She_s The Eldest _ Full Movie _ Comedy Drama Movie
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00:00:00You
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00:01:08Leanne never asked to be born
00:01:10She most certainly never asked to be born the first of three and she definitely never asked for all the responsibility
00:01:16Being the oldest in the Bradbury house would entail
00:01:19You see her father would come up with excuses to leave the house for hours at a time most days and her mother well
00:01:27She was quite mysterious
00:01:28She would spend all of her time in the basement from which Leanne and her younger siblings Jamie and Polly
00:01:35Would hear their mother chanting strange words and shuffling about through the floor all this neglect left Leanne in charge of her siblings
00:01:42Which grew more and more tiresome to young Leanne?
00:01:46Then one day on her 16th birthday
00:01:48She decided to go to her best friend Olivia's house and escape her responsibilities for just this one night
00:01:55When she arrived home the next morning her mother informed her that her father had suddenly moved away
00:02:00He was never seen or heard from again
00:02:03The children's mother began to act increasingly more erratic the townspeople whispered. She was a witch and a madwoman
00:02:11Then in time she too disappeared
00:02:14Now left alone to care for Jamie and Polly
00:02:17Leanne switched to night school and a day job in order to avoid any questions from her classmates
00:02:23Which might result in separation from her siblings?
00:02:27Leanne chose this sacrifice on her own and did not complain
00:02:31But over time harbored a weight of mild subconscious resentment
00:02:43Not that Leanne did not love her siblings very much
00:02:46But how can you really enjoy the company of someone who's consuming your childhood?
00:02:50For one needs a childhood in order to discover to find out who they are naturally without that
00:02:57You must find the will to seek your identity later on
00:03:00After life has told you its own twisted story, which is one of the most difficult tasks of all
00:03:15Hello
00:03:20Hello
00:03:25Jamie's Jimmy, is that you are you okay? Yeah
00:03:33Yeah, it's me what is it what's the matter are you all right
00:03:42What what do you mean she's gone is she okay
00:03:51Oh, well, how do you know she's gone because it's been three weeks Oh
00:04:01Yeah, I'm so sorry
00:04:05Well, maybe she just needed a little time. Oh, yeah. Do you think that that's what it is?
00:04:09Did she just need some time? No, I don't think I don't think so
00:04:12You know as well as I do that when people leave they never come back. So what I want to know is
00:04:18What's wrong with me in this situation
00:04:21Nothing Jamie nothing is wrong with you. I'm pretty sure she met someone. I don't know that but I do know that and
00:04:30She's been telling me to grow up for the last three years. So maybe that's got something to do with it. I
00:04:36Mean do you think that's it? I don't know my chest hurts so bad that I might be having a heart attack
00:04:42I'm pretty sure I'm having a heart attack. So I need you to come
00:04:46Here now, I need you to come quick
00:04:49Do this alone not in this house
00:04:52Hon, it's really not the best time
00:05:01Also, I found a new box of moms in the basement
00:05:04And you and Polly could come go through it and split that stuff up anyway
00:05:08You can because I won't be needing it. Wait, what? What do you mean a new box? How do we miss that?
00:05:13Well, it was buried. It was buried in shit
00:05:19Listen Jamie, let me just think for a minute and then I will call you right back. Okay, okay
00:05:24Think about it and then come both of you. Please. Please come I need you. So I need you both
00:05:30You know what? It's like right? Yes
00:05:33Okay
00:05:35Okay, it's gonna be okay
00:05:38Yes, I think so too I think I have a very positive outlet on this situation, okay Jamie
00:05:43I'll talk to you in a minute. Okay. Okay, please come. Okay. Goodbye. Okay. Bye
00:06:08You
00:06:23I'm leaving you
00:06:27Where are you going?
00:06:29Jamie's Janet left him
00:06:31Is he threatening suicide again? Maybe you should go through with it this time and she'll never leave
00:06:37I can't say things like that. He's my brother
00:06:41Why not saying Polly she's got nothing else to do
00:06:47Polly's not answering shocking. Okay, when you coming back? I don't know a couple days. Maybe I'll call
00:06:56All right, well don't be surprised if I can't get to the phone I got a lot of stuff going on this week
00:07:01What does that mean?
00:07:03That means I am very busy and I may miss your call
00:07:06Kids
00:07:08Jada can handle it. Jada is only 14. You did just fine at that age, didn't you?
00:07:21And see you later, okay
00:07:36Hey
00:07:38So she finally did it good for her sucks for Jamie though. What's he gonna do without her? He doesn't know how to wash a dish
00:07:45Maybe he should kill himself. Jesus Polly. You can't say things like that. He's your brother
00:07:51What I can't take care of him. He's exhausting
00:07:53It's like a Tasmanian devil running through the house leaving shit everywhere in his path
00:07:58Crying about everything switching hobbies daily
00:08:01Yeah, I know you're serious and that's disturbing but that is way more to do with you and your impatience than with him
00:08:08You're thinking the same thing. You're just not saying it out loud
00:08:13So, are you coming or not? No, I got my own shit to worry about he doesn't care if I'm there anyways
00:08:18He just needs you. He's such a child that I'm not important because I'm not motherly
00:08:23All I want is to be with him. I don't care if he's sick. I don't care if he's sick
00:08:27He's such a child that I'm not important because I'm not motherly all men just want somebody to be their mom
00:08:32It's not me. I'm not a nurturer
00:08:35Well, that's not entirely true. You can kind of be soft if you try to be
00:08:41And besides, I don't know how you can forget you guys were best friends when you were little only because we had to be
00:08:47Freedom of choice doesn't really exist in that kind of environment
00:08:50Aren't you a little curious? What's in the box?
00:08:53Do you even actually believe there's a box or do you think Jamie's just making it up because he's desperate and when we get there
00:08:58He just magically loses it
00:09:01He's not that clever
00:09:04Besides it's been way too long since we've been together. Just the three of us. It might be kind of fun
00:09:10Come on, Polly. They've been together four years. How would you feel?
00:09:18Fine but I need you to pick me up on your way and just
00:09:22Don't tell him I'm coming. Okay, just in case I change my mind
00:09:39So what happened to your car that psycho Jethro took a power gel to me underneath now, it's leaking fluid what
00:09:47Well, that's insane
00:09:49What did you do to him nothing just broke up with him freaking raging alcoholic
00:09:55God, why don't you just assume that it's my fault?
00:09:58I didn't I don't assume it's your fault, but you do kind of have a tendency to make people nuts and then you run away
00:10:05Wait, didn't you two just get couples photos together?
00:10:09Not really. He's an amateur model on his friends photographer. So they just invited me but they're still posted online
00:10:15I mean, I look pretty good gotta admit
00:10:19And before you even say anything, he is not that hot. Okay, my friends are still mourning my breakup, which I initiated
00:10:27Thank you very much, which I have been over
00:10:30sick
00:10:31If you cut off all his hair, he's just a six. Anyways, wasn't he really big into church?
00:10:36He tells people he is but he's much more in alcohol looking himself in a mirror
00:10:40He calls me an abomination because I've slept with like one or two chicks
00:10:44His best friend's a lesbian he says she's going to hell all the time. It's just an angry monster
00:10:50it's a major mommy-daddy issues, I guess that's why I thought we'd get along but
00:10:56You try to get me in a bondage and shit something wrong with a guy like that
00:11:05You and Jamie can commiserate you can go out bar hopping together. I quit drinking it makes me manic-depressive
00:11:12And don't lump me in with Jamie, all right, we're not the freaking same I choose to be single Jamie's just unbearable I
00:11:20Do fine alone. I feel like I've been alone my entire life
00:11:24Okay, you haven't been alone your entire life and Jamie is not unbearable. He's just complicated. He can be very sweet
00:11:31thoughtful and fun
00:11:34He's very talented. None of that holds a freaking candle to all his flaws
00:11:38I mean, don't be so in denial about how Jamie is. He's not your responsibility more. He's not your kid. I'm not in denial
00:11:45and just because you have to call the cops on your boyfriends doesn't mean everyone else is terrible at picking relationships and
00:11:53Jamie is not crazy. He has just had a hard life. We've all had a hard life
00:11:59No, we have our choices
00:12:01Speaking of choices, how's Robert doing?
00:12:04Collecting enough guns for doomsday yet. Okay, let's just leave Robert out of this. Can we please I
00:12:11Mean just because you're a single you don't have to pick on me. I'm not jealous of your settling on the easy route of submission
00:12:19What was that
00:12:22What no, yeah
00:12:25No, I didn't even see it. Are you sure positive? Oh
00:12:30my god, I
00:12:32Didn't see it. I didn't mean to who cares. It's just an armadillo. I swear to God. I didn't mean to
00:12:38What was that?
00:12:40My check engine light just came on why I don't know. I don't know why what if that armadillo popped up and busted something
00:12:46Just stop with the armadillo. Okay, I feel terrible
00:12:49Yeah, I'm not trying to be stuck at Jamie's house. This shit better not break down. It's not gonna break down
00:13:02Oh
00:13:33No, I want to do this alone
00:13:35What's going on with the toilet? I've murdered my bird Fanny
00:13:40And I tried to flush him down there and now rainbow feathers keep coming up sick. It makes perfect sense, though
00:13:48Dad mom Janet and now Fanny everybody leaves me. Okay, that's not true. Jamie. We're here right now
00:13:55And we love you, but you don't love me. You love your husband and those bullshit kids. Let's just take a deep breath
00:14:02Here take one of these. I'll be alone forever
00:14:05Do you guys get in a really big fight or something? Of course, we got into a big fight. That's all we do is fight
00:14:11She thinks I'm lazy and immature, but she's meticulous and she takes no responsibility for her faults
00:14:18Well, she doesn't have any faults, but my friends thought she was a bitch
00:14:21Your friends thought she was a bitch or you told them she's a bitch. So that's what they thought. Let me finish
00:14:27So I wanted to have a child and then she didn't think we were ready. No, you're not
00:14:33And she didn't like me hanging out with Pete who's Pete Pete's my friend. You were Jerry Jerry's roommate. Yeah, I remember Jerry, you know
00:14:41Like this right now like this what's going on right here this I know my body
00:14:47So if I tell you that it's time like you have to take me to the hospital
00:14:53Sounds like you just have really bad anxiety probably just cut out the caffeine smoke some weed. Oh, no, it feels like someone is literally
00:15:02Torn it in my chest and just rip my heart out like like an Indiana Jones in the Temple of Doom
00:15:06And why can't anyone just love me for me? Why can't any of us be loved? Okay, Polly not a great time
00:15:13I really think there's something wrong with us. There's nothing wrong with us
00:15:18Listen, Jamie. This is how love is for everybody
00:15:22Everyone just pretends like it's great and it's perfect, but it's not it's hard
00:15:28And sometimes we think people are the best we can do when really they're not
00:15:34Okay
00:15:37Listen why don't you lie down?
00:15:39Take a little rest. Okay. Here's your blankie
00:15:44Polly and I'll go and we'll clean up the house and and then we can all have a nice family dinner
00:15:50How's that sound? Okay. Okay. Do you remember how to make the sauce?
00:15:54Yeah, I think I remember two cans of tomatoes
00:15:58I'm really glad you guys are here. I
00:16:03Feel strangely aroused right now. Okay, not appropriate
00:16:27You
00:16:49How weird is this what
00:16:53Everything is the same. It just has a layer of Jamie's junk on top
00:16:57Yeah, it is kind of eerie oh
00:17:01Wow
00:17:04Look how much you look like mom
00:17:06No, what what you guys have the same everything. Mm-hmm. I always thought she looked more like you and Jamie
00:17:15Look at her she radiated from within
00:17:19Do you ever notice that how her face is brighter than the rest of ours it's like she's glowing
00:17:26You know, I guess insanity allows for a certain glow
00:17:30We're all insane in some ways, but we were driven insane. She just was from the get-go
00:17:38Wait, she's pregnant in this photo. That's the glow really? Yep
00:17:48God she'd be so disappointed in me. Why would you even say that?
00:17:53Same reason you are
00:17:56Gotten in tons of trouble not married. Don't have kids
00:18:01Don't have any of my shit figured out yet
00:18:04Neither mom or I was pregnant until we were in our 30s
00:18:09And I'm not disappointed in you and mom always loved what a free spirit you were
00:18:15Maybe
00:18:18And it's so weird here
00:18:21Feels like little kid asses are gonna run by yeah
00:18:26Can like it
00:18:29Yeah, I also had more time the stability here
00:18:33You have more good memories
00:18:38What is that smell there's a dead parrot
00:18:49Ladies
00:18:51You're looking at a new man. Yeah. Yeah good. I think all I really needed
00:18:56Was a nice nap
00:18:57Now I feel refreshed
00:19:00rejuvenated things of that nature
00:19:03Anyway, it's like my friend Pete used to say
00:19:05It's not the who what where why it's just a rejection once you get past the rejection
00:19:10That's the hardest part, you know, you can move on. Yeah, that sounds right. That's a good way to look at it, actually
00:19:16Hmm and if Janet wants to go suck on some other guy's cock, that's her prerogative not mine
00:19:20You blame her I'm not gonna sit around here moping whenever my best sister Leanne is in town and Polly
00:19:28Hey, Jamie, what was in that box of moms you mentioned?
00:19:31knickknacks patty wax
00:19:33this necklace
00:19:36Wow
00:19:37You mind if I keep it? No, you go ahead. You found the box. What about you Polly?
00:19:41Do you mind if I keep the necklace? No, I don't give a shit. I
00:19:45Don't want anything in that box of mom's well if mom were here to hear you say that she would probably be upset
00:19:50Yeah, I agree with Jamie on this. Yeah. Well mom's not here. So this is what I think of her feelings
00:20:01Hey Polly, do you remember how you used to sleepwalk and go out looking for cubby bear?
00:20:11Yeah
00:20:13Left that door open. Well, I did there was a terrible smell
00:20:19Well, yeah
00:20:22How are my nieces and nephew they're fine, thank you for asking
00:20:28Liam just got baptized. What?
00:20:31Yes
00:20:34Mom would roll over in her grave mom's not dead
00:20:39Well, Jamie, we don't know that for sure
00:20:42Mmm, here's another hot take
00:20:45Mom's not crazy. Well, you clearly are. Mmm. No
00:20:49No, what's crazy is you?
00:20:52Parading around town like you're an artist when we all know you're not you're a basic bitch
00:20:57You're a selfish basic bitch. You can go yourself Polly. Stop. Why did I come here?
00:21:04James Alexander Brown
00:21:06James Alexander Bradbury you sit down and you eat your spaghetti
00:21:11Okay, but I'm not gonna make eye contact with that troll. Okay, I don't I don't understand why we can't just have a nice family
00:21:18dinner, I mean
00:21:20mom and dad would want us to if they were here probably to move on and to love each other and get along and
00:21:27We should right? I mean, this is it. This is what we've got. We've got each other
00:21:32Well, I have my family but you guys are my first family and your best family and yes
00:21:39We all went through something difficult
00:21:41but
00:21:43but if things hadn't happened exactly how they did if I hadn't gotten to take care of you guys and
00:21:49Who knows what kind of mother I would be and who knows where you guys would be and nobody knows where mom and dad are
00:21:55And really do you guys even really care where dad is?
00:21:59It's probably dead in a ditch somewhere that's probably true
00:22:04But think about it
00:22:06Weren't we lucky that things happened when they did?
00:22:10If someone had realized that we were alone you two would have been put into foster care
00:22:16We would have been separated
00:22:19It was mom she was looking out for us. Oh
00:22:23He's cracked
00:22:25No, no, I've been living here I've been living with the memories they're fresh I
00:22:32Think the demons mom was seeing that I don't think they're demons at all. I think we let other people
00:22:38Influence us into thinking that she was crazy, but she wasn't crazy. We're crazy. I
00:22:44Really think we should get him committed for public safety. Well, I can see my company is not enjoyed here. I
00:22:51Love you Leanne, and I'll see you tomorrow morning. Good night. That's for you. Polly. You'll die alone ditto
00:23:03Well, I hope you are happy with yourself, I don't know why you made me come here
00:23:20I
00:23:50I
00:24:20I
00:24:50Oh
00:25:04Jesus what you doing?
00:25:06drinking some coffee
00:25:08Hmm. It's a long tall drink
00:25:11Movement caught my eye
00:25:13Mm-hmm. I
00:25:15Don't blame you. Sean's pretty hot
00:25:18Sean
00:25:19Yeah, it's Sean how he was a great about me in high school. Mm-hmm
00:25:23Just a grade
00:25:25So what's age?
00:25:27Dated a 40 year old. It felt like he was younger than me the whole time. Sounds like a solid choice Polly
00:25:34Hey, as long as he's over 18, he's fair game as far as I see it
00:25:39Unless you're married if you're married trying to get down
00:25:42Made your shit human. Yeah, I'm not a shit human. I just
00:25:47Happen to look out the window and he ran by
00:25:50Wasn't talking about you
00:25:52Women are a totally different story. We deserve to cheat
00:25:56all the shit we take
00:26:00Hmm he has a little brother. His name's Benny. He was always a smoke show. I still some good dick
00:26:09Wonder if he still lives here
00:26:12Hmm I'm happily married
00:26:24When you got pregnant did your body tell you it was ready what like did your body say impregnate me to you
00:26:32This morning feeling like super fertile like somebody's just ready to lay eggs and spit out a puppy
00:26:37Maybe maybe you're psychic like mom's friend Edith used to say
00:26:42Oh
00:26:51How have you been oh good good
00:26:55great, actually
00:26:57My god, I'm what has it been 25 years? Yeah. Thanks. Oh sophomore year
00:27:03Yeah, I
00:27:05I heard you finished in night school.
00:27:08I know that must have been hard.
00:27:10Oh, yeah, no.
00:27:12I survived.
00:27:15I really missed you.
00:27:16I mean, it just wasn't the same with Tracy and I.
00:27:20I mean, she was always the quiet one, and...
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:24I missed you guys, too.
00:27:28So, uh, I mean, do you...
00:27:32do you still live here? Do you live nearby?
00:27:36Yeah, I do.
00:27:38I went to O-TRIP, and I got my associate's degree.
00:27:41Then I got married, and then I took a couple years off
00:27:45to have kids.
00:27:46And now I'm a hairstylist, if you can believe that.
00:27:49Oh, wow.
00:27:51I always thought you would go into science.
00:27:54So...
00:27:56So, who's your husband?
00:28:00Well, um...
00:28:04It's Ted Greer.
00:28:08Oh.
00:28:10Wow. That's great.
00:28:14Well, it was after you'd left school,
00:28:16and we hadn't heard from you in so long.
00:28:20You know, we just...
00:28:22just had each other.
00:28:23Mm. Yeah.
00:28:28You know, Leigh Ann, I...
00:28:31I always wanted to tell you how sorry I was
00:28:33about everything that went on.
00:28:37I mean...
00:28:40you got kind of distant when your...
00:28:42when your dad left.
00:28:44But then with your mom,
00:28:45you just kind of disappeared from your friends, too.
00:28:50I mean, in a different way.
00:28:53You know, I saw her out, and she was...
00:28:55Oh, no. You don't...
00:28:56Please, you don't have to tell me.
00:28:59She was a sick woman, and it really is...
00:29:03I...
00:29:05I know it was hard,
00:29:07especially with the whole town talking about it.
00:29:09So, how's Ted?
00:29:13Oh, he's good.
00:29:15He's a coach now.
00:29:17Wow. A coach.
00:29:21Neat.
00:29:22Hey, Leigh Ann, we better get going
00:29:23if you're gonna get that portrait done tonight.
00:29:26Portrait?
00:29:28Yep. Leigh Ann's a painter now.
00:29:29She's got her own studio in the big city.
00:29:32Wow.
00:29:33A painting. That is so cool.
00:29:36I bet you still write then, too.
00:29:38What makes you say that?
00:29:40Well, because you were always so good at it, of course.
00:29:45Yeah.
00:29:49Well...
00:29:51it was really good to see you.
00:29:53If you ever need a haircut or, you know,
00:29:56your makeup done,
00:29:58change something different.
00:30:07I'll see ya.
00:30:12What the f... was that?
00:30:13What the f... was that?
00:30:14You had to make me a painter?
00:30:15Like, it's not cool enough for me to be a mom?
00:30:17Like, it's not valid to have a family?
00:30:20Um, no, it clearly wasn't valid enough for you
00:30:22because you didn't f... tell her about that.
00:30:25And, really, what the takeaway here is,
00:30:27what a f... friend.
00:30:29Jesus Christ, she just found her window
00:30:31and went straight in for the kill.
00:30:34I just pushed them together.
00:30:37I opened the window, and they walked through it.
00:30:41I mean, what do I expect, really, right?
00:30:44Decent human being shit.
00:30:46That's what you should expect.
00:30:48God, why'd she even have to bring up Mom?
00:30:51I mean, like, she didn't f...
00:30:53Like, you didn't know she saw.
00:30:54Of course she saw. She f... told everybody about it.
00:30:57People f... suck. Everyone sucks.
00:31:00God, what a f...
00:31:02I don't even like saying that word, but...
00:31:04fake bitch c...
00:31:06God, she could have married anybody.
00:31:09It doesn't matter.
00:31:12I got Robert.
00:31:14Yeah, but he f... sucks.
00:31:15Okay, Polly, please, Polly, please.
00:31:17Can you just leave things alone sometimes?
00:31:20I just don't understand why you don't stick up
00:31:22for yourself anymore.
00:31:23I mean, you used to. I don't get it.
00:31:25I do, too.
00:31:27Okay, uh, against me and Jamie,
00:31:29but not against her, not against Robert,
00:31:31not against the kids.
00:31:33I just don't understand what happened to you.
00:31:35Okay, just lay off me already, all right?
00:31:38Just lay off of me.
00:31:41I realized I forgot to give you my business card.
00:31:45See ya.
00:31:50Thanks, Livvy.
00:31:52F...
00:31:54F...
00:32:24Mmm.
00:32:28Mmm.
00:32:38All right, we'll send someone over.
00:32:40Thank you, thank you so much.
00:32:42We'll be here.
00:32:44You have reached Robert Jacobs.
00:32:46I can't come to the phone right now.
00:32:54Jamie?
00:33:00Jamie?
00:33:04Jamie?
00:33:08Jamie?
00:33:10Jamie?
00:33:16Jamie?
00:33:18Yeah?
00:33:20What are you doing down there?
00:33:22I was packing up this box for you guys.
00:33:24Well, I, uh, just called the car place
00:33:26and they're sending somebody over.
00:33:28Okay.
00:33:30So...
00:33:32what are you gonna do today?
00:33:34I was thinking about
00:33:36paying my respects to Fannie
00:33:38and masturbating
00:33:40but not necessarily in that order.
00:33:42Hey,
00:33:44what do you think I should say
00:33:46in the eulogy?
00:33:48Oh, for Fannie?
00:33:50Yeah.
00:33:52I don't know.
00:33:54I don't think there's any rules about it.
00:33:56I think you just say whatever's in your heart.
00:33:58Whatever you're feeling.
00:34:00Dearly beloved,
00:34:02we're gathered here today
00:34:04to pay our respects to our brother Fannie
00:34:06who, by nature,
00:34:08played a pivotal role
00:34:10in this vast cosmic opera.
00:34:12Fannie,
00:34:14I probably could have been
00:34:16a better caregiver,
00:34:18could have fed you more,
00:34:20gave you more affection,
00:34:22but I had other things going on.
00:34:24Now you're gone,
00:34:26that's the cross I have to bear.
00:34:28Do you have any words, Polly?
00:34:30Um, Fannie,
00:34:32you were a pretty cool bird.
00:34:34I'd hope it would be as a bird.
00:34:36Um,
00:34:38I told you to say cocksucker once.
00:34:40That's pretty cool.
00:34:42You forgot how to do it after a while.
00:34:44Probably for the best.
00:34:46Um, I guess that's probably my fault,
00:34:48not yours.
00:34:50Uh, I hope your spirit
00:34:52lives on and finds a new vessel.
00:34:54Like an eagle.
00:34:56Sure.
00:34:58Like an eagle.
00:35:00Fannie, I'm glad
00:35:02you got to know
00:35:04your gentle weary soul.
00:35:06Now it's time to go.
00:35:08Fly
00:35:10away,
00:35:12little angel bird.
00:35:14Yesterday's gone.
00:35:16Well,
00:35:18so long.
00:35:20whistling
00:35:22whistling
00:35:29guitar
00:35:31playing
00:35:33guitar
00:35:35playing
00:35:39guitar
00:35:41playing
00:35:47guitar
00:35:49playing
00:35:52Hi.
00:35:53Leanne?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:55I'm Sean.
00:35:56Corny called me about your car.
00:35:57Oh, great.
00:35:59Thanks for coming.
00:36:00What's the problem?
00:36:01I hit an armadillo.
00:36:02My check engine light came on, and then it just died.
00:36:03An armadillo?
00:36:04It was an accident.
00:36:05Well, of course.
00:36:06Well, let me take a look.
00:36:07Oh.
00:36:08Oh.
00:36:09Oh.
00:36:10Oh.
00:36:11Oh.
00:36:12Oh.
00:36:13Oh.
00:36:14Oh.
00:36:15Oh.
00:36:16Oh.
00:36:17Oh.
00:36:18Oh.
00:36:19Oh.
00:36:20Oh.
00:36:21Oh.
00:36:22Oh.
00:36:23Yeah.
00:36:24H-h-h-h.
00:36:25W-w-what happened?
00:36:26What?
00:36:27I broke my ankle.
00:36:28Thank you for asking.
00:36:30I'm broken too.
00:36:34Ohh.
00:36:35Ahh.
00:36:36Wei A-nd Bradbury, right?
00:36:38Uh, Jacob's now.
00:36:41Oh.
00:36:42Didn't you used to live here?
00:36:45Yeah, I used to.
00:36:47I'm just visiting my brother.
00:36:50That's where I'm staying down the street.
00:36:52I don't live there either.
00:36:54Where do you live?
00:36:56Nashville.
00:36:58Hopefully get back there soon.
00:37:00What's in Nashville?
00:37:02Well...
00:37:04I thought I had a record deal.
00:37:06Then the owner of the label went to prison for fraud.
00:37:10So I was into all that.
00:37:12Came back, save some money,
00:37:14and cool off if I try again.
00:37:16You're a musician. That's cool.
00:37:18If you want to call it that.
00:37:20I guess I'm just trying to fake it till I make it.
00:37:23What about you? What do you do?
00:37:25I'm a caregiver. I give care.
00:37:28So what do you think about the engine?
00:37:30Do you think you can fix it?
00:37:32Actually...
00:37:34I don't know how to tell you this.
00:37:36But it looks like that little fella smashed up
00:37:39and ricocheted around the back of my car.
00:37:42It looks like that little fella smashed up
00:37:45and ricocheted around so hard it broke a rod in your engine.
00:37:48No.
00:37:50Most likely needs to be replaced.
00:37:52No.
00:37:54I'm sorry. It's an expensive bust.
00:37:56Poor little guy must have banged around pretty hard under there.
00:38:02Look, I'm sorry. Don't cry.
00:38:04Don't cry. It's okay.
00:38:06Listen, I'm gonna call around.
00:38:08Maybe there's something sitting in the junkyard somewhere.
00:38:12When I find it, I'll bring it by, and I'll fix it.
00:38:15You can just owe me dinner or something.
00:38:17It's very kind of you, but it's not about the money.
00:38:20It's just...
00:38:22God damn it, that poor Armadillo.
00:38:25Oh, come here. It's all right.
00:38:28It's all right.
00:38:34Can't imagine you ladies are gonna let me drink alone.
00:38:39Fine, but you guys better be sweet to me tomorrow when I'm really needy.
00:38:43Oh, wait. Let's toast.
00:38:45To coming home.
00:38:51So boring here. I don't know how you do it.
00:38:53It was a lot easier when I had a love in my life.
00:38:56Of course, I'm speaking of Janet, the great bitch.
00:38:59I wish everyone would shut the fuck up about love.
00:39:02It doesn't exist.
00:39:04Nobody says I love you to me anymore.
00:39:06I love you.
00:39:08I learned how to say it first.
00:39:10Polly Bradbury, as I live and breathe.
00:39:13Hi, Benny.
00:39:15How's it going? Heard you were back.
00:39:17Yeah, unfortunately.
00:39:19Why are you back?
00:39:21I guess I'm just trying to relive my glory days.
00:39:24Oh, good. Off to a rollicking start.
00:39:26What is it, the meeting of the Teamsters?
00:39:28Hello again.
00:39:30Hi.
00:39:32I have a couple leads on that engine.
00:39:34Awesome.
00:39:36Great.
00:39:38Jamie, hit?
00:39:40Oh, yeah, could I please? Oh, no, thank you.
00:39:42I'm not trying to smoke pot with a bunch of philistines.
00:39:44So, no?
00:40:02I think it's time for everybody.
00:40:04Now, you just tricked yourself into caring
00:40:07and then let your parents trick you into playing sports.
00:40:10You just had to not do that, and then it would have been fun.
00:40:13What about you?
00:40:15No.
00:40:17I never felt like I fit in.
00:40:19I was a little emo and wrote poetry,
00:40:22so basically I was...
00:40:24You?
00:40:26I was invisible.
00:40:28I also wrote poetry.
00:40:30And I had to drop out of school in the 10th grade.
00:40:33I think anybody with brains or personalities or artists
00:40:37just had a hard time.
00:40:39We're all angry, and we don't understand why
00:40:42until we find an outlet, and then it's just like...
00:40:45I think just artists feel that way.
00:40:49I'm sure mathematicians, politicians, inventors, lawyers,
00:40:54all feel that resistance.
00:40:56Every human probably feels a calling.
00:40:58Some just don't choose to go toward it.
00:41:01Some find it harder and more painful not to go toward it.
00:41:06What do you feel called to do?
00:41:08Music.
00:41:10I always thought I'd do something in music.
00:41:13Maybe I could teach music.
00:41:15Maybe I'd produce music.
00:41:17I bet your music's really good.
00:41:20My life's guiding me in directions I don't even understand at the moment.
00:41:24What about you?
00:41:26Um...
00:41:29Nurture.
00:41:31Nurturer?
00:41:33No, you just don't remember what you like to do anymore.
00:41:35Hey, Polly, what I want and what you want are two different things.
00:41:39Well, just say something else for conversation's sake.
00:41:41Okay, um...
00:41:44Writer.
00:41:46But every time I sit down to do it, I suck.
00:41:48Really?
00:41:50Yeah.
00:41:51Why don't you ever tell anybody about that?
00:41:53Because he's the first person who's ever asked me.
00:41:57What about you, Jamie?
00:41:59Well...
00:42:01I've been thinking about getting into homebrewing.
00:42:03You know, different styles.
00:42:05Amber ale, cream ale, black ale.
00:42:08Oh, like beer.
00:42:10Yeah, like beer.
00:42:12Sick.
00:42:14The styles that no one wants to drink anymore.
00:42:17Why?
00:42:19Out of spite.
00:42:22Because nothing matters. None of this matters.
00:42:25That's the smartest thing you've ever said.
00:42:27Well, then I've got one up on you.
00:42:30Hey, uh...
00:42:33Hey, what if we watched a movie?
00:42:34That's what we should do, watch a movie.
00:42:36Yeah, 3.30 a.m., let's start a f****** movie.
00:42:38Oh, my God, just chill.
00:42:40There's no such thing as a bedtime.
00:42:41Bedtime is now. This is bedtime.
00:42:45Stay up all night.
00:42:50Jamie, if you want to go to bed, just go to bed.
00:42:53This is bedtime.
00:42:58Good night.
00:43:02I hope he has nice dreams.
00:43:24You like my picture, Mommy?
00:43:26It's so good, sweetie. Daddy's gonna love it so much.
00:43:29Morning.
00:43:30Morning.
00:43:31Good morning.
00:43:32There's some more milk on the stove for you, just like you like it.
00:43:35Oh, my milk.
00:43:38Oh, honey, today's the day we're putting in the new computer system.
00:43:41Goddamn it!
00:43:43Honey, are you okay?
00:43:45I burnt my hand.
00:43:46Do you need some ice?
00:43:48No, I don't need any goddamn ice.
00:43:50Jack!
00:43:53I'm sorry that I yelled.
00:43:57It's just that goddamn pan.
00:43:59Are you okay, Daddy?
00:44:01Yeah, yes, I'm fine.
00:44:05I guess Daddy just needs a little rest.
00:44:11I have to pee.
00:44:36Do you like my picture, Daddy?
00:44:38Oh, let me look at it, sweetheart.
00:44:49Goddamn it!
00:44:51Goddamn it!
00:44:53Goddamn it!
00:45:09I think I got really high.
00:45:13Yeah, I think I might be too high.
00:45:17I'm really struggling to follow this movie.
00:45:21I didn't realize we smoked so much.
00:45:24Me either.
00:45:27I may be a lightweight, though.
00:45:29I don't get out much.
00:45:31Why not?
00:45:33I had a broken heart for a while.
00:45:36You're too young to let that stop you from living.
00:45:40No.
00:45:41No, it was my mom.
00:45:44She had cancer and died a few years ago.
00:45:47We were really close.
00:45:49My dad were always closer.
00:45:52I was always more of a mama's boy.
00:45:56I am so sorry.
00:45:58Don't be.
00:46:00It's fine.
00:46:01It happens to everybody at some point, right?
00:46:03Well, not me.
00:46:06I don't know whether my mom is alive or dead.
00:46:10Or where she is.
00:46:12God, I knew that.
00:46:15Shit, I'm sorry.
00:46:17You're so stupid of me, I'm sorry.
00:46:19It's okay, don't worry.
00:46:20Don't call yourself stupid.
00:46:22You're having some trouble communicating recently.
00:46:24He claims it's stress.
00:46:26I'm a working man, Diane.
00:46:27I work hard.
00:46:28I work in computers.
00:46:30I've seen this a lot in my eight years of counseling experience.
00:46:33But if we work together, we can figure this thing out.
00:46:36Ensure some happiness for you guys.
00:46:38Well, there is one more thing.
00:46:40Diane, don't.
00:46:41He has phobia.
00:46:42That's not relevant here, and it's not even true anyway.
00:46:44It's true.
00:46:45He's obsessed with these corgi dogs.
00:46:48God damn it, Diane.
00:46:50Okay, let's just calm down.
00:46:52Go on about the corgis.
00:46:54He has trouble concentrating on his daily responsibilities.
00:46:56I don't think I have to sit here and listen to you two analyze my private thoughts.
00:47:04Obviously, there's nothing wrong with me.
00:47:06No one's trying to attack you here, Mr. Weatherford.
00:47:08We're just trying to understand so that we can help you.
00:47:12I want a divorce.
00:47:13What?
00:47:14There may be a viable option in this situation.
00:47:16This is a very serious matter.
00:47:18We don't know how corgis can affect a marriage.
00:47:22No one knows.
00:47:23Diane, think about Poppy.
00:47:24Think about what you're doing here.
00:47:26Poppy is a corgi?
00:47:27No.
00:47:28Poppy's our daughter.
00:47:31My God.
00:47:32You mother-
00:47:33Dad!
00:47:34Stop!
00:47:35Do you know what you're doing to this family?
00:47:36We're in love!
00:47:38Can I ask you something?
00:47:40It may seem a little intrusive.
00:47:44Sure.
00:47:46What's your husband like?
00:47:51He's a good guy.
00:47:57He works really hard.
00:47:59He teaches government.
00:48:02He's sort of old-fashioned.
00:48:04Really?
00:48:05Yeah.
00:48:06Weird.
00:48:07I'd expect you to be with, like, a painter or an architect
00:48:10or something like that.
00:48:12Why?
00:48:13I don't know.
00:48:14You're just so fascinating.
00:48:16And you seem sort of spiritual in a bright kind of way.
00:48:22And I'm rambling.
00:48:25Yes.
00:48:29I'm sorry.
00:48:31I'm so stupid.
00:48:33Don't ever call yourself stupid.
00:48:45Do you have a condom?
00:48:47Condom?
00:48:48What is this, the 90s?
00:48:50I don't know where you've been.
00:48:51You haven't had sex with a bunch of girls.
00:48:54What if I told you I haven't?
00:48:57What if I got bored and changed my mind
00:48:59waiting for you to do what I asked?
00:49:06Oh, hi, Poppy.
00:49:11I want you to understand that this doesn't mean
00:49:14that we're not going to see each other anymore, okay?
00:49:17Your mom and I are going to figure it out,
00:49:19and every other weekend or something like that
00:49:22we'll get together.
00:49:23Is it because of the picture I drew?
00:49:29Yes.
00:49:30Yes, it is.
00:49:31I'm sorry, honey.
00:49:32But why don't you like corgis?
00:49:35It's not that I, uh...
00:49:37Well, it's just...
00:49:41I can't do this anymore.
00:49:43I'm so sorry.
00:49:44I love you.
00:49:47Jack, I don't want this.
00:49:50I don't want to fight anymore.
00:49:52Can't we just go back to normal
00:49:54before those goddamn corgis?
00:50:06What's wrong, honey?
00:50:07Did you have another nightmare?
00:50:11They're everywhere.
00:50:13I can't get those goddamn things off my mind.
00:50:16Have you thought about the surgery?
00:50:19You mean that surgery where they rip out your brain
00:50:21and replace it with the brain of a goddamn corgi?
00:50:25No thanks.
00:50:26Beverly's husband Mike did it,
00:50:28and they have been happy ever since.
00:50:30Mike, huh?
00:50:32How would I get my computer work done?
00:50:35That is just it.
00:50:36You care more about your computers
00:50:38than you do your family.
00:50:39Ann, you know that's not true.
00:50:44Look, um, if I did get the surgery,
00:50:50I mean, what if it just changed everything?
00:50:53Jack, we're in need of a change, don't you think?
00:50:58Do it for Poppy.
00:51:00Goddamn it, Diane.
00:51:02I think this is exactly what they want.
00:51:05I think those goddamn corgis are trying to ruin our lives.
00:51:09I think that's what you should go through
00:51:11with the surgery, Jack.
00:51:14It's time.
00:51:21I guess I just accepted
00:51:23that I would never find anything better.
00:51:26I mean, it's not like I didn't care.
00:51:29I mean, I cared, but I was so young,
00:51:33and I always made the right choice, you know?
00:51:37But years go by, and then one day you wake up,
00:51:42and you realize you're living with a stranger.
00:51:46Who knows? Maybe I'm a stranger.
00:52:08That's a good boy.
00:52:10Mm-hmm.
00:52:18Good boy.
00:52:21What you thinking?
00:52:23Computers?
00:52:25Yeah.
00:52:27Yeah.
00:52:29Yeah.
00:52:31Yeah.
00:52:33Yeah.
00:52:36Computers?
00:52:38Yeah.
00:52:40Such a good boy.
00:52:43You know, dogs are the only thing on Earth
00:52:45that love you more than he loves himself.
00:52:48No, no, no, no, no.
00:52:50Every dog has its day.
00:52:53Laughter
00:53:23There's no life calendar and people die, they get cancer, they get hit by a bus.
00:53:33You should always choose life, your life.
00:53:38Choose love, the love you want right there in that minute, in the moment.
00:53:46Choose love.
00:53:47Oh my god, what is taking so long?
00:53:50I can't see!
00:53:52Use your phone.
00:53:53Yeah.
00:53:54Yeah.
00:53:55Ah!
00:53:56Jesus!
00:53:57Fuck!
00:54:22Ah!
00:54:23Ah!
00:54:24Ah!
00:54:25Ah!
00:54:26Ah!
00:54:27Ah!
00:54:28Ah!
00:54:29Ah!
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00:54:31Ah!
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00:54:35Ah!
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00:54:42Ah!
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00:54:57Ah!
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00:54:59Ah!
00:55:00Ah!
00:55:01Ah!
00:55:02Ah!
00:55:03Ah!
00:55:04Ah!
00:55:05Ah!
00:55:06Ah!
00:55:07What do you want from me?
00:55:11Don't make me do that.
00:55:19It makes me sick.
00:55:30Okay.
00:55:33Okay.
00:55:49Hey.
00:56:07What are you still doing up?
00:56:17Can't sleep.
00:56:18Yeah, me too.
00:56:21I had a weird dream.
00:56:26Do you remember the time when we were at the bus stop?
00:56:32And those neighborhood kids came.
00:56:35And they ran over my dog.
00:56:39And then I carried him to dad.
00:56:44And dad threw him in the trash can.
00:56:48And told me to get back on the bus.
00:56:53Yeah, I remember that.
00:57:00I'm sorry that happened to you, Jamie.
00:57:05I'm used to it.
00:57:08I've always been used to it.
00:57:14Why don't you get a little sleep, okay?
00:57:18Okay.
00:57:49Polly?
00:58:00Polly.
00:58:12Polly.
00:58:13Polly.
00:58:15Polly.
00:58:17Polly, are you okay?
00:58:20Wake up, honey.
00:58:22Come on.
00:58:23Wake up.
00:58:25Come on.
00:58:26What the heck are you doing out here?
00:58:47Oh.
00:58:48Oh.
00:58:49Oh.
00:58:50Oh.
00:58:51Oh.
00:58:52Oh.
00:58:53Oh.
00:58:54Oh.
00:58:55Oh.
00:58:56Oh.
00:58:57Oh.
00:58:58Oh.
00:58:59Oh.
00:59:00Oh.
00:59:01Oh.
00:59:02Oh.
00:59:03Oh.
00:59:04Oh.
00:59:05Oh.
00:59:06Oh.
00:59:07Oh.
00:59:08Oh.
00:59:09Oh.
00:59:10Oh.
00:59:11Oh.
00:59:12Oh.
00:59:13Oh.
00:59:14Oh.
00:59:16Oh.
00:59:19Good morning.
00:59:22How are you feeling?
00:59:26Guess what you did last night?
00:59:28Huh?
00:59:29You pulled the cubby bear.
00:59:31Uh-uh.
00:59:32Yeah, uh-huh.
00:59:33I looked out the window and you were lying spread-eagle in the backyard.
00:59:37Are you serious?
00:59:38It's weird, right?
00:59:40I haven't done that in years.
00:59:42I've been waiting for you to wake up so we can go through this box together.
00:59:47Okay.
00:59:55Whose is this?
00:59:58No idea.
00:59:59I'm gonna keep it.
01:00:02Well, this is a journal of mom's.
01:00:05Starts before dad left.
01:00:08Ooh, there's a page ripped out.
01:00:11Oh, we can fix that.
01:00:12Go get me a pencil.
01:00:14Why?
01:00:15So I can, you know, do the thing so we can see the words.
01:00:18Why?
01:00:20Well, so we can see what's in there.
01:00:21Don't you want to know what she wrote?
01:00:23No.
01:00:24Why not?
01:00:25Leanne.
01:00:28She was insane.
01:00:30Do you know how much therapy and analysis I've had to go through to get this far?
01:00:35And I'm still a goddamn mess.
01:00:38You don't want to know what she has to say.
01:00:40That might mess me up worse.
01:00:42Maybe there are some answers in here, like...
01:00:46Like why she left.
01:00:49Where she was gonna go.
01:00:52What was going on in her head.
01:00:53I mean, even if it is all cuckoo, gibberish,
01:00:56at least it is some kind of an answer.
01:00:59And it means something.
01:01:01It does to me.
01:01:02Okay, that's fine for you,
01:01:04but she never locked you in a closet with Jamie for a day and a half
01:01:07while I went to a f***ing sleepover.
01:01:09Oh, well, I am so sorry that I took one night to be a teenager.
01:01:14I mean, Jesus Christ, Polly!
01:01:17How can you be so selfish?
01:01:20Do you have any idea what it was like
01:01:24to basically become a parent at the age of 16?
01:01:29I dropped out of high school.
01:01:32I lost all my friends.
01:01:33I lost my boyfriends.
01:01:34I had to deal with all the gossip in this small f***ing town.
01:01:38And you were sheltered from all of that because you were so little.
01:01:42And I was the one who sheltered you.
01:01:45But I had to take the brunt of it.
01:01:48And I'm still dealing with it.
01:01:50And it sucks.
01:01:51So I am so sorry that you had to spend a day in the closet
01:01:55holding your brother's hand
01:01:57while I was doing everything I could to keep our family together.
01:02:02I mean, really.
01:02:04Can you even imagine that?
01:02:09No, I can't imagine what that's like.
01:02:12I'm sorry.
01:02:14I just don't know if I'm ready to deal with seeing what her headspace was like.
01:02:19Don't be sorry.
01:02:22Just please, just try to understand.
01:02:25You're not the only one who is hurt by this,
01:02:28who's dealing with this, who's still trying to clean up the mess.
01:02:32I mean, just try not to make it all about you.
01:02:38Will you please just give me a pencil?
01:03:20Is that a poem?
01:03:21I think so.
01:03:23All the hurt has left me now
01:03:27No shell, that big fat cow
01:03:31Really?
01:03:32My heart's ripped out, frozen hard
01:03:36I buried it next to you in our backyard
01:03:39The spot was measured
01:03:41It wasn't bad
01:03:43My vengeance pleasured
01:03:45No one was sad
01:03:48Our faithful son is keeping guard of our family's secrets
01:03:53In the yard
01:03:54What in the hell does she mean?
01:03:56I buried it next to him in the yard
01:03:58I don't know, but I really feel like she's ripping off somebody right there
01:04:02You suppose it's a metaphor?
01:04:27Hmm.
01:04:38Do you think Dad's down there?
01:04:43I don't know.
01:04:46The spot's measured.
01:04:48I don't know.
01:04:49What do you mean you don't know? Please say something else.
01:04:51I don't know. I don't know. What do you want me to say? What I think?
01:04:53Yes, please.
01:04:54I don't know what I think. Just give me a second.
01:04:59So Mom killed Dad. Buried him in the yard.
01:05:02Drove her f***ing crazy. That's why she left.
01:05:05And he's actually just been here this whole f***ing time.
01:05:08Okay, okay, okay. Let's just think about this logically, okay?
01:05:10Mom was nuts.
01:05:12And even if she did kill Dad,
01:05:14do you think that she had the strength to take him out here to drag his body out and dig a hole and throw him in it?
01:05:20I mean, she was tiny.
01:05:22I can't imagine doing that. Can you imagine doing that?
01:05:26Irregardless of that,
01:05:29what are we going to do about it?
01:05:31I mean, clearly the cops aren't looking for him.
01:05:33If they ever were, we didn't know about it.
01:05:35So what do you want to do, Polly?
01:05:36Do you want to dig and dig until we find something?
01:05:38I mean, think about it, Polly.
01:05:42Do you really want to see your dead Dad?
01:05:44Covered in dirt?
01:05:48I mean, if Mom killed Dad,
01:05:52and he's been out here all these years,
01:05:56maybe we should just let him rest in peace.
01:06:02I'm going to dig him up.
01:06:23We'll just make Jamie do it.
01:06:28I mean, I'm pretty okay with this.
01:06:30Oh, fuck.
01:06:35Should we have a party?
01:06:41I mean, the only place I know to check is Jerry and Pete's.
01:06:45Unless he slid his wrist somewhere.
01:06:48Hi, Jerry.
01:06:53How've you been?
01:06:56Pretty good.
01:06:58Thinking about having a baby.
01:07:00Or getting a rabbit.
01:07:04Rabbits are cool.
01:07:06Wow. Rabbits.
01:07:08Um, is...
01:07:10Do you have a rabbit?
01:07:12No.
01:07:14Rabbits.
01:07:16Um, is Jamie here?
01:07:19Or Pete?
01:07:26I haven't seen Jamie in a while.
01:07:28But Pete's here. He's in his room.
01:07:30Oh, do you mind if we...
01:07:34No. Not at all.
01:07:44Come in.
01:07:48Well, hello.
01:07:50Hi.
01:07:52Uh...
01:07:54We're Jamie's sisters.
01:07:56I know. I've heard all about you both.
01:07:58I'm pretty sure he missed the details on you.
01:08:01Well, I figured I'd be taller.
01:08:03Classic James.
01:08:04Exactly.
01:08:05No, not exactly.
01:08:07Well, let me explain.
01:08:08As you probably know,
01:08:10my dad and James have been friends for a long time.
01:08:13About six or seven years ago,
01:08:15we started having a real tight bond.
01:08:17We realized we had the same interests.
01:08:19We both liked philosophy, video games, jelly beans.
01:08:23So, eventually, over time,
01:08:25he started coming over here for me instead of my dad.
01:08:29My dad and James are still friends superficially,
01:08:33but we have a more spiritual bond.
01:08:37Oh. That makes total sense.
01:08:39Have you seen Jamie today?
01:08:42I spoke to him last Wednesday.
01:08:44He asked if I could come over
01:08:45and bring a bottle of yoo-hoo and an extra controller,
01:08:47but I was busy,
01:08:50and I don't have a car yet.
01:08:53I've been trying to get through to him.
01:08:55He is really upset.
01:08:58I've talked to him about therapy and stuff,
01:09:00but he just puts a wallop on everything.
01:09:02Doesn't respond.
01:09:05Does he seem all right to you?
01:09:07What's the normal grading scale?
01:09:09He just left this morning,
01:09:11and he didn't say where he was going,
01:09:13and he didn't take his car.
01:09:15Can I ask you a question
01:09:17in hopes that you won't relay it to James?
01:09:20Sure.
01:09:29Have you heard from Janet?
01:09:32No. No, not at all.
01:09:35Do you know about Janet and...
01:09:38Yes, and frankly, that's what I'm worried about.
01:09:41I sort of may have made a joke online
01:09:44about how I like Janet, because I do,
01:09:48and I've been worried ever since about her.
01:09:50She just disappeared,
01:09:52and I don't know if it was because of me or what,
01:09:55but I haven't heard from Janet in weeks.
01:09:58If you find her, can you tell her to call me
01:10:02so I know everything's all right?
01:10:06Yeah, sure.
01:10:08And please don't tell James.
01:10:10It was a stupid joke, and I shouldn't have done it.
01:10:13Yeah, no, it's fine. Right? Yeah.
01:10:16Well, great.
01:10:18Everything he said about you two is true.
01:10:21Do you want to play games together?
01:10:24Pass.
01:10:26Oh, yeah, well, sorry.
01:10:28We should probably be going, but thank you.
01:10:30Well, say hi to James for me,
01:10:33and I'll look out for his gamer tag.
01:10:35Will do.
01:10:37Yep.
01:10:39Adios.
01:10:44It's always a f----- cemetery.
01:10:47Pfft!
01:10:49There he is, the f----- weirdo.
01:10:52Oh, my God.
01:10:55What a f----- weirdo.
01:10:59He's adopted.
01:11:03Jamie, where have you been?
01:11:05We have been looking for you everywhere.
01:11:07What are you doing here?
01:11:09Well, I tried to kill myself,
01:11:11and then I thought, maybe not.
01:11:17What did you do to your wrist?
01:11:20You don't want to know.
01:11:22Nothing. He did nothing to his wrist.
01:11:25All right, shut the f---- up.
01:11:27Now's not the time, all right?
01:11:29Jamie, why do you want to die?
01:11:31Because I hate myself.
01:11:33But why? You're so wonderful.
01:11:35Well, that's really nice coming from you,
01:11:38considering you're practically my mother.
01:11:41But time has proven that nobody loves me.
01:11:44That's not true. Everybody loves you.
01:11:46We love you. Pete loves you.
01:11:48Okay, Pete, first of all, I hate him.
01:11:52Jamie, sometimes in order to feel love,
01:11:56you have to be able to give love to others.
01:11:58That's not true. It's not true.
01:12:01I've given Polly all kinds of love through the years,
01:12:03and she still hates me, just for one example.
01:12:06You haven't given me shit.
01:12:09I don't know why you're even indulging him.
01:12:11He's just f----- faking so he can get some f----- attention.
01:12:14You need to grow up.
01:12:16Oh! Oh, my God.
01:12:18None of us know how to take care of ourselves.
01:12:20Well, that's probably because I never taught you.
01:12:22It's not true.
01:12:24You taught us a lot.
01:12:26You taught us to wipe from front to back,
01:12:28and that's come in really handy for me,
01:12:30but I can't speak for Polly.
01:12:32Well, I would like to take this opportunity
01:12:34to apologize to both of you
01:12:37for basically every choice I've ever made in my entire life,
01:12:41which has been a complete failure.
01:12:43I'm glad that amuses you.
01:12:46I don't have any joy left.
01:12:49Maybe I'll kill myself.
01:12:51Let's all kill ourselves together.
01:12:53Well, you know, you don't have to choose anything.
01:12:55You don't have to choose one way or the other.
01:12:57You just got to find someone, like a special someone.
01:13:00For instance, I found someone, and then she left me.
01:13:03Yeah, look how that worked out.
01:13:05Let's not choose any f----- one.
01:13:07Yeah, maybe we should just choose nobody.
01:13:10Hey, something happen to your foot?
01:13:14Hey, Leanne, Sean Howell.
01:13:17So you're not gonna believe it,
01:13:19but I found a used engine that I can replace shoes with.
01:13:22It's crazy I found one so fast.
01:13:24Anyways, I'm going to pick it up now.
01:13:26Are you busy tonight?
01:13:28Maybe we could do that dinner payment we talked about,
01:13:31if that's still something that's okay with you.
01:13:34If not, it's okay.
01:13:36Vinnie I know wants to apologize to Polly
01:13:38for throwing up in her room.
01:13:40Well, give me a call back
01:13:43if it's something you'd still be interested in.
01:13:46Bye.
01:13:48This looks amazing.
01:13:49Yeah, man, you really went all out here.
01:13:51You look great, too.
01:13:52Did you do something different?
01:13:53What's going on?
01:13:54Me?
01:13:55Yeah.
01:13:56Maybe a little.
01:13:57You do look great, Leanne.
01:13:59And you know what would make you look even greater?
01:14:02This mom's necklace.
01:14:04I'd like to give it to you.
01:14:06Thank you, Jamie.
01:14:08Mm-hmm, there's more than one sweetheart in this house.
01:14:11The Howell brothers.
01:14:13More like the Owl brothers.
01:14:15You should stay up all damn night.
01:14:17So how are you today?
01:14:19I'm doing fine, thank you.
01:14:20It was really nice speaking with you last night.
01:14:22Yeah, that was fun.
01:14:23I had a really good time.
01:14:24It's really good to finally have all that car business
01:14:26taken care of, too.
01:14:27Yes, thank you.
01:14:28Again, I appreciate it.
01:14:30You're feeling better, I see.
01:14:31Yeah, yeah.
01:14:32You know, water and regular sleep.
01:14:35Good for you.
01:14:37Maybe we should finish that movie later.
01:14:39That's a really good idea.
01:14:41Corgis, too?
01:14:42Anyone?
01:14:44Hey, um...
01:14:46I don't know how to bring this up
01:14:48or talk about it, really.
01:14:51It's none of my business, but...
01:14:54Uh, Jamie?
01:14:56Why were you in Polly's room last night?
01:15:01The hell?
01:15:02You were in Polly's room last night.
01:15:04I saw you.
01:15:05I was looking around for something,
01:15:07and I looked up, and I saw that there was someone there.
01:15:11And then I looked up further,
01:15:12and I saw that outline of a penis against some briefs.
01:15:16And then I looked up from there,
01:15:17and I saw your face.
01:15:19It was you.
01:15:20Whatever.
01:15:21I don't know.
01:15:22I just...
01:15:23Do you...
01:15:24What were you doing in there?
01:15:25What are you talking about?
01:15:26I don't go into Polly's room.
01:15:27I told you you were drunk and not to bring it up.
01:15:30I know.
01:15:31Look, I was a little drunk, but I wasn't that drunk.
01:15:33I don't really get that drunk.
01:15:35I wasn't blacked out or anything.
01:15:37He's a liar.
01:15:38I'm sorry, my brother.
01:15:40Just kind of stupid sometimes.
01:15:42Benny, it sounds like maybe you have a bit of a problem.
01:15:45You know, Polly's got some experience with substance abuse.
01:15:48You should maybe talk to her.
01:15:50Yeah, you might also want to get some psychoanalysis
01:15:52on why you're thinking about my brother's junk all night.
01:15:54I wasn't thinking about your brother's junk all night.
01:15:56Well, actually, I was,
01:15:58but I'm telling you, this is a real...
01:16:01Yeah.
01:16:02Yeah, I was pretty drunk last night, too.
01:16:04Somehow, I'm really sorry about that.
01:16:06Oh.
01:16:07Oh.
01:16:08Are you okay?
01:16:09Yeah.
01:16:10No, I just have a terrible headache.
01:16:13I ran out of my medicine.
01:16:15I think it's that smell.
01:16:23Children.
01:16:24Mom?
01:16:25Burt.
01:16:26Well, this is really exciting.
01:16:28What the shit?
01:16:29What happened to Sean and Benny?
01:16:31Liam, what's going on?
01:16:32I don't know.
01:16:33Mom?
01:16:35How are you here?
01:16:37Hey, doesn't matter.
01:16:38Just listen up.
01:16:39She's here to take care of us.
01:16:40Go ahead, Mom.
01:16:41She can't take care of us.
01:16:42Dad.
01:16:43I'm not mad.
01:16:44I love you, dear.
01:16:45I'm here again, you know, for you.
01:16:48I was stuck in this house, but Jamie let me in.
01:16:51He was always the most loyal.
01:16:54It's not your turn, Frank.
01:16:57Dad?
01:16:58This isn't real.
01:16:59What did you...
01:17:01What did you do to him?
01:17:03He just wanted to see you, so I'm letting him.
01:17:05Don't be so rude.
01:17:08You killed Dad.
01:17:10Why would you think that?
01:17:11I don't know, but we saw the thing out in the...
01:17:14Look at him.
01:17:15He's dead.
01:17:16He's always been rotten.
01:17:17Pathetic.
01:17:18And he thought I wouldn't notice.
01:17:21Let this be a lesson to you.
01:17:23Always follow your intuition.
01:17:25These boys, they're fun for some things,
01:17:28but in the end, they're not worth the sacrifice and pain.
01:17:32Never trust a man.
01:17:35Not all men, right?
01:17:37You knew about all this?
01:17:40Why did you leave us, Mom?
01:17:42I wasn't good at being a mother back then.
01:17:44When things went south with your dad,
01:17:46I remembered everything that I was missing.
01:17:48So I went after my desires,
01:17:51and I met someone at my lowest.
01:17:53Was his name Pete?
01:17:54No.
01:17:55Men are just a waste of time.
01:17:58Like this one.
01:18:00Let him speak.
01:18:01Fine, but you know the drill, Frank.
01:18:05Dad, you have the floor.
01:18:07Hey, kids.
01:18:09You all look swell.
01:18:11Real swell.
01:18:13Look, I f***ed up real bad,
01:18:15but sometimes you get to thinking you want to upgrade, you know?
01:18:19Sometimes you want something different because you're bored,
01:18:22but I realized too late that true love gets better with age.
01:18:27It's important to think the big decisions
01:18:30all the way through to the consequences.
01:18:34Ah!
01:18:36Jesus Christ, Frank.
01:18:38That's gross, Dad.
01:18:41I should have never done that to my family.
01:18:44I deserved everything I got.
01:18:50Your mother was right,
01:18:53and I want to tell you all
01:18:56I'm sorry,
01:18:58and I'm very proud of all of you.
01:19:04Oh, hell, why not?
01:19:06Sisters?
01:19:13Janet?
01:19:14What I want to know is how I got dragged into all this.
01:19:17Mother Violet, if we may.
01:19:19You see, James' mother is top tier, you know.
01:19:22And Jamie thought you were acting very suspicious.
01:19:24Around 12-year-old Pete? Really?
01:19:26He's the one, and as misguided as he may be.
01:19:29Jesus Christ.
01:19:31Although she never liked you, let's all be clear about that.
01:19:34You were never approved.
01:19:35Never approved!
01:19:52What the hell? I'm dead because of that?
01:19:54All I did was give that kid juice and goldfish.
01:19:57Well, I'm sure it was much worse.
01:19:59You opened that package like a real slut.
01:20:01It's not about what you do, it's about how you do it.
01:20:04Yeah, that's true. You did. Pete told me.
01:20:07But, in Janet's defense,
01:20:09you were never able to get over her acne problem.
01:20:12You're clinically insane!
01:20:13You're clinically stupid.
01:20:15All of you are insane!
01:20:17Oh, I hate that word. You're just gaslighting us.
01:20:20That's not gaslighting. You're gaslighting us!
01:20:22Through all this time, you were never nice to me,
01:20:25even though I was just a placeholder to you.
01:20:27You didn't have to go and waste all my time,
01:20:29and then take my life.
01:20:30You could have left me as happy as you found me
01:20:33if you weren't so selfish.
01:20:35You know, I was doing pretty good before you found me
01:20:37and knocked me down.
01:20:39You're gonna rot in hell for this.
01:20:42You of all people should know, Janet,
01:20:44there is no hell.
01:20:47Nope.
01:20:49Thank you, Mom. That was harsh.
01:20:52Why are you doing this to us?
01:20:53Doing what?
01:20:54You can't just come back now after all these years
01:20:56and act like nothing happened.
01:20:57You mean you can't forgive me?
01:20:59I mean, we're family.
01:21:00No!
01:21:01I'm your mother!
01:21:02Yeah, well, you're not the mother you should have been!
01:21:03Well, I'm the best mother I can be!
01:21:27TEN YEARS LATER
01:21:38Decapitated.
01:21:40That's rough.
01:21:44You ever guess what caused them to collide?
01:21:48The dead armadillo.
01:21:50Huh.
01:21:52Wow.
01:21:56It just gets weirder and weirder, doesn't it?
01:22:02We had two men driving home.
01:22:05One of them hits a dead armadillo.
01:22:08They both end up decapitated.
01:22:11One of them had a full tank of gas, too.
01:22:14It's Ted Greer.
01:22:15We got shit over here. Tons of it.
01:22:17The family's here.
01:22:22I guess I better...
01:22:25go get this over with.
01:22:36Looks like you were shit out a lot.
01:22:38Looks like you were shit out a lot.
01:23:08TEN YEARS LATER
01:23:39TEN YEARS LATER
01:23:50Well, goodbye forever.
01:23:51You are so weird. Come here.
01:23:54I love you both.
01:23:55Be gentle with yourselves.
01:24:00Well, the news of the day is that I've gotten over Janet.
01:24:03And I plan to leave this home.
01:24:05Where are you going?
01:24:06I don't know.
01:24:08But I know I'm leaving this house.
01:24:11And I know I'm leaving this house to one of you.
01:24:13Holly, being the biggest disappointment in the family,
01:24:15could probably use it more than any of us.
01:24:18So the offer is extended to you.
01:24:22Hard no.
01:24:23Always a disappointment.
01:24:25Leanne, what about you?
01:24:28I haven't really thought about living here.
01:24:30It's a yes or no question.
01:24:32Give me a bit to think about it.
01:24:35Offer's off the table in five, four, three, two...
01:24:39Okay, I'll take it.
01:24:41You'd probably be more in your element hearing these.
01:24:44Well, on the road again.
01:24:47As Willie Nelson once said.
01:24:49Willie Nelson also said something about an angel flying too close to the ground.
01:24:54And I imagine there's something in there about you, Leanne.
01:25:00See you later.
01:25:06♪ It must be those generation blues ♪
01:25:16♪ It must be those generation blues ♪
01:25:24♪ It must be those generation blues ♪
01:25:31♪ It must be those generation blues ♪
01:25:47♪ It's in the age of education ♪
01:25:52♪ It's in the age of education ♪
01:26:03♪ Well, I don't wanna blow your mind ♪
01:26:11♪ So I'm gonna give it to you on time, yeah ♪
01:26:18♪ Well, we ain't got nothin' of our own, baby ♪
01:26:26♪ So what the hell are we supposed to do? ♪
01:26:33♪ Well, no, we ain't got nothin' of our own, baby, yeah ♪
01:26:41♪ It must be those generation blues ♪
01:26:49♪ It must be those generation blues ♪
01:26:57♪ It must be those generation blues ♪
01:27:04♪ It must be those generation blues ♪
01:27:20♪ This is the age of medication ♪
01:27:26♪ A million youth but a blank generation ♪
01:27:35♪ Well, I don't wanna blow your mind ♪
01:27:43♪ So I'll be moving on down the line, yeah ♪
01:27:50♪ Well, we ain't got nothin' of our own, baby ♪
01:27:59♪ So what the hell are we supposed to do? ♪
01:28:06♪ Well, no, we ain't got nothin' of our own, baby, yeah ♪
01:28:14♪ It must be those generation blues ♪