Video recorded 8:45AM Aug 29 '24 by Alyssa

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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Cheyenne.
00:05Hi, Cheyenne.
00:06For all who's watching, I thank you for watching.
00:09In this video, this video is for my twin flame.
00:11For everyone else who's watching, you are only watching to help.
00:15Cheyenne Alissa, not her Cheyenne Alissa.
00:17Anything I say in this video may or may not be true.
00:20You cannot use against me.
00:21And if you try, you'll be sued or sent to prison for illegally framing me.
00:26So, I'm making this video early, Cheyenne, because I have some things to talk about.
00:36And don't worry, Cheyenne, you're not going to get triggered.
00:43The only way you'll get triggered is you'll get angry that what happened to me.
00:53So...
01:02Well, actually, I got triggered.
01:06I got triggered and...
01:13Luckily, there was no doorbell or ring last night.
01:19However, I stayed up worrying until like 3 in the morning.
01:31I'm not quite woken up.
01:35But I have some coffee.
01:37And...
01:42So, basically, I have to give you more information about...
01:50And you're going to kind of understand a little bit more.
01:54But yesterday, I was kind of like...
01:58We have a very close connection, Cheyenne.
02:02And sometimes they take you away from me.
02:05And I was thinking to myself...
02:11Yesterday, where did Cheyenne go?
02:13Where did Cheyenne go?
02:16I don't know.
02:18Yesterday, where did Cheyenne go?
02:20Where did Cheyenne go?
02:22Like, that happens a lot, Cheyenne.
02:25So I know, like...
02:29That you were either getting tortured or you were...
02:32They were trying to block our connection.
02:40But I was told...
02:42But I was told...
02:43Well, I know what happened to you with the...
02:48Cheyenne was tortured. Cheyenne, you were tortured.
02:55But you are taking action. You're changing false beliefs.
02:58And you're going to change your beliefs even more after I explain some things about my parents.
03:08Specifically, my dad.
03:12So...
03:34So...
03:38But I've been very, very scared. I was really scared yesterday.
03:41I really don't like the door because people can break into doors.
03:47And that's really sketchy if someone's approaching my door frequently.
03:52It's very scary.
03:55And...
03:59The thing is, I could get, like, a stun gun.
04:04But the thing is...
04:06If they're in motion or positioned a certain way and you click the stun gun,
04:12there has to be these two needles that fly out connected to wires.
04:17And what if those needles don't go directly into the criminal's body?
04:22I don't really think... I don't know. I'd have to do more research with those stun guns.
04:28But I could get a taser stun gun.
04:36So now I'm going to tell you some things, Chad.
04:39And don't...
04:42Do not get triggered and know that I've been lied to chronically.
04:47So do not get triggered.
04:49And if you do get triggered, I will try to make sure that you...
04:53I'll try to not make it trigger you.
05:05Okay.
05:15And another thing that happens...
05:17What, uh, that happened...
05:20Two nights in a row this week.
05:23When I'm half awake, there's, like, a feeling of a ghost grabbing my feet.
05:29And this ghost grabs my hands and grabs my feet.
05:34And it's really, really scary.
05:38I'm sure it's possible there's ghosts in this building.
05:42It's possible there's ghosts being sent in my room.
05:49So, um, you're not going to like my dad after I explain to you some things.
05:55And if he is watching...
05:59Um...
06:01He's not watching anymore.
06:03No, he's not watching anymore.
06:07So, I'm not, um...
06:11My parents didn't really help me.
06:13My dad barely helped me my whole life.
06:15And he spent 80% of the time being embarrassed of me and humiliating me because of it.
06:23Um...
06:25He...
06:26Overall...
06:27Generally, he...
06:29We did have...
06:30We did have phone calls, and he was, uh...
06:33He'd be friendly to me.
06:35We'd talk on the phone, and he...
06:37We would, uh...
06:40I do remember that.
06:41I do remember having conversations with my dad a lot.
06:46And...
06:49He was...
06:51He was...
06:52He was actually...
06:54Because I had no friends, my dad would be a little friend.
06:57My dad would act...
07:00My dad didn't, um...
07:03My dad wasn't my friend, however...
07:07He...
07:08He liked, uh...
07:13He likes, um...
07:16And the reason why, if he was watching my videos, is because he likes gossip.
07:21And he was probably just kind of into the gossip.
07:27So...
07:29But my dad barely helped me.
07:30He's not going to start now.
07:32He's not going to start helping me now.
07:34He didn't help me mostly my whole life.
07:36And he kind of was away with his second wife.
07:42Um...
07:43That started around late middle school, high school.
07:49Late middle school, high school.
07:52And...
07:53My dad did get humiliated, though.
07:56Uh, because he was single for a long time after my mom left him.
08:02And there was no cheating involved, however...
08:06You know, they should have just fucking left and divorced before shit happened.
08:11They should have just, uh, left...
08:13Left each other before shit happened.
08:15Because...
08:18He worked construction.
08:21He worked every day.
08:22They had...
08:23It was a nice apartment, Timberwood Apartments.
08:26My mom was home with me and my brother for many years.
08:30And finally...
08:32I don't know how...
08:33If I was...
08:35Five...
08:36Six...
08:37Probably...
08:38Five, six, seven.
08:40She went and got a waitress job.
08:44Uh, which was kind of stupid.
08:47Because...
08:48And after that...
08:50The manager of that restaurant where she was a waitress was...
08:53I don't know my age.
08:54That could be completely off.
08:58However, I remember...
08:59I remember she went out and got a waitress job in that...
09:04That restaurant.
09:07Named Classics.
09:10The owner was my dead ex-stepdad.
09:13Who I don't consider my dad.
09:15I don't consider my friend.
09:17He's actually an entity and he's actually a female entity.
09:21I recently learned.
09:22He's actually an entity and he's actually a female entity, I recently learned.
09:29A very bushy female entity.
09:31So he kind of acted like my mother's handler apparently and did a lot of witchcraft, a lot of spells to try to get her away from my dad.
09:43However, my dad and my mom didn't really, it wasn't really working and they probably, it wasn't really working because they were fighting a lot.
09:57I remember seeing a fist punch through the wall in Timberwood and I, and so something was wrong because I think my dad put his fist through the sheetrock at Timberwood.
10:17He punched the wall and I think that was when, so she didn't cheat, however, technically she left my dad for another man and my dad's been angry about it.
10:29That's complete humiliation, that's torture for him, but if he kind of, however, they both kind of moved on and had second marriages.
10:43My dad moved on though, it took him many, many years, he was single.
10:48He dated a little and that was embarrassing, my dad was getting humiliated and I felt bad for my dad.
10:57So that hurt him and technically I think it was an affair because she went out to work at a restaurant and then the manager was my dad except dad, a total weirdo.
11:18And it just, it was a bad life.
11:29So I never really, it was a very, very hushed secret.
11:38They never ever spoke about how they met the whole time I was living with them, they never spoke about how they met, they never spoke about classics, really weird.
11:50But Greg was single for many years and when we lived in Mass Road they were trying to make it work, they moved from Timberwood to the Mass Road, the house, they were trying to make it work.
12:08But I'm pretty sure my dad's stepfather was doing spells and AI to try to take her away from my dad, however.
12:19I, when your mother leaves your dad for another man, you can't have a lot of respect for your parent for doing that.
12:41I don't believe she really left him, left my dad, I think she was kind of taken away from my dad by an entity who did a lot of black magic and witchcraft and was very, very interested in my dad's, very, very interested in my dad's.
12:58It was kind of like a work partnership, I remember in the kitchen my dad's stepdad tried to touch my mom's shoulders and she was like going like this, like ew.
13:13They were not touchy, they were not touchy, they weren't touchy.
13:19It was just, it was really weird.
13:23So, and I think it was a little, I'm not going to go into detail right now, I'm going to try to stick with notes.
13:38So, never should have happened though, because they've done this to me the whole time.
13:45You're the dad in this situation, don't shine, don't get triggered.
13:50But I'm angry, when I say it, that I'm angry, I'm not angry at you, I'm angry at the fact that it kept being said over and over.
13:57Don't get too shy.
14:00I just got a new one last night because the other one was ripping.
14:04I put a new one on my heart.
14:09So, what was I saying?
14:11I had something important to say, to add, and they're blocking me from saying it.
14:28Um, they say constantly, so my mom left my dad.
14:36Technically, she went to a, it was all kind of like I wasn't allowed to think about it or know what my whole life.
14:43She went to work at a restaurant, probably because she wanted to make extra money and not having,
14:50she didn't have it to work the whole five, six, whatever years without raising me and my brother.
15:00So she went out to get, do a waitress job, and so then she met my dead ex-stepfather.
15:11But, on Mass Road, eventually, she was put, my dad had her go live in a little studio, like rented a little room from this weird place.
15:26Because they were separating, and she was moved, ended up making us move with her to Auburn with that criminal.
15:40But they all say this to me all the time.
15:45You're Deanna, Shia, and I am Greg.
15:49You're the one that is the cheater, you're the one that is going to be like my mom in the relationship.
15:58And Shia, I'm, this is, I, I'm not saying I believe this at all, however.
16:04They, because, because they can do this twisted psychology.
16:10Like, so you, you're, they're constantly telling me, you were conscious as that clone, and you're not even with me because you can't, you don't want to cheat on me.
16:21Because you're taken, you're taken with the person that stole your clone, stole your DNA.
16:26So you can't be with me yet because you're not comfortable, because you don't want to feel like you're cheating on, you're cheating on me.
16:34I know that's not true, Shia.
16:38You have to know what they're saying to me, because you have to know everything that they're saying to me.
16:43So, by the way, my, both my parents never talked about or had self-defense weapons, no GUNs, no knives, no pepper spray, their whole lives.
17:00And they never told me to have pepper spray or self-defense weapons, they never educated me on it.
17:08Apparently I wasn't allowed.
17:09Nobody wanted to, nobody wanted to hurt them.
17:12So they, they, they didn't need those self-defense weapons, but I did.
17:17So,
17:26they never once had GUNs, knives, or pepper spray.
17:30They didn't, they didn't, they didn't teach me self-defense.
17:34They never once told me to get self-defense weapons.
17:38And I lived, I went off to college in a city, San Francisco, they never once mentioned anything about self-defense weapons.
17:48I lived in New York City.
17:51In a city, San Francisco, they never once mentioned anything about self-defense weapons.
17:58I lived in New York City.
18:00I, the last, I only started to buy pepper spray in my early 30s, when I was starting, when I was living in my car.
18:21So, you're not going to like my dad, after I tell you a few things.
18:26And I don't want you to like my dad, actually.
18:31You can like him, because he's my dad, and the reason why I'm alive, but that's pretty much all.
18:43So, remember when I had, when I made you listen to a recording of my dad?
18:53My parents, my parents are evil, Shia, and they're still working against me.
18:58But remember when I told you, I showed you the recording of my dad, and he was talking about, there's alligators in South Carolina, and,
19:09and by the way, my, they framed my dad, like, for many, many years, after he left my mom.
19:32People at his work were bullying him and gang-stalking him and calling him gay, and he was really upset by it.
19:42So he was being framed for being gay, and he wasn't.
19:46And, my brother was a little bit B-I-S-C-X-U-A-L, but he didn't, he didn't want me to know.
20:00He had a lot of possession, though, and I think that he had a lot of handlers that kind of wanted to take him down.
20:10So he could have been influenced by that.
20:12So, but my, my dad definitely got gang-stalked and tortured, that's why it's really sad that they had to do so much, be so involved in torturing, in attacking me, because, like, they were tortured and attacked themselves.
20:41But, you know how, well, my dad's never been to California, by the way, and on the phone, because I don't know how you do that, drive across the country, I don't know how you do that, because he doesn't want to drive out here and help me.
21:04But he's never been out to California, and it's kind of like saying, no, I won't help you if you won't drive out here, because he can't take a plane, he's claustrophobic and is afraid of heights.
21:18But, my dad, between my mom and my dad, my dad has more ego, because he, his new marriage, his second marriage, that I don't think they're together anymore, but my dad has more ego.
21:49Well, no, they're, yeah, they're, like, in a relationship, but they're not married.
21:55But they use that kind of against me, like, the whole thing, like, that's how you act with your, the one that stole your DNA, like, they're together but separated.
22:10Anyways, my dad had, my dad and my second, well, my stepmother, who wasn't really my mom, they had, like, three homes, I think I'm getting a spam phone call, they had, like, three houses together.
22:35They had one up in, like, the country of New Hampshire, and then they had one in New Jersey, and then they had one in Connecticut.
22:47So they, so my dad kind of lived about a better lifestyle, finally.
22:54They first had an apartment, and that's where you're gonna hate my dad.
22:59And he, I know that someone's trying to influence to try to make me not badmouth him, but he had, if, if between the two, my dad had more of the ego because his stepkids, which I know he doesn't like, well, it's nothing really like my dad, but they were, like, very, they're very successful, but I'm pretty sure it's because of the I-L-L-U-M-A-T-I.
23:26But they're obviously, but they were our more, way more successful families, and my stepsister, my stepbrother, they're older and they weren't my friends.
23:44I mean, they weren't, like, wicked mean to me the few times I saw them, however, they weren't really, I never hung out with them and hung around them.
23:57They weren't really around, but they, but my stepsister's husband is, didn't work for NASA.
24:08He got, he, he got, he was given a possible contract to build some kind of a rocket.
24:15So they're a little intellectual, my, that family, and, but he was a professor and my stepsister was into, like, researching, doing some kind of science, and then my stepbrother and his wife were in the army, military, working on airplanes.
24:40No, but they hate me, they do not like me, and I'm pretty sure they're I-L-L-U-M-A-T-I, and, but they, my, they didn't really get completely along with my dad.
25:00My dad's very rough, I wouldn't say ghetto, but he's, he's pretty rough, and he's just, like, he's really, like, he's not easy to be around, my dad.
25:14My dad is not easy to be around, in general.
25:20However, they weren't, and so he didn't really completely get along with her kids, and, but my stepmom's not, like, an intellectual like her kids, she's a nurse, and she, she never really acted like she was an intellectual at all.
25:46She isn't.
25:50So they had all of their houses, and now, I don't think they're really doing that great, they're separated.
25:57They all lived together, her wife, second wife's sister moved in with them, because her, I don't know if it was a stepkid, or her kid, her son, her stepson, died in a car crash, and she was very, very upset over it, so she didn't want to live alone.
26:22So she stayed, she went, lived in a, like, a furnished basement-ish, in the house where my dad and Diane, and lived with Diane's mother, and they all lived together for several years.
26:42I'm really starting to hate my dad, and, so I'll tell you, and he's, he kind of tried to get me to stop making these videos, because he goes, I watch every one, I really like it when you say my name.
27:05He was making me uncomfortable, and he was trying to, like, kind of make me stop making videos.
27:12Him, my dad, you know how, like, when you see people, and they look like they're, like, internally on fire, like there's, like, a burning sensation?
27:22But my dad has that, he has that redness, like he's on fire.
27:27Not, like, in a good way.
27:29So, Shia, I told him, could you please say something to you, say something to Shia on the video, I'll record you talking to him, say something, because he doesn't really know who you are or anything.
27:43So, he recorded it, so I was recording it, and he goes, okay, and he goes, oh, hey, I've seen you in the movies, yeah, I like your movies, over.
27:53And I'm like, what?
27:56I said, I didn't even question it, he's attacking me.
28:00That was an attack.
28:02And then, finally, he just kept talking, and I got, like, an AI to just record me talking.
28:09But then he goes, so I start recording him talking, and then he says, and he says, well, I recorded, I showed you what I recorded of him, and he says, I'm going to go outside and not be a wimp.
28:27He should never have said that, he shouldn't be calling, he shouldn't be indirectly calling you a wimp.
28:33I don't think he thinks you're a wimp, Shia, however, there's a whole program that, like, you're too afraid to, like, be with me, and that's, like, an excuse as to why you're not with me.
28:46And, like, oh, Shia, he doesn't really like you, he's using that as an excuse as to why he's not with you, because he's too scared to, like, he thinks that I'm going to die or he's going to die if he goes out.
28:59Well, I'm sure you'd go out, Shia, but he never should have called you a wimp or indirectly called you a wimp.
29:08I'm not saying he called you a wimp, Shia, but that never should have been what I recorded.
29:12I'm not going to go outside and not be a wimp, because of all the things he could say that shouldn't have come out of his mouth when I was recording it.
29:22But he kind of, my dad, my dad kind of always, like, treated me like I was just this lazy person.
29:29No, I was near death my entire life, and my dad has a little bit of vampirism.
29:36Like, it's all about him, and, like, he's, like, kind of clownish, like, center of attention, and, like, we just, he, like, had to be, like, the one that everyone, like, kind of noticed.
29:47And, like, we were just, like, just, there's nothing, just watching him, and, like, we're, like, just nothing.
29:55And he's, but he, and he always kind of made me feel like I was lazy, because he worked construction.
30:04He had to, he had a moving job running around all day long, so he just made everyone, he, like, thought everyone else was lazy because he works construction and, like, runs around.
30:18So it's kind of, that's kind of abusive to make everyone feel like they're lazy, but honestly, I did have an extreme lack of energy around him.
30:29Because he has a little bit of vampirism qualities.
30:33But then he blamed it on me.
30:37But this is what I do with my parents when I'm around my parents, when I'm living with my parents.
30:41I have no identity. I'm absolutely nothing. I have no purpose in life. I get wicked suicidal. I can't even explain it completely to you, Shai, but it's very bad.
30:52But of all the things he could have said while I recorded his voice saying just a few things, the word wimp should not have come out of his mouth.
31:02And I told you, it's like a, it's a whole program that you're, that's an excuse that you're too scared, but you really, like, you just want to continue being with other women.
31:22So my, so that really hurt me.
31:28But he's, he's trying to hurt me, and other people have been trying to hurt me, thinking that you're too scared to be with me, but that's like, like, that you're using it as an excuse as to why you're not with me.
31:41And he also tried to make me stop making the videos for Shai, acting like he's watching every single one.
31:47And I like it when you say my name. I watch every one, like, kind of like...
31:53But I deleted the recording of when he goes, oh hi, Shai, I've seen you in movies, I like your work.
32:02Like, maybe he has more than, like, 50 to 70% solid refusal that you're even alive and that you're you, and I'm just this crazy, mentally ill person that, you know, I don't want to be with you.
32:16Like, maybe he has more than, like, 50 to 70% solid refusal that you're even alive and that you're you, and I'm just this crazy, mentally ill person that likes, um, M-O-V-I-E-S-T-A-R.
32:42That's mean.
32:44So he was still hurting me, and I thought that, no, I guess he had the chance he was going to take it to attack me and you.
32:57So...
32:58So...
33:07And by the way, the hacker has been using AI to steal your parents' identity, specifically your dad, and pretend to be him to try to attack me.
33:22And I'm not going to go into detail about that, but he's basically, like, part of it is, like, I'm not going to go into detail.
33:37But he's trying to act like your dad is, like, the star, like him, and, like, I'm trying to get his approval.
33:52So, like, I don't really care about you, I just want your dad's approval. Like, I can't go into detail, but he's definitely stealing your dad's identity and pretending to be him.
34:01And they're saying you're not contacting me because you're still not available, you're still married, and you don't want to, uh, you're still married to the criminal who stole your DNA.
34:23So this is part of the whole thing.
34:26You're not going to be with me until they're separated. That's been repeatedly said to me.
34:32Until the CN and that lady are separated, you're not going to be with me because you don't want to be around me.
34:39And I'm not trying to trick you, but you have to understand all the lies that are being said to me.
34:47But, uh, the fact that you're stealing your dad's identity has made me very, very uncomfortable. Very, very uncomfortable.
35:03So in regards to...
35:05Because my parents hate me, I'm pretty sure, I'm not convinced that you're in a completely good situation, and I'm not convinced, I am convinced you could be a little mind-controlled and not completely see clearly.
35:26But there's just too many spells, there's too many death wishes, too many spells on us.
35:30And I do go out in public and get good AI happening because there's too many people that want us dead.
35:36That can kill us, that can not just make us suicidal, that can actually kill, physically kill a human.
35:43If there's so many people that want us dead.
35:45And I've been basically, uh, I've been basically alone in my whole life.
35:50I've been alone in my whole life, except like, in high school and college I had a few very close friends that were female that were frenemies, handlers.
36:04But they, those girls, there was like four close girl friends, female friends that I had.
36:12I had more than four close female friends.
36:17So...
36:21But they, those girls, there was like four close girl friends, female friends that I had.
36:29I had more than four close female friends.
36:33friends. They had groups of friends and were popular but like and I was invited
36:43to hang out with them however I was not like allowed to be any of their friends
36:49and none of their friends want to be my friend. That's how it was handling.
36:57okay so
37:03this is another thing that they try to compare you with try it. They say so a
37:20family member of my mother's side not a female family member of my
37:26mother's side's husband divorced potentially cheated but divorced the
37:36female family member and then he was always very sketchy
37:42he was always sketchy he participated in me joining that basketball team and
37:49being kind of like always being kind of like not knowing how to play the game
37:56not allowed to know how to play the game but had to like pretend I knew how to play the game
38:01the whole time. That was stressful but this family member went on to be with a lady
38:11be with two women and one she was gonna marry and the other one was his
38:16girlfriend so he was two-timing two ladies in two different states and they
38:22kept telling me yeah that's Shia he's two-timing you. He's got two ladies going on
38:29so Shia you're gonna get triggered but but just know I know that that's not
38:35true Shia at this point but before
38:41they were mind-controlling me to believe this so
38:44so this family member that cheated on my mother's side a female
38:51on my mother's side after they divorced he was I found out that he was two-timing
38:57two women assumed to be wife and a girlfriend from different states and he
39:05was traveling to each not telling them that he was keeping a secret from each
39:09other they always tell this to me that that was what Shia is doing to you to me
39:17and then they always tell me that
39:27they always say that you're like the Deanna the mom that's that's gonna cheat
39:33that cheats on me and I'm like the angry my angry dad who was cheated on
39:40they didn't cheat however my they they grew apart and
39:48obviously my mom met someone and
39:55was left my dad for someone else
40:01whether it was cheating or not that to me that's cheating
40:06that's an affair
40:09but they always say that you're the Deanna and I'm I'm the Greg
40:13you say and they mind-control me
40:23but I'm telling you though that my dead ex-stepdad he was an entity a handler
40:28they were kind of like work partners together a lot it was very partner-ish
40:33and like work bit partner-ish
40:40they tell me Shia doesn't really know that he's two-timing you he's so like
40:45mind-controlled brainwashed he doesn't even really know he's two-timing you but
40:50he is
40:52and they constantly continue to say your consciousness in the clunk of consciousness
40:57that's why you're not together and Shia please don't I'm not angry at
41:02you Shia these demons are like these demons are very angry and want to
41:08separate us and not have us be together
41:13but Shia you know how the cure and monkey they're
41:17helping us and giving us some information they
41:22that's a religious holy person a religious holy
41:27person
41:30he would never help you help us be with each other if we were cheating on each
41:35other he would never help us he would never
41:38agree to help me and you
41:43he would not agree to tell Pastor Bartoni they would not agree
41:47spirituals on page they would not agree shine
41:57and they're constantly saying it's a thread of truth it's a thread of truth
42:01that I like these three criminals that tortured me for all these years no I
42:07didn't like them I didn't like them there's proof I didn't like them I
42:11didn't like them a little I didn't like them a little
42:16they weren't my friends they made it very clear that they weren't my friends
42:21I know nothing about them and if that can be part of the investigation
42:29how little I know about these criminals
42:35and that's a criminal tactic to not give information away about
42:42they didn't talk to me Shia they had a problem with me and this is how these
42:48three the psychologically tortured me mostly psychological torture
42:54the hacker who hacked into my mom and my brother's
43:00computer and tortured them too he infiltrated it got access to me through
43:07my mom my dead ex-stepdad so they that hacker started
43:13in my late teens early 20s
43:19I know for a fact it was college and started at my dead ex-stepdad's house
43:25that ghoul that I recently showed you
43:31the ghoul in the big mouth he was my brother's friend
43:39so he infiltrated got access to me through my brother however my brother
43:45was not really friends with him for that long and my brother was not
43:50friends with his friends so he was being handler-ish to my brother he didn't hang
43:56around his friends he wasn't part of that criminal's group of friends
44:03Austin hates
44:07hates that hates him and
44:13I'm pretty sure he hates him what he did they weren't friends for a long time and
44:20and he was very jealous of me that ghoul very very jealous
44:27and he's a weirdo
44:31so he infiltrated by my brother and my brother has some information on him
44:38apparently that could take him down even more
44:45but it was just uh he was friends from
44:53for a little while
44:56but they stopped being friends
45:02even in high school they weren't friends the whole time in high school
45:08and the rapist in high school that was a hundred percent set up with my dead
45:12ex-stepdad my mom
45:16and they moved me
45:20they literally separated and my mom moved to Huxley so I could go to Central to get
45:25attacked like this and
45:31in regards to my dad
45:37my dad met my dad and stepmother moved into an apartment
45:43only a few blocks away from that rapist and that was sort of set up I think
45:51I was very very uncomfortable and did not like that they moved close to the
45:58the rapist's parents house
46:04it contributed to the suicidal ideation
46:10it contributed to the suicidal ideation that I had and I did not
46:16I wasn't like friends like we were it was junior year in high school when my dad's
46:24stepmom moved into an apartment only a few blocks away from that rapist's house
46:28it made me very uncomfortable and there's only two times that he went over to that
46:35place one I was forced to look out A.I.
46:43out the window and across the street was a corner store and he was
46:48holding a bag of Cheetos and it was wicked awkward
46:52he
46:55came up looked at my drawings and then left
47:00and
47:02there's only one other time
47:06and he was only over for not even half an hour and
47:13it was bad
47:15so
47:19a few blocks away from that living a few blocks away from that rapist that was
47:23very that was bad and I think that was set up
47:27he only went over that house twice and
47:41I never went over his house shut
47:44when I was briefly living in that house with my dad's stepmom
47:49not even half a year
47:51I never went over that house I never like walked over his house
47:59but it was very bad that my dad moved in that place
48:03I didn't feel safe
48:06yeah
48:12and I wasn't even with this this rapist
48:16I was I wouldn't even really consider it a relationship Shia
48:22it wasn't I never had a relationship in middle school I was terrified
48:29I was terrified of boys extremely terrified
48:32couldn't even talk to him I turned bright red
48:35this was set up
48:37he did not like me he hated me and he did not open his mouth and talk to me at all
48:42I don't know a thing about him I don't know anything about him
48:48the only time he just talked was he passed a few notes and he passed a few written notes in school
48:57it was all AI words and I was like this is who he is
49:02it was all AI handwriting it looked like a female's handwriting
49:07and the way it sounded it was like really weird
49:11and I was like this is who he is
49:15but it was all like scripted to try to cover it up
49:19like if I died there was no crime that was happening
49:32but I never felt safe that my dad lived in that place
49:41because I always felt like I was going to like run into the rapist
49:45like somehow run into him because he was only a few blocks away
49:49because I'd go over there if I wasn't living with my dad over there
49:52they stayed over there for several years
49:54lived there for several years
49:56and I would visit my dad over there
50:03but that made me feel very suicidal
50:07that my dad lives in that apartment in that area
50:19and so just so you know Cheyenne
50:27I don't want this to trigger you
50:32I don't want you to get attacked
50:34it wasn't a relationship Cheyenne he raped me and I can only recall seven times
51:03and those were extremely traumatic times
51:08and I'm sure that you were peer pressured and
51:16I'm sure you were peer pressured Cheyenne
51:20and I started a list of any of those one night stands I had
51:32and all alcohol and possession and R.E.P.
51:41R.E.P. and like
51:52I started to collect
51:58because I need to explain to you everything that happened in my life
52:01I'm not explaining that I'm not talking about that I'll name it however
52:06I started to write it down because it's been hanging off my head
52:12I just wanted
52:18but I didn't get anything Cheyenne
52:23I never did any positions
52:31it was very little time and I was extremely humiliated and embarrassed Cheyenne
52:38when it happened
52:41it was
53:11people have volunteered to sexually assault and harass me
53:30but I felt like so much has happened to me traumatizing
53:36because of the verbal sexual harassment
53:41the psychological sexual harassment they did to me
53:47they were trying to sexually harass me to death my whole life
53:54but I would call it
54:00any of those one night stands was date rape
54:04A.I. possession
54:07I've been barely even in my body with the walk-ins
54:13you
54:31I really didn't want to talk about this however
54:36it's 54 minutes I have to stop this video
54:42I didn't get anything, Chad. And when you're a victim of rape, I can't explain myself right
55:05now because they're trying to block my head. Anything I said will attack you.
55:11Telecaster supporters will make me write notes to better explain myself.
55:16You have to know what happened and you have to know that we were supposed to be together
55:3125 years ago. This never should have happened. This was kidnapping. It never should have
55:45happened. And I got triggered and I was going to get really, uh, I was going to kind of,
56:00I was getting, just trying to get, they were trying to trick me into thinking that, um,
56:10they were trying to just trick me. But I have, I, um, I have to, uh, let you know why I, I have,
56:25I'm really, um, you just have to, you have to know these things and I can't, they're really trying
56:32to possess me, Shia, to like try to attack you and to not end this video correctly. So, but I, I've
56:41been extremely tortured, Shia. And part of it is because our parents really got involved with
56:48torturing us. And it's not like the blame, the blame game. Uh, we, we, uh, our parents have
56:59contributed into torturing us a lot. However, Shia, I love you. And we've been married, Shia, for
57:09six to seven years now. And it doesn't matter. Um, and I know Shia. Shia, I trust you, Shia. And none
57:23of this should have happened. We should have been together 25 years ago. We were lied to and I had
57:29absolutely no clue. I was even going to, uh, have a husband and a family. I was very, very lost and
57:39had little to absolutely no hope. I had no hope, Shia. And I'm pretty sure that that happened to you.
57:49So, Shia, please do not get triggered at anything that I say. And if you do get triggered, uh,
57:57Telepatch, of course, will tell me and I'll write notes to explain, uh, myself. I love you, Shia.
58:05Thank you everybody for watching. Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.