Emmerdale 18th October 2024
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00:30Rocking all over the world
00:36I'm getting up, I'm getting up, I'm getting up, I'm getting up
00:39I'm getting up, I'm getting up, I'm getting up, I'm getting up
00:42I'm getting up, I'm getting up, I'm getting up, I'm getting up
00:45I'm getting up, I'm getting up, I'm getting up, I'm getting up
01:00All right?
01:20Thought I was supposed to be giving dad a proper send off
01:25I wanted to know how Moira is
01:29What, you couldn't have asked me that over the phone? I thought it was important
01:33No, it is
01:36We're worried about you
01:39Cain
01:41She has off days, but we are getting used to it, that's all
01:45Can I go now?
01:46No
01:49Why don't you stop here for a bit?
01:51And do what?
01:52Talk
01:54Just when I thought this day couldn't get any worse
01:58What are you doing?
01:59What does it look like I'm doing?
02:01Why can't you not just talk to us about what is going on with you?
02:04Because I don't want to
02:06You really think a poxy lock's going to stop me?
02:08Right, what you're going to do, you're going to kick the door down, you're going to steal the key off me
02:12because I've had so many threats like that
02:14I didn't mean it like that
02:16I know what we could do
02:18What are you doing?
02:20It's back here somewhere
02:25Ta-da!
02:29Where did you get this?
02:31It's Dad's secret stash
02:33Don't tell him I told you
02:35I'll take it to my grave
02:37You know what I mean
02:39It's had it ages
02:41Special stuff is that, all the way from Motherland
02:44Looks like it took the scenic route
02:47What do you say?
02:49Go on then
02:51Oh, don't forget about me
02:53Seriously, are you actually going to leave me out of this?
02:57What about your medication?
03:00One's not going to work
03:02Really?
03:06Oh, Sam, don't do that thing where you pretend you can give me apple juice
03:10Come on, I'm not six anymore
03:12You'll always be our kid sister
03:14Yeah, so what we say goes
03:16Fine
03:20To Dad
03:22To Dad
03:29Do you remember when Butch nicked that teacher's bike?
03:33Dad went mental
03:35Yeah, until he realised how much it was worth
03:37He flogged it, then you lot got a weekend out of Skegness for that
03:41You were there and all
03:43Yeah, we weren't invited, Shadrach just shoved us in the back of a van, wouldn't take no for an answer
03:47And now they're both out there
03:49Growing up with Shaders
03:52You don't think of yourself as, like, not one of us, do you?
03:59Not until you mentioned it
04:02It's just, I think of it as being like
04:08Just the three of us, together
04:11It's all I've ever known
04:13I'm going to kick off at this and all, but
04:17You, as head of family
04:20It's how we see it, you know
04:22I know Dad did
04:24He told me
04:26When?
04:29A couple of years ago
04:32We'd had a few, and said that you were going to be taking over
04:36Never told me why, though
04:38Well, it's a load of rubbish, it doesn't mean anything
04:41Don't say that
04:43You know how much it meant to Dad, looking out for everyone
04:46Do you think I can do that?
04:48Course we do
04:52Do you know how Moira is?
04:54Awful
04:57Tumour's getting worse
04:59She was supposed to have an operation yesterday, but she cancelled it
05:02Because she knew I couldn't handle all this stuff with Dad without her
05:05And you think I could be head of this family?
05:17Come on
05:31What are you doing?
05:33What?
05:35Just thought you looked like you could use a hug or something
05:38Get off me, you fat egg
05:40Alright, fat egg
05:47Well, I'm really glad you've told us all about you and Moira, Kim
05:57Come on
05:59You're going through a lot right now
06:02Well, you are, too
06:04Yeah, and it's not a competition
06:06Why are you so stubborn?
06:08What, are you going to have a pop at me now, are you?
06:10I'm just saying, you really remind me of Dad
06:13Do you remember when Jota wanted to tear this place down?
06:16And Dad refused to give in
06:18Even though we all said, Dad, there's nothing you can do
06:20It was worth it, because they won
06:23Because he refused to give in, and you're the exact same
06:26You even went to prison, so you aren't someone to have to
06:30Yeah, because I had to do something about it back then
06:34When things get real, I...
06:37I don't know
06:39When things get real, I...
06:43I run, or I lash out
06:47I always have, and you two both know it
07:06So, what are you?
07:09I think you're mad, you know
07:12Dad leaving you in charge
07:15He wouldn't have done it if he didn't think you were ready
07:18Not this again
07:20You were a big deal to him
07:22And it is to me, and I'll
07:24It's not like he asked me, is it?
07:27Sammy, I'm sure he didn't mean anything
07:30No, of course he did
07:33And I don't blame him
07:36He had to do everything for me
07:39Cos I couldn't do it for meself
07:42That's not true
07:44What happened to Lydia and Samson?
07:48You can't keep blaming yourself for that
07:50I didn't even get to tell him about Dad
07:53He couldn't even make it to his own grandad's funeral
07:57We're meant to look out for our family
07:59That's what Dad's doing it, like you and Kyle
08:04And maybe, if I'd have raised him right
08:08Maybe, if I'd had a clue what we're doing
08:11He might not have got into trouble to start with
08:18I made such a mess of things with him
08:23I'm not a dad
08:25I'm a joke
08:33No, Sam, I think you've had enough
08:35No, it's not the drink
08:37It's just...
08:40I've already lost my dad
08:44Now I've lost my son, and now...
08:46You've not lost him
08:49As good as
08:51Prison changes you
08:54I just think I could have handled things better
08:58Like Dad would have
09:00I don't think it's right that we sit here
09:02And pretend that Dad could fix anything
09:05Like he could do no wrong
09:07We're not saying that
09:08But he is
09:09He's beating himself up over something that he didn't have a say in
09:12Dad didn't always know what he was doing
09:14Dad would have done anything for us
09:16He always did
09:17Well, at the time, he almost killed me
09:20Why are you bringing that up?
09:22Today of all days
09:25Well, you knew
09:26Are you just trying to ruin Dad's memory?
09:29You don't fit to be head of this family, so get out!
09:50So, er...
09:54What happened then?
09:56How come he did it?
09:58Dad?
10:01It was around the time everybody found out I was Kyle's dad
10:04I was out of control
10:07All Dad did was beat half the village to it
10:10You nearly died
10:12Yeah
10:13It's actually why Dad made me the head of the family
10:16I always thought it was just the guilt talking
10:19How come you forgave him?
10:22He said it was the worst thing he'd ever done
10:25And if you'd seen his face when he told me
10:28you'd have believed him
10:30Dad didn't always have the answers
10:32but he also didn't stop trying until he found them
10:36Just like you have with Samson
10:41You dragged that lad up on your own
10:43which he's more than me, Dad or any of us have done
10:47I had Lydia
10:49Well, not always
10:51So don't go comparing yourself when you're already the best Dad I know
10:57Still there, then?
11:00I think somebody called me stubborn
11:03Yeah, we're here
11:05Oh, right
11:09That was really nice, what you've just said
11:12I didn't say anything that we didn't already think
11:17Ooh
11:19One more?
11:21Probably not a good idea
11:23Probably not
11:27See you at Dingle's funeral
11:30Banish us for this
11:32No, he always snaked a brew after a night at the pub
11:36Said it helped with hangovers
11:38Really?
11:40Yeah
11:41You were his favourite, you know
11:45So am I, mate
11:47I always thought it was Seth or that butch
11:53Oh, there you are
11:55We were getting worried
11:57Why were that locked?
11:59It's just a mistake
12:02We've been chatting
12:04Do you want a brew, Leds?
12:06No, thanks. I've got some water by the bed
12:09I think I'm going to have an early night
12:11I'm a bit squiffy
12:12That's why I came back early
12:14Do you know what? They're really doing Zak proud down there
12:16You've been amazing
12:18I don't even know how
12:20I'm so proud of you
12:24We were just telling him the same
12:32Anything good?
12:35Just some ingredients for daiquiris, well past the best
12:39When did Dad have a drink, then?
12:41Other mums. He didn't think it was right to get rid
12:46It were nice that you sent them off together
12:50They'd have loved that
12:54I'll put Gail on
13:01Did Dad ever ask about me?
13:04When you went to go see him
13:06Yeah, of course he did. When did he ever stop talking about you?
13:10I was going to go see him, you know
13:12I wanted to tell him everything
13:16Tell him the truth about why me and Tom broke up
13:20And that I should never have got with Tom in the first place
13:22And that the second he started
13:26I should have stood up for myself
13:28Because that is how Mum and Dad raised me
13:33And you did
13:35That's why he's still here
13:37No, no, no, no. I am not having it
13:41Do you want to know what Dad used to say about you?
13:45He said you were the strongest person he'd ever met
13:48He'd overcome so much in a short space of time
13:52And he didn't reckon any of us lot would have handled it the way you had
13:56And when he was sick with his depression
13:59He wished he'd had even half the strength that you had
14:03Really?
14:05Yeah
14:07And you need to realise that
14:10You could have run away from all of this
14:13I accepted Tom's deal but you didn't
14:15Because you're a fighter
14:17You're a dingle
14:29Oh God, Belle, no
14:32Hillbilly Rock
14:34Hillbilly roll
14:36Standing in line and away we go
14:39A little bit of moonshine, a little bit of meat
14:45Hillbilly Rock and ryeweed meat
14:48Woo!
14:49Yes!
14:51It's been stuck in my head all day
14:56We're all doing the same thing, aren't we?
14:59If we call it a night
15:01It's like us admitting he's gone, isn't it?
15:08Oh, Kenzie says Maura's fast asleep so
15:12I'm in no rush
15:20I wish you'd have said something today
15:22You deserve much better than I gave him
15:27You two did good, though
15:31Why don't you say something now?
15:34Don't be daft
15:39I did write something, though
15:43Will you read it to us?
15:48Possibly
15:52Please
16:06There's not a day goes by
16:08That I don't think about what Dad said at Butchie's funeral
16:14You never forget a man grieving his son
16:19Talked a lot about his faults
16:22About how he was often too hard on us
16:26Sometimes too soft and all
16:30But I thought then, and I still think now
16:33That the person he was hardest on most was himself
16:37Cos that man, he taught us everything
16:41Even when we didn't want to hear it
16:43About what's right and wrong
16:46And I don't mean the law
16:48But I guess we've all learned that, too
16:50The hard way
16:52No, Dad
16:54Always had his own code
16:57The dingo code
17:00And it's about what's moral
17:02Proper
17:04About how you look out for your family
17:07And you always see them right
17:11Cos there's nothing more important
17:14Be it your son
17:16Or daughter, or nephew, or niece
17:18Or, hell
17:20A ruddy dog, even
17:23And how you don't let a day go by
17:25Without telling your partner just how much you love him
17:28And I hope he knew
17:30Yeah, you know, when he went
17:32But before and all
17:34Just how much we loved him
17:37Every one of us
17:40Thick and thin
17:41Rough and smooth
17:43Everything in between
17:45In my book
17:46That is what love is
17:50I promised him that day at Butch's funeral
17:52That he'd never be on his own
17:54And he didn't believe me
17:58Well, he never was
18:03And neither will we be
18:16To Zach Dingle
18:19It wasn't perfect
18:22But he was our dad
18:25And in my book
18:28That's even better
18:36Hey
18:39Hey
18:45What time is it?
18:48I'm not sure, but it's light out
18:51It's tomorrow then
18:53Yeah
18:55Be comfy
18:58Reckon dad would have approved
19:03Right
19:05I'd best get off
19:07Or I'll be worried
19:09We'll walk you out
19:14Cain
19:17I'm really sorry
19:19About what I said earlier
19:21Which bit?
19:23I know you think you're bad at
19:25Stuff like yesterday, but
19:27You could have left us
19:29And I'm really glad you didn't
19:35Right
19:55What are you doing?
19:57Well, if the cap fits
19:59It suits you
20:02Barely zoo your dad
20:11Listen
20:13If I am
20:15Gonna be head of the family
20:17Oh yeah
20:21What if we split it?
20:25I mean, there was only
20:27One man who could take all that on his shoulders
20:31Sounds perfect to me
20:33Yeah
20:35Me and all
20:37I am keeping this though
20:41Just waiting to see what Maura
20:43Thinks first, you know
20:51So
20:55Sorry
20:57I'm just sick of saying goodbyes
21:01Come here
21:11How about
21:13We say morning instead
21:17Yeah
21:19I like that
21:21Morning dad
21:23Morning
21:31Morning
22:01Real drama in the Dales