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00:12Terry?
00:14I heard what you've been for on that podcast.
00:16I just wanted to reach out.
00:18Now here we go.
00:20I've had enough podcast freaks knocking about.
00:22Yeah? Trying to take pictures of me every time I open the door.
00:24No, no, no, no. It's not like that.
00:26I just want to talk.
00:28You're not the first person to turn up claiming they're my dad either.
00:32What? No.
00:34You wrote me a letter
00:36a few years back.
00:38Okay, I didn't respond, but
00:40after everything you've been through, I felt awful.
00:42I just wanted to come and find you.
00:44Well, I wrote a letter
00:46to every Terry can I could find.
00:48So how do I know you're my dad?
00:50I can prove it.
00:52Come on, let's go inside.
00:54Sonia.
00:56Please.
00:58I'm glad you and Amy are talking again.
01:04I'm so proud of you.
01:06Mom.
01:08I am.
01:10You're so much stronger than I ever was at your age.
01:12You just keep that head up, yeah?
01:14And is that my skirt?
01:16Not tonight, it's not.
01:18Mmm.
01:20Enjoy.
01:24You've got five minutes.
01:28It's just...
01:30After hearing what you've been through, I...
01:32I just wanted to reconnect, let you know that I was there for you.
01:46That your dad was there for you.
01:48Right, well, you said you can prove it.
01:52That you're my dad.
01:54Oh, yeah, yeah.
02:02That's all I had of you.
02:04Is that you a nun?
02:06Yes.
02:08After what that Rhys bloke did and you being a new mum, I just wanted to make sure you was okay.
02:16And do what I can, if you're not.
02:18This coming from the bloke that abandoned his entire family, took everything that wasn't nailed down, do me a favour.
02:24Look, I...
02:26I've even got ID to prove I am...
02:30Well, me.
02:32You're probably thinking it's too little too late.
02:35Me arriving, trying to be the hero, but I just wanted to...
02:42What?
02:43I don't know.
02:46Maybe we could start over, make a connection.
02:49To be honest, Sonia, you've been in my faults ever since I last laid eyes on you.
02:55I even use you as a totem to focus when I'm meditating.
02:59Oh, hang on a minute.
03:01Can someone please translate? I don't speak, nutter.
03:04Please, please.
03:05No, right, that's it.
03:06Now, you can focus off.
03:08You've had your five minutes and take your tom-tom with you.
03:10Look, can you two just, um, give me some time?
03:14You're not serious?
03:16You all right?
03:17Yes.
03:19You're being taken in by this man.
03:22I just wanna talk.
03:23I'm not putting him in my will, and I can't do that with you shouting the odds, can I?
03:28You put a foot wrong, and I'll adjust your chakra.
03:43See, that's your brother for it, yeah?
03:45Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
03:48All right.
03:50Looking good, Barney.
03:53Thanks.
03:54Still good for the gym later, yeah?
03:56Dad?
03:57Well, Zach has kindly offered to take you on and train your barn.
04:00Get you strapped.
04:01Really?
04:02Sharon's brother training me in her gym?
04:05Nah, I'm all right, thanks.
04:06I wouldn't feel right.
04:07feel right don't worry about that it's fine it's all right you and zack could be pals in no time
04:12of course get your confidence going looking better feeling better thanks what's that
04:19it's a mocker no mate change that for water now well i just gotta tell you that for a run later
04:25nothing hectic just see what we're working with bonnie water go now
04:31so this mean we're good then yeah everything that's gone on forgotten
04:44no no no no cash don't worry i was training anyway you can just tag along
04:48yeah fair enough you just look after my boy yeah main thing is we just have some fun yeah yeah
04:56thanks dad see you later
05:06i picked her up from the showroom this morning i live in barley most of the time so uh
05:11i'm gonna have her shipped out she's a real beauty ain't she
05:15look i genuinely honestly just want to have it right between us
05:28why now i told you the podcast i couldn't get me head around what you'd been through
05:35so you thought you'd just drop into my life uninvited
05:41you did write me a letter which you ignored yeah yeah i'm sorry about that
05:46i was fully prepared for you to tell me where to go but i had to reach out i felt
05:51i felt awful about what you've been through
05:55weren't your fault well maybe if i hadn't walked out on you all those years ago or
05:59answered the letter and i don't know maybe things would be different guess we'll never know eh no
06:11why didn't you answer my letter old letter cowardice i guess easier not to
06:20do i mean i was so busy with work i just thought carry on i know selfish i know i know
06:29what'd you do for work oh well i've got my own mindfulness business it's like meditation and all
06:36that it's taken me around the world had a chance to really look at myself think deeply about me and
06:42you and everything really i know i know i did wrong but i'm here now and i want to show you that i'm not
06:52that stupid little prat anymore sonia i'm i'm not getting any younger i just want to make amends for
07:02everything i did or everything i've failed to do i'm can we is there a way is there a way we can be
07:13part of each other's lives how long you're here for uh a week we could do some day trips talk maybe
07:25people i um i need some time yeah yeah of course yeah yeah on my own yeah yeah yeah of course it's a
07:33it's a lot to take in ain't it yeah uh i'll i'll give you some space get out your hair right yeah
07:43sonia i just want to thank you for hearing me out a lot of people would have said it's more than i
07:50deserve so yeah thanks
08:04go look i just want to know if there's any problems that's all i'm saying
08:09can you stop being so embarrassing my friends are here looking cringe you're not all right looking good
08:21oh he's nice isn't he that way oh my god go
08:27all right come on we should get going oh no five more minutes it's just nice to be out of the flat
08:33what do you mean well louie's been kicking off isn't he he's been moaning that he ain't got his own
08:37bedroom but it has got me thinking that place is too small for all of us as it is let alone when the
08:44baby comes our flat just ain't gonna cut it anymore we need a house
08:47we're supposed to get money for that i don't know but our family is growing and when this baby
08:55comes yeah all right leave it with me i'll speak to my dad when i get a chance but he's already paying
09:00for the wedding so hey kev lily hasn't been in has she i've not seen her since this morning no oh
09:09i uh i take it you haven't spoke to gene yet no i haven't no i'm sorry i want how i do but
09:16not in the right time there's just so much going on with stacy and and lily's not coping at all and
09:21gene's just trying to keep everything together so but i promise you know i will as soon as things
09:29come out a bit yeah so uh thanks and we'll just keep looking at us um thanks to you going to a
09:35voicemail she could be anywhere off her face on drugs bought with stolen money i don't know what to do
09:41how are you guys same robbie okay yeah good yeah good man good yo thanks for coming ain't a party
09:53about me is it is lily coming yeah i think later she's just getting grief off to you oh well we'll
09:58start have a good time now yeah yeah of course you're just coming in yeah yeah
10:28i'm happy you came i mean it yeah me too i just wanted to say all this stuff with the police and
10:36how you've handled it it's been amazing but now i need you to come and help me put some proper tunes
10:42on i want this night to be chilled and relaxed yeah
10:58oh what's on your same sense and slung you out of she i gave her some space so she could think it
11:13over all right chain a mug chain a little slivering snake like you got back into her life just because
11:20you've grown a conscience oh i'm the snake haven't you knew i was back and didn't tell her how's she
11:25gonna feel about that hey you all right bianca what are you having who's that jack jack browning
11:37what do i know you terry can you was just a boy last time i saw you long time yeah not long enough
11:46look i'm not looking for any trouble okay but all the things i did i apologize for the pain i caused
11:53care of your family the whole lot i'm sorry all right i'm sorry to hear about jim he rest in peace
11:59he was a proper proper gentleman yeah because he stuck around for his family didn't bail out the first
12:03sign of a dirty nappy did he what you after i'm here for sonia i heard that podcast and i couldn't
12:12help but wonder what what it would be like for her if i was in her life yeah worse you mean i've had a good
12:17look at myself and i just want to find a version of me that i want to be and that's why i came back
12:25i'm only in the country for a week and i want to show my daughter someone she could be proud of someone
12:31maybe she could forgive look if you want to take a swing i ain't gonna stop you and i ain't gonna fight
12:37you back and we both know i deserve it i need some fresh air nice to see you jack looking good
12:49he is dreaming if he thinks that waffle's gonna get his feet back under sonia's table
12:55over my dead body
12:56uh nugget said you needed me they said that you invited them that's right isn't it ivana we go way
13:07back yeah oh come in then what are you playing at you mentioned party i saw a business opportunity
13:16so you followed me do i need to try out some customs i'll get by on your pocket money can i
13:21but it ain't that sort of party that's about to be you know this house belongs to a copper you need
13:28to go now i haven't seen a coppers about food what do i say is a scared little girl
13:39lily yeah would you please give me a call thank you
13:42where is your silly silly
13:53what's this
14:00no i'm so sorry i didn't call you this charlie was playing with this you stupid stupid girl
14:08it uh bad timing no no i was going to ask you actually is there any proof of ruby setting fire
14:20to the stall you spoke to slaters telling him there's a lack of evidence oh
14:26you all right i was just expecting um don't know terry
14:33yeah bumped into him and harry's what did you make of him
14:43i don't know i don't know what i think does it what are you gonna do
14:51lost so much an i
14:54martin
14:57life i thought i was gonna have a race all i wanted was a normal family
15:04you spoke to carol no no whatever i choose to do is my decision
15:14do you think a bloke like that can change
15:20you know i did a lot of stupid things when i was young
15:23stuff that i weren't proud of
15:26i mean think of it like this he's gonna be abroad you're gonna be here it's just gonna be a couple of
15:31phone calls texts every now and then if he is genuine i mean you know maybe it's going to be a good
15:39thing for you but if he is still a toe rag you just kick him in a touch
15:45and you come back to what you know which is us
15:53thanks
15:53she could have choked on that bag and what if it wasn't empty when what were you thinking i wasn't
16:10i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm trying to stop it
16:21stop what everything my dad i've let him down i've let him down so much
16:30no you haven't why'd you say that i didn't even say goodbye to him
16:34i had a speech
16:40i couldn't go to his own funeral i couldn't
16:44why not i couldn't bear it
16:46watching mum smiling and nodding sorry for your loss when this was all her fault
16:56right i know you're angry and you want someone to blame but none of this is your mum's fault
17:04you're going through so much and your whole world is changing far too fast
17:14and now with what's happened to your dad's stool i mean i can only think that ruby was in a very
17:20dark place to have done something like that i mean jack came and said that the evidence was
17:25inconclusive but we all know that ruby set the fire so and ruby didn't set fire i did i
17:40i'm sorry i'm sorry it's all my fault ruby and roman leaving i've just made everything so much worse
17:48and mum is gonna lose her mind when she finds out about the weed
17:51oh lily oh well your mum doesn't need to know about this she's got enough on her plate
18:04what do i do you stop that's what you do the drugs the stealing everything it stops do you understand
18:13and um about cat's money bex lent me some to help buy it back you're a cat a massive apology
18:35this is not just a bit of fun lily this is potentially lethal it's it's like
18:40like cigarettes for your lungs it can mess with your brain development psychosis
18:47you sound like a leaflet it stops lily
19:03hi amy told me that those only guys are mates
19:08well we could be mates if you want to know me
19:20you're gonna need to call your dad what you need to get them out of here your mates they're all right
19:25they ain't smashing up the base amy they're not my mates they're dealers
19:30you brought dealers into my house i didn't mean to i swear i i i scored a bit of weed with declan
19:37earlier and he followed me here you put drugs to my party amy this was supposed to be a night about
19:44all of us getting together something normal nice i know not an excuse for you to get off your head
19:49look i didn't smoke it you know i threw it away i'm gonna call my dad when they're gone me and you
19:56we're done understand so don't keep me hanging what's the verdict
20:09terry i've had so much going on in my life lately sonia just tell just let me finish
20:13reese losing martin bianca well me and bianca i've had so much bad stuff going on and you don't
20:25want me adding to it no no i've thought about it and i'm willing to try what to take the first steps
20:36and getting to know each other get it get in baby steps though yeah i've had so much chaos i don't
20:45want to regret this i promise you you won't it's but baby steps wow very cozy
20:55all right mate nice loosen up stretch for your quad nice up right back that's it i still don't
21:07really get how this would get avani to notice me running fast don't mean i'll be able to speak
21:12to her without sounding like some idiot oh come on that ain't true mate
21:15next look with my dad and harry like working out and talking to girls and stuff just seems to be
21:26something they were born with i sometimes feel like i'm from another planet alien living amongst the
21:33humans well like clark ken yeah exactly right well today we're gonna leave clark ken behind for a bit
21:41and we're gonna unleash you in a superman how's that sound yeah all right all right all right
21:48how's how's the hamstrings feeling all right usual right let's go all right
22:00copper
22:03if you really had sonia's best interests at art you didn't ever come back here terry
22:07because i remember mom i'm crying at night on the stairs you made her feel like nothing
22:17sonia doesn't need you she never did she is doing just fine without you here
22:26this this is fine is it stuck here with you dripping poison in her ear all day
22:35the truth ain't poison she doesn't want you here nobody does so why don't you just
22:44get on your little speed boat and sail off into the sunset truth how would she feel if she knew
22:51that you knew i was back looking for her and you didn't say a word i think she'd turn her back on me
22:56if trying to protect her from another abusive bloke coming in and trying to ruin her life
23:01dream on well let's find out shall we why don't you go in there and tell her the truth truth about what
23:08look i'm so sorry my dad will be here any minute wait ames your dad's coming why yeah to kick
23:21the varney's stupid mates out the house before they wreck it you want them gone they're gone all right
23:25i don't know you got trouble look mate you and your boy you gotta bounce now no i'm just getting
23:34started and ain't your mate mate whoa whoa you deaf you're leaving now go on you should have done that
23:42little man what definitely please just listen oh don't touch my sister you really shouldn't have done
23:49that
23:53so you knew that terry was looking for me but you never said a word i'm just trying to do what was
24:00best for you well that's not your choice is it son look you knew that i tried to contact him a few
24:06years ago you knew i wanted to meet my dad you tried to send him away behind my back you can't
24:11help yourself can you always sticking your nose in bianca knows best
24:18it's not fair i was just looking out for you should i tell you the best way to look out for me
24:24is to be there for me and to support yeah but that's what i was doing i was just trying to control
24:28the amount of toxic weirdos that come through this store control is that your job is it well you know
24:35who else used to control me reese no just please i can't fight with you anymore i need some time to
24:45tell me right now
24:56hangy
25:13all right you get out get out before i put you out you fancy your chances do you old man oh yeah
25:19that's against you what you reckon hey would you fancy your chance against me and my gang do you
25:24no i didn't think you did
25:29i'm sorry i didn't
25:35who invited scum like that into my house
25:43lemon balm and holy basil take your head off relaxation wise thank you okay
25:50i sometimes wonder if i can ever have a normal relationship with bianca
25:59it's always constant chaos you know just trying to have it right with her well you've got a lot of
26:05your life left to live you've seen the world my life's nipping to the shop or having a drink in the local
26:12or it was now everything's a reminder of race people sticking their noses in you know let's get a selfie
26:22with a murderer's fiance i don't want my baby exposed to that no
26:26when i traveled i was on my own i'll bet you've got photo albums overflowing with friends and family
26:39that are still around here i never had any of that no you didn't have to be on your own
26:47no i know i was an idiot for leaving it so long so no more time wasting you me and the grandkids
26:53i'm going to spend the next 48 hours here in all the hot spots of walford it should take about five
26:58minutes then we'll go up west 48 hours you said you were here for a week oh yeah well i got a call
27:07work beckons i i've got to get back to barley i've got to keep the cash rolling in me that boat won't pay
27:12for itself you know what well no i guess you'll be in touch work permit oh no no no ain't like that
27:20isn't it one calling you're off i can't mean that much to you well of course you do you know what
27:27i think you should just go sonia found and abandoned in one day it must be a record i'm not abandoning
27:33you're in fact quite the opposite well what does that mean look you're sick of people talking behind
27:39their hands and giving you the side eye come back to barley with me nobody knows you they're becks and
27:46the baby too it's a great opportunity for us to really get to know each other come for a couple
27:53of weeks a few months six months hell come and stay if you want it's up to you leave all that podcast
28:00malarkey behind what have you got to lose