A Perfect Life Brian imagines his perfect life out loud; the perfect wife, the perfect kids, the two car garage, a white picket fence and even a golden .
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00:00:00I am a haunted house, and she is the ghost in the attic, turning on lights, stomping
00:00:23on the floor, and making herself known in every reflection I see.
00:00:29She's there, she's always there, to remind me of how lonely the world can be, to remind
00:00:37me that we are all fragile.
00:00:40I am there, with her, up those stairs, sitting in the dark, planning our future together.
00:00:48A future we will never have, a future I will never deserve.
00:00:56I am an exorcist, purging her with pigment.
00:01:03If there was one thing you could change about your life, what would it be?
00:01:23One thing?
00:01:25One thing's all I get?
00:01:28One thing's all I get, I don't want to play this game.
00:01:35I want to be President of the United States.
00:01:38That's right.
00:01:40That way I can declare a state of anarchy.
00:01:44I want to be a movie star.
00:01:47A big fucking movie star.
00:01:49Live in a big fucking house.
00:01:53Make big fucking movies.
00:01:58I want to be the love child of Sid Vicious and Molly Ringwald.
00:02:07I don't want to sit up all night in an all-night diner and order nothing.
00:02:13I want to be God, for the sole purpose of saying, I brought you into this world, don't
00:02:17for one minute I will take you out.
00:02:24I want the original promise.
00:02:28I want justice for all.
00:02:32I want love, hate, ups and downs, and everything in between, for nothing in return.
00:02:44I want the world in my palm.
00:02:47No cooler than 60 degrees, no warmer than 75, and never a cloud in the sky.
00:02:58I want the perfect kiss.
00:03:01The perfect imperfection.
00:03:05The perfect life.
00:03:09But more than anything, I want someone who wants what I want.
00:03:16And I want her to walk through that door right over there.
00:03:20And order biscuits and gravy.
00:03:28Hi.
00:03:29Hi.
00:03:30Hi.
00:03:31I bet your kids are adorable.
00:03:36Oh, it's okay, I already know what I want.
00:03:38Okay.
00:03:39I'll have the biscuits and gravy, please.
00:03:42Same.
00:03:43Okay, two biscuits and gravy, anything to drink?
00:03:45Coffee's fine.
00:03:46Alright.
00:03:47Thanks.
00:03:49I'm Brian.
00:03:50Bella.
00:03:51Nice to meet you, Bella.
00:03:53She blew into my life like a storm, uprooting everything I knew to be true and filling it with so much more.
00:04:02She became everything I never knew I wanted.
00:04:05In a single glance.
00:04:07In a moment.
00:04:09In a straight conversation.
00:04:12In that slight smile that started with the curling of her toes and ended at the corner of her lips.
00:04:18Just before she burst into laughter.
00:04:21She became it.
00:04:25She became perfection.
00:04:32Cool.
00:04:33So.
00:04:34So.
00:04:35Morrissey or The Cure?
00:04:37The Cure, yeah.
00:04:39Beatles or Stones?
00:04:40The Stones.
00:04:41King of Pop or King of Rock?
00:04:43King of Rock.
00:04:45Definitely.
00:04:47Well, Elvis is always fascinating.
00:04:49How so?
00:04:50Well, here's this normal guy that accidentally got famous.
00:04:53I mean, he wrote a song that was for his dad or his uncle or something like that for their birthday.
00:04:59And the next thing you know, he's a teen idol.
00:05:02Watching his life is like watching a tree grow.
00:05:06It gets bigger and bigger.
00:05:08And then he ends up swollen and yellow.
00:05:14It's like he was on a satellite somewhere in outer space.
00:05:18Watching himself.
00:05:20And that's what it did to him.
00:05:22Are you saying that Elvis was an alien?
00:05:25Hello, darling.
00:05:27This is Elvis from the planet of Graceland.
00:05:29I just want to thank you for coming out on a date with me this evening.
00:05:34You know what I like about you?
00:05:36What's that?
00:05:37You're full of shits.
00:05:39I think I just got a little on my shoe.
00:05:42Oh, I apologize.
00:05:44Sorry about that.
00:05:45You better be.
00:05:47To Elvis.
00:05:49To Elvis.
00:05:51Elvis, yellow and swollen.
00:05:56How could I have known even then, in a moment of such happiness,
00:06:00the longitude and latitude of my fall from Graceland?
00:06:06Hours went by.
00:06:08Day turns to night, night to day.
00:06:11Small talk turns to talk of dreams and aspirations.
00:06:16First date eyes become the eyes that you take for granted.
00:06:21I hang on every word she says.
00:06:25And those hours that became days become weeks.
00:06:28And we were married on a Saturday.
00:06:31And those weeks became months.
00:06:35And Cole, our first daughter, was born as sweet as sugar.
00:06:40And those months became a year, and that year became four years.
00:06:45And Sarah, our second daughter, was born.
00:06:49Born sick.
00:06:51And that sickness drove Bella into darkness, and she began to wither and die.
00:06:58And me, I became Elvis, yellow and swollen,
00:07:05watching my life unfold from a satellite somewhere in space.
00:07:11Counting the rings of my tree,
00:07:14and forever wondering how this perfect life came to be.
00:07:39Daddy, will you help me?
00:07:42Yeah, I'll be right there, honey.
00:08:12Woo!
00:08:17Whoa!
00:08:23Yay!
00:08:25Well, I think you got dog poo in your hair.
00:08:28Did I?
00:08:29Yeah!
00:08:31Yuck, where did you get the dog poo in your hair?
00:08:36Here, I think we need to wash it out.
00:08:38Okay, then let's wash it out.
00:08:42All right, here we go.
00:08:44Here, turn over.
00:08:46Lean back.
00:08:48Lean back, there we go.
00:08:49No, you want to lean back.
00:08:51No, the other way.
00:08:52Because if you lean back, then I won't be able to dress.
00:08:54Hold my hands.
00:08:55Hold her hands.
00:08:56Lean back.
00:08:57There we go.
00:08:58Oh, that feels good, right?
00:08:59There we go.
00:09:01Yay, good girl.
00:09:05There it is.
00:09:07Oh, yes.
00:09:10Standing on the shoulders of children.
00:09:13Innocent eyes that gaze upon the world with wondrous excitement.
00:09:18You will probably never know me.
00:09:21You will probably not remember me.
00:09:24But someday, when you're older,
00:09:26your mother will show you a photograph and tell you my story.
00:09:31A story filled with self-abandon and regret.
00:09:35Regret that I will not be there for your report cards, for proms, for graduations.
00:09:43To give you both away at your weddings.
00:09:47I always wanted to be the one to teach you to drive.
00:09:51To navigate life with that same beautiful innocence that fills your youthful spirit today.
00:09:57To hope.
00:09:59To strive.
00:10:01To dream.
00:10:04But you're only three feet tall and already bigger than me.
00:10:26Good morning.
00:10:27Time to get up.
00:10:29My water broke, Brian.
00:10:31Huh?
00:10:32Brian.
00:10:33I just thought I was having a wet dream.
00:10:35Oh, funny.
00:10:37Come on, get up.
00:10:38Who?
00:10:39Hello.
00:10:40Oh, you.
00:10:41I can't reach you.
00:10:42Come on.
00:10:43Get up.
00:10:44Get out of bed.
00:10:45Feel this thing.
00:10:46It's coming out.
00:10:47It's coming out.
00:10:48Please.
00:10:49All right.
00:10:50I'm just trying to keep you from panicking.
00:10:51All right.
00:10:54Yeah, take your time.
00:10:55Well, I'm trying.
00:10:56Look, I can't go to the hospital naked.
00:10:58Why not?
00:10:59That would be awkward.
00:11:01Okay.
00:11:02All right.
00:11:03Speak up.
00:11:04Which hospital are we going to?
00:11:05You don't know which hospital we're going to?
00:11:07Yes, I know which hospital.
00:11:09Which hospital are we going to?
00:11:11I don't know.
00:11:12Let's go.
00:11:13I got it.
00:11:14Okay.
00:11:15Okay.
00:11:16Okay.
00:11:17Calm down.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19Calm down.
00:11:20What are you doing?
00:11:23Oh.
00:11:24Watch the hose.
00:11:26Something with more water than you.
00:11:28Oh, come on.
00:11:30Reese's, you stay right there.
00:11:31Okay.
00:11:33Oh.
00:11:34All right.
00:11:35Oh, God.
00:11:36We're going to have to detail the car after this.
00:11:37Okay.
00:11:38Okay.
00:11:39You ready?
00:11:40Oh, baby.
00:11:41I'm ready.
00:11:42Are you ready?
00:11:43You seem a little frazzled.
00:11:44Yes, I'm frazzled, yes.
00:11:45Just breathe.
00:11:46Okay.
00:11:47Okay.
00:11:48Okay.
00:11:49Okay.
00:11:50Okay.
00:11:51Okay.
00:11:52Okay.
00:11:53Okay.
00:11:54Okay.
00:11:55Okay.
00:11:56Okay.
00:11:57Okay.
00:11:59Maybe Cole should drive.
00:12:04Cole.
00:12:36It's okay. It's okay.
00:12:41I'm going to go for a walk.
00:13:06Hello?
00:13:13Are you busy?
00:13:15Ryan, are you okay?
00:13:17I just needed to talk to someone.
00:13:20I'll wait up.
00:13:30Time, it moves so slowly when you have nothing to do but think.
00:13:36To remember the beginning.
00:13:39To dwell on the end.
00:13:41And to be haunted by everything in between.
00:13:45To be haunted by that word.
00:13:48That undefinable word.
00:13:51As undefinable as God.
00:13:54Yet a word I thought I knew intimately.
00:13:57Perfection.
00:13:59The perfect wife.
00:14:01The perfect children.
00:14:03The house.
00:14:04The dog.
00:14:05The job.
00:14:06The two-car garage.
00:14:07The diapers.
00:14:08The joint bank account.
00:14:10Piano recitals.
00:14:12Tap shoes.
00:14:14The American dream.
00:14:16An idea that became an ideal.
00:14:21It's Friday.
00:14:23Is it recycling or yard waste today?
00:14:53Have you ever stood naked, alone, and out of reach?
00:15:22The way Sarah cries, I can't help her.
00:15:37And the way Bella cries, she doesn't want me to help her.
00:15:42I just want...
00:15:45I know.
00:15:48Well, I don't.
00:15:52Once upon a time, maybe.
00:15:54But not anymore.
00:15:56You want too much.
00:15:59No, I don't.
00:16:00I just want...
00:16:02Your list is too long, and I'm too tired.
00:16:07But I only want it to be perfect.
00:16:09Well, it's not.
00:16:11You never would have started fucking me.
00:16:22Do you have any idea what it's like to want something that you can't have?
00:16:30What do you want?
00:16:32I want you.
00:16:35And you want her.
00:16:37But you don't want her.
00:16:39You want the idea of her.
00:16:41And what you don't understand, Brian, is that you've idealized your life away.
00:16:47But I want you.
00:16:50I don't know what you want, but you don't want me.
00:16:54I'm just another part of the ideal, and I'm not perfect.
00:16:59But you're perfect to me.
00:17:04Don't want kids.
00:17:06I'm a cat person.
00:17:08I need time alone more than that.
00:17:10I need time with people.
00:17:13But I already know all of this.
00:17:15And I love you for you.
00:17:18How can you love me when she gives you everything?
00:17:23Everything I want, but nothing I need.
00:17:27This.
00:17:29Right here, right now.
00:17:30This is what I need.
00:17:41I need her to hold me like she used to.
00:17:45To hold me so close, like we're the same person.
00:17:50Like this.
00:17:52This is what we have.
00:18:02We have a dance and a photograph.
00:18:12Kim was right.
00:18:14She had become the band-aid for a wound that would not heal.
00:18:19No matter how much of her I stripped away,
00:18:22she would never fit into the mold Bella had created.
00:18:26What if I'd be more alone with you?
00:18:30Without you?
00:18:47Life is about a lot of things.
00:18:50One day you wake up and you realize that everything you ever wanted
00:18:54turned out to be nothing you ever wanted at all.
00:18:58And even the big things become as trivial as watermelon.
00:19:14Sarah finally fell asleep.
00:19:16Let's call it.
00:19:17It's going to kill me.
00:19:26You smell like cigarettes.
00:19:29Watermelon.
00:19:55Morning sunshine.
00:19:57Hey beautiful.
00:19:58Hi.
00:20:04Are you doing anything for lunch today?
00:20:07No.
00:20:08Did you want to do something?
00:20:10I was thinking about stopping by.
00:20:13I'd like that.
00:20:33What time did you come in last night?
00:20:37What's that honey?
00:20:38What time did you come in last night?
00:20:41I don't know.
00:20:42I didn't really look at the clock.
00:20:44I didn't even hear you come in.
00:20:46Really?
00:20:48Well, I gave you a kiss goodnight.
00:20:51You rolled over.
00:20:52I thought I woke you up.
00:20:55No.
00:20:58You know, one of these days I'm going to get a call from Canada.
00:21:02You're going to be missing a sock.
00:21:04You're going to have a new tattoo of a heart
00:21:06and some sailor's name on your ass.
00:21:08And you're going to say,
00:21:10I don't know where I was, but I woke up in a car that wasn't mine
00:21:14with some large van and a unitard offering me a sip of bourbon.
00:21:21Here's your other sock, sailor.
00:21:35You're so sexy when you have your drafty face on.
00:21:37Hey, beautiful.
00:21:38Hi.
00:21:39Want to go get some lunch or something?
00:21:41Yeah, I was thinking we could go down to the waterfront,
00:21:44but first I need to use the restroom.
00:21:46Yeah, just at the end of the hall to the left.
00:21:49Well, aren't you forgetting something?
00:21:51What would that be?
00:21:53Do I have to ask?
00:22:04Hi.
00:22:05Hi.
00:22:07You look good.
00:22:08Oh, thanks.
00:22:09How are you?
00:22:10I'm good.
00:22:11I just stopped by for lunch.
00:22:12I think we're going to go to the waterfront.
00:22:14Did you want to come?
00:22:15I can't.
00:22:16Thanks, though.
00:22:17I've already got plans.
00:22:18That's too bad.
00:22:19We don't hang out enough.
00:22:20I know.
00:22:21We should see each other more often.
00:22:23Oh, that's pretty.
00:22:24What is it?
00:22:25Thanks.
00:22:26I think it's called posh, but it tastes like watermelon.
00:22:29Watermelon.
00:22:32I like it.
00:22:34So how have you been?
00:22:36Good.
00:22:37You know, kids and stuff.
00:22:40Yeah, we've got some clients like that.
00:22:43Well, it's good to see you.
00:22:46I've got to get back to work.
00:22:48Yeah, good to see you, too.
00:22:54Oh.
00:23:17You haven't touched your food.
00:23:25And I'm not as hungry as I thought I was.
00:23:39I think she has lipstick.
00:23:41Uh-huh.
00:23:42Yeah, she has.
00:23:43Uh-huh.
00:23:44Look, she does.
00:23:45She does have lipstick on.
00:23:47Oh, she does, doesn't she?
00:23:49She's got pink.
00:23:50Yeah.
00:23:54Okay.
00:23:57Bella?
00:23:58Bella?
00:23:59Are you okay?
00:24:00Yeah.
00:24:01Bella?
00:24:02If you want to talk.
00:24:04Mom, I'm fine.
00:24:05I'm fine.
00:24:06I'm fine.
00:24:07It's okay.
00:24:08I just.
00:24:09I'm right out here if you need anything.
00:24:10I'm fine.
00:24:23I'm fine.
00:24:39Shut up.
00:24:40God.
00:24:46Everything's going to be okay.
00:24:48Everything's going to be okay.
00:24:50Everything's going to be okay.
00:25:06Hey, little angels.
00:25:08How are you doing?
00:25:09What are you doing?
00:25:10Going on a show?
00:25:13Hi.
00:25:15Is Mommy cooking?
00:25:17Something smells good.
00:25:19Cooking, baby.
00:25:25Something smells good.
00:25:33How was work?
00:25:35Well, my new client's a total prick, though, and that was good.
00:25:38It was nice to see you today for lunch.
00:25:39You should do that more often.
00:25:41Yeah.
00:25:42I'll let you cook.
00:25:45Come on.
00:26:09She knew.
00:26:12Nothing more need be said.
00:26:14She knew.
00:26:16And the thought came to her as quickly as a bullet.
00:26:20A bullet expelled from a gun that I had cleaned,
00:26:23oiled,
00:26:24aimed,
00:26:25and fired.
00:26:28Dearest Bella,
00:26:31I miss you.
00:26:42I miss you too.
00:26:45I miss you too.
00:27:10Oh, my God.
00:27:11Bella.
00:27:12Bella.
00:27:13Bella, what the...
00:27:14Fuck.
00:27:15Oh, my God.
00:27:16Bella.
00:27:17Jesus Christ.
00:27:20Fuck.
00:27:23Oh, my God.
00:27:25Oh, my God.
00:27:27Oh, my God.
00:27:28Oh, God.
00:27:29911, what's your emergency?
00:27:31My wife just cut her wrist.
00:27:33I need an ambulance at 612 Forest Street.
00:27:37Sir, I need you to calm down.
00:27:39Can you do that for me?
00:27:40Yeah.
00:27:41The ambulance is on its way.
00:27:43I need to know, sir, is she still breathing?
00:27:48Yeah.
00:27:51I need you to stop the bleeding.
00:27:53Oh, my God.
00:27:54Brian?
00:27:55Brian, I need you to apply pressure above the laceration
00:27:59and lift her up above the level of her heart.
00:28:01Can you do that for me?
00:28:03Yeah, but I have to put the phone down.
00:28:05That's okay, Brian.
00:28:06Put the phone down.
00:28:07Oh, God.
00:28:08Don't hang up.
00:28:09Don't hang up.
00:28:10Oh, God.
00:28:12Oh, God.
00:28:13Oh.
00:28:14Oh.
00:28:15Oh.
00:28:16Oh.
00:28:17Oh.
00:28:18Oh.
00:28:27Oh, my God.
00:28:31Oh, my God.
00:28:42♪♪
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00:29:16It is currently after hours, but if you have an emergency,
00:29:19you may contact a representative at 555-4868,
00:29:25or stay on the line and leave a message.
00:29:28♪♪
00:29:31Hey, John.
00:29:33This is Brian.
00:29:35Um, I'm having a family emergency,
00:29:37so I'm just calling to let you know
00:29:39that I won't be to work for a couple days,
00:29:42so I'll probably see you next Monday.
00:29:45Bye.
00:29:47♪♪
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00:30:16Bella died for 48 seconds.
00:30:20I have been dying ever since.
00:30:24As her heart slowed and stopped,
00:30:26I realized at that very moment
00:30:28something I should have always known.
00:30:32She loved me more than she loved herself.
00:30:37♪♪
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00:31:33I remember when I met your mother.
00:31:36She was beautiful.
00:31:40It's not that she's not beautiful.
00:31:42She's gorgeous.
00:31:45It's just...
00:31:48I'm used to her.
00:31:51I don't even know why I did it.
00:31:53It was stupid.
00:31:59It's not commitment that I have a problem with.
00:32:02It's contentment.
00:32:08It's like no matter how good I have it,
00:32:10it's never good enough.
00:32:15It's no one's fault.
00:32:18♪♪
00:32:24I just fucked up.
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00:32:48Harborview Medical Center.
00:32:50Yeah, this is Brian Sanders.
00:32:53I'm calling to see how my wife's doing.
00:32:55What is your name, please?
00:32:57Bella Sanders.
00:33:00♪♪
00:33:07♪♪
00:33:13Your wife is in stable condition.
00:33:15She should be released sometime this evening
00:33:17or tomorrow morning.
00:33:20Okay. Thank you.
00:33:24♪♪
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00:33:49She's sleeping, Brian.
00:33:51Okay. Thank you.
00:33:54♪♪
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00:34:13She doesn't want to talk yet, Brian.
00:34:16I just want to make sure she's okay.
00:34:18I think it's going to be a long time before she's okay.
00:34:21♪♪
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00:34:43♪♪
00:34:49Hello?
00:34:51Hi, Gary. Is Bella there?
00:34:53We'll call you when she's ready.
00:34:56♪♪
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00:35:26Brian, she's just not ready yet.
00:35:30Can I please see the girls?
00:35:32Hold on.
00:35:34♪♪
00:35:38What time do you get off tomorrow?
00:35:40Whenever you want.
00:35:43Meet me at Owens Beach around 1.
00:35:46Thank you. Thank you so much.
00:35:49I'll see you tomorrow.
00:35:52You want to see Carl tomorrow?
00:35:56All right.
00:35:58♪♪
00:36:03♪♪
00:36:09Hi.
00:36:12Oh.
00:36:14There you go. Hey.
00:36:17You have to come play.
00:36:19There you go. Come on.
00:36:23There you go. There's Teddy.
00:36:24There she is. Hi.
00:36:26Oh, look who's here to see you.
00:36:28Oh, I know.
00:36:29Here, come on.
00:36:31Here, who's excited?
00:36:33Okay.
00:36:34Get this off.
00:36:37You're like a magician.
00:36:38Okay, you ready?
00:36:40I'll trade you.
00:36:41Okay.
00:36:43There she is.
00:36:45Oh, you're gorgeous.
00:36:47Come on. Come on.
00:36:49Hey.
00:36:53Hold on here.
00:36:56It's good to see you guys.
00:36:58Yeah.
00:37:01So...
00:37:03How have you been, huh?
00:37:05Oh, she's been...
00:37:07How has she been?
00:37:08Oh.
00:37:10Always doing interesting things.
00:37:12Oh, yeah.
00:37:14Character.
00:37:15Come on.
00:37:17There you go.
00:37:19Yeah.
00:37:23Oh.
00:37:27Ready?
00:37:39There she is. Come on.
00:37:42Let's get out and see the day, huh?
00:37:44There you go.
00:37:46Hi.
00:37:48There you are, gorgeous.
00:38:02Thank you so much for bringing the family.
00:38:04I didn't mean to do that.
00:38:08So how are you doing?
00:38:10I just want to know if she's okay.
00:38:13She's really hurt, Brian, and I don't think she's going to forgive you.
00:38:17I can't even forgive myself.
00:38:20I know you love her, and she loves you.
00:38:22You just made a mistake.
00:38:24She doesn't understand that you understand what you've done.
00:38:27She only knows she's hurting, and it's because of you.
00:38:33I...
00:38:35This is either going to drive you farther apart or bring you closer together, but it's not your choice.
00:38:41It's her choice now.
00:38:43I know.
00:38:46You just have to give her time to decide.
00:38:49It's just hard not being able to see her or talk to her.
00:39:03Thanks for coming out today.
00:39:07Good thing to do.
00:39:29My mother has the gift of Catholic guilt, and my dad's going to kick your ass if you keep calling.
00:39:34So how are you doing?
00:39:37If I see a therapist three times a week, the state won't take the kids.
00:39:40How are you?
00:39:42Well, it's over.
00:39:43I told her we're done.
00:39:45It's too late for that.
00:39:47I know I messed up, and I can't go back.
00:39:52But I'm sorry.
00:39:54I'm so sorry.
00:39:56How could you do this to me?
00:39:59How?
00:40:00When I love you so much.
00:40:03I don't know.
00:40:05I love you so much, Brian.
00:40:15I love you.
00:40:24I want a divorce.
00:40:26Ella.
00:40:27I don't want to talk about it.
00:40:28I want a divorce, and I want the kids, and the house and car, and you can give me the dog, okay?
00:40:39Take whatever you want.
00:40:42Could you be out by Friday?
00:40:44If we don't come home soon, Cole's going to know something's wrong.
00:40:48Well, what are you going to tell her when you come home and I'm not here?
00:40:51I'm going to tell her the truth.
00:40:55Okay, she should know.
00:41:04I have to go.
00:41:07Take care of yourself, Brian.
00:41:09Yeah.
00:41:10I love you.
00:41:19Okay, I guess this is it for a while.
00:41:50Come on.
00:42:14Hello.
00:42:15Hi.
00:42:16Where's Kim?
00:42:17I've only been here for a week.
00:42:18I don't think I've met her yet.
00:42:20Okay, thanks.
00:42:21Oh, Mr. Jennings wanted you to just stop by his office when you got in.
00:42:24All right, thank you.
00:42:25Mm-hmm.
00:42:30I've known you for a long time, and I've never seen you like this.
00:42:36I'm sorry, John.
00:42:37I'm just having problems at home.
00:42:39You've missed 43 days in the past three months.
00:42:44And when you do show up, you smell like alcohol.
00:42:49My wife and I are...
00:42:52I don't even know what we are.
00:42:53Which is why it hurts me to do this, but you're really not leaving me any choice.
00:42:59I understand.
00:43:02And I wish you the best.
00:43:03I really do.
00:43:06Thanks.
00:43:24What I didn't give away, I threw away.
00:43:28I threw it all away.
00:43:30As easily as one throws away the wrapping on a birthday present.
00:43:35I've always been too selfish to understand that it's the wrapping that makes it special.
00:43:41You're fired, he said.
00:43:42In so many words, you're fired from life.
00:43:47For you have failed everyone who has ever loved you.
00:43:51You have failed yourself.
00:43:53And no amount of sorry will make this better.
00:43:57No amount of forgiveness will make me worthy.
00:44:00I deserve the hurt I have caused.
00:44:03And in the end, the last thing I want is to feel better.
00:44:34Security.
00:44:47Excuse me, sir.
00:44:50We've had a few noise complaints.
00:44:52I had to top it off.
00:44:53Your credit card has been declined.
00:44:56So we need to get your stuff out right now.
00:44:59Do you have a jacket you want to bring?
00:45:03Is this your jacket?
00:45:05Is this the one?
00:45:07Yeah.
00:45:08Why don't you put that on?
00:45:10All right, we've got to grab your stuff.
00:45:12What do you want to bring with you?
00:45:18There.
00:45:20Hold on to that.
00:45:22Hold on.
00:45:24Just...
00:45:27Is that all you need?
00:45:28All right, we're gonna...
00:45:29We're gonna go.
00:45:59Visio.
00:46:00Visio.
00:46:01Visio.
00:46:02Visio.
00:46:03Visio.
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00:46:46Visio.
00:46:48Oh, party just moved to a new venue, that's all.
00:46:55Good work.
00:47:07You know what?
00:47:10I love you, Reese.
00:47:12You know what else?
00:47:15You're too good for this.
00:47:18You wanna go home?
00:47:20Come on.
00:47:22Off like a herd of turtles.
00:47:25Come on.
00:47:34Can't believe I let you talk me into this.
00:47:38Well,
00:47:41I know you've heard this story a million times,
00:47:44but
00:47:48if I don't keep talking,
00:47:50I can't keep walking.
00:47:52So,
00:47:54a million and one.
00:47:56What do you have to say about that, huh?
00:48:00Huh?
00:48:02That's what I thought.
00:48:06Anyway,
00:48:08we drove all day to get to where you were.
00:48:12Have you ever seen your mother drive?
00:48:13Huh?
00:48:15She's beautiful.
00:48:17She's so serious.
00:48:22I always felt like I was on a mission to make her laugh.
00:48:27I like that feeling of trying to impress somebody.
00:48:31She made me feel that way all the time.
00:48:35Huh.
00:48:37And when she smiled,
00:48:39I swear there was heaven on her lips.
00:48:44But don't get any ideas.
00:48:47You're too young to start dating there, mister.
00:48:50You're too young for that.
00:48:54Anyway,
00:48:56we get to the farm way out in the boonies.
00:49:02And I swear the place was odd.
00:49:05It was like a circus.
00:49:08There was
00:49:09kids on unicycles,
00:49:13goats with eight horns.
00:49:16I think there was even a cat with wings.
00:49:20Woo-hoo-hoo!
00:49:23Bet you liked to play with that.
00:49:24Chase that around the yard all day, huh?
00:49:32And your mother,
00:49:33she had the best sense of style.
00:49:37She wore dresses from the fifties
00:49:40and little
00:49:41things in her hair.
00:49:48She reminded me
00:49:50of Marilyn Monroe before,
00:49:52well, she was Marilyn Monroe.
00:49:58I think it was
00:50:00the way the
00:50:02the wind whipped up her dress.
00:50:05It didn't matter
00:50:07where we went or
00:50:09what we did.
00:50:12I couldn't take my eyes off her.
00:50:18She glowed
00:50:20even when she slept.
00:50:24Have you ever seen The Lion King?
00:50:27Yeah.
00:50:28I have about 75 times.
00:50:30I have kids.
00:50:34Remember?
00:50:36Remember when James Earl Jones
00:50:37is holding up Simba?
00:50:42Well,
00:50:46that's how it was when I met you.
00:50:50Only,
00:50:52you weren't Simba.
00:50:56You,
00:51:00you were like a
00:51:01peanut butter cup.
00:51:07A fat,
00:51:09chunky
00:51:12little peanut butter cup.
00:51:17That's how you got your name.
00:51:42Let's just do this tomorrow,
00:51:43buddy, okay?
00:51:46One more.
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00:53:38No!
00:53:42Oh, I've missed you!
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00:54:38I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:40I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:42I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:44I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:46I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:48I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:50I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:52I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:54I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:56I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:54:58I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:00I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:02I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:04I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:06I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:08I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:10I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:12I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:14I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:16I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:18I don't know why I'm doing this, but I'm going to do it anyway.
00:55:40Nuts.
00:55:44Fucking kids.
00:55:46Hey, fuck off!
00:55:47Hey!
00:55:49Hey, what's your problem?
00:55:52I don't have a problem.
00:55:54You walk through here every day, where do you go?
00:55:56I don't know. I guess I'm not going anywhere.
00:55:59Quit being a pathetic fuck and say hi every once in a while, huh?
00:56:04What, are you gonna sit down? It ain't fucking church.
00:56:09Piece of shit, Paul. I'm Terry.
00:56:11This is my friend, Vodka. Who the fuck are you?
00:56:15Brian.
00:56:18Hey! Hey, waitress, can I get a napkin for my friend here?
00:56:22Don't sleep it off!
00:56:24Hey, child-watching, you stagnant cunt!
00:56:29I gotta go.
00:56:31Where the fuck are you gonna go?
00:56:33You got a job interview or something?
00:56:36Oh, gonna be a big-shot dental assistant?
00:56:39Yeah, fuck you, you drunk.
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00:57:54The taste of used food subsides
00:57:56as the flickering streetlights create a rhythmic dance of muted shadows.
00:58:01I stuff my coat with newspapers I will never read.
00:58:06The first night was cold.
00:58:09So is the second.
00:58:11And every night that followed.
00:58:14Memories will never keep you warm at night.
00:58:18But they will keep you up.
00:58:21Even the good ones.
00:58:24Have you ever held someone so close that you forget which one you are?
00:58:29That you think it's your fingers moving?
00:58:32That's that.
00:58:36That they finish what they start.
00:58:44I can hear your heartbeat in your lips.
00:58:49I think it's your lips that make my heart beat.
00:58:57Hey, so did you get that job?
00:59:02Jesus Christ, watching you is like watching some pathetic fucking dog shit himself.
00:59:07And then wipe his ass all over the ground and smear it in real good.
00:59:12What you need is an aspirin and a shower.
00:59:20Well, are you gonna sit down or what?
00:59:27What is your deal anyway?
00:59:29You ain't supposed to be here.
00:59:32Well, I used to have a wife, kids, a dog, a house.
00:59:37Jesus Christ, you are a dental assistant.
00:59:41Well, I was an architect.
00:59:44An architect?
00:59:46If you were an architect, you'd know how many floors there were between you and the ground.
00:59:53Let me tell you something, you piece of shit.
00:59:56I used to be a dental hygienist.
01:00:01Being a dental hygienist is a lot like being a shrink.
01:00:04Only most of my clients were numb, kind of like you.
01:00:09Talk to me about being numb.
01:00:12You ever smoke crack?
01:00:15Smoking crack is kind of like waking up Frankenstein's monster.
01:00:19There's a big jolt of electricity and then he just stumbles around all sad and lonely.
01:00:25So the town folk, they all get together and, you know, get their pitchforks and
01:00:30they run him out of town or kill him or fuck, I forget.
01:00:35Killed it.
01:00:38Killed it. Thank you very much.
01:00:40Anyway, my point is this.
01:00:42You walk around here like fucking Frankenstein's monster.
01:00:46And I see. I can tell you ain't supposed to be here.
01:00:49You're a fucking accident.
01:00:51So I look for my pitchfork.
01:00:53But then I realize I'm not a fucking farmer.
01:00:56What do I need a pitchfork for?
01:00:59But by the time I realize that, you're fucking gone.
01:01:02Just do yourself a favor.
01:01:04Go be an architect.
01:01:06Build yourself some big building that you don't want to jump off of.
01:01:11Or at least be a good drunk.
01:01:13You fucking piece of shit.
01:01:25Yeah, go fuck yourself, Frankie the Park Fly.
01:01:29Jesus, Paul, you're a fucking embarrassment.
01:02:24Do you mind if I sit and watch you paint?
01:02:26No. Not at all.
01:02:29This has always reminded me of something from a different life.
01:02:34A couple of months ago it was wrapped in plastic.
01:02:39Interesting how something so strong can also be so fragile.
01:02:44So are you in school?
01:02:46Third quarter freshman.
01:02:48Well it's very beautiful.
01:02:52Do you paint?
01:02:54I always wanted to.
01:02:56I told my wife I'd paint her but I never did.
01:02:59You're married?
01:03:01No, I'm divorced.
01:03:03I'm sorry.
01:03:05It's okay, it's been a while now.
01:03:07How long?
01:03:09Going on three years.
01:03:11This is too bad.
01:03:15It's alright.
01:03:16Where are you from?
01:03:19I must have tourists written all over me.
01:03:22Well, that depends if you ask me to take your picture in front of the Space Needle or not.
01:03:28I'm from Portland.
01:03:29Really?
01:03:30From Salem.
01:03:31Right on.
01:03:34Well, I should probably let you get back to your work.
01:03:38That's okay.
01:03:39You don't have to.
01:03:41Thanks, but I need to start looking for some dinner.
01:03:45But good luck to you.
01:03:46You too.
01:03:52Thanks.
01:04:53Hi.
01:04:55Hi, how are you?
01:04:57Just trying to get money together for some food.
01:05:00Do you have any spare change?
01:05:02I'm sorry, I don't.
01:05:04It's okay.
01:05:05Thanks anyway.
01:05:07Have a good night.
01:05:08You too.
01:05:23So, I don't get the homeless money, but I will help you help yourself.
01:05:28You don't have to do this.
01:05:30No, it's okay.
01:05:31I want to.
01:05:32See, you can paint pictures, and that way you don't have to beg.
01:05:36Can I hug you?
01:05:40Oh, you're one of the nicest people I've ever met.
01:05:44You're welcome.
01:05:48Oh, you're one of the nicest people I've ever met.
01:05:52I hope you get everything you ever want from life,
01:05:56and that you know what you have when you have it.
01:06:10Hey.
01:06:12Hey!
01:06:14We're going to spray-cure the architect.
01:06:17Fuck.
01:06:26You going to come over and join me or what?
01:06:38What the fuck are you so happy about?
01:06:41Life goes on.
01:06:46It doesn't matter how much you push it, pull it, remember, or forget.
01:06:51It's indifferent.
01:06:53It just goes on.
01:06:56And I think back to the little things, the things that matter most.
01:07:00The laughter.
01:07:03The wet laughter that hurts in the best way.
01:07:07Her lip-lock eyes across a crowded room.
01:07:11Philosophy over coffee.
01:07:16Explaining why the sky is blue to a child who thinks the world of you.
01:07:21So wide-eyed and full of possibilities.
01:07:24Endless possibilities.
01:07:28When the world was made of magic.
01:07:32Of course unicorns are real.
01:07:36As real as princesses.
01:07:39As real as Bigfoot.
01:07:42As real as you and me.
01:07:45Once when I was your age, I rode one.
01:07:49I rode one, but the horn is very sharp.
01:07:53That's how I got these scars on my chin, you know?
01:08:00Fly.
01:08:04Fly as I sink.
01:08:34Fly as I sink.
01:09:05Take a walk with me.
01:09:09And let's go find belief.
01:09:14I want to see the stars again.
01:09:19With the wonder that I had at the age of ten.
01:09:25So now I'm alone.
01:09:29So now I'm alone.
01:09:33Once again I'm on my own.
01:09:38She lost the magic she had for me.
01:09:43In her eyes.
01:09:47We no longer share the same skies.
01:09:53No, we don't.
01:09:57Not at all.
01:10:01Not at all.
01:10:06So now I walk alone.
01:10:12Once again I'm on my own.
01:10:17She lost the magic she had for me.
01:10:24Lost the magic, I'm not complete.
01:10:30In each one of us, Peter Pan.
01:10:35Elvis Presley.
01:10:38Superman.
01:10:41In each one of us, Jacques Cousteau.
01:10:46To marvel at the earth and the sea below.
01:10:55In each one of us, Peter Pan.
01:11:01Elvis Presley.
01:11:04Superman.
01:11:07In each one of us, Jacques Cousteau.
01:11:13To marvel at the earth and the sea below.
01:11:19To marvel at the earth and the sea below.
01:11:37Take a walk with me.
01:11:43Do you remember the first day we met?
01:11:50Let's go find belief.
01:11:57Believe.
01:12:00Believe.
01:12:05I wanna see the stars again.
01:12:15The stars again.
01:12:18With the wonder that I had at the age of ten.
01:12:32The age of ten.
01:12:33I remember lying on your chest and talking for hours.
01:12:39The age of ten.
01:12:42And then we remembered we were lying on the bathroom floor just so we had a shower again.
01:13:01So I walk alone.
01:13:06Once again, I'm on my own.
01:13:13She lost the magic she had for me.
01:13:21Winter arrives.
01:13:27We no longer share the sky.
01:13:36Oh no.
01:13:40Oh no.
01:13:42Not at all.
01:13:49Not at all.
01:13:53Sometimes I can't help but wonder if maybe we forget each other every time we look away.
01:14:05I see you.
01:14:07You are beautiful.
01:14:35To marvel at the earth and the sea below.
01:14:41I just need someone who understands.
01:14:48The little boy inside the man.
01:14:55I just need someone who understands.
01:15:02Part of me lives in a dreamland.
01:15:21In a dreamland.
01:15:23I remember.
01:15:25I remember.
01:15:27She thought.
01:15:29But I can't forget.
01:15:32Once you asked me if I had ever stood naked in front of anyone.
01:15:36Alone and out of reach.
01:15:39I took off my clothes and backed away from you.
01:15:43You simply asked me my middle name and told me to put my clothes back on.
01:15:50I am standing naked and raw for you now, Bella.
01:15:54Not to beg forgiveness.
01:15:57But to beg that you find happiness.
01:16:00The kind of happiness I can never give you.
01:16:04And if you should see the unrecognizable me on the street.
01:16:09Don't look down.
01:16:11Don't look back.
01:16:14And I will grant you the same respect.
01:16:19Ain't you guys got a home to go to?
01:16:22Yeah.
01:16:23I was thinking about maybe getting a wife.
01:16:26Shitting on some kids.
01:16:28Being an architect.
01:16:30Will you marry me?
01:16:32Shut up, you fucking drunk.
01:16:35Do you ever leave the bench?
01:16:40What, do they decorate you guys at Christmas time?
01:16:45Yes?
01:16:46No?
01:16:49Okay, well, I'm going to go get a cup of coffee if you want to join me.
01:16:59Come on, sweetheart.
01:17:01Daddy wants some breakfast.
01:17:04Lupe!
01:17:18Hey.
01:17:39So, we're back.
01:17:42Yeah, it's back.
01:17:44No one notices.
01:17:46Obviously.
01:17:47And I don't care.
01:17:48I still see someone.
01:17:50Yeah, I need to write one.
01:17:52I have more range.
01:17:54I want to smoke more.
01:17:56Just piss me off.
01:18:14If there was one thing you could change about your life, what would it be?
01:18:19One thing is all I get?
01:18:22If one is all I get, I don't want to play this anymore.
01:18:25Pussy.
01:18:28I want to be President of the United States.
01:18:30That's right.
01:18:32That way I can declare a state of anarchy.
01:18:37I want to be a movie star.
01:18:39A big fucking movie star.
01:18:42Live in a big fucking house.
01:18:45Make big fucking movies.
01:18:49I want to be the love child of Sid Vicious and Molly Ringwald.
01:18:57I want to sit up all night in an all-night diner and order nothing.
01:19:04I want to be God, with the sole purpose of saying,
01:19:07I brought you into this world, don't think for one minute I won't take you out.
01:19:13I want the original promise.
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01:19:19I want love, hate, ups and downs, and everything in between.
01:19:26For nothing in return.
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01:19:33No cooler than 60 degrees.
01:19:36No warmer than 75.
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01:19:49The perfect life.
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01:20:02And order biscuits and gravy.
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