Emmerdale 25th July 2024
Emmerdale 25th July 2024
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00:30I mean it. If he's touched her, I will kill him.
00:37Charity.
00:38Where's Belle?
00:39What are you doing?
00:40Where is she?
00:41I don't know where she is.
00:42I'm gonna check upstairs.
00:43She's not up there. Alright? She's gone. She left me.
00:54Hello?
00:55I'm right here. It's me.
01:01Belle?
01:02I'm sorry it's so late.
01:06Why aren't you in Wales?
01:09I couldn't. I had to get away.
01:14What's happened?
01:16I just needed to come home.
01:19I want to know what happened.
01:21We had an argument.
01:22An argument? There's blood on the door.
01:24Yeah, it's mine.
01:26Look, I got angry after she left and...
01:29And what?
01:30I swear to God, if you've done anything to her...
01:32Why would I?
01:33Well, like if you got mad or something.
01:34I wouldn't hurt her. I love her.
01:36You said you had an argument. What was the argument about?
01:39Just stuff that's been going on between us.
01:41You could have to do better than that.
01:42Tom, we've been to the house.
01:44Yeah, we've seen all the cameras, the sensors on the windows.
01:46She wanted all of them fitted, alright?
01:48She got paranoid after the burglary.
01:50She was convinced that they were coming back.
01:52What about this little book?
01:53Were you listing everything she buys?
01:55I didn't want to do that, but I had to.
01:56Her spending was out of control.
01:58Well, maybe it's you trying to control her.
02:00Have you got any idea what it's like living with someone who's mentally unstable?
02:03Well, Belle seemed to manage.
02:04Yeah, from the outside looking in, maybe.
02:06But you try being in the eye of the storm.
02:08You're not making sense!
02:11I'm going to ask her one more time.
02:12What happened?
02:14You better start talking while you still can.
02:18I told you.
02:20We had an argument.
02:21About what?
02:22Well, I'm not telling her that. It's private.
02:24Alright, that's...
02:25She lied about the miscarriage, alright?
02:28She aborted our baby.
02:48Dad!
03:04Dad!
03:07Dad!
03:11We hadn't been getting on well.
03:13Belle had been having problems that I thought I was supporting her through.
03:17I guess there must have been...
03:19A whole bunch of other stuff going on that she just wasn't telling me.
03:22Other stuff? Like what?
03:26I don't know.
03:28I presume...
03:30Hallucinations.
03:32Paranoia about being pregnant.
03:34I mean, I don't even think she was taking her meds.
03:36She always takes her meds. She never misses them.
03:38Alright, well, I don't think she was taking them before she checked into the unit.
03:42And then more recently...
03:45I found a load of them hidden under her bed.
03:48What?
03:49Why didn't you tell any of us this?
03:51Well, because I'm her husband and it's my responsibility.
03:54And I'm her brother!
03:55Hang on!
03:56You sat right in front of me and told me how devastated you were that she'd had a miscarriage.
04:00Yeah, because at the time, that's what I thought had happened.
04:03I only found out the truth...
04:06Last night.
04:09She's been keeping it secret all that time?
04:12Look, I don't want either of you thinking badly about...
04:17I think she just...
04:20Fixated on the baby being a problem and then...
04:25And then she blamed me for putting her in that position.
04:32I mean, maybe she's right.
04:35Maybe I shouldn't have been pushing for us having kids.
04:41Sorry.
04:43Why didn't you speak to any of the mental health team about this?
04:47Or any of us lot.
04:49Because she seemed fine when she came out of the unit.
04:53Stupidly, I thought I could handle it all myself.
05:00Where do you think she is now?
05:02I don't know, she just walked out.
05:05But I'm worried she ain't got anything on her. No phone, no money.
05:09Maybe we should call the police.
05:11I don't know if that's such a good idea. I don't want her to get sectioned or anything.
05:14Yeah, but if she's out there on her own in the middle of nowhere...
05:17I don't think we've got much choice.
05:20Hello?
05:23So she's with you?
05:27We ended up coming to Wales. We got a bit panicked, so...
05:31OK, I'll tell them.
05:34That was Lydia. She's made her way back home.
05:37Where's she all right?
05:38Well, I don't know. I guess we'll find that out when we get back, won't we?
05:46You must be starving.
06:03Are you all right, sweetheart?
06:06It's just nice to be here.
06:08No place like home, eh?
06:11What was that?
06:12Oh, it's just the barn door.
06:14I've been telling Sam to fix it for weeks.
06:20Do you want to tell me what's been going on here?
06:25Me and Tom had an argument.
06:27Did he not come back with you?
06:30I got the boss.
06:32From Wales?
06:34You've come a long way.
06:40What did you do to your hand?
06:43It just fell on some glass.
06:48Is there anything else you want to tell me, love?
06:52OK. That's OK.
06:55We'll get you settled here...
06:58and we'll see how you feel tomorrow.
07:00OK.
07:01OK? That's it.
07:03That's it. You get some rest.
07:05We'll sort it all out in the morning.
07:27What are you...?
07:29Hello? It's me.
07:30What are you creeping around for?
07:34Is that fly spray?
07:36Yeah, it was the nearest thing to hand.
07:38I was going to spray it in your face like that.
07:40I was going to swat you in the head until you died.
07:43It's just a coat hanger.
07:46Sorry if I wake you.
07:51I'm sorry.
07:59Mandy's got her earplugs in
08:01and I'm at work in about two hours, so...
08:06Must be laughing stock at the village.
08:10Falling into the arms of the local psycho once again.
08:14I think I would have learnt my lesson by now.
08:17So Ella's definitely pregnant?
08:20So she says.
08:21Why would she lie?
08:23That is the million-dollar question.
08:31Come on, Dotty. It's morning.
08:34You're going to be late.
08:36I'll get your breakfast ready.
08:38Dad, why aren't you answering? I've been phoning all morning.
08:41Oh. Is there anything I can do?
08:43The tickets are available, but Charlie said we need to tell him today.
08:47Ring me back.
08:48What tickets are those?
08:49For the cricket, but I'm not sure if Dad can go.
08:52Oh, well, I can always take you.
08:53What do you know about cricket?
08:55You'd be surprised.
08:56I'm going upstairs.
08:57Archie?
08:59Archie?
09:02What's up with faceache?
09:04Oh, he's trying to get these cricket tickets, but Jay's not answering him.
09:10What?
09:11Well, I'm worried about him. He's not sleeping.
09:14He just doesn't seem to be happy here.
09:16Well, he's the one who said he wanted to live here.
09:18Yeah, I know. And as he's stressing out...
09:21Ow.
09:29Oh, at last.
09:31I've been tiptoeing around like a mouse in a cheese shop.
09:34What time is it?
09:37It's time for you to have a nice cup of tea and something proper to eat.
09:42Thanks, Lids.
09:45You don't need to thank me.
09:47I've been worried about you.
09:49We all have.
09:51In fact, so much so that Cain and Charity heard all the way to Wales to check you were OK.
09:56Unaware that you'd made your way back up here.
09:59What?
10:00It's all right. I told them that you're here, safe and sound.
10:05They hadn't heard, right?
10:06They only did it cos they're worried about you.
10:08Well, they don't care.
10:10They shouldn't have gone there. It's none of their business.
10:15Morning.
10:17Hiya. We were just talking about you.
10:19You all right?
10:20Not really, no.
10:22Lydia's just told me you're trying to hunt me down in Wales.
10:25I'll put the kettle on.
10:26I won't be doing it again, that's for sure. Not with Lewis Hamilton here, you know.
10:30Why would you go out behind my back?
10:32We were worried about you, that's all.
10:34And with good reason, by the sound of it.
10:36Why?
10:38You've spoken to Tom. What's he said?
10:40It's OK. Listen...
10:43He told us everything.
10:45What does that mean?
10:47Look, we totally get why you didn't want to tell us.
10:51Tell you what?
10:54Tom told us that you had a termination.
11:18What's all this?
11:20The vet equivalent of hiding in a fridge.
11:22I was up with Liam after night.
11:24Thought I'd perk myself up with a shot of caffeine.
11:26Is he all right?
11:27Well, he's not speaking to our new pregnant receptionist, if that's what you mean.
11:30He's phoned in sick, by the way.
11:32I hope there's not a sign of things to come.
11:34Well, it's this one who's meeting.
11:36I'd better get off.
11:37I'll see you later.
11:38She's been in town.
11:39Oh, her hair supplier's gone boss, so I thought I'd grab a few bargains.
11:42We were just talking about Ella and whether we were a bit quick to give her that job.
11:45She phoned in sick.
11:47Oh, come on.
11:48She's had a flaming car crash.
11:50Never mind getting her head around the fact that she's pregnant.
11:52Yeah, I'm living with the father, who, let me tell you,
11:54is not looking forward to the patter of tiny feet.
11:56We should have thought of that before we went out in the rain without a coat.
11:58None of us know what's gone on, so maybe we should just, you know, settle back.
12:05Morning.
12:06Morning.
12:07Find mum to see you in Ella later?
12:08Oh, my God.
12:11Don't think so.
12:12I'll see you later.
12:16What?
12:18I'm just saying, he needs to step up a bit.
12:20That baby and Ella, they're not going anywhere.
12:26I don't understand why you went down there.
12:28Well, if you hadn't left your phone behind and disappeared off the face of the earth,
12:31he wouldn't have had to.
12:32I didn't leave it.
12:33Tom must have taken it out of my bag.
12:35Why would he do that?
12:38Look, we were just worried about you, OK?
12:40We still are.
12:42I mean, come on, missing your appointment with Rachel
12:44and all this stuff about the baby.
12:47I couldn't have caught with a baby.
12:49No, we know.
12:51We can totally see that.
12:53In fact, Tom can see that now, too.
12:55What do you mean?
12:56I'm just saying, he's not angry with you, OK?
13:00In fact, he's angry with himself for letting you down.
13:02And he said that, yeah?
13:04He just wishes you'd confided in him.
13:06He would have tried to stop me.
13:08So then why didn't you just come to me or Chas or Lydia?
13:11How could I?
13:12Everything that you've all been through.
13:14Belle, nobody would have judged you.
13:17We'd have just helped you through.
13:19You know, that's what families do.
13:21The most important thing is you keep on taking your medication.
13:27I am.
13:32Why are you looking at me like that?
13:35Look, Tom said he found a load under the bed.
13:38No, he didn't.
13:40He didn't, cos I take them every single day.
13:42Why would he lie?
13:43Because he's trying to make you think I'm losing it!
13:45He's done this before, hasn't he?
13:47He did this when I went into the unit!
13:49Belle, that was your choice.
13:50You said you didn't feel in control.
13:52Because of him!
13:54OK, look, nobody's having a go at you, Belle.
13:58All we're saying is you just need to keep on top of everything, that's all.
14:01Yeah, all your symptoms are going to come back
14:03and nobody wants that, do they?
14:06No.
14:07No, I need to go to the house.
14:09I need to get some stuff before he comes back.
14:11Well, I'll give you a lift if you want.
14:12No.
14:13I want to walk.
14:25Oh!
14:28I just needed some fresh air.
14:30I didn't sleep brilliantly last night.
14:32I'm not surprised on the front blow-up mattress.
14:34It might beat sleeping in a car.
14:36I meant what I said, though.
14:37I am going to look for somewhere else.
14:39No, you don't have to.
14:40You never know, Liam might help you out.
14:42I doubt it.
14:43I went round to see him yesterday.
14:45He wouldn't even open the door.
14:46Are you kidding me?
14:47It's OK.
14:49I don't blame him.
14:50Why would he want anything to do with me?
14:52Because you're carrying his baby!
14:54Look, I know he's got his history, as you do,
14:57but he's still got to take responsibility.
14:59Liam doesn't want to be part of the baby's life,
15:01and that's his choice.
15:02And I accept it.
15:04I'm sorry, I don't agree.
15:05It's not right.
15:06Where are you going?
15:07What do you think?
15:08Talk some sense into him!
15:13You look tired.
15:15Yeah, I was up early this morning.
15:19Because you had a sudden yen to see the sunrise,
15:22or because you've got stuff on your mind?
15:24I think you know the answer to that.
15:26Have you discussed it with Ella?
15:29No.
15:31Liam, you can't keep burying your head in the sand.
15:34I've had enough of this.
15:36I'm sorry.
15:37I'll leave you to it.
15:39You can't just barge in here and start...
15:42I've tried being nice, but being nice doesn't sort this mess out.
15:45I don't think this is any of your business.
15:47What?
15:48Ella's camping out at my salon.
15:49She's got no friends, no family.
15:51She's trying her hardest not to barf in the backwash,
15:53but she's just wondering when you're going to have the common decency
15:55to discuss the fact that you've got a pregnant.
15:57Do you have any idea how difficult this is for me?
16:00In a few months, a little person's going to arrive
16:02and wonder who their dad is.
16:04She just wants to know what to tell them,
16:06and that's not a lot to ask.
16:33SHE SIGHS
16:45Going somewhere?
16:48Well, surely not without me.
16:51Do we have to eat here?
16:53I can easily cook breakfast for you at home.
16:56Yeah, but then I'd have to spend the next four hours
16:58washing every bowl, plate and pan that you use.
17:01And then a panda.
17:02Eric!
17:04I'm surprised that you're showing your face around here.
17:07Table for two, is it?
17:09Please.
17:10Come this way.
17:14Will this do you?
17:16Well, um...
17:18I'd like to sit somewhere a little brighter.
17:20I'm afraid all the others are taken.
17:24Well, if this is all that's available, then...
17:27Right.
17:28Right.
17:30Shall we just order?
17:31And I'm afraid that there's no hot food.
17:34None at all?
17:35Call yourself a restaurant?
17:37Blame Eric.
17:38No need to talk about that now, eh?
17:40You thought you got away with it, didn't you?
17:42I'm sure Brenda would be very interested
17:45to hear about your little sideline in extortion.
17:49What?
17:51I'll leave him to explain.
17:54Ah!
17:56Nicholas said you might be here.
17:59Room for a little while?
18:04Why are you here?
18:06Why do you think?
18:08I've been worried sick about you, Belle.
18:10Just walking out like that, no money, no phone.
18:12I was desperate.
18:14For what?
18:16To get away from you.
18:18Because I'm scared of you.
18:20Because I'm scared of you.
18:23Who's been looking after you for the last year?
18:26Putting my own needs on the back burner
18:28to make sure that you were OK?
18:30Why did you tell Cain and Charity about the abortion?
18:33They wanted to know why I trashed the cottage.
18:35What was I supposed to say?
18:36You lied.
18:37You told them I hadn't been taking my meds.
18:39But you haven't. I found tablets under your bed.
18:41No, you didn't.
18:42I have been taking my meds.
18:45You get confused sometimes. You know that.
18:47Stop lying.
18:48Oh, I'm the liar?
18:50OK.
18:51That's rich.
18:53Coming from the girl who told everybody
18:55that she had a miscarriage
18:56after trotting on down at the abortion clinic.
18:59I'm going to Dad's.
19:09Back to Hicksville?
19:11With the rest of the rednecks?
19:14Don't talk about my family like that.
19:16You know, Jethro and Ellie May
19:18are really worried about you.
19:21They agree that you just can't seem to get a grip
19:23on your mental health.
19:24Please just stop it.
19:25Mood swings, forgetfulness, paranoia.
19:28I mean, you've got the lot.
19:30And they are so grateful
19:32that I'm looking out for you.
19:34And what do you do?
19:35You just throw it back in my face.
19:36Because you're making it up.
19:38Why do you think I am so angry, Belle?
19:42I don't know.
19:44Are you sure about that?
19:50OK, OK.
19:52Let's go through it then, shall we?
19:54Please.
19:55I'll look after you.
19:56I'll buy you clothes.
19:57I'll put food on the table.
19:58I mean, I work hard to give you a better life.
20:02I'll put up with your whining.
20:04Day after day after day.
20:07Your mood swings, your violence.
20:10I would never hurt you.
20:12You attacked me in the middle of the village, Belle.
20:14People around here, they think you're mental.
20:16No, they don't.
20:18They think I deserve a medal for putting up with you.
20:22And what do you do in return?
20:25You murder my unborn child.
20:28Because I would never put a baby through this.
20:31What have I done other than love you, Belle?
20:34Hmm?
20:43MUSIC
20:48I'm sorry, Tom.
20:50Please don't hurt me.
20:52Hurt you?
20:53Are you serious?
20:55Just sometimes you... you get mad.
21:00I'm the one that's been hurt, Belle.
21:02By what you did.
21:05I know.
21:09I mean...
21:11We conveniently forget that I have mental health problems too, you know.
21:16I mean, I nearly ended it the other day.
21:20But we're not allowed to talk about that.
21:23No.
21:24It always has to be about you.
21:27Sorry.
21:30You destroyed our marriage.
21:32Killed our baby.
21:34And put me at rock bottom.
21:38I've treated you badly.
21:40And I can see that.
21:45I don't understand what happened to you, Belle.
21:48I mean...
21:50Where's the girl that I fell in love with?
21:54You used to be such a kind, funny, loving girl.
21:59And now, I mean...
22:02Now even your own family thinks you've lost the plot.
22:06That's not true.
22:08Well, you might think differently.
22:10You heard some of the things they were saying about you.
22:13You think they've got your best interests at heart, but they haven't.
22:17I don't believe you.
22:19I don't believe they'd suck me off.
22:21They think you're deteriorating.
22:24Mentally.
22:26They don't know what to do with you.
22:28And honestly...
22:30Honestly, I got the impression that they were glad that I'd taken you off their hands.
22:36Hey, I'm...
22:38I'm sorry, I wasn't going to tell you that.
22:41But it's time that we were honest with each other.
22:45So if you were thinking about going back to your dad's, then...
22:51You might want to reconsider.
22:56I don't understand.
22:57Hang on. We were in this together, you, me and Vinnie.
23:01We were trying to help you find out what was going on.
23:04It started out like that.
23:06And you're telling me that you knew that that man pushed Rishi down the stairs
23:10and you didn't go to the police?
23:13I thought it the better option at the time.
23:17Because there was money involved?
23:19Please.
23:20Can you keep your voice down?
23:22Is that why Laurel and Jay split up?
23:24No wonder she ended up in hospital with a heart attack.
23:28Look, I made a mistake and I'm sorry.
23:32No, you're not.
23:34You're only saying that because you were found out.
23:39I don't know what's wrong with you right now, Eric.
23:42But I do know that you are not the man I fell in love with.
23:49Rishi was our friend and you denied him justice.
23:55I don't know how you sleep at night.
24:02Wow. You're like a little ray of sunshine.
24:06I bet you feel really good about yourself.
24:11Don't you think it's time to maybe read a book or something?
24:14Why are you on my case all the time?
24:17Are you OK?
24:21Look, I know this is a bit strange. It's weird for me as well.
24:24But we've just got to make the best of things, haven't we?
24:28You're missing your dad.
24:30I thought he'd be around every night.
24:32Well, he can't be cos he doesn't live here anymore.
24:35Because you threw him out.
24:37Oh, Archie, come on. That's not fair.
24:39He'd still be here if it was up to him.
24:41No, we both decided it was best...
24:43No, you decided. You don't want me here either.
24:46I heard you talking to Gabby this morning.
24:48No, I said that I was worried about you.
24:50Why would you be? You're not even my real mum.
24:52Oh, Archie, come on.
24:54I don't want to be here either. I hate this house.
24:57Archie?
24:59Archie!
25:11I've got your message.
25:14Thanks for finding the time. I know you must be busy.
25:17Well, I've taken the afternoon off, so...
25:20Right. Great.
25:23So this is unexpected.
25:25It certainly is.
25:27But I'm glad we can talk about it like adults.
25:29Yeah, erm... Can we just cut to the chase?
25:32First things first.
25:34Is that a...?
25:36Pregnancy test, yeah.
25:38I had a test.
25:40Well, you say you did, but for all I know,
25:42that could just be yet another one of your lies.
25:44Well, unless the hospital have got some massive conspiracy going on
25:47that I'm not aware of, then...
25:49If you went to hospital.
25:51What are you talking about? Mandy came with me.
25:53She was even in the treatment room with me.
25:56Fine.
26:02Hmm.
26:04I'm sorry we had to go through all that.
26:06But sometimes it's best to just get stuff off your chest.
26:11Don't you think?
26:13Yeah.
26:16Anyway...
26:18I can go round and get Piper,
26:20if you don't want to face them all.
26:22Oh, and I rang back Mr Rogers, by the way.
26:25You know, the farmer in Wales.
26:28And I told him that I'm not going to take the job.
26:31Not if you don't want me to.
26:33I didn't say that.
26:36I want this to be a new start for us, Belle.
26:39I've got a shedload of experience under my belt.
26:42The world's our oyster.
26:44We can go anywhere we want.
26:49I'm going to make you so happy, Belle.
26:51We're going to have the best life together.
26:56Hey.
26:58I'm not going to hurt you.
27:00I love you.
27:12I can't live without you.
27:16Let's make another baby.
27:18No.
27:20No.
27:22No, stop it. Stop it! Get off me!
27:25I don't want to be married to you.
27:27I'm going home.
27:29You are going nowhere!
27:31You can't stop me!
27:36I will kill you
27:38before I let you leave this house.
27:40And what do you think Cain's going to do to you?
27:44The only reason I've not told him
27:47is because I don't want him going to prison
27:49for someone like you.
27:59So?
28:01I'm surprised you didn't follow me to the bathroom
28:04and watch me pee on it.
28:06And no, before you ask, I haven't had a chance to.
28:10Are you going to say anything, or...?
28:14There's nothing to say.
28:19I'm sorry.
28:21OK?
28:23I know it's not what you want.
28:27But I think I...
28:29I'm sorry.
28:33I'm sorry.
28:35I'm sorry.
28:38I think I do.
28:40I don't want anything from you.
28:43To be honest, I was tempted to disappear and never be seen again.
28:48I'm trying to be grown up about it.
28:52So, over to you.
28:57One minute I was OK,
28:59the next I felt really light-headed
29:02and my chest felt really tight.
29:06And what were you doing at the time?
29:08Well, I was actually dealing with an 11-year-old boy, but...
29:12That's enough to give anyone palpitations.
29:17Oh, I feel really stupid now.
29:19The good news is, everything seems to be OK.
29:22I mean, your blood pressure was raised a little bit when you came in,
29:25but that's to be expected if you're in a bit of a panic.
29:28So I've got nothing to worry about, then?
29:30You keep on top of your medication
29:32and push yourself just that little bit further.
29:34Every day. You'll be back on track soon.
29:37Just don't do too much too soon.
29:40And no more confrontations with 11-year-old boys.
29:44Thanks, Pampery. I'll, um...
29:46I'll keep that in mind.
29:48All right.
29:50Mmm!
29:52Compliments to the chef.
29:54In fact, we might even put an order in for the wedding buffet.
29:57What do you think? I have to be.
29:59Could you make one?
30:01I thought we were gonna go for cold food.
30:03Hang on, hang on. Have you two set a date?
30:05Yeah, we have. 15th of August.
30:07No way!
30:08You kept that quiet, you pair of dark horses!
30:10So where are you gonna do it?
30:12Well, we haven't decided yet.
30:13Well, you'd better get a move on, cos you know what these wedding venues are like.
30:16No, no, no, we're just gonna go for something small.
30:18Yeah, small but tasteful.
30:20You are still marrying Mandy, right?
30:22No gold carriage, then?
30:24So no dirty dancing?
30:26Look, I just want something very low-key.
30:28Well, you've at least got to give us a couple of throws.
30:30No, no, what are we, just a joltier?
30:37Hmm.
30:39You won't be able to cope on your own.
30:42I'll manage.
30:45You think you can really just walk away?
30:48I can't do this anymore.
30:50I don't want to be with you.
30:53I don't love you, Tom.
30:56Well, go on, then.
30:58Run on back to the Inbreds.
31:00Maybe they can throw you a celebratory hoedown.
31:06Up in the top.
31:08HE CHUCKLES
31:13Hmm.
31:26DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
31:32It won't be long before you come crawling back.
31:36I wouldn't bank on it.
31:42DOOR SLAMS SHUT
31:56KNOCKING
31:59Marned?
32:01Are you OK?
32:02I'm fine.
32:04Please go back to Paddy and Marlon.
32:06We didn't mean to upset you. It was just a joke.
32:08I know. Don't worry about it.
32:10I am worried. Look...
32:12I know we got off to a bad start, but...
32:15I really enjoyed spending time with you these last few weeks, and...
32:19I don't want to spoil that, so...
32:21Please unlock the door.
32:26DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
32:30I'm sorry.
32:32Look, it's now to do with anything you said.
32:35You're not going to call it off, are you?
32:37No, it's just we haven't really spoke about the wedding,
32:40and every time we do speak about it, it just keeps getting bigger and bigger.
32:43So what's the problem?
32:45I might have been having a few cash flow issues.
32:48Oh. Well, Paddy's on a good wage. I'm sure he can pay for things.
32:51Major cash flow issues, like...
32:53thousands of pounds.
32:55Does Paddy know?
32:57I don't even think about telling him.
32:59Mandy, he's going to find out sometime.
33:01Oh, not if I can find a way of paying it back.
33:08I think we should send out a search party.
33:13Is everything all right? You were ages.
33:15Sorry, there was a queue.
33:17Well, we've just been making song lists for the DJ.
33:20Oh, yeah?
33:21Well, there's a lot of slipknot.
33:24Some tell Swift.
33:26For the hardcore fans. And we were thinking karaoke.
33:28Right, I'm going to go to the bar.
33:30Oh, I'll get it.
33:31Rhona, I'll get the drinks.
33:41I don't want to talk to you.
33:43Brenda, please.
33:45I've said all I needed to say.
33:48I've made a terrible mess of things.
33:53I've broken up a family, destroyed somebody's marriage.
33:57Don't let us go the same way.
34:01Just tell me why.
34:03I don't know.
34:05It started off as something good.
34:08It's a way of getting to the truth.
34:11To avenge Rishi's death.
34:14And it turned out to be something...
34:16..something a lot darker.
34:19Well, that doesn't answer the question.
34:26I had a bit of a reputation around here years ago.
34:30I could be quite...
34:33..ruthless.
34:35Manipulative.
34:38Conniving, really.
34:40There's nothing to be proud of.
34:42No, but it made me feel like I was THE top dog.
34:48I just wanted to prove that I still had some fight in me.
34:57Should have been stretched it off years ago, shouldn't I?
35:01If you ever...
35:05..ever do anything like this again...
35:08..I'll go.
35:10You do know that, don't you?
35:13I have learned my lesson.
35:18Brenda...
35:21..I love you.
35:25I can see why Tom probably felt the need now
35:28for those cameras and sensors, you know?
35:30Mm-hm.
35:31That book. Checking on what she was spending.
35:35I guess it's all suddenly starting to make sense, isn't it?
35:39You know what, like...
35:41..the way she reacted to that night we had.
35:43The girly night.
35:44No wonder she couldn't wait to get out there fast enough.
35:47Cos she knew we'd be quizzing her about the miscarriage that never happened.
35:50Who knows what's going on in her head?
35:54Look who I've found.
35:58You're back.
36:04Just seen Tom.
36:06Just seen Tom.
36:09I've told him that our marriage is over.
36:20Gabby said there was a problem with Archie.
36:22Yeah. He's very upset that he hasn't seen you.
36:26And whose fault's that?
36:28Yours, obviously, but I didn't say anything.
36:30Anyway, I had a chat with him and he told me to back off because I wasn't his mum.
36:35OK.
36:36Which technically is true, but you know that I love him as much as the other kids.
36:40You know that.
36:42Well, I'll have a word with him.
36:44I just want him to be happy, Jay.
36:46Well, maybe you should have thought about that
36:48before you threw his dad out and tried to keep him.
36:51Did you just say that out loud?
36:53Mm-hm.
36:56What?
36:57Hey!
36:59Nothing to worry about, Archie. Your dad wanted a little chat.
37:02Yeah, Laurel told me to come round and have a chat with you.
37:05Well, we decided.
37:07I didn't do anything.
37:08No, no, you're not in trouble.
37:10We're just worried about you.
37:12What's going on, son?
37:14Nothing.
37:16I just feel like I don't see you anymore.
37:19Oh, your dad has to work.
37:21Yeah, look, it's not that easy now.
37:24Laurel's asked me to change all the rotors round.
37:26Then call over after.
37:28I can't.
37:29She doesn't want me here.
37:31Oh, no, hang on.
37:32You can come over and see the kids whenever you want.
37:34That is not what you said the other day.
37:37Oh, for goodness sake.
37:38Jay, have you come here to have a go at me
37:40or do you want to talk to your son?
37:42Why do you have to argue all the time?
37:44OK.
37:45OK, I'll, um, go and put the kettle on
37:47and you can have a chat.
37:48Yeah?
37:53I'm sorry.
37:54It's OK.
37:55No, it's not.
37:57OK? I've been...
37:59..so busy feeling sorry for myself.
38:02I forgot that you're hurting too.
38:04Why can't you just move back in?
38:08It's never going to happen, Arch.
38:10It's not the same without you here.
38:14I'll have another look at my shifts, all right?
38:16See if I can juggle things around a bit
38:19so we can spend more time together.
38:21Listen, it doesn't have to be like this.
38:25You could either live with me
38:27or you could live with your dad.
38:29Or you can bob between the two of us.
38:32You know, I would love you to live with me.
38:34Look, Archie's old enough to make his own mind up, yeah?
38:38Then can I live with my dad?
38:42Yeah, yeah, of course you can.
38:46We just want you to be happy, love.
38:48Right.
38:53How did this even happen? You said you were on the pill.
38:56It must have been that time I got drunk and I was sick.
38:59When? It didn't cross your mind?
39:01You're the doctor. It's not just my responsibility.
39:04For all I know, you could have had this planned from day one.
39:07Believe me, this is not something I factored in
39:10when I came to live in this village.
39:14And, yeah, when I found out,
39:16I was as shocked and as appalled as you are.
39:19But I've got my head round it now and...
39:22I think maybe, just maybe,
39:25a little bit of happiness might come out of it.
39:27No. No, this can't happen.
39:30It already has.
39:31You're not listening to me!
39:32Look, I lost my daughter, my everything, to someone like you.
39:37Someone like me?
39:38You ended a child's life.
39:40I cannot be around someone like you.
39:42But you can still be around for your baby.
39:46I'm sorry.
39:48I cannot have a child with you, Ella.
39:53OK.
39:54So I think we just need to look at other options.
39:58I think that's for the best.
40:04What's going on? Why's Jay here?
40:06Yeah, I'll tell you later. We're having a little swap around.
40:09Archie's going to move up the road.
40:11Er, why?
40:12Well, he's going to move in with his dad, which is absolutely fine.
40:15Oh, there he is.
40:16Hi.
40:17Right, how are we getting on?
40:18I think that's it.
40:19Oh, well, it's a good job,
40:20cos I don't think I can fit much more in the car.
40:24Right, er, I'll be back in a minute.
40:29OK.
40:31Er, so, listen,
40:32if your dad wants to watch every episode of The Walking Dead,
40:35you know you've always got a bed here, yeah?
40:37Aw, I'll see you soon, Shren.
40:39Don't be a stranger.
40:40I'll come and see you.
40:42Yeah.
40:43Come here.
40:46Right, are we ready?
40:48You'd be good for your dad, yeah?
40:51Right, can I just get that box?
40:53Yes.
40:54OK.
40:56You grab the case, Archie.
40:59Bye.
41:08You OK?
41:09What have I done?
41:11Hey, Laura, all this isn't your fault.
41:13I've just torn my family to pieces, haven't I?
41:17Look,
41:19don't get upset, Laurel.
41:20It's bad for your heart.
41:22What does it matter?
41:24It's broken already.
41:27You have to question the wisdom
41:29of going through with this pregnancy.
41:31Why?
41:34Do I really have to answer that?
41:36Yes.
41:38Can you guarantee the safety of this baby?
41:40Oh, don't you dare suggest that I would ever do anything to...
41:43You said you snapped.
41:44Yeah, that was a long time ago.
41:46And that you've spent the rest of your life
41:48self-monitoring your behaviour.
41:50Not because I'm scared I'm going to kill somebody,
41:53but because I know other people are watching my every move.
42:00You know that I have never, ever laid a finger on anyone since Joanne.
42:05Ever.
42:06But I'm still being judged by people like you
42:09every single minute of every day.
42:11And so you should.
42:14I was a kid, Liam.
42:17A lonely, unloved child who did something terrible
42:20and has regretted it ever since.
42:23So is that it, then?
42:25I don't get a chance at happiness?
42:29No.
42:30No, I don't think you do.
42:31I'm sorry if that's not what you want to hear.
42:35Right, then.
42:38Well, there's nothing left to say, then, is there?
42:42I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble.
42:46Bye.
42:55There you are.
42:59Did you manage to get any sleep?
43:00A bit, yeah.
43:02Sam will be back soon.
43:03Want any stew for tea?
43:06I don't have any money for the pot right now, but...
43:09I'm going to look for a job.
43:11Don't worry about that now.
43:12Maybe later they'll give you your job back.
43:14Yeah, maybe.
43:16I'll give you a shout when it's ready.
43:23I tried, Mum.
43:25I already did, but...
43:28He isn't kind.
43:30Or good.
43:33And I can't do it any more.
43:36I'm sorry.
43:46I'm sorry.
44:17And if you want to visit the village for yourself,
44:19you can now book onto the Emmerdale Village Tour.
44:21Details at emmerdalevillagetour.co.uk
44:25Next here, Tom Kerridge, Cooks Britain.