Married at First Sight UK Season 9 Episode 3
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00:00I'm ready to meet the love of my life
00:04previously
00:05Marriage means everything eight hopeful singles. This needs to work. It's got to said I do to a complete stranger
00:17For some it was a promising start to married life. Yeah, well my woman you look lovely. I'm so excited
00:25She's perfect. Whereas awkward first impressions. You look nice
00:30Nice left Lacey unimpressed
00:34and Emma and Casper's big day
00:37Became too much of a family affair. She very much reminds me of my sister
00:43The only thing I haven't got right now is that what's a ripper closer
00:49Tonight
00:52The newlyweds jet off on honeymoon for some couples
00:58It's marital bliss, I think Kieran is hilarious
01:01There's not a single person in this world that I'd rather be here with I'm over the moon while for others
01:07It's a bumpier ride. I think you're sappy with me. I do and I don't know why you left me alone again
01:13I don't like been shut up
01:16I'm a size 14. I'm not a monster. It's a shame that I'm not attractive to the person. I've married
01:22I want love and it's no place
01:27Oh
01:40After meeting and marrying just 24 hours ago. No, I got shivers down my back like I'm not even joking me
01:47The couples have arrived on their honeymoons
01:50Oh my god, look at the room. Oh, did you do this? Yeah, I spent all morning on that. Yeah
01:59The honeymoon is the perfect environment for our newlyweds to connect on a deeper level
02:07With the pressures of everyday life left far behind
02:10They'll be able to begin their marriage journey in a natural and relaxed setting
02:20So good so good
02:29Oh my god, the bathroom is bigger than me whole caravan
02:38I've never been anywhere like this before. The villa is absolutely stunning
02:43Are you okay? I'm just like I'm a bit lost. Oh, it's
02:47Not love
02:50There's not a single person in this world that I'd rather be here with
02:54I'm just I'm over the moon
03:06They can see
03:09The experts have smashed it out the park I
03:14Fancy the pants off her. I just already feel like I wouldn't have wanted to spend this with anybody else. Yeah, I agree
03:21Do you see if that's ours?
03:23Me and Eva have had sex a few times
03:29Hey
03:30It was just so natural. Yeah, I mean
03:35Clearly I'm speechless. So
03:38the girl of my dreams I
03:40Mean if we don't fall in love here, then I don't know where else
03:45It would be a good start I just feel like we did have that instant chemistry
03:50Naturally, none of it's been forced. No, no, it's all just very natural
03:55No great 100% good. I'm glad you're on the same page. Yeah
04:00Charlie listen beautiful girl my type
04:04but when it comes down to how fast we're moving I
04:08Think maybe wanna be but slower would maybe be better for me
04:12I don't really like to throw myself in too quickly. I
04:16Want to know more about her?
04:30He's like stinging I wasn't there don't think about that
04:38You can see why the experts paired us together
04:45You know, it's everything I asked for he's cheeky chappie, he's lovely I just want to get to know
04:51Nathan more on a deeper level you want to do a toast? Yeah, go on then. Okay. What do you wanna say?
05:01To a lovely honeymoon
05:04Oh
05:08Quite simple, okay. Maybe what rate is
05:18What do you say
05:21Yeah, it's a lovely honeymoon good memories. Yeah having fun a great company
05:26Oh
05:32Easy I normally do that
05:43Oh, it's got that stool
05:49I can't believe I'm on honeymoon in Jamaica with my husband
05:56God no snogging yet, but hopefully that'll come
06:05We're gonna sleep well tonight. Oh, yeah, we have to because no sleep where you slept on the plane all the way. Yeah
06:18Obviously long-haul flight
06:21Casper slept pretty much all of it and every time I'd wake up. I'm like, oh
06:26We could talk now and he like puts his headphones on and just watches this movie
06:29I just thought it was a bit of a contrast to the day before
06:39Things go well with Emma getting along really well, you can talk me through them
06:44They look native she got a lot to give she's full of energy champagne
06:51I
06:53Wouldn't say the sparks evolved. I think we're getting to know each other better. You're making me crazy, baby
07:09Right, what else John try some of this I just want to try this I can't pick up those to slip
07:16Right you just skin what are you up to?
07:20I
07:26Think Kieran is hilarious. I feel like I haven't stopped smiling. I haven't stopped laughing
07:37We're just really comfortable around each other, okay, so yeah, I'm excited
07:45What
07:47Did you ask for I got what I wanted physically and in here, oh, that's so nice over the moon
07:54What looks to normally go for in a bloke?
07:56and
07:58athletic like build
08:07And what about the height thing I will be honest and say like I did ask for somebody
08:13Tall but being around you
08:17Getting married to you like you are six foot in my eyes without a doubt everything else about you
08:24Like mix up for me like a height
08:29That's cute, yeah, yeah, definitely
08:32I've never been paid compliments that before for someone to say that that's a big deal and it was really really nice to hear
08:42I
09:08Fancy everything about age
09:11This is beautiful. I've got you for company. She's got the most banging smoking body. I've ever seen in my life
09:18She's she's epic
09:22It's exciting that it's moving quickly. I'm one of these people that moves at quite a fast pace
09:30Even Charlie's contrasting romantic approaches were noted at the matching stage
09:35I predict an instant attraction
09:38But what they'll need to navigate is the pace of the relationship Charlie falls hard and fast
09:44Whereas Eve is more reserved and on their wedding day both reveal different attitudes to conflict
09:52Let's say one of us happen to be annoyed. Give me five minutes. I can do it. I can't even argument with somebody
09:57I just shut myself off completely from her. I'm not very dramatic and stuff
10:05I
10:13Grifted on and then sex again. I
10:20Do you think Charlie sometimes she can be a bit much a bit over-the-top with affection and stuff
10:27The only thing I'm worrying about is the amount of space that I would like
10:33I feel it. Yeah, like I'm okay. I
10:39Need patience from Charlie
11:02Oh
11:19My god, really really fun absolutely love the slide
11:24Oh my god, it was horrendous
11:29How'd you think their wedding went oh, I really loved it, I think I can't remember the last time I was that nervous
11:36in my life, honestly, I turn around and you were like
11:40big smile
11:42noise
11:43And I'm just like don't worry. We've got this. It's like
11:49I'm not completely confident. I
11:52Am confident for a girl that
11:57Has never been skinny never want to be but for a girl that's never been skinny. I
12:04Think as long as I am
12:07Happy healthy and fit. I can eat crisps and drink wine. I
12:15Surround myself with people that bring you up and that's really important
12:19You saw my friends, right? We are never scared to compliment each other and that that that helps
12:26No, I mean from a husband's perspective that helps
12:31Yeah
12:38She's a very positive person very confident in herself and her body
12:42But first I'm seeing Emma in a bikini
12:45I'm not feeling the sexual sparks that I was hoping to feel
12:51Liking a more petite woman generally is something that I've always fancied more than curves
13:00That's just my preference
13:16In
13:18Mexico even Charlie is spending some time apart
13:23Everything was going good
13:26Until we're in the pool and
13:30She was a bit much. She kept asking. It was okay over and over again. So I just said listen, yeah, like I'm okay
13:35like chill out
13:36He just got up quite abruptly. I don't like the way she just buying temper buying exploded
13:44It was a big red flag
13:46So I decided to get a separate apartment. I don't want to make her feel like I don't like her
13:51I just I need me one space
13:57We had a slight disagreement in the pool earlier I
14:03walked off and
14:06I haven't heard from her since
14:08She wants to be by herself
14:10She won't talk to me
14:12She's clearly not as committed as me
14:15No, I've fallen for her. I like it stupidly. I am
14:19Often. Yeah, everyone will be like it's been like 24 hours long. It's been but I have I
14:26Just don't understand I don't sound what I've done
14:37I've had a great day today with Emma
14:40But I do feel that there's something that I need to talk to her about I
14:47Didn't feel that automatic attraction
14:51It's something that I wanted to see if I could ignore
14:56But I believe honesty is the best policy I think
15:10Delicious I'm punch, baby. That's the day one
15:16Enjoy it. Yeah, this time had a fabulous time. It was fun
15:21How are you yeah, well, I mean
15:29I've been struggling
15:35I don't know. I don't know if you felt it but
15:39I haven't felt that spark. I was hoping to feel
15:47What's what's what started off those feelings
15:53You know the wedding day that was the thing that you did on the day reminding my sister what did I do?
16:01Watching you and her laugh together. Yeah, so, you know, there's an element this sort of mannerisms
16:08I'm equating one with the other and it's not good
16:15What's usual type
16:22This is really hard
16:29No, because I don't want to say what I want
16:31I
16:37Really have gone for the curvier person
16:46Do you think I look sexy tonight
16:52But you don't think I'm sexy Wow
17:01So you didn't fancy me
17:05And you don't fancy me
17:08Right
17:10Not currently. No
17:13Let's be honest
17:20If you didn't think I was sexy my fucking wedding dress and you didn't think I was sexy my gorgeous bikini today, I
17:27Don't know what hope there is
17:31But what we're here to do is to look beyond that and what you need to do is look beyond that
17:39Because my personality my confidence
17:45Should help a you be more confident and
17:49Be you should see qualities
17:52Bigger than my clothes size
18:01You need to work on your view of women
18:18It's the second day of honeymoons
18:24While Christina and Kieran get hands-on in Thailand
18:31Lacey and Nathan are spending the day at a reptile farm
18:37Would you hold a snake thing in there? Oh, are you gonna be there? Yeah, maybe I don't mind snakes. I don't mind snakes
18:48But if a snake tries to attack me and Lacey's there I'll have no problem, you know using as human shield
18:56Is this one venomous no, it's not venomous so you can touch it you can
19:12Please don't be scared. Hey, see he like you
19:16It's
19:24So fun being here with Nathan he does make me laugh so much
19:34But I still do want to see more of the romantic loving Nathan
19:41See if you can have deep chat with me, you know, it's not always
19:44Jokey
19:46What is the most romantic thing you've done for someone? I
19:51Feel like the best matter thing. I've probably done some go look at fucking lizards
19:58Fast
20:00Anyway, there was there was there was a massive lizard. All right, okay
20:14Do you feel like you would be romantic with me
20:21Yeah, I'd like to think so yeah, do you get flowers
20:26It depends on the person it depends on the person that you um, do you like flowers
20:32Like in a traditional respect some people don't like flowers because I say they have to water
20:37Would you water them I've got your flowers
20:40Yeah, yeah, I'll get flowers
20:43I do feel a little bit sometimes, you know, I'm the one that's asking all the questions
20:48And sometimes that makes me feel like oh
20:50Like it's into this does he want to get to know me more like is he feeling this with me?
20:55Do you feel close to me a bit? How are you feeling? Yeah, I
20:59Think you're really cool. Yeah hundred percent. I think you're really cool
21:03cool
21:04cool
21:07I just got out a bit simple. Can I have a bit more of a look? Oh, yeah. I got you. I
21:15Think you're really beautiful. And yeah, I'm interested to see what's gonna happen for the rest of the honeymoon. I
21:22Definitely need some more, you know words than call
21:28Let's want more from him, you know
21:36I
21:42Spent my morning alone
21:46It was our first night of our honeymoon, but Eve decided to stay in another room it's left me feeling a little bit insecure
21:54So yeah, I'm just I'm struggling with that
22:01Hi, how are you? All right
22:06John Tommy feel like shit
22:12Have you had the space that you need? Yep. Do you think you needed that much space? I
22:20Just don't really get it I
22:22Thought we were in this as a team
22:23I thought that we you know that we would talk things out that we'd clear the air
22:27You wouldn't just go to bed and just leave me wondering what the hell is going on. You snapped me just was right
22:33You didn't buy something to chill out we probably would have squashed it and it would have been all right
22:37But I just think it was the home. I went to know that 12 hours just left me here
22:41Don't you think that's quite rude? No, I don't that's not teamwork. It's not us working together
22:46That's not what a marriage is in my eyes. I need a wee bit more time. Sometimes they feel comfortable enough
22:51Why do you want to be away from me so much already? I understand you're so rejected. I understand your point 100%
22:57I'm just really sorry. I've made you feel like this
22:59I am okay, but maybe you move up different pieces. It was very self-centered. I think I don't think you thought about both parties in the situation
23:07But if that's my way of dealing with stuff, I need a bit of time. Okay, but then maybe then I
23:13But okay fair enough if that's what you need then you do you
23:25Just asking for communication
23:30Sorry
23:37Next time like I'm happy for you to go and have space
23:40But it was just the fact that we went to bed on an argument and that to me is just a massive red flag
23:47I'll not do that again, right, but maybe if I do need like half an hour something that's okay
23:51Of course, you can have four hours, but I'm fucking 12
23:56But I just don't want you to push me out
23:59I've got feelings for her no matter how quickly it's happened. I just didn't know where I stood
24:04I do feel like it's completely squashed now. Like I just want to enjoy the rest of our honeymoon and
24:10Just have fun. Like we have been having I
24:13Do you want to be having a good time with Charlie? I don't want to make her feel like I don't like her
24:17But there's still a sticky feeling there
24:20I'm not 100% comfortable just yet. I do know I need space just need to take baby baby steps. Don't scare myself off
24:30I
24:43Didn't want to lie. I can't help not fencing it. It takes a lot of emotional energy
24:49And it feels like me opening up and being honest
24:52Has just led to pain
24:55I
24:58Re-went over everything in my head this morning
25:01It's a shame that I'm not attractive to the person I've married
25:06He struggled so much to say that I look beautiful last night, but actually I felt good and I asked him like
25:13my attractive and he struggled to say yes like I
25:16I
25:21Woke up really angry this morning really angry what you said last night as much as it is about you
25:30It's not kind for any woman to hear that right
25:36And now I kind of don't really know how to act around you
25:40Because I'm like, oh, well what I don't know. What's he actually
25:44The thinking or feeling, you know, can you understand that I can't understand that I
25:51Felt terrible saying it but it was the truth and the honesty that we also need to progress if in two weeks time I said
25:58Yeah, I've just never really been feeling it
26:00That lie there. Yeah, it's a lot worse than the truth. Now. I would argue. Do you think you could have phrased it better?
26:08Without bringing fucking size and shape into it
26:14Probably yes. Yeah
26:19Poorly phrased
26:27I'm a size 14. I'm not fucking monster
26:38I
26:41Believe this is day two of my honeymoon in Jamaica. I can't believe this is my honeymoon
26:46I've got enough in my life without having to be attacked in paradise, but I want to cut
26:59I don't know if we can move past this. I
27:04Want love and
27:07It's nowhere fucking close
27:34In the Gambia
27:37Never filled
27:42Lacey and Nathan are enjoying a local cooking class. This one's lush. I
27:48Could have that as an air freshener. I reckon I could have scented candle
27:58Can you believe we made this
28:05Bad boy
28:08I
28:09That's absolutely banging and I definitely gotta make this when we get back. Yeah
28:20I've never dated someone long-distance
28:23So do you think you'd be able to do it or do you think it would be like?
28:27An issue no, I definitely feel like you're worth the distance. Oh, that's a bit cringe
28:38Does it bother you that I don't drive
28:41No
28:42No, not really. Would you be open to learn this drive?
28:46Yeah, but things have happened in my life. I
28:51Already mentioned this to Nathan before he knows why I don't drive. Is he just not listening?
28:59I've lost two very good friends of mine to car crashes and
29:07You know, I had a car crash
29:10So for ages I kept, you know getting flashbacks every time I'd be in the car. I
29:17Will get there. It's just sort of little hiccups in my life that's happened and made me feel not confident behind the wheel
29:24Cool
29:30Cool strikes again
29:37Kind of drunk like
29:40It would have been nice to have a bit more empathy from him when I was telling him about
29:45Losing two friends in a car crash. I don't know. I felt like he didn't really give me much back
29:51Yeah, it wasn't really the reaction I kind of wanted
29:55Oh
30:05My god, there's a pig
30:13Come on then come on go in the water. Oh my
30:25Oh
30:29That was so nice wasn't it? I was lush. Oh careful of your head. Oh
30:36Yeah, no, I that was absolutely mint I'd fancy if I was a pig like
30:42I would not be a babe
30:49So grateful I'd be much for you honestly
30:51Kiran
30:54Kiran is definitely everything that I was looking for. It does feel really special
31:00But I wanted to tell Kiran I suffer with this disorder
31:05Like it is scary and it is nerve-wracking and it's just that oh my god. I hope he doesn't run away. I
31:13Think you you only deserve to like
31:16Know an insight into how I am
31:21I display symptoms of something called
31:24PMDD right and basically it's just like PMS
31:29but mine is like just
31:33heightened
31:35And some people you know, they don't know how to deal with it
31:40Do you think your PMDDs?
31:43affected like past relationships
31:46yeah, because of the self-sabotage and the panicking and
31:51It does obviously all come at that time
31:57Well, just know, you know if times do get hard I'll do my absolute best to make sure I'm there for you
32:05Because you deserve you deserve someone to do that for you
32:09Like I come with quirks I've got a hairy butt crack
32:15You should not have put up with that
32:17At least you can wax it though
32:21I do really like Kieran and for him to react how he's reacted
32:26Like I genuinely could not ask for any more. I feel like we are building such good
32:34Foundations, I think it's safe to say I am falling for Kieran
32:39What you put in this bloody bag pigs? Yeah, I thought I'd need a big enough bag to sneak one home
32:51You
32:57Here grab yourself, okay
33:00despite spending another night apart
33:03You know how to drive right? Yeah
33:06Please please just don't you know where to not panic? No, I don't
33:11Even Charlie have agreed. They'll try to enjoy a day of off-road buggying together. I want to be having fun
33:17You know, she's a fun girl, but that's lingering over me just the way she spoke to me and snaps at me and stuff
33:26I just can't deal with confrontation. It just puts me off
33:44It's nice to be out of the hotel with Eve
33:47But I still don't feel like she wants to be around me
33:55In my eyes she contradicts herself because of the conversation yesterday
34:06But Eve decided to sleep in another room again
34:13It's all mixed signals
34:18I
34:20Just pretty this is absolutely beautiful
34:31Are you feeling yeah, I'm feeling good
34:40Until I
34:43Work out exactly what's going on in my head
34:45That's probably why I'm just maybe taking a wee minute to myself and trying to yeah like in my eyes
34:49I feel like I've been a very very supportive person
34:52I've you know, I've taken a step back when you want me to when you want your space. I give you your space
34:56But it's what it is, I guess
34:59Listen, some people just work a wee bit slower
35:01I just I feel like you you say that you want to like communicate and you want to talk about things
35:06But like it's space thing. It's like you just walk you run you go away you go and sleep in another bed
35:12You you know, it just it's just not sitting well with me. It's just not how I deal with things
35:18Do you ever think you're mean to me Charlie?
35:21I do. I think you're sappy with me. I do and I don't know why how have I stopped at you?
35:27What happened last night
35:29When you were like screaming the house down buying in my door when I had a good one when you walked out again left me
35:34Sleeping on my own again. Yeah, so I'm after having sex with me. You left me without no words
35:39You got up you walked out you slammed the door. How are you saying that?
35:42That's my fault. How can two people right because you did exactly what you said
35:46You want to do you did exactly what you said?
35:47You weren't gonna do again, which was walk out on me leave for the night not message me back
35:52You ran away again and when slept in another room like it
35:55Well, you said that you wouldn't do that again and you did exactly that 24 hours later
36:00And did that make you buying my door down when I try to go with me and scream?
36:03I was shouting through your door to try and get your attention because you left me alone again
36:08I'm not innocent
36:12Can't freaking deal with it. Can you I don't like being shouted out Ria's voice. I don't like
36:22Can't communicate that's your problem. I just want to help her and I want her to talk to me
36:29But instead she just shuts me out and then calls me mean
36:34It's another form of rejection
36:37You know
36:39Sorry
36:53Is that nice we were very greedy and that's some skill that with a trunk in it
36:59It's the penultimate day of honeymoons. Oh
37:04Fuck I've ripped me shorts
37:07I've ripped them just a little bit. What do you like?
37:11And after spending the night in separate rooms
37:14Emma and Casper have agreed to meet
37:17Being a rocky honeymoon. This is not what I imagined ever and I definitely need to have a chat to try and clear the air
37:24a little bit I
37:25needed the space but I have to learn about myself and how my behavior is gonna impact other people and
37:32We can't progress if we're apart
37:35How did you sleep
37:38I slept. Okay. I was a bit stressed. Yeah
37:45Having you angry and then feeling that angry, you know
37:50My defenses were up I'd say yeah in my head I was just like I don't know what to do here. Yeah. Yeah, I
38:00Hoped that this would be different
38:03But I want to make this work and so do I so do I
38:15I would say we both sometimes don't think before we speak
38:23That's probably something that we need to consider and compromise on yeah in order to move forward
38:30But we're learning right we're both learning we are learn right
38:38We both know we're here for the right reasons and we're not walking away from this and we're willing to work
38:42Yeah, we're willing to work out those those challenges in our own. Absolutely
38:47I want to get to know you. I want to see how we can get on. I want to see how we can progress and
38:53Hopefully find the love that we're looking for. Yeah, that's why I'm here. I
38:58I
38:59Feeling a lot more relaxed having chats to Emma to step in the right direction
39:03There's definitely things that I admire about her. We are both here for the right reasons. I was actually quite nervous
39:10I
39:11wondered how you felt and
39:13actually, I
39:15Feel a bit a lot more secure. Oh, yeah
39:18Just now I'm not going anywhere
39:21It's nice to see Casper feel relieved that he is calmer than when he left me
39:26I'm glad that Casper was able to open up. I definitely want from here on out. Let's
39:33enjoy each other's company because we do have things in common and
39:37hopefully
39:38I'll get snogged by the end of it
39:50What's your favorite part of the cooking today I
39:53Think eating it
39:55Yeah, I tell you what
39:57but food was like
39:59So good last tasty when I I don't think I've tasted anything better. I
40:06Had the best day with Nathan
40:09But obviously I do feel like I need to speak to him about a few things that bothered me
40:14His reaction wasn't what I wanted it to be I do need someone that's emotionally intelligent I
40:21Did want to talk to you about a few things, okay
40:27So I
40:28Don't know if he was like aware
40:31But when I was I opened up to you about
40:33You know, I've had a car crash. Yeah, I've lost friends in car. Yeah, and that's why I don't drive
40:39I just felt like your reaction was a bit. Yeah cold. I
40:45Felt like he was shutting me down. I was trying to open up
40:50It's easy for me to get a little bit distracted and that I feel like
40:54With with like what was going on with like the eating and cooking and stuff like that
40:58Like my head was just a bit. Yeah, I
41:02Don't want to blame like me ADHD
41:04but whether I was just
41:07Not in the right head frame, but I can just go a little bit owl-faced like I just like don't daydream away
41:14Yeah
41:15But I am registering what you're saying
41:20But yeah, no, I apologize and like I switch on a little bit next time you mention anything that's all deep for you I
41:30Do appreciate that a lot
41:34But I do respect what you're saying about, you know, the ADHD my twins got ADHD, yeah
41:41I'm open to
41:43Learning more about you. Yeah, and you know hearing what it's like having
41:49ADHD because I'm your partner and it helps me understand you
41:56So you've been saying that it's a big step for me you're opening up
42:01I'm here for you. Yeah
42:07It is really great to open up to her about you know
42:09How my mind works and why I do certain things give her that reassurance that I am there for her
42:14She wants to talk about things. It's just sometimes I'm a little bit
42:19Yeah, I mean my feel is a bit different
42:21I do have that emotional maturity and if you did want to talk about anything you're sad about I'm there for you
42:29Yeah
42:30Well, you know that is really nice to hear because I did you know have a few doubts. Yeah
42:37Yeah, I'm 2% I feel it's broken a little bit. So sometimes it just comes out
42:44I
42:45Feel so much better
42:47After having that conversation with him for like it's brought me a bit closer to him actually and it was so nice to see him
42:53Open up about his you know ADHD and that for me was a big step. So yeah
42:58I'm so glad that I was honest with him and he definitely gave me the reaction. I wanted
43:15I
43:20Am feeling better than what I was Charlie just needs to understand that
43:26Confrontation to that level shouting and stuff. It just it's it's not something I can live with in a relationship
43:34I'm keeping me distance from Charlie just a wee bit
43:36But I want to want her more. I'd like to get back to where we were and progress from there. I
43:43Do feel like the dynamic has changed
43:47If I start slightly talking about the way that I'm feeling every time she gets up and stomps off at the smallest little hurdle
43:54But in my heart, I hope that she'll come back to the apartment tonight and stay with me
44:00I'm lonely and I just I want to spend time with her. I want her to sleep in the same bed as me
44:05I
44:07Are you feeling
44:09Yeah, I guess everything's a bit different or the dynamics a little bit different
44:13Yeah, it's kind of gone from one extreme to the other which I went I like it is I don't know
44:19It's not what I want. I get it. I understand but if it's what you need then then I'll give you your space
44:28Obviously like I still also have to think about myself as well and I agree and like what I need from you as well
44:34Because like I can obviously give you
44:37Everything that you need, but I obviously also need stuff to totally
44:42It has been difficult for me today and I obviously I just want to have like give you cuddles and I just want to move
44:48Forward and hope that we can get back to sort of where we were. I'll be nice
44:55So are you coming back to our room
45:05I don't want to hurt her feelings. I don't want to make her feel rejected. I
45:10Just need to do what I think space for a relationship I
45:15Was maybe gonna
45:16Take tonight to myself
45:19Just to clear my head. I don't want that to upset you though. Is that gonna upset you?
45:24Whatever makes you happy
45:26Okay, thank you I
45:29I
45:31Don't get a say anyway, so but you've got to do whatever you want to do
45:34It doesn't matter how I feel you're gonna do whatever you want anyway
45:38So what do you mean by that?
45:40You want space so you're gonna go and have your space. I don't want space I need space
45:44Exactly. It doesn't mean I'm gonna be happy about it. I'm sorry. I can't pretend and be like, yeah, okay, that's fine smile. I'm good
45:52I am trying to compromise with thee I
45:55I find myself worrying. Can I say something or do it with something just in case I fuck you off
46:01but just remember that the arguments initially did start because of like
46:06It wasn't me that did wrong that first argument. I don't agree with that. I don't agree with that. Are you joking?
46:12Please don't make me to be something. I'm not Charlie. That's not true. I'm not
46:16That's a lie. You're telling me. I'm not stop lying. Oh fuck
46:20Okay
46:24Call me a liar. So fucking calling me a liar all the time fucking liar
46:30so John I
46:34Have never been shown that side of someone in a long time and I don't think I deserve it
46:43This is definitely put me off Charlie and every level
46:48I've said to suppress how I'm feeling all the time
46:55Eve's way or the fucking highway
47:13Or just a list on a banks
47:24It's mental to think that we've only known each other a week today
47:32It's been the best week of my life it has taught a hundred percent
47:36It's been so easy being in each other's company
47:38Like that hasn't been any awkward. It hasn't been any awkward moments at all. I
47:46Promise I'll give this everything I've got
47:50So
47:53As long as we can keep a smile on each other's faces, then I'm happy yeah, it's coming up the stars
48:03Keep right just a little bit
48:08Tonight has been beautiful
48:14Christina is the brightest colored pencil in the pencil case. She just lights up every room that she walks into
48:23For
48:25Me this couldn't have gone any better and this was the perfect ending to the perfect funny move
48:53This is nice in there, it's just beautiful
48:58Last night on the honeymoon. Obviously made a bit of an effort dressed up a little bit tonight
49:01She's looking quite good as well. I tried to match it up a little bit in terms of colors. This is so beautiful
49:06Yeah, it's meant really really cool
49:10Laces, obviously, let me know that she does need a little bit of reassurance
49:13We're gonna surprise us tonight
49:15How are you feeling? Yeah. Yeah, I'm feeling really good. I
49:19Am I got you a little something by the way today? Yeah. Oh, yeah. I got you a necklace basically
49:31And it's got a
49:33Jamaican cousin and color. Yeah. I know. Yeah, cuz you're Irish Jamaican. Yeah, that's what I got for you. Oh, thank you
49:40please
49:42Little things like this honestly means the most and the love that he's listening and he's taking notes
49:48So I definitely feel like, you know, the conversations we've had earlier in the week definitely starting to sink in
49:55Okay, my darling
50:01I'm very happy. And yeah, it's definitely heading in the right direction
50:08This goes a long way more than you realized
50:18I
50:25Even though there's been like ups and downs. I just want to enjoy the last night of the honeymoon
50:31I'm hoping the Charlie's mindset is the same as mine. I don't want no serious talks. I just want to squish everything
50:43I don't really know how I'm feeling
50:46The last thing I wanted was to be here on the last night, I just expect us to be in a totally different place
50:53Wearing his favorite color. She loves green. I feel like I'm gonna cry. Why do I feel?
51:01Yes, I hope that she likes what she sees and makes me feel like she did but on the first night I met her
51:08Sorry, I guess I just want her to I don't know maybe just reconnect with me
51:16I
51:37Can't believe that we actually got married a week ago
51:41Happy anniversary
51:43I've been a Russian. I feel like we do have something special. We just need to get past these teething issues. Yeah, I agree
51:50I do agree with that. I just feel so good that so much went wrong and I'm just feeling really regretful
51:56Oh, I feel so emotional
52:00I'm really really struggling. I
52:03Wanted to spend this week like really getting to know you but we I just haven't really seen you
52:08We haven't slept in the same bed the whole time. We've been here. I know
52:11Like I tried
52:16From my point of view every time I come back to you to try and talk you got annoyed at me
52:20So then I went away again. So then I'm like, right I'll try with her again go back you get annoyed
52:24So then I I'm like, I can't do this
52:25So I felt like you kept pushing me away and you feel like I'm pushing you away. Yeah, I took myself out of a situation
52:33Every single time it got really tight and you get angry. You don't respect anything. I say that is so are you telling me?
52:39I said you don't respect anything. I say that's not right. You don't know maybe maybe that's not what you mean to do
52:45But that's how I'm feeling. So I'm allowed to tell you that radio
52:49Exactly, and this is what you do. You just shut down when someone else tells you how they're feeling
52:53But I'm not listen to us. I know you're gonna do it exactly the same thing. Yep. Yep again still shouting at me
52:58I'm not shouting
53:02I will be leaving the experiment
53:05You there'll be no moving into any apartment nothing goodbye
53:20I'm just enjoy my evening alone. Like I have on the whole fucking honeymoon
53:26You
53:34Next time I'm ready to be someone's wife
53:37For more brave singles take the ultimate gamble on love. I can't believe I'm getting married today
53:43While one brides traditional values time for the kiss. Oh, yeah
53:50Squash her groom's hopes of a wedding night to remember. I'm actually celibate
53:55We've got to share a room
53:58For the other hopeful couple
54:03Don't be scared to touch me I'm just swearing
54:06It's a grilling from a best friend. Do you think you're attracted to put I won't just settle for someone. I think's okay
54:12Compliment your new wife that prompts tears at the top table. He openly said that you're not his time
54:20I just want him to like me
54:25You
54:50You