Episode Name - One Crazy Summer
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00:00:05Dempsey?
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00:00:14Dempsey?
00:00:17Dempsey?
00:00:20Can we talk, or are you just packing in there?
00:00:22You're gonna leave without me? Like...
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00:00:29Jesus, come on.
00:00:31Why are you acting like...
00:00:33Can you friggin' talk to me?
00:00:35To say you don't ever want kids, that's not what you told me.
00:00:38So we've gone into a relationship on you being on the same page as me.
00:00:42We both haven't made our minds up yet, then you just bring it on me.
00:00:45It's a definite no, and that's just to make or break for our relationship.
00:00:49You just said our relationship is not gonna work.
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00:01:03Like, I planned this romantic trip we're gonna part ways very soon,
00:01:08and even though I didn't tell her earlier that I didn't want kids,
00:01:12she didn't tell me either that she definitely did.
00:01:15I had no clue that Dempsey was so adamant about becoming a mother,
00:01:20but I do know that I don't want to lose her over this.
00:01:24Why are you so upset?
00:01:27Because you just said it's a make or break.
00:01:30After you said that, after you...
00:01:33Don't swear at me.
00:01:35Don't swear at me.
00:01:37You think you are? You have a real bad attitude.
00:01:39Okay. That's how you feel?
00:01:42What are you saying?
00:01:46I'm done with this conversation.
00:01:48Are you done with us?
00:01:54That's on you.
00:01:57Ugh.
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00:02:05Just breathe. Everything's okay.
00:02:09-♪♪♪♪
00:02:16-♪♪♪♪
00:02:21What are you doing? What are you doing?
00:02:23No, can you please... Seriously, I don't...
00:02:26I don't feel good.
00:02:31Ugh.
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00:03:03You just took me by surprise, that's all.
00:03:07Just saying that.
00:03:13It's just too much. Like, I just don't...
00:03:15I don't feel good.
00:03:17I'm just, like, anxiety through the roof.
00:03:19Like, there's nothing good here.
00:03:21Yeah, it just took me by surprise because I just thought that
00:03:23the way that you worded things, it made me just think,
00:03:25okay, well, we're done then.
00:03:28Well, because in this moment, I can't imagine having a kid.
00:03:31Like, and I'm not gonna pull something out of my ass
00:03:34and be like, yeah, I would be down to be with someone
00:03:37who 100% wants a kid when I don't want a kid.
00:03:39Because in this moment, I can't fathom that.
00:03:42Like, it just depends on where I'm at.
00:03:45Maybe in a couple years, sure, but, like,
00:03:48I'm not in that place, so I don't know.
00:03:51It's not that I'm being dishonest.
00:03:53It's that I'm being honest in the moment,
00:03:55but the moment changes for me.
00:03:59I'm just a roller coaster.
00:04:03Sorry.
00:04:07I can't be a bitch.
00:04:12Are you OK?
00:04:14Yeah.
00:04:16You sure? Mm-hm.
00:04:19I'm sorry you're pissed off now.
00:04:22Does it make you feel like you don't want to continue on with this
00:04:25since it's a risk?
00:04:31No, I want to continue on.
00:04:35I know this is a risk, to stay in a relationship with Statler,
00:04:40because she could be so adamant in the future
00:04:43that she does not want kids,
00:04:45but there is a little bit of hope there that she might change her mind.
00:04:49So I think that the conversation can be just put on hold for now,
00:04:54because in this moment, I want to be with Statler.
00:04:59I can't imagine life without you.
00:05:03Yeah, I know.
00:05:06Just hopefully what we want aligns when we want it.
00:05:10I hope so.
00:05:15The weight of us not knowing if we're going to be compatible children-wise
00:05:21is hanging over us,
00:05:23but it's something we can't really resolve in this moment.
00:05:29I am worried to be going home so soon
00:05:33after this heavily emotional conversation.
00:05:37Get ready.
00:05:39It's not the way I wanted to leave.
00:05:41There's just a lot of uncertainty.
00:05:43I don't want this to continue to weigh on her mind once I'm gone
00:05:48and make her second-guess our relationship.
00:05:58I love you.
00:06:00I love you.
00:06:26How's the benefits of a nap?
00:06:30Well, it's confusing.
00:06:32When I landed, she texted me some things,
00:06:35and then we ended on goodbye.
00:06:39I've been home from Vietnam a couple of weeks now,
00:06:41but after I returned home,
00:06:43I got some very nasty text messages from Violet
00:06:46saying that it's over
00:06:48and she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore.
00:06:54You know, to be honest, I wasn't surprised
00:06:56because we had a lot of ups and downs before I left.
00:07:01But then a few days later,
00:07:03Violet started messaging me again,
00:07:05and to be honest, I don't even know what to do
00:07:07with these mixed signals.
00:07:20She wrote, I'm sorry I hurt you.
00:07:23We could be together.
00:07:25I really want a husband and a family.
00:07:28She's acting, like, super nice,
00:07:31and where is this coming from?
00:07:34I thought we were done.
00:07:36It just doesn't make sense.
00:07:42Are you done?
00:07:46Um, I don't know.
00:07:49Do I still have love for her? Absolutely.
00:07:52I was extremely hurt by her actions.
00:07:55When I visited her, and, uh,
00:07:58I just don't, I don't get it.
00:08:03At this time, I really don't know
00:08:06if this relationship with Violet is fixable.
00:08:09We both have a lot to work on,
00:08:12and when I tried to do it in person,
00:08:14she never wanted to talk about it.
00:08:16So right now, my plans with Violet
00:08:18is to just take some time to recoup and to understand
00:08:22and to just process everything that's happened
00:08:25in the last couple of weeks.
00:08:27And then, you know, after that, I just, I don't know.
00:08:48Are congratulations in order?
00:08:51What's going on?
00:08:53Am I gonna be an auntie?
00:08:56Hey, come on.
00:08:59Last week, Violet texted me,
00:09:02and she told me that she's pregnant.
00:09:06And, um, the baby is mine.
00:09:14Los papeles.
00:09:16I only get one chance
00:09:19to convince the embassy
00:09:22that my relationship with Gino is genuine.
00:09:34I'm anxious about this last dinner with Brosnan.
00:09:38In my head, I'm just trying to mentally prepare myself
00:09:41for what's about to happen.
00:09:44I feel like I need to know, like,
00:09:46do you still want to be in this relationship with me or not?
00:10:17I'm leaving Romania tomorrow,
00:10:19and after Rosvin and I had our disagreement earlier today,
00:10:24I'm feeling worried that he's gonna give up on us.
00:10:30I do feel like me being closed off
00:10:32has affected mine and Rosvin's relationship.
00:10:36So I want to show Rosvin, you know, my softer side.
00:10:43And that I can be the loving partner that he needs.
00:10:48And ultimately, I have to open up
00:10:52and be more vulnerable to Rosvin now
00:10:56because the fate of our relationship depends on it.
00:11:01Hey.
00:11:03Hello.
00:11:05What is this?
00:11:08Like a little present.
00:11:12For what?
00:11:14Because I love you.
00:11:19What? I don't know what to say.
00:11:22What?
00:11:24Can I open?
00:11:25Yeah. I got you this heart pillow,
00:11:28so you can hug it and remember how much I love you,
00:11:31and a blanket that you can cuddle with and think of me.
00:11:35I didn't expect this.
00:11:37What is this?
00:11:38I printed off some pictures of us
00:11:41so that you can have some around your house.
00:11:52I think we should start getting ready for dinner.
00:11:55Yeah.
00:11:58It's our last night together.
00:12:03So I'm taking Amanda to a nice restaurant,
00:12:07and I feel like we both need to come to a conclusion
00:12:13what we will do.
00:12:15My heart is telling me to keep fighting and stay,
00:12:20but my head is telling me that this relationship is toxic
00:12:25and we are not good for each other.
00:12:32So I don't know what to do.
00:12:38What do you want?
00:12:44I think you have some road rage.
00:12:47No, that guy, it's annoying.
00:12:52I am anxious about this last dinner with Rosvin
00:12:56because I know whatever is going on with us,
00:13:01like, it's going to come to an end.
00:13:05I know that I love him, and I want to be with him,
00:13:09and it's just up to him at this point.
00:13:12There you go.
00:13:20You want to try some wine?
00:13:25Why did you laugh?
00:13:27I don't know.
00:13:30Why did you laugh?
00:13:33Because I know that you and the wine are good friends.
00:13:38You're so silly.
00:13:41Hello.
00:13:42Hello.
00:13:43A glass of wine and I want a salad.
00:13:46And for me, I will do the same salad.
00:13:49Okay.
00:13:52You're welcome.
00:13:57So the last time that you and I talked,
00:14:01you were unsure of, like,
00:14:04if you wanted to continue our relationship or not.
00:14:13In my head, I'm just trying to, like,
00:14:15mentally prepare myself for whatever is about to happen.
00:14:22I can't just wait around for him
00:14:25to continue to be unsure about us.
00:14:28I mean, there's no more dates after this.
00:14:30I'm going back home.
00:14:31It's kind of like this is it.
00:14:34Since I'm leaving tomorrow...
00:14:37Yeah.
00:14:39I feel like I need to know, like,
00:14:41do you still want to be in this relationship with me or not?
00:14:52Okay.
00:15:08My favorite socks.
00:15:11Keep the feet warm.
00:15:15Okay.
00:15:19It's been five months since I left Panama,
00:15:21and I really, really miss Jasmine.
00:15:24Our relationship has gone strong,
00:15:26but long distance is so hard.
00:15:29We struggle for so long.
00:15:31And this whole visa process has been a nightmare
00:15:35because it's taken absolutely forever.
00:15:38But I'm feeling really good this morning.
00:15:41Oh, yeah.
00:15:43It's a huge day
00:15:45because Jasmine has her visa interview
00:15:48at the embassy in Panama.
00:15:50It's been a year and a half for today,
00:15:52and it's finally here, and I'm so excited.
00:15:55I can't wait.
00:15:57So I keep this pillow on this side of the bed.
00:16:00You know, this pillow gave me a lot of comfort.
00:16:03You know, Jasmine gave this to me,
00:16:06and when I miss her, I hug this pillow.
00:16:09But, you know, pretty soon,
00:16:11Jasmine's head's going to be on that pillow,
00:16:13and I'm not going to need that stuff anymore.
00:16:16Is that her side of the bed?
00:16:19Jasmine's going to like that side of the bed.
00:16:21I'm so used to this side of the bed, right?
00:16:24But, you know, Jasmine's going to have first choice, right?
00:16:27So, I mean, you know, she's got first choice, I'm sure.
00:16:33I'm ready for some coffee.
00:16:36Eight cups of it, a whole lot.
00:16:39I don't screw around.
00:16:41It's just unbelievable
00:16:43that if Jasmine gets visa approval today,
00:16:46she could be in Michigan like next week or something.
00:16:50Oh!
00:16:52Hey! What's happening, cuz?
00:16:54Dana!
00:16:56My cousin Dana is coming over
00:16:59to help me put up some Panama decorations in my home.
00:17:02Cool.
00:17:04Because when we speak to Jasmine later after the interview,
00:17:08we are hoping for a celebration.
00:17:10Oh! Panama hat! You want to wear a Panama hat?
00:17:13Yes, I want to wear a Panama hat.
00:17:15Yeah!
00:17:17Whoo!
00:17:19I love it!
00:17:22There's been some issues with Dana and Jasmine in the past,
00:17:26so it means a lot to me
00:17:29that Dana's showing up today to support me.
00:17:33I, you know, I really want this to be a good day,
00:17:37but, like, in the back of my mind,
00:17:40I'm still really nervous
00:17:42I know Jasmine, you know, she has some anxiety.
00:17:45The interview, and I'm worried, you know,
00:17:48that they might ask her a question that throws her off,
00:17:52you know, and she goes into panic mode
00:17:55and she can get really upset, you know.
00:17:58So I just want Jasmine to stay calm.
00:18:02That's my hope.
00:18:05wind blowing
00:18:13This foundation is not working
00:18:15because apparently I look like a different color
00:18:18on my face and my body.
00:18:21And I just tattooed my eyebrows, and they are, like, peeling.
00:18:25Coco!
00:18:28I feel so weird today, and I don't know.
00:18:31I don't know what to expect.
00:18:33It's like, you know, I'm lacking oxygen.
00:18:37Oh, my God.
00:18:41Today is a super important day
00:18:43because I only get one chance
00:18:46to convince the embassy
00:18:49that my relationship with Gino is genuine.
00:18:52But I don't really handle pressure well.
00:19:07I cannot think properly,
00:19:09therefore I cannot articulate my words.
00:19:15And, oh, my gosh, I've been hoping
00:19:18that's not going to be the case
00:19:20when I'm getting interviewed.
00:19:25Because we've been waiting for it for 18 months.
00:19:31And it's one opportunity.
00:19:50You get nervous.
00:20:20Because, girl, I mean, we've always been together.
00:20:24And you're leaving, and that hurts me a lot.
00:20:32Oh, girl, maybe they won't even approve it.
00:20:34Maybe they'll tell me no.
00:20:35Girl, but, I mean, it's not that.
00:20:37I know you want to be with Gino.
00:20:39I know you're going to...
00:20:40I mean, obviously I want you to do well.
00:20:43But...
00:20:45whether or not your relationship with Gino
00:20:49is going to be genuine,
00:20:51obviously everyone expects it to be.
00:20:53But if not, or whatever, I...
00:20:55I'll be back.
00:20:58Well...
00:20:59I'll be back.
00:21:02I'm always thinking about how hard it is going to be
00:21:05for me to move to the United States.
00:21:07But it's not just me, but also my family.
00:21:13But in my heart, I feel like I'm doing the right thing
00:21:17because Gino is the love of my life.
00:21:19And we fought so hard for this moment.
00:21:43I've been waiting for today for so long.
00:21:47And I have never wanted something so badly in my life.
00:21:52It's very scary that the future of my relationship
00:21:55completely depends on what's going to happen
00:21:58in the next 30 minutes.
00:22:12Gino, something's on your phone here.
00:22:15Oh, someone's calling.
00:22:17Cool.
00:22:18It's Jasmine.
00:22:19Hold on.
00:22:20All right, let me give you some privacy.
00:22:25Baby!
00:22:26There you are!
00:22:34What happened?
00:22:44You know that I love you so much, Misha.
00:22:46And I want to tell you something very important.
00:22:49I have no doubts that I'm willing to marry her.
00:22:51But I don't know how her brain, her heart,
00:22:54will say to me when I will propose to her.
00:22:57I'm asking you if you want to marry me.
00:23:00Right here?
00:23:01Yes.
00:23:03Are you saying yes or no?
00:23:14Yes.
00:23:25Oh!
00:23:26Oh, my God.
00:23:28Oh, my goodness.
00:23:29Oh, my goodness.
00:23:31Let's go.
00:23:32He's the cutest.
00:23:35Well, I'm glad I had a home.
00:23:36You want to steal a cat, Misha, or what?
00:23:39No.
00:23:40Misha is going back to America tomorrow.
00:23:43I have no doubts about the relationship
00:23:45between me and Misha,
00:23:46and I'm willing to propose to her.
00:23:48But I don't know how her brain, her heart,
00:23:52will say to me yes or no.
00:23:55Is there any prayer that you would say,
00:23:58hoping that she would accept your proposal?
00:24:01God, make Misha to love me more.
00:24:06Well, sweetie pie,
00:24:08I'm going to tell you something very important.
00:24:14Yes?
00:24:16And...
00:24:21You know that I love you so much, Misha.
00:24:24And...
00:24:29We know each other for many years,
00:24:32and I was waiting for a woman like you.
00:24:36And I want to tell you something very important.
00:24:39I'm asking you if you want to marry me.
00:24:44Because I was waiting for a woman like you.
00:24:51And I don't have the ring,
00:24:52but we will have to go now to buy a ring.
00:24:57Are you saying yes or no?
00:24:59Right here?
00:25:00Yes.
00:25:02Are you saying yes or no?
00:25:06Okay, but like...
00:25:07Say yes or no.
00:25:11Yes, I will.
00:25:19Oh, my gosh, Nico.
00:25:21I love you so much, Misha.
00:25:23Oh, my God.
00:25:25Oh, my God.
00:25:27Yes, I love you so much, Misha.
00:25:30And I want to spend my 50 years with you.
00:25:32Oh, my gosh.
00:25:35Oh, my gosh, Nicola.
00:25:38Let's go now.
00:25:39Let's go to the jewelry store. Let's go.
00:25:40Do you know what you're doing?
00:25:41Yes.
00:25:42I know what I'm doing, 100%.
00:25:44Oh, my...
00:25:46Are you in shock?
00:25:48I am in shock because you did it in public.
00:25:52And you said I'm not romantic.
00:25:54How many people do it in public like that, Misha?
00:25:56Well, it's almost everybody, but...
00:25:58And in Jerusalem.
00:26:00Listen, it's just 20 meters from the Holy Sepulcher Church,
00:26:04so it's very, like, sacred also.
00:26:07I am in shock.
00:26:09I love it.
00:26:11Oh, my...
00:26:13Let's go, Misha. Let's go.
00:26:14Gosh.
00:26:15My heart is beating outside of my chest right now.
00:26:19I have been praying to God about this,
00:26:22and I realized that as quirky and odd as he is,
00:26:28yes, it was the right thing to say
00:26:30because Nicola's strength and his courage
00:26:33and how he has enlightened my life
00:26:36is something that I am sure I will never find again.
00:26:41I don't have all the answers, and I never will,
00:26:44but I'm going for it, and I'm so excited to do so.
00:26:50Hello, Mr. Zna.
00:26:51Welcome.
00:26:52How are you?
00:26:53Welcome.
00:26:54This is the lady I love.
00:26:56This is her sister.
00:26:57And this is her sister-in-law.
00:26:59Welcome.
00:27:00Let's go.
00:27:01Let's go, Misha.
00:27:02Buy your ring, sweetie pie.
00:27:04Well, the reason I don't have a ring
00:27:06because I don't want to buy something to Misha she don't like.
00:27:09And if she will say no to me,
00:27:11and I will buy the ring, what I do with the ring?
00:27:14But she accept my proposal,
00:27:16and for me it's like a dream come true.
00:27:19I feel very blessed by God.
00:27:22I'm so happy.
00:27:23So we always ask the customer, what's your budget?
00:27:26If she likes something, let her to take.
00:27:28Okay.
00:27:29We will figure out the budget.
00:27:31I know Misha is not going to choose a diamond ring
00:27:35that costs like $100,000 or $20,000.
00:27:38I hope that she wants something simple,
00:27:40but the most important that Misha will be happy.
00:27:43Something like this, for example?
00:27:45That's cute.
00:27:47Simple, cute.
00:27:48This is something nice.
00:27:49You can try it on if you like.
00:27:51Do you want to see what it would look like?
00:27:53Yes.
00:27:54Do you like it?
00:27:55I would love to know what you think.
00:27:57I'm not allowed to put rings after my wife,
00:27:59but she allow me for business.
00:28:00That's why I'm helping you for your wife.
00:28:02Look at this.
00:28:03Beautiful.
00:28:04Cute, simple.
00:28:05I think you should take it, Misha.
00:28:07This should be like 7,100 shekels.
00:28:10That's far away from my budget, I'll be honest with you.
00:28:13Well, this is one-of-a-kind diamond.
00:28:15I know.
00:28:16And there's no child labor in it.
00:28:19If you can make me discount, because it's my first time,
00:28:22I will pay you in cash.
00:28:27The more you invest in her, the more you get.
00:28:29True, true, but I really want to make deal with you.
00:28:33It's sweet that he wanted, you know,
00:28:36me to weigh in my opinion on the ring.
00:28:39How much you can give it to me?
00:28:40But then on the other hand,
00:28:41there's now all of a sudden we're moving into, like,
00:28:43discussing money.
00:28:45It just feels so not hot.
00:28:50I'll make it 5,500 shekels.
00:28:57If you can give it to me 4,500 shekels,
00:29:01I will close it now.
00:29:05I don't want to go from here without the ring.
00:29:08If you give it to me in 4,000, really?
00:29:10I will make it for you.
00:29:11Thank you so much.
00:29:13Maybe she can wear it?
00:29:14You can wear it.
00:29:15No, not until you're on your knee again.
00:29:17Again here?
00:29:18He should have to, yes.
00:29:19Please come have a seat over here.
00:29:21Oh, my God.
00:29:23Sit down on your knee.
00:29:25Misha, my sweetie pie,
00:29:27are you willing to marry me
00:29:30and to spend all your life with me?
00:29:33Yes.
00:29:34I love you so much.
00:29:37Guys, keep the rest for later.
00:29:40You are allowed to give only one kiss in my shop.
00:29:45There's a lot standing in our way right now
00:29:48of taking the next step and actually getting married.
00:29:52The distance, that's the biggest barrier in this relationship.
00:29:56And we also have the church's barrier of the annulment
00:30:00of the annulment of the annulment of the annulment.
00:30:03And we also have the church's barrier of the annulment
00:30:06in front of us.
00:30:07So our hope and our prayer is that God brought us to this point.
00:30:11And now God, in His time, in His place,
00:30:15will do the next step.
00:30:24I'm just holding on to the positives.
00:30:27It's not like I can forget things that happened.
00:30:32Sometimes you can really love somebody,
00:30:34and at the same time you just know
00:30:37that maybe you're not meant to be together.
00:31:01I love you.
00:31:11Oh, this thing's dirty.
00:31:14Can I keep this?
00:31:16What?
00:31:17Can I keep this?
00:31:19Babe, that's literally my favorite hoodie.
00:31:25Yeah, you can keep that.
00:31:27Next time I come, I'm taking it back.
00:31:29It's a rental for you.
00:31:30It's a rental, okay.
00:31:34Well, today's the day that I head back to the United States.
00:31:37I think we're pretty tired.
00:31:40But I still got a lot of packing that I need to do
00:31:42before I leave for the airport.
00:31:44And I'm still going to have to pack everything
00:31:48and make sure the kitties are ready to return home.
00:31:52You gonna help me pack my suitcase?
00:31:53Yes.
00:31:54Send me off with a kiss and a pat on the butt?
00:31:59Cleo's feeling pretty somber and sad, and I am too.
00:32:05Like, I thought I'd be able to emotionally
00:32:08kind of shut my emotions, but...
00:32:11Ah.
00:32:14Ah.
00:32:15Ah.
00:32:16Ah.
00:32:17Ah.
00:32:18Ah.
00:32:19Ah.
00:32:20Ah.
00:32:21Ah.
00:32:22Ah.
00:32:23Ah.
00:32:27You know, this journey could have been a lot smoother,
00:32:30but the situations that have cropped up,
00:32:32they have been difficult.
00:32:34Like, my insecurities when you are talking to, you know,
00:32:37single ladies at a bar.
00:32:39But I'm just holding on to the positives.
00:32:43You know, there's things that we've got to still
00:32:45kind of, like, process and decompress from,
00:32:47because some of the things that happen
00:32:49are kind of a little bit like a dent in our relationship.
00:32:53And I think that trust is an issue that we have to work on.
00:32:59That sounds pretty sucky.
00:33:01It sounds like, you know, our relationship is kind of scarred.
00:33:05Babe, that's how relationships go.
00:33:07Like, in this analogy, they're like cars.
00:33:09You know, you get into little fender benders here and there,
00:33:11but it's not like anything that's going to total the relationship.
00:33:14For me, the high definitely overrides the lows,
00:33:19because I feel like the highs have been really good.
00:33:25OK, before you start crying, stop crying,
00:33:28because I don't think that the negatives
00:33:31outweigh the positives at all.
00:33:33But it's like, you know, it's not necessarily like
00:33:36I can forget things that happened,
00:33:38because if I forget the things that happened between us
00:33:41that weren't as great,
00:33:43like, we're not going to be able to learn from anything, you know?
00:33:46We should be happy that we had a great time,
00:33:50and let's just focus on that.
00:33:52I got it.
00:33:57I'm aware that there have been difficulties
00:34:00and moments of awkwardness and misunderstanding.
00:34:07However, as an autistic transgender person,
00:34:10I have faced a lot of rejection and external prejudice
00:34:13that cis people wouldn't necessarily have to face.
00:34:17It is not easy to find somebody that accepts me for simply who I am.
00:34:22So I don't want to lose that.
00:34:25Let's get moving and get me out of here.
00:34:28But sometimes you can really love somebody.
00:34:31At the same time,
00:34:33you just know that maybe you're not meant to be together,
00:34:37and I've been in that.
00:34:39I've been in that position before,
00:34:42and it's f***ing hard.
00:34:45Oh.
00:34:56Well, sweetheart.
00:34:58Come on.
00:34:59It's just where I get off.
00:35:01Wish you were coming with me.
00:35:04But you better get on that plane and...
00:35:07Just kidding, that's Casablanca.
00:35:16You better hold on to all the positive memories, OK?
00:35:19Yeah.
00:35:21There's more adventures ahead.
00:35:23I love you.
00:35:25I love you too.
00:35:29Take care, OK?
00:35:31All right.
00:35:40F***!
00:35:46SHE SOBS
00:36:01MUSIC PLAYS
00:36:16Kissing Cleo for the last time, it's tough.
00:36:20I think I'm trying to be strong for her.
00:36:23I know that she's kind of a mess.
00:36:25You know, I'm trying to remind her and keep things light
00:36:28and make sure that she knows, like,
00:36:30hey, this ain't the last time that we're going to be together.
00:36:33But at the same time, we're separated geographically,
00:36:36and there's still a lot of unknowns.
00:36:39I don't know if my family will be able to come to terms with who she is
00:36:44or if, you know, if we can overcome all of her issues.
00:36:48I just don't know.
00:36:50MUSIC PLAYS
00:36:57Yeah, we're going.
00:36:59This relationship is super important to me,
00:37:01so anything negative that happens,
00:37:03I don't even want to hold on to that at all.
00:37:06But I don't know if Christian will have an easy time doing that.
00:37:10I just don't know whether I see, you know, that smile again.
00:37:14I'm just...
00:37:18SIGHS
00:37:22Cleo and I do have a lot going against us.
00:37:24She's the first autistic person that I've ever dated.
00:37:26She's the first trans person that I've ever dated.
00:37:28Here we are, leaving London.
00:37:31But I love Cleo, and I do care for her a lot.
00:37:35I don't know, there's just something about her.
00:37:37I think she's a very special person.
00:37:39Really, really one out of a billion.
00:37:43MUSIC PLAYS
00:37:49We are just about to take off.
00:37:54I messaged Cleo and I said that I already miss her.
00:38:05And I really don't know how I'm going to feel
00:38:07and I just want to take it back and stay tight.
00:38:09But...
00:38:12I guess we'll see.
00:38:24Do you still want to be in this relationship with me or not?
00:38:29I love you so much,
00:38:32but also you are my worst enemy.
00:38:35Things will not change.
00:38:39Will you miss me, do you think?
00:38:41Yeah.
00:38:42Just realistically, though, like, when...
00:38:44when could I see you next?
00:38:47This is our last night together,
00:38:49and there's a lot up in the air.
00:38:51I don't know what our next step in the relationship is.
00:38:54I've been thinking about it every day, like,
00:38:56could I live with you?
00:39:06It's turning into a lovely day.
00:39:08Right? And this is the most sun I've ever seen in England.
00:39:11What the heck's happening?
00:39:23Goodbye, Scotland. You were good to us.
00:39:27You're not awful.
00:39:29You're just moody sometimes.
00:39:31I'm sorry I'm moody.
00:39:33It's OK.
00:39:35Cos a lot of people can't handle my moodiness.
00:39:37I know, but it's perfect.
00:39:39I think you're pretty close to pretty.
00:39:41I'm not, babe.
00:39:43But thank you.
00:39:50Statler is going home to Texas tomorrow,
00:39:52and I'm going to miss Statler a lot.
00:39:55This morning,
00:39:57This morning,
00:39:59we got into a bit of a heated discussion,
00:40:01and for a moment there,
00:40:03I thought that me and Statler were going to break up,
00:40:06and that was an awful feeling,
00:40:08because I love Statler,
00:40:10and I don't want to be without her.
00:40:18Back at the old Dempsey stomping ground.
00:40:21Back at the old Dempsey stomping ground.
00:40:26We must have left the light on.
00:40:32Let's get this fire on.
00:40:35What a last solo night.
00:40:38Hopefully. That would be nice.
00:40:41You want to sit down and enjoy what precious moments we have left.
00:40:45Yeah.
00:40:47This is our last night together,
00:40:50and I'm relieved that we could get past this whole kid situation.
00:40:57But there's a lot up in the air,
00:41:00because, you know, she's not wanting me to move in with her.
00:41:04So I don't know what our next step in the relationship is.
00:41:09Feels like yesterday.
00:41:12I got here. It does.
00:41:15God, it's been a Jenny.
00:41:18Yeah, I feel like a lot's happened.
00:41:22It won't.
00:41:24Yeah. I know, that fire's really going.
00:41:28Will you miss me, do you think?
00:41:30Yeah.
00:41:31Just realistically, though, like, when could I see you next?
00:41:35Because I want to see you again.
00:41:37I want to see you soon.
00:41:40So I'll just be back a week after I leave?
00:41:43You can, if you want.
00:41:45No, I can't. Come on.
00:41:47You were, like, too much too fast is what you said, I think.
00:41:53Changed my mind.
00:41:58No, you didn't.
00:41:59I did.
00:42:02You can move in with me if you want.
00:42:07What?
00:42:08I want you here with me.
00:42:11No, you're joking.
00:42:13I'm not.
00:42:14You would have me stay with you, live with you in England.
00:42:19Yeah, it would be nice.
00:42:21Like, have you thought about it, though?
00:42:23Yeah. I've been thinking about it every day, like, could I live with you?
00:42:27Could I spend my time with you?
00:42:29And I think that, yeah, I could.
00:42:35When Statler first got here, I didn't want us to be rushing into things.
00:42:40But after all these, like, deep conversations,
00:42:44I feel that we bring out the best in each other.
00:42:48This is the biggest leap of faith I've taken,
00:42:51apart from when I left home when I was 18.
00:42:54But I do just want to be with her,
00:42:56and I'm ready now to take that next step
00:42:59and start our future together.
00:43:02Do you think the place is big enough for the both of us?
00:43:05Do you think? It's your place.
00:43:07Yeah, but it's whether you could adjust to farm life.
00:43:12Well, there might be some changes that could be made.
00:43:17But it doesn't matter where I live, I just want to be with you.
00:43:23I feel freaking shocked.
00:43:27I actually, I have no clue what changed her mind, but I'm happy it changed.
00:43:31I can't believe I'll be coming back to England in less than a month.
00:43:36I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with her,
00:43:39but I'm going to miss my Wi-Fi, my cell service, my hot shower.
00:43:45I won't have the convenience of everything that I'm used to having in America.
00:43:50I'm going to be making huge sacrifices to live with the love of my life.
00:43:57So I hope she's a million percent in.
00:44:00I'm really, really, really excited.
00:44:03Me too. I love you so much.
00:44:06I love you too.
00:44:09¶¶ ¶¶
00:44:30Like, do you still want to be in this relationship with me or not?
00:44:39You know, I feel like our relationship, it's...
00:44:43I love you so much, but also you are my worst enemy.
00:44:49And...
00:44:55In the end, you know, I'm scared.
00:44:58Things will not work, and things will not change.
00:45:03Things will not change.
00:45:07Things will change if we are both willing to change them.
00:45:10I mean, like, bad things that are unhealthy that cause us to fight.
00:45:15For me, it's difficult to, like, talk to you about how I feel, you know?
00:45:21So I got you a card.
00:45:25I don't know, I just, like...
00:45:27It's easier for me to, like, write things and, like, I don't know.
00:45:32Okay, let's see.
00:45:34Razvan, these past three weeks with you have been crazy,
00:45:39but also some of the best time of my life.
00:45:44You mean so much to me,
00:45:46and I don't want to go one day in this life without you.
00:45:51You are my soulmate, my protector, my knight in shining armor,
00:45:57my one true love.
00:46:00I will do anything for you and us.
00:46:04I'm sorry for everything I've done.
00:46:07I love you, Amanda.
00:46:10This is so sweet.
00:46:13You can be very romantic.
00:46:15I didn't see this trait of yours.
00:46:22You're welcome.
00:46:24It's just, like, a fresh start for us.
00:46:29What do you think?
00:46:33I'm feeling that I love you so much,
00:46:37and I want to make things work.
00:46:40I want to be with you.
00:46:46I felt like I really want to end this relationship,
00:46:49but this Amanda that is more involved and she's more commitment,
00:46:54this is the real Amanda.
00:46:56This is what I saw in Amanda in the beginning,
00:47:00and I really believe Amanda when she's telling me
00:47:03that she really wants to work on this relationship,
00:47:06and if things will change,
00:47:11maybe it's a mistake to give up.
00:47:15So, since you want to still continue our relationship
00:47:22and you have your visa,
00:47:26I was thinking about the time it would be good for you to come to the U.S.
00:47:32And what is the time?
00:47:34Well, I was thinking, you know, Thanksgiving,
00:47:38because I just feel like it would be a nice time for you
00:47:41to, like, meet the kids and then meet my other family.
00:47:45Well, I think that would be nice.
00:47:48I'm really excited.
00:47:53Are you going to miss my hugs?
00:47:56Yes.
00:47:58Are you going to miss my kisses?
00:48:01Yes.
00:48:03Are you going to miss something else that I do to you?
00:48:06Yes.
00:48:08You're going to miss Billy.
00:48:10You're going to miss Billy.
00:48:12He's a big boy.
00:48:15I didn't really know what to expect going into this dinner, honestly,
00:48:20and I feel, like, so happy.
00:48:23Like, I'm not going to be leaving here single.
00:48:27I'm just feeling so relieved.
00:48:32It's so sexy when you speak Romanian.
00:48:35When I speak Romanian?
00:48:37Maybe everything is just kind of just now falling into place.
00:48:41Like, maybe it took us a little bit,
00:48:43and we were meant to go through these hard times and these challenges
00:48:46so that we could learn from them and grow from them
00:48:48and be happy together in the future.
00:48:57Stop it. Let's go.
00:48:59I'm going to miss you.
00:49:01I'm going to miss you.
00:49:03I'm going to miss you.
00:49:05Let's go.
00:49:08Let's go home. We have work to do.
00:49:10We have work to do.
00:49:15I think that we need to be spending time together in the United States
00:49:19waiting for the annulment.
00:49:21No, I don't think so, Michelle.
00:49:24Nicola and I share religious beliefs,
00:49:27but we're seeing things a little bit differently here.
00:49:29How are you going to water this soil from Israel
00:49:32when I'm not in the same country?
00:49:34We're trying.
00:49:45Give me a kiss.
00:49:49No, you want to give me your gown? No!
00:49:52Oh, my God!
00:49:57The suitcase is so heavy, Michelle.
00:50:00It'll be fine, I think.
00:50:05Today, Misha is leaving Israel,
00:50:09and I feel very sad,
00:50:11but at the same time I feel very happy
00:50:13because now I know she's my fiancée.
00:50:16So he's taking you to the airport, Misha.
00:50:19Nicola, are you lying?
00:50:21No, I'm joking with you. Of course I will take you.
00:50:25It's very difficult to leave Nicola in Israel,
00:50:29especially because we don't know
00:50:32when we're going to see each other again.
00:50:35I miss you so much. I know. I miss you, too.
00:50:39We want to get married as quickly as possible,
00:50:42but the challenge in mine and Nicola's situation right now
00:50:46is that normally we would just immediately sign up
00:50:48for the K-1 visa, and as soon as you get it,
00:50:51he could come to the U.S. right away.
00:50:53But for our situation, I'm waiting for an annulment.
00:50:57I'm divorced,
00:50:59so in order to get remarried as a Catholic,
00:51:03I need to get from the church what is called an annulment.
00:51:07I've applied 5 months ago,
00:51:10but we don't know when or if
00:51:13that annulment is going to be granted.
00:51:16Bye. Bye, Rose.
00:51:19Oh, my God. Sad Nicole.
00:51:22So that leaves us in a major holding pattern
00:51:26wherein I can't even apply for the K-1 visa for Nicola,
00:51:31and that sucks.
00:51:35Oh, Misha is going to Minnesota!
00:51:39Wow, Nicola, what an adventure.
00:51:43Now that we're engaged, I would like a celebration for...
00:51:48Are you smelling your armpits again?
00:51:50Stop doing that. That's so gross.
00:51:53Ew.
00:51:55Okay.
00:51:57But when you come to the U.S.,
00:51:59I would really like to have, like,
00:52:02a proper engagement celebration, right?
00:52:06It is possible for Nicola to get a tourist visa
00:52:09and come to the United States
00:52:11and stay upwards of 3 months there.
00:52:13So in our situation, I think the best thing to do at some point
00:52:17is just for him to come to the U.S. and stay with me
00:52:20while we wait for the annulment.
00:52:22It's going to be very difficult.
00:52:24Going back to the phone, it's so, like...
00:52:26So, but this is exactly why
00:52:28I think that we need to be spending time together,
00:52:31physical time together, in the United States.
00:52:35You coming and just staying there
00:52:38and waiting for the annulment.
00:52:44No, I don't think so, Misha.
00:52:47Two or three weeks, okay,
00:52:49but to stay for a few months living here in the same home,
00:52:51no, that's not good.
00:52:53Opening door for the devil, and I hate the devil so much
00:52:56because he hate me and he hate you,
00:52:58and he want us to sin.
00:53:00I mean, this living with a woman,
00:53:03that's not good, Misha, for a long time.
00:53:05How are you going to water this soil from Israel
00:53:08when I'm not in the same country?
00:53:10We're praying that God will open the door
00:53:12and you get the annulment.
00:53:14There's not a solution, Misha.
00:53:16What do you prefer, to make sin and be happy?
00:53:21But that's not sinning.
00:53:23We don't have the same luxuries as other people
00:53:27not in an international situation.
00:53:31Nikola and I share religious beliefs,
00:53:34but we're kind of seeing things a little bit differently here.
00:53:37In my opinion, you just have to make
00:53:40a firm boundary in your relationship
00:53:42that even though we're under the same roof,
00:53:45you will not have premarital sex.
00:53:48We've been doing that this entire trip,
00:53:50and it's not an issue.
00:53:52So I would like to hear from Nikola
00:53:54a little bit more fire in the belly
00:53:57to try to hold this together
00:53:59and not just, well, I'll see you when I see ya,
00:54:02I'll see you when the annulment's done
00:54:04because I just don't want to be under the same roof as you.
00:54:07It just seems so cold and detached
00:54:10from the reality of what really keeps a relationship together,
00:54:14especially when you're talking about long distance.
00:54:17And that worries me a lot.
00:54:20Well, it's go time, Nikola.
00:54:24There's no turning back now, baby boy.
00:54:32Aw.
00:54:33I love you.
00:54:46I'll see you in Dubai.
00:54:49It's still sad.
00:54:52I know.
00:54:54And we miss you so much, Richard.
00:54:56We do.
00:54:58You're such an amazing woman, Richard.
00:55:01Just don't keep us in limbo for too long, okay?
00:55:05It's not fun.
00:55:10How do you feel?
00:55:13Sad.
00:55:16Aw, Nisha.
00:55:19My sweetheart.
00:55:22Of course I'm sad.
00:55:23I'm excited to go back home.
00:55:25I have a lot there,
00:55:26and I can't wait to see my kids and my family,
00:55:28but I'm leaving my best friend and my heart here as well,
00:55:33in Israel.
00:55:34So it's hard.
00:55:36I know it's difficult at the moment,
00:55:39but the future is bright.
00:55:44C8.
00:55:45I think he has to go from there.
00:55:47Thank you, sweetheart.
00:55:48I love you.
00:55:50I will miss you, Nisha.
00:55:51I'll see you, buddy.
00:55:53Have a nice flight.
00:55:54I will.
00:55:55I'll call you in New York.
00:55:56Yes.
00:55:57I will pray for you.
00:55:59I love you so much, Nisha.
00:56:00Bye, my love.
00:56:05Bye, Nisha.
00:56:07I love you.
00:56:08Love you, too.
00:56:13It worries me to think that there's still something out there
00:56:16that is beyond our control.
00:56:19But I think one of the most important things
00:56:22for Nikola and I to remember at this point
00:56:24is this Bible verse from 1 Corinthians 13, verses 4-7.
00:56:28Love is patient.
00:56:30Love is kind.
00:56:31It is not rude.
00:56:32It does not seek its own interests.
00:56:34It is not quick-tempered.
00:56:36It bears all things, believes all things,
00:56:40hopes all things, and endures all things.
00:56:49I do miss him already,
00:56:51and it's going to be a very long slide back to the U.S.
00:57:02Do you feel like you're ready for me moving here and everything?
00:57:07I do want you to move here.
00:57:09I do.
00:57:10It's just I'm feeling a lot of pressure.
00:57:13I mean, I don't want you to feel pressured
00:57:15to the point where you're just like, don't come.
00:57:19The night before I left, I was in my hotel room,
00:57:22minding my business, and she came back on her own.
00:57:25You know, I did not go over there
00:57:27with the intention of having sex with her.
00:57:30One thing led to another,
00:57:32but I didn't think I would be making a baby that night.
00:57:36Oh.
00:57:49Ugh, it feels like time has just flown.
00:57:54It has.
00:57:56I hate it.
00:57:57Yeah.
00:58:01I don't want to leave.
00:58:03I don't want you to leave.
00:58:05I just want to cuddle the rest of my life.
00:58:07Just end like this forever.
00:58:09Yeah, that would be nice.
00:58:11I don't want you to leave.
00:58:13I don't want you to leave.
00:58:15Just end like this forever.
00:58:17Yeah, that would be nice.
00:58:20It's our last morning together,
00:58:23and I can't believe that today's the day
00:58:25that I'm going to part ways with Dempsey.
00:58:28One.
00:58:30Two.
00:58:32Three.
00:58:33Ugh!
00:58:36Yeah, ma'am.
00:58:40You're going to make me drag myself out of here.
00:58:46No, no!
00:58:51The plan is to move here in less than four weeks
00:58:54once my lease is up.
00:58:57But even though I'm so excited
00:58:59that Dempsey wants me to move in with her,
00:59:01I'm terrified to leave
00:59:03because I'm just thinking about my ex
00:59:07and how it went down with her.
00:59:09I was supposed to move in with her,
00:59:11and when I left the country,
00:59:13you know, I got a phone call,
00:59:15and I got broken up with.
00:59:17So a lot could happen in that one month.
00:59:23So you want a pancake and a slice of toast?
00:59:26Yeah, please. That'd be awesome. Thank you.
00:59:32Do you feel like you're ready for this,
00:59:35for, like, me moving here and everything?
00:59:40I do want you to move here.
00:59:42I just feel like you're feeling anxious about things
00:59:46and I'm feeling a lot of pressure.
00:59:48What do you mean, pressure?
00:59:52Just because, like, you know,
00:59:54things like my toilet and the cold shower,
00:59:58I just worry that you're not going to be happy here for long.
01:00:03I mean, I don't want you to feel, like, pressured
01:00:05to the point where you're just like,
01:00:07don't come, it's too much, you know?
01:00:13I've never felt this way about anybody before,
01:00:16but I do know that Statler moving in with me will be hard.
01:00:21She's asking for all these changes,
01:00:23but I also think that
01:00:25she is going to have to adapt to my lifestyle as well.
01:00:29Hello.
01:00:32I don't want Statler to come here
01:00:34and her to expect me to change my whole life straight away.
01:00:38I don't think I'm ready for that.
01:00:41So I hope that we are making the right decision.
01:00:56It doesn't feel real.
01:01:01Can you get your space back?
01:01:03I don't want my space back.
01:01:07It's going to be like an empty space.
01:01:11Because you filled it.
01:01:37I'm going to miss you.
01:01:39I'm going to miss you.
01:01:41But you'll be back soon.
01:01:44Hopefully.
01:01:46If you don't decide you can't do caravan life.
01:01:50Once you get back to all your creature comforts.
01:01:54Creature comforts are nothing if I don't have you.
01:02:07Ah.
01:02:27I've never felt in love like this.
01:02:30I feel like I got unconditional acceptance with Dempsey.
01:02:34Like I could be weird and awkward
01:02:36and be fully accepted and fully loved.
01:02:38Like you just tell.
01:02:41I'm going to miss her smile and her like reassuring eyes.
01:02:45You'll be back soon.
01:02:47I know.
01:02:50Like I just look at her and she just like
01:02:53it just feels better.
01:02:55She makes me feel better.
01:02:58I love you.
01:02:59I love you.
01:03:00See you soon.
01:03:03I'm not going to say goodbye.
01:03:05I'm just going to awkwardly walk away.
01:03:08See you soon.
01:03:17Love you.
01:03:27I love you.
01:03:35What's going on?
01:03:45Come on.
01:03:49It's been about a month since I've been home from Vietnam.
01:03:52And last week Violet texted me
01:03:54and told me that she's pregnant.
01:03:56And it's mine.
01:04:00I'm really struggling on how to process this.
01:04:03I'm definitely in shock.
01:04:05I'm confused.
01:04:07I thought it was over.
01:04:09I really did.
01:04:11And now I could potentially be a dad.
01:04:14I don't know how to navigate this at all.
01:04:19So what happened?
01:04:21So she was very mean to me during the whole trip.
01:04:25She didn't even give me a hug or anything.
01:04:27But the night before I left, she came to me.
01:04:30I was in, you know, in my hotel room.
01:04:34Minding my business.
01:04:36And she came back on her own.
01:04:38And then the intimacy took place.
01:04:40Yeah.
01:04:42And it was nice.
01:04:43It was nice.
01:04:44I mean, she's 5'2".
01:04:46I'm 6'4".
01:04:47It was a lot of fun.
01:04:50You know, I did not go over there with the intention
01:04:53of having that type of relationship
01:04:56or having sex with her.
01:04:58But, you know, she came to the room.
01:05:01And then one thing led to another.
01:05:03It started out as a cuddle.
01:05:05And then, you know, a hand goes south
01:05:08and a lip goes north.
01:05:12I just, I was shocked.
01:05:14I did not expect her to do that.
01:05:16I just, I was shocked.
01:05:18I did not expect her to show up at all.
01:05:21It was nice.
01:05:22It really was nice.
01:05:24But I didn't think I would be making a baby.
01:05:27Like, that's nuts.
01:05:31Wait a minute, wait.
01:05:33Did you use something?
01:05:35No, I didn't take anything.
01:05:37Someone told you to take something.
01:05:39I said make sure you pack.
01:05:42But, but, because of the medication I am on,
01:05:47my, it's a one, less than 1% chance.
01:05:51Being that I'm on this medication,
01:05:53less than 1% chance that I can conceive.
01:05:59The reason why I have doubts right now
01:06:01is because Violet has lied to me in the past.
01:06:04And also from what my doctors have told me,
01:06:07I cannot get a woman pregnant
01:06:08because of the medication that I'm on.
01:06:10It's not that it could never happen.
01:06:11I would have to be off the medication
01:06:13for a certain period of time to bring up my sperm count.
01:06:16So I'm kind of like, how?
01:06:18But miracles do happen and life finds a way.
01:06:23So I don't know if she's actually pregnant
01:06:25or maybe she is and it's not mine.
01:06:28I don't put anything past her.
01:06:30But I don't want to be wrong and be a piece of crap.
01:06:34So I said, listen, I'll support you.
01:06:36Whatever you want to do, let's go and confirm this
01:06:39and get the test so I can get the results
01:06:42so I can understand what's going on.
01:06:44I called the international hospital
01:06:46and I said, I found a prenatal doctor.
01:06:49And I said, listen, and that speaks English.
01:06:52I said, I will pay for everything for your care.
01:06:56But go to this doctor.
01:06:58And she wouldn't do it.
01:07:02She said, no, I have my own doctor.
01:07:04So in the midst of all this, we're talking again, right?
01:07:07We're speaking.
01:07:08And I'm talking like, hey, can you please
01:07:12listen to classical music and jazz and headphones
01:07:14and put it on your belly?
01:07:15That's me, right?
01:07:17That's me.
01:07:18She's like, oh, that first night we were together.
01:07:23We're never talking about the pregnancy.
01:07:25And she comes out of nowhere and is like,
01:07:27why don't you just ask me to marry you already?
01:07:37Her saying, when are you going to marry me?
01:07:39It's kind of crazy.
01:07:41She knew she could play with him.
01:07:43She also knows he never had a kid.
01:07:45So he doesn't even have a blueprint to go off of.
01:07:49Then the minute that opportunity is there,
01:07:52you should marry me because I'm pregnant?
01:07:54So what does that mean?
01:07:55You're going to marry me and do what?
01:07:57Come to the United States.
01:08:02I hate, I hate to feel this way.
01:08:04But is she trying to become a citizen
01:08:08or get the green card or whatever?
01:08:10You don't think that's the situation?
01:08:11I don't think it was green card citizen thing
01:08:13because my time there was so difficult with her.
01:08:18Communications and I was just like, it's no way.
01:08:22Like, it just, I'm questioning everything at this point.
01:08:26You know, I want to be excited about this.
01:08:29But this whole baby thing is just not adding up.
01:08:34I don't want to get that emotionally attached
01:08:41based on the history of my relationship with Violet.
01:08:45I don't even really know for sure
01:08:47if I was the only man she was seeing.
01:08:49How are you, are you okay?
01:08:58It sucks because I really, really wanted this to work.
01:09:01You wanted it to work.
01:09:02I wanted it to work.
01:09:03Right.
01:09:10I'm 8,000 miles away.
01:09:11I cannot control anything.
01:09:13All I know is I need a DNA test to prove paternity.
01:09:17And if Violet is pregnant with my child,
01:09:20obviously I'm going to do the right thing.
01:09:23You know, I'm not going to allow my child
01:09:26to grow up without a father.
01:09:27I am going to do whatever it takes to be in my child's life.
01:09:31It's...
01:09:33I'm trying to keep it together here.
01:09:35You're not helping.
01:09:37You're really not helping.
01:09:39I just really hope I'm not being played.
01:09:43It just sucks.
01:09:45It sucks.
01:09:57They're going to find an excuse for us
01:09:59not to be together, baby.
01:10:03This is bad.
01:10:04This is really bad.
01:10:26I'm so sad.
01:10:29And tired.
01:10:45Yeah.
01:10:46We did.
01:10:56Yeah, I think so.
01:10:59Well, let's make sure.
01:11:01Okay.
01:11:03Oh.
01:11:07These are mine.
01:11:08These are yours?
01:11:10No, I mean, this would be...
01:11:12It's not I'm wearing these.
01:11:14It's mine and I will keep them.
01:11:17My last night with Rosvin,
01:11:19I feel like it was the best night in Romania,
01:11:24but also, like, the saddest night, too.
01:11:29Rosvin and I wasted a lot of time
01:11:31bickering and fighting over things
01:11:34that weren't that important.
01:11:35Like, you know, looking back.
01:11:37And it took me a long time
01:11:40to even feel comfortable enough
01:11:42to be vulnerable and open my heart to him.
01:11:47I wish I would have spent more time
01:11:50having moments like this.
01:11:53More intimate, close moments.
01:11:59I think it'll be a nice time for you to come to,
01:12:02like, for Thanksgiving and stuff.
01:12:04I'm excited to see that turkey.
01:12:07I mean, I feel like this is so American, you know?
01:12:10It is. It's only in America.
01:12:12I know.
01:12:15I'm feeling really happy that Amanda wants me there
01:12:18for the Thanksgiving and meeting her family.
01:12:21And I asked that from the first day.
01:12:24And this is, I was hoping.
01:12:26And now she really gives me what I want
01:12:28and makes me feel really excited for this.
01:12:58♪♪♪
01:13:05I'm sad that tomorrow I will wake up alone.
01:13:12I'll miss you.
01:13:14Aww.
01:13:16I'm gonna miss you.
01:13:21Don't cry.
01:13:24Next time that we see each other
01:13:27will probably be when you meet my kids, too.
01:13:32Yeah.
01:13:33You're ready for letting me in your life 100%?
01:13:40Yes.
01:13:42I want you to know how much I love you.
01:13:46I know.
01:13:48I know.
01:13:58When Jason passed away,
01:13:59I never thought I would find a love this strong again, ever.
01:14:04But I did.
01:14:05And coming to Romania kind of, like, opened my eyes
01:14:09to see, like, it's okay to continue on with your life.
01:14:13And, you know, I have to show my kids
01:14:16that it's okay to be happy,
01:14:18and their dad wanted that, you know?
01:14:21Like, it's okay.
01:14:23♪♪♪♪
01:14:29-♪♪♪♪
01:14:32They're too late to go.
01:14:34Mm-hmm.
01:14:40Hey.
01:14:41Hey, love.
01:14:42Love you.
01:14:46Hi.
01:14:47Hey, bye.
01:14:48Hi.
01:14:49-♪♪♪♪
01:14:52-♪ All of these emotions have me, yeah, oh ♪
01:14:59♪ You hold me, you hold me, yeah ♪
01:15:03♪ You knew that I was wrong, but you hold me ♪
01:15:07♪ Because your love was strong, oh ♪
01:15:13Since the beginning until this end of the trip,
01:15:16I feel like Amanda start to change,
01:15:18and she's more open with her feelings.
01:15:21And I really feel that she really care now.
01:15:26So I don't want her to leave,
01:15:29but I know I will see Amanda soon,
01:15:33and this gives me hope.
01:15:35-♪ I'm holding on ♪
01:15:39♪ Because your love was strong, oh ♪
01:15:43-♪♪♪♪
01:15:53Why did you have the Panamanian flag?
01:15:57What do you mean?
01:15:58I don't want to see the Panamanian flag
01:16:01in the background.
01:16:03In my mind, I am like, just give up.
01:16:06How is it possible?
01:16:08How can this be like this?
01:16:14-♪♪♪♪
01:16:17-♪♪♪♪
01:16:20I don't know how I'm gonna tell him.
01:16:22I don't know.
01:16:24-♪♪♪♪
01:16:27Baby, there you are.
01:16:30-♪♪♪♪
01:16:32-♪♪♪♪
01:16:35I'm so sick inside of this, babe.
01:16:38-♪♪♪♪
01:16:42Baby, just, I just went.
01:16:45I went through all the paper sh-t,
01:16:47and after making me wait for one and a half hour,
01:16:51they just said, oh, we're sorry.
01:16:54There is an issue processing my application,
01:16:58and I don't know what the issue is.
01:17:01-♪♪♪♪
01:17:04-♪♪♪♪
01:17:07-♪♪♪♪
01:17:09Listen.
01:17:11I'm trying to understand what happened.
01:17:13They didn't do your visa interview today.
01:17:15Is that what you're saying?
01:17:16-♪♪♪♪
01:17:18-♪♪♪♪
01:17:20Did they take your paperwork?
01:17:22-♪♪♪♪
01:17:24-♪♪♪♪
01:17:26Did you ask them when you can, you know,
01:17:28when you can get approval?
01:17:30-♪♪♪♪
01:17:37-♪♪♪♪
01:17:42That was it.
01:17:43That was it.
01:17:44I cannot explain anymore.
01:17:46-♪♪♪♪
01:17:48Yeah, I don't know what the heck it means,
01:17:50but they're gonna find an excuse just for us
01:17:55not to be together, baby.
01:17:58-♪♪♪♪
01:18:03-♪♪♪♪
01:18:07What do you mean?
01:18:09-♪♪♪♪
01:18:15-♪♪♪♪
01:18:22This is bad.
01:18:24This is really bad.
01:18:26You know, why didn't they at least take her in
01:18:28and interview her today?
01:18:29She came all the way out to the embassy,
01:18:31but they took her paperwork, so it's really weird.
01:18:35I spent so many hours in putting this package together
01:18:38to submitting our K-1 visa,
01:18:41but in the back of my mind,
01:18:43I'm trying to think about,
01:18:45what is it that we forgot?
01:18:49I don't really know what's going on.
01:18:52Right now, I'm not feeling very good about any of this.
01:18:57Baby, like, how is it possible?
01:19:00How can this be like this?
01:19:03They didn't tell you no.
01:19:05Did they tell you no?
01:19:08No yet. I don't know.
01:19:11There's got to be a reason for this.
01:19:14We're going to get to the bottom of this.
01:19:18They have every bit of information about me
01:19:22you can think of.
01:19:23Everything.
01:19:25And it is so freaking depressing
01:19:27because I prefer a no as an answer
01:19:31rather than no f***ing answer.
01:19:35It is like my life is again on hold.
01:19:39I cannot plan anything because,
01:19:41oh, everything depends on the visa, yes or no.
01:19:47We're so screwed.
01:19:49Like, this is never going to work.
01:19:51We're not screwed. We're not screwed.
01:19:54I wish I were as positive for you at this moment.
01:19:58I honestly can't be that positive,
01:20:01so I have to go.
01:20:03I don't want to talk.
01:20:05Yeah.
01:20:06I have to go.
01:20:07Okay?
01:20:09Okay.
01:20:10We talk later.
01:20:11You're going to be okay.
01:20:13Bye.
01:20:19Not good.
01:20:25Not good.
01:20:29What just happened?
01:20:31I mean, I heard some of it, but...
01:20:33Yeah, she's panicking,
01:20:35and I understand why she's panicking
01:20:37because we don't know anything.
01:20:40It doesn't make sense.
01:20:47There is a constant fight, you know,
01:20:49between my brain and my heart
01:20:53because, like, in my heart,
01:20:55I want to be with him in USA
01:20:57because I love him, you know?
01:21:01But in my mind, I am like,
01:21:03just give up.
01:21:04Just give up.
01:21:05Because I know for whatever reason
01:21:09they consider our love is not good enough
01:21:13for us to be in the same place.
01:21:17I'm done.
01:21:18I don't...
01:21:19I give up.
01:21:21This is it.
01:21:24This is it.
01:21:32Next time on
01:21:33Before the 90 Days The Couples Tell All...
01:21:37For the first time ever,
01:21:38we're joined by a live studio audience.
01:21:42Today is the big tell-all.
01:21:44It's exciting, but at the same time,
01:21:47you're walking into a den of wolves.
01:21:50Is there anybody y'all are not looking forward to seeing?
01:21:53Some of the other castmates are toxic as...
01:21:57Do you understand how fragile she is mentally?
01:22:01You better start standing by my side.
01:22:05Want to name any names?
01:22:07I think it's self-explanatory.
01:22:09What are you doing in the bars
01:22:11and talking with other girls?
01:22:13I didn't feel like I was doing anything wrong.
01:22:16There was a lot of boundaries that were crossed.
01:22:18Why would I go out
01:22:19and try to hook up with somebody who doesn't own it?
01:22:22Oh, my God, Christian.
01:22:25The man is the head of the house, okay?
01:22:28It's in the Bible.
01:22:29We just don't want to feel like
01:22:31we're kind of trapped in our own home.
01:22:33I do feel like he's going to come in
01:22:35and judge the hell out of you.
01:22:37Please, just...
01:22:38There's other fish in the sea.
01:22:41You talk about how bad our sex is to your ex?
01:22:46That's bullsh...
01:22:47I needed some validation from a male perspective.
01:22:51Once and for all,
01:22:52do you and Dane have a sex video
01:22:55from one month before Gino came to see you?
01:23:00Um, I know you're gonna get mad.
01:23:03Tyrae, I know that you have never had a chance
01:23:07to speak to Christian directly,
01:23:09but since filming, we've been able to dig up a new...