Soobin Hoang Son - Behind A Girl

Just a song that i really really like and related to
since it is not in English, i will translate it here.

Sometimes i hope i could have a chance to say it all instead of,
Quietly hear you talk about him with star in your eyes,
You tried to avoid my look,
As you can see through me everytime,
Cannot interrupt your words, nor let my tears stream.

So i take a step back, to see you clearer,
to hold you more dearly in my mind,
Every life drop in me shrinks to the size of a girl ( a girl i used to love),
Or should i still be silently by your side,
Even though i cannot hold your hands but we will forever walk the same road,
Since then, my eyes become strangely emotionless.

No one can stop when it is loving,
Don't try to talk me out of this love cause this love is not a sin,
Everyone wish to be loved,
To be picked up and held every evening,
To wake up with someone, to see they are sleeping,

So i take a step back, to see you clearer,
to hold you more dearly in my eyes,
Every life drop in me shrink to the size of a girl ( a girl i used to love),
Or should i still be silently by your side,
Even though i cannot hold your hands but we still walk the same road,
Since then, my eyes become strangely emotionless.

So i take a step back, to see you clearer,
to hold you more dearly in my eyes,
Every life drop in me shrink to the size of a girl ( a girl i used to love),
Or should i still be silently by your side,
Even though i cannot hold your hands but we still walk the same road,
Since then, my eyes become strangely emotionless.
Why can't i meet you sooner?