An unsuccessful writer leading a dissolute life has an affair with an ex-lover, but their relationship pushes them to confusion and obsession.
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00:00:00Well, I suppose you want me to say something revealing.
00:00:09Like I was abused my whole life, and I came to L.A. to become an actress so that I would
00:00:15be embraced by others and be loved.
00:00:19Something like that, right?
00:00:21That's the story of a lot of girls that come into this town, but it's not my story.
00:00:26Hey, John!
00:00:28Hey!
00:00:31What are you doing?
00:00:33Making our living space more livable.
00:00:37What's your story then?
00:00:40Well, I wasn't abused by my father, and I come from a very happy family.
00:00:49How was your audition?
00:00:53I didn't go.
00:00:56You didn't go, so what did you do?
00:01:00What does it look like I did?
00:01:03Oh, come on, don't start with me.
00:01:05It was a stupid piece of shit movie.
00:01:09I just feel this energy.
00:01:11I think it's very inspiring.
00:01:13And I don't care what anyone says about this town and how it isolates you.
00:01:16I'm not a negative person like that.
00:01:18I'm very positive.
00:01:21In fact, lately, I feel like something really big is about to happen to me.
00:01:27Seriously?
00:01:28I am this close to being driven into a fucking mental institution.
00:01:32You are making me feel like I am going fucking crazy!
00:01:35Don't start with me, Jesus Christ!
00:01:37No, you're a fucking incredible bitch!
00:01:39Okay, don't fucking sound all of a scream at me like that!
00:01:42Go and change!
00:01:43You stink!
00:01:44You fucking stink!
00:01:46Oh, that's really fucking nice.
00:01:48Don't shut the door on me!
00:01:50Don't shut the fucking door on me or I'll fucking kill you!
00:01:58You know something?
00:02:00You're much better than my therapist.
00:02:02And I pay him a lot.
00:02:04Did you ever think about becoming a therapist instead of doing what you're doing?
00:03:18I'm so sorry.
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00:04:47Sorks been calling all morning about the report.
00:04:50I have some work for him.
00:04:51Evie, I need your comments on the Rachel Mills report.
00:04:53Two o'clock?
00:04:54Liz?
00:04:55Yeah?
00:04:56Would you like to grab some lunch today?
00:05:00I have plans today.
00:05:02Tomorrow?
00:05:03Yeah.
00:05:14Okay, let's go talk to Mina.
00:05:21There she is, right there.
00:05:24We're not talking to you.
00:05:25Hi, Mina.
00:05:26No, no, someone.
00:05:27How are you?
00:05:28La, la, la, la.
00:05:30Mina reading the newspaper.
00:05:33Would you get that fucking thing out of my face?
00:05:35Oh, come on.
00:05:36Let me just ask you a few questions.
00:05:38You're 12.
00:05:39You're like acting like you're 12.
00:05:40Let me ask you a few questions.
00:05:42Mina, how's your day?
00:05:44Robert, fuck off.
00:05:46You're stubborn.
00:05:47Okay, someone has a little attitude today.
00:05:50Come on, I'm trying to find some things.
00:05:52That thing is your life.
00:05:54Robert, get the fuck, I'm gonna hit that thing.
00:05:56Does Mina need a light?
00:05:58Oh, Mina's got a light.
00:05:59Don't make me laugh.
00:06:00It's off.
00:06:01It's off.
00:06:02It's turned off.
00:06:06Okay, let's ask you a few questions.
00:06:07It is not.
00:06:08You're such a liar.
00:06:09You're like the one in my skirt.
00:06:10I'm just sitting here.
00:06:11No, no, no, it's off.
00:06:12Turn it back on.
00:06:13Here's the first question of the day.
00:06:14What would you like for breakfast?
00:06:16Eggs.
00:06:18Look how cute you look right now.
00:06:23I want eggs.
00:06:31Ugh.
00:06:37I told him I wanted to see people, and he said the same.
00:06:40And that was it.
00:06:42No fights, no arguments, no suicides.
00:06:48So, what are you gonna do now?
00:06:50I think I'm just gonna take a drive up through the Bay Area.
00:06:54Stay in one of those bed and breakfast hangouts.
00:06:58Take some pictures, write.
00:07:02Maybe meet a nice man.
00:07:04So soon?
00:07:05Yeah.
00:07:07Why not?
00:07:09I gotta get out of here for a while.
00:07:11Is it like that?
00:07:12Yeah, it's like that.
00:07:14You understand how overwhelming this all can be.
00:07:18Yeah, I'm sure.
00:07:20So how is everything?
00:07:22Good.
00:07:23Really good.
00:07:24Things are good.
00:07:25Daniel's good, and work is good, and life's good.
00:07:31You guys working on kids?
00:07:33No, no.
00:07:35Not until Daniel's got a, you know, more of a, so.
00:07:41But things are good.
00:07:42Okay, bye.
00:07:55Bye.
00:08:22No, no, get up.
00:08:23I'm coming to sleep.
00:08:28I waited up for you tonight.
00:08:31I made dinner.
00:08:33I'm sorry.
00:08:35Work was really busy.
00:08:42You didn't clean up downstairs.
00:08:47I know, I'm sorry.
00:08:54You know, I should be more upset about this.
00:08:58I want you to be happy with the thought of you at that office at this time.
00:09:00Jesus, Liz.
00:09:02How can you be happy about that?
00:09:03I know I'm not.
00:09:05We've talked about this before.
00:09:07You know how important my job is to me.
00:09:10I'm so sorry.
00:09:22Good night.
00:09:23Good night.
00:09:30No, no, no, no, no.
00:09:31You can't do it, Liz.
00:09:32It's like this.
00:09:34Oh, that's fantastic, yeah?
00:09:37But then you're the smoker among the three of us, yeah?
00:09:39Corina?
00:09:40I just puff.
00:09:41What is it if you only puff?
00:09:43You have to swallow it.
00:09:45Yeah, but if I swallow it,
00:09:46do my lungs become charcoal like yours are?
00:09:49Well, that's my point.
00:09:50You have to corrupt your lungs.
00:09:51Well, you corrupt yours then.
00:09:53Corrupt your body, corrupt your soul.
00:09:58Here, let me try.
00:10:00Here, let me try.
00:10:04Robert,
00:10:05is this the type of look you're going for in your film?
00:10:09No, I think maybe if you hold the cigarette like this, right?
00:10:12And lift the chin up a little, a little bit more.
00:10:16A little bit more.
00:10:17Like this?
00:10:18Yeah, that's really nice, really beautiful.
00:10:22Good photographer, Robert.
00:10:30Oh, my God.
00:10:40I don't know why you have to act so jealous about it all the time.
00:10:43Jesus.
00:10:46I wanted to go out.
00:10:47I wanted to get out and do something.
00:10:49I'm not jealous.
00:10:53You want to know what it is, Robert, really?
00:10:55Sure.
00:10:56I don't care what you're doing.
00:10:57I mean, I don't get it.
00:10:58You're like this Michael thing.
00:11:01He kind of meets these girls,
00:11:03you take them out, you talk to them.
00:11:06I mean, you go out and then what?
00:11:07You both get off contemplating which one's the most fuckable?
00:11:10Yeah, that's what we do.
00:11:11Oh, good.
00:11:12At least you're being honest
00:11:13and you're not saying it's about your writing like you always do.
00:11:15I really think you have this strange fascination with these girls,
00:11:19these actresses.
00:11:21You were an actress once, remember?
00:11:23I was a little different.
00:11:24I didn't go whoring around for a job.
00:11:26These girls are like,
00:11:28they're like whores.
00:11:29They're desperate.
00:11:30I mean, they're so disgusting and artificial.
00:11:32I could just throw up.
00:11:36Yeah, well, they're all struggling people.
00:11:38You've never had a dream before.
00:11:40Dreams.
00:11:42Yeah, but the difference is,
00:11:43they'll blow you or anybody else who they think can make their dream come true.
00:11:47Don't you see that?
00:11:49This fucking cat always darting around like he's on crank or something.
00:11:52Jesus.
00:11:53That's your cat.
00:11:54That's not my cat.
00:11:55All you think about is women and eating and fucking.
00:12:00You know why I like them?
00:12:01Because they don't bitch all day like you.
00:12:03Of course they don't.
00:12:05They want something from you.
00:12:06And they'll do anything or be anything you want.
00:12:09To get it.
00:12:10Can't you see what I'm talking about?
00:12:11No, you're wrong.
00:12:12They're exciting people.
00:12:13They live their lives.
00:12:14Not like you who sit around and fucking drink and regret everything.
00:12:18I'm much different.
00:12:22Don't even start with me right now.
00:12:24You're not my new medication.
00:12:25I don't want to hear this bullshit from you.
00:12:28You know when I first met you,
00:12:29you were all theatrical and prissy like this?
00:12:32I thought it was so beautiful.
00:12:35I don't know why I fell for it.
00:12:36Look at you now.
00:12:43I'm crazy about you.
00:12:51Does that make you scared a little bit?
00:12:53Yeah.
00:12:55A lot.
00:12:56Yeah?
00:12:58Because I don't think you know how much power you have over me.
00:13:04I think you're adorable.
00:13:05I think you're hot.
00:13:07And I want you.
00:13:08Really?
00:13:09Yeah.
00:13:10A little bit?
00:13:12Do you love me?
00:13:17Yes.
00:13:18I do.
00:13:24I love you.
00:13:27Me too.
00:13:30Yatsu,
00:13:31it's over.
00:13:34You again?
00:13:37Do you want to know the truth?
00:13:45Try it.
00:13:54Try it.
00:14:08That's an Oscar-worthy performance, wouldn't you say?
00:14:15Golden Globe, maybe.
00:14:18It was a hit in Thailand anyway.
00:14:23Daniel?
00:14:29You hate that you married a failure, don't you?
00:14:33Can't even stand to be with me anymore.
00:14:35What?
00:14:37That's a terrible thing to say.
00:14:39It's true.
00:14:41I see the way you talk to your friends about me.
00:14:44You don't think I know.
00:14:47And I see the way you look at me.
00:14:49It's like you wish you were somewhere else.
00:14:53I feel like
00:14:55I'm losing it.
00:15:08Lunch today?
00:15:10Elizabeth.
00:15:11Don't smoke.
00:15:12It's bad for you.
00:15:14You're so strong, so rebellious.
00:15:17Are you that stressed out?
00:15:19No.
00:15:21How can I relax you?
00:15:26I'm not.
00:15:28I'm not.
00:15:30I'm not.
00:15:32I'm not.
00:15:34I'm not.
00:15:36I'm not.
00:15:38Come here.
00:15:42Come here.
00:15:56How come you're always so happy?
00:15:59I don't think I've ever seen you angry.
00:16:02Well, what's out there that's worth getting angry about?
00:16:05I mean, to me, you know, it's all a joke, you know?
00:16:09How people can take everything so seriously.
00:16:12At least the city's before us.
00:16:14I don't take everything so seriously.
00:16:16Oh, yes, you do.
00:16:17I don't.
00:16:18I just think things should be a certain way, and they're not.
00:16:20Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
00:16:23Now, just close your eyes.
00:16:26Deva, what are you doing?
00:16:27Quiet.
00:16:28Just close your eyes.
00:16:30Close your eyes.
00:16:35Now, listen.
00:16:37What do you see?
00:16:40I see...
00:16:44my heart beating.
00:16:45Now, this isn't bad.
00:16:47I do. I see my heart beating like a...
00:16:51big, red...
00:16:54pulsing...
00:16:56tomato.
00:17:00Now, listen.
00:17:19So, I got it.
00:17:21The sales job in New York, I got it. They called me this morning.
00:17:26So, you're gonna take it?
00:17:28You could come, too.
00:17:30No, I don't like New York. It's too dangerous.
00:17:33Oh, like there's no danger here.
00:17:35It's different in New York, you know.
00:17:37People get mugged in subways, mugged in taxis, walking down the streets.
00:17:40You're a real crazy, paranoid woman. You would fit well there.
00:17:44No, I'm not.
00:17:49So, when do you leave?
00:17:51Next week.
00:17:52The sooner, the better. I hate it here. It's too frustrating.
00:17:55Will you hide it well?
00:17:58Yeah, maybe.
00:18:03I'm gonna miss you, you know.
00:18:08I won't miss you.
00:18:25I won't miss you.
00:18:55I won't miss you.
00:19:22Let's have you go to the right post, yeah?
00:19:24Take right, I'm gonna run to the right.
00:19:25Turn just slightly, pan.
00:19:34Now look back at the camera, be sexy, lots of energy.
00:19:37Okay.
00:19:39Right, girls, right, that's right, that's it.
00:19:41Right, that's great, that's it, that's it. I'm loving it.
00:19:54Hey.
00:19:57It's good to see you.
00:19:58Nice to see you.
00:20:02Can I get one of those?
00:20:04So, what do you think?
00:20:06It's nice. I never knew you took it this far.
00:20:10This is nothing. You'll see what we're gonna do later.
00:20:15Wow, you look great. Maybe I could get a copy of the photos or something.
00:20:19I'm sure it could be arranged.
00:20:24I like her.
00:20:25Yeah, she's pretty hot, huh, Kelly?
00:20:27I'd like to taste her sometime.
00:20:29Yeah, yeah.
00:20:33So, what do you think of my little diamond collection? Here's a lighter.
00:20:37Nice.
00:20:38I can't tell you, it's incredible how I find girls like these to photograph.
00:20:42You'd think I'd get bored of it after all this time I've been doing this.
00:20:45They make a lot of money doing this?
00:20:47You know, there's porn, but it doesn't pay as much as the escorting.
00:20:52What, you mean hooking?
00:20:53No, not at all.
00:20:55Not this crack horse shit.
00:20:56You know, talking about high-class escort.
00:20:59You know, attorneys, movie producers, stockbrokers.
00:21:02But they do well, though.
00:21:03You know, you suck some old, drunken, rich guy,
00:21:05farts a limp cock for ten minutes and you've got yourself ten fucking grand.
00:21:08Sounds like a good gig.
00:21:09You ever thought about being a pimp?
00:21:11No, fuck you, Robert.
00:21:12A lot of people get laid, so why not get paid for it, huh?
00:21:21I'm ready.
00:21:22Let's go.
00:21:52I wanna touch that body.
00:21:55I wanna touch that body.
00:21:59Body.
00:22:01I wanna touch that body.
00:22:04I wanna touch that body.
00:22:07I wanna touch that body.
00:22:16Can I get another one?
00:22:17Sure thing.
00:22:18Can I get a double, please?
00:22:19There's a girl out there.
00:22:20It's her every night.
00:22:21Hanging out with those guys.
00:22:22You know those guys?
00:22:24Fluoride in the water?
00:22:25It's the guys.
00:22:26Aluminum in the sky?
00:22:27The guys.
00:22:28You know the guys?
00:22:29The girl.
00:22:30She's with the guys.
00:22:31Girls like this, what they do is they drive a guy wild.
00:22:34So watch out.
00:22:35The guys.
00:22:43I had a great time tonight.
00:22:44Thank you, Robert.
00:22:46I love you.
00:22:47I love you, love you, love you, Robert.
00:22:49I love you.
00:22:51Wait, wait, wait.
00:22:52Where are you going?
00:22:53No kiss goodnight.
00:23:15Call me, okay?
00:23:16We'll do this again sometime.
00:23:19You know, I don't know if I should let you drive home.
00:23:21You seem a little drunk.
00:23:23I could stay at your place.
00:23:37But you can't.
00:23:46I'm sorry.
00:24:01What a beautiful one he is.
00:24:05I had several like him myself.
00:24:08Within six to twelve seconds,
00:24:10after the solution is injected,
00:24:13he will take a slightly deeper breath.
00:24:16Then he'll grow weak.
00:24:19And then he'll finally lapse into
00:24:22what looks like a deep sleep.
00:24:26I really hate to do this.
00:24:28Yes, I hate to do this.
00:24:30But FIV is an incurable disease.
00:24:38Yes, I love this little guy.
00:24:39I love him so much.
00:24:43I love him so much.
00:24:47Hey.
00:24:49It's done.
00:24:52I said it's done.
00:24:54It's finished.
00:24:57Yeah.
00:25:00It's finished.
00:25:12What are you doing?
00:25:13Oh, my God.
00:25:15What are you reading?
00:25:19Robert.
00:25:20I'm not kidding.
00:25:22Will you go make me a drink or something?
00:25:25And a drink.
00:25:28How do you like it?
00:25:30Could you make it really weak, please?
00:25:32Really weak.
00:25:33Okay.
00:25:37Really weak drink for me, man.
00:25:43And a really nice one for me.
00:25:49Here you go.
00:25:50Here's your nice drink.
00:25:53You're welcome.
00:25:54To you.
00:25:57This one's for you.
00:25:59I'm drinking to me now.
00:26:02Can we just have a drink?
00:26:03Will you please really just turn that thing off?
00:26:06Come on.
00:26:07I thought you liked being on camera.
00:26:08No, Robert.
00:26:13Robert, turn the fucking thing off.
00:26:15Okay, it's off.
00:26:21It's not off.
00:26:22You're such a liar.
00:26:31Come on.
00:26:32You're insane.
00:26:37Kiss the camera.
00:26:39Kiss the camera.
00:26:40Kiss the camera.
00:26:41Kiss the camera.
00:26:42Kiss the camera.
00:26:45Is this me and Mina kissing?
00:26:47I don't know.
00:26:57Robert.
00:27:10Robert.
00:27:18Honey?
00:27:27Honey?
00:27:37Oh, my God.
00:27:40Oh, my God.
00:28:06Surprise!
00:28:08I think that this house needs a little livening up, don't you think?
00:28:14Celebration of my little breakfast.
00:28:19For you, my dear.
00:28:21Here.
00:28:22Dance with me.
00:28:23Careful.
00:28:24Look at the sky.
00:28:25I'm smelling this.
00:28:26Look at the sky.
00:28:27This is Mars.
00:28:28It's the brightest it's been in 5,000 years.
00:28:32Watch out.
00:28:33Hold on.
00:28:34Stop.
00:28:35Stop.
00:28:36Stop.
00:28:38Okay, fine.
00:28:40I'm fine.
00:28:42No martini for you.
00:28:44I'll just do it by myself.
00:28:45I don't need you.
00:28:47By myself.
00:28:49You know what your problem is?
00:28:56Your glass is half empty.
00:28:59Negative, negative, negative.
00:29:01That's your problem.
00:29:03Negative.
00:29:04That's fine.
00:29:05I'll do it by myself.
00:29:06I will just, you know, encourage myself.
00:29:10I'll inspire myself.
00:29:13I'll console myself.
00:29:15I'll fuck myself!
00:29:17I'll fuck you, Mars!
00:29:28I like my own cigarette.
00:29:36But I drink to you.
00:29:51Fuck.
00:30:05No!
00:30:09Baby.
00:30:35Fuck.
00:30:57Hello.
00:30:58Hey, Corina, it's Robert.
00:31:00Hello?
00:31:01It's Robert.
00:31:02Who?
00:31:03Robert!
00:31:04Gotcha, didn't I?
00:31:06Well, whoever this is,
00:31:07you are a dear friend of mine,
00:31:08and I want you to leave a message
00:31:09because I know whatever is on your mind is important.
00:31:12And if there's a problem you've got,
00:31:14there's an answer.
00:31:15God bless.
00:31:18Corina, that's fucked up.
00:31:19It's Robert.
00:31:20Call me back, alright?
00:31:21Alright.
00:31:22Bye.
00:31:27Hello?
00:31:29Hey, it's Robert.
00:31:31Hello?
00:31:35Hello?
00:31:38Who?
00:31:45Who?
00:31:55Hello?
00:31:58Hello?
00:32:05Hello?
00:32:12I hate you, Robert.
00:32:17Asshole.
00:32:19Stop.
00:32:20Just let me out.
00:32:21I'm not kidding.
00:32:22Fuck you.
00:32:23What are you doing?
00:32:24Stop it.
00:32:25Stop it.
00:32:26Let me out.
00:32:27Fine.
00:32:28Just let me fucking out.
00:32:35You know what?
00:32:37Just so you fucking know,
00:32:38I have never felt this way before.
00:32:40I've never been this fucking mean before.
00:32:43And I think it's because of you.
00:32:44Would you stop?
00:32:45Would you just fucking look at me for a second?
00:32:48This isn't working for me, okay?
00:32:50I don't fucking want...
00:32:54I'm tired of you mind-fucking me.
00:32:57We used to talk.
00:32:58Remember that?
00:32:59Communicate.
00:33:00Talk.
00:33:01Talk.
00:33:02Talk.
00:33:03Remember that?
00:33:04Communicate.
00:33:05Work things out.
00:33:06What the fuck is this?
00:33:07What the fuck was that in the car?
00:33:08Why the fuck is all the drinking and you telling me I drink too goddamn much?
00:33:11I've never been this pissed off in my fucking life.
00:33:34I don't know, Robert.
00:33:38I really have loved you, but...
00:33:41I mean, I'm older than you.
00:33:43You know, and I just feel like I've been in a fog
00:33:46for the last two years.
00:33:55You're not happy.
00:33:57I'm not happy.
00:33:59I'm not happy.
00:34:01I'm not happy.
00:34:03I just can't...
00:34:05I can't continue like this anymore.
00:34:12I just think we should just...
00:34:30Fuck.
00:35:00Fuck.
00:35:30Fuck.
00:35:56We're sorry, your call cannot be completed as dialed.
00:35:59Check the number and dial again.
00:36:07We're sorry, your call cannot...
00:36:14We're sorry, your call...
00:36:29What the fuck?
00:36:59Robert?
00:37:23Robert?
00:37:30Robert?
00:37:36Hey, hon.
00:37:37Hey!
00:37:41What are you doing?
00:37:43Making our living space more livable.
00:37:47Are you not coming with me?
00:37:49We have to leave in ten minutes.
00:37:51Coming where?
00:37:55My work party.
00:37:56Oh, fuck.
00:37:57Oh, fuck!
00:37:59Are you fucking kidding?
00:38:01I totally forgot, I'm so sorry.
00:38:03No, no, you're not going.
00:38:05You're not going.
00:38:06Well, that's fine, I won't fucking go.
00:38:08Let's go back to the table.
00:38:26It's a nice place, right?
00:38:27You like it here?
00:38:29Yeah, it's really cool.
00:38:33Do you want a...
00:38:34Do you want a drink or something?
00:38:35Mm-hmm.
00:38:36Apple martini.
00:38:37Apple martini?
00:38:38All right, I'll be right back.
00:38:39Okay.
00:38:46Hi.
00:38:47Can I get a glass of champagne?
00:39:00Welcome, welcome.
00:39:01Hi.
00:39:02I'm Thomas.
00:39:19Elizabeth!
00:39:20Hi.
00:39:21Elizabeth!
00:39:24Oh, my God!
00:39:25Hi!
00:39:26It's so good to see you!
00:39:27You too!
00:39:28You don't call anymore.
00:39:29Is everything okay?
00:39:30Oh, yeah.
00:39:31This is Jared, my new guy.
00:39:33Don't you think he's just so handsome?
00:39:35Nice to meet you.
00:39:37You are looking beautiful.
00:39:40Oh, thank you.
00:39:42So, how have you been?
00:39:43I'm good.
00:39:44How have you been?
00:39:45Are you here with someone?
00:39:46No, I'm actually...
00:39:47Look, I'm just here...
00:39:48Ravishing.
00:39:50Well, we should get together soon?
00:39:52Definitely.
00:39:53Yeah?
00:39:54Okay.
00:39:55I'll talk you through.
00:39:56Okay.
00:39:57Bye!
00:40:28Robert?
00:40:31Hi.
00:40:33So, how long has it been?
00:40:37Three years.
00:40:40I can't believe it's been that long since I kicked you out.
00:40:43I distinctly remember leaving on my own.
00:40:46Like a gentleman.
00:40:47Hmm.
00:40:48I distinctly remember you being very close to being arrested.
00:40:52Yeah, the crazy nights.
00:40:53They seem less crazy now.
00:40:55Crazy, not crazier.
00:40:58I stopped drinking.
00:41:02Are you seeing anyone?
00:41:04Kind of hard to live with.
00:41:06What about you?
00:41:08I'm married.
00:41:11Yes, I'm married.
00:41:13A year.
00:41:14We've been together three years.
00:41:15We've been together three years.
00:41:16We've been together three years.
00:41:17We've been together three years.
00:41:18We've been together three years.
00:41:19We've been together three years.
00:41:20A year.
00:41:21We've been together three years.
00:41:22Right after you and I.
00:41:24How is it?
00:41:25You like it?
00:41:27Yeah, I do.
00:41:28It's good.
00:41:31It's a very realistic kind of love.
00:41:37You know, it's not fantasy or fireworks.
00:41:41You got no fireworks?
00:41:44No.
00:41:45Not even small, tiny fireworks?
00:41:47No.
00:41:50You still got your hat in place.
00:41:53Yeah.
00:41:54I'm not going to tell you where it is, though.
00:41:56Come on.
00:41:57I'll show you my hat in place if you show me yours.
00:42:01I know where yours is.
00:42:02Every bar in L.A.
00:42:04Look at that.
00:42:05We have no more secrets left.
00:42:07I have a place by the beach.
00:42:14Rocks and seagulls and waves, you know.
00:42:19Sounds good.
00:42:20Let's do it.
00:42:27You look good.
00:42:30Yeah?
00:42:31Yeah, you do.
00:42:32I didn't think I'd ever see you again.
00:42:37What time is it?
00:42:41Twelve thirteen.
00:42:43Are you kidding me?
00:42:45What time do we leave the party?
00:42:46Ten thirty-two.
00:42:50I bet you didn't expect to be spending so much time with me tonight, huh?
00:42:54What's your husband going to think about all this?
00:42:56What's your girlfriend going to think?
00:42:58She ran off with an old sleazy guy.
00:43:01Didn't you want to rescue her?
00:43:03No.
00:43:04These people that never give up hope.
00:43:09You seem different.
00:43:11Yeah, how so?
00:43:13I don't know, just...
00:43:16calmer.
00:43:19Smarter.
00:43:20Oh, I take that back.
00:43:23I don't know, maybe it's your suit.
00:43:27Makes me think you've matured.
00:43:35I gotta go.
00:43:36I have to get up early for work.
00:43:42Bye.
00:43:49Bye.
00:44:19Bye.
00:44:49Bye.
00:45:00Hi.
00:45:01Hi.
00:45:03I got your electronic mail.
00:45:06Figured I'd call you back.
00:45:10I was just wondering if you wanted to get a drink tonight.
00:45:19Yeah.
00:45:27Hello, this is Robert.
00:45:29Yeah, you know what to do. Bye.
00:45:45Yeah, thanks.
00:45:47Don't stretch them, they're brand new.
00:45:49Oh my God.
00:45:50What? I'm blind.
00:45:52A little.
00:45:53I know.
00:45:55There you go.
00:45:56I don't think they suit me.
00:46:01So why are you spending all this time with me?
00:46:06Well, we're friends, right?
00:46:11And it's good because we've already...
00:46:14So you're no longer obsessing over trying to...
00:46:24I might be obsessing again.
00:46:28No.
00:46:31No, I think we should be friends.
00:46:35Well, if I'd known you were like this now, we could have been...
00:46:43I don't know. I mean, our relationship was just so...
00:46:50strange and just...
00:46:54It just left me feeling very...
00:46:57off and very much like I needed to be in therapy.
00:47:03Why do you say that?
00:47:04I don't know.
00:47:14I love you.
00:47:16I really, really love you.
00:47:19And I don't want to lose you.
00:47:22I really need to hear your voice.
00:47:23Could you call me back?
00:47:25Don't make me beg.
00:47:26Call me back.
00:47:28Okay, so I sounded like a real idiot there.
00:47:32Robert, I know you're there.
00:47:34Will you pick up the goddamn phone?
00:47:36Robert, I know you're there.
00:47:38Will you pick up the goddamn phone?
00:47:44Hi.
00:47:46I know who you're with.
00:47:50You're in bed with her, aren't you?
00:47:55You know your life and my life have no meaning without each other.
00:48:01I really think it's true.
00:48:02I mean, I just think this is something we're going through.
00:48:04Would you please pick up the goddamn phone?
00:48:07Robert, if you don't call me back, I'm gonna...
00:48:12You know, I mean...
00:48:14No one knows what we have.
00:48:17Even the people...
00:48:19Okay, Robert, I can't live like this.
00:48:22Okay, I can't live without you.
00:48:23It's just impossible.
00:48:24Are you there?
00:48:26Are you fucking listening to this?
00:48:29If I found out that you are in bed fucking someone,
00:48:33I would fucking kill you.
00:48:35I swear I would.
00:48:37I'm gonna come over there.
00:48:38If you're not home, I'm gonna sit outside.
00:48:42Goddamn you.
00:48:43I mean, why are you doing this to me?
00:48:44You son of a bitch.
00:48:47I hate you enough right now to fucking kill you.
00:48:51You stupid ass...
00:49:11It's kind of like playing hooky, huh?
00:49:23You know, I can never kiss you properly.
00:49:26It must be painful for a man to have a wife like me.
00:49:29You can tell me what I'm doing right, what I'm doing wrong.
00:49:32You never complimented me when we were together.
00:49:35That's because you were a skinny, cold-hearted bitch back then.
00:49:38Well, I'm not skinny anymore.
00:49:40How about a drink? You want a drink?
00:49:42I can't. I gotta go home.
00:49:44Oh, come on. It's so early.
00:49:45It's 11.43. It's not even daytime yet.
00:49:48You didn't even try to get to know me.
00:49:50You didn't give me enough time.
00:49:53You didn't give me enough stability.
00:49:56You didn't give me enough affection.
00:49:57You didn't give me enough laughs.
00:50:00You didn't give me enough insults.
00:50:03That's huge. I can't drink that.
00:50:05No, it's not. It just looks huge.
00:50:07Oh, my God.
00:50:27Oh, my God.
00:50:57Oh, my God.
00:51:28Oh, my God.
00:51:49You're seeing somebody, aren't you?
00:51:53You are. I fucking know you are.
00:51:57Hey, come on. Relax. Relax.
00:51:59No, I'm not gonna relax.
00:52:01Robin, get the fuck off me.
00:52:03Don't fucking touch me right now.
00:52:05Stop.
00:52:06You stop.
00:52:08Come on. Stop it. Stop it.
00:52:12You never fucking call me back.
00:52:21I'm gonna let go of you.
00:52:27I'm gonna let go of you.
00:52:49I don't want it.
00:52:57I don't want it.
00:53:27I don't want it.
00:53:58So tell me about your last boyfriend.
00:54:02That's personal.
00:54:04Did you love him?
00:54:07Robin, I'm not good at these questions.
00:54:28Oh, my God.
00:54:50You must be in deep shit, honey.
00:54:54I haven't seen you since December.
00:54:55You look beautiful.
00:54:57Oh, I could never resist your bullshit compliments, Robert.
00:55:02So, what is it now? What's made you remember I exist?
00:55:06What's the matter?
00:55:08It's no matter now.
00:55:10Hmm, your look betrays.
00:55:13Maybe it's the elevation, I don't know.
00:55:15Or the god-awful look of this place.
00:55:17You don't like the piece?
00:55:19No, I do. I do.
00:55:22You miss me, Robert?
00:55:24Yeah, I do.
00:55:40So, what is it now?
00:55:42What poor woman is driving you to madness?
00:55:46No, no, don't tell me. Thank you.
00:55:48The insecure?
00:55:51No, no, the suicidal?
00:55:53Thank you so much.
00:55:54Oh, you're welcome.
00:55:55Exactly suicidal.
00:55:57Married, huh? Guaranteed lay.
00:56:00What is it you want, dear?
00:56:03Just to remain in one piece, I guess.
00:56:06Oh, well, I don't know.
00:56:10You've always thrived on it.
00:56:12The chaos, destruction, wreckage.
00:56:17You have ever since you were big enough to go down on women.
00:56:20Just tired.
00:56:22Does a girl, you know, disappear on you?
00:56:24These girls, they're...
00:56:26Yes?
00:56:27You know, this business that you're in.
00:56:29Oh, you make it sound so mean.
00:56:31This business that you're in.
00:56:32What are you stuttering about?
00:56:33Winter goes by.
00:56:35Well, my girls aren't suicidal.
00:56:37Spring goes by, and they don't destroy lives.
00:56:39They want to live.
00:56:41And then by summertime, my girl returns.
00:56:43Listen, you're gonna have to remember one thing, okay?
00:56:48I'm the only woman you're going to love completely.
00:56:54So what are you looking for?
00:56:56What do you want?
00:56:59I want comfort. I want stability.
00:57:02I want...
00:57:05I don't know what I want.
00:57:09We should just stay up here.
00:57:11Never go back.
00:57:14I feel like a stranger.
00:57:19Like my marriage is this
00:57:22random, disconnected
00:57:25diary entry.
00:57:27You have a diary?
00:57:29No.
00:57:44♪
00:58:15I don't think we should.
00:58:19In my office.
00:58:22♪
00:58:45♪
00:59:02You're spending too much time with somebody who's married.
00:59:07♪
00:59:19A.B., there's a bunch of reporters out there that want to talk to you.
00:59:23You want to step out?
00:59:28I should've...
00:59:36Robert, come here.
00:59:38Relax.
00:59:42Hey, there she is!
00:59:44There she is!
00:59:46I'm asking you questions about your nomination.
00:59:53Oh, Robbie!
00:59:55Robbie!
00:59:57Robbie!
00:59:59Robbie!
01:00:01Maggie!
01:00:03How do you feel about the nomination?
01:00:07Robert, come here.
01:00:09Get in the water.
01:00:12Now, Robert.
01:00:24You can come outside. We're having a real good time.
01:00:30Where are you going?
01:00:32Oh, my God!
01:00:40Uh, go.
01:00:47Come on!
01:00:51Don't go. I mean it.
01:00:59Please, Robert.
01:01:02Please.
01:01:32Beth?
01:01:33Beth?
01:01:34Beth?
01:01:35Beth?
01:01:36Beth?
01:02:03Are you alright?
01:02:04Can I get you anything?
01:02:14The report, we need to have it to Mr. Kittay by 4 p.m.
01:02:18Where should I tell him?
01:02:19Where should I tell him?
01:02:47I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I
01:03:16We can't do this anymore, okay?
01:03:22This can't happen again, okay?
01:03:23Okay, this can't happen again, okay
01:03:53You
01:04:23I
01:04:53You've reached Elizabeth
01:05:08Hi, you've reached Elizabeth and Daniel
01:05:23Hey, it's me. I left you a bunch of messages. You didn't call me back Robert. I'm married. Yeah, I know
01:05:39I just want to see a second. That's all no
01:05:43You're not listening to me. You're being paranoid
01:05:46You think you fucked up marriage or something? I won't be a part of but it ain't
01:05:49Stop calling me
01:05:52Look don't hang up. Just let me come see you for a minute. Hello
01:06:12Hi, stop calling me, okay
01:06:15Oh
01:06:27Listen here, I mean, what's she doing? Is she? Okay
01:06:39Is she sick sick
01:06:41Oh
01:06:44Are you sick
01:06:48Does she have a cold or something
01:06:51No
01:06:55Daniel stop it because she doesn't look sick or sound sick. Stop it. But you you you look sick your eyes
01:07:02Your skin looks pale
01:07:05Develop a deep masculine voice
01:07:09What are you listening to me on the other line
01:07:11I'm the one who's asking the fucking questions here
01:07:18Who is he
01:07:28Not fucking anyone what's his name? What's his zodiac sign?
01:07:38Tell me the goddamn truth
01:07:42You want to know the truth
01:07:46You want to know why I continue to stay with you and put up with all the shit
01:07:52Because I don't waste three years of my life only believe
01:08:02The minute you start puking up God knows what
01:08:06All over the floor
01:08:09The minute you start rearranging the fucking furniture every 10 minutes
01:08:18Well, maybe you're not in the right fucking house
01:08:28You wanna know why
01:08:30Huh, do you wanna know? Hey, you wanna know why
01:08:56Because
01:09:01So I decided to give it another try I had a great time up there it was so relaxing I
01:09:09Just felt like I was doing nothing, I mean I didn't feel alive anymore
01:09:16So here I am back in the city can't escape it and I can't run away anymore
01:09:26You know, you haven't said anything you were right
01:09:30I
01:09:33Yeah, okay
01:09:35Don't look so good. I'm just tired. I
01:09:39Just I don't know my mind feels numb. It's the job. I'm just tired
01:09:47Yep, I'm really
01:09:52Explain it. It's like this my
01:09:54I
01:09:57Can drinking
01:09:59I'm just tired. Maybe you should think about going back into therapy. No
01:10:05You could always try medication. It's
01:10:08It was Prozac
01:10:11Paxil
01:10:12Zoloft under suturing to her kid and her cassette
01:10:16Values their bike and can't make a start barbara tall
01:10:20conipine benzodiazepine
01:10:22That's for animals I think not people
01:10:53I
01:11:01Have a woman
01:11:22I
01:11:45That stuff kill you man
01:11:52You
01:12:22You
01:12:52Oh
01:13:22I
01:13:52Oh
01:14:22I
01:14:32Haven't to you. Hey, it's been a rough couple of days. I guess you're telling me
01:14:42Is that a new look
01:14:53I'm never gonna take this hat off
01:15:00So, so what are you doing here I didn't expect to find you in the same place it's been a while
01:15:13That hurt a lot
01:15:22Anymore
01:15:52I
01:15:59Can't
01:16:08Right
01:16:22I
01:16:52I
01:17:22I
01:17:52I
01:18:22I
01:18:52I
01:19:16Wait
01:19:22I
01:19:34Just want to talk to you for a sec, come on why are you running for me?
01:19:52I
01:20:22I
01:20:52I
01:21:07We had a fight I just can't abandon him
01:21:18Just throw him away
01:21:22I
01:21:33It's okay to be a little crazy everyone is
01:21:45So what happened to you you look like shit, yeah, I don't see much anymore
01:21:50You gonna start taking care of yourself
01:21:53Probably not you fucking better
01:22:14I don't know what to think sometimes when you look at me like that Robert
01:22:23Like a pervert
01:22:27Yes, you are that little laugh of yours
01:22:52I
01:23:07Really think we're soulmates I
01:23:09do I
01:23:11Think we've been searching for each other
01:23:13such a long time
01:23:15And now we're here together
01:23:18I
01:23:20Think that's magical
01:23:22Yeah, like a little girl's fairytale
01:23:24Would you stop with the cold stuff?
01:23:28It was hiding behind that camera
01:23:33Kind of handsome, right? Actually, yes
01:23:42Come closer
01:23:48You
01:24:18I
01:24:48I
01:25:18I
01:25:48I
01:26:18I