Abigail Hauschild - Night Minds

I've been trying to find the words
The ones that could explain this nebulous feeling
This connection with the universe
That only manifests when I'm alone
2 a.m. acts as a magnifying glass for my heart
It sheds light on my most intimate musings
The ones my waking-self did not know existed
It's peace but also an anxious anticipation
I'm calm but also bursting with passion
For ideas I have not yet fully formed
It's a sadness but it's the beautiful kind
The kind of ache that reminds me of the pain I've endured
But also that I've endured it
I wish I could bring you to this place inside my night mind
This nameless expanse of my soul
That remains a mystery even unto myself
If only because I know you would enjoy the scenery\n\nAbigail Hauschild

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