Mystified
- 14 years ago
I will never understand why he brought me to France. Why he insisted I could not bear his child. Why he kept me isolated for all these years. All his little rules, his many exactitudes . . . why? I am mystified. The music is by Nick Riff. The garden settings are the Château de L'Ermitage in Montmorency, France, where I was put into care.
Now, our family doctor says I created and caused this whole situation.
Kris is the love of my life. He used to show me pictures of the Baphomet, an Alchemical being, and would explain that this was us -- that we were the same person.
I have never been able to spend a day without seeing his dark, angry, creased forehead. His black legs, walking. The lone dark man, always looking away from me.
Two nights ago, I begged him to hold me. The laugh, the nervous smile on his face, said it all.
I cried. "I want to go home," I sobbed. But I've never had one.
copyright 2010 Lisa B. Falour all rights reserved LISA, INC. MYSTIFIED (c) 2006 Nick Riff (p) Cosmic Eye Music BMI
Now, our family doctor says I created and caused this whole situation.
Kris is the love of my life. He used to show me pictures of the Baphomet, an Alchemical being, and would explain that this was us -- that we were the same person.
I have never been able to spend a day without seeing his dark, angry, creased forehead. His black legs, walking. The lone dark man, always looking away from me.
Two nights ago, I begged him to hold me. The laugh, the nervous smile on his face, said it all.
I cried. "I want to go home," I sobbed. But I've never had one.
copyright 2010 Lisa B. Falour all rights reserved LISA, INC. MYSTIFIED (c) 2006 Nick Riff (p) Cosmic Eye Music BMI