Lola

Tirona
Tirona
  • 13 hours ago
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00:00:00I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:00:30I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:01:00I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:01:30I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:02:00I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:02:10I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:02:20I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:02:50I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:03:00I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:03:10I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:03:20I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:03:30I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:03:40I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:03:50I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:04:00I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:04:10I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:04:20I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:04:30I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:04:40I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:04:50I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:05:00I've always thought I needed a reason to be good, but what does being good even mean?
00:05:10Stop being an ass.
00:05:22Morning, ladies.
00:05:24Morning.
00:05:26Hi, Bert.
00:05:27You look great today.
00:05:28So handsome.
00:05:30Ew.
00:05:34One more dollar.
00:05:36What the fuck?
00:05:42Lord.
00:05:46He didn't even take his change.
00:05:48You want it?
00:05:49Of course I'll take that change.
00:05:50What is it?
00:05:51It can go towards the fucking chips.
00:05:53Perhaps.
00:05:54I'll just take it on the road next time.
00:05:56Put it on the tab, all right?
00:05:58On the tab.
00:05:59On the tab.
00:06:05I'm not good at cursive.
00:06:18Just finish it.
00:06:21I'll come check it when it's done.
00:06:30Oh, Arla.
00:06:32I just realized I'm out of smokes.
00:06:34I need you to go pick me up a pack, okay?
00:06:37All right.
00:06:42Can you be a little quieter, please?
00:06:44I'm being as quiet as I can.
00:06:52Can I have it?
00:06:54What do you want?
00:06:55Use your words.
00:06:56Come on.
00:06:58Tell me you love me first.
00:07:03Say it first.
00:07:04I love you.
00:07:07Love you.
00:07:16I love you.
00:07:24I love you.
00:07:35I love you.
00:07:43I love you.
00:07:51I love you.
00:08:01I love you.
00:08:12I love you.
00:08:22What?
00:08:24Yo, it's me.
00:08:25I'm coming in.
00:08:38Hi.
00:08:58Hi.
00:09:29Thanks.
00:09:31No problem.
00:09:37Everything okay?
00:09:42Yeah.
00:09:53I love you.
00:10:03I love you.
00:10:14I love you.
00:10:24I love you.
00:10:35I love you.
00:10:43I love you.
00:10:49I think you look good in those, Lola.
00:10:51No one asked you.
00:10:52Nobody fucking asked you, dude.
00:10:55I'm just giving my opinion.
00:10:59I think she look good in those.
00:11:01Shut up.
00:11:02Shut your ass up.
00:11:04It's disgusting.
00:11:06I'm about to pee.
00:11:08Can't fuck with me and my bolding.
00:11:34Hey.
00:11:36Hey.
00:11:38You're shut.
00:11:39I'm shut.
00:11:41Fuck.
00:11:43Get out.
00:11:45Get out.
00:11:47You look beautiful.
00:12:01I just love getting up at 3 a.m. It's such a joy for me.
00:12:28Do you want to share where you've been?
00:12:30No.
00:12:32Even if you don't want to tell me?
00:12:34Just remember, the eyes of the Lord are everywhere.
00:12:41Can I try?
00:12:42Oh, please. I had one glass of wine.
00:12:46Anyway, you're the one that's always slinking in and out of here in all hours of the night.
00:12:51Okay.
00:12:53You know, ever since you decided to turn your back on God, you've been on the road to sin.
00:13:04All I ask is that you don't fuck up your brother.
00:13:10I'm not the one who's going to do that.
00:13:17What's that supposed to mean?
00:13:20Hmm?
00:13:22I don't want to do this with you, okay? I'm tired.
00:13:25No, no, no. I want to know, Lola, what exactly that's supposed to mean.
00:13:34I would never treat Arlo the way that you do.
00:13:39That's what that means.
00:13:44You know, it's such a shame your dad didn't take you with him when he left.
00:13:53Okay.
00:14:12We all know this in our hearts, don't we?
00:14:15It's common sense, actually.
00:14:18We shouldn't steal. Thievery will not be tolerated in God's kingdom.
00:14:241 Corinthians 6, they will not inherit the kingdom of God.
00:14:30Thievery is one stop on the road to sin. There's lust, treachery, others.
00:14:36But if we repent, if we ask...
00:14:48Hi. Welcome.
00:14:51Mona! How are you?
00:14:54Nancy, I'm so good. And you?
00:14:57Do I see doughnuts? You know I cannot contain myself around doughnuts.
00:15:02How incredible are they?
00:15:04They're so good.
00:15:06They're so good.
00:15:07They're so good.
00:15:08They're so good.
00:15:09They're so good.
00:15:10They're so good.
00:15:11They're so good.
00:15:12They're so good.
00:15:13They're so good.
00:15:15How incredible are these? And I had them customized.
00:15:22Oh, wow. That's so funny.
00:15:26So, how's Lola?
00:15:28I haven't seen her in a minute.
00:15:30She's great.
00:15:31And Arlo, he's gotten so beautiful.
00:15:33He's just like you, with all that hair.
00:15:38And we're one in the same.
00:15:41He really is a perfect boy.
00:15:44My boys were wondering if he could come over for a sleepover sometime soon.
00:15:47Oh, you know, he's been so busy with school lately.
00:15:51Oh, right. How is that going? You're doing that homeschooling thing, right?
00:15:57Great. I mean, you can really keep an eye on what they're studying.
00:16:01So many of these public schools spend so much time on science instead of the real lessons of life.
00:16:08And I just find that kids who homeschool are so much smarter.
00:16:15Oh, well, except that my Brad wouldn't be the star he is of the baseball field if he were homeschooled.
00:16:23Oh, Brad.
00:16:24Just so proud of him.
00:16:26Boys will be boys, huh?
00:16:31Yeah, they'll be here soon.
00:16:33Joseph's bringing them just before Bible study starts.
00:16:36Is Trick coming?
00:16:39No, he has a big business meeting tonight, so...
00:16:43Oh, right.
00:16:46Well, shall we grab some seats? I need to save some.
00:16:49Yep, I'm ready.
00:16:51Hey.
00:17:12Can we do our makeup?
00:17:15I want to look like you.
00:17:19I hear no sudsing.
00:17:24You're a little shit. Dunk your head.
00:17:26I don't care, but hurry up.
00:17:28No, no, no, no.
00:17:30Okay, fine.
00:17:36This, I use. I stole this from you.
00:17:39You stole this from me?
00:17:41This, I use. I stole this from you.
00:17:44You stole it? This is the blush brush, right?
00:17:47Yeah. I read in a magazine once that you should smile when you put your blush on.
00:17:52Go here.
00:17:58Oh, you look so good.
00:18:00I love this stuff. I put it on all the time.
00:18:04Just...
00:18:06Come here.
00:18:12I look so beautiful.
00:18:16You do. You always look beautiful.
00:18:21Hey, you gotta get out of here. I need the bathroom.
00:18:23Hey, what? Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:18:25Now, you get that shit off your face. You look like a little faggot.
00:18:29I don't want him wearing your clothes or playing with your makeup.
00:18:33It's disgusting.
00:18:35Come here.
00:18:37Mom!
00:18:39Come here.
00:18:41We won't take it off from you.
00:18:43You will not disrespect God in my house.
00:18:46Don't ever fucking call him that again. I'm not kidding.
00:18:52This is your fault.
00:18:54This is what you're making him into.
00:18:57Sinner!
00:18:59Mom!
00:19:09You okay?
00:19:11She says I make God mad when I do this stuff.
00:19:14That's insane.
00:19:16God loves you.
00:19:18How do you know he loves me?
00:19:20Because he told me.
00:19:23When?
00:19:26All the time.
00:19:28I can't believe he never told me you talked to God.
00:19:32Well, he loves you.
00:19:38You gotta go to work.
00:19:40You okay?
00:19:42Yeah.
00:19:47I'll be fine.
00:19:49Just don't go until I fall asleep, though, okay?
00:19:52I promise.
00:19:54Come here.
00:19:56I love you so much.
00:19:58Come and get us out of here.
00:20:27What's the most I can make in one night?
00:20:30Well, it depends on how far you want to go.
00:20:36The back room?
00:20:38You haven't been yet?
00:20:40No, just the floor.
00:20:43Why?
00:20:47Because that's where you make a good money.
00:20:51Yeah, I just like the floor.
00:20:54Well, you're not that good on the floor, so...
00:20:57I'm telling you.
00:20:59Take the back room.
00:21:04What do I do in there?
00:21:09Whatever he wants.
00:21:21What do I call you?
00:21:23Angel.
00:21:25Do you party? Angel?
00:21:30Yeah.
00:21:32Well, come here.
00:21:35Lay down.
00:21:50Come here.
00:22:11Come here.
00:22:13Come here.
00:22:19So where else have you worked?
00:22:21This is it.
00:22:26I can tell.
00:22:44You're gonna fucking earn this.
00:22:53Hey, I'm just messing around.
00:22:57Relax.
00:23:04Take off your top.
00:23:07I want to see what sits.
00:23:13Come on.
00:23:34It's a fitting name.
00:23:43It's a fitting name.
00:24:14I feel like Bert's gonna come over here.
00:24:17Nah.
00:24:19It's fine. I'm still on my break.
00:24:23But you don't want to get fired before you have enough money saved.
00:24:28Yeah.
00:24:34So you still sat on that place from the magazine?
00:24:38Yeah.
00:24:40Yeah, pretty much.
00:24:43I think it'd be really good for Arlo.
00:24:47Yeah.
00:24:50It'll take some time to get it all figured out.
00:24:57I'm running kind of low.
00:25:02You have a little bit on me right now, but I'm not gonna lie.
00:25:07You have a little bit on me right now, but I can always get you more later.
00:25:14Yeah.
00:25:24It's in Dallas.
00:25:27The school?
00:25:32I didn't know that.
00:25:37Think you'll come visit me?
00:25:42I'll try.
00:25:47Yeah, I get it. It's really far.
00:26:06Hey.
00:26:26Hey, Mikey.
00:26:36Get in here, right now. You come here.
00:26:40Get over here, right now.
00:26:42How dare you wear a girl's bathing suit.
00:26:44You fucking touch her again, and I will fucking kill you.
00:26:54Just get out of my sight.
00:27:00You know you can crash with us.
00:27:03Yeah, but I'd have to bring Arlo this time.
00:27:06Yeah.
00:27:09You both can stay with us. It's fine.
00:27:14Pearl wouldn't mind?
00:27:17Mm-mm. She would love it.
00:27:21She gets a little lonely when I'm not home, so it's perfect. It'll work out.
00:27:26Right? You're good.
00:27:28Hey, dude.
00:27:30What's up?
00:27:31Hey.
00:27:32I brought food for Arlo.
00:27:34Thank you so much.
00:27:36You missed it.
00:27:47Hey, Arlo.
00:27:49Come here.
00:27:52Sit.
00:28:02Hey. Say thank you.
00:28:06Thanks, Malachi.
00:28:08You're welcome, buddy.
00:28:14All right.
00:28:16I know I said that that would be the last run, but still a little bit more on this before it dries all the way up.
00:28:27There you go.
00:28:29Mm-hmm.
00:28:31Nice.
00:28:33Just perfect.
00:28:36Good job, Arlo.
00:28:39All right. How's that looking?
00:28:41Looks good.
00:28:42A little bit right there?
00:28:44Mm-hmm.
00:28:45Looks good.
00:28:47You want one?
00:28:49No.
00:28:51I'll pour it for you.
00:28:54I don't want any.
00:28:57Play with my hair?
00:28:59Sure, of course. Like this?
00:29:01Mm-hmm.
00:29:03You'll like it.
00:29:11Don't pull it.
00:29:13I forgot. You fragile. You fragile.
00:29:17I can't keep doing this with you.
00:29:20Not today, Effie.
00:29:23Why?
00:29:25Aren't you going to keep making me feel guilty forever?
00:29:30Not that I'm cheated.
00:29:40All right.
00:29:43All right. I'm out.
00:29:45Are you serious?
00:29:48At least you fucked me.
00:29:57The colors. Yellows.
00:29:59Hey, Kalisha.
00:30:00There's a pink one that I...
00:30:02What are we going to do with this one?
00:30:05I think it's right there.
00:30:07I think that this one's going to be all the way up there.
00:30:10Okay.
00:30:12Because it's super bright.
00:30:14I don't think we can use this one yet.
00:30:16Arlo, we're about to go to work.
00:30:18You think you could keep an eye on Pearl for me?
00:30:20Yeah. I'm a good babysitter.
00:30:22I'm taking this down here.
00:30:24That's right.
00:30:26My mom would like this puzzle.
00:30:29Would she?
00:30:37Mm-mm.
00:30:40Can you even that up?
00:30:42Please.
00:30:44It drives me crazy.
00:30:46Ladies.
00:30:51Nice and neat.
00:30:53Nice and neat.
00:30:55Say it with me.
00:30:57Nice and neat.
00:31:03I just had an epiphany.
00:31:05I should fuck Bert. I'm going to fuck him.
00:31:07Say it with me.
00:31:09Nice and neat.
00:31:11Nice and neat.
00:31:18I'll take you guys out.
00:31:28Don't get your ass fired.
00:31:30Shut up.
00:31:37Fuck.
00:32:00You okay in there?
00:32:02Yeah.
00:32:07You okay in there?
00:32:27Looks delicious.
00:32:32Lola taught me.
00:32:37She's my best friend.
00:32:43You're really firing me?
00:32:45Come on now.
00:32:47Sid told me that you grabbed my products from my shelf without purchasing them and put them in your locker.
00:32:53Sid's a liar.
00:32:55I have had enough.
00:32:57You're a bad influence to a friend.
00:32:59This is too much. I'm no charity.
00:33:01Who do you think pays for the things you take?
00:33:03My pockets.
00:33:05Sorry.
00:33:07I will put it all back.
00:33:09No.
00:33:11No.
00:33:13You will be not your keys.
00:33:15I leave.
00:33:17Now.
00:33:25That's petty Bert.
00:33:27That's petty as fuck.
00:33:35I'm sorry.
00:34:05I'm sorry.
00:34:35Hi Pearl, it's Mona.
00:34:37I'm guessing that Lola and Arlo are over there.
00:34:39We had such a silly misunderstanding.
00:34:41Could you please have her give me a call?
00:34:43Or just tell them they can come on home.
00:34:45Okay?
00:34:47Alright.
00:34:49Hope you're well.
00:34:51Have a blessed day.
00:34:53Bye.
00:35:05I'm sorry.
00:35:27I'm sorry.
00:35:35I'm sorry.
00:35:57Hey.
00:35:59What are you doing up?
00:36:05Can we talk?
00:36:07No.
00:36:09Come on Lola.
00:36:11No, I'm not in the mood to fight with you.
00:36:13I don't want to fight with you.
00:36:15Just let me explain.
00:36:19We're good together.
00:36:21We're not together anymore.
00:36:23But why not?
00:36:25I mean it's all good.
00:36:27We don't have to fuck.
00:36:29I just miss you.
00:36:31Did you just say that to me?
00:36:33And this is exactly why we broke up.
00:36:35That's all you think about.
00:36:37Because you never fucked me.
00:36:39Yeah, you're right.
00:36:41I don't want to lose my virginity to a guy
00:36:43that will just fuck anything.
00:36:45Yo, this is where you confuse the fuck out of me, yo.
00:36:47You'll go there and dance on a pole
00:36:49for fucking money.
00:36:51But then you're too afraid to fuck your own boyfriend?
00:36:53I dance on a pole
00:36:55for money.
00:36:57You fucking idiot.
00:36:59I messed up.
00:37:01And I'll never do that shit again.
00:37:03I'm going to work.
00:37:21Honey, your mom's come to see you.
00:37:23I tried to tell her you can talk to her
00:37:25but she wouldn't have it.
00:37:27She's outside.
00:37:43Wow.
00:37:45Look at you all dressed up.
00:37:47Bet you feel like hot shit.
00:37:51Why are you here?
00:37:53When I told you to get out of my sight
00:37:55I didn't mean to kidnap my son.
00:37:57Now you bring him back.
00:37:59Who the fuck do you think you are?
00:38:01His mother?
00:38:03You'll never be good enough.
00:38:21Can you cover for me tonight?
00:38:23Can you cover for me tonight?
00:38:25I gotta get home.
00:38:27Of course, hon.
00:38:53We forgot Mikey.
00:38:55Yeah, I know.
00:38:57But we'll get him soon.
00:38:59I promise.
00:39:01Well, we gotta get him now.
00:39:03I will.
00:39:05You will?
00:39:07I will.
00:39:09I will.
00:39:11I will.
00:39:13I will.
00:39:15I will.
00:39:17I will.
00:39:19I will.
00:39:22You gotta get him now.
00:39:24You gotta get him today.
00:39:27Okay.
00:39:31Promise.
00:39:33I promise.
00:39:45Stop.
00:39:51Stop.
00:39:54Fuck.
00:40:19Get back.
00:40:24Where do you think you're going?
00:40:26Trick, get the fuck out of my way.
00:40:28Calm down, all right?
00:40:30Calm down. I just wanna talk to you, okay?
00:40:32If you don't fucking move
00:40:34I'm gonna wake up Mona
00:40:36and no one wants that.
00:40:37So move.
00:40:38She's gone.
00:40:44It's okay.
00:40:46It's okay.
00:40:53It's okay.
00:41:23Fuck.
00:41:53Fuck.
00:42:23Fuck.
00:42:53Fuck.
00:43:24Did you get Mikey?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28He's waiting outside.
00:43:46Oh, no.
00:43:48Grand...
00:43:50Ray.
00:43:52Ray.
00:43:56Where did he go?
00:43:58He's gone.
00:44:00He's on top of my head.
00:44:02I don't wanna fight anymore.
00:44:04I wanna be a tap dancer.
00:44:09My name's Noah, and I tap dance on stage.
00:44:18You're really not gonna give it to me?
00:44:20No more handouts.
00:44:23Fine.
00:44:25I'll fuck you for it. That's what you want, right?
00:44:27What are you doing?
00:44:29Not like that, Lola.
00:44:31Fine. Here.
00:44:33I'm done.
00:44:50I'm done.
00:45:21What are you doing?
00:45:23I wanted to dress you up
00:45:25because it's my angel birthday.
00:45:28What is that?
00:45:30It's when the angels call you
00:45:32and tell you it's your birthday.
00:45:34I never got that call.
00:45:38Well, maybe you missed it.
00:45:46I don't know.
00:45:49Can I have one more sticker?
00:45:52You can get a big sticker.
00:45:57It's gonna be pink.
00:46:02There you go.
00:46:12Get up.
00:46:19Go ahead.
00:46:21Sleep is not...
00:46:23Did you say it was your birthday?
00:46:25Yeah, it's my angel birthday.
00:46:27Your angel birthday.
00:46:29Okay, what are we supposed to do on an angel birthday, you think?
00:46:31Um, we can...
00:46:33We're gonna get waffles.
00:46:35Waffles.
00:46:37Yeah, we're gonna get waffles from the diner.
00:46:49I think I... I think I'm just, like...
00:47:00Hey.
00:47:02I'm calling about an application
00:47:05for my little brother.
00:47:07He's nine.
00:47:11My mom homeschools him now.
00:47:15We could maybe come down and meet you in a few weeks?
00:47:22Oh, that'd be amazing.
00:47:37So true.
00:47:39Pastor Matthew is such a light in this world.
00:47:41Oh, he is.
00:47:44What are you doing here?
00:47:46Hi, honey.
00:47:51You ready?
00:47:53I think you've overstayed your welcome.
00:47:56Oh, no, he's no bother.
00:47:58I love having him.
00:48:00Thank you so much. They had a great time.
00:48:02Come on, let's go.
00:48:04Now, when I say let's go,
00:48:06I mean it.
00:48:14I love you so much.
00:48:17That's why I'm doing this.
00:48:19I can't have you going through life like this.
00:48:22You're a good boy on the inside.
00:48:25And now we're gonna make you look that way on the outside.
00:48:29I promise you, you're gonna look so good.
00:48:43I love you.
00:49:13I love you.
00:49:43I love you.
00:49:59Come with me.
00:50:13It's 50 if you want me to blow you this time.
00:50:43Hey, hon.
00:50:45You have a call.
00:51:14This is all your fault.
00:51:19You killed him.
00:51:23You're dead to me.
00:51:43I love you.
00:51:46I love you.
00:52:13I love you.
00:52:43I love you.
00:53:13I love you.
00:53:43I love you.
00:54:13I love you.
00:54:43I love you.
00:55:02Lola, let's get you up.
00:55:04Let's at least wash your face, okay?
00:55:09Where's Malika?
00:55:11I just feel bliss. I feel like I...
00:55:14I just wanna... I just wanna help, you know?
00:55:18So then go get him.
00:55:28Okay.
00:55:41Okay.
00:55:57Hey.
00:56:05Did you bring it?
00:56:07Lola...
00:56:09That's not what you need right now.
00:56:13Don't tell me what I fucking need.
00:56:15You're a dealer, so just deal.
00:56:19No, I can't.
00:56:21Why not?
00:56:23It's fucking you up, Lola.
00:56:25I don't care.
00:56:28I know, so I have to.
00:56:32If you're not gonna bring me my fucking drugs,
00:56:34then get the fuck out.
00:56:36Lola...
00:56:38No, I can't do that this time.
00:56:40Then get out. I don't want you in here
00:56:42if you're not gonna get me my fucking drugs!
00:56:45Stop, please!
00:56:47Then get out!
00:56:49I love you, Lola.
00:56:51Stop.
00:56:53I'm sorry.
00:56:56Please give them to me.
00:57:01I'm sorry, Lola.
00:57:08I'm sorry.
00:57:19I love you so much.
00:57:38I love you.
00:58:08Lola...
00:58:12Lola...
00:58:15Lola...
00:58:38Lola...
00:59:09I support you either way.
00:59:11I got you.
00:59:18I can't raise a kid here.
00:59:24Look,
00:59:26if you're gonna do this,
00:59:29you gotta promise me something.
00:59:33I promise.
00:59:35You gotta promise me something.
00:59:39You gotta get clean.
00:59:43Please.
00:59:54Okay.
00:59:57Come on.
01:00:02You know I love you.
01:00:04I love you so much.
01:00:34Please.
01:00:59Hey.
01:01:02You good?
01:01:19We have someone new joining us today.
01:01:23Um, hi, I'm Lola,
01:01:25and I'm an addict.
01:01:27Hello.
01:01:31Hello.
01:01:50You fucked that up, huh?
01:01:54I'm hungry, hungry.
01:01:56Hungry, hungry.
01:02:01Thanks for bringing it.
01:02:03Anytime.
01:02:18That's a good note to take a break on.
01:02:21Back in ten?
01:02:32Okay.
01:02:37How you doing?
01:02:42Trying.
01:03:01Okay.
01:03:20This baby stuff is kind of hardcore, Lola.
01:03:23I know.
01:03:25Don't scare me.
01:03:27You'll be okay. You'll be fine.
01:03:29You're just gonna pee your pants for the rest of your life,
01:03:32and your pussy's gonna be an XL.
01:03:34I'm sorry.
01:03:36Okay, next. Okay, let's go.
01:03:38Should we go into breastfeeding?
01:03:40I'm not gonna breastfeed.
01:03:42I'm just gonna buy the milk.
01:03:44Okay, we can skip that then.
01:03:46There's no point.
01:03:48No, but you're good.
01:03:50This book is just informative.
01:03:52It is. It is.
01:03:55Bitch, did I say they might have to cut you a little bit?
01:03:59You know, cut your stuff.
01:04:02Yeah. Yeah.
01:04:04Okay.
01:04:10I'm gonna miss you.
01:04:12I'm gonna miss you, too.
01:04:25Look at you, Mama.
01:04:31Smoke?
01:04:33I'm okay. Thanks.
01:04:38How are they treating you on the floor?
01:04:40You making out okay?
01:04:42Yeah, it's okay.
01:04:44I think they just feel bad for me.
01:04:46Maybe they're just a bunch of sick fucks.
01:04:49I don't know.
01:04:51Or maybe they're just a bunch of sick fucks.
01:04:54We're that.
01:04:58I think it's a beautiful thing, what you're doing.
01:05:07I had the opportunity, but it didn't work out for me.
01:05:14May I?
01:05:16Yeah.
01:05:21Okay.
01:05:28She's moving free.
01:05:51Hey, let me get that from you.
01:06:21Okay.
01:06:23Thank you for getting my job.
01:06:52Fuck him.
01:06:54Don't make him pay.
01:07:04Make those even. You know I hate it like that.
01:07:06Come on. Come on.
01:07:11Trying to drive me crazy here.
01:07:24Thanks.
01:07:30Have you seen Mona? Lately?
01:07:34At church?
01:07:36Yeah.
01:07:37Yeah.
01:07:39Did she say hi to you?
01:07:42She, you know, in her own way. In her special way, but...
01:07:48I have a cherry.
01:07:50Thanks.
01:07:58Do you think she prays for me?
01:08:00Mona?
01:08:03Maybe. I hope so.
01:08:06She used to pray for somebody.
01:08:13You excited to get your six month chip?
01:08:16It's a huge accomplishment.
01:08:19Yeah. It feels good.
01:08:22Maybe you could share today?
01:08:24If you're feeling up for it. I know it's not your favorite thing to do.
01:08:29Yeah. I really don't like talking in front of so many people.
01:08:36I understand. It took me months before I was ready to share.
01:08:41But maybe you could try.
01:08:44Hey everyone, come on in.
01:08:46Hope you guys had a great weekend.
01:08:48But not too good.
01:08:51Hey.
01:08:52Hi.
01:08:55Welcome.
01:09:30Wow.
01:09:33Well, it's the closest pharmacy to the house. I still got to shop here.
01:09:39Oh.
01:09:43The rumors are true.
01:09:46But let me guess.
01:09:49You don't know who the father is.
01:09:54He's the worst excuse of the moment.
01:09:57Well, I don't know about that. You never met mine.
01:10:00At least I tried for you.
01:10:03You're still a horrible person.
01:10:05You know what? I don't need this.
01:10:09I'm so done with you.
01:10:16Have fun with that.
01:10:21Guess Trick never told you.
01:10:24Alright, I'll bite.
01:10:28Trick never told me what?
01:10:31Trick never told me what?
01:10:39That he raped me.
01:10:43What did you just say to me?
01:10:46You hurt me.
01:10:47You're a liar. You're a fucking liar.
01:10:51You stole everything from me.
01:10:55So that baby should be mine then.
01:11:01You should leave before I make you.
01:11:03You just wait.
01:11:06Till your precious little baby grows up to be something you find disgusting.
01:11:15You can't hurt me anymore, Mona.
01:11:19And I'm going to spend my entire life making sure my baby knows what it feels like to be loved.
01:11:27I said the same thing when I was pregnant with you.
01:11:35Good luck.
01:11:52I'm fine.
01:11:57I'm fine.
01:12:02I don't think I'll ever see my mom again.
01:12:04It's okay.
01:12:10You guys go put these away. Excuse me.
01:12:19The girls and I, we want you to have this.
01:12:23We know it's not easy just doing tables.
01:12:26No, I can't take your money.
01:12:28Oh, honey, please. You're taking it.
01:12:33Thank you so much.
01:12:47You have a name picked out yet?
01:12:53I think I have to see the face to know.
01:13:01I always said if I had a little girl, I'd name her Claudia.
01:13:07It sounds so stylish.
01:13:09Claudia.
01:13:18You're going to be fine in this life.
01:13:22I've seen a lot of girls come in and out of here.
01:13:28I know I survive it when I see one.
01:13:32Much easier when you have a reason to push through all this shit.
01:13:39And you have the best reason.
01:13:45The only reason.
01:13:52Thanks for the share, Frankie.
01:13:57You got this, love. We're here for you.
01:14:03The first time I shared my story was the last meeting I went to.
01:14:11I realized that I didn't have to be my mom.
01:14:15I wouldn't repeat the same mistakes that she did.
01:14:19Trauma doesn't have to be passed down.
01:14:23That's what they taught me.
01:14:26We all go through fucked up stuff.
01:14:30But we're not born fucked up.
01:14:34I just love you.
01:14:37So much.
01:14:40I love you too.
01:14:43Please come visit us.
01:14:45Please come visit us.
01:14:48You know I will.
01:14:53I could not have done any of this without you.
01:14:58Seriously.
01:15:01I miss you.
01:15:15I love you.
01:15:46I'm the person I am today because of the people that helped me.
01:15:51And the people that hurt me.
01:15:56I used to think I never deserved a second chance.
01:16:02But maybe I do.
01:16:15I love you.
01:16:35I love you so much.