No Females Allowed Records: Reasons Why I Can't Be In A Relationship [[ Explicit]]
On No Females Allowed Records Podcast #8, I will be giving almost 20 reasons why I can not be in a relationship. I on podcast #7 that I was on a relationship, but things have changed since then. I am single. I was only in a relationship for two months and it is now over. I choose to be by myself for my own safety. To learn more, listen to the podcast below. The purpose of this podcast to raise awareness.
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00:00This is No Females Allowed Podcast number 8.
00:07Again this is No Females Allowed Records Podcast number 8.
00:11Today I'm going to be talking about why I can't be in a relationship.
00:17These are under 20 reasons why I cannot be in a relationship.
00:22Number 1 is appearance.
00:25Women have their personal preference for appearance and I don't like being around
00:30niggas that don't like the way I look.
00:32Like if I'm wearing a wig they'll be like, well why don't you wear your real hair?
00:40Why are you concerned with how my hair looks if you like me?
00:46Or they'll be like, why don't you put some long box braids in your hair?
00:52Why do I have to put box braids in my hair?
00:54Why can't you just like my hair the way it is?
00:58Like I don't like stuff like that.
01:00Or they'll be like, I could have on some underwears and they might not like the way the underwears
01:04are cut.
01:05Why are you wearing boy shorts, why don't you wear some thongs?
01:10Like why do I have to wear thongs for you?
01:14Why do I have to conform for you?
01:16Like why can't I just be myself and you like me for who I am?
01:21These niggas always trying to turn me into their exes.
01:24I don't want to be them, bruh.
01:27If your exes were dressed a certain way and carried their self a certain way and wore
01:32their hair a certain way, I'm not them.
01:35I'm me.
01:38You can't make me how to be the woman that you want me to be.
01:41You need to go find that.
01:46Don't try to change me to be with the woman that you want me to be.
01:49Go find the woman that you're looking for.
01:52If you want a bitch with box braids, go find a bitch with box braids.
01:56If you want a bitch with a high ponytail, go find a bitch with a high ponytail.
02:00If you want a bitch with real hair, find a bitch with real hair.
02:03If you want a bitch with a long wig, go find a bitch with a long wig.
02:10Don't complain about my appearance.
02:14If you want a light skinned bitch, go find a light skinned bitch.
02:19If I'm too skinny, go find a BBW.
02:25Get the fuck out of here.
02:26I'm tired of these men acting like appearance is a problem.
02:31The second reason is finances.
02:36I am poor.
02:38I don't make that money rapping.
02:39I already said this on one of my podcasts before.
02:44I'm struggling.
02:45I'm not rich.
02:48I don't have a lot of money.
02:49I don't even make what the median income is in America for each state.
02:56I don't ever meet the median income.
02:58I'm always on the poverty side.
03:02Why would I want to date somebody that poor?
03:04What nigga wants a broke bitch?
03:08If I'm broke, he's either going to beat me up, rob me for all the money I have left,
03:13and then take off.
03:15What nigga wants a broke bitch?
03:20If I can't step my game up because of the lack of employment for black people that come
03:25from poverty, there's nothing I can do about that.
03:28If they want somebody rich, they're going to have to go find somebody rich.
03:30If they want somebody with a job, they're going to have to go find somebody with a job.
03:35They can't sit around and bully me and hate me because I don't have the money that they
03:39wish that I had.
03:41Stop living in la-la land and go find a motherfucker with some money.
03:46Don't sit around and daydream about me having something to the point where it makes you
03:50upset and then you start hating me and beating me because I don't have no money.
03:54Get off your ass and go find a bitch with some money.
04:00The third reason is popularity.
04:04Another reason why I can't date is because I'm not popular.
04:08Men need to be with a popular bitch.
04:09They need to be with somebody that has friends and they make kissy faces together and smack
04:15each other's asses and do all that little stinky girly fucking shit.
04:19You need some bitch that go shopping with their friends and go to nails and lines together
04:25and hump together and whatever else them little motherfuckers need to be popular because I'm
04:30not popular.
04:32If I was popular, my concerts would sell out.
04:36I would be able to sell out a show and be rich.
04:41If I was popular, people would walk up to me in the street and be like, hey, you're
04:45Oya Obenido.
04:46Can I get your autograph?
04:48I have the rough out dolls on me right now.
04:51No one's doing that, bro.
04:53I'm not popular.
04:55Why would a man want to be with me?
04:56They need to be with somebody that can do more for them, have more connections.
05:01I don't have any goddamn connections.
05:04I can't plug no niggas in with nobody, bro.
05:06I'm not plugged in myself.
05:08I wish I was.
05:12I can't plug no niggas in.
05:14I don't know no niggas.
05:16I don't know nobody in America, bro.
05:20I don't have no fucking, I'm out here surviving this big ass, gay ass world all by myself.
05:26I'm not popular.
05:27I don't know nobody to put on.
05:30I don't have no niggas to plug in with each other, none of that shit.
05:34Help giving some money, none of that shit.
05:38There's some people out there that's more unpopular than me because they're not even
05:43a rapper, but I'm still not a popular rapper because if I was, like I said, I would be
05:51able to sell out shows.
05:53I would have millions of streams.
05:54People would be buying my merch.
05:56People would be walking up to me in the street saying, hi, aren't you Oya Obenido though?
06:01I have a copy of Not Your Property.
06:02Can you please sign it?
06:03None of that is going on, so I know I'm not popular.
06:07Another reason why I can't be in a relationship is because of my past.
06:14When I talk to a man and they say they're not in a gang, that's another thing, bro.
06:20I've supposed, if somebody was in a gang, they could relate to me more because I used
06:26to be in a gang.
06:27I used to be a crip, so god damn, why would I want to be talking to niggas that can't
06:36relate to how being a crip is?
06:39Some of these niggas that be trying to talk to me, they don't even have a lot of tattoos
06:44and they have to look at mine like they're going to judge me.
06:47I have tats all over the place.
06:51I still have a lot of room left for more on my back and my legs, but the rest of it is
06:57covered up.
06:58Like I said, my back and my legs are still free, but anyway, if I'm going to be talking
07:06to a nigga that got a little bit of tats or one or two or even no tats at all, how are
07:11they going to understand me?
07:14I don't want them looking at me and judging my tattoos, judging me because I used to be
07:19in a gang and they never been affiliated with a gang.
07:25Prostitution is another reason why I don't want to be in a relationship.
07:29I was just going through my Google voice messages yesterday and I had like 200, 300 messages,
07:36maybe less.
07:37It was a lot of messages though.
07:39During the time that I was escorting in, in Richmond, Virginia and LA, it was just crazy
07:45reading those messages.
07:46I couldn't believe I saved those for that long.
07:50A lot of the messages were like, hey, where are you at?
07:53I was like, I'm at the Motel 6.
07:55They were like, hey, how much is a quick visit?
07:57I'm like, 60 for the quick visit, 100 for the half, and 200 for the hour.
08:02They were like, well, I got to go wash my dick off, I'm on my way, send me a pic first.
08:07It was like over 100 messages like that in my phone.
08:11I remember going through that escorting stuff too.
08:15I remember going through the human trafficking in LA too.
08:19Because it started in Richmond, Virginia and then I went to LA.
08:22It started in VA first.
08:27If these men know that I've already been defiled as a hooker, I don't think they're going to respect me.
08:35Why should I waste my time being in a relationship with somebody that knows that I was in the streets,
08:40heavy to that extreme?
08:45That's crazy.
08:47It's hard finding somebody that respects me because of my past.
08:51I used to use drugs too.
08:56Cocaine was my drug of choice.
08:59Actually, it was the other niggas' drugs of choice and they kind of forced it on me.
09:04I ain't never really liked cocaine like that.
09:07And then it went on to crack and it got out of control.
09:12I said this already in the gruesome travel history of the way I've been needed.
09:15There's a lot of information in there.
09:17People just have to sit there and listen to the whole thing in order to figure me out.
09:22I talked about the drug use and the escorting and all that.
09:30Another reason why I can't be in a relationship.
09:33What number is this?
09:34One, two, three, four, five.
09:36Number five.
09:37The way sex feels.
09:41If I sleep with someone and they leave me for my op,
09:46they made the sex feel gay and nasty and violating.
09:51It feels almost like a rape.
09:53Like I've been stripped of my womanhood and all types of sex.
09:58It feels degrading as hell.
10:00I don't like sleeping with people that will leave me for my ops
10:04or beat me up after they fuck or rob me after they fuck
10:08or steal everything I got or start calling me a tar or start calling me a prostitute
10:13or start calling me gay or whatever after they finish fucking.
10:16That feels so damn gay.
10:18It feels almost like incest almost.
10:20It just feels really sickening and stinky having sex with someone that would treat someone like that.
10:28I'm going to move on to the next topic.
10:30I'm not going to dwell on that.
10:32Number six, is it?
10:34Not being supported.
10:36There's another reason why I don't want to be in a relationship.
10:38That has a lot to do with not being popular.
10:41I'm not very supported.
10:43People don't support my music.
10:45They don't support my anything.
10:48So why would I want to be in a relationship knowing that the majority of the United States doesn't support me?
10:54That's weird.
10:56If the majority of the people don't support me, why would anyone else?
11:02Who would be the first?
11:04What type of miracle is that?
11:06Who would be the first nigga to start supporting me and lifting me up like that?
11:10No one.
11:12Moving along, mental health is another reason.
11:17Niggas think I'm crazy.
11:19Men think that I'm a crazy person.
11:23They're like, no, I'm just playing.
11:25I didn't mean it that way.
11:27I mean it in a funny way.
11:30I'm not funny, bro.
11:32Ain't nothing funny about somebody thinking I'm a crazy person.
11:35I was offended when I was in middle school.
11:38That was the first joke somebody told on me and I was offended back then and I'm still offended now.
11:43I don't want to be called crazy.
11:46I know I call myself loco in one of my songs.
11:49But I call myself that.
11:51I don't really want anybody else calling me that for real or thinking that I'm crazy.
11:56They always think I'm talking out of my head.
11:58They never believe anything I say.
12:00They always thinking that I'm seeing or hearing things that aren't there.
12:04I don't have time for that, bro.
12:06I don't have time being in a relationship with motherfuckers thinking I'm hearing and seeing things that aren't there.
12:11That's not going to work.
12:13Moving along, no freedom or independence.
12:19If I'm in a relationship and somebody's always controlling me, there's nothing I can do.
12:23I can't talk to another nigga.
12:25I can't run away and leave them and go just be happy somewhere.
12:30Men are controlling and possessive.
12:33If I'm in a relationship and tied down with somebody, I don't have any freedom or independence.
12:37The man is going to be making all my decisions.
12:39I'm not even going to have a brain to think for myself.
12:42He's going to be controlling my finances, my wardrobe, my mind, everything.
12:47And I'm not going to have nowhere to run to because I'm not going to have a freedom because I chose to be in a relationship.
12:54When I didn't have to.
12:59Moving along.
13:01Another reason I don't want to be in a relationship is because there are too many asexuals lesbians.
13:05Too many women out here eating their mama's pussy and their sister's pussy and their cousin's pussy and their aunt's pussy and their best friend's pussy.
13:13And having a nasty, stinky attitude and stealing all my boyfriends from me.
13:20And they always turn on me for women that do stinky stuff that way.
13:25Those are the type of women that be calling me Ed.
13:28Those are the type of women that call me Attar.
13:31Those are the type of women that pester me and stalk me and spy on me and watch me and violate my privacy.
13:37Those are the type of women that tell lies on their fag ass and sexual ass.
13:42Those are the type of women that steal, connive, they're kleptomaniacs, they're habitual liars, they're pathological liars, they're insane, they're cruel, they're inhumane, they're the scum of the earth.
13:56Some of them look like they have down syndrome.
14:00That's disgusting.
14:04These women are just an infestation of incestuous lesbians all around me and I cannot keep a man.
14:17It's because of them.
14:20It's because of their stinkiness and nastiness and it's too many down low men.
14:26It's always a man out here that's sucking another man's penis and putting another man's private parts into their mouth.
14:35It's always a bunch of men that are having sex with men.
14:41So why would I want to be in a relationship when men are cool with gay men?
14:47If I say something about them hanging around gay men, they're going to call me a homophobe.
14:54If you're a straight f***ing man, why don't you see anything wrong with being a homophobic?
15:05They act like it's so wrong and so twisted to be a homophobe and not want to be around gays.
15:15They act like that so often, so weird.
15:19If anybody is that gay friendly, they gay.
15:28They're walking around saying, I'm not a homophobe, but I'm straight.
15:32They're probably gay.
15:35Moving along.
15:39Another reason I don't want to be in a relationship is because there are too many bullies defaming me and lying and biting and being mentally challenged and disgusting.
15:55I've just said that about the asexual woman. It's pretty much the same thing.
15:59People telling lies on me. Bitches lying on their stinky, disgusting c***.
16:03Men are so gay that they don't know that I'm not the gay one.
16:07They're too confused and know that I'm not the one doing that.
16:11They believe everything those people that defame me say.
16:15I don't know who to sue because there's too many people defaming me.
16:19People spreading lies and making me look gay and transgender and sick and twisted and all that stuff.
16:28And none of that is true.
16:30People biting my style. They bite my swag.
16:33They bite the way I carry myself.
16:35They bite my individuality.
16:37And then they confuse these n****s.
16:39And they don't know who who.
16:41They don't know who biting and who ain't.
16:43They can't tell the mentally challenged from the fake or the real or whatever.
16:48And then they judge me because I didn't graduate.
16:53Maybe somebody that's picking on me graduated from high school.
16:57A lot of mentally challenged people graduate from high school.
17:01I done said this before.
17:03I looked it up on Google.
17:05Can a mentally challenged person graduate from high school?
17:07Yes, they can.
17:09And they can go to college too.
17:11With tutoring and special ed classes and inclusion classes and special ed teachers and all this type of stuff,
17:18they can still graduate high school.
17:20So just because somebody graduated high school, that does not mean they're not mentally retarded.
17:25So when people start thinking that I'm the dumb one because I didn't graduate
17:30and the other person automatically retarded, they're dumb.
17:33And mentally challenged people have jobs all the time.
17:36They can get jobs too.
17:38They can get jobs at warehouses, restaurants, fast food restaurants.
17:43They can get jobs at mainly warehouses where they work at.
17:47They can be at church working, all types of stuff.
17:51So just because a person is working, that does not mean they're not mentally challenged.
17:57And just because a person has a high school diploma, that don't mean they're going to special ed.
18:02I've never been in special ed.
18:04I've never rode the short bus.
18:06I was smart.
18:07I was an honor roll student.
18:09Some people can ride the short bus all their life and still get a high school diploma.
18:15That does not mean anything.
18:17That does not mean that they're any more credible than me.
18:21A GED is just as equal.
18:25A GED is equivalent to a high school diploma.
18:29Just because somebody has a high school diploma, that does not make them any more credible than a person with a GED.
18:38A person with a GED is no less credible than a person with a high school diploma.
18:44And a lot of people still don't understand that.
18:47They don't understand that.
18:51They look at me and think I'm retarded.
18:54Because people that were slow are biting me.
18:59And that's a turn off.
19:02I can't be in a relationship with that many slow people biting me.
19:05There's no way.
19:07Moving along.
19:10Relationships are overall a waste of time and money.
19:14If you're going to break up, you're just there for a fling.
19:19I mean, what's the purpose of it?
19:22Just to have wild sex and blow a bunch of money?
19:26I'm not interested.
19:28Too many people have violated me for me to want to just sit around having a bunch of sex and blowing money.
19:37That's all these people in relationships are about.
19:40All they do is fuck and blow money.
19:43That's all married people do.
19:47And that's all girlfriend and boyfriend and gay couples and people in relationships do.
19:52All they do is hump and spend money.
19:55I'm not interested in that.
19:57And some of them spend the money they don't get.
20:01They're poor.
20:03They're not even wealthy enough to even splurge properly.
20:09They have to run up a bunch of debt.
20:12Or they have to break the law or rob somebody to be in a relationship.
20:16That's stupid.
20:18I'm not into that.
20:20If I had a little bit more money and I was more wealthy, I probably would.
20:26But if I had to run up a debt, break the law, or kiss ass to be in one, I don't think so.
20:36Moving along.
20:38Too many racist people.
20:40That's another reason why I can't be in a relationship.
20:44Too many racist people.
20:46But people judge me by the color of my skin like the times before Martin Luther King.
20:52Martin Luther King, if I'm not mistaken, he's the one that fought for blacks and whites to come together.
21:05Well, he didn't do that too good of a job because that much racism and inequality is still going on.
21:14Black people and white people may still sit in the same restaurants together and go to the same stores together.
21:22But they're still racist as fuck.
21:24And I'm tired of these white goddamn people.
21:30Every time they see me in a relationship, they start acting like I'm trying to be whoever I'm in a relationship with.
21:37They think I'm so black and ugly that I want to be a man.
21:44Why would I want to be in a relationship with people thinking that lowly of me, bro?
21:48Especially white people.
21:50They don't think me.
21:52They don't want to give me a job.
21:54They don't want me to stay in their house.
21:57They don't want me to be a maid either.
22:00They don't even want to get me in the door to be a maid and clean their house.
22:04Because I will clean somebody's house.
22:08A white person's house.
22:11I'm not scared to go in a white person's house and clean it.
22:15Like an old black maid.
22:18For a place to stay.
22:20And a little bit of few dollars.
22:22I ain't scared to do that.
22:24These white people are so racist.
22:26I can't even get that.
22:28There's still a whole bunch of racist supremacist groups out here.
22:33Especially in the DMV.
22:36There's the Ku Klux Klan.
22:38There's the neo-Nazis.
22:40There's the skinheads.
22:42Whatever they are.
22:44Those people are still out here.
22:46Their organizations are running strong.
22:48They're all on the internet.
22:50All you got to do is look it up.
22:52All their articles are current.
22:54Everything they're doing is current.
22:58And I'm still being targeted by white racist supremacists.
23:02That want to see me die or in jail.
23:05Or with nothing.
23:07They want to see those men leave.
23:09They think that I'm trying to be a man and all this type of stuff.
23:13They're confused.
23:15Just because they see me with a black man.
23:17That don't mean I'm trying to be him.
23:19I wish they would sit the fuck down somewhere.
23:22Every time they see me with a black man start acting like I'm trying to be them.
23:30That's fake.
23:33And then some of these black men are racist too.
23:37They'll be like, we don't want to know your color.
23:42If they look in the mirror they the same color as me.
23:46Talking about they don't want to know my color.
23:48I said that in my song, On the East Coast.
23:52The last song I put out a couple months ago, On the East Coast.
23:56I said that I have to cover up my skin because these niggas don't like my color.
24:01Nigga I'm a girl. I am not your fucking brother.
24:06Niggas fake like they mother and I don't want to see the judge.
24:09My skin look like a piece of fudge.
24:12I'm tired of these niggas.
24:15I'm tired of their racism.
24:17If you like white girls, get off my ass.
24:20Go be with a white girl and stop trying to rape me.
24:25Niggas always think they can sexually molest me and get away with it.
24:28Because I don't ever report nothing to the cops.
24:31And I'm just black.
24:36I get raped all the time.
24:38Niggas leave. Niggas fuck me.
24:40Niggas talk to me with the intent sole purpose of raping me.
24:43They just want to make me feel nasty.
24:45They just want to make me feel molested and violated.
24:48They just want to take my womanhood like they taking a boy's ass.
24:53Them niggas be raping me like I'm a little boy.
24:56And they sticking their...
24:58They fucking me from behind.
25:00Don't get me wrong. I don't have anal sex.
25:02Okay. I don't do that.
25:04But I'm saying the way that they make it feel afterwards.
25:07And you would think that I was a little boy and fucked in the ass.
25:11Because that's how they make you feel.
25:16So if you like light skinned bitches.
25:18Or you like white bitches.
25:20Or you like Latino women.
25:22And you're in my face talking to me knowing I'm black.
25:24You sick.
25:27You're sick. You're a murderer.
25:29You have no soul.
25:31You don't have a heart.
25:33You're gay probably.
25:35And you just want to pick on me.
25:37Your black ass just want to pick on me.
25:39And bully your own skin color.
25:42Like the sick fuck you are.
25:47If they like other...
25:49Excuse me.
25:51If they like other colors.
25:53They should go be with the other colors.
25:55Why the fuck is they in my face?
25:57I don't chase these men.
25:59These men lie and act like I chase them.
26:02I don't chase them.
26:04They might chase me and blow up my phone and call me.
26:11And don't even like me.
26:13Smile in my face.
26:15Like they a girl or something.
26:17And hate on me behind my fucking back.
26:19And then get bold and start hating on me to my face.
26:23I'm tired of it.
26:25I can't be in a relationship with that many racist black men.
26:27And that many Uncle Toms.
26:29And that many white racist supremacists.
26:31No thank you.
26:33Moving along.
26:35If I'm living in a house with my mother.
26:37Or in a shelter or a program.
26:39Where I can't burn candles.
26:41Or worship what I'm worshiping.
26:43If I can't practice Voodoo.
26:45If I can't practice Santeria or anything like that.
26:47That's going to be another reason why I can't be in a relationship.
26:49Because all relationships require faith.
26:53And without faith they're not going to last.
26:55And if I believe in Voodoo and Santeria.
26:57And I can't practice that.
26:59Then my relationship is gone bogus.
27:01Okay.
27:03Because Oya Obenido is my name.
27:05And that's what I believe in.
27:07And it's gone.
27:09And if somebody is not letting me practice a religion.
27:11That can keep my relationship together.
27:13Then I can't be in one.
27:17I might have to burn a candle.
27:19I might have to pray to Santeria.
27:21I might have to light some incense.
27:23And some sage.
27:25I might have to go to a botanical.
27:27And get a prayer read.
27:29To keep the relationship together.
27:33And if I can't do that.
27:35If somebody is not letting me about my religion.
27:37I can't be in a relationship.
27:39And if I'm talking to a man.
27:41That doesn't like that.
27:43I can't be in a relationship.
27:45They'll be like well what are you praying to?
27:47I believe in God.
27:49I believe in Jesus.
27:51Well go find a Christian woman.
27:53If you're a man.
27:55And you know that I believe in Santeria.
27:57And Voodoo.
27:59Then why are you in my face?
28:01Why don't you go talk to somebody.
28:03I do believe in some Islamic practices too.
28:05So if they don't like that.
28:07Then why would they talk to me?
28:09If they don't like Islam.
28:11And Muslim.
28:13Then why would they.
28:15The way I look.
28:17My outer appearance.
28:19Why would they talk to me?
28:27It's too many religious conflict of interest.
28:29Every time I try to get in a relationship.
28:31Every time I try to get in a relationship.
28:33Especially with a black man.
28:35There's a conflict of interest in with the religion.
28:37Somewhere.
28:39Either I can't practice a religion.
28:41Around a fake ass female woman.
28:43That I'm.
28:45A mother that I'm living with.
28:47Or a programmer that I'm in.
28:49Or if he is a Christian.
28:51And still smiling on my face.
28:53Knowing that I don't rock like that.
28:55And I don't go to church.
28:57Just because I had his tattoo across my chest.
28:59That don't mean I'm a Christian.
29:01The tattoo was a mistake.
29:03And I'm still not going to get it burned off.
29:05Or removed.
29:07And I'm still not going to cover it up.
29:09Because it's going to be there forever.
29:11And it has nothing to do with Christianity.
29:13Moving along.
29:21Another reason why I can't be in a relationship.
29:23Because men don't put me on.
29:25They don't never put me on.
29:27All they do is whine about what I don't have.
29:31They don't never make the decision to put me on.
29:33You can't put me on and on money.
29:35You can't make me popular.
29:37You can't make me pretty.
29:39And you can't even make me feel good.
29:41All you can do is sit around and complain about what I don't have.
29:43Why would I need a man?
29:47If they don't like something about me.
29:49Why can't they be a man and put me on?
29:51Moving along.
29:53A lack of privacy.
29:55That has a lot to do with the religious stuff too.
29:57If I'm always around a bunch of people.
29:59If I'm living in a fucking program.
30:01Or a mother's house.
30:03Or a project building.
30:05Where there's a bunch of apartments next to each other.
30:07And every time I step outside.
30:09There's a bunch of people there looking at me.
30:11Or if I invite company over.
30:13Every time somebody pull up in their car.
30:15Somebody can see who the fuck they're looking at.
30:17And it ain't none of their business.
30:19And the person acting like they can't wear a mask.
30:21And they want to be posted on the Instagram.
30:23And stuff like that.
30:25And can't hide anything.
30:27Keep anything a secret.
30:29And letting that many lame ass people.
30:31Into the fucking relationship.
30:33Personal business.
30:35It's not going to work.
30:37There's too much lack of privacy.
30:39I don't want to get caught having sex anyway.
30:41I don't want to get caught having sex.
30:43I don't want to get caught having sex.
30:45I don't want to get caught having sex anywhere.
30:47Okay.
30:49Not even in a hotel.
30:51I don't want anybody to be spying.
30:53I don't want them to be spying on an apartment.
30:55I don't want them to be spying at a hotel.
30:57I don't want anybody to see me doing anything with my body.
30:59Because it's none of their business.
31:01The way my body look.
31:03Naked.
31:05It's nobody business.
31:07I don't have no privacy.
31:09People are always in my business.
31:11Ruining everything.
31:13Women.
31:15They're stinky.
31:17They're horny.
31:19They have too many needs.
31:21And they're always trying to ruin my life.
31:23Women are stinky.
31:25They suck.
31:27I'm nothing like them.
31:29How many times do I have to say that?
31:31I'm nothing like these bitches.
31:33I'm totally different.
31:35I don't want them.
31:37Groupie.
31:39Lame.
31:41I don't want them.
31:43I don't want them.
31:45I don't want them.
31:47I don't want them.
31:49I don't want them.
31:51I don't want them.
31:53I don't want them.
31:55I don't want them.
31:57I don't want them.
31:59I don't want them.
32:01I don't want them.
32:03I don't want them.
32:05I don't want them.
32:07I don't want them.
32:09I don't want them.
32:11I don't want them.
32:13I don't want them.
32:15I don't want them.
32:17I don't want them.
32:19I don't want them.
32:21I don't want them.
32:23I don't want them.
32:25I don't want them.
32:27I don't want them.
32:29I don't want them.
32:31I don't want them.
32:33I don't want them.
32:35I don't want them.
32:37I don't want them.
32:39I don't want them.
32:41I don't want them.
32:43I don't want them.
32:45I don't want them.
32:47I don't want them.
32:49I don't want them.
32:51I don't want them.
32:53I don't want them.
32:55I don't want them.
32:57I don't want them.
32:59I don't want them.
33:01I don't want them.
33:03I don't want them.
33:05So
33:07I'm gonna do that okay
33:09I'm gonna go back to the place
33:11where I got the monkeypox test the first time
33:13and see if I can get another shot
33:15because I don't want to catch monkeypox
33:17you know, monkeypox
33:19is a
33:21disease that
33:23is being really, really wide-spread
33:25throughout Africa right now
33:27it's very, very heavy in Africa
33:29there's an outbreak out there
33:31I think it's in the Congo or something
33:33something but I'm not sure the Republic or something like that but it's a huge
33:38outbreak in Africa there's Africans in the United States okay and they probably
33:42have it too so when I call the health department line the first thing
33:48that come out of their mouth is if you need a monkey pox vaccine or a COVID
33:54vaccine press one or two or whatever okay so that stuff is still going on
34:00people are still catching COVID too I need another COVID vaccine it's been a
34:06year or two since I've had a COVID shot and it's time for another one of those
34:10those two shots that shot that I can't even I'm getting tongue-twisted now I
34:15can't articulate I'm about to get off right now okay I'm about to get off
34:19daily motion in about five more minutes so bear with me those monkey pox
34:29vaccines and those COVID vaccines are highly needed everyone should go get one
34:39especially black people especially gay people especially download people buy
34:44people people in that community people that are in the sex industry people that
34:52are escorts prostitutes people that have a high number of sexual partners they're
34:58always fucking they're just out there those are the type of people that need a
35:02monkey pox test and a COVID test and they need to go sign up for one right
35:06now I can't be in a relationship with that much stuff going around like I said
35:16I caught chlamydia and gonorrhea when I was like 17 18 19 years old I caught it
35:22more than one time I could have caught AIDS but I didn't I learned my lesson
35:29it's been over a decade or more since I've caught an STD because I know how
35:34to take care of myself now I don't let I don't go around gay men if I find out
35:40they're gay or bi or download or fake or they talking to too many lesbian women
35:44that is infected with a disease I will not talk to them bruh some of these
35:52niggas feel like a disease when they pull their dick out I feel like I'm
35:56about to catch something because they so damn fake they so damn fake they always
36:02in a bed with a nasty stinky dike and they think that I'm like that and they
36:09might spread something to me and then frame me for it and say I gave it to
36:14them that's a problem and the cost of testing is too damn high every time I
36:21sleep with a man I have to go buy an HIV test and a herpes test every single time
36:29that is costly those HIV tests are not free I don't go run it to the clinic
36:37with those men because a lot of them don't want to go to the clinic why don't
36:42they want to go to the clinic that's a problem why do you black men never want
36:47to go to the clinic with somebody why why they always pulling their dick out
36:53for every time they can hearing every bitch they see and never go to the
36:57clinic that's a fucking problem if you're listening to this podcast you do
37:06your research go look up the monkey pox in your area go look up the vaccines go
37:11look at the COVID rates in your area go look up the statistics go look at the
37:15HIV rate in your area and all those two type of statistics go look at the
37:19chlamydia gonorrhea whatever trichomonas whatever they got syphilis herpes all
37:27that every time I get in the bed with somebody I have to test them for those
37:31things no tests are high they don't go to the clinic I have to have the test on
37:37me those tests are like 20 30 40 50 dollars a pack okay and I have to test
37:43for a whole bunch of stuff like I'm a porn agency even porn agencies don't
37:50even test for this but much stuff as I do I've been running these tests ever
37:56since 2021 because when I was in DC I almost caught HIV I did not use any
38:02protection I did not um I did not take any prep or anything and those men were
38:11transvestites the hotel that I was in was infested with trannies it was men
38:18with dicks walking around there every all over the place trans men everywhere
38:23every all over the place and I almost caught AIDS and HIV DC is one of the
38:33highest HIV cities in America and I was up there and I became so aware after I
38:41got out of that situation I was in I became so aware of the many diseases
38:47that I could have caught and I've never made the same mistakes twice I start by
38:52test and I start testing niggas before and all you bitches should do the same thing
38:58instead of walking around with a nasty damn attitude all the time you need to
39:02start testing your damn boyfriends I can't be sleeping with these niggas
39:08catching diseases because you stinking fucking women don't want to take no
39:12damn test get off your high horse and go to a fucking if you don't want to
39:21buy the test yourself go to the clinic if you can't afford to buy the test
39:28yourself go to the clinic I'm tired of all these damn outbreaks I'm tired of
39:34all these people having a damn outbreak and walk around with these diseases and
39:38infested ass attitudes and always trying to spread something about it always a
39:41hole in their head acting like they better than somebody and they burning
39:45like a motherfucker motherfuckers out here burning and acting like they better
39:50than somebody sit your ass down if you have chlamydia or gonorrhea or AIDS and
39:59you think you better than somebody you really need to sit down I can't be in a
40:06relationship because too many STDs and too much HIV too much chlamydia too much
40:12gonorrhea too much trichomonas too much AIDS too much monkey pox too much COVID
40:19and too much syphilis and too much herpes I'm STD free I don't carry any
40:31diseases I'm not gonna let some nasty ass man with no nasty ass attitude
40:38that's been fucking a bunch of nasty ass women or men infect me and then go
40:44around and act like they better than me I don't been through that before okay I
40:49went through that when I was a young teenager I learned my lesson if a nigga
40:54don't want to take the test that I buy he has to carry his mother fucking ass
41:00if I pull out all those tests and be like I'm testing you right now and I
41:06know how to test people I used to be a pharmacy tech major or whatever let me
41:13say this I'm not a pharmacy tech I don't have my pharmacy tech license but I did
41:19go to school for it and I did get a certificate of completion I finished the
41:24whole class okay this was over a decade ago so I know how to do little stuff
41:29like one over-the-counter test if these niggas don't want to sit down and take
41:36some over-the-counter test that I bought they need to carry their ass and then
41:42what do you mean take that far I'm good baby I'm clean I don't know that you
41:47can have full-blown AIDS and give it to me talking about you're clean you could
41:52have just slept with a woman that been in 55 lesbian orgies talking about you
41:57clean these women funky I don't see a lot of bitches dyking off over the years
42:04I didn't mean to see it but I just kept on running in the gays Norfolk is
42:11another gay city Norfolk is known for AIDS and homosexuality too even though
42:17their film festival is gay I can't submit to their film festival because it's a gay
42:21film festival it's a LGBTQ film festival and I can't enter that. It ain't no film festival to enter in Norfolk except that.
42:36Norfolk is a very gay city that's the city I caught my first felony in I'm not
42:41catching another one I learned my lesson I can't have a gun I thought I could
42:46have a gun walking around Norfolk and I can't. Norfolk is extremely fucking gay
42:53that's the city where the first man beat me up at. The first time a man ever put
42:58their hands on me was in Norfolk. That's the city where I first started being beat up at.
43:04And so I can't trust Norfolk is a gay. Moving along another reason why I can't be in a
43:16relationship is because of death threats sometimes people see me in relationships with somebody and they'll be like keep on
43:24talking to him keep on doing that keep on trying to be with him they make
43:29threats okay I guess crazy as fuck but people do it I don't know what those are
43:36the men exes I don't know if they're still baby mamas I don't know who them
43:41people are. Some men make threats too. Want me to stay away from them niggas I don't know
43:45what they humping them at. Like I don't be knowing what's going on with people be
43:51trying to making threats about somebody I'm talking to. I don't know if it's because they think I'm
43:56violent and dangerous and wanting me to stay away from them. I don't know what the reason is but
44:02sometimes people make threats to telling me to stay away from someone and that's
44:08another reason why it's hard for me to be in a relationship because every time I get
44:12one the threats start. People are like terrorists. These bullies are like full grown terrorists. They never stop terrorizing me. They never stop scaring me. They never stop making me scared. They never stop making me run away. They never stop making me run away and hide from my problems. I can't face that much fagginess. There's no way.
44:36I'm almost finished with this podcast. I only have one more thing to say. This is the last thing. This is the last reason why I can't be in a relationship. The last reason and the number one reason why I cannot be in a relationship is because I hate America. I hate the United States of America because I don't like it. It's too much racism, too much crime, too much violence. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't
45:07like it. The United States is the number one state for pornography. Did you know that?
45:14The United States produces the most porn than any other country. That's a red flag. And
45:22then the United States is also number one for homosexuality. So it's a bunch of gay
45:28faggots walking around making porn out here. And that's supposed to be ok? People say there's
45:38nothing wrong with porn, yes it is. Porn is a gay ass industry. It just is. It's infested
45:48with disease. And I don't see the purpose of it. The United States of America is the
45:56number one country for pornography and homosexuality. And those two practices right there, I just
46:06don't like. Back in Africa, back in Uganda, they don't allow homosexuality. But I can't
46:19fly all the way to Africa because I have to know somebody over there in order to go.
46:26If I knew somebody in Africa, I would go ahead and fly back to Africa. But I don't know nobody
46:31over there so I can't go. I have to have an invitation, I have to have a relative over
46:36there. Something over there. Because it's a lot of poor areas out there. And there's
46:51some wealthy people out there too that might be looking down on me. So I don't have time
46:55for that either. People are always thinking that Africa is a third world country like
47:02India and they think Mexico is a third world country. There's no such thing as a third
47:06world country. Those are regular countries just like anywhere else. People have lives,
47:15people have cars, it's poor people, it's rich people. Same thing. Diseases, everything.
47:24Gangs, terrorism, all that stuff. Every country. But the United States seems to put up with
47:33the most homosexuality and pornography and it's really sickening. I'm tired of it. Tired
47:40of people polluting all of my relationships with porn. I write those terror first-hand
47:53stories. The last few stories have been about a lot of porn. Because porn is a big issue
48:01in relationships. I don't look at porn, but a lot of men do. And back in the day when
48:08I used to date, I used to watch it with those niggas, but I don't watch it no more. I stopped
48:13watching it decades ago or more. And I'm writing stories about it now because the aftermath
48:22and the trauma is still there. I'm seeing all that nasty ass stuff, it's still there.
48:30I wasn't supposed to see all that. That stuff should've been for somebody else. Those niggas
48:39was watching porn around me and I used to look at it too. Over the years I realized
48:47that it was bad. And that's all I'm going to say. I'm going to go over this list one
48:54last time before I end this podcast. Appearance is a reason why I can't be in a relationship.
48:59Finances. Popularity. My past. The way sex feels. Not being supported. Mental health.
49:08No freedom or independence. Too many asexuals, lesbians, and down-low gay men. Too many bullies
49:14defaming me and lying and biting and being mentally challenged towards me and disgusting.
49:20It's a waste of time and a waste of money. Too many racist people. Lack of religion when
49:26living with other people. Men don't put me on. Lack of privacy. Too many STDs and high
49:33test costs. Too many death threats and too much pornography and homosexuality in America.
49:40Go to www.nofemalesallowed.com.