Tętno 1985
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00:00:00The person does not know what is happening.
00:00:07She is not aware of what is happening.
00:00:12She is not aware of what is happening.
00:00:19She is not aware of what is happening.
00:00:26She is not aware of what is happening.
00:00:30My luggage...
00:00:33I'm sorry.
00:00:36She is not aware of what is happening.
00:00:38Next stop.
00:00:40It will be ready.
00:00:42She is not aware of what is happening.
00:00:47She is not aware of what is happening.
00:00:49She is not aware of what is happening.
00:00:54Put him on the grass.
00:00:56Be careful.
00:00:58Watch your head.
00:01:01She is not aware of what is happening.
00:01:22She is not aware of what is happening.
00:01:41She is not aware of what is happening.
00:01:52She is not aware of what is happening.
00:02:20She is not aware of what is happening.
00:02:35She is not aware of what is happening.
00:03:04She is not aware of what is happening.
00:03:14She is not aware of what is happening.
00:03:34She is not aware of what is happening.
00:03:56She is not aware of what is happening.
00:04:25Because you are.
00:04:33The clock of my body has struck.
00:04:36The stubbornness returns to the moment.
00:04:39Already frail.
00:04:42Inside the trees.
00:04:46Time cannot freeze in me.
00:04:50It runs through the blood.
00:05:03Do you go to school?
00:05:08I went to school when I played netball with the boys.
00:05:11What a sluggishness.
00:05:13They took me straight from the field to the hospital.
00:05:17I was lying for half a year.
00:05:19The doctors let me get up.
00:05:22I broke my legs.
00:05:24I screamed and fell down.
00:05:27Since then my heart began to grow.
00:05:30And it left less and less room for breathing.
00:05:35And what do the doctors say?
00:05:38Let the lady advise me how to get rid of them.
00:05:41Me? I don't know how.
00:05:44And what then?
00:05:45How what?
00:05:46What are you going to do when you graduate?
00:05:50I will fly on gliders.
00:05:52Jump with parachutes.
00:05:55But seriously.
00:05:59I will go to surgery.
00:06:01After surgery, I will study.
00:06:03And then I will go to the world.
00:06:05I will write books like Arkady Fidler.
00:06:12You don't believe me.
00:06:15I had to solve equations with unknowns.
00:06:18I could do anything.
00:06:20You know, I didn't like math either.
00:06:23Do you see?
00:06:25I became a biology teacher.
00:06:27But I didn't like biology either.
00:06:30I dreamed of the Far East.
00:06:33Anna reads everything about China.
00:06:35We will always run out of time for something.
00:06:39You won't run out of time.
00:06:41You will see everything.
00:06:42You will read everything.
00:06:44You must miss...
00:06:47Yes, I miss my mother.
00:06:49I love her.
00:06:51And only your mother?
00:06:53Irena.
00:06:54I have a friend.
00:06:56She helps me with my studies.
00:07:04I know Mrs. Anna from the Grey Ranks.
00:07:08I think it will be even longer.
00:07:15And you know...
00:07:17I proposed her to move to my room.
00:07:20I have no one to remember those years with.
00:07:22But Mrs. Anna, please don't do that.
00:07:24I won't pass the entrance exam without you.
00:07:28Do you hear?
00:07:31But I will tell you everything anyway.
00:07:34For the rest of my life.
00:07:37Bye.
00:08:05What are you doing here?
00:08:08Hello.
00:08:09Good day.
00:08:10We don't treat anyone here.
00:08:12I understand.
00:08:13But I had to finish a temporary job.
00:08:16What are you talking about?
00:08:18I was only here for a few days.
00:08:20That means you resigned.
00:08:22I'm not that stupid.
00:08:24But you see, doctor,
00:08:26I have to finish this job.
00:08:29Study?
00:08:30Very good.
00:08:31But from now on,
00:08:32I will not take any responsibility for you.
00:08:34And one more thing.
00:08:35Please remember,
00:08:36that you are at risk of the worst.
00:08:38I think, doctor,
00:08:39that you are exaggerating.
00:08:41No.
00:08:42The narrowing of the aorta.
00:08:44There are no jokes about that.
00:08:47Think about it.
00:08:54Think about it.
00:09:07I don't like suicides.
00:09:24Good day.
00:09:27Good day.
00:09:44Good day.
00:09:47Enjoy.
00:09:53Good day.
00:10:12You are a good boy.
00:10:23Good day.
00:10:53Every pretext is good, isn't it?
00:11:10I lost my temper,
00:11:11and I won't learn anything today.
00:11:14Every pretext is good
00:11:15to be lazy, isn't it?
00:11:23Good day.
00:11:29What's your name?
00:11:31Do we want to switch to you?
00:11:33Why not?
00:11:39When there is a light wind,
00:11:40and I don't feel warm,
00:11:43then I breathe.
00:11:50We can learn together.
00:11:54You have forgotten everything,
00:11:55and I will manage.
00:11:57Then we can go for a walk.
00:12:03But what are we going to talk about?
00:12:07We can be silent.
00:12:13Silent.
00:12:43Silent.
00:13:13Silent.
00:13:43Silent.
00:14:13Silent.
00:14:37Similar, isn't it?
00:14:39Similar.
00:14:43I like him.
00:14:45He walks his own path.
00:14:48You won't be Picasso.
00:14:50We'll see.
00:14:52Who is your real master?
00:15:02Don't call me sir.
00:15:09And yours?
00:15:24Do you write poems?
00:15:26Do you?
00:15:30If it's Apollinaire.
00:15:34It is.
00:15:36I can't write such a poem.
00:15:38But you can.
00:15:40There are hidden thoughts in my dreams.
00:15:43I have a hidden thought.
00:15:46Let's make an accident.
00:15:47What accident?
00:15:53Janek!
00:15:57You're too much.
00:16:09I feel like I'm on a carousel.
00:16:11What?
00:16:13Did you run away from school?
00:16:15I was forced to.
00:16:17Boys!
00:16:19Catching ghosts.
00:16:21I run away from ghosts to school.
00:16:29What film are you making?
00:16:31Do you want to get involved?
00:16:32Of course.
00:16:33Unfortunately, we're making a film about architecture.
00:16:35At least 100 beautiful girls have left it.
00:16:38We're missing 99.
00:16:40So it's going to be a film about architecture.
00:16:43Good night.
00:16:45Can you hear me?
00:16:48You're going to Russia.
00:16:50Shut up, pal.
00:16:52You're a bad singer.
00:16:53Shut up!
00:16:59I've always wanted to come here.
00:17:01Without my father.
00:17:02Without my mother.
00:17:03Without my father.
00:17:05I've always wanted to come here.
00:17:07Without my father.
00:17:10I've always wanted to come here.
00:17:12Without my father and ghosts.
00:17:14We'll replace you.
00:17:15We?
00:17:16There are too many of us.
00:17:30Janek!
00:17:31Where are you going?
00:17:39Janek!
00:17:40Janek!
00:18:10Do you like to travel?
00:18:13When do I have to?
00:18:16What if you didn't have to?
00:18:19I'd go to Peru.
00:18:22Why there?
00:18:24But I'll never go to Peru.
00:18:28Where to?
00:18:32Iceland.
00:18:35It's like an ocean of air.
00:18:42I'd go to Greece.
00:18:45To the island of the Aegean Sea.
00:18:49From there I'd start a journey around the world.
00:18:52Would you go with me?
00:18:55That would depend on you.
00:19:01I don't want you to leave me.
00:19:06Unfortunately.
00:19:10When I was sitting on the four walls of a room
00:19:15I didn't want to go on those trips.
00:19:46An unusual coffin.
00:19:51I wonder who they were.
00:20:07Only their loved ones knew who they were.
00:20:13When you fall asleep, you don't know how the night will end.
00:20:17The day after tomorrow is always different.
00:20:20As long as you wake up the day after tomorrow.
00:20:24I got up early in the morning.
00:20:26I was already at school.
00:20:28The sun was shining.
00:20:30There was dew on the leaves.
00:20:33And on the tree there was my friend.
00:20:38And on the tree there was my friend.
00:20:42He hanged himself.
00:20:55Death. What is it?
00:20:58The transformation of matter.
00:21:00Not for believers.
00:21:04For people suffering in another world.
00:21:08And for people who are suffering?
00:21:13Liberation, I guess.
00:21:19For example, those two in the coffin.
00:21:21Their names are out of date.
00:21:26We don't know anything about them.
00:21:28And what were they thinking about?
00:21:32They are happy.
00:21:35You know, you can describe a person's life in hundreds of frames.
00:21:41Stop time.
00:21:45You make a few films.
00:21:48And then what?
00:21:52People in old films are so funny.
00:21:55Then I'll paint your portrait.
00:21:57Then you'll be eternal.
00:22:00What about me?
00:22:02Wouldn't you like to do something important in your life?
00:22:07Yes, I would.
00:22:09What?
00:22:12Stop time.
00:22:26Is it on fire?
00:22:29My friend Willis refused to cooperate.
00:22:32For punishment.
00:22:39I didn't want to disturb you.
00:22:42One more word and you'll need a replacement.
00:22:48When will you be back?
00:22:52In a week.
00:22:55Ten days.
00:22:59I don't want you to leave at all.
00:23:12You left so suddenly.
00:23:16I was afraid something had happened to you.
00:23:18No.
00:23:20I was safe for the first time in many years.
00:23:23Besides...
00:23:26I can see everything with his eyes.
00:23:30I admire what he admires.
00:23:33Admire?
00:23:36There are so many sick, unhappy people around.
00:23:40I try not to think about it.
00:23:42Besides...
00:23:45The air, the sky, the green trees...
00:23:50I hear, I see, I feel.
00:23:53If only I could live the way I want.
00:23:59It's good if you can trust someone.
00:24:03I believe in him. He has so much faith in himself.
00:24:05He wants to do so much.
00:24:07He wants to live longer than is possible.
00:24:11And our neighbor?
00:24:14Good morning.
00:24:18No one knows who he really is.
00:24:20A professor from Zamość or a pre-war officer?
00:24:22I don't think it's one or the other.
00:24:27To be such a stranger is a great concern.
00:24:32Or a great disdain for people.
00:24:38But if everyone disappointed him and abandoned him...
00:24:44You treat people differently.
00:24:47Don't you say anything about yourself?
00:24:50How did you manage to survive?
00:24:56You didn't.
00:24:59I knew we'd meet at the depot.
00:25:47I knew we'd meet at the depot.
00:26:17Good morning.
00:26:43I was younger than Hasi.
00:26:47I remember when I saw him for the first time.
00:26:51His legs bent under me.
00:26:55He had light, curly hair.
00:27:00And he played the violin wonderfully.
00:27:03He dedicated his piece to me.
00:27:05A very beautiful sonata.
00:27:08But I only heard the first part.
00:27:11I looked for these notes after the war.
00:27:14But no one had them.
00:27:18None of our friends.
00:27:21And I couldn't find them.
00:27:25Maybe he never finished this sonata.
00:27:29Yes.
00:27:31I think so.
00:27:34He died on the 10th day of the uprising.
00:28:04It's so quiet here.
00:28:15A quiet city.
00:28:18My friend was hanging there.
00:28:21In such silence.
00:28:23As if he was protesting.
00:28:25What do you mean?
00:28:27The enemy.
00:28:29The enemy.
00:28:30Sit down.
00:28:34There was silence.
00:28:36And there is still silence.
00:28:42Vicious silence.
00:28:50Don't say anything.
00:28:52Vicious silence.
00:29:22Vicious silence.
00:29:49Hazio.
00:29:54I am.
00:29:57You are.
00:30:00And there is no one.
00:30:05I pass.
00:30:09You pass.
00:30:12And nothing changes.
00:30:15My eyes.
00:30:17Your eyes.
00:30:19My lips.
00:30:21And?
00:30:26You are beautiful.
00:30:30I can't hear.
00:30:34The most beautiful.
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00:30:38And you?
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00:37:38♪
00:38:06Dobry!
00:38:09Poczta!
00:38:12Proszę.
00:38:33Hasiu?
00:38:34Yes?
00:38:36To whom?
00:38:39Oh, it's you, Margosia.
00:38:44What kind of ribbons do we have today?
00:38:46We don't have ribbons.
00:38:48Oh, that's a pity.
00:38:50Sit down, sit down, my dear.
00:38:52Go, go, bring us something to drink.
00:38:56You know, I have a problem with the Swedish wars.
00:38:59Work with me, I'm getting lost in the 17th century.
00:39:05Hasiu, do you have a letter for me?
00:39:08Unfortunately, no, Tom.
00:39:10Then why don't you read it?
00:39:15Maybe I should wait a little.
00:39:18All right.
00:39:21If you want, I'll tell you the whole Swedish story.
00:39:25Did you do your homework?
00:39:26I did.
00:39:27No.
00:39:57No.
00:40:28Oh.
00:40:30Oh.
00:40:48Well, the nightmare is finally over.
00:40:54Congratulations.
00:40:58Let's go, the parents will go crazy with joy.
00:41:03And your boyfriend...
00:41:07Adek?
00:41:09He'll be very happy, too.
00:41:14Have you ever met?
00:41:19We met very casually.
00:41:21Give it to me.
00:41:23All I remember is that it was a nice day.
00:41:32Your gift.
00:41:52Good morning, Mr. Lund.
00:41:55Did you receive my letter?
00:41:58I'm Adek.
00:42:00Oh, Vistach.
00:42:02Tomasz, my assistant.
00:42:05Please, come in.
00:42:11Yes, Mr. Adek.
00:42:15Thank you very much.
00:42:17Margośka.
00:42:19Adek!
00:42:21Adek!
00:42:26Let me go right now.
00:42:37Mom, Adek came up with a brilliant idea.
00:42:42I want us to get married.
00:42:47My God, a brilliant idea.
00:42:51You know he has so many classes.
00:42:54School has nothing to do with it.
00:42:57And that he wants to work after school.
00:43:05Hasia, what's behind this?
00:43:10No, I didn't mean anything like that.
00:43:14My child...
00:43:17But he's sick.
00:43:18I'm sicker than he is.
00:43:21You have to live among the strong and healthy.
00:43:24I haven't met anyone who would be closer to me.
00:43:27I've been worrying about you all my life.
00:43:30And now...
00:43:32And now I have bad feelings.
00:43:34One year is a lifetime for me, Mom.
00:43:37I want to live normally.
00:43:39You have to live at all.
00:43:41No.
00:43:43We won't agree to your marriage.
00:43:45Neither me nor my father.
00:43:47It doesn't matter to me anymore.
00:44:03It's a mistake, my dear.
00:44:05You both have a chance.
00:44:07Not together.
00:44:10You can't predict everything.
00:44:13Sometimes an ordinary brick...
00:44:15Yes, but if the brick doesn't fall, you have a priority.
00:44:19To accept your diagnosis?
00:44:21To undergo treatment.
00:44:23You have to change your lifestyle.
00:44:25I'll finish my studies.
00:44:27And then...
00:44:29That's suicide.
00:44:32Marriage too.
00:44:36I think I understand.
00:44:38You have to say that.
00:44:43You can appeal to the commission.
00:44:45I have no doubts.
00:44:53I'm very sorry.
00:45:13I'm very sorry.
00:45:43I'm sorry.
00:46:13Excuse me.
00:46:43I'm sorry.
00:47:13I'm sorry.
00:47:43I'm sorry.
00:48:07About my house,
00:48:09whose walls
00:48:10are made of warm,
00:48:12unimagined dreams,
00:48:14I will write the most beautiful poem
00:48:18about the hair of a child
00:48:20that will never be entangled
00:48:22in the hands of a woman,
00:48:25about the lips
00:48:28that will not hang
00:48:30by a single desire
00:48:33over the anxiety of my nights.
00:48:40About the hair
00:48:42that will not hang
00:48:44by a single desire
00:48:46over the anxiety
00:48:48of my nights.
00:49:10About the hair
00:49:12that will not hang
00:49:14by a single desire
00:49:16over the anxiety
00:49:18of my nights.
00:49:40Every night I'm so tired.
00:50:11Look.
00:50:15They are alive
00:50:18and warm.
00:50:24Tell me,
00:50:29what do I have to do
00:50:31with them?
00:50:34What do I have to do
00:50:36with them?
00:50:40What is
00:50:42after that?
00:50:44Logically speaking,
00:50:46there is no after that.
00:50:57The world exists longer
00:50:59than we do.
00:51:03I would be happy
00:51:05if I could
00:51:07leave something behind.
00:51:08There is a way
00:51:10to immortality.
00:51:15You can write poems,
00:51:17make films,
00:51:19give birth to children.
00:51:23You don't mean that seriously.
00:51:39Look.
00:51:42In many years
00:51:45the same flowers will bloom.
00:51:50If I could write,
00:51:53maybe I would survive
00:51:55on my own.
00:51:58What do you think
00:52:00when I die
00:52:02will I be able
00:52:04to write?
00:52:09Will the world die
00:52:11a little bit with me?
00:52:17What sanatorium is that?
00:52:19Can I go there?
00:52:21When will you come back?
00:52:33When I finish my studies
00:52:34we will start
00:52:36to build our own house.
00:52:38It's not that simple.
00:52:41We will stay with our parents.
00:52:43When you come back,
00:52:45write to me.
00:52:48To live away from people
00:52:50is my only dream.
00:52:52Does it make any sense?
00:52:54You will be my sense.
00:53:05He always took me with him.
00:53:07Don't tell him I couldn't replace him.
00:53:09Will you come?
00:53:11I will.
00:53:13We will live away from people.
00:53:18You are closer to me than my heart.
00:53:25Take it.
00:53:34Take it.
00:54:04Take it.
00:54:34Take it.
00:54:52Stop.
00:55:00Camera.
00:55:02What's wrong?
00:55:04Nothing.
00:55:11Let's go.
00:55:12Let's go.
00:55:34Let's go.
00:55:42Let's go.
00:56:12Let's go.
00:56:42Let's go.
00:57:12Let's go.
00:57:42Let's go.
00:58:13I miss him so much.
00:58:15I cannot sit still anymore.
00:58:33I miss him so much.
00:58:35I miss him so much.
00:58:37I miss him so much.
00:58:40I miss him so much.
00:58:42You are in my blood-flowing hand.
00:58:46You are in my pulse,
00:58:48shouting to yourself,
00:58:51returning to yourself,
00:58:53returning forever.
00:58:56You arise in me,
00:58:58the deepest.
00:59:00And every breath
00:59:03reminds me that you are here,
00:59:06that you left me again.
00:59:12You are here.
00:59:42You are here.
01:00:12You are here.
01:00:42You are here.
01:01:12You are here.
01:01:34Breathe in.
01:01:37Exhale.
01:01:42Breathe in.
01:01:47God of my pain,
01:01:49with an atlasic breath,
01:01:51lift the empty nest of my heart.
01:01:54Gently,
01:01:56so as not to crush the wings.
01:01:59Breathe in me, bird,
01:02:02in the voice of the silver tenderness.
01:02:12You will stay with us.
01:02:15Do you know, professor,
01:02:17that no one believes
01:02:19that I am getting better?
01:02:21I believe.
01:02:23I catch my own breath.
01:02:26There are worse cases.
01:02:29Do not threaten the operation.
01:02:32Let the Lord help me.
01:02:35Do not threaten the operation.
01:02:38Let the Lord help me.
01:02:42Learn, read,
01:02:45write a diary, write a poem.
01:02:47Do what you can.
01:02:49And then...
01:02:53Then we'll do the operation.
01:02:57Not here, but abroad.
01:03:01If I started to breathe again,
01:03:04I would have to start living.
01:03:07And in these hospitals they taught me everything.
01:03:14I'm afraid to live.
01:03:17And I'm afraid to die.
01:03:31No one wants to tell me the truth.
01:03:35It's probably already tomorrow.
01:03:40My parents don't know about this operation.
01:03:43It's good that they don't know.
01:03:46If I...
01:03:49didn't come back...
01:03:55let them give me this bracelet.
01:03:59Calm down, child.
01:04:03You'll come back.
01:04:06You look great.
01:04:17How do you feel?
01:04:20Bad.
01:04:23If there is any hope,
01:04:26let the Lord operate on me.
01:04:29We have to wait.
01:04:32It's getting worse every day.
01:04:35It's just a suggestion of the environment.
01:04:38What are you waiting for?
01:04:41For the right moment.
01:04:44We have to have data,
01:04:47we have to be sure that there is a convergence of factors.
01:04:50It decides about success.
01:04:53You're afraid.
01:04:56Of what?
01:04:59That it won't work.
01:05:03You don't have the courage, do you?
01:05:23No.
01:05:47I'm not going to die.
01:05:53Do you hear me?
01:05:56I'm not going to die.
01:06:02Do you hear me?
01:06:09I hate you!
01:06:15Do you hear me? I have to live!
01:06:18I have to!
01:06:21Do you hear me?
01:06:28I'm not going to die.
01:06:46The world will be poorer
01:06:49for kisses that won't burst into open windows.
01:06:54The world will be cooler
01:06:57for the redness
01:07:00that will suddenly flood my cheeks.
01:07:03The world will be quieter
01:07:06for the violent knock of a heart
01:07:09torn to pieces,
01:07:12for the creak of a door
01:07:15opened to a path,
01:07:18for the freezing of a living world.
01:07:22It will freeze.
01:07:48It will freeze.
01:08:11Bird of my heart,
01:08:14don't be sad.
01:08:17I will feed you with the grain of joy.
01:08:20You will bloom.
01:08:24Bird of my heart,
01:08:27don't be sad.
01:08:30I will feed you with the grain of tenderness.
01:08:33You will bloom.
01:08:38Bird of my heart,
01:08:41with your wings down,
01:08:44don't be sad.
01:08:47I will feed you with the grain of death.
01:08:53You will bloom.