If I do close my eyes, what is it that I picture years from now?

Scene taken from Mr. Robot TV series. “eps2.2_init1.asec” is the fourth episode of Season 2 of Mr. Robot. It was broadcast on July 27, 2016.

"If I do close my eyes, what is it that I picture years from now?

Like Leon said, doesn't one need to understand that before they're ready to fight for their existence?

How would my future fairy tale unfold?

Will I finally connect with those I deeply care for?
Will I reunite with old friends long gone?
See the ones I love find true happiness?

Maybe this future includes people I'd never dream of getting close to. Even make amends with those I have unfairly wronged.

A future that's not so lonely. A future filled with friends and family. You'd even be there... The world I've always wanted.

And you know what?

I would like very much to fight for it."