• 3 months ago
A good girl from LA that's just looking for a good time HD ( Drama )
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00:00Hello. You are so pretty. You are so pretty.
00:09Okay, you're done. I just found out we're not getting married. It kind of broke my heart. Oh man, at least it's been documented.
00:17Good thing. Not now.
00:22Okay, sorry. I'm actually full, I don't need to eat that.
00:27Do you want to get a milkshake though?
00:46No, I'm filming myself so when I'm gone you can watch this. Oh my gosh. And you can think I'm cute.
00:53Just minutes on minutes on minutes of me smiling at the camera.
00:59Hi Sam. When I'm back home you can watch this when you miss me and you can be happy.
01:24Then get a dating app. No, absolutely not. I'm downloading it. No! Oh my god, Megan, stop. Megan!
01:30And the password. Password should be Megan number one. Okay, I'm actually going to do that.
01:39And then pick top three hot photos of you. Easy. Got it. Okay, okay.
01:50Okay.
01:53Oh my god, look at this kid. He's cute. See, you can thank me later. I guess this could be fun.
02:23Oh my god.
02:54Hi. Oh, hey.
02:57You said never leave the phone call type so that may be FaceTime.
03:01FaceTime is like the third base of communication. What are you doing?
03:07I'm trying to really do a big thing.
03:10Oh, are we hanging? Yep. Oh, we'll see.
03:17Okay.
03:19Okay.
03:21Okay.
03:23Okay.
03:25Okay.
03:27Okay.
03:29Okay.
03:31Okay.
03:33Okay.
03:35Okay.
03:36We'll see.
03:39Well, I did want to call you and talk to you about something before we did hang out.
03:46Okay, like what?
03:48Like what I'm doing in town.
03:51I think I know.
03:53You do?
03:55I mean, no one under the age of 35 lives in Malibu for a few months. It's got to be like some kind of rehab.
04:04Am I right?
04:06Very smart girl.
04:08But technically, it's not a rehab. It's a sober living facility. Okay?
04:12What's the difference?
04:14Well, a rehab is like super intense 24-hour monitoring. There's no contact with the outside world.
04:25But, you know, rehab or a sober living facility, a little more accountability based.
04:31There's still a lot of rules, but technically I could leave to hang out with somebody.
04:36That is, if you still want to. I don't know if it's like a turn off or whatever.
05:01Oh my God, it's 3.30. How did that happen?
05:05Wow, we've been talking for a long time.
05:07Yeah.
05:09Well, I should go. I have work tomorrow.
05:12Yeah, I better get some sleep too.
05:14Okay.
05:16Text me when you wake up.
05:18Chill.
05:20Okay, just text me whatever you want tomorrow.
05:24Okay, I will.
05:26Okay, just text me whatever you want tomorrow.
05:29Okay, I will.
05:31Bye Sam.
05:32Good night.
05:53JJ.
05:55Hey, JJ.
05:58Who are you talking to?
05:59Hey, Mr. Carroll.
06:00Hey, come on, it's Billy.
06:02Everybody can see you smiling. Look at that smile. They can see you smiling from four blocks down.
06:07Now, who is it?
06:08I'm talking to my mother.
06:10Okay, well, let me look at mom. Please.
06:15Mommy's cute. What was she, two years old when she had you or what?
06:18Yeah, actually, it was a modern miracle.
06:20Well, you are a modern miracle.
06:21You know, it's a wonder how you ever ended up here.
06:23Yeah.
06:24You ever think about that?
06:25All the time. I'm almost done actually, so I'm excited about that.
06:28Yeah, I'm proud of you.
06:30Thanks.
06:31Let's walk.
06:32Okay.
06:33I don't see you walking.
06:34I'm walking.
06:35Come on.
06:36I'm walking.
06:37Regarding Jake, the new assistant counselor.
06:40Yeah.
06:41I'm getting some word back that you've been taking advantage of his newness.
06:47I don't know about advantage. It's a strong word.
06:52Oh, it's beautiful, isn't it?
06:54Yeah.
06:56How do you feel?
06:59I feel good. Yeah, I feel good.
07:02Almost made it to the end.
07:04You pushed through, J.J.
07:05You pushed through like you meant business, and I'm proud of you for that.
07:09I am.
07:10I appreciate that, Billy.
07:14The court back home reached out to me.
07:15They want my opinion on your progress.
07:18I told them you're doing better.
07:22Thank you. I appreciate it.
07:23I mean...
07:24I also told them you're not ready for custody yet.
07:27Wait, what?
07:28J.J., you just need a little...
07:29You're keeping my kid from me.
07:30You just need a little more time.
07:31No, no, Billy, Billy.
07:32I'm thinking about your daughter.
07:33I'm thinking about Lexi.
07:34I've been here about five months, man.
07:35I'm thinking about her, okay?
07:36She needs a dad that's a hundred percent.
07:38I am a hundred percent.
07:39That's why I'm here.
07:40That's why I'm here, Billy.
07:42Okay, okay, just a little more time.
07:48Come here.
07:50Forget it.
08:03How about you come home with me?
08:05You can meet my daughter.
08:06Lexi would love you.
08:09Do you want to meet her?
08:13Hello?
08:14Hey, Mom.
08:19I'm okay.
08:23It's just this...
08:25I guess...
08:26They told the courts I'm not ready for custody.
08:31What did they tell her I am?
08:33On vacation?
08:37She said she wants to be with me on vacation.
08:41That's really...
08:42That's really sweet.
08:45You know, I tried calling,
08:46but she won't let me talk to her.
08:49No, she won't even let me talk to her on the phone.
08:53No, it's like for nothing.
08:55If I came out here for Lexi,
08:56and then I can't even see her.
09:00I just want to be done.
09:03Like, with all of this,
09:04I just want to be done.
09:08Okay.
09:09Yes, I promise.
09:11I promise I will try and have some fun.
09:15Okay.
09:16I love you, too.
09:19Alright.
09:21Bye.
09:42Sam, look at this.
09:43Hey, it's cute, right?
09:44Yeah, it's really cute.
09:46What size is that?
09:49A small.
09:50You should put it on hold for yourself.
09:51Right?
09:52I'll put it on hold.
09:53Later.
09:54Yeah, yeah.
09:58So, I'm going out with that guy tonight.
10:00Huh?
10:01Amazing.
10:02Where are you guys going to hang?
10:03I don't know yet.
10:04But I want to ask you a quick question.
10:06Okay.
10:07So, JJ's in rehab.
10:09He's in rehab?
10:10Well, it's not a real rehab.
10:12It's like a sober living facility.
10:13But I didn't want to tell you
10:14because I knew you'd freak out like you are right now.
10:15I'm not freaking out.
10:16Kind of.
10:17You kind of are.
10:18Okay, okay.
10:19I'm not.
10:20Um, do you think that it would be okay
10:21for me to get a drink with him?
10:22Or is that, like, bad because he's going to rehab?
10:25Why do you want to hang with a guy in rehab
10:27if you can just meet another guy?
10:29Because it's literally perfect.
10:30He's just going to be here a few days.
10:31We'll have some fun, and then he's gone.
10:33It's nothing serious.
10:36He's perfect.
10:37That's either brilliant or twisted.
10:49You just have to get off.
10:50Oh.
10:51After the jump.
11:00Hi.
11:01Hey, how are you?
11:02Good, how are you?
11:03Good.
11:04Do you want to get in and we can go?
11:05I don't think so.
11:06What?
11:07I want you to get out of the car and hug me.
11:09What?
11:10Oh, my God, no.
11:11Just get in the car.
11:12I'm not getting in until you get out and hug me.
11:13No, just get in the car.
11:14You want to go?
11:15Come on.
11:16Oh, my God.
11:19Okay.
11:27Oh, man.
11:30Okay, good?
11:31Yes.
11:32Can we go?
11:33Yeah, we can go.
11:34Okay, great.
11:35Are you hungry?
11:36Where are we going?
11:37Yeah, okay, do you like sushi?
11:38No, I hate it.
11:39What?
11:40Really?
11:41It's my favorite.
11:42I think it's so gross.
11:43I don't think this is going to work.
11:44Yeah, me either.
11:45Okay, yeah, yeah, yeah.
11:46I'm kidding.
11:47Whatever you want.
11:48Okay, perfect.
11:49You look beautiful.
11:52Even better than your profile.
11:53Really?
11:54Yeah, you can always say that for people.
11:55Yeah.
11:56Some people, you see their profile, and you meet them in person, and it's like, hey.
11:59They catfish you.
12:00Do you feel like I live up to my photos?
12:01Absolutely.
12:02Yeah?
12:03Oh, you?
12:04Yeah, it's me.
12:05Oh, oh, oh, we're not talking about me anymore.
12:06No.
12:07You think you live up to your own photos?
12:09Wow.
12:10Yeah.
12:11Wow.
12:12No, I'm kidding.
12:13Someone's a little stuck up.
12:14I like your tattoo.
12:15Don't look at it.
12:16Don't look at it.
12:17Why?
12:18Because I don't like to show people.
12:20Now, why would you get a tattoo?
12:22Something that's going to be on your body probably forever, and you don't want anyone to see it.
12:26Because I got it when I was 17.
12:28It's really dumb, and I want to get it removed.
12:30Okay, fair enough.
12:32Do you have any tattoos?
12:33Yeah, I got a couple.
12:34Show me.
12:37Oh, cool.
12:38I actually went to get a lip tattoo.
12:39Yeah?
12:40I thought that those wear off after a while.
12:41That's what they say.
12:42I've had mine like six years.
12:43Wow.
12:44Did it hurt?
12:45A little.
12:46But I can handle it.
12:47Mm-hmm.
12:48Yeah.
12:49I wanted to get another one while I was in town, but just didn't get a chance.
12:52How long have you been here so far?
12:54Six-month program, and I'm almost done, so about that long.
12:58Has it been difficult?
12:59The program?
13:01Uh, yeah.
13:04Yeah, it has in some ways.
13:06But I wanted to do it.
13:07Yeah?
13:08I got a daughter at home.
13:10Really?
13:11Yeah.
13:12Wow.
13:13Is that weird?
13:14I have some friends.
13:15I have kids.
13:16Yeah?
13:17I'm going to be that dad right now, and I'm going to show you a picture.
13:18I would love to see a picture.
13:19All right.
13:20Gosh, she's beautiful.
13:21Yeah, right?
13:22Yes.
13:23What's her name?
13:24Lexi.
13:25She's so beautiful.
13:26That little girl is my princess.
13:28Wow.
13:29I miss her so much.
13:30So is her mom still in the picture?
13:32Wait, you're not married or something, are you?
13:34No.
13:35No, no, no.
13:36Okay.
13:37Lexi's mom and I haven't been together in a long time.
13:38We're friends, though.
13:41Do you guys think you'll ever get back together?
13:43Nah.
13:45I think we're better as friends than we ever were together.
13:47Well, that's good.
13:48For Lexi, at least.
13:50My parents separated when I was really young.
13:52It was hard on me, but you get over it.
13:54Do you have any siblings?
13:55Nope.
13:56Only child right here.
13:57Okay.
13:58That explains a lot.
13:59Rude.
14:00Yeah, it does.
14:01I'm just teasing.
14:02I have a big family, though.
14:03Yeah?
14:04You close with them?
14:05Yeah.
14:06Super close with my siblings.
14:07Really close with my mom.
14:08You close with your parents?
14:10Yeah, actually.
14:11I'm really close with my dad.
14:12It was really hard on him when I moved out here all on my own.
14:16He wants me to move back and work for him.
14:18He does investment banking.
14:20Wow.
14:21You gonna do it?
14:22I don't think so.
14:23I don't know.
14:24I don't really know what I want to do.
14:26Well, if you could do anything in the world, what would you want to do?
14:28I don't know.
14:29Anything in the world.
14:31I want to do a lot of things.
14:33It's hard to say these days, you know?
14:34What's hard about that?
14:36Figuring out what you want to do with your life.
14:39Like, think about it.
14:41Our great-grandparents never had dreams of being millionaires.
14:44I mean, they just worked a really hard job.
14:46They hated to put food on the table.
14:48To provide a better life for their children.
14:50Then our grandparents just wanted to make enough so that their kids, our parents, could go to college.
14:54And be doctors or lawyers or engineers.
14:57And they did.
14:58And then we come along and our parents tell us that we can do anything we dream of.
15:02Which is a lie.
15:03But we believe them.
15:04And we try and fail at doing these things we think we're good at.
15:07But never actually gain any work ethic or drive.
15:09Never becoming functioning members of society.
15:11And then, internet and social media comes along.
15:13And people are creating websites and apps and becoming the youngest billionaires of all time.
15:17People are reality stars and make millions of dollars for being themselves on TV.
15:21And suddenly, we all feel like if we are 30 and don't have a few mil in the bank, then we're a failure.
15:27I mean, our grandparents would have never even dreamed of being millionaires by 30.
15:30Maybe not even ever.
15:32But for us, that's the norm.
15:33I mean, that kind of pressure is ridiculous.
15:37So, no.
15:39I have no idea what I want to do.
15:42I'm just working retail right now.
15:44Feels like such a dead end.
15:46You make enough money at this cool store to pay rent in LA?
15:48It's expensive out here.
15:50Well, my dad helps.
15:55A lot.
15:57And he pays my rent.
15:59I know how it is.
16:00My mom helps out with my daughter a lot.
16:04I'm going to order another drink.
16:06Okay.
16:07You do that.
16:08I'm going to go to the bathroom.
16:09Okay.
16:10Alright?
16:11Alright.
16:12You good?
16:13Yes!
16:16I don't want to talk about this right now.
16:18No, we don't have anything to talk about.
16:20No.
16:22I don't have an attitude.
16:24Do not bring my daughter into this.
16:26No, I'm not drinking.
16:28Dude.
16:30I'm done talking.
16:32I'm done.
16:39They say when you drink tequila, at the bottom of the drink you can see your future.
16:44Future?
16:45Yeah, that looks not good.
16:47You want another one?
16:49You're embarrassing me.
16:51We are in public.
16:57I'm just going to...
17:01What's going to happen?
17:02What?
17:03You know.
17:04I don't know.
17:05We need another round.
17:08Okay.
17:27This is great.
17:28I know.
17:29I like this.
17:31You look like you want to get out of here.
17:34Maybe.
17:38What do you want to do?
17:40We can go somewhere else.
17:42Or we can go back to my place for a drink.
17:45But if I go back to your place, how am I going to get back later tonight?
17:48You can spend the night if you want.
17:50Yeah?
17:54You realize if I spend the night, they're going to kick me out, right?
17:56Don't do that.
17:57I don't care.
17:58I don't care.
18:00Look.
18:01I only have three days left.
18:03Okay?
18:04All I have is a couple of interviews and grabbing my bags.
18:08Nothing.
18:09No, you should finish.
18:12I already did my time.
18:14Unless you just don't want me to come over.
18:16No, I do.
18:17I just...
18:21You promise?
18:22Yes.
18:25There is one small problem.
18:29If they kick me out,
18:31I won't have a place to stay the next three days.
18:35That's fine.
18:36Yeah?
18:39It's early.
18:41On the couch?
18:43On the couch.
19:02You
19:04You
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19:39You know how to use that thing?
19:41No, not really.
19:42Just tell me what it's for.
19:43Yeah, let me see it.
19:45So this camera actually takes 35mm film.
19:48Okay.
19:49Yeah, you load it here in the back.
19:51You only get 36 exposures per roll.
19:54You mean 36 photos?
19:56Yeah.
19:57Okay.
19:58Like with digital, you can take as many photos as you want.
20:00Okay.
20:01I know how that one works.
20:02See, look in there.
20:06Okay, do you see the light meter on the right?
20:08No.
20:09Like the numbers on the side?
20:10Yeah, yeah, I see the numbers.
20:11So that's the light meter.
20:12Okay.
20:13And you press down on this button.
20:15It'll show you what to set the aperture to.
20:20It says 2.8.
20:23Okay, perfect.
20:24So we'll move it to 2.8.
20:26Okay.
20:27Okay.
20:29Now, look through it.
20:31Focus.
20:32And then shoot.
20:33Did you cock that back?
20:38Okay.
20:39Here.
20:40Let me see.
20:41No.
20:42No, no.
20:43No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
20:45Just take one.
20:46No.
20:47Be careful.
20:48No.
20:49Just relax.
20:52You're bad.
20:53The numbers keep changing.
20:56Oh!
20:59That's great.
21:00It better be.
21:01That better be beautiful.
21:04Jay-Z, it's Billy.
21:05I want to talk through some of the stuff we talked through earlier.
21:08Give me a call, please.
21:11Hey, you need to call me right now.
21:14Look, I'm trying to cover for you, man.
21:16You're going to throw all this away.
21:18You're better than this.
21:19Call me right now.
21:25So, I'm officially kicked out.
21:27Damn.
21:28Sorry.
21:29It's not your fault.
21:30So, here's my house key.
21:33If you want to go get food or something.
21:36I don't think there's really anything to eat in the fridge, but help yourself to whatever.
21:40Okay.
21:41And feel free to text me or call me or whatever.
21:45Okay.
21:47Okay.
21:48Hey.
21:51You're not going to steal all my stuff and go sell it on Craigslist, are you?
21:55No.
21:56Actually, your Harry Potter books and that gorgeous painting of Miami Beach are going to be just fine.
22:00Oh, well, you can actually sell the painting.
22:02I've never really liked it anyway.
22:03We'll have to flip the profits.
22:05Oh, yeah?
22:06And what are we going to do with all that money?
22:08I don't know.
22:11Okay.
22:13Okay.
22:14Well, I got to go to work, so goodbye.
22:17Bye, dude.
22:18Bye, dude.
22:46Bye.
23:17Hey, I can't come in today.
23:21Oh, hey.
23:22Hi.
23:23Did you forget something?
23:24No, they had extra coverage.
23:25They didn't need me to come in today.
23:27Oh, okay.
23:28Yeah, what do you want to do today?
23:31I'm down for whatever.
23:34Want to go see a movie?
23:36Sure.
23:38Okay.
23:39I'll see you later.
23:40Okay.
23:41Bye.
23:43Bye.
23:44Bye.
23:45Sure.
23:46Is there anything you want to see?
23:47I don't know.
23:48It's what it's like.
23:49Okay.
23:52Hey, do you mind if we go by the rehab and pick up my stuff?
23:55Yeah, sure.
23:56We can go to the movies on the way back.
24:07Did you go through my stuff?
24:09No, I just was brushing my teeth and I saw them in the drawer.
24:15I didn't take any.
24:16Okay.
24:20Do you take those?
24:21No, honestly.
24:22I forgot that they were even in here.
24:27Are you mad at me?
24:29No.
24:30Why would I be mad at you?
24:31I don't know.
24:32I just feel weird.
24:36I get that.
24:38I've had a lot of weird moments with the family over the years.
24:42There was a time when nobody trusted me.
24:44Not even my own mom.
24:47I'll throw them away.
24:49You don't have to do that.
24:52Well, what should I do?
24:54If I wanted to, I could have somebody here with pills in less than 30 minutes.
24:59But it's just not how I want to be anymore.
25:01It's not me.
25:03I think you should put them back in the drawer.
25:06Just leave them.
25:08You can even count them if you want.
25:11Are you sure?
25:13Do you trust me?
25:17Yeah.
25:29Ah, shit.
25:37Hey, bud.
25:39You know I think you're making a mistake here.
25:42You guys are the ones who kicked me out, remember?
25:43If you'd come back last night like I told you to, we could have figured it out.
25:46Yeah, it's too late now.
25:47No, it's not too late.
25:49My God, JJ, you've got a lot of good in you.
25:50You want to throw it all away for this?
25:52You know, maybe I should meet her.
25:53No, no, no.
25:56You don't need to meet anybody.
25:57You don't need to meet anybody.
25:58I just want to introduce myself.
26:01You think I'm going to embarrass you, don't you?
26:03No, you are embarrassing me.
26:04Listen, listen.
26:05I'm talking low.
26:06You're talking loud, okay?
26:07Okay, she hears you.
26:08She doesn't hear me.
26:09Listen.
26:10Yeah, go ahead.
26:11I'm just going to spend my last couple of days with her.
26:12Uh-huh.
26:14I'm going to go home.
26:15Yeah.
26:16And I'm going to be fine, okay?
26:17Okay.
26:19And you think you can hang on your sobriety with that?
26:21And you think you can get Lexi back?
26:22I'm fine.
26:23Yeah, I know you're fine.
26:25Thank you for everything.
26:27I still believe in you, JJ.
26:30All right.
26:31Thanks.
26:39What was all that about?
26:40Nothing.
26:41Let's go.
26:42Okay.
26:56You good?
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28:13I'm good.
28:14I'm good.
28:15I'm good.
28:16I'm good.
28:17I'm good.
28:18I'm good.
28:19I'm good.
28:20I'm good.
28:21I'm good.
28:22I'm good.
28:23I'm good.
28:24I'm good.
28:25I'm good.
28:26I'm good.
28:27I'm good.
28:28I'm good.
28:29I'm good.
28:30I'm good.
28:31I'm good.
28:32I'm good.
28:33I'm good.
28:34I'm good.
28:35I'm good.
28:36I'm good.
28:37You can wear whatever you want.
28:38Thanks.
28:40Let's go.
28:41Okay.
29:08You take me back in time
29:19To the time
29:23Where I left a ring
29:26And all my buddies in the group
29:31Come out and play
29:34Here you go guys.
29:35Thank you, man.
29:37You're out here making some fans.
29:39Too soon.
29:40Sorry, too soon. Quite literally.
29:42You wanna cheers after that?
29:43Cheers to that you're leaving soon.
29:44We'll start off easy.
29:46Okay?
29:47What's your favorite color?
29:49Yellow.
29:50Favorite movie?
29:5410 Things I Hate About You.
29:56Good one.
29:58Do you believe in true love?
29:59Wow, that escalated quickly.
30:02Well, do you like that there's only one person out there just for you?
30:05Um, not really.
30:09Do you?
30:12I used to.
30:17My grandma always told me that you have three great loves in your life.
30:21And that they all teach you something.
30:23Wow.
30:26How many have you had?
30:27Just one, I think.
30:28You think?
30:29I feel like that's something you should know about if you've had it, right?
30:33You care to share?
30:34No.
30:35No? Okay, we can move on.
30:40What is your greatest fear?
30:42Good one.
30:43Um, probably drowning.
30:47So dying a slow death?
30:49No.
30:50More just death in general.
30:53So you're afraid to die?
30:54No.
30:56I guess just what comes after death.
30:58Just nothingness.
31:00Nothingness? You're just gone?
31:02Yeah, people cry for a day or two, but eventually you're forgotten like you were never even there.
31:10I take it you don't believe in heaven, then?
31:12Oh, I think heaven was invented by hurt people hoping that their loved ones are still out there somewhere.
31:17That we'll see them again someday.
31:20But I could be wrong.
31:21Hopefully.
31:22Who knows?
31:31Hmm.
31:40Okay, cool.
32:01So what do you want to do today?
32:04I want to see L.A.
32:05Okay, what do you want to see?
32:07I want to see the Hollywood sign.
32:09Oh, maybe one of those star tours where you can see the famous people's houses.
32:12No.
32:13Come on, be a tourist with me today.
32:16Please be a tourist with me today.
32:18Please be a tourist with me today.
32:20Fine.
32:21Yeah!
32:23Oh my god!
32:31I was born in the city.
32:40Went out on my own.
32:43Reporting live from the scene right now.
32:45Looks like there has been a volcano eruption.
32:48What?
32:49On a group that's observing.
32:50That's terrible.
32:51On the back we saw from one place.
32:54Fixing my own tent.
32:58Should I move my hair?
32:59I like it.
33:02Ready?
33:05Don't be tired.
33:30I went down to the valley
33:35And I saw a gun
33:38Clutched so tightly by the hunter
33:40Pointing at his mouth
33:43Oh
33:44I ran as fast as I could
33:47What?
33:50You just don't look like an addict.
33:52What?
33:53To me.
33:55I don't look like a drug addict?
33:57Yeah.
33:58You're so defensive about that.
33:59What does a drug addict look like?
34:00You really want to look like a drug addict?
34:01What does that look like?
34:02I don't know.
34:03You just don't look like it to me.
34:05What does a drug addict look like?
34:07I don't know.
34:10Do you need like a face tattoo?
34:17Such a tourist!
34:20JJ, say something funny.
34:23Um...
34:26It's not funny.
34:32Somebody left their shoe.
34:33It's too bad, you know?
34:35People don't appreciate anything anymore.
34:37There she is!
34:57Oh my god!
35:00Okay, put it on.
35:11Oh my god, I literally hate this.
35:14I don't even like this!
35:17This is actually scary!
35:27Oh my god!
35:29Oh my god!
35:56What are you getting?
35:57Smells nice.
35:58There's a...
36:00Good oakiness to it.
36:01Yeah, earthy tone.
36:02Maybe some...
36:06Yeah.
36:07Yeah?
36:08Yeah.
36:16Were you popular in high school?
36:17Very.
36:19Were you really?
36:20Were you not?
36:21Um...
36:22Uh...
36:25It's hard to say.
36:32I just feel like I was friends with like a lot of different groups of people.
36:35Yeah?
36:36But I guess like my group of friends would have been considered like the burnouts, you know?
36:42Like we were invited to the parties but we just never went.
36:45We like just did our own thing.
36:47So that's like kind of cooler than being popular, right?
36:51I guess it depends who you ask.
36:53If you ask yourself, I guess yeah.
36:55I'm asking you, so what's the answer?
36:57I don't know.
36:59I think you're pretty cool.
37:01That's all I need to hear.
37:03There you go.
37:09I love this smoothie.
37:10I've seen this smoothie so many times.
37:12Never get old.
37:14No, never.
37:15Just so good.
37:18I have a crush on him.
37:19I did.
37:20Yeah?
37:21In Jumanji.
37:22Oh my gosh.
37:23Oh my gosh.
37:24I've always really liked older men.
37:25Like my first crush.
37:28Okay, continue.
37:29Really, my first crush was Mel Gibson in The Patriot.
37:33Wow.
37:34Which, it would have been normal for it to be like Heath Ledger.
37:42We are officially out of wine.
37:44That's why we have some more.
37:45You want some?
37:46Yeah.
37:48Are you going to?
37:50Here I am.
37:51JJ reporting live from the scene of the crime.
37:54Oh God.
37:55Apparently someone has stolen all of the wine.
37:57No.
37:58In all of Los Angeles.
37:59What are we going to do?
38:00We have suspicion that it is a young woman under the name of Sammy.
38:04She has ran off with all the wine.
38:05Oh my gosh.
38:06We are now in pursuit.
38:07We're going to go live on the scene.
38:09Why would she do that?
38:12She's an alcoholic.
38:14She needs it.
38:15She can't get enough of it.
38:17Look at her.
38:18Oh, drink it.
38:24Look at her.
38:25Look at her.
38:26She's right here.
38:28God, man.
38:29God, man.
38:31Why would I ever, you know?
38:42Here she is.
38:43Here she is.
38:44Our last night together.
38:46Bye.
38:50Bye.
38:51Bye.
38:52Over you.
38:53She's really rude to me.
38:55But I think deep down she cares about me.
39:06So are you excited to go back home?
39:08Definitely.
39:10Miss my mom.
39:11My little lady.
39:16But I'm a little scared to go home.
39:19Really?
39:21I don't know.
39:22This is the best I've ever been.
39:25It's the longest I've been sober, that's for sure.
39:29But being here with you.
39:34I don't know.
39:35Do you ever wish you could just pause time?
39:37Just stay in one moment for a little while and just...
39:41Just...
39:43I don't know.
39:48When I was in school, I wanted to go to prom so bad.
39:53My parents were separated at the time and my dad was being really strict and wouldn't let me go.
39:59But the cutest guy asked me if he could stay in front of the whole school.
40:03Yeah?
40:05What'd you do?
40:06Well, I couldn't say no.
40:07So I begged and begged and finally he said okay.
40:12It took some convincing, but he even helped me buy a dress and everything.
40:15Good man.
40:16Yeah.
40:20It was the most beautiful night.
40:23And I never wanted it to end.
40:27But it did.
40:29And the next day at school, the boy that asked me to prom wouldn't even talk to me.
40:35What a jerk.
40:37I know.
40:40But...
40:42Life isn't prom.
40:45Life is going to school the next day.
40:51Yeah, I guess so.
40:53So do you mind me asking how it all started for you?
40:59What started?
41:01Your addiction.
41:02I mean, if it's too personal or not.
41:04No, it's fine.
41:07I learned to talk about it a lot in rehab, you know?
41:12Actually, it's funny that you're talking about high school because that's where it all started for me.
41:16Yeah.
41:17I know it doesn't seem like it, but I was quite the football player back in the day.
41:21Were you?
41:22I was.
41:23Shocking.
41:24Whatever.
41:27I was 16 and it was a big game.
41:31I was running down the sideline and I got hit hard.
41:35Seeing stars.
41:37The next day...
41:40I was in the hospital.
41:42I was in the hospital.
41:43Seeing stars.
41:45The next day...
41:47My back was hurting so bad I couldn't even go to school.
41:51Went to the doctor and...
41:54There's not really much they can do.
41:56So they handed me a couple bottles of pills.
41:59Some Vicodin, some Oxy.
42:03At first I just took them when needed.
42:06There was just one time my back was hurting pretty bad.
42:10I took a couple extra.
42:14And I felt amazing.
42:16Not a care in the world.
42:18No stress, no anxiety.
42:22It's like you're floating.
42:27Not too long after that I found myself trying to get hurt in games.
42:32Hitting people as hard as I possibly could.
42:36Of course the coach loved it and everyone thought I was this great player, but I was just trying to get injured.
42:42I just wanted to get more pills.
42:44And they would just give you more?
42:46Every time.
42:48Every time.
42:52That was ten years ago.
42:56Those little pills stole ten years of my life.
43:06What made you want to stop?
43:12Lexi.
43:16I lost custody a while back.
43:20I haven't seen her in...
43:23I haven't seen her in a long time.
43:29I'd do anything for the little girl.
43:33And she's lucky to have you.
43:38I don't know about that, but...
43:39I know that I'm lucky to have her.
43:42She makes me want to be better.
43:47You make me want to be better too.
43:58How'd you sleep?
44:00Good.
44:01Yeah?
44:02Yeah, how'd you sleep?
44:03I slept great.
44:04How was the caramel?
44:06So good.
44:07So good?
44:08So good.
44:09Yeah?
44:10So good.
44:11Are you ticklish?
44:12Are you ticklish there?
44:13Right there, yeah.
44:14Who isn't?
44:15Want to do Runyon?
44:16What's Runyon?
44:17It's like a popular place to go hike.
44:18Oh, hiking, okay.
44:20Isn't it funny how, in life, you can go, like, your whole life without ever talking to someone.
44:29And then you meet them.
44:31And you can't imagine your life going on without talking to them anymore.
44:34It'd be weird, like, if I never talked to you again from this point on.

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