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06:28Name?
06:29Anna.
06:30Age?
06:3120.
06:32Student?
06:33PWST, third year.
06:37Theatrical school.
06:38I know.
06:40I wonder...
06:42My son wants to get into this section.
06:43What did you pass?
06:45Literature, prose, poem, song.
06:47No.
06:48What did you say?
06:49What poem?
06:50Oh...
06:51Eliot...
06:53Herbert...
06:55Eliot...
06:57He has no chance.
06:59Can't you see?
07:00Yes.
07:01Yesterday I was looking at the plane from afar.
07:03I should be able to see it.
07:04It was just a blurry dot.
07:06And then I remembered that I read the bus number very late.
07:10Only when they are close I can see them well.
07:22Please.
07:24F
07:26A
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07:34Father.
07:36Did you read it at the end?
07:39Yes.
07:40Do you know English?
07:42Yes.
07:44Why did you use those letters?
07:47To check my intelligence.
07:51My father was flying that plane I didn't see yesterday.
07:57I didn't see him.
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08:55I didn't see him.
08:56What's gone wrong?
08:57What is it?
09:03Have I done something?
09:08More than this?
09:11No...
09:12Not everything is what it seems...
09:16Are you upset?
09:21If you're sad or afraid, I can stay here with you forever.
12:51Well, who's next?
13:09I know it's me.
13:11It's me. Come on.
13:16Closer.
13:22No.
13:24Good night.
13:26I won't say it again.
13:29Good night.
13:31Jędza, you love him, don't you?
13:33Don't talk to me.
13:34What?
13:35You love him. You're offended.
13:37The princess is offended. Focus.
13:40No, but why do I love him?
13:43I don't have a reason.
13:47You're stupid. How come you don't have a reason?
13:49There's no man you can't love.
13:51Everyone is stupid.
13:53But why do I love him?
13:54I don't know.
13:55Why?
13:56Maybe because of the way he looks at you.
13:59Please.
14:00Mr. hairdresser, please.
14:01No problem.
14:02Lay down on the table.
14:03It's a great situation.
14:04Come on.
14:07Forget about yourself.
14:10Text.
14:11Good night.
14:13Good.
14:14I won't play with you anymore.
14:20Let the angel of dream
14:22surround you with blue wings.
14:25Don't be shy.
14:27Good night.
14:30Let your eyes rest after tears.
14:36Good night.
14:39Smile.
14:40Come closer.
14:41Look at me.
14:44Good night.
14:45Good night.
14:48Turn around again.
14:49Turn around again.
14:50Turn around again.
14:51Look at me.
14:56Let the face...
14:57Let the face...
14:58Good night.
14:59Let the face...
15:01Good night.
15:02Good night.
15:03You're not focused.
15:05You want to...
15:06Let the face...
15:08Good night.
15:11You want to...
15:12You want to kiss me?
15:15Let me kiss your chest.
15:17Good night.
15:19Closed.
15:23Repeating good night,
15:27I wouldn't let you fall asleep.
15:32Can you look?
15:34Now you're focused.
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20:07I'm sorry.
20:26Hi.
20:28What are you doing here?
20:29Nothing.
20:36Nice.
20:38Of course.
20:50Did something happen?
20:52No.
20:53Someone at school?
20:54No.
20:55So what?
21:00My dear daughter.
21:03What?
21:04My dear daughter.
21:07I don't know what you look like when you read this letter.
21:11I'm sure you're big and Michał is no longer in the world.
21:15You're tiny here now.
21:18I've only seen you once.
21:20Later they didn't show me you because I'll probably die soon.
21:26I have to tell you something important.
21:30Michał is not your father.
21:34It doesn't matter who he is.
21:37A moment of stupidity, disappointment and harm.
21:42I know that Michał will love you like a daughter and that you'll be fine with him.
21:49I'm thinking about you now, when you read this letter.
21:56You have dark hair, don't you?
22:00You have slender hands.
22:03A delicate neck.
22:06That's what I'd like.
22:08Mom.
22:29I love you.
22:59I love you.
23:29Good morning.
23:30Am I staying?
23:31Is Jarek here?
23:33He went out.
23:34But he'll be back. Come in.
23:47Did Jarek tell you that he wants to marry me?
23:50In a circle.
23:51Anyway, I figured it out.
23:54I can marry him right now.
23:58What about your father?
24:00It doesn't matter.
24:04He's not my father.
24:23Come in.
24:24Bye.
24:25I'm sorry.
24:52I've been looking for you.
24:54I forgot my keys again.
25:06Ours.
25:15I'm sorry.
25:24Good evening. Do you have a flashlight?
25:27Yes.
25:44Did you know?
25:46Good evening.
25:53Good evening.
26:03Good evening.
26:07Yes, I guessed.
26:09Oh, I'm sorry.
26:10I think I pulled you down.
26:12No, we were still here.
26:13But this is the basement.
26:14Let's go.
26:35Do you know my mother?
26:36Yes.
26:40One of them could be your father.
26:44Yes.
26:50And this?
26:54My mother.
26:56They took me to the hospital.
27:04Since when did you know?
27:08I've never known for sure.
27:11I always suspected.
27:14Why were you looking for me?
27:18It never mattered to me.
27:20You were always my daughter.
27:22But you should have told me.
27:26I wanted to give you this letter when you turned 10.
27:30When you turned 10, it turned out you were too young.
27:34Then I wanted to give it to you when you turned 15.
27:38When you turned 15, it turned out you were too big.
27:41Then I put it in this yellow envelope.
27:45It's so simple.
27:48I thought nothing would change between us.
27:54You're lying.
27:58You're lying.
28:08Look.
28:11There are two candles.
28:15This one is mine.
28:17This one is yours.
28:21The first one will go out and you'll have the right to ask a question.
28:24Do you agree?
28:31I agree.
28:42I agree.
28:50I agree.
29:00Do you have a cigarette?
29:11No.
29:18You won.
29:20You can ask me a question.
29:22I'll answer you seriously.
29:29Why did I read the letter?
29:34I read it because I wanted you to do it.
29:41Why did I read it?
29:47The first time...
29:50I saw him by accident.
29:52At the bus stop.
29:54You had a cigarette.
29:57I was 16.
29:5915 and a half.
30:01All right, 15 and a half.
30:04I put it back, but I knew it was there.
30:07I knew there was something I could find out only after your death.
30:18I noticed you took it with you when you left.
30:23But you haven't taken it with you lately.
30:26No.
30:27On purpose.
30:31I took it.
30:34I was walking around with it for three days.
30:46A week later I went to Vistula and opened it.
30:54Yes.
30:55That's a pretty exhaustive answer.
30:58No.
31:04Have you ever read it?
31:07No.
31:13It wasn't a pretty exhaustive answer.
31:18At school they always say, think about what you're saying.
31:21What's in the intention or subtext.
31:24You don't want to know what's in the subtext?
31:26No.
31:27The subtext is that I've been feeling for several years.
31:30I know what this leaf is.
31:32When I had my first boyfriend, I knew I was betraying someone.
31:35I didn't understand it.
31:38It was you.
31:41I'm still looking for someone.
31:43I'm looking for someone else.
31:47But when someone touches me, I think about your hands.
31:51When I'm close to someone, I'm not with that someone, I'm just...
32:07How am I supposed to talk to you now?
32:13I don't know.
32:20I don't know.
32:50I don't know.
33:06Anka.
33:17Oh, there you are.
33:19Hi. How was it?
33:21Not bad.
33:22I'm giving you the drawings. I copied them, sent them, telegraphed them.
33:25Everything's fine.
33:28Hi, Anka.
33:38A similar draft.
33:40Yes.
33:43This one?
33:45Yes, yes.
33:46Yes, the same one.
33:49Exactly the same one. Thank you.
33:51Does it help?
33:52Of course.
33:53Look, Anka.
33:55After a month of using it.
33:57You don't believe me?
33:59Try it.
34:04Are you drinking vodka?
34:08Yes, Anka.
34:20Hmm?
34:22How was school?
34:24When did you graduate?
34:26I don't know.
34:27And your dreams?
34:29I'm sorry.
34:40No, thank you. You haven't unpacked yet.
34:43Hi.
34:49You're welcome.
35:20Go to him.
35:23He's already gone.
35:24I know.
35:26Then get on the bus and follow him.
35:28Or take a cab and go anywhere.
35:30You don't want to talk to me, do you?
35:33Ania.
35:34I'm not listening!
35:50Ania.
36:16Leave me alone!
36:19Leave me alone!
36:49Leave me alone!
37:16What are you afraid of?
37:18Me or myself?
37:25You don't have to be afraid.
37:28I'm getting married.
37:33Pick up.
37:37Maybe it's Mrs. Krysia. She's dead.
37:40Maybe it's Jarek. Pick up.
37:45Yes, I'm listening.
37:47I don't know.
37:49No, I was sleeping.
37:52Call me tomorrow, okay?
38:03He doesn't know he's engaged yet, does he?
38:06He doesn't.
38:07But I told his mother.
38:11You're not afraid.
38:14Do you want to talk?
38:25Really?
38:30You can run away.
38:33You can leave the house.
38:37It won't change anything.
38:43I'm sorry.
38:49I told you before I came that it was true.
38:53I always felt guilty in bed.
38:58Now I know why.
39:00I betrayed you.
39:03I didn't feel it.
39:06Let's talk about it.
39:09If you lie and I catch you, you'll confess, okay?
39:13You lied.
39:15You didn't feel it.
39:19Yes.
39:21You felt it.
39:24I did.
39:32You live as you want.
39:36You have complete freedom.
39:38And I pretend it doesn't cost me anything.
39:43Even if you want to marry Jarek, I won't say no.
39:48But I know you'd like me to tell you.
39:53I have no right to forbid you anything.
39:59If I forbid you or force you to do anything,
40:03I'll treat it as a crime.
40:06Then I'll treat it as jealousy.
40:11Not as a father's jealousy of his daughter,
40:15but as a male jealousy of a woman.
40:22I don't want it to be like that.
40:24I never wanted it.
40:26But it was.
40:29But I don't know what it is.
40:32Three years ago,
40:35when you caught us with Marcin in bed,
40:39that's why you left.
40:41That's why.
40:44I tried to justify myself.
40:47No father likes his daughter sleeping with men.
40:53But I wasn't your daughter.
40:56I don't know.
40:58I don't know.
41:02I often thought that my mother could be wrong.
41:07Although women supposedly know it for sure.
41:12But she could be wrong.
41:14She couldn't.
41:17Women know it for real.
41:21How do you know that?
41:25I know.
41:29You were pregnant.
41:34Yes.
41:40When?
41:43Last year.
41:58Last year.
42:21Listen.
42:23I left.
42:25I disappeared all night.
42:27I left you alone,
42:29because I wanted something to happen
42:31that can never be reversed.
42:33At first I thought it would happen
42:35when you go to bed with someone for the first time,
42:37but it wasn't then.
42:39And then I dreamed,
42:41and still dream,
42:43that you would have a child.
42:45Do you understand?
42:47That's why I eliminated you.
42:49So that you wouldn't tell me
42:51with your calm smile,
42:53that's fine.
42:55There's no problem.
43:02Have you ever thought that I don't want anything irreversible?
43:07What do you need my child for?
43:09You want everything to be done again
43:11without your participation, right?
43:13Like with this letter.
43:15Don't open it before my death.
43:25I love you.
43:52Put it back.
43:56This letter is for you.
43:58I don't want it.
44:07I don't want it.
44:17I don't want it.
44:25When I was little,
44:27you patted me on the back when I cried.
44:35Sometimes I cried on purpose,
44:39so that you would put your hand under my pajamas and pet me.
44:42I felt the shiver.
44:47You didn't want me to grow up, did you?
44:51You wanted me to be a child.
44:55You didn't let me bathe in a pond
44:57and my breasts started to grow.
44:59When I was about to have my first period,
45:01you took me to the mountains.
45:03You wanted to stop it somehow.
45:05You didn't get married.
45:07Neither with Marta, nor with anyone else.
45:11I was afraid of them.
45:13I don't want it.
45:23You don't need it.
45:25Because you didn't get married.
45:29You were waiting for me, right?
45:34You were waiting.
45:40Yes.
45:43It had to be.
46:02I'm not your daughter.
46:07I'm an adult now.
46:10Do you want to touch me?
46:15Do you?
46:36Good.
46:40Then answer one more question.
46:43Just one.
46:46Why did you want me to read this letter?
46:52Because I wanted something that is impossible.
46:55You didn't know it was impossible?
46:58No.
47:02That's why this morning at the airport
47:04I hit you for the first time in my life.
47:09Why?
47:15Because you read it.
47:19Because I wanted you to read it.
47:22Because of my mother.
47:25Because she wrote you something she didn't tell me.
47:29Because I love you.
47:32You're not my daughter.
47:35Because everything could have turned out differently.
47:43Because of the times that will never come back.
47:49Because of the times when we stroked each other on the back when I cried.
47:54Because of that fat ass.
47:57Because of that fat ass.
48:01Because of that fat ass.
48:04Because of that fat ass.
48:34Dad?
48:38Dad?
48:50Dad?
49:05Dad.
49:18Dad!
49:22Daddy!
49:34Daddy!
49:46Daddy, I lied.
49:48I didn't read this letter. I didn't open it.
49:52Daddy.
49:54I wrote it myself.
49:56What you read and what I told you at the airport.
49:59I saw a letter on the envelope.
50:01And I wrote it. I forged it.
50:04Daddy.
50:18What's in the letter?
50:21I don't know.
50:27Where did you go?
50:30To get some milk.
50:34Daddy.
50:40I know what we're going to do with this letter.
51:04This is the real one.
51:07Can you give it to me?
51:10Yes.
51:34Daddy.
52:04Daddy.
52:25My dear daughter.
52:27Daddy.
52:32I'd like to show you...
52:35Show you?
52:37Tell you.
52:39I'd like to tell you
52:42something very important.
52:46Important.
52:49Michał.
52:53M?
52:55No.
52:57Michał, no.
53:01Still on fire.
53:25I love you.
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