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00:00Hello family, and welcome back. This is Blond Taboo here with you for another podcast edition.
00:12The place where we talk about genetic sexual attraction. That is, people who are attracted
00:20to their immediate family members, otherwise known as incest sexuals. Just in case this
00:31is your first time listening, I'll introduce myself. The topic of incest and what it means
00:39to be an incest sexual is very personal for me. I'm a woman who actually knows what it
00:49feels like to have her adult son between her legs. Experiencing the acquisite pleasure
00:58of having his shaft sliding inside my vagina while his hot tongue is in my mouth. Not to
01:07mention the ecstatic pleasure of sharing that moment when his body explodes either all over
01:17or inside of me. That accumulation of our passion filled to rest. Yes, to all of you
01:26curiosity driven spectators, his hot spurts of semen have coated my breasts and filled
01:33me many times. That young man calls me mom, but you can call me Blond Taboo. You can learn
01:46about me on my site, BlondTaboo.com. That's a B-L-O-N-D-E-T-A-B-U.com. Now, I've been
02:05fighting for freedom from social persecution to have consensual incest. And when it comes
02:13to the elites, there's always been one set of rules for them and one for us. Ask yourself
02:20this question, the same wealthy people who bought an island just so they could abuse
02:24the innocent, would they really hold back from fucking their immediate family members
02:29even if incest was as bad as they claim? Or, in addition to indulging their sexual cribbings,
02:37would they use it, like the ancient Egyptians did, to maintain wealth and power within their
02:44family? From what I've read, the ancient pharaohs had a legacy that lasted over 3,000 years
02:50and incest played a large part in how they maintained that power. Rest assured that the
02:56elites know this, and they see us as a threat to their hedge money. So, they do their sons
03:03and daughters and pair up brothers with sisters, both for reasons of wealth to accumulate in
03:09the family and because there's no one that can prevent them from indulging in their desires.
03:14But it's a big go fuck yourself for the rest of us.
03:19For the loyalty alone that incest can create scares the crap out of them. A man and his
03:27daughter decide to marry and have children? There's more than an emotional bond, it's
03:32a blood bond. He and his daughter are of the same blood, it flows in her veins and
03:39his, and their offspring have an even greater connection to them. The simple truth is that
03:45a man will fight for his own family before he'll fight for his country. His loyalty is
03:50to those who have his blood flowing through them. The last people he'll care about are
03:55a handful of wealthy pricks who made themselves our governmental overloads. Those who call
04:01themselves our rulers want people without attachments because those kind of people are
04:06easily manipulated. Someone disconnected from family will seek to belong to something else,
04:13and they will adapt themselves to fit within that group identity. And the more that they
04:19invest into it, the more they are committed to it.
04:24Sex was once something shared between loving and committed individuals, a sacred bond that
04:28was often rewarded with a prized offspring. Today it's all about personal gratification
04:34and pregnancy. Once celebrated is all often seen as a consequence for poorly choosing
04:41a sex partner. This type of thinking is where they start to break down our family attachments,
04:48then exasperating the situation with financial stress and external interference.
04:55But today's podcast is actually from a letter of a woman trying to understand her sexual
05:01craving. She's been wrestling with her incestuous thoughts and needs for what would appear to
05:07be most of her life. And as always, I spoke to her on the phone before sharing to validate
05:13what she wrote for its authenticity. And what I found was a grown woman on the verge of
05:18tears. So much of what she confided in me resonated with my own experiences. Like her,
05:24I want to be my father's wife. There's no mountain I wouldn't climb to make that happen.
05:30But unlike her, I've come to accept that I have incestuous needs. And I've been blessed
05:36with an immediate family member who has them too. In contrast, she seems to be alone in
05:42her struggle. Here's the letter she wrote.
05:47Dear Blonde Taboo,
05:49Where to start? It's always so difficult to try and talk about my problem because I've
05:54been taught that everything I desire is somehow a sign of mental illness, or it's evil. But
06:01I don't think that I'm mentally ill, and I certainly don't feel like a bad person. My
06:05problem is that I'm stuck between what my heart wants and listening to everyone telling
06:09me that I'm wrong for wanting those things. Okay, here goes. I'm a 30-year-old woman and
06:16I'm looking for guidance on a deeply personal and unsettling issue that's been weighing
06:21on my mind for as long as I can remember. I've been struggling with feelings of physical
06:26attraction and incestuous desire towards my immediate male family members, mostly my father,
06:31since I was a young child. In fact, I don't remember a time in my life which I haven't
06:36felt this way. Growing up, my family was close-knit. I cherished the bond I shared with my father
06:42and brothers. However, alongside the loving and innocent affection I felt for them, I
06:47also experienced inappropriate desires that made me feel ashamed and confused. I vividly
06:52remember my first crush being on my older brother several years before I hit puberty.
06:57The thoughts were innocent enough that, had they been for a boy next door, it wouldn't
07:04have been nothing. But I already knew that having a crush like this was something I shouldn't
07:08talk about, and as I grew older, my feelings and desires only intensified. As a teenager,
07:15I tried to suppress my desires and focus on building relationships with friends and classmates
07:21outside of my family. I even pursued romantic relationships with guys who were not related
07:26to me, hoping it would help me to overcome my forbidden feelings. All of those relationships,
07:34and each one I've had since, has been a disaster. No matter how hard I tried, the thoughts of
07:40being intimate with my father or brothers has never left my mind. Actually, they've
07:46grown as I've grown. My mother passed away when I was ten, leaving my father a widower
07:53and our family forever changed. Despite the loss, our close bond held us together, and
07:58the intensity of my feelings for my dad grew stronger. In my mind, I believed that he should
08:03have taken me to be his wife and that I would have happily given myself to him, had he shown
08:08any interest. Recently, I came across an online community dedicated to people who identify
08:15as intersexual. They described feeling a deep and unwavering sexual attraction towards their
08:22immediate family members. I couldn't believe that there were others out there who shared
08:26similar feelings to mine. It made me feel validated, and I'm guessing that I still need
08:31others to tell me that I'm not crazy or a potential predator. Obviously, I'm different
08:37from most people, but does that make me dangerous? I'm so tired of being made to feel that these
08:42feelings are wrong, and that I should be deeply ashamed of them. I love my father dearly,
08:47and I would never want to do anything to hurt him or jeopardize our relationship, but at
08:51the same time, I just can't seem to shake these desires. I understand that my dad might
08:57never want to have an intimate relationship with me, but there has to be some way that
09:01I can tell him about my sexuality and what it means to me. As a child, I vividly recall
09:07the nights when I would hear my parents having sex in their room. The sound of their passionate
09:12lovemaking filled my ears, and my mother's soft moans were like a lullaby to me as I
09:17drifted off to sleep. These memories have been etched in my mind, and I can't help but
09:22wonder if they contribute to my current feelings. I have tried to suppress my feelings and avoid
09:28being alone with my father, but putting distance between us only seems to intensify my longing.
09:33I'm torn between my love for my dad and the forbidden desires that control my life. Please
09:38help me to understand why I'm like this. I need advice about what, if anything, I can
09:43do to fix my situation. I'm desperate for anyone's insight. Sincerely, Rhonda.
09:51Well, what advice can I give someone in her situation? Unfortunately, there's not much
09:58that anyone can do until society's intolerance and hatred changes. Consenting adults, regardless
10:05of blood relation, should have the right to love and be intimate with each other. The
10:12only option most people like her have is to try and have a very difficult conversation
10:17with their family member or members. But sadly, that's not always the best recourse.
10:25When you, and Rhonda, I'm talking directly to you here, as well as anyone else in a similar
10:31situation, consider your own personal struggles, in spite of this innate desire, just imagine
10:39that the morality which has given you conflict in the first place is shared amongst your
10:44family members, possibly even originating from a parent. And that itself is a recipe
10:52for hostility, which makes it very possible that such a conversation could alienate the
10:59very person you want to spend more time with. So, it's not difficult to say that someone
11:07having this difficult conversation, in 90% of the cases, is probably not likely to get
11:15the result that they're hoping for. But, sometimes just putting it out there can offer some relief.
11:26Unfortunately, that's not guaranteed either, especially when such a conversation alienates
11:33the other person. I think it's really something to be weighed individually. Only you know
11:41your intended, your loved family member, enough to be able to tell how they're likely to perceive
11:51such a conversation. And maybe the first step is just spending more time together so that
11:58you do know each other better and you do get more comfortable around each other. And maybe
12:03have other difficult or unusual conversations so that you get an idea of really where they're
12:11coming from. When it's a parent-child type of situation, as much as you think you know
12:19somebody, you don't until you have actually spent that time with them or opened them up
12:29to these difficult conversations, situations, what-ifs. But, like I said, it's a really,
12:40really difficult tightrope to walk, and you have to weigh what's more important, how you
12:48feel about having some sort of relationship or getting these feelings out.
12:56Fortunately, we are building a community. If you decide that you do not want to talk
13:06to your family member because you don't want to lose their contact, it's more terrible
13:14for you the thought of not having them in your life at all than to let them know what's
13:21going on in your heart, then you can always get online with the rest of us as people who
13:30identify as incest-sexual. The more we grow as a community, the more likely we can get
13:37the genetically sexually attracted to one day be able to openly love our beloved families,
13:45one day be able to declare publicly, maybe have our own parade.
13:52Anyway, so let's end this on a happier note. At least Rhonda's learned that there are others
13:56like her, and we're not predators. We're like everyone else. We can show love for our immediate
14:04family members a little more intimately than most.
14:10You can find me as BlondeTaboo on X or the old Twitter, Reddit, TikTok, Discord, and
14:18even on Motherless. The irony of that. I think of all of you out there listening to me as
14:24extended family, so I'm signing off with well wishes and love. Reach out because we need
14:31each other.