Emmerdale 27th June 2024
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00:00The miscarriage. You've been through so much. I'm still here. I'm never leaving you.
00:31Come on, Piper. Good girl. Come on.
00:37Belle? Belle, are you in there?
00:41Piper, come on. Good girl. Good girl.
00:46Piper, stay here. Stay there. Stay.
00:48Belle?
01:01Surprise.
01:10You walk him into work. I could get used to this.
01:13Well, whenever we end up, I will walk with you anywhere.
01:17Except I don't remember saying yes to anything yet.
01:20I don't remember you saying no, so you're still up for persuasion.
01:25Oi. Pack it in. You can do that at home. Not in here.
01:32I'll see you later.
01:34You most definitely will. I'm already looking forward to it.
01:38Actually, Jay, there's something I wanted to run past you.
01:43Yeah? Do you think you could run it past me later?
01:47Now, I know it's early, but is it too early for a drink?
01:55And the answer is no.
01:58Just put it on the tab.
02:01That tab is growing fast. He needs to pay for what he's drinking.
02:05Don't worry. I'll shut it down.
02:11I bet you're just glad to have him home.
02:14Yeah. I can't believe you've discharged yourself. How are you feeling?
02:19Like I dodged a bullet. Or a wire. I must have someone watching over me.
02:23Yeah, but look what happens when they take their eye off you for a minute.
02:26You end up in that thing.
02:28I'll have to sleep down here for a while.
02:30You'll have to make me up a bed on the sofa.
02:32Well, I reckon Belle will make you a very good nurse.
02:35You're a lucky man, Tom King.
02:37I don't, I'm not.
02:38There's no-one else in this whole world that I would rather have looking after me.
02:41What some people do to get off work, eh?
02:44I'd laugh if it did that so much.
02:46Thanks for all your help.
02:48You need to thank Paddy and all. I brought you back from the hospital.
02:52He brought you back from the dead.
02:55I don't think thank you comes close.
02:58I hope you're ready for what comes next.
03:01I guess now we'll find out what in sickness and in health really means.
03:16You've not been here in a while.
03:20I was beginning to think that you'd had a change of heart.
03:25I'd have to find one first.
03:28I was just, er, biding my time.
03:33Whatever hold you think you have on me,
03:38it ends now.
03:40This ends it.
03:42Oh.
03:44Literal, er,
03:47hush money.
03:49No more tabs. No more anything.
03:52It stops now.
03:54That's a shame, because, er,
03:57I had a proposal for you.
03:59I was thinking of taking on a consultancy role in the business.
04:04You are not pulling my strings any more.
04:07We're done.
04:08Yes, well, of course you want to think things through,
04:11weigh out the pros and cons, but think of it as, er,
04:14taking on a silent, er,
04:19well, not-so-silent partner.
04:26Everything all right?
04:28He's querying his long-standing bar tab.
04:31Put him straight.
04:33What's that expression? The customer's always right.
04:36Wrong, especially when it comes to Eric.
04:42Oh, hey.
04:44Not-so-happy birthday.
04:46Not-so-how-I-was-expectant-of-his-spend-of-my-30th, on my own.
04:50You're not on your own.
04:52Oh, thank you for that voucher.
04:54Yes. Sorry it's not very thoughtful.
04:56I literally did not have a clue what to get you with everything that's going on.
04:59Maybe some tunnelling equipment?
05:01Might need to get myself a new job before I can afford that.
05:04And brew.
05:06Shouldn't have got yourself sack cos of Matt, you know.
05:09How is he?
05:11I mean, I probably don't want to know the answer to that.
05:14He doesn't even want to see us, and it's my birthday.
05:17That's exactly why. He wants you to enjoy it.
05:20Oh, I don't think I'm going to enjoy anything until he's out of that place.
05:25Hey. Happy birthday.
05:27Oh, thank you, gorgeous boy.
05:30What is this?
05:32Open it.
05:35Kyle, that is beautiful.
05:37Matt, he helped me choose it a few weeks ago.
05:41Come here.
05:50You all good? Do you need anything else?
05:53No.
05:55We need to talk.
05:57I feel guilty, Belle.
05:59Guilty?
06:03Come here.
06:10Look.
06:13What happened to me?
06:15It's messed me up a bit.
06:19It's all my fault.
06:21It's all my fault.
06:23It's all my fault.
06:26But you...
06:28What you've been through, I mean...
06:31You had a miscarriage.
06:33I mean, your mental health, it must be in bits right now.
06:36I'm fine.
06:38Belle!
06:41No-one goes through what you've been through and feels fine.
06:45There have to be.
06:48Look, it's times like this
06:50where it's important that we talk properly, communicate.
06:53Cos otherwise it's just going to build up and up and...
06:59..and then it's going to become a ticking time bomb.
07:04Careful, it might kick you back.
07:09I know when you're OK and when you're not OK.
07:12Is it Eric?
07:14Laurel mentioned something.
07:16I can handle Eric.
07:18It's OK, I get it, it's just business.
07:21So let's talk about me instead then, shall we?
07:24And, er, my love life that might be about to take an unexpected turn.
07:29You know, I'm not sure I'm the right bloke
07:32to be giving out relationship advice.
07:34I think Laurel might be the only time I've got it right.
07:38Surely with the amount of relationships you've had,
07:41you've learned a thing or two.
07:43No offence taken.
07:45In any way, you always tell me the truth.
07:49You tell me it exactly as it is, and that is what I love about you.
07:54I can rely on you.
07:57I'd better get back to work.
08:03You remembered to take your tablet.
08:06I know there's lights and alarms.
08:08Yeah, I remembered.
08:09Easy thing to forget with everything that's gone on.
08:12I'm only checking because I worry about you.
08:15I never stop worrying.
08:17It's why I discharged myself.
08:20I've got to keep my eye on you, don't I?
08:25What did I promise you yesterday?
08:28That you're never going to leave me.
08:30But I just want you to focus on getting better.
08:33You see, that is your problem, Belle, right there.
08:36You are always putting other people first.
08:41And I get it.
08:44Talking about things can be difficult.
08:47But I can only help you if I know everything about what happened,
08:51about the miscarriage.
08:54I've told you everything.
08:59Have you?
09:01Yeah.
09:03I feel like I have.
09:06Just all happened so...
09:08Fast?
09:10Yeah.
09:13It's really difficult for me to talk about it.
09:17I think...
09:21..you want to tell me something.
09:24I can see it in you.
09:29Sometimes I think I know you better than you know yourself.
09:33KNOCK AT DOOR
09:35Don't answer it.
09:40Hey.
09:42Stranger.
09:56I know he's not big on emotion.
09:58I mean, you should know, you married him.
10:00But he seemed a bit off.
10:02Like he couldn't wait to get away.
10:04Yeah, he has been a bit off recently.
10:06I mean, I've tried to talk to him.
10:08And the wall's come up. Keep your distance.
10:10He should come with his own mode.
10:14All I wanted was a bit of advice.
10:16That I could completely disagree with, obviously.
10:18Obviously? Are we talking about Nicky?
10:20Yeah.
10:22The way his mum and dad treated him recently,
10:24of course he's thinking about moving on.
10:26I mean, there's toxic and then there's...
10:28Caleb and Ruby.
10:31The way his dad's been treating him.
10:34Families, who'd want one, eh?
10:37Does Jay know that you're thinking about moving on, though?
10:40Travelling the world?
10:42No, and you can't tell him.
10:44Oh, no.
10:46I've still got a really big decision to make.
10:48Should I stay or should I go?
10:50Yeah, just don't rush into anything.
10:52I mean, I know that he wouldn't say this himself,
10:55but I think Jay would be devastated if you left.
10:58After losing Rishi and Priya leaving,
11:01I think having you around,
11:03well, it's made things a bit easier for him.
11:07I wanted to tell him before,
11:09but I just know he'd try and talk me out of it.
11:11Oh, absolutely you will.
11:13But I won't.
11:15I'm going to sell out my dad now,
11:17but he used to say the most important thing
11:19about a relationship was compromise.
11:21I'm going to put it out there,
11:23but if he loves you in the same way,
11:25which I'm sure he does,
11:27why doesn't he stay?
11:30Oh, you had us worried there for a moment, Tom.
11:33Not as worried as Belle.
11:35She thought she was going to have to arrange my funeral.
11:38Tom.
11:40Well, I'm sorry if you can't laugh.
11:42Yeah, they can't stop us laughing, can they?
11:48So, from what I'm hearing,
11:50Moira's barn was pretty smashed up.
11:52Yeah, it was.
11:54I mean, it was a big mess.
11:56I mean, Moira's barn was pretty smashed up.
11:59Well, how did that happen?
12:01You didn't know?
12:03Well, me?
12:05I was a little bit busy almost being electrocuted to death.
12:08Yeah, what's with all the questions, Charity?
12:10Everybody's asking them.
12:12Like, why, for instance, was there a great big dent
12:14in the rotary isolator?
12:17Hang on.
12:19Are you actually asking if I did this to myself?
12:21No. God, no.
12:24I just don't want anyone blaming Noah,
12:26cos he was up there, wasn't he? He was the one who fitted it.
12:28No-one's blaming Noah.
12:30It was a bit of a mess when I got there.
12:32I don't know how or why,
12:34and then I must have touched something that I shouldn't have.
12:36Next thing I know, I'm waking up in a hospital bed.
12:38He was there all night.
12:40Well, I guess if it was that bad, you'd still be in there, wouldn't you?
12:43HE CHUCKLES
12:45Like you say, you've got to laugh.
12:47Well, thanks for coming.
12:49So you didn't see anyone up there then, Tom?
12:51No.
12:53And right now, all I'm focused on is getting myself better.
12:56If that's all right with you.
12:58Sorry. Just trying to work out what happened, you know?
13:02Whoever did this...
13:04Look, we just want to be left alone.
13:07It's not a good time for us right now.
13:09That's making me wonder why you're not still in hospital then, eh?
13:12Cos I'm not talking about me, all right? I'm talking about Belle.
13:15I'm talking about the miscarriage.
13:18SIGHS
13:20So, Dawn and Billy, they must be, what, excited, nervous, terrified,
13:24all at the same time?
13:26I mean, at least he's coming home, and that's good, isn't it?
13:29Yeah. And what brilliant timing for Thomas to get a streaming cold.
13:32I mean, I know he's in nursery, so he's always got something, but...
13:35Yeah, germ factories, aren't they? Yeah, exactly.
13:38And I know Evan's got to be protected, I get that, I do,
13:41but I'm just going to be worried about Thomas sneezing or breathing,
13:46touching the wrong thing.
13:48Well, I tell you what, why don't you move back in with me?
13:51Really? Yeah. I mean, Arthur's in Australia,
13:54and there's more than enough room in the inn.
13:57Oh, well, look, I wasn't asking.
13:59Yeah, but, Gabby, you and Thomas are family, you're always welcome,
14:02and, to be honest, I could do with another woman in the house.
14:05Oh, well, thanks, Lola.
14:07Oh, it'd be like living at home again.
14:09I'd better get my stuff packed. Oh, that's the plan.
14:13Right, Eric.
14:15Here we are.
14:17OK.
14:19No need for that.
14:21Jay will sort it. Sorry?
14:23Oh, but I will take a bottle of that dreadfully overpriced
14:27New Zealand Pinot Noir.
14:29Brenda and I might enjoy a cheeky glass later on tonight,
14:32if you don't mind. Well, I do mind.
14:34I mean, I don't know what arrangement you've got with Jay,
14:37but you can't not pay.
14:39Well, let me say it slowly for you, dear.
14:43If you've got a problem,
14:45you speak to your lovely husband,
14:48and I'm sure he'll put you straight.
14:52You can have whatever pizza you want.
14:57Happy birthday! I thought we were here for you.
15:00You so fell for it. Hey!
15:03Yeah. Well, Mattie would want you to enjoy it,
15:06even though there's still other things going on.
15:08It's amazing. Thank you, everyone.
15:11No Cain? Oh, I doubt he'll be missed.
15:14Come on, open it.
15:20Why didn't you tell anyone?
15:24I wasn't ready.
15:26I wasn't ready.
15:32I told someone.
15:36Who?
15:38Mac.
15:42I'm sorry, I...
15:44I had to talk to someone.
15:46And please thank him for me.
15:49He was brilliant. He's a...
15:51He's a great listener. Sorry, you actually told Mac?
15:55Yesterday.
15:57I'm sorry. But I told him to keep it to himself,
16:00and obviously he did.
16:02But we do know the real reason
16:04why you didn't want anyone knowing, don't we?
16:07And it's OK. You can tell the truth now.
16:12Well, you felt ashamed.
16:15Ashamed?
16:19For not keeping the baby.
16:21That somehow this is her fault.
16:23No, Bell. This is not your fault.
16:26I know that. I keep trying to tell her.
16:29Bell, listen to me. Do you remember when I had the ectopic pregnancy?
16:34I was in such a bad place.
16:36I had all the same emotions. Shame, anger, guilt.
16:39It's just your brain making you feel worse.
16:42Bell, nobody can tell you how to feel, but I have been there.
16:45It's like losing something you never had.
16:49But that loss is still real. It still hurts.
16:52It hurts like mad.
16:55She just needs time to process things. We both do.
16:59On her own.
17:09I spoke to Debs.
17:13I guess that's why you were planning on going to Scotland.
17:16What? Nothing was planned.
17:20Bell probably doesn't want to keep talking about it.
17:24Yeah, I know, but... We're fine, honestly.
17:28Thank you for coming round.
17:30Bell, if you need anything, anything at all, don't tell anyone.
17:34We just want to keep it quiet.
17:50Oh!
18:02It was as if Eric was goading me.
18:06It felt like getting the drink and pouring it over his head.
18:09But that'd be more profits down the drain, wouldn't it?
18:12Oh, no, I felt awful.
18:14You know, what with his illness and everything.
18:16It doesn't make him a charity case.
18:18No. I'll have a word.
18:20Well, I'm supposed to have a word with you.
18:22Apparently, if I've got a problem, speak to your lovely husband, he said.
18:26Well, and you are doing, so I'll deal with it.
18:29Yeah, but it was as if he had some kind of hold over you.
18:34Yeah, well, that's news to me.
18:37But, well, I hope he shares it with your lovely husband,
18:41cos, well, I'm quite intrigued.
18:43I'm probably imagining it.
18:47You remember Debbie, don't you?
18:50She's all over the place.
18:52So we did discuss visiting, but nothing was set in stone.
18:57Yeah, yeah, I did think it was a bit weird.
19:01But if you were going up to Scotland,
19:03you would have told me first, though, wouldn't you?
19:06Obviously.
19:07But my dad's up there, so it might be nice in the future.
19:11Hmm.
19:13Listening to Charity earlier, it was awful, wasn't it?
19:19I know.
19:20I mean, what she's been through, that poor woman.
19:25And knowing that you have been through almost the exact same thing,
19:29I mean, it absolutely breaks my heart.
19:34Tom.
19:36I just wish I knew what to say to make things better.
19:40You don't have to say anything.
19:43It's like losing something that you never had,
19:47but that loss still hurt.
19:51That's what she said, right? Something like that?
19:54Yep.
19:57I can't imagine the pain that you are going through right now, Belle.
20:01I just... I feel so helpless.
20:04Well, don't.
20:06Well, don't.
20:09You've had a miscarriage.
20:11I mean, you might never get over this.
20:13I have to.
20:14Not on your own, not without help.
20:17Look, hospitals, they have things in place for this kind of thing,
20:22but you're telling me that you weren't offered anything at all?
20:25I didn't want anything.
20:26Because you weren't in the right frame of mind, Belle.
20:28You'd just lost your baby.
20:30I want to know why you weren't given proper support.
20:33What are you doing, Tom?
20:35Getting answers.
20:37Don't do that.
20:39Belle, we can't heal unless we get past it.
20:41Tom, please.
20:43Please don't.
20:45Please.
20:48I didn't...
20:50I didn't have a miscarriage.
20:54I've lied to you.
20:56And I'm so sorry.
21:00I've had an abortion.
21:01I've had an abortion.
21:20Go on, then. Blow them out.
21:24Make a wish.
21:25Well, no prizes for guessing what that's going to be.
21:29Yay!
21:32I'll make the same one. I make it every night.
21:37I'm guessing you weren't wishing for that.
21:39Something come up?
21:40Yep, let's call work.
21:44You can go outside and play football if you want.
21:46Can I still have some cake?
21:47No, I'm leaving the company with it.
21:49No, you're not.
21:50It won't be the first time.
21:53Pardon?
21:57You've done a lovely job, eh? I said to make it really special.
22:01I just wonder how many more I'm going to have to spend without Matty.
22:04Well, plenty more cake to go around every cloud, eh?
22:07Is that supposed to be funny?
22:09He's in prison. He's not dead.
22:11Who invited you?
22:14What are you doing?
22:15I'm trying to lighten the mood, but obviously making it worse.
22:18Do you really think this can get any worse?
22:20This is as bad as it gets.
22:24Is that the right answer?
22:32So what's Tom said about it?
22:34Cos everything was fine when I left.
22:37Mum?
22:38I think Tom's got bigger things on his mind right now.
22:40So nobody's blaming me?
22:43Mum, are you all right?
22:45What's happened?
22:47It's Belle.
22:50What about her?
22:54OK, look, you can't tell anyone.
22:57The miscarriage?
22:59Hang on, you knew too?
23:01Yeah, Tom told me. I wasn't meant to say anything.
23:05Mac wasn't meant to say anything either.
23:07So what, everyone knew but me?
23:09I wanted to.
23:10No, he should have told me straight away! This is family!
23:13Yeah, I'm sorry. I promised him.
23:17Something is not adding up here.
23:20About what?
23:21Everything! Belle hasn't told a soul about this miscarriage yet,
23:25and yet Tom, there he is, telling the world!
23:27Yeah, he's just talking about things that are on his mind.
23:30That's what you're supposed to do, innit?
23:32I just get the feeling that Tom is saying the things
23:35that he thinks people want to hear.
23:37I don't know.
23:38Mum, I just think you need to get off his back a bit.
23:40He's a decent guy.
23:41No. No, he's not decent.
23:44He's almost perfect.
23:46And when someone or something appears perfect...
23:53I'm so sorry.
23:58I can't...
24:03Do you realise what you're telling me?
24:06I know.
24:07Do you?
24:09I feel sick!
24:10I didn't know how to tell you.
24:15I didn't know what to say, to think.
24:17I mean, everything you told me!
24:21I wanted to tell you the truth.
24:23But what, it was easier to lie?
24:25I didn't want to hurt you.
24:27Hurt me?
24:28I'm sorry.
24:31For what?
24:32For lying?
24:33Or murdering our baby?
24:38Is it my fault?
24:40Your fault.
24:45I must have...
24:47I must have driven you to it.
24:49I mean, no-one...
24:50No-one kills their own baby for no reason.
24:54You heard what Gerrity said.
24:56What that loss...
24:58feels like.
25:04Well, it must have meant nothing to you.
25:06It did.
25:08It really did.
25:11That's why you were going to Scotland.
25:13No, I told you...
25:15I saw the suitcase, Belle!
25:17You got rid of our baby.
25:20And then you were going to leave me.
25:28I don't know how long I've got on this,
25:29but I just wanted to say happy birthday.
25:32I really wanted to see you today.
25:34I know.
25:35Sorry about the busy names,
25:36but I just didn't want you thinking of this place today.
25:40I'm sorry.
25:42I'm sorry.
25:44I'm sorry.
25:45This place today...
25:47It's all I think about.
25:49And you.
25:50I never stop thinking about you.
25:53Kyle gave you his present?
25:55Yeah.
25:56He said you helped him pick it.
25:58Yeah.
26:00I love it.
26:03I love you.
26:05Look, I've got to go, right?
26:08I want to sleep.
26:09I can do the same.
26:10You don't need to worry about me, all right?
26:11Bye.
26:15Bye.
26:45Bye.
27:03Look, how long is this going to...
27:08Oh, Clemmie and Lucas did that.
27:11Took them ages.
27:12It's amazing. I can tell.
27:14Tea?
27:15Yeah.
27:17You know, this house has never been so clean.
27:21I think it's been disinfected with an inch of its life.
27:25Well, we are so grateful for everything.
27:29Just so as you know,
27:31Gabby and Thomas have moved out.
27:34She thought it would lessen the chance of infection.
27:37They didn't need to do that.
27:39No, well, that's what I said,
27:40but when Gabby's mind's made up...
27:42Yeah, well, Thomas is your grandson.
27:44It must have...
27:45Yeah, well, it's probably the right thing to do.
27:48And it's only for a while, not forever.
27:53Oh, the kids would love to see him.
27:55Shall I give them a shout?
27:56No.
27:57No, he's really tired.
27:59Hey.
28:13Please say something.
28:19I felt like we just needed a little time apart.
28:23A little time?
28:25We've been fighting.
28:28I see you're punishing me, OK?
28:30No, I wasn't.
28:32I felt like we...
28:35Like I just wasn't in the best place.
28:38And I told you, Tom, I did tell you.
28:40And I told you, Tom, I did tell you.
28:42I didn't know if I could take the stress on of a baby,
28:45if I was mentally strong enough, and then the fire.
28:47I didn't know if I could look after myself,
28:49let alone anyone else.
28:52So why didn't you tell me that?
28:55Because I was scared.
28:58So I lied about the miscarriage.
29:01You're scared of me?
29:04I can make you mad sometimes.
29:06So I'm some...
29:08some monster that you're trying to escape?
29:10No.
29:11This is on me. It's all on me.
29:16How about you wish
29:18that Paddy was never there?
29:21What?
29:22Well, think about it.
29:23If I died in that barn,
29:25think how many problems for you that would have solved.
29:29Tom, when I found out
29:31you almost died, my life...
29:33my life stopped.
29:35So a new one could begin without me.
29:37I don't want a new one, Tom.
29:41Maybe this is for the best.
29:44Maybe we aren't meant to be together.
29:46No.
29:47No, don't say that.
29:49We are.
29:50And this can show just how strong we are.
29:53Strong?
29:54You didn't want my baby, Belle.
29:56I do.
29:57I do want your baby.
29:58I just... I didn't feel like it was the right time,
30:00but I was... I was wrong.
30:03You know some men won't be able to get past this.
30:05Tom!
30:07Please.
30:08Please just give me a second chance.
30:10Let me show you.
30:11Let me show you how much I love you.
30:13You wouldn't do this to someone that you love.
30:15You know I do.
30:19I don't... I don't know anymore.
30:23You've hurt me more
30:25than I ever thought possible.
30:27You've destroyed my world, Belle.
30:57I think you're in the wrong cell.
31:09No, it's the right cell.
31:12I've been put in it.
31:14But I was told that I...
31:16Told you what?
31:17No, I just...
31:19I thought I had a cell to myself.
31:28I told you you'd got en suite too.
31:35First time, is it?
31:38Yeah, me too.
31:41And what I did,
31:43I didn't do it either.
31:48You here?
31:49Yeah, yeah.
31:51I'm up there, then.
31:53I'm up there, then.
32:00I'm Les.
32:03Batty.
32:05Yeah, I was about your age
32:07when I paid me first visit.
32:11The man that walked in was very different
32:13to the one that walked out.
32:15I'm just going to keep my head down.
32:17Yeah.
32:19Well, sometimes you've got to keep it up, son.
32:22You might not see him coming.
32:29Do you know the kids are asking about him again?
32:32No.
32:35Look, we're doing everything that we're told.
32:39We were never going to stay in the hospital.
32:42Yeah, but how do we know we're being careful enough?
32:45How can we possibly know we're keeping him safe?
32:48There's all these people.
32:50The breathing, whatever the...
32:53I mean, if he gets infected...
32:58Dawn, it is OK to be scared.
33:02But, you know, the help doesn't stop.
33:09Sorry.
33:11I think I'm just overthinking everything.
33:15No, you're not.
33:16You're just being like any normal mother would be.
33:20It's not normal, though, is it?
33:23Did you know that Las Vegas
33:26is the brightest place on Earth from outer space?
33:30Right, well, unless I've got a spaceship.
33:32And nearly 150 marriages happen there every day.
33:37Ah, so now the ulterior motive becomes clear.
33:40Well, if you're going to gamble...
33:44Yeah, but that's the thing, Vicky.
33:47I've never been too good with risk.
33:50And look, I get it.
33:51The way your dad treated you, I'd want to run too.
33:53I'm not running.
33:56I'm escaping.
33:58And it doesn't have to be Vegas first.
33:59It can be anywhere in the world.
34:01So what about here?
34:04Look, you leaving, you've got nothing to lose.
34:06But I do.
34:08I can't lose Jay.
34:11He's my brother.
34:12We've literally just found the...
34:17Sorry.
34:18No.
34:20It's just I thought that you were coming round to the idea,
34:23but you're obviously not.
34:24No, I am. I really am.
34:26It's just...
34:28Not now?
34:30I'm not saying never.
34:35That's OK.
34:37Yeah, I don't want to be around my family,
34:39but I don't want to be anywhere that you're not.
34:44Maybe I'll just have to start saving for that spaceship.
34:51BIRDS CHIRP
35:02Laurel told me what you said to her.
35:04You know, I should have stopped this before it even started.
35:07So the, er, consultancy, um, is off the table, then, is it?
35:13Might be a mistake.
35:15My advice could be quite valuable.
35:17You keep pushing me.
35:19What do you think's going to happen?
35:21You're weak.
35:22A total fraud.
35:24I almost feel sorry for you. Almost.
35:28Shut up.
35:30I shouldn't say this, but, er,
35:32I'm glad that Rishi is no longer with us
35:35because he would be utterly ashamed the way you've turned out to be.
35:39You back off now, or I swear to God...
35:41Jay?
35:43What on earth are you doing?
35:45Sorry.
35:47I must have touched a wrong raw nerve.
35:51I'm just a silly old man.
35:53Right. Oh, don't you play that card.
35:55He's lying.
35:57No, you're lying to me.
35:59I know you are. I'm not stupid.
36:02Home now!
36:17BIRDS CHIRP
36:25Must have been a bit of a shock.
36:29Shock.
36:30You know what happened to you.
36:32Electric shock.
36:34Nice.
36:35Nice wheels.
36:37Yeah, yeah, I think my boy racer days might be over.
36:40Hey, it's a great little sick note for you, though.
36:42You know what they say, where there's blame, there's a claim.
36:45Anyway, I'm just glad that you're all right.
36:48Last thing anybody around here needs is another funeral.
36:50Thanks.
36:52I think.
37:1549.
37:1850.
37:25How much do you bench press?
37:28I don't know.
37:30You don't know?
37:32Gym's not really my thing.
37:34Yeah.
37:37Neither anymore.
37:40Too many clowns taking photos of each other.
37:43Really gets my back up.
37:46It's not like that in here, though.
37:50Every clown, eh?
37:52Definitely.
37:56You've still not told me what you're in here for.
37:58Nothing. I'm innocent.
38:01Fast learner.
38:05You probably think I'm a right nutjob, don't you?
38:07No.
38:08Well, I am.
38:09I am.
38:13You see, my thing...
38:19I like the fire, me.
38:23Yeah.
38:25Watching the flames.
38:28The smell.
38:31Heat.
38:35The burning.
38:40Oh, look at your face.
38:43You look terrified.
38:46There.
38:47I'm only playing, were you?
38:49Me?
38:50Or am I?
39:01I'm waiting.
39:05OK.
39:06OK.
39:08Well, you know, when I told you that Amit killed me dad...
39:12Oh, no new information. Really?
39:14I know. I know. It sounded crazy.
39:16It sounds even crazier now.
39:17No, no, no. Will you just listen to me?
39:20Please.
39:21My dad didn't fall down the stairs.
39:25He was pushed by his own brother.
39:28OK? I just couldn't prove it back then.
39:30But you can now.
39:31Yes.
39:32Amit confessed to everything.
39:34Just like that?
39:36Look, Eric was on to him too, all right?
39:38He's been doing some digging of his own.
39:40When Amit was cornered,
39:42when he realised that there was no way out,
39:44he admitted everything.
39:46So why didn't you go to the police then?
39:49Because...
39:51we still didn't have anything concrete.
39:55Amit thought he could just make it all go away,
39:58so he offered up his chairs in Hop
40:00and he promised that he would disappear.
40:03Ah, right.
40:04And you took him up on his very kind offer.
40:07Yeah.
40:09I know it might seem silly now, Laurel,
40:12but at the time,
40:13it just seemed like that was going to be best for everyone.
40:16No, best for you, Jay!
40:18You wanted the truth. Now you've got the truth, OK?
40:20OK. What about Eric?
40:23Hmm?
40:24Eric.
40:26Yeah, Eric.
40:28Well...
40:29Eric...
40:30Eric...
40:31Eric's been blackmailing me.
40:33All right?
40:34He's been making me jump through all kinds of hoops
40:37to keep his silence.
40:38Why?
40:41Amit begged me
40:43not to tell Sonny that he killed me dad, all right?
40:47It was part of the deal.
40:49OK, he didn't want his son to know that he was a murderer.
40:53So he made me take the chairs in Hop
40:55and even the ones that he'd promised Sonny,
40:57and...
40:58Eric knew about that deal.
41:00That you had accepted it?
41:02Yes!
41:04I didn't have much choice, Laurel.
41:07You left Sonny with nothing.
41:10He's your own brother. How could you...?
41:12Do you know what? I'm so lost in all of this.
41:14I don't believe a word that comes out of your mouth!
41:27DOOR CLOSES
41:33I didn't know when you'd be coming back.
41:36Someone's been busy.
41:38Don't.
41:42I thought you'd want to eat.
41:48And I know none of this makes up for what I've done, but...
41:53There's a but?
41:58DOOR OPENS
42:03I've just been trying to figure out how I can show you...
42:07..how much I regret what I've done to you.
42:10By getting the fancy plates out?
42:14Do you want me to leave?
42:19If we're done, Tom...
42:22..if you don't love me any more...
42:27..please, can you say something?
42:30Tom... Oh, you'd love me to leave, wouldn't you?
42:33And then Tom looks like the bad guy all over again.
42:37I just want you to tell me how we can get past this.
42:41I hate myself.
42:44And I will always be sorry.
42:47But I love you.
42:50I love you, Tom, and I never meant to hurt you.
42:53And I promise I will never, ever hurt you again.
43:07I don't think...
43:11..I could...
43:13..stop loving you, Belle.
43:17Even if I wanted to.
43:19Thank you.
43:24Please...
43:26..don't make me regret this.