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00:00I'm not happy. I'm just safe.
00:02No, mommy.
00:06Welcome to the safe club.
00:08Simba.
00:10Oh my God, I'm safe.
00:12We don't have to worry about you.
00:14I'm safe.
00:16I'm safe.
00:18I'm safe.
00:20I'm safe.
00:22I'm safe.
00:24I'm safe.
00:26I'm safe.
00:28Oh my God, I'm safe.
00:30With this look.
00:32I'm sorry.
00:34You should be thankful you're safe.
00:38I don't want a club.
00:40But, Eminem.
00:44Actually,
00:46I'm kind of relieved
00:48to be safe
00:50again.
00:52And this time, legitimately safe.
00:54There are only four of us this time.
00:56Like I said, I'm not going to claim it.
00:58Just kidding.
01:00I'm going to knock.
01:02All of them are noisy.
01:04Can we base all of your rankings
01:06on the noise?
01:08I mean, I passed the design challenge.
01:10I passed it.
01:12I'm going to embrace it.
01:14Cheers.
01:16This is marmalade.
01:18Thank you, absolutely.
01:20My friends told me,
01:22safe is not a good place to be.
01:24I'm sure, even for me, it's a franchise.
01:26My friends are not making fun of me
01:28because I topped last week.
01:32I think it's for Bench,
01:34it's for Jqueen, and it's for John.
01:36Because they were safe last week,
01:38and safe again now.
01:40So, it's for them three.
01:42But, as early as this season,
01:44safe is safe.
01:46Safe is safe.
01:48Deadman, if you don't have a critic,
01:50it's okay.
01:52There are a lot of people saying
01:54safe is not a good place to be
01:56because we have more weeks.
01:58So, let's drink to this challenge,
02:00let's drink to being safe,
02:02and let's just have fun this time.
02:04How do you feel, Athena?
02:06You're the one who's seen in the competition
02:08and you still haven't received
02:10a judgment from the judges.
02:12Of course, I feel pressured.
02:14Maybe that's my fault.
02:16I was expecting too much.
02:18But it's okay that it's safe.
02:20You can still compete next time.
02:22Right?
02:24I like the outfit that she made.
02:26But the outfit that she brought from home
02:28is a bit ill-fitting for her.
02:30And the straw is too short.
02:32I'm really sorry to say this,
02:34but let's not expect too much from Mama Bench.
02:36Besides Angel,
02:38who do you think is the clear one?
02:40Angel is
02:42a top person to meet.
02:44That's why.
02:46Right?
02:48Angel is good at lip-syncing.
02:50Bench knows that.
02:52No, I chose Angel earlier.
02:54Because I know that
02:56she can really compete.
02:58Sorry, Nakshi.
03:00I chose you.
03:02Love you.
03:04Well, the bad thing is that
03:06she's not prepared for a design challenge.
03:08The one from Sare-sare store.
03:10No, it's Vern's.
03:12It's all about cellphones.
03:14In the literal Sare-sare store,
03:16the idea for that is
03:18cash-in, cash-out.
03:20But it can't be translated because it's all about iPhones.
03:22I'm thinking of uniponas.
03:24I mean, the concept is there
03:26and the look is there.
03:28But I don't know,
03:30she's not strong like all the queens I saw yesterday.
03:32Yeah.
03:34And also today, she might be a neat pick
03:36with the usage of fabric.
03:38Let's just wait.
03:40Let's just wait because we might face-crack again.
03:42But I'm really...
03:44I don't want to talk about it anymore
03:46because last week,
03:48when I opened my mouth,
03:50I was like,
03:52I'm talking too much.
03:54It's like I'm Silhouette.
03:56Do you have a boyfriend?
03:58Never.
04:00You're so beautiful, virgin.
04:02I never had a boyfriend.
04:04You look so good.
04:06I'll give you a booking.
04:08I'm just saying that
04:10because I don't know
04:12the culture of Gina.
04:14I don't have a sister like that.
04:16Gay?
04:18I'm not gay.
04:20You're going to eat it.
04:22You're going to spit it out.
04:24I'm so scared.
04:26Why am I a virgin?
04:28Because I have a very religious
04:30family and community.
04:32I'm not the only one
04:34who's gay.
04:36I don't have a church.
04:38I really don't know
04:40what I should do first.
04:42Should I embrace my looks first?
04:44And then after that,
04:46have a boyfriend.
04:48And then after that, fucking sex.
04:50And then the virginize.
04:52Are you a church kid?
04:54Are you a hard christian?
04:56Girl, I do drums in our church
04:58wearing heels.
05:00That's a good setting.
05:02That's my asset in my life.
05:04You have a good upbringing.
05:06I want it to happen to everyone.
05:08I hate going to church.
05:10They don't believe me.
05:12Are you an illuminati?
05:14I'm an atheist.
05:16I'm an atheist.
05:18I believe in
05:20ancient aliens.
05:22When we talked about aliens,
05:26we were like,
05:28why are we talking about aliens?
05:30I believe in
05:32hollow earth with people inside.
05:34I believe in that.
05:36The aliens are real.
05:38They're watching us.
05:40They're probably controlling us.
05:42We should be careful
05:44because we don't know where they are.
05:46Maybe I'm an alien.
05:48Maybe you're all aliens here.
05:50I believe in that, guys.
05:52I swear hard.
05:54I believe in those things.
05:56You can talk all about aliens all day,
05:58but I'm not into it.
06:00But I don't have an argument about that.
06:02Because that's you and this is me.
06:04So you don't have a higher being?
06:06No, I'm an alien.
06:08Alien?
06:10Aliens!
06:12When you started doing drugs,
06:14were you a Korean?
06:16When I started doing drugs?
06:18You used to be a girl.
06:20Is that true?
06:22That's why I have a beard.
06:24I used to be a Chinese.
06:26I was a hard girl.
06:28My hair was up to here.
06:30You tried to transition before
06:32and then went back to
06:34being gay again.
06:36Because it didn't work.
06:38I thought if you transitioned,
06:40you'd just force it because you started it.
06:42If I'm going to transition again
06:44one day in the future,
06:46maybe that's my best basis
06:48of what a trans woman should be.
06:50A person's come out
06:52is different.
06:54It's not just one person.
06:56You can be gay now.
06:58You can be trans soon
07:00and go back straight.
07:02Wow!
07:04I feel like I'm already soft
07:06when I was a kid.
07:08We've been here for a long time
07:10and I see her everyday.
07:12I'm the one who looks the weirdest
07:14among us siblings.
07:16I'm the worst.
07:18I was destined
07:20to be a woman.
07:22You were handsome when you were a boy.
07:24In my opinion.
07:26Yes, I'm handsome.
07:28When I was in high school,
07:30I was sent a letter in our classroom
07:32saying that I had a crush on you.
07:36How about you?
07:38Did you have a girlfriend?
07:40I started transitioning when I was 13.
07:42Then I stopped
07:44because I was raped
07:46by 13 guys.
07:48So, yeah.
07:50I feel like
07:52that's why I stopped.
07:54Oh my God.
07:56It's really like my life
07:58because
08:00before, it was really dark.
08:02Oh my God.
08:04From 13 to 17 years old.
08:06You know, I'm always beautiful.
08:08Like a woman.
08:10Yes, like that.
08:12I have a friend who's a woman.
08:14She said,
08:16let's go to her house.
08:18I said, no.
08:20She's a woman.
08:22We went there.
08:24Her mom was there.
08:26I think she was the one who left.
08:28Yes.
08:30She didn't finish her homework yet.
08:32She took out a gun.
08:34What gun?
08:36The one made of bamboo.
08:38Then she took out a gun.
08:40I held her gun.
08:42Then,
08:44I don't remember the others.
08:46I just remember
08:48how many I shot.
08:50Oh my God.
08:52She took me to
08:54the bathroom.
08:56I was shocked.
08:58I didn't know what to say.
09:00I told my friends.
09:02They said, that's what you want, right?
09:04Oh my God.
09:06It's really sad because
09:08I wasn't able to
09:10open this up to my family.
09:12They know I'm gay.
09:14But they still
09:16want me to be like that.
09:18So, who should I open up to?
09:20It's been a few years.
09:22Then, our house.
09:24Before you can go to our house,
09:26I can go through
09:28the game.
09:30I always expect
09:32trauma.
09:34So, I don't want to go home.
09:36I'm really sad for my sister.
09:38Girl, with that career now,
09:40with that look of yours,
09:42with that money you have,
09:44with that drug career,
09:46your past is like that.
09:48I hope my mom
09:50doesn't go home.
09:52They think I'm a rebel.
09:54But I'm not.
09:56That's why my mom is so quiet.
09:58She has a dark side.
10:00She hides her trauma.
10:02She's a scary girl.
10:04Even her parents
10:06didn't tell her.
10:08I feel so
10:10sorry for
10:12JT and that type.
10:14I'm a man.
10:16Maybe
10:18if I wasn't a Femme Femme,
10:20a woman,
10:22I'd be tough.
10:24I wouldn't be like that.
10:26They wouldn't.
10:28My friends in the community
10:30want to normalize me.
10:32I don't want that.
10:34They won't realize
10:36that you're not a fan of them.
10:38I'm not a fan of them.
10:40I'm a virgin.
10:42I'm a virgin.
10:44How do I open up the soul?
10:46Nothing.
10:48I'm just super...
10:50I love my mom.
10:52You can't judge us
10:54because we're like this.
10:56We're always attracted to men.
10:58No, that's not true.
11:00If anyone is like that to you,
11:02ask God for help.
11:04He'll calm them down.
11:06When I saw the debut,
11:08my mom got mad.
11:10It really happened to me.
11:12It's not because we're gay.
11:14We're looking
11:16for a titty.
11:18That's how it is.
11:20That's family.
11:22Especially parents.
11:24Make your home
11:26like a safe place
11:28for your kids.
11:30They don't feel like
11:32they're neighbors.
11:34They see that in others.
11:36It's ugly
11:38to see that in others.
11:40They should be
11:42with their family.
11:44Why are they always
11:46with their friends?
11:48Oh my God.
11:50I love you.
11:52I love you, Mom.
11:54I love you, Mom.
11:56Thank you, ladies.
11:58While you're in the work room,
12:00the judges and I will deliberate.
12:06Hello.
12:08They're here.
12:10Hi, everyone.
12:12It's been a while.
12:14Hi.
12:16My feet hurt.
12:18My heels are too high.
12:20Oh my God.
12:22I'm so handsome.
12:30Who's the top?
12:32And who's the bottom?
12:34I think I'm the bottom.
12:36You? Why?
12:38They didn't choose me.
12:40I think it's me.
12:42I think I'm the bottom.
12:44I think Mick and I are the top.
12:46I think it's Mick.
12:48And Kiana.
12:50Me?
12:52Jiggly didn't like
12:54my dress.
12:56She said,
12:58this is not very me.
13:00But if you see me performing,
13:02that's very you.
13:04Right?
13:06I don't know why Mama Jiggly
13:08said that.
13:10I'm not aesthetic.
13:12It doesn't scream maxi.
13:14This specific look.
13:16It's like she doesn't know me.
13:18So I was surprised.
13:20I wanted to answer,
13:22but...
13:24You said earlier,
13:26I don't love you. Why?
13:28Because both of my looks
13:30and the comments,
13:32some of them sounded positive,
13:34but half of them sounded
13:36pretty challenging.
13:38Whatever RuPaul saw,
13:40why did he put me here?
13:42Something
13:44is in me that they saw
13:46and probably I haven't seen yet.
13:50That's what I'm holding on to.
13:52Angel, what do you feel?
13:54Angel?
13:56I don't have much
13:58positive critiques about my outfit.
14:00Angel is like
14:02trying to look strong
14:04and tough, which she is.
14:06In that time, I had a game in my mind
14:08that I'm not good enough.
14:10I didn't push myself
14:12to the limit.
14:14I'm not good at designing.
14:16That's what I'm weak at.
14:18But they just love my energy,
14:20my confidence, how I sell it.
14:22Some of the queens are noisy,
14:24but for this design challenge only,
14:26I'm not saying Angel,
14:28but Angel, go!
14:30Girls, I just want to
14:32explain to you that
14:34we all have our strengths,
14:36but Angel's design is not her strength.
14:38I feel sorry for her.
14:40She struggled backstage,
14:42she's still struggling on stage,
14:44she's still being judged.
14:46Maybe she can feel her emotions in her head.
14:48I feel sorry for her.
14:50You know what?
14:52I really don't like
14:54seeing people struggling.
14:56I can't help my sister
14:58because
15:00I'm busy.
15:02It's like
15:04I can't do anything for my sister.
15:06I want to help her,
15:08but I can't because
15:10I need to help myself first.
15:12I'm not done yet.
15:14You know what?
15:16I feel guilty.
15:18Do you have soap, sis?
15:20That's all.
15:22Cheers!
15:24Cheers!
15:26Thank you so much, Angel!
15:28Cheers!
15:30Cheers!
15:32Cheers!
15:34Cheers!
15:36Cheers!
15:38Cheers!
15:40Cheers!
15:46I wanted it to be contrast.
15:48We're so sorry.
15:50Why?
15:52This is what I'm looking for.
15:54I feel like
15:56Yudiputa is bottom.
15:58She doesn't use trash,
16:00she uses fabric.
16:02And Maxi is top.
16:04Really?
16:06Again?
16:08Wait, I want to ask why.
16:10I'm like,
16:12are you serious?
16:14This is Yudiputa's second week in the top.
16:16Are we still taking that route of
16:18underestimating her?
16:20Girl, hold up.
16:22Wait.
16:24First of all,
16:26Sarisari store was made up of
16:28recyclable materials.
16:30We provincial queens have been
16:32in the top for the past few weeks.
16:34Right?
16:36Do you want that?
16:38You didn't expect to top all the way.
16:40The instruction was
16:42you're gonna make something couture
16:44and something stylish out of a Sarisari store.
16:46Not a Sarisari store.
16:48This started coming for me.
16:50Bitch, don't come for me.
16:52I feel like I'm being stalked.
16:54I'm Yudiputa.
16:56I don't think you're in any position
16:58to tell Yudiputa that she could've been in the bottom
17:00when Yudiputa's looks were stellar.
17:02Your Sarisari store was printed fabric.
17:04It wasn't recycled materials.
17:06That's why I was mad at her.
17:08I told her,
17:10it's good that you're safe.
17:12Girl, I don't know
17:14what I'm doing here.
17:16I don't know what I'm doing.
17:18I think the other girls still underestimate
17:20Yudiputa for not being a loud person.
17:22Yudiputa's loudness doesn't come from her voice.
17:24It comes from her art.
17:26The way that
17:28the look that she puts out on the runway
17:30can speak strongly for themselves.
17:32And I just don't think that
17:34translates to the other girls yet.
17:36No girl, Yudiputa is not
17:38someone you want to mess with.
17:40I'm mad because it's a look challenge
17:42and I miss the mark when it comes to looks.
17:44Except for the shoes.
17:46That was a fucking mistake.
17:48Clearly, the judges are enamored with her.
17:50They always call her beautiful and mysterious.
17:52You guys better watch out
17:54because some of you have been in the staves
17:56two weeks in a row and have not been given compliments.
17:58Whereas, the judges have paid Yudiputa
18:00her respects.
18:02I feel like I am the only one who got
18:04the challenge right.
18:06It was like making couture out of trash.
18:08They all just stick.
18:10It's like a corset.
18:12Let's disqualify that.
18:14Send these bitches home.
18:16But I think after last week,
18:18it's kind of unwarranted that we underestimate Yudiputa
18:20just because she's quiet.
18:22She's in the top this week.
18:24Let's top Yudiputa.
18:26I have comprehension skills.
18:28So,
18:30good luck to you on the other challenges, girls.
18:32Because you don't know how to comprehend.
18:34Girl, are you okay?
18:36She doesn't want to talk first.
18:38I was so bravado earlier
18:40that even if
18:42I'm not Windra,
18:44even if I'm not in the bottom,
18:46there's still a chance.
18:48That's how I feel right now.
18:50It's like I proved
18:52the bravery of my drag sisters
18:54before that
18:56I'm not that good.
18:58For two consecutive weeks,
19:00it's like
19:02I'm in the bottom.
19:04I was a bit crushed by the slide.
19:06I was like,
19:08this is what I'm bragging about.
19:10But it didn't translate.
19:12So, everything I heard outside
19:14just manifested.
19:16I've been bragging about this
19:18ever since I saw you all.
19:20I feel like I'm questioning
19:22if my decision to be here is right.
19:26I'm a visual artist.
19:28I'm a drag queen.
19:30Is it right that I'm here?
19:32Do you understand that?
19:34Am I just bragging about myself?
19:36Or am I just bringing my drag to the branding?
19:38That's what I'm thinking right now.
19:42There's a chance that I'm not that good.
19:44You know?
19:46I don't want to be the bitch that cries.
19:48Because that's fucking annoying.
19:50I'm like,
19:52I'm not going to stop myself.
19:54I need to show this.
19:56If I'm good, I'm already there.
19:58Then I realized,
20:00if I'm good here,
20:02I'm already there.
20:04I want them to know that I'm the queen who thinks.
20:06I'm not going to give you
20:08a look that's
20:10illiterate.
20:12You know what I mean?
20:14I'm not like that.
20:16I conceptualized it.
20:18What's the look that's not literal
20:20in your thing?
20:22Because I want it to be nonchalant.
20:24I want them to think like that.
20:26They want it to be literal.
20:28I just feel like,
20:30I need to bring it to the middle.
20:32Nightmare. As in worth nightmare
20:34for a fashion queen like Rosette.
20:36Because she's super confident
20:38that she won't be ashamed of herself.
20:40For sure. That's for sure.
20:42Because she flopped.
20:44I'm afraid that she'll go home for a workshop.
20:46Then for a design challenge
20:48as a fashion queen.
20:50I'm hurt.
20:52I'm hurt too.
20:54In the end of the day, sister, we're still
20:56Canadas.
20:58We won't give up, right?
21:00That's what we promised to each other.
21:02We're the Canalians of this season.
21:04Once I got her out,
21:06let's go back.
21:08It's over. Everything is fleeting.
21:10You're already dead. Snap out of it, River.
21:12You need to remember again and again
21:14that you're Versace. You survived New York.
21:16And you're going to survive it.
21:18So whoever's going to fight tonight, fight!
21:20Fight!
21:22Let's fight!
21:24At least one of you can fight.
21:26Why?
21:28We need to accept that there are people
21:30who are going to lose.
21:32It's going to be weird.
21:36I advise you
21:38to think of anything you can do
21:40while you're getting ready.
21:42Bench, love you.
21:44Yes.
21:46Because if you're not here, I won't be by your side.
21:48I'll just be here. I'll just be a sad girl here.
21:50Being 46,
21:52just get tired
21:54of feeling so much.
21:56When you do a lip-sync
21:58for your life,
22:00damn if you do, damn if you don't,
22:02it's either you break their heart,
22:04their dreams, or you break yours.
22:06Just cry.
22:08Cry.
22:12I have a tattoo on
22:14my cheekbone.
22:18Wins, last five minutes.
22:20Rehearse your lip-sync song.
22:24Whatever happens, happens.
22:26Let's fight.
22:28Let's give a beautiful lip-sync
22:30that people will never forget.
22:34I won't leave.
22:36If I have to drown this mp3 player
22:38so I can lip-sync for my life,
22:40I'll do it.
22:46Let's go, Queens.
22:48Queens, let's go.
22:50Welcome back, ladies.
22:52I've made some decisions.
22:54Angel,
22:56Tita Baby,
22:58the time has come
23:00for you to lip-sync
23:04for your life.
23:12Tita Baby,
23:14Angel,
23:16do you have anything to say?
23:18I promise you that you'll see me in season 4.
23:20Now, say your way.
23:22Angel,
23:24I am not done with you.
23:26I still need my babay tonight.
23:28Angel, shantay your fucking stage.