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00:00Well, I'm by the funeral director's now, so I'll be ten minutes.
00:04All right, bye.
00:06OK, I'm, er... I'm glad I've got with you.
00:10We've, er...
00:12We had a wit round at the station.
00:14Paul's M&E group.
00:16Oh, nice one.
00:18I'll make sure they get it.
00:22Any word on Dearing's second car?
00:23Well, I've asked for A&PR tracers on both vehicles.
00:26Just be good to know which one he parks up first.
00:30Well, they won't keep you.
00:32Pass on our condolences, won't you?
00:34Yeah, will do.
00:35Go on, then.
00:36Here, say something nice about my lovely Paul, then they're gone.
00:43Oh, hiya.
00:44Yeah, everyone's taking full advantage of your credit card in there, so...
00:47Oh, that's all right, then.
00:49I was going to come and enjoy him, but I don't think...
00:51Not yet, it's Mason. I know the feeling.
00:54I might go to the bistro for a quick one.
00:57Just quiet, you know.
00:58Thanks for coming. Yeah.
01:02Yeah, it's all fair, isn't it?
01:04The good ones always go first.
01:06Mm.
01:08I must be evil.
01:09Snap.
01:10Hm.
01:13I've only just got married, you know.
01:16Oh, I don't know why I'm feeling so sorry for myself.
01:18Only there's a pub up the road that's full of people much worse off than me,
01:22and I can't even face them today.
01:25Well, we'll just hunker down here, then.
01:28Hunker in our bunker?
01:30Yeah. Hunker in our bunker.
01:32HE LAUGHS
01:34I'm gonna call it Singles Who Want To Mingles.
01:37It's good, innit?
01:38Brilliant.
01:39Either that or number ones without number twos.
01:42I think the first one's better.
01:43So far, I've got Izzy, Ryan and Steve.
01:46We're gonna have our first house in tomorrow, if you're free.
01:48I'm not.
01:49It's gonna be great.
01:50I thought we could all go to the pub, have a few drinks...
01:52Look, I would rather stick pins in my eyes
01:55than go to your bloomin' tragic singles club, all right?
01:58Now, move!
01:59I'll be with me.
02:00Cheers.
02:02You don't have to be so harsh.
02:05What do you want, Ryan? I'm busy.
02:06This came for you. I thought it might be something to do with the play you're in tomorrow.
02:10Keep your voice down.
02:12Fine.
02:15Everything OK?
02:17Yes, fine.
02:18You sure everything's all right?
02:19Yes.
02:21Yes, I've got a lot on my mind, obviously,
02:22and I can't think straight with all these interruptions, that's all.
02:26In fact, I think I'm gonna go and work from home.
02:28You're not there today, are you?
02:29No, I'm doing DJing at the party for Paul.
02:32I might get a moment's peace then.
02:33All right.
02:35See you.
02:41Follow single, we meet again to mingle.
02:44Oh, cheers.
02:45Maybe I could write a jingle that'd give us a tingle.
02:48We could all sing it when we meet up tomorrow.
02:51I did want to apologise for suggesting that you ask Karl.
02:53She wasn't very happy, was she?
02:55Karl has got a lot on her mind at the minute, I should have realised.
02:59Best just leave her be.
03:00Don't worry, I'll be staying well clear after this morning.
03:03Hiya.
03:04You're not single by any chance, are you?
03:07Are you asking me out?
03:09No.
03:10Well, in fact, if you fancy a pint, then...
03:12Thank you, but no.
03:15I'm sort of relieved, cos if you'd said yeah,
03:17then I wouldn't have been able to run my new singles club,
03:19cos we'd have been dating.
03:21Well, you can be safe in the knowledge that isn't going to happen.
03:23Phew! See you.
03:25See you, mate.
03:27Yeah, it's just...
03:29Just Kurt. Yeah.
03:32So, er, so Karl is a bit stressed then today?
03:34Yeah, I think the plea hearing's getting to her a little bit.
03:38But she only knocked a guy off his bike.
03:40I mean, you won't punish her too much, will you?
03:43Well, she shouldn't get a custodial, but it was ABH.
03:46But she'll go on her record.
03:48And she'll get community service, at least.
03:51Right, well, no wonder she's stressed.
03:57Gus?
03:59Dee Dee.
04:01Can you get whoever's in charge of searching for my son to come and see me?
04:04I've been waiting for hours. They keep fobbing me off.
04:07Look, I'll do my best, but I just wanted to ask,
04:09when was the last time you spoke to Joel?
04:11Er, a couple of days before he disappeared.
04:14He was distraught.
04:16Talked about ending it all.
04:18OK, but what if he didn't? I mean, is there anywhere he might go?
04:20If he was on the run? He's not gone. On the run.
04:23But he might have. OK, we've got to consider the possibility.
04:27My son was suicidal.
04:29He could be lying dead somewhere, and you've got the gall to suggest he could have faked it all.
04:32I'm sorry, I understand this must be hard for you.
04:34Get away from me!
04:39I'm so sorry, Mr Dearing.
04:40I understand this whole situation must be extremely distressing for you.
04:44If you'd like to take a seat, I will be with you shortly.
04:49Miss Bailey, perhaps you'd like to come with me?
05:01Do you think he could have got a fake passport?
05:04Joel, I'm not ruling anything out at the moment.
05:08Let me get you a herbal tea.
05:10Ugh.
05:11No, I'd sooner have a proper cuppa as well,
05:12but apparently it's good for calming you down.
05:14Oh, I will calm down when you catch Joel.
05:17Look, what about this passport thing?
05:19We'll look into it.
05:21You're fobbing me off, Lisa.
05:23I am, but it's not working, is it?
05:25I just don't believe Joel is dead.
05:27Yes, you've made that pretty clear.
05:29His dad obviously does, though.
05:31Why is that not good enough for you?
05:33I just don't buy it.
05:35OK? He's putting it on, and he obviously knows something.
05:39Hey, why don't you get someone to follow him?
05:41See if he leads you to Joel.
05:43You've been watching too many cop movies.
05:45Oh.
05:47You're not going to do it, are you?
05:49Am I going to get somebody to follow a grieving father?
05:52No, because that's harassment.
05:55Look, I know you want Joel to be alive
05:56so we can put him in the dot, but that doesn't mean he is.
06:00I've spoken to his dad a couple of times now.
06:02He's 100% sure his son is dead.
06:05And I think you need to start getting used to the idea as well.
06:09Dory, won't be a sec.
06:11I've, er, just been doing the old...
06:16You all right there? Do you want me to call you an ambulance?
06:19Yeah, no, I've just been doing the set.
06:23Yeah, I know, I heard. We all did.
06:26What can I get for you?
06:28Er, I'll have a hot pot to go, please.
06:31Actually, you'd better make it to here in case Betsy's in.
06:33And a glass of white wine while I'm waiting.
06:35Coming up. Large.
06:38How is Betsy?
06:39OK, I think, considering.
06:42Yeah, I bet you're glad to see the back of Joel.
06:45I'd be a lot happier if he was banged up
06:47with a couple of 18 stone bikers
06:49who don't like men who groom young girls.
06:51Sorry, I shouldn't say that sort of thing, should I?
06:54It's all right.
06:59Listen, I, er, went to see Carla earlier.
07:02She pretty much said she'd be back in a minute.
07:05I went to see Carla earlier.
07:06She pretty much slammed the door in my face.
07:08Carla? She was a bit narky with me, you know.
07:11Good set, by the way.
07:12Techno, techno, techno, techno.
07:14Cheers. I think that's jazz hands, don't we?
07:17I don't think it's just the plea hearing.
07:18Is there something else going on?
07:21No. No, not that I know of.
07:25I'll leave you two.
07:27Have you changed your mind about joining our singles club?
07:30You'll be the first to know.
07:32I've not been doing the wrong counts.
07:40Carla, are you in?
07:44Carla?
08:03Oh.
08:06I take it that's why you've been walking around
08:08like a bear with a sore head?
08:10You'll have a sore head if you open my letters again.
08:14I'm already open.
08:17Divorce has come through, then?
08:19Well...
08:21Yes, Ryan.
08:23I'm celebrating. Do you want one?
08:26No, I've got to get back to work in a minute.
08:33How was your set?
08:35Still got it.
08:36You ought to get yourself a little van.
08:39A few lights, glitter ball.
08:41You could do weddings, bar mitzvahs and funerals.
08:43Lisa came into the pub. She's asking about you.
08:46I don't know what she's been saying,
08:47and I don't want to know. I'm not interested.
08:50You must have known the divorce was coming, right?
08:52Yes, Ryan.
08:53But I also know I'm going to kick the bucket one day.
08:56It's not going to make it any easier when it happens, is it?
08:59It's just...
09:00It's a shock.
09:04I'll see you there in black and white.
09:10You think I'm incapable of driving myself
09:13to court two cops a week, then?
09:14I'm saying, if we get a count...
09:16No, you think I've always been divisive, don't you?
09:18No! It's a hearing, not a sentence.
09:20And will you stop picking fives?
09:22Here we go. Bacon bar and red sauce.
09:24It's all right.
09:25If you're my sentence today, you know what I'm going to do.
09:28If you're my sentence today, you know, if you plead guilty
09:31and probation get a pre-sentencing report done.
09:34Well, cos you are, aren't you? Pleading guilty.
09:36Oh, it's your remorse? Yeah.
09:38Whether I feel it or not.
09:40Oh. OK. I thought you did feel bad about it,
09:42but if you have no regrets about your actions...
09:45Well, I don't really have regrets, so...
09:49OK. Good luck.
09:52She's only trying to help.
09:54Like you were, saying I couldn't drive myself to court.
09:56I'm saying that if we get a cab, it'll be less stressful.
09:59Parking in town's a nightmare, isn't it?
10:01So, do you want to rush in there late, full of rovers,
10:03or whatever other rain is going on?
10:05Carla, I'm so glad you're here,
10:06cos I was just wondering if I could get an early dart tonight,
10:09cos it's mine and Tim's anniversary
10:11and we've got a hot date at the bistro.
10:13Hang on. You want time off work
10:14so you can prepare for triple friendships.
10:17If I am getting a cab, then you need to get one.
10:20Right.
10:21Er, I've got a meeting tonight.
10:23Well, Sarah's not here, so...
10:25I know. So, what you can do is really focus
10:28on making the factory run smoothly for me.
10:31That'd be good.
10:32Rather than just deciding what lipper you're wearing tonight.
10:34OK?
10:35Congratulations on the anniversary.
10:37Thanks.
10:38Hey, does that mean I'm acting manager?
10:43You all right? Finally.
10:44Can we go home now? Yeah.
10:46Unless you want your brief to explain
10:47what a medium-level community order is.
10:49Yeah, ha-ha. I'll order a cab.
10:50I can't believe I've got to pay that scumbag compensation.
10:53That's better than doing time.
10:54So much for remorse.
10:57What's it to you, mate?
10:58That was my lad she nearly killed.
11:00Excuse me, I didn't nearly kill anybody.
11:02In fact, your lad nearly killed someone, my mate.
11:05I bet it's contempt, telling a court you're sorry just to get off.
11:08Well, I didn't get off, did I?
11:10Come on. All right.
11:13We need to get back here and fast.
11:15Tanya Tunnicliffe, no, no, Shepherd,
11:17from Shepherd and Tunnicliffe is here.
11:19Carla won't have her phone on in core, will she?
11:21In core? Oh, perfect.
11:23A community order's not punishment.
11:25You should see what prison feels like.
11:27That's what you deserve. Pay for what you've done.
11:29You've been to prison yourself, have you? That makes sense.
11:31OK, I'm sure your brief can call you. Come on.
11:33Oh, total loser. Worked father like a son.
11:36Let's go.
11:41Betsy, my office now.
11:44In fact, I'll save you the steps. You're fired.
11:48You what? You can't do that.
11:49What for? You know very well what for.
11:51You do know you cost us an important contract, don't you?
11:54Not Shepherd and Tunnicliffe.
11:56I didn't mean to say anything.
11:58Oh, yeah, you did, though, didn't you?
11:59In fact, I think you wanted all the important clients to know.
12:02You might as well have just sent out a round robin.
12:05A what?
12:06Get out!
12:08Do you know what? I wouldn't want to work for a criminal anyway.
12:11A.B.H.!
12:14Is that true, about core?
12:16Oh, come on.
12:17Bet you've all been having a good gossip about it, haven't you?
12:20I thought I left you in charge, Sally.
12:22You've been too busy prepping your outfit for tonight with Tim.
12:25I resent that.
12:26You know what? All of you, go home.
12:29Go on, get out. Go on.
12:32Paid? Yes, paid, is he?
12:34And paying you to get gone, what does that say about you?
12:37It says free money.
12:40Well, actually, we've got a large delivery due,
12:42and as acting manager, I think I need to stay to get it audited.
12:45Do what you like, Sam.
12:47Oh, good.
12:49Thanks for coming in.
12:51Oh, it's my favourite thing to do on my day off.
12:53So, go on, then. What's so urgent? You got me worried.
12:56We got the data from Joel Dearing's laptop.
12:59You might want to sit down.
13:00No, just tell me what you found.
13:02It's a text feed.
13:04Threatening messages from Joel.
13:07To Lauren?
13:08To Bertse.
13:10To Lauren.
13:11To Lauren.
13:12To Lauren.
13:14To Lauren.
13:15To Bertse.
13:17To Bertse?
13:30Oh, my...
13:35Do you need a minute?
13:38No, I...
13:41Hang on, the date.
13:44Yeah, that was definitely after I'd interviewed him.
13:46I'd caught him out blaming her for the abortion drug.
13:50So you knew who he threatened, Bertse?
13:52No.
13:54No, she didn't tell me.
13:56Lisa, good.
13:58Can you stick around a bit?
13:59I've got a meeting with the chief inspector,
14:01but I want the word straight after.
14:08I had to report it to Costello.
14:10Obviously.
14:12Has DC Green filled you in on the findings?
14:15Dearing's laptop?
14:17Yes, Gov.
14:18I'd like you to step back from this assignment.
14:21Why?
14:22It's not the first time your daughter's name's been brought up
14:25in this case, and seeing the threats directed towards her...
14:28That just makes me all the more determined to get to the truth, sir.
14:31Exactly.
14:32More involved, less objective.
14:34It's going to affect your judgement.
14:36Your decisions.
14:37I am professional, always.
14:39And you can take that professionalism onto your next job.
14:42Gov, I have invested a lot in this case.
14:45It's an order.
14:48Right from when Lauren Bolton disappeared,
14:50I have led this investigation.
14:52Nobody else is across it in as much detail as me.
14:54Come in, Kit. Gov.
14:56Or has the depth of knowledge or relationships in the community...
14:59I've asked DC Green to take over the Bolton case
15:01until we assign another DS.
15:03No.
15:05No, just give us two minutes here.
15:07Just give us two minutes here.
15:09We aren't done!
15:12And that's exactly what I'm talking about.
15:15Too invested, too involved.
15:18And a short fuse.
15:19Keep me updated.
15:35Still no sign of his supplies.
15:37Go on, Sal, have a lovely evening.
15:39No, I said I'd wait for the delivery, and I will.
15:42Well, it might never come yet.
15:44Come on, you've proved your point, you've shown willingness.
15:47I just wanted to say that...
15:49Well, if I'd known where you were this morning,
15:51I would have handled that client in a very different...
15:53Can we just move on, Sal?
15:55Yeah, of course we can.
15:56Besides, you've got Tin to entertain, haven't you?
15:59Go on, I'll be fine.
16:01Well, I'll chase up the suppliers
16:02and see if they can just track the drivers.
16:04I can do that, Sal.
16:05You gave me more responsibility, and I take that very seriously,
16:09especially while Sarah's going through what she's going through.
16:13Oh, I've created a monster.
16:22I thought your boss said early afternoon.
16:24Sorry, traffic. Now we can do.
16:31Thank you. Right, I shall see you tomorrow,
16:33and I'm very happy acting up to the boss.
16:36I'm going to keep acting up until Sarah comes back.
16:38Sure you are.
16:44Please leave your message after the tone.
16:47Hi, Tanya, it's Carla Collar again.
16:49Just give us a little call back.
16:51Just want to clear up this misunderstanding we had today.
16:54All right, bye.
16:56DOOR OPENS
17:02Hello, Carla.
17:05Not so cocky now, eh?
17:12Hiya.
17:14Betsy?
17:20Have you finished already?
17:22Thought you'd still be in there.
17:24Well, obviously not.
17:26Look, I need to talk to you.
17:28Go on. No, at home.
17:30I'm busy. Having a crisp picnic at the park.
17:34Right, who with?
17:36I thought you wanted to talk to me.
17:40They've found Joel's laptop, downloaded all the content.
17:44Yeah, they're threatening messages. Why didn't you say something to me?
17:47I wasn't scared of him. Well, you should have been.
17:49What if he'd have done something else to you?
17:51Well, lots of bad things happened to me.
17:53You just should have said something to me, that's all.
17:56You only care cos of your job. That's not true.
17:59Well, now you know anyway, so, er,
18:01suppose you want a statement or something?
18:03Actually, no.
18:05I'm off the case. Why?
18:08Because they think that my judgement
18:10may be affected by the fact he threatened you.
18:12So it's my fault? I never said that.
18:15Well, at least you have a job, cos Carla fired me.
18:18What? What did you do now?
18:20Oh, thanks. Couldn't be cos Carla's a cow, could it?
18:25I said look what you did to my kid.
18:28Well, he's not a kid, is he? He's my kid!
18:30And you hurt him. Made him fear for his life.
18:33Well, actually, he... You made him fear for his life!
18:36OK, I'm sorry if you think the judge could have hung a key,
18:39and the fact that he's really all right, I am sorry.
18:42Sorry? Sorry like you were in court.
18:45Lying to soften him up, to cheat my son of justice.
18:50I am sorry, all right?
18:52You're not sorry enough!
18:54Hey, hey, take the back! You, side exit!
18:57Face the wall! Face the wall! Hands where I can see them!
19:00It's her you should be arresting.
19:02I'm arresting you on suspicion of threatening behaviour.
19:04You do not have to say anything, but it may harm your defence
19:07if you do not mention when questioned something which you later learn in court.
19:10Anything you do say may be given in evidence.
19:12The door was open, I didn't break in.
19:14Yes, save it for interview. Step out, please.
19:16Now, do I need to cuff you, or are you going to cooperate?
19:18I want a solicitor. I said stay there!
19:21Any trouble, and I'll be adding resisted arrest to the charge sheet.
19:24I'm not resisting arrest. Then wait there in the cave. Got it?
19:35Dear Swain, urgent backup needed now. Underwill, Carnation Street.
19:39Any unit in the area, no sirens.
19:42Are you on your own? Shh!
19:44I need to get in. Mate, my auntie's in there.
19:47Are you lost? I don't know. Is anybody in there?
19:50Well, the last I knew, Carla was checking the delivery.
19:53The mood she was in, she probably called the police cos there was a box missing.
20:06I need to book him in.
20:08Are you OK?
20:10What did he do? What's he done?
20:12You'll need to give a statement to one of my colleagues, all right?
20:15Hey, did he hurt you?
20:17No. I don't think he would have.
20:24Come up.
20:26Hang on, who was it?
20:28Someone you've been really horrible to, but still saw fit to save your life.
20:36Hi. Hi.
20:38Is this a good time?
20:40Yeah, Ryan was just going to work.
20:42No, I'm not leaving you on your own.
20:44Well, I'm not on my own anymore, am I?
20:47All right, fine. Just text me if you need anything, all right?
20:51And in case she's too proud to say it, she's grateful for what you did today.
20:54Ryan... And she's sorry she cut you out before...
20:56If you don't go down those stairs now, I'm going to shove you down.
21:01Thinking you're not going to arrest her for that?
21:03Mm.
21:04Thought not.
21:11I was horrible.
21:13And I am grateful, so I guess...
21:16Sorry. And thank you.
21:18I'm not here looking for gratitude.
21:20Well, if it's Drasford Betsy's job back, then the answer, of course, is yes.
21:24And she can have a pay rise.
21:26Isn't that rewarding bad behaviour?
21:28Well, it wasn't really bad behaviour.
21:30She was just, you know, clumsy. She's got a big gob.
21:33And after today, I wonder where she gets that from.
21:37It was really brave what you did.
21:39It was all talk.
21:41Yeah, but you didn't know that at the time, did you?
21:43I mean, I thought... I don't know what I thought he was capable of, but...
21:47Don't keep going over it and imagine it being worse, OK?
21:50It didn't happen.
21:52Don't torment yourself.
21:56OK.
21:57So, if you're not here for the gratitude or for Betsy's job,
22:01you must be here for the wine.
22:03I was actually just checking you were OK,
22:05but there's wine on the table.
22:07I was actually just checking you were OK, but there's wine on offer.
22:10Red all right? Yeah, red's fine. Thanks.
22:21I wouldn't have blamed you, you know,
22:23if you'd just rang 999 and stopped outside.
22:26What? And followed protocol?
22:30Actually, truth be told, I'm hoping I don't get discipline for that.
22:35Sorry for shutting you out.
22:37Cheers.
22:39Sure you had your reasons?
22:41Yeah.
22:43Well, they're all a bit trivial, to be honest.
22:46You know, compared to what you've been through...
22:49I didn't want you to think I was pathetic.
22:52So, do you want to tell me?
22:54You know, we... You don't have to.
22:57Well, it's just Peter.
23:00You know, the divorce.
23:02Actually, the papers came through and I thought I'd be relieved,
23:05but she sent me on a pretty downward spiral.
23:08I'm sorry.
23:10Anyway, that's why I've been a difficult person.
23:15I actually really wound him up, you know, outside court, that bloke.
23:19Carla, he followed you. He threatened you.
23:22You did deserve that, whatever you said to him.
23:26No, you can't blame yourself.
23:35I'm sorry it sent you spiralling.
23:37That's all right.
23:39I don't know why. I mean, I don't want to be with Peter any more.
23:42It's over. It's just...
23:44We were together.
23:46A very long time, you know, if you count all the breaking up,
23:49all the getting back togethers.
23:51Sounds volatile. No, it wasn't volatile. It was just...
23:55We were drawn back together a lot, you know.
23:58I guess that's why this feels kind of different,
24:01because it probably feels over.
24:03And I should feel liberated, but I don't.
24:06I just feel kind of sad and...
24:09I don't know, like, what am I going to do?
24:11I'm washed up and nearly 50.
24:13No, you're not washed up. You can't be that nearly 50.
24:16I'm very nearly 50.
24:18Well, you wouldn't know.
24:20Flattery.
24:22Maybe I will join Kirk's sad singles club, you know.
24:26Get on the apps. Oh, gosh, can you imagine?
24:29Urgh, high maintenance, annoying.
24:32Nearly 50 divorcee seeks.
24:34Right, now you're just fishing.
24:36Oh, well, fair cop.
24:38Pun intended.
24:42Have you never seen anybody else since Becky?
24:45No.
24:47What, not even casually for some attention?
24:50No, I'd be hopeless at casual.
24:53I'd get too involved and I'm not going through...
24:56No, I'm not risking it.
24:58It's not worth it.
25:00You must miss...
25:02like, being close to someone.
25:06No, Bet's in the job.
25:08They're the two things I'm focused on.
25:11Not that either of them seem to want me at the moment, but...
25:15No, I don't need complications.
25:17Mm.
25:18It's funny, with Peter, sometimes I used to cry.
25:21It's funny, with Peter, sometimes I used to crave complications.
25:24That risky side of me, you know, I used to want to...
25:27I don't know.
25:30Go to a casino, take loads of shots and just see what happens.
25:34I'm a police officer, I know what happens.
25:37It's just a fantasy.
25:39Usually, after I've had too many of these.
25:42It's either that or after I've been to his dad's house too many times
25:46and we've been talking about hernias and tofu recipes.
25:51Tofu.
25:52Huh?
25:53It's tofu.
25:55Toffin.
25:57Anyway.
25:59I should do that more, because...
26:02remembering that stuff might make me feel not so bereft.
26:09Right, hernias and tofu, an antidote to bereft.
26:13That'll give it a go.
26:15Hernias and tofu and wine.
26:19Quite the combo.
26:22Cheers.
26:26I really thought that was it today, you know?
26:30I thought they were going to find me tomorrow morning
26:33and just everybody would remember what my last day on Earth was like.
26:37I was such a narc.
26:39Picking on Betsy, sending everybody home.
26:42Yeah, well, it all worked out in the end, didn't it?
26:46Weren't you scared?
26:48Clearly not.
26:51It's difficult, cos there's...
26:53there's a part of me that just...
26:56Do you know what it sounds so wrong when I think about it?
26:59Go on.
27:01After what happened to Becky, it's...
27:04I can't believe I'm actually going to say this.
27:06If Betsy heard me, honestly...
27:08I don't judge.
27:10But there's this part of me that just thinks,
27:13go on, then, do your worst.
27:16It's what Becky went through and, you know,
27:19if it did happen to me, then...
27:23..it means I wouldn't have to work this hard any more,
27:27just fight to get out of bed some days.
27:31It sounds so melodramatic out loud.
27:36You want to be killed?
27:38No.
27:40No, no, not... See, it's...
27:42It sounds like that, but it's not as clearly thought out.
27:45It's... I'd never want Betsy to go through that.
27:48No, never.
27:52I guess it just crosses my mind sometimes.
27:56When it gets dangerous, it's...
27:59I think, well, if it did happen to me,
28:01then it wouldn't be the worst thing in the world, would it?
28:06Am I a bad person?
28:08I think you sound lonely.
28:13Sorry.
28:15No, I don't apologise.
28:17Actually, now I've realised that I've said it out loud,
28:20I need to knock those kinds of thoughts on the head.
28:23And get a grip.
28:26And actually get home.
28:31You shouldn't have given me so much truth drug.
28:33I get very unprofessional.
28:35I think we're way past having to be professional, aren't we?
28:38Yeah.
28:40I missed our chats, you know, when you were being a ratbag.
28:44I was going to say protecting me in your own way,
28:47but that's because you're kinder than me. Come here.
28:50Come here.
28:54You asked me if I missed attention. Will you ever do?
28:57You know, Betsy's too cool to hug her mum now, so...
29:01You're good to me, Carla.
29:04Yeah.
29:06Yeah.
29:11You mustn't put yourself in harm's way.
29:14Hmm? I won't.
29:18Just for Betsy's sake.
29:20Yeah.
29:26I need to go.
29:29Oh, Lisa, wait. Wait, wait.
29:32No.
29:36No.