Persona 3 Reload Ch 36 Ken Amada Feelings

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00:00You
00:30Let's give this our best shot I trust you're not tired then let's be off
00:46You really do get stronger with more experience
01:00What?
01:02Yes
01:04Uh-huh
01:24Okay
01:30All right, let's keep moving
01:36We could head back but it's your call
01:40We've reached the 199th floor, I can't believe there's more than 200 once upon a time
01:47I thought we'd be done by the 30th
01:52We found the stairs
01:54I was hoping the 200th floor would be the end goal of course it's not that easy
02:07It's been getting chilly recently let's take care not to catch a cold
02:24The shadows keep getting stronger the further we go in but I'm not worried we've also grown
02:38How are you doing?
02:54All right
03:25Okay
03:37All enemies defeated good work out there
03:43All right
03:47I see
03:51Um, hey
03:55So
04:00Hey there
04:09Um
04:16If I stare at these colors for too long
04:19I feel like my eyes will get tired. Oh god. I can still see the patterns even when I close my eyes
04:27That teleporter can take us to the entrance try to remember where um
04:36You know, we had some pretty rough times we made it this far we did good team
04:43I'm sure our classmates would find it hard to believe that we've been fighting here
04:47That's the tough part about being a hero nobody gets what we're going through
04:54The tower must use a lot of energy in order to shuffle every single floor
05:07Um, great
05:18I want to get as many nutrients as I can for my meal
05:36That's a win for the team good job everyone, um, yes
05:43So
05:45It looks like we're inside a kaleidoscope only these colors are so vivid they
05:53Um
05:56I'm not trying to look at the scenery or anything, but it's just so distracting
06:01i've gotten used to it by now, but for some reason I
06:08Powerful enemies
06:13So
06:29Let the battle begin now
06:36You hit a weakness great work as always
06:43So
07:03That's a knockdown from jimmy
07:06So
07:18Good work out there
07:36So no matter how much progress I make I never feel satisfied enough to stop
08:00Um
08:06So
08:08There's one enemy
08:21They're on their own
08:35So
08:42Greatly appreciated
08:55Um
08:59Yes
09:02There
09:06Yes
09:15Powerful enemy spotted
09:32All right
09:36So
09:38I fear g I think I can use it now
09:58It's my turn now
10:06Oh
10:15Hear my prayers
10:32That about does it no shadows detected
10:36So
10:56Is it a little too late to ask if they could please install an elevator to the top this is
11:06So
11:16I thought you were gonna go visit your mother's grave
11:21Sonata-san
11:23You sure this is where you want to be
11:26Well, I was planning on visiting her but when I thought about what I was gonna say to her
11:32It just didn't feel right
11:34I've still got unfinished business to take care of first
11:38Yeah, I know what you mean I don't have anything to tell shinji right now i've got my own stuff to deal with
11:48An unbeatable enemy, huh, I wonder what it's like
11:53Beats me
11:55That doesn't matter though
11:57I've already made up my mind. I don't care what i'm up against
12:01I'm gonna look it straight in the eyes
12:05Straight in the eyes, I like the sound of that. You can count me in too
12:12All right
12:17Yeah
12:22Whoa
12:27Oh welcome back
12:29Oh
12:33Well, I
12:43By the way
12:50Okay
12:54Let's see
12:59Tomorrow
13:02I think
13:12Coro-chan always looks so happy when we're on break
13:15Maybe it's because everyone's all together
13:18Okay, coro-chan go run to your heart's content
13:24Hey, so weird question but
13:28You do know what day tomorrow is right?
13:32I'm gonna have something ready just in case
13:35So, you know if you have time
13:38well
13:40I'll tell you the rest tomorrow
13:46Oh, there you are and you've got something again, don't you is that an early christmas present for us?
13:53Now
13:54Coro-chan, were you digging around again?
13:57Your nose is all dirty
13:59Come here. Let's get you cleaned up before we go home
14:02Foreign
14:21Shall we get going we don't have all night, you know, there's still a curfew
14:25Yeah
14:27Hey, let's go to polonium all I hear they're gonna have lights up everything must feel so different under that kind of atmosphere
14:36To be honest i've been looking forward to it
14:49Oh, it's so pretty this is wonderful
14:56Oh
14:58Yeah, I could look at this all night long
15:02Did you know they brought in a famous designer for these decorations
15:10Here I have a present for you it's been a while since i've made something like this
15:16Now
15:25I hope it tastes all right
15:46You got a present for me it feels nice to know someone's thinking about you thanks that was really thoughtful
15:56Honestly when I first met you I never thought we'd end up spending christmas together like this
16:03I was just so used to being all on my own
16:08I'm only gonna tell you this because it's a special day, but I actually always dreamed of doing something like this
16:17I know that with everything going on. It's not exactly the time to be getting all warm and fuzzy
16:23But one night couldn't hurt right just for today I want to be by your side
16:36Oh shoot look at the time
16:38Time
16:43Well, i'm sure it's fine we can't be the only one staying out late on a day like this, right
16:48Except for junpei, I guess I can't imagine him having a romantic evening out
16:54Sorry, that isn't the point
16:58I just want to stay with you a little longer
17:03Hey, are you cold it's chilly, right?
17:08Can I come closer
17:14I was hoping you could keep me warm maybe
17:23Um, please don't laugh at this, okay
17:28The other day I let yukari-chan try a new dish I made
17:31She liked it so much. She ended up eating it all so I told her it was meant to return the favor for what?
17:37Everyone's done for me, but she got really confused and asked me what favor this was about
17:42It didn't seem like she had any idea what I was talking about
17:45So I told her the whole story and when I finished she burst out laughing
17:52She told me I didn't need to do anything like that she said when you're friends you don't keep score
17:59Oh
18:05I've been lying this whole time to you and to myself
18:11I don't think it was actually ever about repaying everyone. I am grateful, but that's not what I really wanted to say
18:20What I really want is just to be with everyone forever
18:25So
18:26The truth ended up being so much simpler
18:29And I just wanted to make that clear. I've just never had the confidence to be honest about my feelings
18:37So I wanted to say i'm sorry for dragging you into this lie
18:43And I know I don't really have the right to ask this but
18:49I hope you and I can continue to be friends
18:55Yes
18:59I guess it goes without saying at this point, but thank you anyway
19:05I think i'm going to try and be more accepting of who I am
19:08And i'm not going to tell myself i'm worthless anymore because I have such wonderful friends all around me now
19:16Would you maybe like to try cooking together sometime I never asked because I assumed i'd be wasting your time
19:24But i've always wanted to try cooking with a friend
19:31Yes, thank you
19:35I can't wait and if we do a good job, it'd be nice if we could share what we made with everyone else
19:44I see you're back
19:54Let me think
20:11Um
20:23Hmm
20:40Sorry for making you come all the way up here
20:47Well, would you have a practice match with me right here right now
20:54It's just now we're going up against that thing that lived inside of you, right
20:59I thought if we sparred I could get an idea of how well I would do against it
21:04I trained in secret for a long time
21:07So I could avenge my mom's death. That was the only time I could forget the pain
21:12when I was alone swinging my spear, but
21:16I've changed since then
21:18I want to use this power to help me live my own life
21:22I'd promised that i'd see this through to the end. I have to make good on that
21:27Anyway
21:28I want you to see me the way I am now senpai
21:31Of course, I don't want us to actually get hurt. So i'll be using this and this one's for you
21:36So
21:46Thank you for this now then please take this seriously, otherwise, there's no point
21:54Yeah
22:02I never noticed you could see the star so clearly up here. You were just as strong as I thought senpai
22:10I had no chance at least now. I know where I stand compared to you
22:15So
22:20Yes, I gave it my all although it is still frustrating to see such a difference in our skills
22:27I don't know what decision you'll make in the end
22:30But as long as there's time I won't stop training. So would you mind if I challenged you again sometime?
22:40Thank you i'll get closer to beating you just wait
22:44I really like it here. I've made so many memories since coming to this dorm both fun
22:50And difficult ones, but I feel like living means carrying it all with you and moving forward
22:59I used to think I didn't have a place to call home
23:04But I realized that's not something you get from someone else home
23:09My real home
23:11Is the place that helps me move forward
23:13That's why I believe fighting to come back here is what aragaki-san would have wanted
23:20I've learned that everyone at the dorm has their own reasons for staying
23:24And that means I need to do my best too
23:27I never would have figured that out if I didn't have you all behind me
23:35I like being on the rooftop at night, but maybe it's too cold to be out here in december
23:40Can we talk some more inside i'd like to go over today's battle before I forget
23:47Oh and while we're at it you should say hi to hamburger, too
23:50Maybe it's because it's winter
23:53What is first gotten so fluffy and cute?
23:55Morning
24:09No way
24:23Oh
24:25Yeah
24:35I'm sorry
24:45I think i've acquired a taste for fast food
24:50Just the other day I had the urge to ride my motorcycle out at night to buy some
24:55food
24:59It's your fault that i'm having these temptations now, you know
25:05Do you remember when I told you I was hesitant to meet up with you like this
25:09I'd like it if you could forget I ever said that
25:12We both sleep under the same roof there's no point in stressing over it and besides
25:18I just need to steal my resolve
25:21Okay say I have just one favor to ask could you continue to show me new places like this
25:28Just until graduation. I'd like to see more of this world that i've been so blind to
25:35Or is that too selfish a request
25:43Thank you, let's make some wonderful memories with what little time we have left
25:48You
25:50You've taught me so many new things whether you're taking command in battle or just talking with me like this
25:57As long as I have these memories of you, i'll be all right
26:02Or so I hope
26:05Now then the day is still young you promised me your time i'd like you to make good on that now
26:18So
26:22I suppose
26:30Um
26:48With the burning desire every day
26:51But never expires
27:16What brings you here
27:20Uh, nothing really i've been coming here a bunch lately
27:28Is that sketchbook
27:30um
27:33Oh, yeah, this is where chidori and I first met
27:40What are you doing here fuka
27:43Oh, I went home for a bit i've been going back a lot recently
27:47So
27:50Oh, yeah
27:53You know you've really changed fuka
27:58You're a totally different person from when you first showed up
28:02I am
28:05Honestly
28:06You were kind of a wimp before
28:08but now
28:10You're something else
28:12I can't even describe it
28:15You've changed too jinpei kun
28:19Yuka-tan said the exact same thing, but uh, I just don't see it myself. I mean
28:25Just the other day. I was freaking out and throwing all that blame around
28:29I'm a real piece of work, aren't I?
28:33That's not true
28:36Man I was so damn scared. I just couldn't keep my shit together. I know
28:43I hate to admit it. But even now I can't help being scared
28:50You're only scared because you're choosing not to run away we all feel that way it's nothing to be ashamed of
28:59Fuka
29:01That's why I want to protect everyone
29:06After all the dark hour is horrifying to think about isn't it but our personas awakened
29:12And we're here now
29:15The future hasn't been written in stone yet and I want to be true to myself
29:22True to yourself
29:26You're really something fuka let's fight together, okay
29:32Oh
29:40My dear there's a mistake there that's not how you write gecko con
29:47I know I know
29:50I hardly ever write it. So I just forgot how it looked for a second
29:55I feel a little bad for all the people who've been campaigning to save the tree
30:03Oh
30:04speak of the devil
30:06I'm writing a letter something. I haven't done in ages. I'm used to the keyboard doing all the work for me
30:14Why is that surprising i'm actually quite the net surfer, you know
30:26Oh, no, no, don't look i'm shy
30:33Hmm we'll tell you when the time is right
30:40Are you curious about the letter excited perhaps even excel
30:49We are too
30:52Their enthusiasm is contagious, you know, just talking with you is enough to make our hearts race
30:58Yeah
31:01Just look at my wife she's as giddy as a school girl
31:06That said I hope we can wrap up the matter before your next visit
31:14Welcome back
31:21No, okay
31:28Um
31:32You know
31:43Go
31:50Get a load of this
31:58So
32:00Maybe this is what they call divine guidance. The detective called me this morning
32:06That he found my wife and son
32:10He said they're running a small restaurant
32:13Sounds like it's pretty popular among the locals. My son's married
32:18His wife is pregnant
32:21Sure makes me feel old
32:24So
32:26They ain't coming back till I earn their forgiveness
32:29so
32:30I'll be out of town for a while
32:32I decided the next time I saw your face to be the day I leave
32:38I'll be going tonight
32:40I'll get down on my knees if I have to if my son wants to sock me in the face. Well, that's fine, too
32:48I
32:50I've been thinking about proposing to my wife again
32:54even though i'm
32:56Not so good with words
32:58i'm gonna say
33:00I want to recite the sutras with you by my side for the rest of my life
33:07Well, how's that sound?
33:09Come on kid you you're embarrassing me
33:14I'd not mean much coming from a monk who couldn't relinquish thoughts of the family he lost
33:19But I was finally able to face the fact that I was drinking to hide my true feelings
33:26was
33:27an enlightenment source
33:31It's all your fault kid
33:34Maybe buddha sent you to help me
33:38I gotta admit I believe in fate
33:41I've not met you
33:42I don't think i'd ever see my family again. I owe you kid
33:47Here take this think of it as a goodbye gift
33:56I'm sorry. I don't know what to do
33:59I'm sorry
34:01I'm sorry
34:03I'm sorry
34:05I'm sorry
34:07I'm sorry
34:09I'm sorry
34:11I'm sorry
34:13I'm sorry
34:16When you mix contro with white rum and lemon juice and shake it you get a cocktail called xyz
34:25Movies and manga often use the initials xyz to symbolize the end of something
34:31But I consider xyz to be the best of the best
34:36It tastes so good going down
34:41I'll be praying that your future will be xyz
34:45So long kid
35:07Hey
35:15The world tomorrow
35:18Yes, what is it
35:26Welcome back
35:28So
35:44What i'm about to tell you is top secret this is for your ears only okay
35:51This world is gonna end soon
35:53All of humanity is gonna be completely wiped out
35:57But don't worry. We'll be recreating it as a new land for the survivors
36:02paradise
36:04Well, did that just blow your mind
36:16Wow, I need to be more like you
36:20When I first found out about this I had to change my pants afterward
36:25In paradise everyone has wings and perfect figures
36:30And they smell like flowers
36:33I
36:34I can finally be reborn into a worthwhile body
36:38But if we don't do something you'll get left behind when the world ends and I do not want that to happen
36:44So come on, we'll go to paradise together
36:49Don't do it because you're my subject, okay do it because we're
36:53Friends
36:56Okay, so how about this if we factor in initiation fees scriptures and other products, uh
37:03It comes out to 132 000 yen
37:06You can take out a loan, right?
37:09Not to mention you'll get a discount since i'll be referring you to you are one lucky guy
37:15You
37:22What do you have any idea what you're saying
37:27I just wanted to share eternal happiness with you because I care about your soul
37:33I have to go repent on your behalf in the name of faith emergency
37:38See
37:43Welcome back
38:01That was fun, well, we should probably head to bed have a good night
38:08Good night
38:12Hey, it's me you got a sec
38:23Morning i've got good news. I guess it's coming back today mitsuru senpai said her injuries are all healed up
38:31We're meeting in the lounge tonight, don't forget. Okay. See ya
38:38I've returned everyone. Sorry to have worried you all
38:43Man it's good to see you. It's been a whole month, you know, that was getting nervous
38:49Me too, I was afraid I wouldn't see you again
38:54I'm just a machine even if i'm completely destroyed my programming data would still exist
39:02Come on don't talk about yourself like that
39:04I was told she'd need another week for a complete recovery, but I had the work expedited
39:11Tomorrow is new year's eve
39:14I'm, sorry for all the trouble i've caused
39:18Mitsuru-san visited me while I was at the lab. I heard what happened. You've all been through so much
39:26Have you been well well given the circumstances i'd assume not
39:35So
39:38I'm, sorry, I could have done so much more
39:4210 years ago. I what I did to you was
39:56But if I hadn't done what I did to you you wouldn't be suffering like this
40:02As for what ryoji-kun said have you already made your decision
40:11I have a favor to ask tomorrow when ryoji-kun comes back
40:18Please
40:19Kill him. I can't bear to see you all suffer like this
40:23If you're in this much pain, I beg you
40:27Choose to surrender your memories
40:30Even if
40:33Even if it means forgetting everything and everyone
40:39I guess what are you talking about? Yeah, seriously. This is not like you
40:49What is it I guess
40:52Why
40:53Why did I come back here?
40:55My duty is to protect people from shadows
40:59but now
41:00It's clear that I can't defeat them
41:04What am I even doing here no matter how hard I try I can't even shed a tear for you
41:12I guess
41:15Why do you try to fight when you know, it's hopeless
41:18Why risk everything when it will only lead to suffering?
41:22You're all just throwing away your lives
41:25I don't understand
41:29We're not throwing away our lives in fact our eyes are set on the future isn't that right
41:38Right
41:40I don't understand perhaps it's because I lack a life of my own
41:49It's got nothing to do with having a life
41:51I'm a machine created to protect humans from shadows, but I can't carry out that duty with the power I have
42:01So what is my purpose now, I just don't know and no one can give me an answer
42:10Well, yeah, you don't have the answers the meaning of life or death
42:15Isn't something someone else can just teach you
42:18Making your own decisions is hard
42:21No matter who you are
42:22No choice is perfect, you know
42:26But as long as we're alive
42:28You got to do something when you see someone going through the same thing you're going through
42:33You just want to help them. That's how we plan on getting through this
42:40Maybe that wasn't the best explanation, but that's the idea
42:45That's the idea
42:47Yeah
42:49When I saw you collapse I realized something I want to protect you I guess I don't want to forget about you
42:59Focus on
43:01There are times when you'll lose sight of your purpose and you'll have to search for it, but if you can't find it again
43:07Then what you need is to seek out a new purpose
43:12I'm not really one to talk but I feel like i've learned something important this year
43:17To truly live is to be willing to change and we have to make those choices for ourselves
43:25Do you think i'll be able to change too
43:30You have changed so much haven't you noticed you've even started speaking like a real human
43:39I understand what my purpose is now
43:42I'm a machine with the directive to live and the one issuing this new command is me
43:57I'll stare fear in the face and choose to live
44:01This is the promise i've made to myself
44:04I'm, not sure how i'll do it
44:07But perhaps that's a part of living too
44:12Yeah, it sure is
44:14So
44:40Will you allow me to join you in this fight
44:45You kidding of course you've always been one of us
44:49Thank you from now on I stand with all of you no matter what happens
44:56Yeah
44:58Again
45:20Things come to life
45:29When things fall apart
45:33Fire in my soul fire in my heart