Emmerdale 25 July 2024
Emmerdale 25 July 2024
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00:00I mean, if he's touched her, I will kill him.
00:12Charity?
00:13Where's Belle?
00:14What are you doing?
00:15Where is she?
00:16I don't know where she is.
00:17I'm gonna check upstairs.
00:18She's not up there.
00:19All right?
00:20She's gone.
00:21She left me.
00:22She left me.
00:34Hello?
00:35Lydia, it's me.
00:38Belle!
00:42I'm sorry it's so late.
00:44Why aren't you in Wales?
00:45I couldn't.
00:46I had to get away.
00:50What's happened?
00:52I just needed to come home.
00:55I wanna know what happened.
00:57We had an argument.
00:58An argument? There's blood on the door!
00:59Yeah, it's mine!
01:02Look, I got angry after she left, and...
01:05...and what?
01:05I swear to God, if you've done anything to her...
01:07Why would I?
01:08Well, like, if you got mad or something!
01:09I wouldn't hurt her! I love her!
01:11But...
01:12...you said you had an argument. What was the argument about?
01:14Just stuff...
01:16...that's been going on between us.
01:17You could have to do better than that!
01:18Tom, we've been to the house.
01:19Yeah, we've seen all the cameras, the sensors on the windows.
01:22She wanted all of them fitted, alright?
01:24She got paranoid after the burglary.
01:25She was convinced that they were coming back.
01:27What about this little book?
01:28Where you're listing everything she buys.
01:30I didn't wanna do that, but I had to.
01:31Her spending was out of control.
01:34Well, maybe it's you trying to control her.
01:36Have you got any idea what it's like living with someone who's mentally unstable?
01:39Well, Belle seemed to manage.
01:40Yeah, from the outside looking in, maybe.
01:41But you try being in the eye of the storm!
01:43Well, you're not making sense!
01:46I'm gonna ask her one more time.
01:47What happened?
01:49You better start talking...
01:51...while you still can.
01:53I told you...
01:55...we had an argument.
01:56About what?!
01:57Well, I'm not telling her that! It's private!
01:59Alright, that's it!
02:00She lied about the miscarriage, alright?!
02:03She aborted our baby!
02:20It's alright, it's alright.
02:38Dad!
02:41Dad!
02:46We hadn't been getting on well.
02:47Belle had been having problems that I thought I was supporting her through.
02:51But I guess there must have been a whole bunch of other stuff going on
02:56that she just wasn't telling me.
02:57Other stuff? Like what?
03:01I don't know. I presume...
03:05..hallucinations, paranoia about being pregnant.
03:09I mean, I don't even think she was taking her meds.
03:11She always takes her meds. She never misses them.
03:13All right, well, I don't think she was taking them
03:15before she checked into the unit.
03:17And then more recently...
03:20..I found a load of them hidden under her bed.
03:23What? Why didn't you tell any of us this?
03:26Well, because I'm her husband and it's my responsibility.
03:29And I'm her brother! Hang on!
03:31You sat right in front of me and told me how devastated you were
03:34that she'd had a miscarriage.
03:35Yeah, because at the time, that's what I thought had happened.
03:38I only found out the truth...
03:41..last night.
03:43She's been keeping it secret all that time.
03:47Look, I don't want either of you thinking badly about...
03:51I think she just...
03:54..fixated on the baby being a problem and then...
03:59..and then she blamed me for...
04:02..putting her in that position.
04:06I mean, maybe she's right.
04:08Maybe I shouldn't have been pushing for us having kids.
04:13SHE SIGHS
04:16Sorry.
04:18Why didn't she speak to any of the mental health team about this?
04:21Or any of us lot.
04:24Because she seemed fine when she came out of the unit.
04:27Stupidly, I thought I could handle it all myself.
04:35Where do you think she is now?
04:37I don't know. She just walked out.
04:40But I'm worried she ain't got anything on her.
04:42No, no, no phone, no money.
04:44Maybe we should call the police.
04:46I don't know if that's such a good idea.
04:48I don't want her to get sectioned or anything.
04:50Yeah, but if she's out there on her own in the middle of nowhere...
04:53I don't think we've got much choice.
04:55Hello?
04:58So she's with you?
05:01Er, we ended up coming to Wales.
05:04We got a bit panicked, so...
05:06OK, I'll tell them.
05:10That was Lydia. She's made her way back home.
05:12Where's she all right?
05:13Well, I don't know. I guess we'll find that out when we get back, won't we?
05:17SHE SIGHS
05:22You must be starving.
05:25SHE SIGHS
05:38Are you all right, sweetheart?
05:41It's just nice to be here.
05:43No place like home, eh?
05:45What was that?
05:47Oh, it's just the barn door.
05:49I've been telling Sam to fix it for weeks.
05:52DOOR SLAMS
05:54Do you want to tell me what's been going on here?
05:59Me and Tom had an argument.
06:01Did he not come back with you?
06:04I got the bus.
06:06From Wales?
06:08It's a long way.
06:13What did you do to your hand?
06:17It just... fell on some glass.
06:22Is there anything else you want to tell me, love?
06:26OK. That's OK.
06:29We'll get you settled here.
06:32And we'll see how you feel tomorrow.
06:34OK. OK? That's it.
06:38That's it. You get some rest.
06:40We'll sort it all out in the morning.
06:52DOOR CREAKS
07:02What are you...?
07:04It's me. It's me.
07:06What are you creeping around for?
07:10Is that fly spray?
07:12Yeah, I was going to spray it on your face like that.
07:15I was going to swat you in the head until you died with a...
07:18It's just a coat hanger.
07:22Sorry if I wake you.
07:27I'm sorry.
07:35Mandy's got her earplugs in.
07:37I'm at work in about two hours, so...
07:41Must be laughing stock at the village.
07:45Falling into the arms of the local psycho once again.
07:49I think I would have learnt my lesson by now.
07:52So Ella's definitely pregnant?
07:55So she says.
07:57Why would she lie?
07:59That is the million-dollar question.
08:06Come on, Dotty! It's morning!
08:09You're going to be late!
08:11I'll get your breakfast ready.
08:13Dad, why aren't you answering? I've been phoning all morning.
08:17Is there anything I can do?
08:19The tickets are available, but Charlie said we need to tell him today.
08:22Ring me back.
08:24What tickets are those?
08:26For the cricket, but I'm not sure if Dad can go.
08:28I can always take you.
08:30What do you know about cricket?
08:32You'd be surprised.
08:34I'm going upstairs.
08:36Archie? Archie!
08:40What's up with Facey?
08:42He's trying to get these cricket tickets, but Jay's not answering him.
08:46What?
08:48I'm worried about him. He's not sleeping.
08:50He just doesn't seem to be happy here.
08:52He's the one who said he wanted to live here.
08:54Yeah, I know. I'm glad he's stressing out.
09:04Oh, at last!
09:06I've been tiptoeing around like a mouse in a cheese shop.
09:09What time is it?
09:12It's time for you to have a nice cup of tea.
09:16You need something proper to eat.
09:18Thanks, Lyds.
09:20You don't need to thank me.
09:22I've been worried about you.
09:24We all have.
09:26In fact, so much so that Cain and Charity
09:29heard all the way to Wales to check you were OK.
09:32Unaware that you'd made your way back up here.
09:34What?
09:36It's all right. I told them that you're here, safe and sound.
09:40They had no right.
09:42They only did it cos they're worried about you.
09:44I don't care.
09:46They shouldn't have gone there. It's none of their business.
09:51Morning.
09:53Hiya. We were just talking about you.
09:55You all right?
09:57Not really, no.
09:59Lydia's just told me you're trying to hunt me down in Wales.
10:01I'll put the kettle on.
10:03I won't be doing it again, that's for sure.
10:05Not with Lewis Hamilton here, you know.
10:07Why would you go out behind my back?
10:09We were worried about you, that's all.
10:11And with good reason, by the sound of it.
10:13You've spoken to Tom? What's he said?
10:15It's OK. Listen...
10:19He told us everything.
10:21What does that mean?
10:23Look, we totally get why you didn't want to tell us.
10:26Tell you what?
10:29Tom told us...
10:31that you had a termination.
10:44What's all this?
10:46The vet equivalent of hiding in a fridge.
10:48I was up with Liam half the night.
10:50I thought I'd perk myself up with a shot of caffeine.
10:52Is he all right?
10:54Well, he's not speaking to our new pregnant receptionist,
10:56if that's what you mean.
10:58He's phoned in sick, by the way.
11:00I hope there's not a sign of things to come.
11:02Well, it's this one, isn't it, you said?
11:04I'd better get off.
11:06I'll see you later.
11:08Bye.
11:11Well, it's this one, isn't it, you said?
11:13I'd better get off. I'll see you later.
11:15She's been in town.
11:17Her hair supplier's gone bust, so I thought I'd grab a few bargains.
11:20We were just talking about Ella,
11:22and whether we were a bit quick to give her that job.
11:24She phoned in sick.
11:26Come on. She's had a flaming car crash.
11:28Never mind getting her around the fact that she's pregnant.
11:30I'm living with the father, who, let me tell you,
11:32is not looking forward to the patter of tiny feet.
11:34We should have thought of that before we went out in the rain without a coat.
11:37None of us know what's gone on, so maybe we should just sit back.
11:40Morning. Morning.
11:42Find mum to see in Ella later?
11:44Oh, my God.
11:46Don't think so.
11:48I'll see you later.
11:51What?
11:53I'm just saying, it needs to step up a bit.
11:55That baby and Ella, they're not going anywhere.
12:00I don't understand why you went down there.
12:02Well, if you hadn't have left your phone behind
12:04and disappeared off the face of the earth, we wouldn't have had to.
12:07I didn't leave it. Tom must have taken it out my pocket.
12:10Why would he do that?
12:13Look, we were just worried about you, OK? We still are.
12:17I mean, come on, missing your appointment with Rachel
12:20and all this stuff about the baby.
12:23I couldn't have caught with the baby.
12:25No, we know.
12:27We can totally see that. In fact, Tom can see that now, too.
12:30What do you mean?
12:32I'm just saying, he is not angry with you, OK?
12:35In fact, he's angry with himself for letting you down.
12:37And he's said that, yeah?
12:39He just wishes you'd confided in him.
12:41He would have tried to stop me.
12:43So then why didn't you just come to me or Chas or Lydia?
12:46How could I? Everything that you've all been through?
12:49Belle, nobody would have judged you,
12:51would have just helped you through, you know?
12:54That's what families do.
12:56The most important thing is you keep on taking your medication.
13:01I am.
13:04Why are you looking at me like that?
13:07Look, Tom said he found a load under the bed.
13:10No, he didn't.
13:12He didn't, cos I take them every single day.
13:14Why would he lie?
13:16Because he's trying to make you think I'm losing it.
13:18He's done this before, hasn't he?
13:20He did this when I went into the unit.
13:22Belle, that was your choice. You said you didn't feel in control.
13:25Because of him!
13:27OK, look, nobody's having a go at you, Belle.
13:30All we're saying is, you're not the only one
13:33and you just need to keep on top of everything, that's all.
13:36Yeah, all your symptoms are going to come back
13:38and nobody wants that, do they?
13:40No.
13:42No, I need to go to the house and get some stuff before he comes back.
13:45Well, I'll give you a lift if you want.
13:47No. I want to walk.
13:59Oh!
14:02I just needed some fresh air.
14:04I didn't sleep brilliantly last night.
14:06I'm not surprised on the front blow-up mattress.
14:08Might have beat sleeping in a car.
14:10I meant what I said, though. I am going to look for somewhere else.
14:13No, you don't have to. You never know. Liam might help you out.
14:16I doubt it. I went round to see him yesterday.
14:19He wouldn't even open the door.
14:21Are you kidding me? It's OK.
14:23I don't blame him. Why would he want anything to do with me?
14:26Because you're carrying his baby!
14:28Look, Ella, I know he's got his history.
14:30As you do. But he's still got to take responsibility.
14:33If Liam doesn't want to be part of the baby's life, then that's his choice.
14:36And I accept it.
14:38I'm sorry, I don't agree. It's not right.
14:40Where are you going? What do you think?
14:42Talk some sense into him!
14:46You look tired.
14:48Yeah, I was up early this morning.
14:52Because you had a sudden yen to see the sunrise
14:55or because you've got stuff on your mind?
14:57I think you know the answer to that.
15:00Have you discussed it with Ella?
15:02No.
15:04Liam, you can't keep burying your head in the sand.
15:07Oh, God!
15:09I've had enough of this. I'm sorry.
15:11I'll leave you to it.
15:13You can't just barge in here and start...
15:15I've tried being nice, but being nice doesn't sort this mess out.
15:18I don't think this is any of your business.
15:20What? Ella's camping out at my salon.
15:22She's got no friends, no family.
15:24She's trying her hardest not to barf in the backwash,
15:27but she's just wondering when you're going to have the common decency
15:30to discuss the fact that you've got her pregnant.
15:32Do you have any idea how difficult this is for me?
15:34In a few months, a little person's going to arrive
15:37and wonder who their dad is.
15:39She just wants to know what to tell them,
15:41and that's not a lot to ask.
15:57SHE SIGHS
16:19Going somewhere?
16:22Well, surely not without me.
16:25Do we have to eat here?
16:27I can easily cook breakfast for you at home.
16:29Yeah, but then I'd have to spend the next four hours
16:32washing every bowl, plate and pan that you use,
16:35and then a panda.
16:37Eric!
16:39I'm surprised that you're showing your face around here.
16:42Table for two, is it?
16:44Please.
16:46Come this way.
16:49Will this do you?
16:51Well, um...
16:54I'd like to sit somewhere a little brighter.
16:56I'm afraid all the orders are taken.
17:00Well, if this is all that's available, then...
17:03Right.
17:05Shall we just order?
17:07And I'm afraid that there's no hot food.
17:09None at all. Call yourself a restaurant.
17:12Blame Eric.
17:14No need to talk about that now, eh?
17:16You thought you got away with it, didn't you?
17:18I'm sure Brenda would be very interested
17:20to hear about your little sideline in extortion.
17:23What?
17:25I'll leave him to explain.
17:30Ah!
17:32Nicholas said you might be here.
17:34Room for a little one?
17:40Why are you here?
17:42Why do you think?
17:44I've been worried sick about you, Belle.
17:46Just walking out like that, no money, no phone.
17:48I was desperate.
17:50For what?
17:52To get away from you.
17:54Because I'm scared of you.
17:57Who's been looking after you for the last year?
18:00Putting my own needs on the back burner
18:02to make sure that you were OK?
18:04Why did you tell Cain and Charity about the abortion?
18:07They wanted to know why I trashed the cottage.
18:09What was I supposed to say?
18:11You lied. You told them I hadn't been taking my meds.
18:13But you haven't. I found tablets under your bed.
18:15No, you didn't. I have been taking my meds.
18:19You get confused sometimes, you know that.
18:21Stop lying.
18:23Oh, I'm the liar?
18:25OK, that's rich.
18:27Coming from the girl who told everybody
18:29that she had a miscarriage
18:31after trotting on down at the abortion clinic.
18:34I'm going to Dad's.
18:44Back to Hicksville?
18:46Put the rest of the red next.
18:49Don't talk about my family like that.
18:51You know, Jethro and Ellie May are really worried about you.
18:55They agree that you just can't seem to get a grip on your mental health.
18:59Please just stop it.
19:01Mood swings, forgetfulness, paranoia.
19:03I mean, you've got the lot.
19:05And they are so grateful that I'm looking out for you.
19:08And what do you do? You just throw it back in my face.
19:11Because you're making it up.
19:13Why do you think I am so angry, Belle?
19:17I don't know.
19:19Are you sure about that?
19:25OK, OK.
19:27Let's go through it then, shall we?
19:29Please.
19:31I look after you, I buy you clothes, I put food on the table.
19:34I mean, I work hard to give you a better life.
19:37I put up with your whining.
19:39Day after day after day
19:42your mood swings, your violence.
19:44I would never hurt you.
19:46You attacked me in the middle of the village, Belle.
19:49People around here, they think you're mental.
19:51No, they don't.
19:53They think I deserve a medal for putting up with you.
19:56And what do you do in return?
19:59You murder my unborn child.
20:02Because I would never put a baby through this.
20:05What have I done other than love you, Belle?
20:08Hmm?
20:12Hmm?
20:24I'm sorry, Tom.
20:26Please don't hurt me.
20:28Hurt you? Are you serious?
20:31Just sometimes you... you get mad.
20:36I'm the one that's been hurt, Belle.
20:38By what you did.
20:41Oh.
20:45I mean...
20:47we conveniently forget that I have mental health problems too, you know.
20:51I mean, I nearly ended it the other day.
20:56But we're not allowed to talk about that.
20:58No.
21:00It always has to be about you.
21:02Sorry.
21:05You destroyed our marriage.
21:07Killed our baby.
21:10And put me at rock bottom.
21:14I've treated you badly.
21:16And I can see that.
21:21I don't understand what happened here, Belle.
21:24I mean...
21:26where's the girl that I fell in love with?
21:30You used to be such a kind,
21:33funny, loving girl.
21:35And now, I mean...
21:38now even your own family thinks you've lost the plot.
21:41That's not true.
21:43Well, you might think differently.
21:45You heard some of the things they were saying about you.
21:48You think they've got your best interests at heart, but they haven't.
21:52I don't believe you.
21:54I don't believe they'd suck me up.
21:56They think you're deteriorating.
21:59Mentally.
22:01They don't know what to do with you.
22:03And honestly...
22:05honestly, I got the impression that they were glad that I'd taken you off their hands.
22:12Hey, I'm... I'm sorry, I wasn't going to tell you that.
22:17But it's time that we were honest with each other.
22:21So if you were thinking about going back to your dad's, then...
22:27you might want to reconsider.
22:31I don't understand.
22:33Hang on. We were in this together, you, me and Vinnie.
22:37We were trying to help you find out what was going on.
22:40It started out like that.
22:42And you're telling me that you knew that that man pushed Rishi down the stairs
22:46and you didn't go to the police?
22:48I thought it the better option at the time.
22:53Because there was money involved?
22:55Please, can you keep your voice down?
22:58Is that why Laurel and Jay split up?
23:00No wonder she ended up in hospital with a heart attack.
23:03Look, I made a mistake and I'm sorry.
23:07No, you're not.
23:09You're only saying that because you were found out.
23:14I don't know what's wrong with you right now, Eric.
23:17But I do know that you are not the man I fell in love with.
23:24Rishi was our friend and you denied him justice.
23:30I don't know how you sleep at night.
23:37Wow. You're like a little ray of sunshine.
23:41I bet you feel really good about yourself.
23:46Don't you think it's time to maybe read a book or something?
23:49Why are you on my case all the time?
23:52Are you OK?
23:56Look, I know this is a bit strange. It's weird for me as well.
23:59But we've just got to make the best of things, haven't we?
24:03You're missing your dad.
24:05I thought he'd be around every night.
24:07Well, he can't be, cos he doesn't live here any more.
24:10Because you threw him out.
24:12Oh, Archie, come on, that's not fair.
24:14He'd still be here if it was up to him.
24:16No, we both decided it was best...
24:18No, you decided. You don't want me here either.
24:21I heard you talking to Gabby this morning.
24:23No, I said that I was worried about you.
24:25Why would you be? You're not even my real mum.
24:27Oh, Archie, come on.
24:29I don't want to be here either. I hate this house.
24:32Archie?
24:34Archie!
24:36Oh.
24:46I got your message.
24:49Thanks for finding the time.
24:51I know you must be busy.
24:53Well, I've taken the afternoon off, so...
24:55Right. Great.
24:58So this is unexpected.
25:00It certainly is.
25:02But I'm glad we can talk about it like adults.
25:04Yeah, erm... Can we just cut to the chase?
25:07First things first.
25:09Is that a...?
25:11Pregnancy test, yeah.
25:13I had a test.
25:15Well, you say you did, but for all I know,
25:17that could just be yet another one of your lies.
25:19Unless the hospital have got some massive conspiracy going on...
25:22If you went to hospital.
25:24What are you talking about?
25:26Amanda came with me. She was even in the treatment room with me.
25:29Just take the test.
25:32Fine.
25:38Hmm.
25:40I'm sorry we had to go through all that.
25:42But sometimes it's best to just get stuff off your chest.
25:47Don't you think?
25:49Yeah.
25:51Anyway...
25:53I can go round and get Piper if you don't want to face them all.
25:58Oh, and I rang back Mr Rogers, by the way.
26:01You know, the farmer in Wales.
26:04And I told him that I'm not going to take the job,
26:07not if you don't want me to.
26:09I didn't say that.
26:12I want this to be a new start for us, Belle.
26:15I've got a shedload of experience under my belt.
26:18The world's our oyster.
26:20We can go anywhere we want.
26:25I'm going to make you so happy, Belle.
26:27We're going to have the best life together.
26:32Hey.
26:34I'm not going to hurt you.
26:36I love you.
26:38I can't live without you.
26:42Let's make another baby.
26:44No.
26:45What's wrong?
26:47No, stop it. Stop it! Get off me!
26:50I don't want to be married to you.
26:52I'm going home.
26:54You are going nowhere!
26:56You can't stop me!
26:58You can't stop me!
27:00You can't stop me!
27:02You can't stop me!
27:04You can't stop me!
27:07I will kill you
27:10before I let you leave this house.
27:12And what do you think Cain's going to do to you?
27:21The only reason I've not told him
27:24is because I don't want him going to prison for someone like you.
27:37So?
27:39I'm surprised you didn't follow me to the bathroom
27:42and watch me pee on it.
27:44And no, before you ask, I haven't slept with anybody else.
27:54Are you going to say anything, or...?
27:58There's nothing to say.
28:03I'm sorry.
28:05I'm sorry.
28:07OK?
28:09I know it's not what you want.
28:13But I think I do.
28:15I don't want anything from you.
28:17To be honest, I was tempted to disappear and never be seen again.
28:23I'm trying to be grown up about it.
28:27So, over to you.
28:32One minute I was OK,
28:34the next I felt really light-headed
28:37and my chest felt really tight.
28:40And what were you doing at the time?
28:42Well, I was actually dealing with an 11-year-old boy, but...
28:46That's enough to give anyone palpitations.
28:51Oh, I feel really stupid now.
28:54The good news is, everything seems to be OK.
28:57Your blood pressure was raised a little bit when you came in,
29:00but that's to be expected if you're in a bit of a panic.
29:03So I've got nothing to worry about, then?
29:05You keep on top of your medication
29:07and push yourself just that little bit further.
29:09Every day. You'll be back on track soon.
29:11Just don't do too much too soon.
29:14And no more confrontations with 11-year-old boys.
29:18Thanks, Pampery. I'll, um...
29:20I'll keep that in mind.
29:22All right.
29:24Mmm!
29:26Compliments to the chef.
29:28In fact, we might even put an order in for the wedding buffet.
29:31Life to be.
29:33And we can do many things.
29:35Well, I thought we were gonna go for cold food.
29:38Hang on, hang on. Have you two set a date?
29:40Yeah, we have. 15th of August.
29:42No way! You kept that quiet, you pair of dark arses!
29:45So where are you gonna do it?
29:47Well, we haven't decided yet.
29:49Well, you better get a move on, cos you know what these wedding venues are like.
29:51No, no, no, we're just gonna go for something small.
29:53Yeah, small but tasteful.
29:55You are still marrying Mandy, right?
29:57No gold carriage, then?
29:59I'm certainly done.
30:01Look, I just want something very low-key.
30:03Well, you've at least got to give us a couple of throws.
30:05Oh, no, what are we, just a joltier?
30:14You won't be able to cope on your own.
30:17I'll manage.
30:20You think you can really just walk away?
30:23I can't do this any more.
30:26I don't want to be with you.
30:28I don't love you, Tom.
30:32Well, go on, then.
30:34Run on back to the Inbreds.
30:36Maybe they can throw you a celebratory hoedown.
30:41Up in the top.
30:59It won't be long before you come crawling back.
31:03I wouldn't bank on it.
31:29Mand?
31:31Are you OK?
31:33I'm fine.
31:35Please go back to Paddy and Marlon.
31:37We didn't mean to upset you. It was just a joke.
31:39I know. Don't worry about it.
31:41I am worried. Look...
31:43I know we got off to a bad start, but...
31:46I've really enjoyed spending time with you these last few weeks
31:49and I don't want to spoil that, so...
31:52please unlock the door.
31:55I'm sorry.
31:57It's not to do with anything you said.
32:00You're not going to call it off, are you?
32:02No, it's just we haven't really spoke about the wedding
32:05and every time we do speak about it, it just keeps getting bigger and bigger.
32:08So what's the problem?
32:10I might have been having a few cash-flow issues.
32:13Oh. Well, Paddy's on a good run.
32:15I'm sure he'll be OK.
32:17I'm sure he'll be OK.
32:19I'm sure he'll be OK.
32:21I'm sure he'll be OK.
32:23Oh, well, Paddy's on a good wage. I'm sure he can pay for things.
32:26Not major cash-flow issues like...
32:28thousands of pounds.
32:30Does Paddy know?
32:32I don't even think about telling him.
32:34Andy, he's going to find out sometime.
32:36Oh, not if I can find a way of paying it back.
32:43Do you think we should send out a search party?
32:48Everything all right? You were ages.
32:50Sorry, there was a queue.
32:52We've just been making song lists for the DJ.
32:55Oh, yeah?
32:57Well, there's a lot of slipknot.
32:59Some tell Swift.
33:01For the hardcore fans. And we were thinking karaoke.
33:04I'm going to go to the bar.
33:06Rona, I'll get the drinks.
33:16I don't want to talk to you.
33:18Brenda, please.
33:20I've said all I needed to say.
33:24I've made a terrible mess of things.
33:28I've broken up a family,
33:30destroyed somebody's marriage.
33:33Don't let us go this whole way.
33:37Just tell me why.
33:39I don't know.
33:41It started off as something good.
33:44It's a way of getting to the truth.
33:47To avenge Rishi's death.
33:49And it turned out to be something...
33:52something a lot darker.
33:54Well, that doesn't answer the question.
34:01I had a bit of a reputation around here years ago.
34:06I could be quite...
34:08ruthless.
34:10Manipulative.
34:13Conniving, really.
34:15There's nothing to be proud of.
34:17No, but it made me feel like I was THE top dog.
34:23I just wanted to prove that...
34:26I still had some fight in me.
34:32Should have been stretched off years ago, shouldn't I?
34:36If you ever...
34:40ever do anything like this again...
34:43I'll go.
34:45You do know that, don't you?
34:48I have learned my lesson.
34:53Brenda...
34:56I love you.
35:00I can see why Tom probably felt the need now
35:03for those cameras and sensors, you know.
35:06That book. Checking on what she was spending.
35:10I guess it's all suddenly starting to make sense, isn't it?
35:14You know what, like...
35:16the way she reacted to that night we had.
35:18The girly night.
35:20No wonder she couldn't wait to get out there fast enough.
35:22Cos she knew we'd be quizzing her about the miscarriage that never happened.
35:25Who knows what's going on in her head.
35:29Look who I've found.
35:33You're back.
35:39Just seen Tom.
35:41I've told him that our marriage is over.
35:53Gabby said there was a problem with Archie.
35:55Yeah. He's very upset that he hasn't seen you.
35:58And whose fault's that?
36:00Yours, obviously, but I didn't say anything.
36:02Anyway, I had a chat with him and he told me to back off
36:05because I wasn't his mum.
36:07OK.
36:10OK.
36:11Which technically is true,
36:13but you know that I love him as much as the other kids.
36:15You know that.
36:17Well, I'll have a word with him.
36:19I just want him to be happy, Jay.
36:21Well, maybe you should have thought about that
36:23before you threw his dad out and tried to keep him.
36:26Did you just say that out loud?
36:28Mm-hm.
36:31What?
36:32Hey!
36:34Nothing to worry about, Archie. Your dad wants his little chat.
36:37Yeah, Laurel told me to come round and have a chat with you.
36:40Well, we decided.
36:42I didn't do anything.
36:43No, no, you're not in trouble.
36:45We're just worried about you.
36:47What's going on, son?
36:49Nothing.
36:51I just feel like I don't see you anymore.
36:54Oh, your dad has to work.
36:56Yeah, look, it's not that easy now.
36:59Laurel's asked me to change all the rotors round.
37:01Then call over after.
37:03I can't.
37:05She doesn't want me here.
37:06Oh, no, hang on, you can come over and see the kids whenever you want.
37:09That is not what you said the other day.
37:12Oh, for goodness sake.
37:13Jay, if you come here to have a go at me,
37:15or do you want to talk to your son?
37:17Why do you have to argue all the time?
37:19OK, OK, I'll go and put the kettle on,
37:22and you can have a chat, yeah?
37:28I'm sorry.
37:29It's OK.
37:30No, it's not, OK?
37:33I've been so busy feeling sorry for myself.
37:38I forgot that you're hurting, too.
37:40Why can't you just move back in?
37:43It's never going to happen, Arch.
37:45It's not the same without you here.
37:49I'll have another look at my shifts, all right?
37:52See if I can juggle things around a bit
37:54so we can spend more time together.
37:56Listen, it doesn't have to be like this.
38:00You could either live with me
38:02or you could live with your dad,
38:04or you can bob between the two of us.
38:07You know I would love you to live with me.
38:09Archie's old enough to make his own mind up, yeah?
38:13Then can I live with my dad?
38:17Yeah, yeah, of course you can.
38:21We just want you to be happy, love.
38:23Come here.
38:28How did this even happen? You said you were on the pill.
38:31It must have been that time I got drunk and I was sick.
38:34And it didn't cross your mind?
38:36You're the doctor. It's not just my responsibility.
38:39For all I know, you could have had this planned from day one.
38:42Believe me, this is not something I factored in
38:45when I came to live in this village.
38:49And, yeah, when I found out,
38:51I was as shocked and as appalled as you are.
38:54But I've got my head round it now,
38:56and I think maybe, just maybe,
39:00maybe a little bit of happiness might come out of it.
39:02No. No, this can't happen.
39:05It already has.
39:06You're not listening to me!
39:08I lost my daughter, my everything, to someone like you.
39:12Someone like me?
39:13You ended a child's life.
39:16I cannot be around someone like you.
39:18But you can still be around for your baby.
39:21I'm sorry.
39:24I cannot have a child with you, Ella.
39:28OK.
39:29So I think we just need to look at other options.
39:33I think that's for the best.
39:39What's going on? Why is Jay here?
39:41Yeah, I'll tell you later. We're having a little swap around.
39:44Archie's going to move up the road.
39:46Er, why?
39:47Well, he's going to move in with his dad, which is absolutely fine.
39:50Oh, there he is.
39:51Hi.
39:52Right, how are we getting on?
39:53I think that's it.
39:54Oh, well, that's a good job,
39:56cos I don't think I can fit much more in the car.
39:59Right, er, I'll be back in a minute.
40:01Yeah.
40:04OK.
40:06Er, so, listen,
40:07if your dad wants to watch every episode of The Walking Dead,
40:10you know you've always got a bed here, yeah?
40:12Aw, I'll see you soon, Shren.
40:14Don't be a stranger. I'm coming to see you.
40:16Yeah.
40:17Come in.
40:20Right, are we ready?
40:22You'd be good for your dad, yeah?
40:26Right, can I just get that from the box?
40:27Yes.
40:28Er, OK.
40:30You grab the case, Archie.
40:33Bye.
40:42You OK?
40:43What have I done?
40:44Hey, Laurel, this isn't your fault.
40:47I've just torn my family to pieces, haven't I?
40:51Look, don't get upset, Laurel.
40:54It's bad for your heart.
40:57What does it matter?
40:59It's broken already.
41:02You have to question the wisdom of going through with this pregnancy.
41:06Why?
41:09Do I really have to answer that?
41:11Yes.
41:12Can you guarantee the safety of this baby?
41:15Oh, don't you dare suggest that I would ever do anything to...
41:18You said you snapped.
41:19Yeah, that was a long time ago.
41:21And that you've spent the rest of your life self-monitoring your behaviour.
41:24Not because I'm scared I'm gonna kill somebody.
41:27But because I know other people are watching my every move.
41:35You know that I have never, ever laid a finger on anyone since Joanne.
41:39Ever.
41:40But I'm still being judged by people like you
41:43every single minute of every day.
41:45And so you should.
41:48I was a kid, Liam.
41:50A lonely, unloved child
41:52who did something terrible and has regretted it ever since.
41:56So is that it, then?
41:58I don't get a chance at happiness?
42:02No.
42:03No, I don't think you do.
42:05I'm sorry if that's not what you want to hear.
42:08Right, then.
42:11Well, there's nothing left to say, then, is there?
42:14I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble.
42:23There you are.
42:27Did you manage to get any sleep?
42:29A bit, yeah.
42:30Sam, I'll be back soon.
42:32Want a stew for tea?
42:34I don't have any money for the pot right now,
42:36but I'm gonna look for a job.
42:39Don't worry about that now.
42:41Maybe later they'll give you your job back.
42:43Yeah, maybe.
42:45I'll give you a shout when it's ready.
42:47Yeah.
42:49I tried, Mum.
42:51I already did, but...
42:54he isn't kind...
42:56or good.
42:59And I can't do it any more.
43:02I'm sorry.
43:10I'm sorry.
43:13I'm sorry.
43:16I'm sorry.
43:18I'm sorry.
43:48I'm sorry.