam,

00:15:59adakah orang nak minat saya?

00:16:01Saya dah kahwin, ada anak.

00:16:02Kita cuba saja dia kata.

00:16:03Kita cuba saja.

00:16:04Abang Azmi pun tak tahu saya kahwin sebenarnya masa itu.

00:16:07Dia tak tahu.

00:16:08Lama lepas itu baru tahu?

00:16:11Dah keluar dah,

00:16:12Langit Ketujuh.

00:16:13Rasanya menjadi kontroversi juga di Malaysia dulu.

00:16:16Adakah awak sudah berkahwin, Sharifah Zarina?

00:16:18Kan banyak juga soalan itu.

00:16:19Sampai saya kena buat PC.

00:16:21Kalau Dina masih ingat benda itu.

00:16:23Ya, betul.

00:16:24Saya kena buat PC dulu tau,

00:16:25nak beritahu.

00:16:26Sebab masa itu,

00:16:27masa itu saya dah,

00:16:28saya dah popular sangat-sangat.

00:16:29Langit Ketujuh itu,

00:16:30orang dah nak dengar sangat-sangat.

00:16:31Mana-mana saya pergi,

00:16:32saya nak bawa anak pun susah sebenarnya.

00:16:35Sampai dah di asak oleh media.

00:16:37Masa itu media lah yang asak.

00:16:39Seorang ini call,

00:16:40Sharifah, betulkah awak ini,

00:16:45sudah berkahwin?

00:16:46Saya macam, no comment.

00:16:47Awak tahu tak kalau awak cakap no comment itu,

00:16:50itu maknanya mengiyakan.

00:16:52Ada komen.

00:16:53No comment.

00:16:54Seorang lagi call,

00:16:55betulkah awak adalah canda anak satu?

00:16:58Alamak!

00:16:59Yang lain pula ceritanya.

00:17:00Yang ini ada komen.

00:17:02Dan yang terakhir yang buat saya macam,

00:17:04aku kena buat PC ini.

00:17:06Betul tak awak ada anak,

00:17:08tapi tak ada suami?

00:17:09Alamak!

00:17:10Saya dah macam,

00:17:11ini dah jauh dah ini.

00:17:12Saya rasa macam,

00:17:13tak boleh.

00:17:15Saya beritahu dengan syarikat,

00:17:17saya kena beritahu semua orang.

00:17:19Memudahkan saya,

00:17:20memudahkan kerja saya,

00:17:21nak bawa anak jalan-jalan pun senang.

00:17:23Kalau tak, saya kena bawa ramai-ramai orang.

00:17:25Nak pergi suruh anak ini kan.

00:17:27So, betul saya buat PC,

00:17:32Alhamdulillah media semua biasa lah.

00:17:34Macam biasa lah.

00:17:35Mereka pun sembunyikan.

00:17:37Of course.

00:17:38Dan saya rasa macam,

00:17:40lepas itu lagi tenang lah,

00:17:42nak buat kerja.

00:17:43Dan juga show saya dah berubah pula,

00:17:45tiba-tiba.

00:17:46Dari pada show-show yang budak-budak melalak-lalak kan.

00:17:48Macam show aribu.

00:17:50Makcik-makcik ya?

00:17:53Show persatuan-persatuan ini,

00:17:55persatuan itu.

00:17:56PAPG.

00:17:57Dia macam pak,

00:17:58tukar tau.

00:17:59Terus ya?

00:18:00Betul.

00:18:01Kan macam,

00:18:02wuih,

00:18:03panggil saya.

00:18:04Majalah-majalah pun tak ada yang maja-maja dah panggil.

00:18:06Mula-mula,

00:18:07saya pernah masuk majalah E20 yang anggun di Malaysia.

00:18:10Masa muda.

00:18:11Orang tak tahu saya kahwin kan.

00:18:13Masuk lah dalam itu kan.

00:18:14Semua budak-budak muda ini,

00:18:15macam Shanda,

00:18:16Denny semua,

00:18:17saya salah seorang.

00:18:19Sepatutnya rasanya tak boleh masuk kot,

00:18:21saya benda itu kan.

00:18:22Tapi termasuk dalam itu.

00:18:23Lepas itu,

00:18:24majalah Nona panggil.

00:18:25Majalah keluarga panggil kan.

00:18:28Saya tunggu sampai sekarang,

00:18:30sampai hari ini.

00:18:31Majalah-majalah tak panggil.

00:18:34Aduh,

00:18:35faham itu.

00:18:36Sekarang faham kan,

00:18:37kenapa orang kadang-kadang semunyikan status mereka.

00:18:40Betul.

00:18:41Bukan disengajakan.

00:18:42Tapi bersebab.

00:18:43Bersebab itu.

00:18:44Kak,

00:18:45kita nak campak belakang sikit kak.

00:18:46Kiranya sebelum masuk Bintang RTM itu kak,

00:18:49memang akak active menyanyilah kiranya.

00:18:50Di sekolah ke apa?

00:18:51Tak,

00:18:52sekolah menyanyi,

00:18:53nasyid saja.

00:18:54Sebab saya sekolah gama.

00:18:55Cajah.

00:18:56Cajah.

00:18:58Cajah tak jadi.

00:18:59Jadi,

00:19:00kalau nasyid itu jadi lead agak?

00:19:02Lead biasanya jadi solo lah.

00:19:03Okay.

00:19:04Kadang-kadang,

00:19:05biasanya lah jadi solo juga.

00:19:07Mengaji.

00:19:08Sebab akak aku,

00:19:09saya masuk lah macam-macam itu.

00:19:10Kalau menyanyi,

00:19:13okay,

00:19:14pernah lah cuba untuk masuk

00:19:17sinaran pasport ke Melayu.

00:19:19Oh, okay.

00:19:20Mereka ada audition datang ke Sarawak.

00:19:22Betul.

00:19:23Saya pergi,

00:19:24saya ingat lagi atas stage,

00:19:27yang macam,

00:19:29kru-kru yang bekerja lah.

00:19:31Dia kata macam ini,

00:19:32korang rasa

00:19:34dia ini boleh tak

00:19:35masuk ke

00:19:36next,

00:19:37dia kata next level ke KL lah.

00:19:39Maksudnya,

00:19:40memang ke Kuala Lumpur lah.

00:19:41Lepas itu,

00:19:42tak ada dah,

00:19:43next-next lagi dah.

00:19:44Semua cakap,

00:19:45boleh.

00:19:46Tapi masalah satu saja,

00:19:47saya pakai tudung.

00:19:49Sang mantu tak ada,

00:19:50aku pakai tudung.

00:19:51Oh.

00:19:52Yalah belum dia terima lagi cajah itu.

00:19:53Tak ada,

00:19:54memang tak ada langsung.

00:19:56Jadi mereka tanya saya,

00:19:57mau buka tudung tak?

00:19:58Eh.

00:19:59Oh.

00:20:00Memang tak ada.

00:20:01Bukan nak salahkan siapa-siapa,

00:20:02tak ada.

00:20:03Memang zaman itu macam peliknya.

00:20:04Betul, betul.

00:20:05Penyanyi baru tudung.

00:20:06Tak ada.

00:20:07Rasanya zaman kita belum ada, Dinang.

00:20:08Semula-mula kita bernyanyi.

00:20:09Sangat rare, sangat rare.

00:20:10Tak ada, Dinang.

00:20:11Memang tak ada sebenarnya.

00:20:12Tak ada lagi.

00:20:13Betul lah.

00:20:14Betul tak ada.

00:20:15Jadi di situ macam,

00:20:16alamak,

00:20:17aku ini sekolah agama kan,

00:20:18keluar TV kan,

00:20:19semua kan,

00:20:20kena buang sekolah kan.

00:20:21Tak apalah, cik.

00:20:22Saya tak pergilah.

00:20:23Saya tarik diri.

00:20:24Okey.

00:20:25Tapi,

00:20:26anak budak degil kan.

00:20:27Cuba lagi.

00:20:28Itu, itu masa Form 4 itu.

00:20:30Batch kita ramai budak degil kan.

00:20:31Yes.

00:20:32Kalau dengan aku senang lah.

00:20:34Sebab,

00:20:35sebab kita tak ada

00:20:36social media.

00:20:37Nak nyanyi seorang.

00:20:38Kita survival lah.

00:20:39Sekarang nyanyi seorang,

00:20:40buka,

00:20:41ini boleh,

00:20:42upload,

00:20:43popular kan.

00:20:44So,

00:20:45next year itu saya cuba lagi tau.

00:20:46Sinaran juga?

00:20:47Sinaran lagi,

00:20:48tapi kali ini di KL.

00:20:49Oh, okey.

00:20:50Di KL, so,

00:20:51bila dah cuba,

00:20:52dapat lagi,

00:20:53ke semi-final.

00:20:54Tapi, this time,

00:20:58Dia punya gelak aku dah tau lah ke mana.

00:21:00Buka tudung.

00:21:03Masih ya?

00:21:06Sebab dah tak sekolah.

00:21:07Oh, yelah.

00:21:08Next year itu saya cuba,

00:21:09masa dah habis SBM.

00:21:11Buka tudung.

00:21:12Faham, faham.

00:21:13Terlalu seksi, woi.

00:21:16Itu balas rendang betul-betul.

00:21:20Betul-bagi itu.

00:21:22Itu balas rendang.

00:21:23Bapak hati kan?

00:21:27Eh, yang tengok jangan cuba google eh.

00:21:28Jangan deh.

00:21:29Tak ada.

00:21:30Tak ada.

00:21:31Tapi,

00:21:33dapat nomor satu.

00:21:34Mingguan kan?

00:21:35Cuma,

00:21:36saya tak teruskan lagi lah,

00:21:37teruskan,

00:21:38sebab ada,

00:21:39sama juga,

00:21:40masalah kontrak.

00:21:41Kontrak, saya dah takut.

00:21:42Takut my dad tau kan?

00:21:43Tapi,

00:21:44akak takut my dad tau,

00:21:45tapi pergi pertandingan ini semua,

00:21:46macam mana?

00:21:47Sebab,

00:21:48saya after SBM,

00:21:49sebab saya tau,

00:21:50my husband ni,

00:21:51dia ni memang sangat supportive tau,

00:21:53sebab dia tau,

00:21:54saya pandai menyanyi,

00:21:55saya boleh menyanyi.

00:21:56Jadi,

00:21:57lepas sekolah,

00:21:58dia memang dah tau kan?

00:21:59Saya dah jumpa dia masa Form 5.

00:22:00Oh,

00:22:01saya jumpa dia masa Form 5.

00:22:02Banyak.

00:22:03So, dia kata,

00:22:04you nak menyanyi,

00:22:05kena pergi KL.

00:22:06Betul lah,

00:22:07Sarawak memang tak ada masa itu,

00:22:08tak ada peluang-peluang macam itu,

00:22:09ada pun sinaran datang macam itu,

00:22:10tapi still,

00:22:11kita kena pergi KL juga.

00:22:12So, dia kata,

00:22:13okay,

00:22:14habis SBM,

00:22:15habis SBM pukul 3 petang,

00:22:16pukul 9 malam,

00:22:17ketemu di KL kan?

00:22:18Wow.

00:22:20Betul-betul plan,

00:22:21betul-betul pergi KL.

00:22:22Betul proper dia plan.

00:22:23Tak ada plan apa-apa,

00:22:24just pergi KL saja dulu,

00:22:25macam itu.

00:22:26Pergi KL saja dulu.

00:22:27Dia kata,

00:22:28I boleh cari banyak pertandingan kat sini,

00:22:29dia kata.

00:22:30Oh,

00:22:31tapi duit apa semua Kak,

00:22:32nak naik flight itu semua,

00:22:33macam mana?

00:22:34My husband,

00:22:35dia kerja dalam masa itu,

00:22:36so, dia boleh support I.

00:22:37Betul sayang kau bang.

00:22:38So, dia kata apa,

00:22:39memang dia rasa macam,

00:22:40sayang kalau you tak teruskan,

00:22:42nampak you minat,

00:22:43you boleh menyanyi.

00:22:44Gila.

00:22:45Lalu sampai KL,

00:22:46tunggu juga,

00:22:47mana,

00:22:48mana pertandingannya?

00:22:50Tak ada pun,

00:22:51macam berjalan,

00:22:52kita ini banyak,

00:22:53macam dating saja banyak kan?

00:22:54Bila nak pergi pertandingannya?

00:22:56Sabar,

00:22:57dia kata,

00:22:58sebab dia pun bukan orang entertainment kan?

00:23:00So, dia macam,

00:23:01dia pun mencari,

00:23:02mana kan nak dapat?

00:23:03Last dia dapat idea,

00:23:04dia pergi tengok surat kabar.

00:23:06Kan dulu kalau kita nak masuk pertandingan kat surat kabar,

00:23:08tiap-tiap minggu ada,

00:23:10dekat mall, mall, mall.

00:23:12Dekat mall kan ada banyak.

00:23:14So, I pergi setiap minggu,

00:23:15I akan pergi,

00:23:16Sungai Wang,

00:23:17Itulah,

00:23:18arwah Jafang On itu lah banyak tolong,

00:23:19dia akan call,

00:23:20minggu depan kat sini tau,

00:23:21minggu depan kat sini.

00:23:23Dia sebab dia kenal I ke satu tempat,

00:23:24so dia rasa,

00:23:25you boleh nyanyi tau,

00:23:26so I nak you masuk semua tempat ini.

00:23:28So, every week,

00:23:29I akan masuk.

00:23:30I akan masuk,

00:23:31menang lah,

00:23:32menang,

00:23:33dapat nombor 3,

00:23:34dapat 150,

00:23:35dapat nombor 2,

00:23:36dapat 200.

00:23:37Week itu lah I survive,

00:23:38makan.

00:23:39Masa itu pun gaji kecil lagi,

00:23:40so,

00:23:41boleh lah,

00:23:42cukup-cukup lah hidup kita orang.

00:23:43Dengan satu lipstick,

00:23:44I dapat satu pertandingan itu,

00:23:45masuk,

00:23:46I tak ada make up.

00:23:47So,

00:23:48menang,

00:23:49dapat make up,

00:23:50dapat make up set tau.

00:23:51Lepas itu,

00:23:52make up set itu tak retin nak pakai.

00:23:53Lepas itu,

00:23:54lipstick itu,

00:23:55my husband tengih muka I,

00:23:56ingat lagi,

00:23:57itulah untuk mata,

00:23:58itulah untuk pipi,

00:23:59itulah untuk binik.

00:24:00Lepas itu,

00:24:01bila I tengok balik,

00:24:02merah.

00:24:03Dengan baju I,

00:24:04merah.

00:24:05Lipstick merah,

00:24:06mata merah.

00:24:07Macam orang kena terpedampar,

00:24:08muka I.

00:24:09Ya Allah,

00:24:10Ya Allah,

00:24:11Ya Tuhan ku.

00:24:12Punyalah time itu kan.

00:24:13Lepas itu,

00:24:14Lepas itu,

00:24:15dah masuk pertandingan-pertandingan semua,

00:24:18itu yang dapat masuk juga pertandingan sinaran.

00:24:21Lepas itu,

00:24:22yang lepas,

00:24:23habis semua itu,

00:24:24dapat masuk bintang RTM.

00:24:26Yes.

00:24:27Dia kata,

00:24:28ada ini yang paling besar,

00:24:29bintang RTM ini besar.

00:24:30Saya cakap,

00:24:31memang besar pun.

00:24:32Macam mana nak pergi?

00:24:33Dia kata,

00:24:34kita pergi,

00:24:35kita pergi audition dulu,

00:24:36dekat RTM.

00:24:37Saya pula,

00:24:38waktu akhir,

00:24:39masuk.

00:24:40Sudah malam juga.

00:24:41Sudah,

00:24:42petang.

00:24:44Mana minus one?

00:24:45Tak ada, cik.

00:24:46Tak ada minus one.

00:24:49Kita dulu kena bawa cassette sendiri,

00:24:51cassette zaman dulu.

00:24:53Tak ada, cik.

00:24:54Minus one saya lagu lain semua.

00:24:56Lagu Sinyora Haliza saja banyak.

00:24:57Lagu yang dalam list itu tak ada.

00:25:00Pas orang kata,

00:25:01tak boleh dah,

00:25:02dah nak tutup dah ini.

00:25:03Tolonglah, cik.

00:25:04Tolonglah.

00:25:05Saya,

00:25:06saya yang terakhir.

00:25:07Saya nyanyilah apa saja lagu dalam itu.

00:25:09Tengok-tengok-tengok,

00:25:10lagu Tenda Biru.

00:25:12Tak sengaja.

00:25:14Lewat.

00:25:15Depan rumahku.

00:25:18Okey.

00:25:19Lepas itu,

00:25:20nyanyi lagu itu,

00:25:21tunggu-tunggu result dalam sebulan saja itu,

00:25:23dapat.

00:25:24Oh,

00:25:25Alhamdulillah.

00:25:26Sampailah ke

00:25:28final.

00:25:29Nombor dua.

00:25:31Nombor dua.

00:25:32Masa itu,

00:25:33tahun itu siapa yang menang?

00:25:34Yang menang itu,

00:25:35Nora Zamadi.

00:25:36Tapi dia tak,

00:25:37dia tak teruskan jadi penyanyi.

00:25:38Tapi,

00:25:39batch saya,

00:25:40yang masuk batch saya adalah,

00:25:41Akasha.

00:25:42Oh,

00:25:43Abang Akasha.

00:25:44Ya.

00:25:45Firdi Akasha.

00:25:46Firdi Akasha.

00:25:47Yes.

00:25:49Abang Akasha satu batch.

00:25:51Lepas itu baru,

00:25:52Malaysian Idol.

00:25:53Ya.

00:25:54Ya.

00:25:5599,

00:25:56bintang RTM.

00:25:57Lepas itu,

00:25:58buat album,

00:25:59tinggalkan.

00:26:002004,

00:26:01join Malaysian Idol.

00:26:02Join Malaysian Idol.

00:26:03Pas Malaysian Idol,

00:26:05I,

00:26:06I tak masuk,

00:26:07apa,

00:26:08tak boleh sampai ke next stage.

00:26:09Ke next stage,

00:26:10buat album.

00:26:11Yes.

00:26:12Alhamdulillah,

00:26:13lagu-lagu ketujuh.

00:26:14Lagi meletup.

00:26:15Rezekinya dekat album itu,

00:26:16laki-lakinya.

00:26:17Betul.

00:26:18Oh,

00:26:19sebelum album itu meletup,

00:26:20dapat masuk AJL final pula.

00:26:22Ya.

00:26:23Untuk lagu siapa itu kan?

00:26:24Ha,

00:26:25lagu,

00:26:26ini,

00:26:27Shahid Persona.

00:26:28That one?

00:26:29Ya.

00:26:30Dapat masuk ke Shahid,

00:26:31eh,

00:26:32dapat masuk AJL.

00:26:33AJL.

00:26:34Yes.

00:26:35Dan baru lah lagu ketujuh itu meletup.

00:26:36Lepas itu.

00:26:37Ketika itu,

00:26:38kita punya bangga masa itu.

00:26:40Pasal,

00:26:41yelah,

00:26:42satu contestant yang tak dapat masuk top twelve,

00:26:43tiba-tiba lagi,

00:26:44lagi,

00:26:45ha,

00:26:46lagi maju daripada kita orang.

00:26:47Lagi macam,

00:26:48yes!

00:26:49Tapi kan rasa macam,

00:26:50hei,

00:26:51jumpa Dina dekat

00:26:52Anugrah Industry Music.

00:26:53Ya.

00:26:54Kita orang kecalon sama-sama ya.

00:26:55Sama-sama.

00:26:56Kecalon.

00:26:57Artis baruan,

00:26:58nita terbaik.

00:26:59Yes.

00:27:00Lima orang kita kan?

00:27:01Ya, betul.

00:27:02Dia,

00:27:03saya,

00:27:04Jacqueline Victor.

00:27:05Jacqueline Victor.

00:27:06Betul.

00:27:07Tiga orang daripada Malaysian Idol ini.

00:27:08Oh,

00:27:09bangga itu.

00:27:10Ya,

00:27:11kita rasa macam,

00:27:12ya Allah,

00:27:13kita orang ini,

00:27:14last year,

00:27:15masih beratur lagi.

00:27:16Nak audition.

00:27:17Nak audition dengan Indonesia.

00:27:18AIM.

00:27:19AIM lah kita orang tiga orang.

00:27:20Oh.

00:27:21Begitulah.

00:27:22Woo!

00:27:23Kenapa?

00:27:24Normal.

00:27:25Oh,

00:27:26berkenaan.

00:27:27Kira-nya.

00:27:28Pasal cerita itu,

00:27:29cerita itu kita,

00:27:30Dina lalui itu sama.

00:27:31Ha,

00:27:32yelah,

00:27:33dalam jernih yang sama.

00:27:34Ya,

00:27:35betul.

00:27:36Agak kompetitif juga lah,

00:27:37kan?

00:27:38Bermula dengan,

00:27:39tak maksudnya,

00:27:40mula dengan Bintang Arti,

00:27:41Bintang Arti AIM dulu kan?

00:27:42Ya,

00:27:43betul.

00:27:44Betul-betul Asia Idol,

00:27:45ke Gagab Aganza pernah masuk.

00:27:46Betul,

00:27:47first visit.

00:27:48Station sebelah punya pertandingan

00:27:49pun pernah masuk juga

00:27:50dengan anaknya.

00:27:51Ya, betul.

00:27:52Oh, ya, ya, ya.

00:27:53Itu apa Kak?

00:27:54Memang Kak emang suka bertanding ke?

00:27:55Macam mana?

00:27:56Saya ini kalau orang bagi,

00:27:57saya jalan aja.

00:27:58Saya jadinya macam itu.

00:27:59Oh.

00:28:00Kalau ada peluang,

00:28:01saya jalan aja.

00:28:02Okay.

00:28:03Macam,

00:28:04saya ini dah lama dah,

00:28:05orang macam,

00:28:06eh dia tak menyanyi lagi dah.

00:28:07Tiba-tiba saya dapat lagu baru kan?

00:28:08Lagu baru.

00:28:09Lagu baru ini,

00:28:10lagu yang betul-betul bukan

00:28:12saya punya style tau.

00:28:13Betul.

00:28:14Kalau awak pernah dengar,

00:28:15lagu 40.

00:28:16Dengar itu.

00:28:1740,

00:28:18masih muda.

00:28:19Macam gila-gila.

00:28:20Macam nakal-nakal sikit.

00:28:21Macam,

00:28:22hah?

00:28:23Sharifah Zarina?

00:28:24Tapi saya rasa macam,

00:28:25saya dapat peluang ini bukan selalu.

00:28:26Saya jalan aja.

00:28:27Jalan aja.

00:28:28Jalan aja.

00:28:29Makanan rasa macam,

00:28:30ya Allah,

00:28:31aku boleh buat ke?

00:28:32Dengan anak lagi,

00:28:33dengan keluarga,

00:28:34biasa macam,

00:28:35kehidupan biasa dah.

00:28:36Faham tak?

00:28:37Bukan kehidupan yang macam dulu memang,

00:28:38back to back show.

00:28:39Kerja je.

00:28:40Kerja je kan?

00:28:41Kita dah biasa.

00:28:42So, memang susah sebenarnya,

00:28:43saya nak

00:28:44bangkit balik itu,

00:28:45susah.

00:28:46Tapi saya yang pikir macam,

00:28:47jalan je lah,

00:28:48buat je lah.

00:28:49Sampai mahazman kata,

00:28:50boleh buat ke lagi?

00:28:51Boleh buat apa?

00:28:52Dah umur je banyak.

00:28:53Dah umur unik kan?

00:28:54Dia cakap,

00:28:55tak apalah.

00:28:56Setakat sampai saya boleh,

00:28:57saya buat jalan je lah.

00:28:58Saya jadi macam itu.

00:28:59Oh, baguslah.

00:29:00Dan sebab pengalaman,

00:29:01Sharifah Zarina,

00:29:03adakah itu juga,

00:29:04menyuntik semangat,

00:29:05dekat Atalia?

00:29:07Atalia.

00:29:09Anak dah ikut jejak mak ni?

00:29:11Saya rasa,

00:29:12dia ni lah anak yang paling,

00:29:13lama kini.

00:29:16Kini itu sebab,

00:29:17kalau dia,

00:29:18masa dia kecil dulu,

00:29:20Dina ingat lagi Dina.

00:29:21Masa dia kecil dulu,

00:29:23dia minat Jack.

00:29:24Atalia ni minat sangat,

00:29:25dengan Jacky Levita.

00:29:26Dia tak minat mak dia?

00:29:27Dia tak minat mak dia?

00:29:29Dia tahu tak,

00:29:30mak dia bernyanyi?

00:29:31Lagu mak dia pun,

00:29:32tak pernah nyanyi.

00:29:33Eh, Atalia apa ni?

00:29:34Tak pernah nyanyi lagu mak dia.

00:29:36By the way,

00:29:37Atalia nama anak,

00:29:38sebab saya tergugup sekejap,

00:29:39sebab kameramen kita,

00:29:40nama Talha.

00:29:41Oh iya ke?

00:29:42Wah, lebih-lebih kurang lah.

00:29:43Link kat situ eh.

00:29:45Jadi,

00:29:46dia suka meet sangat,

00:29:47dengan Kini.

00:29:48Lepas itu,

00:29:49bila dia nampak Jacqueline,

00:29:50dia nampak Dina semua,

00:29:51kita orang,

00:29:52rehearsal untuk AIM,

00:29:53dia macam,

00:29:54Ma, Kini!

00:29:55Kini!

00:29:56Kini siapa?

00:29:57Jacqueline Victor.

00:29:58Kini!

00:30:00Itu semua.

00:30:02Dua yang dia minat dulu eh,

00:30:03zaman kita orang itu,

00:30:04yang sama-sama naik,

00:30:05dia minat dengan Kini,

00:30:06dia minat dengan World.

00:30:07Maui.

00:30:08Maui World.

00:30:09Who's that?

00:30:10World.

00:30:11Dia macam,

00:30:12World.

00:30:13Macam inilah,

00:30:14masa first time jumpa dia,

00:30:15kenapa Kini, Kini?

00:30:16Kini!

00:30:19So,

00:30:20berbalik dengan soalan kamu tadi,

00:30:21Atalia ni,

00:30:22bukannya,

00:30:23mungkin dia membesar tau,

00:30:25tengok idea lah,

00:30:26anak yang paling lama,

00:30:27tengok mak dia.

00:30:28Daripada baru nak naik,

00:30:30lepas itu ilang,

00:30:31sekarang dah,

00:30:32apa macam,

00:30:33start lagi balik,

00:30:34dia lah yang paling,

00:30:35so,

00:30:36benda itu secara tak langsung tau,

00:30:38dia pun jadi suka menyanyi,

00:30:39dia pun,

00:30:40dia bukan nak jadi artis tak,

00:30:42dia macam,

00:30:44benda itu orang kata apa?

00:30:45Comes naturally.

00:30:46Yes.

00:30:47Ada.

00:30:48Depan kamera dia tak takut,

00:30:50so dia suka buat konten-konten dia sendiri,

00:30:52semua kan,

00:30:54I rasa sebab itu rekod,

00:30:55it's not because of,

00:30:56I suruh-suruh,

00:30:57tak adalah,

00:30:58I tak suruh anak-anak saya jadi menyanyi.

00:30:59Tapi galakkan lah Kak,

00:31:00maksudnya,

00:31:01tak melarang lah.

00:31:02Tak,

00:31:03I tak halang,

00:31:04I tak halang langsung,

00:31:05even anak yang no.2,

00:31:06itu lagi,

00:31:07I rasa kalau quality suara,

00:31:08no.2 itu,

00:31:09dia boleh nyanyi,

00:31:10apa je jenis lagu,

00:31:11lagu,

00:31:12lagu,

00:31:13nak lagu,

00:31:14apa,

00:31:15Zapin ke,

00:31:16apakah semua dia boleh.

00:31:17Tapi,

00:31:18diri dia tak ada rasa,

00:31:19nak jadi penyanyi,

00:31:20nak keluar,

00:31:21nak nampak sangat,

00:31:22dia tak ada,

00:31:23dia tak acara Atalia.

00:31:24Dia punya minat ke arah mana pula,

00:31:25yang no.2 itu?

00:31:26No.2,

00:31:27dia tetap menyanyi,

00:31:28dia suka menyanyi,

00:31:29cuma dia tak nak jadi artis,

00:31:30dia kata.

00:31:31Dia untuk sekolah,

00:31:32dia masih 4-4,

00:31:33jadi dia untuk sekolah,

00:31:34kalau ada,

00:31:35kalau sekarang ini,

00:31:36saya tengok dia banyak buat review,

00:31:37review produk juga,

00:31:38dia suka lah.

00:31:39Tapi kalau betul-betul jadi artis,

00:31:40Atalia memang betul-betul,

00:31:41jadi artis,

00:31:42sign kontrak semua,

00:31:43dia tak nak.

00:31:44Ariana ini tak nak.

00:31:45Baiklah.

00:31:46Kalau no.3,

00:31:47lelaki,

00:31:48muzik,

00:31:49dia membagi je lah,

00:31:50apa jenis muzik,

00:31:51dia boleh main.

00:31:52Tapi tak banyak menyanyi.

00:31:53Musician?

00:31:54Yes,

00:31:55dia boleh.

00:31:56Jadi,

00:31:57pekatlah darah awak dekat anak-anak awak?

00:31:59Itulah,

00:32:00saya macam,

00:32:01bila masuk rumah saya,

00:32:02masuk pintu saja,

00:32:03buka pintu saja,

00:32:04nampak,

00:32:05bilik muzik dulu.

00:32:07First thing yang akan nampak

00:32:08is bilik muzik.

00:32:09Oh,

00:32:10dah boleh buat band,

00:32:11kira-kira.

00:32:12Sebenarnya,

00:32:13sekolah anak saya yang sebelum inilah,

00:32:14sekolah mendengar,

00:32:15diorang sebelum ini,

00:32:16diorang just bertukar sekolah baru.

00:32:18Sekolah itu tak ada

00:32:19muzik program,

00:32:21tak ada.

00:32:22Tapi because anak saya ada di situ,

00:32:23diorang ini,

00:32:24diorang pernah buat

00:32:25show di sekolah.

00:32:26So, cikgu

00:32:27minta diorang formkan.

00:32:29Satu grup.

00:32:30Klub muzik macam itulah.

00:32:31Klub muzik,

00:32:32diorang tak payah ambil onwar dah.

00:32:33Selama-lama ini,

00:32:34sekolah itu tak pernah ada.

00:32:35Sekolah itu dah lebih 30 tahun.

00:32:37Tak pernah ada.

00:32:38Tapi,

00:32:39because of diorang ini.

00:32:40Macam itulah anak-anak saya.

00:32:41Tapi,

00:32:42kalau yang betul-betul nampak

00:32:43macam minat sangat-sangat

00:32:44nak sampai,

00:32:45nak jadi artis ini,

00:32:46memang Atalia.

00:32:49Dan,

00:32:50dia juga yang,

00:32:51apa,

00:32:52kita pula yang kenal dia.

00:32:53Yes.

00:32:54Mungkin lebih familiar

00:32:55dari tasik,

00:32:56dari dunia ini.

00:32:57Betul, sebab dia selalu ikut saya.

00:32:58Dari kecil dia selalu ikut saya.

00:32:59Dari saya popular dulu,

00:33:00memang di mana-mana.

00:33:01Dari saya mengaku,

00:33:02saya seorang ibu.

00:33:05Itulah anak yang disorokkan.

00:33:07Oh, tapi pelik itu.

00:33:08Kiranya anak,

00:33:09itulah Atalia

00:33:10yang nomor dua itu.

00:33:11Tak menyanyikan lagu

00:33:12Ariana yang nomor dua.

00:33:13Ya, Ariana.

00:33:14Tak menyanyi lagu ibunya sendiri itu.

00:33:16Padahal langit ketujuh itu.

00:33:17Tak pernah.

00:33:18Saya teringin nak dengar.

00:33:19Saya cakap,

00:33:20kenapa korang tak nak nyanyi lagu Mama?

00:33:21Susah, dia kata.

00:33:23Belajarlah, dia tak nak.

00:33:24Senang.

00:33:25Mama dia pula tak boleh dicabar.

00:33:26Belajar.

00:33:27Ini ni, mak kau boleh ajar ni.

00:33:28Mak kau boleh ajar.

00:33:29Saya cakap,

00:33:30saya turunkan kit.

00:33:31Tak nak.

00:33:33Tanya lagu orang lain.

00:33:34Cover lagu orang lain.

00:33:35Mak kau ada lagulah.

00:33:36Kan?

00:33:37Top tau.

00:33:38Mak dah mengaduh itu.

00:33:39Kan?

00:33:41Tak tahulah.

00:33:42I really hope lah

00:33:43anak-anak tiga-tiga

00:33:44akan nyanyi lagu saya suatu hari lagi.

00:33:45Suatu hari nanti

00:33:46sebelum saya tutup mata, ya lor.

00:33:47Semua lah.

00:33:50Tapi, kita tengok

00:33:51macam Dina rasa

00:33:53kehidupan

00:33:54kreatif

00:33:55Syarifah Zarina

00:33:56dia naik balik sejak TikTok.

00:33:57TikTok.

00:33:58Sejak

00:33:59apa ni

00:34:00awak ada dengan anak awak

00:34:01ya Allah.

00:34:02Korang pasal, yelah

00:34:03Atalia masa umur awak

00:34:0422, 21.

00:34:0522, saya dapat dia.

00:34:07Nampak?

00:34:08Jadi umur itu macam

00:34:09dia macam best friend.

00:34:10Atalia sekarang dah 21.

00:34:12Jadi korang macam best friend tau.

00:34:13Memang, memang.

00:34:14Yang tengok dia kat TikTok.

00:34:15Bestnya.

00:34:16Sebenarnya,

00:34:17mereka ni lah,

00:34:18masa Covid itu kan,

00:34:19masa kita tengah semua kat rumah kan.

00:34:21Anak-anak cakap

00:34:22apa

00:34:23cuba main TikTok.

00:34:24Dia kata kan.

00:34:25Saya macam,

00:34:26saya marah diorang.

00:34:27Saya marah,

00:34:28kenapa korang main benda macam ni?

00:34:29Apa benda korang main ni kan?

00:34:30Marahlah kan?

00:34:31Tak ada buat kerja lain ke?

00:34:32Belajarlah.

00:34:33Atalia SPM tau itu.

00:34:3420 dia SPM.

00:34:35Saya cakap ke dia,

00:34:36apa benda,

00:34:37buang masa semua.

00:34:38Dari last,

00:34:39saya terjebak.

00:34:40Mereka ajar sekali je.

00:34:41Jom ke rumah,

00:34:42kita buat,

00:34:43kita melayani sikit.

00:34:44Eh, banyak views.

00:34:46Eh,

00:34:47bestnya.

00:34:48Apa ni ah?

00:34:49Mak ni jenis yang tak boleh diajar.

00:34:51Boleh diajar.

00:34:52Lebih lagi dia nak.

00:34:53Pastinya.

00:34:55That's my girl.

00:34:56Ya.

00:34:57So, sampai satu tahap,

00:34:58anak-anak rasa macam,

00:35:00Mama,

00:35:01ada trend ni tau,

00:35:02saya dah buat.

00:35:03Mama ada trend ni,

00:35:04saya dah buat dah.

00:35:05Hah?

00:35:06Dia macam,

00:35:07what?

00:35:08Mama lagi laju tu.

00:35:09Yes.

00:35:10Mama dia punya competitive spirit

00:35:11macam mana pula.

00:35:12So, saya tak sangka benda tu,

00:35:14bagi saya macam,

00:35:16oke,

00:35:17bila kita dah lama tak kerja kan,

00:35:18kita rasa macam,

00:35:19eh,

00:35:20orang kenal balik kita.

00:35:21Saya senang tau.

00:35:22Positif sangat.

00:35:23Mulai ingatkan benda tu negatif.

00:35:24Positif sangat rasa.

00:35:25And then,

00:35:26saya jadi macam,

00:35:27saya keluar daripada,

00:35:30nak kata,

00:35:31tak adalah murung.

00:35:32Saya tak murung pun.

00:35:33Sibuk dengan anak-anak,

00:35:34tak sempat murung pun sebenarnya.

00:35:35Tapi,

00:35:36macam orang kata,

00:35:37yang kepompong tu diam,

00:35:38tak ada bunyi,

00:35:39senyap.

00:35:40Saya keluar.

00:35:41Orang nampak saya balik.

00:35:42Yang muda-muda,

00:35:43start kenal saya.

00:35:44And then,

00:35:45lama-lama,

00:35:46saya dah jadi macam,

00:35:47eh,

00:35:48sampai semua benda,

00:35:49saya akan rekod.

00:35:50Taklah semua benda,

00:35:51saya dah start,

00:35:52orang kata macam,

00:35:53kelakar.

00:35:54Eh,

00:35:55aku kelakar.

00:35:56Tapi,

00:35:57bila tengok-tengok balik,

00:35:58konten-konten saya memang betul lah.

00:35:59Mereka cakap kelakar,

00:36:00dengan anak-anaknya.

00:36:01Macam itulah,

00:36:02dengan anak-anak saya di rumah sebenarnya.

00:36:03That's why,

00:36:04anak-anak saya macam pening dengan mak dia.

00:36:05Sebenarnya.

00:36:06Memang,

00:36:07apa yang you all tengok tu,

00:36:08memang macam itu.

00:36:09Saya bising ke,

00:36:10saya nak marah dengan mereka,

00:36:11macam itu dah bunyi saya di rumah.

00:36:12So,

00:36:13just that,

00:36:14saya rekodkan.

00:36:15Orang tengok,

00:36:16relate pula dengan kehidupan orang.

00:36:17Ya.

00:36:18Betul lah juga kan.

00:36:19Yalah,

00:36:20kita sebagai mak ini semua,

00:36:21sama je sebenarnya,

00:36:22dengan mak-mak lain kan.

00:36:23Cuma sama,

00:36:24siapa nak utarakan,

00:36:25siapa tak utarakan,

00:36:26utarakan je benda itu.

00:36:27Betul.

00:36:28And then,

00:36:29benda itu buat views banyak pula.

00:36:30Betul.

00:36:31Dia yang buat views banyak itu kak,

00:36:32yalah,

00:36:33anaknya,

00:36:34lawa.

00:36:35Mak pun lawa.

00:36:38Dia tarikkan juga lah,

00:36:39kat situ.

00:36:40Lawakah?

00:36:41Lawakah maknya?

00:36:43Mak dia lawa.

00:36:44Akak jangan perangkap saya kak.

00:36:45Akak kalau perangkap saya,

00:36:46saya terperangkap macam dalam cerita ini.

00:36:48Jangan.

00:36:50Aduh.

00:36:51Tapi betul,

00:36:52masa kita Malaysian Idol dulu,

00:36:54apa,

00:36:55sama juga.

00:36:56Dina ni comot,

00:36:57Dina comot.

00:36:58Memang sangat boboi kan.

00:36:59Sampai sekarang ke?

00:37:00Ya, sampai sekarang.

00:37:02Dia cantik apa?

00:37:03Helo?

00:37:04Dia cantik.

00:37:05Tak adalah Dina.

00:37:06Dulu je kot.

00:37:07Aku,

00:37:08kejap lagi ada orang,

00:37:09bahaya,

00:37:10dalam keadaan bahaya lagi ini.

00:37:11Saya tak tahu,

00:37:12saya tak tahu.

00:37:13Jadi,

00:37:14Malaysian Idol dulu kan,

00:37:15dia sangat boboi.

00:37:16Boyish lah.

00:37:17Bila itu,

00:37:18mesti tanya dia orang,

00:37:19okey ke?

00:37:20You patut try macam ni,

00:37:21you buat macam ni.

00:37:22Mungkin,

00:37:23bila dah cerita ini,

00:37:24mungkin,

00:37:25you nampak diri you,

00:37:26pada saya ketika itu.

00:37:27Sebab masa,

00:37:28masa nak make up,

00:37:29make up tak letih,

00:37:30oh,

00:37:31you kena pakai ni sikit.

00:37:32Bila ada masa je,

00:37:33kita berbual pasal fashion.

00:37:34Yes, yes.

00:37:35Lagi dengan awal,

00:37:36dia memang daripada awal,

00:37:37awal itu,

00:37:38dia suka fashion.

00:37:39Maskulin.

00:37:40Yes.

00:37:41Menampak,

00:37:42wow, betul.

00:37:43Menampak dia ni.

00:37:44Dia tak boleh lalu tau.

00:37:45Dia lalu mana-mana,

00:37:46dia,

00:37:47dia ada gang dia kan,

00:37:48tiga orang tu kan?

00:37:49Ya, ya, ya.

00:37:50Saya ingat lagi gang dia,

00:37:51tiga orang tu.

00:37:52Mana dia orang?

00:37:53Gang-gang yang ni kan?

00:37:54Handsome.

00:37:55Dia dua orang laki,

00:37:56seorang perempuan.

00:37:57Ya, ya, ya, betul, betul.

00:37:58Tapi tiga elok.

00:37:59Elok.

00:38:00Dia apa,

00:38:01peserta juga lagi dua orang tu?

00:38:02Dia gang dia lah.

00:38:03Dia macam,

00:38:04dibayangkan kita orang,

00:38:05satu tempat,

00:38:06seratus orang pada awalnya,

00:38:07satu panggung madu raya tu,

00:38:08kecil betul.

00:38:09Jadi,

00:38:10kita duduk pun,

00:38:11dan tunggu bukannya sejam dua eh,

00:38:12empat jam, lima jam,

00:38:13kita nak tunggu untuk

00:38:14round seterusnya.

00:38:15Betul.

00:38:16Jadi, semua orang ada

00:38:17corner masing-masing untuk

00:38:18practice,

00:38:19corner masing-masing untuk

00:38:20relax.

00:38:21Kita tetap dekat tangga eh.

00:38:22Kita tetap dekat tangga,

00:38:23ataupun saya,

00:38:24kalau saya nervous,

00:38:25saya akan duduk depan toilet.

00:38:26Oh, tempat-tempat ada reverb lah eh.

00:38:27Tempat-tempat ada reverb.

00:38:28Saya akan baca komed.

00:38:29Depan tangga ni semua yang

00:38:30bising-bising.

00:38:31Kan?

00:38:32Depan tangga kan,

00:38:33semua yang macam,

00:38:34yang lain-lain,

00:38:35kecoh-kecoh lah.

00:38:37Depan tangga dia,

00:38:39Saya tak boleh lupa kan,

00:38:41sedihnya aku kan,

00:38:42nampak sangat lah

00:38:43aku beli barang itu

00:38:44dekat mana kan.

00:38:45Masuk-masuk pintu kan,

00:38:46hah?

00:38:47Seluar sama.

00:38:49Seluar itu sangat rare tau.

00:38:50Seluar dia macam seluar putih,

00:38:52yang ada bunga-bunga besar.

00:38:53Ingat tak zaman-zaman kita dulu

00:38:54suka bunga-bunga,

00:38:55warna-warni itu.

00:38:56Saya dah fikir macam,

00:38:57takkan ada rambut-rambut seluar ini kan.

00:39:00Masuk aja tangga itu,

00:39:02budak itu tengok saya,

00:39:04saya tengok budak itu macam,

00:39:05astaga malaka!

00:39:07Macam mana ini?

00:39:08Bukan boleh balik,

00:39:09patah balik rumah kan?

00:39:11Macam mana itu?

00:39:12Macam mana itu boleh jadi benda itu kan?

00:39:14Nampak naulah beli kat Times Square.

00:39:18Nampak naulah.

00:39:19Masa itu dah beli kat Times Square itu

00:39:20macam dah kaya sangat lah.

00:39:22Kan?

00:39:23Semua orang pasal itu pakai seluar putih,

00:39:25bunga-bunga pink.

00:39:26Kau rasa ini lah yang paling happening.

00:39:29Ya,

00:39:30macam kita aja yang pakai seluar macam itu.

00:39:32Macam saya aja.

00:39:33Memang betul lah.

00:39:34Seluar memang baru sangat keluar masa itu.

00:39:36Tiba-tiba masa itu.

00:39:37Gila.

00:39:38Di situ dah macam,

00:39:39nak nyanyi macam anak.

00:39:41Udah.

00:39:42Tak doa dia apa tau.

00:39:43Janganlah.

00:39:44Kan sekali naik stage lima orang.

00:39:45Jangan sama.

00:39:46Janganlah aku naik seluar ini.

00:39:51Sebab tidak.

00:39:52Lepas itu kau dah jahat dalam hati kan?

00:39:53Biarlah budak itu tersingkir,

00:39:54takde aku nampak lagi seluar itu.

00:39:56Aduh, betul-betul you.

00:39:57Lepas itu saya balik,

00:39:58saya tak pakai seluar itu.

00:39:59Saya ingat lagi,

00:40:00saya bagi dekat siapa tau.

00:40:01Saya bagi dekat orang.

00:40:02Saya ingat lagi bagi ke orang.

00:40:03Terus tak pakai.

00:40:04Terus macam,

00:40:05kau ni lah buat aku terkeluar.

00:40:06Kalau pakai baju itu,

00:40:07keluar pukul tujuh pagi,

00:40:09kita keluar hotel,

00:40:10itu jelah sampai

00:40:11tiga, empat pagi.

00:40:12Kita orang dapat hotel dulu tau.

00:40:14Ya.

00:40:15Dapat hotel.

00:40:16Rumit-rumit.

00:40:17Rumit-rumit kan.

00:40:18Saya dapat rumit dengan anak

00:40:21Datuk Khadijah Ibrahim.

00:40:23Saya tak ingat rumit.

00:40:24Saya ingat rumit saya,

00:40:25tapi saya rasa dia tak further.

00:40:27Cuma dia macam,

00:40:29Sarinah,

00:40:30you tak balik eh?

00:40:31Tak balik bilik.

00:40:33Tak, saya balik rumah.

00:40:34Oh, tak nak tidur sini?

00:40:35Tak nak.

00:40:36Nanti anak aku nak menyusul di rumah.

00:40:39Oh, yelah.

00:40:40Betullah.

00:40:41Atalah baru setahun.

00:40:42Atalah baru setahun,

00:40:43anak aku nak menyusul di rumah.

00:40:44Nanti kan,

00:40:45itu rahsia dia.

00:40:46Macam mana nak cakap kakak ni eh?

00:40:48Dekat-dekat lagi pada saya lah.

00:40:49Tak apa,

00:40:50kakak nak bawa family kakak tidur pun tak apa.

00:40:52Baik.

00:40:53Baik Zarinah lah hati.

00:40:54Aku pula sebenarnya.

00:40:55Bukan baik, terpaksa.

00:40:56Kan.

00:40:57Terpaksa.

00:40:58Tapi jadi ibu muda,

00:41:00susah tak?

00:41:01Macam lagi dalam industri ni,

00:41:03awak menyanyi sini sana.

00:41:05Baru nak start career.

00:41:06Baru nak start.

00:41:07Susah tak?

00:41:08Okay.

00:41:09Kalau menyanyi semua,

00:41:10tak susah.

00:41:11Masa tu,

00:41:12I the maid.

00:41:13Tak susah semua.

00:41:14Tapi kalau perasaan,

00:41:15perasaan sebenarnya.

00:41:16Jadi ibu muda ni,

00:41:18especially masa

00:41:19saya baru sangat

00:41:20lepas bersalin tu lah.

00:41:22Aku buat apa?

00:41:23Nak buat apa dengan baby ni?

00:41:24Saya tak pernah jaga baby.

00:41:25Ada adik-adik je.

00:41:26Adik-adik pun mak kita jaga kan.

00:41:28Lepas tu,

00:41:29tengok kawan-kawan lain

00:41:30tengah hoi-hoi lagi kan.

00:41:31Tengok senang lagi.

00:41:32Sampai nangis tau.

00:41:33Aku buat apa

00:41:34kat diri aku ni?

00:41:35Sampai macam tu tau.

00:41:36Memang rasa macam

00:41:37depressed.

00:41:38Tak tahu benda tu

00:41:39depressed sebenarnya.

00:41:40Tapi itulah depressed

00:41:41bila sekarang.

00:41:42Pikir balik,

00:41:43itulah depressed sebenarnya kan.

00:41:44Sebab, tiba-tiba nangis.

00:41:45Tengok baby nangis.

00:41:46Nangis, baby nangis,

00:41:47aku nangis.

00:41:48Macam,

00:41:49kan,

00:41:50kau nangis saja,

00:41:51apa-apa.

00:41:52Aku pun nak main karaoke ni.

00:41:53Kan?

00:41:54Nak duduk main karaoke.

00:41:55Sebab,

00:41:56I jenis macam,

00:41:57petai-petai karaoke kat rumah.

00:41:58Menyanyi.

00:41:59Dulu perut dah besar ni.

00:42:00Nyanyi, kan?

00:42:01Tiba-tiba baby keluar,

00:42:02aku tak boleh buat dah semua tu.

00:42:03Macam,

00:42:04keluar,

00:42:05kena bawa handbag,

00:42:06apa,

00:42:07buat baby diaper semua.

00:42:08Macam, ya Allah.

00:42:09Apa benda ni?

00:42:10Kenapa aku umur macam ni

00:42:11aku buat benda ni?

00:42:1222 tahun.

00:42:13Satu yang

00:42:14aku tak pernah bayangkan.

00:42:15Macam,

00:42:16ih,

00:42:17susahnya hidup aku ni.

00:42:18Rasa macam,

00:42:19kiamat lah.

00:42:20Rasa macam tu.

00:42:21Tak nak hidup dah.

00:42:22Gelap masa depan.

00:42:23Padahal aku nak menyanyi, kan?

00:42:24So,

00:42:25daripada situ aku rasa,

00:42:26my husband,

00:42:27dia tahu.

00:42:28Dia tengok aku dah jadi mulu

00:42:29macam diam.

00:42:30Diam,

00:42:31nangis.

00:42:32Tu je kerja aku.

00:42:33So, dia dah start macam,

00:42:34okay,

00:42:35tak apa,

00:42:36aku cari composer semua.

00:42:37Aku sampai macam,

00:42:38carilah kalau ada.

00:42:39Macam tu,

00:42:40macam,

00:42:41tak adanya.

00:42:42Aku dah ada anak siapa

00:42:43nak jaga semua.

00:42:44Tapi benda tu memang Allah

00:42:45nak bagi rezeki ke aku.

00:42:46Sebulan lepas aku

00:42:47sign contract ni,

00:42:48sign contract,

00:42:49tanpa ada mate ni.

00:42:50Tak ada mate.

00:42:51Siapa nak jaga baby ni?

00:42:52Aku ingat lagi

00:42:53anak saudara aku

00:42:54yang duduk dengan aku

00:42:55masa tu,

00:42:56dia bawa anak aku tu

00:42:57pergi ofis dia.

00:42:58Oh.

00:42:59Sebab aku nak sign contract hari tu.

00:43:01Dia bawa.

00:43:02Lepas tu,

00:43:03kita berfikir,

00:43:04habis tu,

00:43:05siapa nak jaga baby?

00:43:06Bagaimana nak start nyanyi?

00:43:07Tengok,

00:43:08dia orang cakap,

00:43:09you akan pergi,

00:43:10pergi,

00:43:11pergi,

00:43:12menyanyi malam-malam.

00:43:13Pergi studio malam-malam.

00:43:16Tapi,

00:43:17tiba-tiba ada pula hamba Allah ni

00:43:18yang duduk cuci rumah aku,

00:43:19dia datang.

00:43:21Ina,

00:43:22dia kata,

00:43:23kau mau tak

00:43:24pembantu rumah?

00:43:25Ya Allah,

00:43:26Ya Tuhan.

00:43:27Oh, dia yang tawarkan diri?

00:43:28Tak, orang.

00:43:29Orang yang dikenal.

00:43:30Oh.

00:43:31Yang bagus pula tu,

00:43:33dia orang tu kerja dengan saya

00:43:34selama lima tahun.

00:43:35Alhamdulillah.

00:43:36Dari pada,

00:43:37saya rasa macam dalam

00:43:38bulan yang sama

00:43:39saya sign contract tu,

00:43:40dia jaga Atalia

00:43:41sampai lima tahun.

00:43:42Itu yang macam

00:43:43you all tengok,

00:43:44I boleh menyanyi,

00:43:45macam anak dara menyanyi,

00:43:46itu semua kan.

00:43:47Sebab budak perempuan ni,

00:43:48Fitri nama dia,

00:43:49memang dia jaga anak saya.

00:43:50Boleh cakap English pula.

00:43:52Bagus pula

00:43:53menjaga budak kan.

00:43:54Anak apa,

00:43:55orang daerah cantik,

00:43:56putih, busih,

00:43:57muka macam,

00:43:58ini memang rezeki saya.

00:43:59Rezeki, betul.

00:44:00Lima tahun,

00:44:01dia datang kerja saya,

00:44:02memang saya boleh menyanyi semua.

00:44:04And then,

00:44:05sebenarnya,

00:44:06bila saya tengok balik,

00:44:07lepas tu saya

00:44:08stop balik kan,

00:44:09stop.

00:44:10Sebab apa saya

00:44:11ada anak nombor dua.

00:44:12Second.

00:44:13Lepas lah,

00:44:14second baby.

00:44:15Lima tahun,

00:44:16ada second baby.

00:44:17Second baby,

00:44:18next year tu dapat pulak

00:44:19seorang lagi baby.

00:44:20Itu rapat lah.

00:44:21Saya jaga anak kembar,

00:44:22you all.

00:44:24Tiga pagi,

00:44:25seorang anak.

00:44:26Empat pagi,

00:44:27seorang anak.

00:44:28Ya Allah,

00:44:29habislah carry aku.

00:44:30Betul.

00:44:31Orang nak cari mana,

00:44:32Syarifah Zainal hilang.

00:44:33Seorang lagi kan,

00:44:34di London.

00:44:35Happy-happy,

00:44:36lima tahun,

00:44:37tiba-tiba puak kan.

00:44:38Memang,

00:44:39masa tu saya macam,

00:44:40quite,

00:44:41saya rasa macam,

00:44:42saya dah bukan diri saya jugalah.

00:44:43Masa tu saya tak pakai tudung lagi.

00:44:44Rambut aku menggembang dah.

00:44:45Seorang tarik sini,

00:44:46seorang tarik sini.

00:44:47Memang rasa macam,

00:44:48jaga dua baby.

00:44:49Saya bawa baby macam niang.

00:44:50Macam kembar.

00:44:51Mereka memang,

00:44:52memang bergaduh,

00:44:53apa semua.

00:44:54Saya cakap dengan suami,

00:44:55saya tak nak menyanyi.

00:44:56Saya berhenti.

00:44:57Saya buat album,

00:44:58buat-buat single,

00:44:59cuba buat single,

00:45:00tapi tak boleh nak promote.

00:45:01Ya, tak ada time.

00:45:03Cuba lagi bangkit lagi,

00:45:04tak boleh juga.

00:45:05Sampailah,

00:45:06anak saya dah,

00:45:07sekolah,

00:45:08tadika.

00:45:09So,

00:45:10macam ada longgar sikit lah.

00:45:11Ada masa,

00:45:12mid-time,

00:45:13di sekolah kan.

00:45:14Cui-cui ya.

00:45:15Dapat masuk GV.

00:45:16Dapat masuk GV.

00:45:17First season kan?

00:45:18First season.

00:45:19First season, betul.

00:45:20Tapi still masuk GV,

00:45:21apa semua,

00:45:22buat,

00:45:23I try nak buat lagu semua,

00:45:24still lah,

00:45:25terikat dengan budak-budak ni semua.

00:45:26Tapi sebenarnya,

00:45:27bila sekarang ni,

00:45:28anak-anak yang paling,

00:45:29anak yang paling kecil pun,

00:45:30dah 15 tahun.

00:45:32Baru saya rasa,

00:45:33lelaki macam umur saya sekarang,

00:45:35dah 40 lebih.

00:45:3643 lah ya.

00:45:38Bila saya tengok kawan-kawan 43 tahun,

00:45:40masih ada yang ada baby.

00:45:42Ada lagi yang ada anak masih sekolah.

00:45:46But,

00:45:47sekarang saya,

00:45:48anak-anak jadi kawan.

00:45:49Dah selesa kan?

00:45:50Selesa.

00:45:51Betul.

00:45:52Situ,

00:45:53sampai bila keluar mana,

00:45:54ini kawan ke siapa,

00:45:56PA kah?

00:45:57Anak.

00:45:58Anak saya kan?

00:45:59Dia bawa pergi show semua,

00:46:01PA,

00:46:02tolong pasangkan mic dekat artis yuk.

00:46:03Boleh?

00:46:04Anak saya sampai,

00:46:05Ma, dia cakap,

00:46:06aku berartis tau.

00:46:07Maksudnya dia,

00:46:08Ma,

00:46:09dia tak tahu ya anak-anak.

00:46:13Maksudnya apa tu,

00:46:14dia cakap mak kau muda.

00:46:16Faham tak?

00:46:17Faham tak,

00:46:18kemanisan ini datang kemudian.

00:46:19Padahal saya dah,

00:46:20Ya Allah.

00:46:21Boleh saja saya menyanyi balik sekarang ini.

00:46:23Mungkin tidaklah se-populer dulu.

00:46:25Tidaklah se-hebat dulu lah.

00:46:26Suara kita pun se-populer kan.

00:46:27Saya masih boleh buat kerja saya suka.

00:46:29Betul.

00:46:30Masih boleh datang duduk dengan you all.

00:46:33Nak keluar pun tak risau kak,

00:46:34anak-anak dah besar.

00:46:35Ya, dah besar.

00:46:36Kan?

00:46:37Saya rasa macam,

00:46:38masih ada masa saja untuk saya

00:46:40buat benda yang saya sangat sayang-sayang

00:46:42sangat-sangat dalam hidup saya.

00:46:44Kan?

00:46:45So,

00:46:46kadang rasa macam,

00:46:47ada kemanisan juga lah,

00:46:48kahwin awal,

00:46:49beranak awal seperti ini.

00:46:50Saya dah berhenti beranak itu

00:46:51masa umur 28 tahun,

00:46:52dah tak percaya,

00:46:53dah berhenti lah.

00:46:54Anak kan?

00:46:55So,

00:46:57orang kata apa,

00:46:58mungkin susah dulu,

00:46:59sekarang ini,

00:47:00Alhamdulillah.

00:47:01Hasilnya kak,

00:47:02manisnya itu.

00:47:03Pergi show mana-mana pun,

00:47:04bawa anak saja.

00:47:05Ambil video mama.

00:47:06Ya.

00:47:07Jadi mereka saja jadi,

00:47:08kita punya PA,

00:47:09bawa barang semua.

00:47:10Betul, betul.

00:47:11Itulah yang bila kita fikir balik,

00:47:12betul lah,

00:47:13dia dah tak terpikir,

00:47:14yang pada usia yang sangat awal,

00:47:16kalau berkahwin itu,

00:47:17pada usia awal,

00:47:18itulah kemanisan dia,

00:47:19awak baru 40,

00:47:20come on,

00:47:21life starts at 40 kan?

00:47:22Kan?

00:47:23Itulah lagu saya pun,

00:47:2440, masih muda.

00:47:26Kan?

00:47:27Dan dah ada anak-anak besar,

00:47:29dapat menjaga sendiri,

00:47:30dan dah boleh berbakti.

00:47:32Berdikari.

00:47:33Berdikari,

00:47:34berbakti pada you.

00:47:35Dah boleh rasa,

00:47:36dah dapat rasa duit anak lagi.

00:47:38Betul.

00:47:39Betul lah.

00:47:40Sebab Talia pun dia kira,

00:47:41bekerja.

00:47:42Bekerja dah.

00:47:43Dia ni jenis anak yang suka memberi tau.

00:47:46Ada yang ingat you.

00:47:47Anak sulung.

00:47:48Eh, sweet kan?

00:47:50Tau-tau dia balik,

00:47:51Mama, this is for you.

00:47:52Dia jenis macam tu.

00:47:54Dia sangat eh,

00:47:55siapa je kalau orang jual barang kat dia,

00:47:57datang lah.

00:47:58Dia beli lah.

00:47:59Talia, abang suka dapat barang.

00:48:01Abang suka dapat dia.

00:48:02Saya rasa, ya Allah Talia,

00:48:03kau tak payah pun nak beli semua bodoh barang orang tu.

00:48:06Kesian mah,

00:48:07lama dia tunggu situ.

00:48:08Kau tak payah nak kesian sangat.

00:48:09Kau beli satu pun,

00:48:10kau dah kira macam support.

00:48:11Kau tau tak,

00:48:12bawah pokok tu,

00:48:13banyak lagi dalam kotak dia tu.

00:48:14Oh iya ke?

00:48:15Saya ingatkan tu je.

00:48:16Dia kata.

00:48:17Macam dia tertipu.

00:48:18Jadi macam tu.

00:48:19Tapi dapat hadiah daripada anak.

00:48:20Oh, special.

00:48:21Oh, rasa dia.

00:48:22Alhamdulillah.

00:48:23Lebih special daripada

00:48:24partner rasanya.

00:48:27Dia macam,

00:48:28itulah kan.

00:48:29Sebab,

00:48:30partner dia tanya je,

00:48:31dia nak apa?

00:48:32Macam tu kan.

00:48:33Macam anak,

00:48:34dia surprise kita tau.

00:48:35Tau-tau sampai.

00:48:36Eh,

00:48:37tak adalah selalu,

00:48:38tapi,

00:48:39eh selalu dia juga.

00:48:40Selalu juga.

00:48:41Eh, tak ada selalu.

00:48:42Gila.

00:48:44Satulah,

00:48:45Alhamdulillah lah,

00:48:46Atalia tu dia seorang anak yang,

00:48:47sangat sukalah belanja orang.

00:48:50Haa,

00:48:51itulah dia.

00:48:52Kalau dia diam,

00:48:53tak belanja orang,

00:48:54tak adalah dia duit tu.

00:48:55Haa, dia begitu.

00:48:56Haa,

00:48:57kalau dia tiba-tiba,

00:48:58eh tak masuk.

00:48:59Tak masuk pula bulannya.

00:49:00Haa,

00:49:01tak ada pula.

00:49:02Haa,

00:49:03tak ada pula,

00:49:04hella surprise.

00:49:05Oh,

00:49:06mungkin ada job tu rasanya.

00:49:07Tiba-tiba,

00:49:08mak dia message.

00:49:09Are you okay?

00:49:10Haa,

00:49:11tiba-tiba,

00:49:12eh,

00:49:13dia kata,

00:49:14I bagi banyak,

00:49:15you bagi banyak,

00:49:16ni je I.

00:49:17Kau ingat apa?

00:49:18Sistem apa kita ni?

00:49:19Haa,

00:49:20dia cerita.

00:49:21Wah,

00:49:22kalau lebih pula,

00:49:23ya.

00:49:24Haa,

00:49:25kan?

00:49:26Okay,

00:49:27Kak,

00:49:28sikit lah Kak,

00:49:29nak cerita,

00:49:30mungkin tadi pasal anak,

00:49:31ini pasal suami lah Kak,

00:49:32sebabnya,

00:49:33iyalah,

00:49:34bukanlah orang kata,

00:49:35jarang ke,

00:49:36ataupun tak ada ke,

00:49:37yang dikongsikan dekat media sosial Kak.

00:49:38Ada Kak,

00:49:39menyembunyikan ke?

00:49:40Eh,

00:49:41dia memang bukan,

00:49:42orang dalam,

00:49:43hiburan lah.

00:49:44Dia,

00:49:45sangat orang yang apa,

00:49:46dia orang IT ni.

00:49:47Haa,

00:49:48dia faham lah,

00:49:49orang IT ni macam mana kan?

00:49:50Dia tak suka,

00:49:51yang glamour-glamour ni sebenarnya.

00:49:52Kalau dia ikut saya pun,

00:49:53rasanya Jinah kenal kot dengan dia kan?

00:49:55Dia ikut pun,

00:49:56dia dekat mana tau?

00:49:57Dekat tempat mic.

00:49:58Jauh-jauh.

00:49:59Haa,

00:50:00dekat sound system.

00:50:01Situ lah dia.

00:50:02Haa,

00:50:03tak adanya Jinah duduk,

00:50:04depankah apa semua?

00:50:05Tak ada.

00:50:06Orang tak tahu pun,

00:50:07itu hasilnya saya kadang-kadang.

00:50:08Haa,

00:50:09kan?

00:50:10Masa even,

00:50:11masa mula-mula menyanyi,

00:50:12dulu pun saya cakap dengan orang,

00:50:13itu uncle saya,

00:50:14orang percaya kan?

00:50:15Haa,

00:50:16betul-betul.

00:50:17Saya kan 19 kan?

00:50:1818,

00:50:19masa BTRTM tu kan?

00:50:20So,

00:50:21dia yang uruskan semua.

00:50:22So,

00:50:23orang tanya siapa ni?

00:50:24Uncle saya.

00:50:25Takkan nak cakap boyfriend,

00:50:2618 baru masa tu kan?

00:50:27Gap tu jauh ke kat umurnya?

00:50:28Jauh.

00:50:298 tahun beza kita orang.

00:50:30Itu juga menyebabkan saya ni,

00:50:31kena kahwin awal.

00:50:32Haa,

00:50:33iyalah.

00:50:34Dia adalah anak,

00:50:35yang ke-17.

00:50:36Oh.

00:50:37Daripada seorang mak,

00:50:38seorang ayah eh.

00:50:39Yang terakhir.

00:50:4017 kak?

00:50:4117.

00:50:42So, 3, 4 dah meninggal.

00:50:43So, tinggal sekarang ni,

00:50:44tinggal 13.

00:50:45Jadi, dia 13 lah sekarang ni.

00:50:46So,

00:50:47dia seorang yang tak kahwin lagi,

00:50:48masa tu.

00:50:49Oh,

00:50:50pressure lah.

00:50:51Haa.

00:50:52Ayah dia dengan mak dia dah tua.

00:50:53Mak dia pun baru meninggal,

00:50:54umur 100 tahun tau,

00:50:55meninggal.

00:50:56Wow.

00:50:5799 tahun.

00:50:58Sorry,

00:50:5999 tahun.

00:51:00Baru meninggal bulan 3 lepas.

00:51:01So,

00:51:02ayah dia masa tu,

00:51:03dah mula sakit.

00:51:04Mula sakit,

00:51:05dan ayah dia macam,

00:51:06bila kita keluar je,

00:51:07dia akan cakap,

00:51:08kita nak kahwin.

00:51:09Kahwin dah lagi.

00:51:10Bagi saya macam,

00:51:11I nak enjoy lagi.

00:51:12Tapi masa macam,

00:51:13tak adalah,

00:51:14aku orang lelaki lain dah.

00:51:15Masa macam ni je lah.

00:51:16Kau lah yang pertama.

00:51:18Yang terakhir.

00:51:19Gitu lah.

00:51:20Kan?

00:51:21Kononnya.

00:51:22Itu cerita 22 tahun lepas.

00:51:23Kan?

00:51:24Betul lucu lah Kak Serina ni.

00:51:28Kan?

00:51:29Lepas tu,

00:51:30lepas tu dia kata,

00:51:31okelah,

00:51:32kahwin lah.

00:51:33Adalah rezeki sikit,

00:51:34kita kahwin lah.

00:51:35Kahwin,

00:51:36dapat anak,

00:51:38lima bulan lepas dapat anak,

00:51:39bapak dia meninggal.

00:51:40Itu memang,

00:51:41saya rasa macam,

00:51:42ya Allah.

00:51:43Aturan Allah tu eh.

00:51:44Ya Allah,

00:51:45ya Tuhan ku.

00:51:46Anak tu yang paling dia sayang lah.

00:51:47Anak lelaki,

00:51:48bongsu dia.

00:51:49Yang paling,

00:51:50bila saya dengar cerita adik-beradik dia,

00:51:51itu tak pernah jentik pun,

00:51:52my husband tu.

00:51:53Kalau tak kahwin,

00:51:54dia tunggu-tunggu kan,

00:51:55tiba-tiba dia tak dapat,

00:51:56tunggu rasa macam,

00:51:57memang kita akan sama hidup,

00:51:58mengenang dia tu rasanya.

00:51:59Ya lah,

00:52:00menyesal.

00:52:01Itu yang rasa macam,

00:52:02pengorbanan saya tu,

00:52:03kira saya yang berorban lah kan.

00:52:04Orban umur kan,

00:52:05usia saya.

00:52:06Saya rasa macam,

00:52:07pengorbanan saya itu,

00:52:09sesuatu yang bermakna,

00:52:11saya rasa,

00:52:12untuk seseorang,

00:52:13untuk keluarga itu.

00:52:14Hikmahnya kat situ lah.

00:52:15Ya.

00:52:16Ingat kan,

00:52:17aku tak share ke apa,

00:52:18sebab laki elok,

00:52:19takut orang,

00:52:20ya lah sekarang trend,

00:52:21laki elok aja.

00:52:22Awak,

00:52:23topik ini sensitif untuk tahun 2024.

00:52:24Tak lah,

00:52:25tapi.

00:52:2615 tahun,

00:52:2715.

00:52:28Tapi,

00:52:29tengok Kak Sharifah elok macam mana pula,

00:52:30takkan lah.

00:52:31Eh,

00:52:32laki aku elok lah.

00:52:33Eh, elok.

00:52:34Eh, elok.

00:52:35Dulu orang panggil dia,

00:52:36Tom Cruise.

00:52:37Dekat sekolah.

00:52:38Dekat sekolah.

00:52:39Kan,

00:52:40sel-sel rambut Tom Cruise.

00:52:41Dulu orang cakap,

00:52:42kan,

00:52:43saya tak tahulah,

00:52:44saya tak pernah tengok masa itu.

00:52:45Dia lah,

00:52:46dia,

00:52:47dia.

00:52:48Aku tengah,

00:52:49aku kenal suami dia.

00:52:50Masalahnya,

00:52:51aku tengah masuk kat event itu.

00:52:52Dina,

00:52:53saya tahu boyfriend awak lama.

00:52:56Cantik.

00:52:57Yang ini cantik.

00:52:58Dina.

00:52:59Lawanlah Dina,

00:53:00lawanlah.

00:53:01Aku lawan balik.

00:53:03Hihihi.

00:53:04Hihihi.

00:53:07Shush,

00:53:08Shush,

00:53:09Takut.

00:53:10Takut.

00:53:11Aku nak saya serenda.

00:53:12Tak-tak-tak,

00:53:13kita ini aja,

00:53:14kita bagi hin-hin ini aja.

00:53:15Ah, bagi sedikit Kak.

00:53:16Seperti apa, Kak?

00:53:17Ha?

00:53:18Dia ...

00:53:19hati ...

00:53:20jangan beri dia tekusi.

00:53:22Dia dah takut,

00:53:23aku takut.

00:53:24Kan, dia beli belakang,

00:53:25dia cakap du.

00:53:28Nah, macam itulah lah.

00:53:29Buka cincin mata, Dina ya?

00:53:30Buka cincin mata.

00:53:31Itu saja episode itu.

00:53:33Do you like him as an artist?

00:53:35The important thing is that he's nice

00:53:37Oh, nice!

00:53:39No, he's not nice, he's bad

00:53:41He's not in love, he's bad

00:53:43No, he's not nice, he's bad

00:53:45No, he's not nice, he's bad

00:53:47Oh no

00:53:49We've finished this episode

00:53:51Same

00:53:53Are you still in contact with his ex?

00:53:55No, no, no

00:53:57But if he's not my ex, I won't be nice today

00:53:59Really? Is he still alive?

00:54:01Wait, wait, wait

00:54:03Isn't he dead?

00:54:05No, no, no

00:54:07That's right

00:54:09He just left Dina

00:54:11No, Dina left him

00:54:13The one who died is different

00:54:15He's four-legged

00:54:17He's four-legged

00:54:19His friend

00:54:21Ah, Koi died

00:54:23Oh, this is like a hint

00:54:25I think it's a boyband

00:54:27Look, you guys who work with Dina don't know

00:54:29I don't know

00:54:31I'm the news anchor today

00:54:33Look, I'm googling

00:54:35No need

00:54:37He's famous

00:54:39He's the best

00:54:41He's famous

00:54:43Okay

00:54:45Dina's loving

00:54:47Dina's loving

00:54:49Dina's long hair

00:54:51So sweet

00:54:53Sweet, okay

00:54:55Dina's different

00:54:57I'm stressed

00:54:59I told you I don't want to interview my friends

00:55:01I told you

00:55:03Dina, I thought you got married

00:55:05No, I didn't

00:55:07It's like

00:55:09I want to sing 10 songs for Dina

00:55:11If I get married

00:55:13I'll be a body singer

00:55:15I'll give it for free

00:55:17I can spread my wings

00:55:19It's weird

00:55:21But I can't do it now

00:55:23It's okay, plan it first

00:55:25I want to ask about the latest song

00:55:27The 40th

00:55:29Who created it?

00:55:31Fahimi

00:55:35I told you

00:55:37It's a blessing

00:55:39Fahimi has a song

00:55:41With Atalia

00:55:43It's a duet

00:55:45So I became friends with Fahimi

00:55:47We're just friends on Instagram

00:55:49We're just friends

00:55:51But if you want to know

00:55:53You can follow me

00:55:55When you come to my house

00:55:57You can call me

00:56:01We just follow each other

00:56:03On Instagram

00:56:05One day

00:56:07I saw her story

00:56:09She said

00:56:11Hi, when do you want to sing with me?

00:56:13What did she reply?

00:56:15Later, I'll

00:56:17You'll sing with me?

00:56:19She said

00:56:21Why don't you come to my office?

00:56:23I don't have an office

00:56:25Facefull office

00:56:27She's under Facefull

00:56:29It's rare

00:56:31I'm used to

00:56:33MDM composer

00:56:35If I have one, I'll give it to her

00:56:37She'll understand

00:56:39She's an artist

00:56:41She'll understand

00:56:43She said

00:56:45Come to my office

00:56:47Is it true?

00:56:49She gave me dates

00:56:51I came

00:56:53I was scared

00:56:55Because I'm always

00:56:57Sometimes

00:56:59If she wants to give

00:57:01She'll just give

00:57:03But if she doesn't

00:57:05I can't eat

00:57:07I got a blessing

00:57:09She said, you're in

00:57:11As a finalist

00:57:13At 2 pm

00:57:15At 5 pm

00:57:17Sorry, we miscalculated

00:57:19Blessings

00:57:23That's my life

00:57:25When I got

00:57:27Message from her

00:57:29She said, come to my office

00:57:31I was like

00:57:33She doesn't want

00:57:35I went to their office

00:57:37I talked to her

00:57:39She doesn't talk much

00:57:41I talked to her manager

00:57:43Karim

00:57:45Karim

00:57:47I said, you

00:57:49Look at me

00:57:51So she'll understand

00:57:53You don't have to

00:57:55You don't have to

00:57:57Look at me

00:57:59I'm already

00:58:01Over 40

00:58:03But don't

00:58:05Look at me

00:58:07Like an old lady

00:58:09Asking for a song

00:58:11It's not like before

00:58:13In the past

00:58:15You're an old lady

00:58:17You have a stylist

00:58:19To make you look younger

00:58:21You just pay

00:58:23You want me to look younger

00:58:25How can I make you look younger?

00:58:27You can ask for more

00:58:29What's that?

00:58:31Don't

00:58:33Don't

00:58:35There's a lot of tudung at home

00:58:37Who wants to eat it?

00:58:39Don't

00:58:41So

00:58:43She said, my daughter is all grown up

00:58:45But her spirit

00:58:47To sing is strong

00:58:49I have to convince them

00:58:51Because I want to prove myself

00:58:53She said, okay

00:58:55We'll think about it

00:58:57What song?

00:58:59If possible, I want a TikTok song

00:59:01Because I'm good at TikTok

00:59:03When I want to post, there's no song

00:59:05For us

00:59:07If possible

00:59:09Once a month, no

00:59:11Twice a month, no

00:59:13After going to the office

00:59:15Oh, okay

00:59:17I thought

00:59:19I'm so smart

00:59:21Asking for a song

00:59:23When people are talking

00:59:25I'm so smart

00:59:27Why?

00:59:29Who are you?

00:59:31Asking for a song

00:59:33When people are talking

00:59:35I thought

00:59:37My advice

00:59:39When people see me

00:59:41They don't want me

00:59:43It's always like that

00:59:45When I meet them

00:59:47It doesn't work

00:59:49I don't know

00:59:51They think

00:59:53I can't polish this

00:59:55They don't believe me

00:59:57After two months

00:59:59I felt guilty

01:00:01I got a message

01:00:03I got a message

01:00:05She gave me a demo

01:00:07She gave me a song

01:00:09I didn't want to open it

01:00:11I was nervous

01:00:13It must be a ballad

01:00:15I got a lot of ballads

01:00:17I can't do this

01:00:19It's not my voice

01:00:21She gave me a lyric

01:00:23I opened it

01:00:2540 years old, still young

01:00:27AJ?

01:00:29Let people say

01:00:31If you like it, don't keep it

01:00:33My son is old

01:00:35But I'm still energetic

01:00:37I told them

01:00:39It became a lyric

01:00:41She's so quiet

01:00:43She took notes

01:00:45She transformed it into a lyric

01:00:47It's like

01:00:49One by one

01:00:51The song is about you

01:00:53She put

01:00:55Angan-angan and naik sampai langit ketujuh

01:00:57That's right

01:00:59This is for me

01:01:01This is not a song

01:01:03Recycled

01:01:05Open the music

01:01:07Her demo

01:01:09Listen

01:01:11I used to sing salsa

01:01:15I'm sure I don't sing like this

01:01:17How to sing this

01:01:19Listen to her voice

01:01:21This is a cute song

01:01:23Can I do it?

01:01:25We're not used to fast songs

01:01:27Fast songs

01:01:29Ballad

01:01:3120 years living with a song like that

01:01:33What do you say?

01:01:35I'm the type

01:01:37I like it

01:01:39I want this song

01:01:41I can't

01:01:43Can I sing this song?

01:01:45It's hard to say

01:01:47But she said

01:01:49Let's go to the studio

01:01:51Give me 2 weeks

01:01:53Why?

01:01:55It's too long

01:01:57She can sing this song in 2 days

01:01:59I can't

01:02:01Give me 2 weeks

01:02:03I want to go to the studio

01:02:05I can sing this song

01:02:07I learned

01:02:09I'm old

01:02:11I want to learn

01:02:13There's still energy

01:02:17She's fast

01:02:19I learned

01:02:21Then I went to the studio

01:02:23I sang the song

01:02:25I finished

01:02:27She said

01:02:29Wow

01:02:31Impressed

01:02:33Do you like it?

01:02:35It's easy

01:02:37We can record it

01:02:39We'll come back

01:02:41Is it okay?

01:02:43We'll record it

01:02:45But my heart said

01:02:47Don't

01:02:49It's not your song

01:02:51We haven't signed the contract

01:02:53She said it's okay

01:02:55I'm used to it

01:02:59Record it

01:03:01Wait

01:03:03She said yes or no

01:03:05No

01:03:07After 1 week

01:03:09Let's come back

01:03:11I called

01:03:13She said

01:03:15Okay

01:03:17I'll do it on MTV

01:03:19Yes

01:03:21Not yet

01:03:23Can you give me the contract?

01:03:25Sign it

01:03:27Properly

01:03:29This is my song

01:03:31Lock it

01:03:33Alhamdulillah

01:03:35I did it on MTV

01:03:37Of course

01:03:39We want the song to be released soon

01:03:41So I did it on MTV

01:03:43When it's released

01:03:45I'm ready

01:03:47I'm mental

01:03:49I'll be mad

01:03:51Because the song is still young

01:03:53People said it's in my heart

01:03:55What's wrong with you?

01:03:57It's a tomb

01:03:59I want to go

01:04:01I should be like this

01:04:03I should be healthy

01:04:05But my song

01:04:07I have a fish in it

01:04:09In my video

01:04:11Fish

01:04:13It's my production

01:04:15I put a fish

01:04:17It's okay

01:04:19I can feel it

01:04:21I'm a young model

01:04:23So

01:04:25I'm ready

01:04:27Alhamdulillah

01:04:297 million views

01:04:31On Tiktok

01:04:33People like the song

01:04:35People repost

01:04:37People make the song

01:04:39I went to the mall

01:04:41The kid came running to me

01:04:43He said

01:04:45I know you

01:04:47I'm a kid

01:04:49You're 40

01:04:51You're old

01:04:53Not yet

01:04:55It's wrong

01:04:57I'll record it

01:04:59What?

01:05:01You're 40

01:05:03You're old

01:05:05Even if the lyrics are wrong

01:05:07It's okay

01:05:09He knows

01:05:11Before this

01:05:13I haven't seen you for a long time

01:05:15Now

01:05:17I have a show

01:05:19You're back

01:05:21Alhamdulillah

01:05:23I feel like

01:05:25I just came out

01:05:27As a singer

01:05:29People came

01:05:31People came

01:05:33To take pictures

01:05:35People came and said

01:05:37I like your song

01:05:39Thank you

01:05:41Thank you

01:05:43We're all 40

01:05:45We feel down

01:05:47You made us feel young

01:05:49With a song like this

01:05:51I was getting ready

01:05:53But I got rejected

01:05:55Some people get rejected

01:05:57But most people like it

01:05:59It's positive

01:06:01Alhamdulillah

01:06:03You can use the song next year

01:06:05On your IG

01:06:07You can listen to

01:06:09Zarina's 40

01:06:11It's on YouTube

01:06:13All digital platforms

01:06:15You stand by

01:06:17You stand by

01:06:19I'll use it a lot next year

01:06:21From February onwards

01:06:23I'll use your song every month

01:06:25Next year, Zarina's 41

01:06:2742, 43

01:06:29It's okay, let me use it

01:06:31Next year, I'll use 41

01:06:33I'll do 40

01:06:35I'll do 50

01:06:37It's a different genre

01:06:3950, Nasheed

01:06:41It's like a real tomb

01:06:43Thank you so much

01:06:45See you next week

01:06:47In the next Serenity

01:06:49Assalamualaikum, bye

"Jiwa Saya Sama Muda Dengan Anak" - Sharifah Zarina

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