Emmerdale 25th July 2024
Emmerdale 25th July 2024
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00:30I mean it. If he's touched her, I will kill him.
00:37Charity.
00:38Where's Belle?
00:39What are you doing?
00:40Where is she?
00:41I don't know where she is.
00:42I'm gonna check upstairs.
00:43She's not up there. Alright? She's gone. She left me.
00:54Hello?
00:55I'm right here. It's me.
01:01Belle!
01:02I'm sorry it's so late.
01:07Why aren't you in Wales?
01:10I couldn't. I had to get away.
01:14What's happened?
01:16I just needed to come home.
01:19I want to know what happened.
01:21We had an argument.
01:22An argument? There's blood on the door.
01:24Yeah, it's mine.
01:26Look, I got angry after she left and...
01:29And what?
01:30I swear to God, if you've done anything to her...
01:32Why would I?
01:33Well, like if you got mad or something.
01:34I wouldn't hurt her. I love her.
01:36You said you had an argument. What was the argument about?
01:39Just stuff that's been going on between us.
01:41You could have to do better than that.
01:42Tom, we've been to the house.
01:44Yeah, we've seen all the cameras, the sensors on the windows.
01:46She wanted all of them fitted, alright?
01:48She got paranoid after the burglary.
01:50She was convinced that they were coming back.
01:52What about this little book?
01:53Were you listing everything she buys?
01:55I didn't want to do that, but I had to.
01:56Her spending was out of control.
01:58Well, maybe it's you trying to control her.
02:00Have you got any idea what it's like living with someone who's mentally unstable?
02:03Well, Belle seemed to manage.
02:04Yeah, from the outside looking in, maybe.
02:06But you try being in the eye of the storm.
02:08You're not making sense!
02:10I'm going to ask her one more time.
02:12What happened?
02:14You'd better start talking while you still can.
02:18I told you.
02:20We had an argument.
02:21About what?
02:22Well, I'm not telling her that. It's private.
02:24Oh, right, that's...
02:25She lied about the miscarriage, alright?
02:28She aborted our baby.
02:48Dad!
03:04Dad!
03:07Dad!
03:11We hadn't been getting on well.
03:13Belle had been having problems that I thought I was supporting her through.
03:17I guess there must have been...
03:19A whole bunch of other stuff going on that she just wasn't telling me.
03:22Other stuff? Like what?
03:26I don't know.
03:28I presume...
03:30Hallucinations.
03:32Paranoia about being pregnant.
03:34I mean, I don't even think she was taking her meds.
03:36She always takes her meds. She never misses them.
03:38Alright, well, I don't think she was taking them before she checked into the unit.
03:42And then more recently...
03:45I found a load of them hidden under her bed.
03:48What?
03:49Why didn't you tell any of us this?
03:51Well, because I'm her husband and it's my responsibility.
03:54And I'm her brother!
03:55Hang on!
03:56You sat right in front of me and told me how devastated you were that she'd had a miscarriage.
04:00Yeah, because at the time, that's what I thought had happened.
04:03I only found out the truth...
04:06Last night.
04:09She's been keeping it secret all that time?
04:12Look, I don't want either of you thinking badly about...
04:17I think she just...
04:20fixated on the baby being a problem and then...
04:25and then she blamed me for putting her in that position.
04:32I mean, maybe she's right.
04:35Maybe I shouldn't have been pushing for us having kids.
04:39I'm sorry.
04:42Why didn't you speak to any of the mental health team about this?
04:46Or any of us lot.
04:48Because she seemed fine when she came out of the unit.
04:51Stupidly, I thought I could handle it all myself.
04:59Where do you think she is now?
05:01I don't know. She just walked out.
05:04But I'm worried she ain't got anything on her.
05:06No phone, no money.
05:08Maybe we should call the police.
05:10I don't know if that's such a good idea. I don't want her to get sectioned.
05:13Yeah, but if she's out there on her own in the middle of nowhere...
05:16I don't think we've got much choice.
05:19Hello?
05:22So she's with you?
05:26We ended up coming to Wales. We got a bit panicked, so...
05:30OK, I'll tell them.
05:34That was Lydia. She's made her way back home.
05:37Where's she all right?
05:38Well, I don't know. I guess we'll find that out when we get back, won't we?
05:46You must be starving.
06:03Are you all right, sweetheart?
06:06It's just nice to be here.
06:08No place like home, eh?
06:10What was that?
06:12Oh, it's just the barn door.
06:14I've been telling Sam to fix it for weeks.
06:20Do you want to tell me what's been going on here?
06:25Me and Tom had an argument.
06:27Did he not come back with you?
06:30I got the box.
06:32From Wales? It's a long way.
06:39What did you do to your hand?
06:42It just... fell on some glass.
06:47Is there anything else you want to tell me, love?
06:51OK. That's OK.
06:54We'll get you settled here.
06:57And we'll see how you feel tomorrow.
06:59OK. OK? That's it.
07:02That's it. You get some rest.
07:04We'll sort it all out in the morning.
07:27Where are you?
07:29It's me. It's me.
07:31Where are you creeping around for?
07:35Is that fly spray?
07:37Yeah, it was the nearest thing to hand.
07:39I was going to spray it in your face like that.
07:41I was going to swat you in the head until you died.
07:43It's just a coat hanger.
07:46Sorry if I wake you.
07:51I'm sorry.
07:58Mandy's got her earplugs in.
08:01I'm at work in about two hours, so...
08:05Must be laughing stock at the village.
08:09Falling into the arms of the local psycho once again.
08:13I think I would have learnt my lesson by now.
08:16So Ella's definitely pregnant?
08:19So she says.
08:21Why would she lie?
08:23That is the million-dollar question.
08:27Come on, Dotty. It's morning.
08:30You're going to be late.
08:32I'll get your breakfast ready.
08:34Dad, why aren't you answering? I've been phoning all morning.
08:37Oh. Is there anything I can do?
08:40The tickets are available, but Charlie said we need to tell him today.
08:43Ring me back.
08:45What tickets are those?
08:47For the cricket, but I'm not sure if Dad can go.
08:49Oh, well, I can always take you.
08:51What do you know about cricket?
08:53You'd be surprised.
08:55I'm going upstairs.
08:57Archie? Archie!
09:02What's up with Face, eh?
09:04Oh, he's trying to get these cricket tickets, but Jay's not answering him.
09:09What?
09:11Well, I'm worried about him. He's not sleeping.
09:14He just doesn't seem to be happy here.
09:16Well, he's the one who said he wanted to live here.
09:18Yeah, I know. So why's he stressing out?
09:26Oh, at last.
09:28I've been tiptoeing around like a mouse in a cheese shop.
09:31What time is it?
09:35It's time for you to have a nice cup of tea and something proper to eat.
09:40Thanks, Lids.
09:43You don't need to thank me.
09:45I've been worried about you. We all have.
09:48In fact, so much so that Cain and Charity head all the way to Wales to see you.
09:54All the way to Wales to check you were OK.
09:56Unaware that you'd made your way back up here.
09:59What?
10:01It's all right. I told them that you're here, safe and sound.
10:05They had no right.
10:07They only did it cos they're worried about you.
10:09Well, I don't care. They shouldn't have gone there. It's none of their business.
10:15Morning.
10:17Hiya. We were just talking about you.
10:20You all right?
10:21Not really, no.
10:23He's just told me you're trying to hunt me down in Wales.
10:25I'll put the kettle on.
10:27Oh, he won't be doing it again, that's for sure. Not with Lewis Hamilton here, you know.
10:30Why would you go out behind my back?
10:32We were worried about you, that's all.
10:34And with good reason, by the sound of it.
10:37Why? You've spoken to Tom. What's he said?
10:40It's OK. Listen...
10:44He told us everything.
10:46What does that mean?
10:47Look, we totally get why he didn't want to tell us.
10:51Tell you what?
10:54Tom told us that you had a termination.
10:57Termination?
11:20What's all this?
11:21The vet equivalent of hiding in a fridge.
11:24I was with Liam half the night. I thought I'd perk myself up with a shot of caffeine.
11:27Is he all right?
11:28Well, he's not speaking to our new pregnant receptionist, if that's what you mean.
11:31He's phoned in sick, by the way.
11:33I hope it's not a sign of things to come.
11:35Well, it's as small as meeting.
11:37I'd better get off.
11:38I'll see you later.
11:39She's been in town.
11:40Oh, her hair supply has gone bust, so I thought I'd grab a few bargains.
11:43We were just talking about Ella and whether we were a bit quick to give her that job.
11:46She phoned in sick.
11:48Oh, come on. She's had a flaming car crash.
11:51Never mind getting her head around the fact that she's pregnant.
11:53Yeah, I'm living with the father.
11:54Who, let me tell you, is not looking forward to the patter of tiny feet.
11:57We should have thought of that before we went out in the rain without a coat.
11:59None of us know what's gone on, so maybe we should just, you know, settle down.
12:06Morning.
12:07Morning.
12:08Find mum to see in Ella later?
12:09Oh, my God.
12:12Don't think so.
12:13I'll see you later.
12:17What?
12:18I'm just saying, it needs to step up a bit.
12:21That baby and Ella, they're not going anywhere.
12:26I don't understand why you went down there.
12:28Well, if you hadn't have left your phone behind and disappeared off the face of the earth,
12:31we wouldn't have had to.
12:32I didn't leave it. Tom must have taken it out of my bag.
12:35Why would he do that?
12:38Look, we were just worried about you, OK? We still are.
12:42I mean, come on, missing your appointment with Rachel and all this stuff about the baby.
12:48I couldn't have caught with the baby.
12:50No, we know.
12:52We can totally see that. In fact, Tom can see that now, too.
12:55What do you mean?
12:57I'm just saying, he's not angry with you, OK?
13:00In fact, he's angry with himself for letting you down.
13:02And he said that, yeah.
13:04He just wishes you'd confided in him.
13:07He would have tried to stop me.
13:08So then why didn't you just come to me or Chas or Lydia?
13:11How could I?
13:12Everything that you've all been through.
13:14Belle, nobody would have judged you.
13:17We would have just helped you through.
13:19You know, that's what families do.
13:21The most important thing is you keep on taking your medication.
13:27I am.
13:32Why are you looking at me like that?
13:36Look, Tom said he found a load under the bed.
13:38No, he didn't.
13:40He didn't, because I take them every single day.
13:42Well, why would he lie?
13:43Because he is trying to make you think I'm losing it.
13:46He's done this before, hasn't he?
13:47He did this when I went into the unit.
13:49Belle, that was your choice.
13:50You said you didn't feel in control.
13:52Because of him.
13:54OK, look, nobody's having a go at you, Belle.
13:57All we're saying is you just need to keep on top of everything.
14:00That's all.
14:01Yeah, all your symptoms are going to come back
14:03and nobody wants that, do they?
14:06No.
14:07No, I need to go to the house.
14:08I need to get some stuff before he comes back.
14:10Well, I'll give you a lift if you want.
14:12No.
14:13I want to walk.
14:17DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
14:25Oh!
14:28I just needed some fresh air.
14:30I didn't sleep brilliantly last night.
14:32I'm not surprised on the front blow-up mattress.
14:34It might beat sleeping in a car.
14:36It meant what I said, though.
14:37I am going to look for somewhere else.
14:39No, you don't have to.
14:40You never know, Liam might help you out.
14:42I doubt it.
14:43I went round to see him yesterday.
14:45He wouldn't even open the door.
14:46Are you kidding me?
14:48It's OK.
14:49I don't blame him.
14:50Why would he want anything to do with me?
14:52Because you're carrying his baby.
14:54I know he's got his history, as you do,
14:57but he's still got to take responsibility.
14:59Liam doesn't want to be part of the baby's life
15:01and that's his choice.
15:02And I accept it.
15:04I'm sorry, I don't agree. It's not right.
15:06Where are you going?
15:07What do you think?
15:08Talk some sense into him!
15:12You look tired.
15:15Yeah, I was up early this morning.
15:19Because you had a sudden yen to see the sunrise
15:21or because you've got stuff on your mind?
15:24I think you know the answer to that.
15:26Have you discussed it with Ella?
15:29No.
15:31Liam, you can't keep burying your head in the sand.
15:34Liam!
15:35I've had enough of this.
15:36I'm sorry.
15:37I'll leave you to it.
15:40You can't just barge in here and start...
15:42I've tried being nice,
15:43but being nice doesn't sort this mess out.
15:45Look, I don't think this is any of your business.
15:47What?
15:48Ella's camping out at my salon.
15:49She's got no friends, no family.
15:51She's trying her hardest not to barf in the backwash,
15:53but she's just wondering when you're going to have the common decency
15:55to discuss the fact that you've got her pregnant.
15:57Do you have any idea how difficult this is for me?
16:00In a few months, a little person's going to arrive
16:02and wonder who their dad is.
16:04She just wants to know what to tell them.
16:06And that's not a lot to ask.
16:12I'm sorry.
16:43DOOR SLAMS
16:45Going somewhere?
16:48Well, surely not without me.
16:51Do we have to eat here?
16:53I can easily cook breakfast for you at home.
16:56Yeah, but then I'd have to spend the next four hours
16:58washing every bowl, plate and pan that you use,
17:02and then abandon.
17:03Eric!
17:04I'm surprised that you're showing your face around here.
17:08Table for two, is it?
17:10Please.
17:11Come this way.
17:15Will this do you?
17:17Well, um...
17:19I'd like to sit somewhere a little brighter.
17:21I'm afraid all the orders are taken.
17:25Well, if this is all that's available, then...
17:28Right.
17:30Shall we just order?
17:31And I'm afraid that there's no hot food.
17:34None at all?
17:35Call yourself a restaurant?
17:37Blame Eric.
17:38No need to talk about that now, eh?
17:40You thought you got away with it, didn't you?
17:42I'm sure Brenda would be very interested
17:45to hear about your little sideline in extortion.
17:49What?
17:51I'll leave him to explain.
17:56Ah!
17:57Nicola said you might be here.
18:00Room for a little one?
18:06Why are you here?
18:07Why do you think?
18:09I've been worried sick about you, Belle.
18:11Just walking out like that, no money, no phone.
18:13I was desperate.
18:15For what?
18:17To get away from you.
18:19Because I'm scared of you.
18:22Who's been looking after you for the last year?
18:25Putting my own needs on the back burner
18:27to make sure that you were OK?
18:29Why did you tell Cain and Charity about the abortion?
18:32Well, they wanted to know why I trashed the cottage.
18:34What was I supposed to say?
18:35You lied.
18:36You told them I hadn't been taking my meds.
18:38But you haven't.
18:39I found tablets under your bed.
18:40No, you didn't.
18:41I have been taking my meds.
18:44You get confused sometimes.
18:46You know that.
18:47Stop lying.
18:48Oh, I'm the liar?
18:50OK.
18:51That's rich.
18:53Coming from the girl who told everybody
18:55that she had a miscarriage
18:56after trotting on down at the abortion clinic.
18:59I'm going to Dad's.
19:09Back to Hicksville
19:11with the rest of the rednecks.
19:14Don't talk about my family like that.
19:16You know, Jethro and Ellie May
19:18are really worried about you.
19:20Hmm.
19:21They agree that you just can't seem to get a grip
19:23on your mental health.
19:24Please just stop it.
19:25Mood swings, forgetfulness, paranoia.
19:28I mean, you've got the lot.
19:30And they are so grateful
19:32that I'm looking out for you.
19:34And what do you do?
19:35You just throw it back in my face.
19:36Because you're making it up.
19:37Why do you think I am so angry, Belle?
19:41Hmm?
19:42I don't know.
19:43Are you sure about that?
19:49Oh, OK, OK.
19:51Let's go through it then.
19:53Shall we?
19:54Please.
19:55I'll look after you.
19:56I'll buy you clothes.
19:57I'll put food on the table.
19:58I mean, I work hard to give you a better life.
20:01I'll put up with your whining.
20:04Day after day after day.
20:07Your mood swings, your violence.
20:09I would never hurt you.
20:11You attacked me in the middle of the village, Belle.
20:14People around here, they think you're mental.
20:16No, they don't.
20:17They think I deserve a medal for putting up with you.
20:22And what do you do in return?
20:24You murder my unborn child.
20:27Because I would never put a baby through this.
20:30What have I done other than love you, Belle?
20:33Hmm?
20:47I'm sorry, Tom.
20:49Please don't hurt me.
20:51Hurt you?
20:52Are you serious?
20:54Just sometimes you get mad.
21:00I'm the one that's been hurt, Belle.
21:03By what you did.
21:05I know.
21:09I mean, we conveniently forget that I have mental health problems too, you know.
21:16I mean, I nearly ended it the other day.
21:20But we're not allowed to talk about that.
21:23No.
21:24It always has to be about you.
21:27I'm sorry.
21:30You destroyed our marriage.
21:32Killed our baby.
21:35And put me at rock bottom.
21:38I've treated you badly.
21:41And I can see that.
21:45I don't understand what happened to you, Belle.
21:49I mean, where's the girl that I fell in love with?
21:54You used to be such a kind, funny, loving girl.
22:00And now, I mean, now even your own family thinks you've lost the plot.
22:06That's not true.
22:08Well, you might think differently.
22:10You heard some of the things they were saying about you.
22:13You think they've got your best interests at heart, but they haven't.
22:16I don't believe you.
22:19I don't believe they'd suck me off.
22:21They think you're deteriorating.
22:24Mentally.
22:26They don't know what to do with you.
22:28And honestly, honestly I got the impression that they were glad that I'd taken you off their hands.
22:37Hey, I'm sorry I wasn't going to tell you that.
22:42But it's time that we were honest with each other.
22:46So, if you were thinking about going back to your dad's, then you might want to reconsider.
22:56I don't understand.
22:58Hang on. We were in this together, you, me and Vinnie.
23:02We were trying to help you find out what was going on.
23:05It started out like that.
23:07And you're telling me that you knew that that man pushed Rishi down the stairs.
23:11And you didn't go to the police.
23:13I thought it the better option at the time.
23:17Because there was money involved?
23:19Please, can you keep your voice down?
23:22Is that why Laurel and Jay split up?
23:24No wonder she ended up in hospital with a heart attack.
23:28Look, I made a mistake and I'm sorry.
23:32No, you're not.
23:34You're only saying that because you were found out.
23:38I don't know what's wrong with you right now, Eric.
23:41But I do know that you are not the man I fell in love with.
23:48Rishi was our friend and you denied him justice.
23:55I don't know how you sleep at night.
24:02Wow. You're like a little ray of sunshine.
24:05I bet you feel really good about yourself.
24:11Don't you think it's time to maybe read a book or something?
24:14Why are you on my case all the time?
24:17Are you OK?
24:21Look, I know this is a bit strange. It's weird for me as well.
24:24But we've just got to make the best of things, haven't we?
24:28You're missing your dad.
24:30I thought he would be around every night.
24:32Well, he can't be because he doesn't live here anymore.
24:35Because you threw him out.
24:37Oh, Archie, come on. That's not fair.
24:39I'll be here if it was up to him.
24:41No, we both decided it was best...
24:43No, you decided. You don't want me here either.
24:46I heard you talking to Gabby this morning.
24:48No, I said that I was worried about you.
24:50Why would you be? You're not even my real mum.
24:52Oh, Archie, come on.
24:54I don't want to be here either. I hate this house.
24:57Archie?
24:59Archie!
25:01Oh.
25:10I've got your message.
25:13Thanks for finding the time. I know you must be busy.
25:16Well, I've taken the afternoon off, so...
25:19Right. Great.
25:22So this is unexpected.
25:24It certainly is.
25:26But I'm glad we can talk about it like adults.
25:28Yeah, erm... Can we just cut to the chase?
25:31First things first.
25:33Is that a...?
25:35Pregnancy test, yeah.
25:37I had a test.
25:39Well, you say you did, but for all I know,
25:41that could just be yet another one of your lies.
25:43Well, unless the hospital have got some massive conspiracy going on
25:46that I'm not aware of, then...
25:48If you went to hospital.
25:50What are you talking about? Mandy came with me.
25:52She was even in the treatment room with me.
25:54Just take the test.
25:56Fine.
26:03Hmm. I'm sorry we had to go through all that.
26:06But sometimes it's best to just get stuff off your chest.
26:11Don't you think?
26:13Yeah.
26:16Anyway, I can go round and get Piper
26:20if you don't want to face them all.
26:23Oh, and I rang back Mr Rogers, by the way.
26:26You know, the farmer in Wales.
26:29And I told him that I'm not going to take the job.
26:32Not if you don't want me to.
26:34I didn't say that.
26:37I want this to be a new start for us, Belle.
26:40I've got a shedload of experience under my belt.
26:43The world's our oyster.
26:45We can go anywhere we want.
26:50I'm going to make you so happy, Belle.
26:53We're going to have the best life together.
26:58Hey, I'm not going to hurt you.
27:01I love you.
27:04I love you.
27:14I can't live without you.
27:18Let's make another baby.
27:20No.
27:21What's wrong?
27:22No, stop it. Stop it! Get off me!
27:25I don't want to be married to you.
27:27I'm going home.
27:29You are going nowhere!
27:31You can't stop me!
27:35I will kill you before I let you leave this house.
27:40And what do you think Cain's going to do to you?
27:49The only reason I've not told him
27:51is because I don't want him going to prison for someone like you.
28:04So?
28:06I'm surprised you didn't follow me to the bathroom and watch me pee on it.
28:11And no, before you ask, I haven't slept with anybody else.
28:21Are you going to say anything or...?
28:26There's nothing to say.
28:30I'm sorry.
28:32OK.
28:34I know it's not what you want.
28:38But I think I do.
28:41I don't want anything from you.
28:43To be honest, I was tempted to disappear and never be seen again.
28:48I'm trying to be grown up about it.
28:52So, over to you.
28:58One minute I was OK, the next I...
29:01I felt really light-headed and my chest felt really tight.
29:06And what were you doing at the time?
29:08Well, I was actually dealing with an 11-year-old boy, but...
29:12That's enough to give anyone palpitations.
29:17Oh, I feel really stupid now.
29:19The good news is, everything seems to be OK.
29:22I mean, your blood pressure was raised a little bit when you came in,
29:25but that's to be expected if you're in a bit of a panic.
29:28So I've got nothing to worry about, then?
29:30You keep on top of your medication and push yourself just that little bit further.
29:33Every day. You'll be back on track soon.
29:36Just don't do too much too soon.
29:39And no more confrontations with 11-year-old boys.
29:43Thanks, Pampery. I'll, um... I'll keep that in mind.
29:47All right.
29:49Mmm!
29:51Compliments to the chef.
29:53We might even put an order in for the wedding buffet.
29:56What do you think? I have to be.
29:58What could you make for us?
30:00Well, I thought we were gonna go for cold food.
30:03Hang on, hang on. Have you two set a date?
30:05Yeah, we have. 15th of August.
30:07No way!
30:08You kept that quiet, you pair of dark horses!
30:10So where are you gonna do it?
30:12Well, we haven't decided yet.
30:13Well, you'd better get a move on, cos you know what these wedding venues are like.
30:15No, no, no, we're just gonna go for something small.
30:18Yeah, small but tasteful.
30:20You are still marrying Mandy, right?
30:22No gold carriage, then?
30:24So no dirty dancing?
30:26Look, I just want something very low-key.
30:28Well, you've at least got to give us a couple of throws.
30:30No, no, what are we, just a joltier?
30:39You won't be able to cope on your own.
30:42I'll manage.
30:45You think you can really just walk away?
30:48I can't do this anymore.
30:51I don't want to be with you.
30:53I don't love you, Tom.
30:57Well, go on, then.
30:59Run on back to the Inbreds.
31:01Maybe they can throw you a celebratory hoedown.
31:06Up in the top?
31:24It won't be long before you come crawling back.
31:28I wouldn't bank on it.
31:54Mand?
31:56Are you OK?
31:57I'm fine.
31:59Please go back to Paddy and Marlon.
32:01We didn't mean to upset you. It was just a joke.
32:03I know. Don't worry about it.
32:05I am worried.
32:07Look, I know we got off to a bad start, but...
32:11I really enjoyed spending time with you these last few weeks,
32:14and I don't want to spoil that, so...
32:17please unlock the door.
32:20I'm sorry.
32:22It's now to do with anything you said.
32:25You're not going to call it off, are you?
32:27No, it's just we haven't really spoke about the wedding,
32:30and every time we do speak about it, it just keeps getting bigger and bigger.
32:33So what's the problem?
32:35I might have been having a few cash-flow issues.
32:38Oh. Well, Paddy's got a job.
32:40He's got a job.
32:42He's got a job.
32:44He's got a job.
32:46He's got a job.
32:48Oh, well, Paddy's on a good wage. I'm sure he can pay for things.
32:51Not major cash-flow issues like...
32:54thousands of pounds.
32:56Does Paddy know?
32:57I don't even think about telling him.
32:59Andy, he's going to find out sometime.
33:01Oh, not if I can find a way of paying it back.
33:09Maybe we should send out a search party.
33:13Is everything all right? You were ages.
33:15Sorry, there was a queue.
33:18We've just been making song lists for the DJ.
33:20Oh, yeah?
33:22Well, there's a lot of slipknot.
33:24Some Taylor Swift.
33:26For the hardcore fans. And we were thinking karaoke.
33:29Right, I'm going to go to the bar.
33:31Oh, I'll get it.
33:32Rhona, I'll get the drinks.
33:42I don't want to talk to you.
33:44Brenda, please.
33:46I've said all I needed to say.
33:50I've made a terrible mess of things.
33:55I've broken up a family, destroyed somebody's marriage.
33:59Don't let us go this whole way.
34:03Just tell me why.
34:05I don't know.
34:07It started off as something good.
34:10It's a way of getting to the truth.
34:13To avenge Rishi's death.
34:15And it turned out to be something...
34:18..something a lot darker.
34:21Well, that doesn't answer the question.
34:27I had a bit of a reputation around here years ago.
34:32I could be quite...
34:35..ruthless.
34:37Manipulative.
34:39Conniving, really.
34:41There's nothing to be proud of.
34:43No, but it made me feel like I was THE top dog.
34:49I just wanted to prove that I still had some fight in me.
34:58Should have been stretched it off years ago, shouldn't I?
35:02If you ever...
35:06..ever do anything like this again...
35:09..I'll go.
35:12You do know that, don't you?
35:15I have learned my lesson.
35:20Brenda...
35:23..I love you.
35:27I can see why Tom probably felt the need now
35:30for those cameras and sensors, you know.
35:33That book. Checking on what she was spending.
35:37I guess it's all suddenly starting to make sense, isn't it?
35:42You know what, like, the way she reacted to that night we had.
35:46The girly night.
35:47No wonder she couldn't wait to get out there fast enough.
35:50Cos she knew we'd be quizzing her about the miscarriage that never happened.
35:53Who knows what's going on in her head?
35:56Look who I've found.
36:00You're back.
36:06Just seen Tom.
36:09I've told him that our marriage is over.
36:20Gabby said there was a problem with Archie.
36:22Yeah. He's very upset that he hasn't seen you.
36:26And whose fault's that?
36:28Yours, obviously, but I didn't say anything.
36:30Anyway, I had a chat with him and he told me to back off
36:33because I wasn't his mum.
36:35OK.
36:36Which technically is true,
36:38but you know that I love him as much as the other kids.
36:40You know that.
36:42Well, I'll have a word with him.
36:44I just want him to be happy, Jay.
36:46Well, maybe you should have thought about that
36:48before you threw his dad out and tried to keep him.
36:51Did you just say that out loud?
36:53Mm-hm.
36:56What?
36:57Hey!
36:59Nothing to worry about, Archie. Your dad wanted a little chat.
37:02Yeah, Laurel told me to come round and have a chat with you.
37:05Well, we decided.
37:07I didn't do anything.
37:08No, no, you're not in trouble.
37:10We're just worried about you.
37:12What's going on, son?
37:14Nothing.
37:16I just feel like I don't see you anymore.
37:19Oh, your dad has to work.
37:21Yeah, look, it's not that easy now.
37:24Laurel's asked me to change all the rotors round.
37:26Then call over after.
37:28I can't.
37:29She doesn't want me here.
37:31Oh, no, hang on.
37:32You can come over and see the kids whenever you want.
37:34That is not what you said the other day.
37:37Oh, for goodness sake.
37:38Jay, have you come here to have a go at me
37:40or do you want to talk to your son?
37:42Why do you have to argue all the time?
37:44OK, OK, I'll, um, go and put the kettle on
37:47and you can have a chat, yeah?
37:53I'm sorry.
37:54It's OK.
37:55No, it's not, OK?
37:58I've been so busy feeling sorry for myself.
38:03I forgot that you're hurting, too.
38:05Why can't you just move back in?
38:08It's never going to happen, Arch.
38:10It's not the same without you here.
38:14I'll have another look at my shifts, all right?
38:17See if I can juggle things around a bit
38:19so we can spend more time together.
38:21Listen, it doesn't have to be like this.
38:25You could either live with me
38:27or you could live with your dad
38:29or you can bob between the two of us.
38:32You know I would love you to live with me.
38:34Archie's old enough to make his own mind up, yeah?
38:38Then can I live with my dad?
38:42Yeah, yeah, of course you can.
38:45We just want you to be happy, love.
38:48Right.
38:50How did this even happen? You said you were on the pill.
38:53It must have been that time I got drunk and I was sick.
38:56It didn't cross your mind?
38:58You're the doctor. It's not just my responsibility.
39:01For all I know, you could have had this planned from day one.
39:04Believe me, this is not something I factored in
39:07when I came to live in this village.
39:10And, yeah, when I found out,
39:13I was as shocked and appalled as you are.
39:16But I've got my head round it now and I think maybe, just maybe,
39:21a little bit of happiness might come out of it.
39:24No. No, this can't happen.
39:26It already has.
39:28You're not listening to me!
39:30I lost my daughter, my everything, to someone like you.
39:33Someone like me?
39:35You ended a child's life.
39:37I cannot be around someone like you.
39:39But you can still be around for your baby.
39:42I'm sorry.
39:44I cannot have a child with you, Ella.
39:49OK.
39:51So I think we just need to look at other options.
39:54I think that's for the best.
40:00What's going on? Why is Jay here?
40:02Yeah, I'll tell you later. We're having a little swap around.
40:05Archie's going to move up the road.
40:07Er, why?
40:09Well, he's going to move in with his dad, which is absolutely fine.
40:12Oh, there he is. Hi.
40:14Right, how are we getting on?
40:16I think that's it.
40:18Oh, well, it's a good job cos I don't think I can fit much more in the car.
40:22Right, I'll be back in a minute.
40:24Yeah.
40:27OK.
40:29So, listen, if your dad wants to watch every episode of The Walking Dead,
40:33you know you've always got a bed here, yeah?
40:35Aw, I'll see you soon.
40:38Aw, I'll see you soon, Shren. Don't be a stranger.
40:40I'll come and see you.
40:42Yeah. Come here.
40:46Right, are we ready?
40:48You'll be good for your dad, yeah.
40:51Right, can I just get that box? Yeah.
40:54OK.
40:56You grab the case, Archie.
40:59Bye.
41:08You OK? What have I done?
41:10Hey, Laurel, this isn't your fault.
41:13I've just torn my family to pieces, haven't I?
41:17Look, don't get upset, Laurel. It's bad for your heart.
41:22What does it matter?
41:24It's broken already.
41:27You have to question the wisdom of going through with this pregnancy.
41:31Why?
41:34Do I really have to answer that?
41:36Yes.
41:38Can you guarantee the safety of this baby?
41:40Oh, don't you dare suggest that I would ever do anything to...
41:43You said you snapped.
41:45Yeah, that was a long time ago.
41:47And that you've spent the rest of your life self-monitoring your behaviour.
41:50Not because I'm scared I'm going to kill somebody,
41:53but because I know other people are watching my every move.
41:57You know that I have never, ever laid a finger on anyone since Joanne.
42:02Ever.
42:04But I'm still being judged by people like you every single minute of every day.
42:08And so you should.
42:11I was a kid, Liam.
42:14A lonely, unloved child who did something terrible
42:17and has regretted it ever since.
42:20So is that it, then?
42:22I don't get a chance at all.
42:25I don't get a chance at happiness.
42:28No.
42:30No, I don't think you do. I'm sorry if that's not what you want to hear.
42:35Right, then.
42:38Well, there's nothing left to say, then, is there?
42:41I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble.
42:54There you are.
42:58Did you manage to get any sleep?
43:00A bit, yeah.
43:02Sam will be back soon. Want any stew for tea?
43:05I don't have any money for the pot right now, but...
43:08I'm going to look for a job.
43:10Don't worry about that now.
43:12Maybe later they'll give you your job back.
43:14Yeah, maybe.
43:16I'll give you a shout when it's ready.
43:19I tried, Mum.
43:21I already did, but...
43:24He isn't kind.
43:26Or good.
43:29And I can't do it any more.
43:32I'm sorry.
43:48I'm sorry.
43:50I'm sorry.
44:17And if you want to visit the village for yourself
44:19you can now book onto the Emmerdale Village Tour.
44:21Details at emmerdalevillagetour.co.uk
44:24Next here, Tom Kerridge, Cooks Britain.