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00:00:00Addie, tonight's the night. You are going to have your first kiss.
00:00:04Asher, I see you. This whole ice cold bad boy thing going on.
00:00:10Baby, can I just try something?
00:00:13What the fuck was that?
00:00:15What do you mean?
00:00:15You shouldn't have tried that.
00:00:16I don't kiss.
00:00:17I've been literally staying with you all summer.
00:00:19You're hooking up with my brother?
00:00:21Back off, he's mine.
00:00:23Hey ladies, I'm Xander.
00:00:24Promise me that you'll stay away from Xander.
00:00:26He and Asher got into a big fight freshman year.
00:00:29You're fucking her and my cousin?
00:00:31All of my other friends only hung around because they wanted to hook up with Asher.
00:00:35Well, not me.
00:00:37So you want to get laid?
00:00:39I want you to be my first, Asher.
00:00:41But if we're going to do this, we're going to do it my way.
00:00:45No kissing.
00:00:47Yeah.
00:00:49Good girl.
00:00:59So you want to get laid?
00:01:08Fine, if that's what you want.
00:01:11I'll do the honors.
00:01:13What?
00:01:15Are you serious?
00:01:23We're going to do it my way.
00:01:25We're going to do it my way.
00:01:31No kissing.
00:01:34No kissing.
00:01:54Can I please go change?
00:01:56I look ridiculous.
00:01:58Addie, it's literally a costume party.
00:02:00Nobody cares that you came straight from practice.
00:02:02Half the dance group is here wearing the same shit.
00:02:08Chill.
00:02:10You fit right in.
00:02:12Would you do something for me?
00:02:14For my birthday, it would be the greatest gift
00:02:16if my best friend, who I never see...
00:02:18I'm literally staying with you all summer.
00:02:22For once, let loose.
00:02:24I have a really important rehearsal tomorrow.
00:02:26I just started and I need to prove that I deserve to be here.
00:02:29Nothing crazy.
00:02:31Just take a few shots.
00:02:33Shake your ass.
00:02:35Make out with a cute boy.
00:02:37Kaylee, no.
00:02:39Alright, that's it.
00:02:41Tonight's the night.
00:02:43You are going to have your first kiss,
00:02:45even if it kills me.
00:02:47Come on, liquid courage first.
00:02:59Okay.
00:03:01Who do we have here?
00:03:11How about...
00:03:29Asher.
00:03:31What? My brother? Ew!
00:03:33What? No, I didn't mean that.
00:03:35I just meant your brother is here.
00:03:37Don't remind me.
00:03:39He's been such a dick lately.
00:03:41Ever since Dad left.
00:03:43You didn't tell me about that.
00:03:45What happened?
00:03:47Let's talk about it when it's not my birthday, maybe.
00:03:49Okay, back to the task at hand.
00:03:51Um, I think it's better if you mingle.
00:03:53So, you know, get out there.
00:03:55Well, hi there, handsome.
00:03:57Hey, gorgeous.
00:04:01Baby.
00:04:03Come on, Jillian, what did I tell you?
00:04:05No fucking kissing.
00:04:07Damn, dude.
00:04:09Cold as hell.
00:04:15What is that?
00:04:17I don't know.
00:04:19This is not mingling.
00:04:21I'm sorry.
00:04:24I'm not good at this.
00:04:26Alright, fine. If you're not gonna kiss someone,
00:04:28you better at least take a shot with me.
00:04:30Come on.
00:04:36Okay.
00:04:38Here you go.
00:04:40And one for me.
00:04:42Okay.
00:04:44Ready? Cheers.
00:04:46Seven on the table.
00:04:50Woo!
00:04:54I'll be nice and let you chase it with this.
00:04:58Excuse me, what do you think you're doing?
00:05:00Those are my drinks.
00:05:02Aw, Jelena, you're such a sweetheart.
00:05:04You didn't have to get me anything.
00:05:06In fact, you didn't have to come at all.
00:05:10Who are you?
00:05:12This is my best friend, Addy.
00:05:14Addy, this nightmare is Jelena.
00:05:16She's Asher's latest fuck buddy.
00:05:18Excuse you.
00:05:20I'm his girlfriend.
00:05:22You are not his girlfriend.
00:05:24I think he's made it pretty clear
00:05:26he only likes you for one thing.
00:05:28You have no idea what you're talking about.
00:05:30Oh, really?
00:05:32Did he change your name on his phone
00:05:34from booty call number two to booty call number one?
00:05:36Cool party, Kaylee.
00:05:38So fun playing dress up like we're 12 again.
00:05:44God, he is such a fuck boy.
00:05:46I mean, I love him,
00:05:48but I swear all he cares about
00:05:51is getting his dick wet.
00:05:53Well, maybe he just hasn't found the right girl.
00:05:59Uh-uh, bitch, don't even think about it.
00:06:01Think about what?
00:06:03Almost every single one of my friends
00:06:05has hooked up with him.
00:06:07Promise me
00:06:09that nothing is going to happen between you two.
00:06:11I promise.
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00:07:02Baby.
00:07:04Yeah, knock it off with that shit I told you.
00:07:06Oh.
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00:07:34Don't worry.
00:07:36It's just water. I'm not taking anything of yours.
00:07:38Are you sure about that?
00:07:40I saw you batting your lashes at Asher.
00:07:43Back off. He's mine.
00:07:45I wasn't- I didn't-
00:07:47He's my best friend's brother. I don't want-
00:07:49Yeah? Well neither does he.
00:07:51He doesn't go for mousy little girls like you anyway.
00:07:53So don't waste your time.
00:07:55Right.
00:07:57I think I'm just gonna head upstairs.
00:07:59Might as well.
00:08:01I'm sure it's past your bedtime anyway.
00:08:13Oh.
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00:08:41Oh.
00:08:55You scared me.
00:08:57What are you doing here?
00:08:59This is my room.
00:09:01Right. Duh.
00:09:03Yeah.
00:09:05I mean, what are you doing up here instead of down here at the party.
00:09:07I wanted to be here with you.
00:09:09I wanted to be here alone you're part of that dance company right I thought you
00:09:17knew that I mean well the tutu kind of tipped me off my sister's best friend is
00:09:21at the studio to actually addy you know her
00:09:27Adeline Reina you might not actually she just transferred in she's pretty quiet
00:09:35bit of a wallflower she's not a wallflower once you get to know her I
00:09:40promise you she is I've known her for a while don't judge a book by its cover
00:09:48look at you you've got this whole ice-cold bad boy thing going on but
00:09:54that's just the front isn't it I see you you're not as tough as you think you are
00:10:01you see me huh I see you too so I dance pretty good
00:10:12well that was nothing here sit watch
00:10:20I'm better when I'm sober I think you look pretty good
00:10:31ah ow shit you okay
00:10:46better
00:10:50see I knew it you are a good guy oh yeah don't tell anyone
00:11:02you
00:11:16can I just try something
00:11:29what the fuck was that what do you mean I mean why did you do that I just wanted
00:11:34to try no you shouldn't have tried that I'm sorry I thought we were you thought
00:11:38wrong you need to leave sure I know now
00:11:59Oh
00:12:29you
00:12:47the fuck was that let's go sleepyhead I want to spend the first day of summer as
00:12:57God intended out by the pool doing absolutely nothing I can't I have
00:13:03practice oh my god my head nothing a little bacon grease won't cure this is
00:13:09why I don't drink stop we had so much fun no I made a total fool of myself
00:13:15what are you talking about
00:13:20nothing oh my god Addie did you kiss someone no no of course not damn well
00:13:33you can't blame a girl for hoping dance first pool after no one pieces
00:13:45get out son what what what you understand when you're a man are you
00:13:51fucking kidding okay get the fuck out of here understand I don't want to see
00:13:54you're no you're no fuck you watch you don't get that all yourself a dad in
00:13:58hi sorry I didn't mean to I'm on my way to the studio and sorry I won't be in
00:14:22your way all summer the studio showcases in a couple weeks and there
00:14:27will be scouts there from Juilliard it's a long shot but who knows maybe
00:14:31I'll see you in New York what are you talking about you know NYU how do you
00:14:39know about that oh Kaylee must have mentioned it I think it's great I didn't
00:14:51know you were interested in engineering yeah that's because I don't want people
00:14:54to know about it keep it to yourself understand
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00:15:54what what are you doing here this is my studio you're a dancer too? you
00:16:18call that dancing? you're wound tighter than that ugly-ass bun in your hair! no
00:16:23No one cares about your technique if you look like you have a stick up your ass.
00:16:26Well, I disagree, but I appreciate the note.
00:16:30You know, it might help if you ever got laid.
00:16:36Too bad no one would ever be attracted to someone so clearly repressed.
00:16:42If you don't mind, I still have some time left.
00:16:44Oh, go ahead and practice as much as you want.
00:16:46There's only one spot at Juilliard that comes from this studio, and it's mine.
00:16:54And so is Asher.
00:17:08Okay, so I was thinking.
00:17:10For your showcase, why don't you do that Swan Lake routine your mom taught you?
00:17:16Yeah, I don't know.
00:17:18It would be the perfect way to honor her.
00:17:20She was such a beautiful dancer, and that routine could really-
00:17:24Don't think about it.
00:17:27Okay, so earlier with Asher and your dad, what happened?
00:17:33You heard that?
00:17:36It's a literal cliche.
00:17:37Dad left mom for his secretary.
00:17:39And he called her that, too.
00:17:41I mean, hello? You're supposed to say assistant now.
00:17:43Anyway, Asher took it hard.
00:17:48He's the one who caught dad cheating.
00:17:51He went into the office and found them making out.
00:17:56That's awful.
00:17:58Oh, look!
00:18:00It's Tweedledee and Tweedledum.
00:18:02My lucky day.
00:18:10Wanna go back upstairs after this?
00:18:13Round two.
00:18:14Okay.
00:18:15Three.
00:18:16No.
00:18:16Five.
00:18:17Asher, what the fuck? I just got a blowout.
00:18:19Then why are you swimming?
00:18:32So good.
00:18:34I, uh, wanted to ask you-
00:18:37There's this girl in my company, and she said that she kissed you last night.
00:18:45And she said that you kind of, like, freaked out.
00:18:48And she was wondering if she did anything wrong.
00:18:52And she sure did.
00:18:54Oh, right. Yeah.
00:18:57Was it- Was it that bad?
00:19:01It's the worst moment of my life.
00:19:16Oh, fuck.
00:19:19You gotta be fucking kidding me.
00:19:29What's going on?
00:19:31Who is he?
00:19:32Jelena's cousin.
00:19:33He and Asher got into a big fight freshman year.
00:19:35But we haven't seen him in a while.
00:19:37He moved to Germany.
00:19:38Seriously?
00:19:39Hey, ladies.
00:19:41I'm Xander.
00:19:43What is your name, gorgeous?
00:19:46I'm Addy.
00:19:50It was a pleasure to meet you, Addy.
00:19:54Yeah, leave her alone.
00:19:55How about you fuck off entirely?
00:19:57Asher, why are you being an asshole?
00:19:58No, he knows why.
00:20:02Fine, okay?
00:20:03If you won't leave, then I won't.
00:20:16What was that all about?
00:20:18Asher never told me what their big blowout was about.
00:20:22He said I didn't need to know the details.
00:20:25I'm not surprised.
00:20:27He has always been so closed off.
00:20:29But it's only gotten worse since Dad left.
00:20:33I miss him.
00:20:35Kate, I'm so sorry.
00:20:39Ugh.
00:20:43Which is why I am so happy that you're back.
00:20:47You're like my only real friend, dude.
00:20:49All of my other friends only hung around because they wanted to hook up with Asher.
00:20:54Yeah, well, not me.
00:21:09Can I help you?
00:21:11Oh, no, I just need my bike.
00:21:16Also, Kaylee told me about what happened with your dad.
00:21:22I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
00:21:25That's really hard.
00:21:27Thanks.
00:21:30I'm sorry.
00:21:32I'm sorry.
00:21:34I'm sorry.
00:21:36I'm sorry.
00:21:39Yeah, I guess I'll just be going then.
00:21:41Yeah.
00:21:44Oh, no.
00:21:46What?
00:21:47My tire's flat. I'm gonna miss my time at the studio.
00:21:51I could give you a ride.
00:21:55No, that's okay. Thank you. I'll walk.
00:21:58It's a pretty far walk, come on. It's not a big deal.
00:22:02Okay, well, I could pump up your flat and that should get you there.
00:22:07And then I could bring a new tube to the studio for your ride back.
00:22:12Really?
00:22:15That's really nice of you.
00:22:19Well, don't tell anyone.
00:22:33Whoa.
00:22:35I got your new tube outside.
00:22:38I thought I'd fix your bike while you dance.
00:22:44You're good.
00:22:46It's kind of stiff, though.
00:22:49What do you mean?
00:22:51I mean, I don't know.
00:22:53I mean, I don't know.
00:22:55I don't know.
00:22:57I don't know.
00:22:59I don't know.
00:23:01What do you mean?
00:23:03You need to let go. Relax.
00:23:08Here, I'll show you.
00:23:22That's it. Beautiful.
00:23:41Can I just try something?
00:23:45It was you, wasn't it?
00:23:47I don't know what you're talking about.
00:23:48Yes, you do.
00:23:49That's how you knew about NYU because you were the one snooping around in my room.
00:23:51I'm sorry, I...
00:23:52Why the hell would you do that?
00:23:53I don't know. I just did.
00:23:56I'm sorry that it was the worst experience of your life, but it was only my first kiss.
00:24:00Okay, you're not the only one.
00:24:02What? Do you mean...
00:24:05I don't kiss. Ever. Kissing leads to feelings, and I don't want any of that.
00:24:12My sister's your best friend. Besides, I don't think about you like that.
00:24:19Okay?
00:24:25Okay.
00:24:45You want a hit?
00:24:46No, I'm good.
00:24:47Come on!
00:24:48I just want to relax. I don't want to do this.
00:24:52Once again, not yours.
00:24:54Sharing is caring.
00:24:57Addie, want to try?
00:24:59No, I'm good.
00:25:01Such a little goody two-shoes. I bet she's too scared.
00:25:11Maybe this will help you chill out finally. Then your dancing won't be so boring.
00:25:17Well, at least my pirouette doesn't look like a broken windmill.
00:25:21Oh my God, Addie! Pop off, sis!
00:25:26Are you seriously going to let her talk to me like that?
00:25:29Relax, Kazza. She's just joking.
00:25:31Are you serious right now? You invited him?
00:25:35Well, he's in town and I want to spend time with him. You guys need to grow up and get over whatever happened.
00:25:40Okay, he's the one that needs to grow up.
00:25:41You're the one pointing fingers, little bro.
00:25:43Really?
00:25:44Dude, how did you get the fuck out of my house? Nobody likes you here.
00:25:46Xander is so fine. This is your chance. He could be your first kiss.
00:25:52Not really.
00:25:54Don't worry about them. Come on, Addie, it's time. You never even talk to boys.
00:26:00I've talked to boys.
00:26:01That aren't teachers or your uncle?
00:26:03Exactly.
00:26:07Asher, wait.
00:26:12So funny that you're here.
00:26:14Addie was actually just talking about you.
00:26:17Oh yeah? About what?
00:26:21Oh, um, she was talking about how she's always wanted to visit Germany.
00:26:28Really?
00:26:30Yeah. Always.
00:26:33Well, hey, consider me a tour guide anytime.
00:26:36We could go to the ballet. Who knows, maybe one day you'll be dancing for Stuttgart.
00:26:39Oh, I don't know. I'm not really...
00:26:41Don't do that to yourself. You're too modest.
00:26:44I was picking Jelena up from class one day and saw you dancing.
00:26:47You're something special.
00:26:50Oh, thanks.
00:26:52Xander, we're leaving now.
00:26:55I guess that's my cue.
00:26:58Addie, gotta get your digits. I'm kind of new in town again, so, you know, figured I might need a tour guide myself.
00:27:03She'd love to. Here.
00:27:15See you around.
00:27:17Oh my gosh! Yes! He's totally going to be your first kiss.
00:27:23Oh my gosh! Yes! He's totally going to be your first kiss.
00:27:39Asher, what are you doing here?
00:27:42You're not seriously going out with that guy, are you?
00:27:44No. I mean, I don't know. Maybe. Why do you care?
00:27:50Don't. He's not good for you, Addie.
00:27:53Well, that's kind of my decision to make, isn't it?
00:27:57Besides, you're going out with Jelena and she's, like, objectively the worst.
00:28:00I'm not going out with Jelena.
00:28:03The reason why she ran out of here earlier is because I reminded her that I'm not her boyfriend for a reason.
00:28:10What reason?
00:28:12It's none of your business.
00:28:16Just promise me that you'll stay away from Xander, okay?
00:28:20He's a bad guy. I'm just trying to protect you. Trust me.
00:28:27Okay.
00:28:49I love you.
00:29:07Beautiful.
00:29:19I love you.
00:29:50I love you.
00:29:58Xander?
00:30:00Oh, beautiful. These are for you.
00:30:04Thank you, but what are you doing here?
00:30:08You texted me? Something about showing me your favorite restaurant?
00:30:14Xander! And Addie! Perfect timing.
00:30:18Now you can show them that Italian restaurant. With the spicy rigatoni.
00:30:25Yeah, sorry. I had a busy practice today and spaced on the time.
00:30:31These are gorgeous!
00:30:34Well, you guys better be off. Have fun!
00:30:40Oh, I was thinking we could actually ride bikes. You could use Asher's.
00:30:44Bikes? No, no, it's cool. I actually have a surprise for after we eat. So, uh, easier to drive.
00:30:49What if we walked? Or the train?
00:30:52No, it's cool. My car's right here, so it'll be easier.
00:31:08So we moved around the same time, right?
00:31:11Yeah. I... my mom... I moved in with my aunt and uncle.
00:31:23Hey, are you cold? I could ask a waiter to move us somewhere else.
00:31:26No, it's... I'm...
00:31:30Addie, you haven't stopped shaking since you got in my car. I promise, there's nothing to be nervous about. I don't bite.
00:31:41Hey, are you sure you're alright?
00:31:43Actually, I have to use the ladies room. Excuse me.
00:31:51Please. Please, not here.
00:31:57Shit!
00:32:05Addie!
00:32:08You okay?
00:32:10What happened? Did he hurt you?
00:32:13I... I can't breathe.
00:32:15Shit, okay, you're having a panic attack. You just need to calm down. What are three things you can feel?
00:32:21The floor. It's cold.
00:32:25Good, and?
00:32:27Your shirt.
00:32:33Your hands.
00:32:41Shit.
00:32:50Addie, what did he do?
00:32:53Nothing.
00:32:55No, he did something. You just had a panic attack in the middle of a damn restaurant.
00:33:00Hey, what are you doing here? What the hell did you do to my date?
00:33:04I didn't do anything. I'm here because I don't trust you.
00:33:07What, so you followed us here?
00:33:08I'm sorry, I can't do this right now. Thanks for not understanding.
00:33:14Seems I was right to.
00:33:18Happy now?
00:33:25I'm not hungry, K.
00:33:31It's me. Can I come in?
00:33:39Yeah.
00:33:42Do you want to talk about it?
00:33:48Addie, a man can help the sheriff with someone.
00:33:52That's rich, coming from you.
00:33:55What's that supposed to mean?
00:33:57Nothing.
00:33:58I don't tell people about NYU because...
00:34:05I don't know.
00:34:07I guess I don't want everybody thinking that I'm a fucking nerd.
00:34:11Everyone thinks I'm this unfeeling, cold-blooded asshole, and...
00:34:18That works for me.
00:34:20But if they knew the truth...
00:34:23I don't know.
00:34:24That works for me.
00:34:26But if they knew the truth...
00:34:32I guess it sounds pretty stupid when I say it out loud.
00:34:35It does.
00:34:42Addie promised me that he didn't do anything to you.
00:34:46He didn't.
00:34:48Well, won't you let me know if he ever tries anything?
00:34:53I don't think he's interested in me.
00:34:57Seriously.
00:34:59Addie, you cannot be this innocent.
00:35:03Well, it's like I said.
00:35:06The other night was my first kiss.
00:35:09I did not believe that, if I'm being honest.
00:35:13But you're for sure more experienced.
00:35:15Well, I'd like to be, but...
00:35:18No one's ever been interested.
00:35:23I promise you that's not your...
00:35:29What are you saying?
00:35:33Escher?
00:35:35Yeah.
00:35:37I'm not doing this with you.
00:35:40Doing what?
00:35:42Doing what?
00:35:44Any of it.
00:35:46The talking, the kissing.
00:35:48It's just fucking messy. I don't... I don't want this.
00:35:52What do you want, then?
00:35:55To shut everyone out?
00:35:57To keep going out with girls you don't give a shit about?
00:36:00Why not?
00:36:03Listen to yourself. That's...
00:36:05You were wrong that night, Addie.
00:36:07I'm not a good guy.
00:36:12I'm sorry.
00:36:30Oh, sorry.
00:36:32All good.
00:36:34You just got carried away.
00:36:38So you guys are back together, then?
00:36:40None of your business.
00:36:42You mind? The room's occupied.
00:36:44Obviously.
00:36:48Are you deaf?
00:36:50Yeah, no, sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt.
00:36:53It's your house, Escher.
00:36:55Do whatever you want.
00:37:11I gotta say...
00:37:14I was a little surprised when you called.
00:37:17I was, too.
00:37:19I'm... I'm sorry about ditching our date.
00:37:22No, I'm... I'm sorry.
00:37:24I hope I didn't do anything to upset you.
00:37:26You didn't.
00:37:28It was me.
00:37:32Maybe we can try again?
00:37:34Maybe we can try again?
00:37:40I would very much like that.
00:37:46Dump him, girl!
00:37:48She's the mother of my child.
00:37:53Does Addie know you're watching that trash without her?
00:37:55Trust. She does not mind.
00:37:57She's got her own show happening upstairs.
00:37:59What?
00:38:01She has Xander over. They're upstairs.
00:38:04Do not go up there and make a mess of things.
00:38:07Let the girl have some fun and finally lose her V-card.
00:38:11Fuck that.
00:38:16Is this okay?
00:38:21Mm-hmm.
00:38:33Fuck.
00:38:49Get the fuck out.
00:38:51Asher, you don't just get to barge in here and demand...
00:38:53It's fine.
00:38:55I'll text you tomorrow.
00:39:04Shit.
00:39:10What the hell do you think you're doing?
00:39:12Me? What about you? I thought you were done with that piece of shit.
00:39:14And I thought you were done with Jolina.
00:39:16Guess we both thought wrong.
00:39:18You are not to talk to him anymore.
00:39:20What are you, my father?
00:39:22Why not? Tell me what happened between you two.
00:39:24That's none of your...
00:39:26None of my business. Of course.
00:39:28Why am I not surprised?
00:39:30If you can't tell me why not, then...
00:39:31He only wants you for one reason.
00:39:33Well, maybe that's all I want from him.
00:39:45Seriously?
00:39:49Why not?
00:39:51Everyone's saying I need to relax.
00:39:53Maybe getting laid will help.
00:39:55Right.
00:39:57So you want to get laid.
00:40:01Fine.
00:40:07Fine, if that's what you want.
00:40:10I'll do the honors.
00:40:12Not Xander.
00:40:16What?
00:40:18Are you serious?
00:40:20What don't you want to do with someone you know?
00:40:23Someone you trust?
00:40:28Yeah.
00:40:32I don't know.
00:40:39Do you trust me?
00:40:41Yeah, I do.
00:40:43I trust you.
00:40:53Do you want me?
00:40:57Yeah.
00:41:01But...
00:41:03What about what you said at the studio?
00:41:05I thought you said you didn't see me like that.
00:41:08I lied.
00:41:17But if we're going to do this, we're going to do it my way.
00:41:22First of all, Kaylie can never know.
00:41:25Agreed.
00:41:29Second...
00:41:32No kissing.
00:41:36But...
00:41:38This isn't for negotiation.
00:41:40Do it my way, and nobody gets hurt.
00:41:46Deal?
00:41:49Deal.
00:41:54You sure?
00:41:59I need you to say it.
00:42:02I need you to tell me you're sure.
00:42:05I'm sure.
00:42:07I...
00:42:08I want you to be my first, Asher.
00:42:15Good girl.
00:42:21So...
00:42:23What now?
00:42:27Take off your shirt.
00:42:32Okay.
00:42:41Lie down.
00:42:42Okay.
00:42:59I thought...
00:43:01I thought you said no kissing.
00:43:07Your mouth...
00:43:08There's plenty of other places for me to kiss.
00:43:39I love you.
00:43:58What are you thinking about?
00:43:59Nothing.
00:44:02Oh my God.
00:44:03You totally did it last night.
00:44:05What? How did you...
00:44:06You did it! Oh my God!
00:44:10What's with the screaming?
00:44:11Addie popped her cherry!
00:44:13Kaylie!
00:44:15I knew Xander was the one. I told you.
00:44:18When are you going to see him again?
00:44:21I...
00:44:23Don't think I'm going to see him again.
00:44:25It was nice, but...
00:44:27I don't think I like him like that.
00:44:29Damn.
00:44:31Love him and leave him type.
00:44:33Never would have pegged you.
00:44:34Do you, girl?
00:44:40Just nice?
00:44:43Well, we'll just have to do better next time, won't we?
00:45:04I love you.
00:45:05I love you.
00:45:06I love you.
00:45:07I love you.
00:45:08I love you.
00:45:09I love you.
00:45:10I love you.
00:45:11I love you.
00:45:12I love you.
00:45:13I love you.
00:45:14I love you.
00:45:15I love you.
00:45:16I love you.
00:45:17I love you.
00:45:18I love you.
00:45:19I love you.
00:45:20I love you.
00:45:21I love you.
00:45:22I love you.
00:45:23I love you.
00:45:24I love you.
00:45:25I love you.
00:45:26I love you.
00:45:27I love you.
00:45:28I love you.
00:45:29I love you.
00:45:30I love you.
00:45:31I love you.
00:45:32I love you.
00:45:34What do you think?
00:45:37Perfect.
00:45:38You dance like that at the showcase?
00:45:40You're a fucking lock for Juilliard.
00:45:44It's all thanks to you, you know?
00:45:46What do you mean?
00:45:48You reminded me that I need to let go when I'm dancing.
00:45:51To relax.
00:45:53Oh, yeah.
00:45:57Maybe I can help you relax a little more?
00:46:04I'm sorry.
00:46:11Astor?
00:46:12What are you doing here?
00:46:13I thought we were going to lunch.
00:46:14I was waiting for you.
00:46:15I just wanted to say hi to Addie.
00:46:18Okay.
00:46:21Well, I'm ready now.
00:46:22So.
00:46:34Girls night!
00:46:47God, I miss this.
00:46:57There's something different about you.
00:47:00You're not different, just more the way you used to be.
00:47:04You're freer, happier.
00:47:08Xander must have worked wonders on you.
00:47:11Totally.
00:47:13Well, whatever it is, it's a relief to have the old Addie back.
00:47:18I know how hard it's been for you since your mom passed away.
00:47:23Yeah.
00:47:25It broke my heart to watch you shrink into this quiet, withdrawn version of yourself.
00:47:32But you have come so far just in these past weeks.
00:47:37I'm so proud of you, babe.
00:47:40I'm actually starting to feel kind of tired.
00:47:43I think it's the weed.
00:47:45I'm going to go to sleep, if that's okay?
00:47:47Yeah, for sure.
00:47:49Pool tomorrow?
00:47:55Okay.
00:47:58Five things I can touch.
00:48:02My hands.
00:48:06The blanket.
00:48:16Didn't get enough this morning?
00:48:19It's okay, you're okay.
00:48:22Come here, sit down.
00:48:24Deep breaths.
00:48:25In through your nose, out through your mouth.
00:48:27With me.
00:48:28In, and out.
00:48:31In, and out.
00:48:49Thanks.
00:48:52Of course.
00:49:00You think you're ready to tell me where these attacks come from?
00:49:13I was there.
00:49:15The night of the accident.
00:49:20I was in the car with my mom.
00:49:25It was so dark and so late.
00:49:33She was really tired.
00:49:36She ran off the road and the tire blew out.
00:49:41My attacks are usually triggered by loud sounds or by just peeing in a car.
00:49:48But sometimes if I just think about her, I shut down and I can't breathe.
00:50:01Addie, I'm so sorry.
00:50:02It's all my fault.
00:50:06If she didn't have to pick me up from dance practice...
00:50:08Look at me.
00:50:11It's not your fault.
00:50:17I've never told anyone this before.
00:50:21Not even Kaylee.
00:50:40I'm sorry.
00:51:11Asher?
00:51:23Hey, I wanted to thank you.
00:51:25Don't mention it.
00:51:28Today's the big day!
00:51:30What time should we be there?
00:51:31We?
00:51:32Yeah, me and Asher. We want to have the front row, obviously.
00:51:35Well, this show starts at 6, so maybe 5.45?
00:51:43Asher, please talk to me.
00:51:46Asher, please talk to me.
00:52:04Adeline Reina is up next. Please come wait in the wings.
00:52:16Xander, what are you doing here?
00:52:18Well, you weren't answering any of your texts, and to be honest, it kind of hurt that you just blew me off.
00:52:23I'm sorry, but...
00:52:24I thought we could talk about it.
00:52:27This really isn't a great time. I'm up next, and...
00:52:29I just don't understand you. We were having a good time tonight, or at least I thought we were.
00:52:34We were, it's just...
00:52:35We had something. Addie, a spark, a connection. Maybe you forgot.
00:52:41No, I don't want to.
00:52:43No, I don't want to.
00:52:46Xander, no. I don't want to. Stop.
00:52:50Hey, let her go!
00:52:54Why the fuck are you always here?
00:52:56I see you still don't understand. When a girl says no, she means no.
00:52:59That was years ago, okay? Get over it. I never did anything to your sister.
00:53:03What about Rachel Stone, huh?
00:53:06You have no idea who you're talking about.
00:53:07I heard you and all your fucking friends that night at the party talking about your latest conquest.
00:53:11You really think I was going to let you anywhere near Kaylee after what you did to Rachel?
00:53:14And now you're praying on Addie?
00:53:16You need to chill out. Bro, we were just hugging.
00:53:18I don't know why you care anyways. You're fucking her and my cousin, and you say I'm the asshole?
00:53:27Stop it! Get off of him!
00:53:29Xander.
00:53:30What did you do? This wasn't supposed to happen!
00:53:32What are you talking about? How did you know Xander was down here?
00:53:35Because he was supposed to be keeping you occupied so that you would miss your audition.
00:53:38What? This was a set-up?
00:53:42You think I would let you steal my boyfriend and my spot at Juilliard?
00:53:47I wasn't taking anything from you.
00:53:49Oh, please. I saw you two the other day at the studio. I know you're hooking up with Asher.
00:53:53You're hooking up with my brother?
00:53:58Kaylee, it's not what it sounds like.
00:54:00Then what is it? Because it sounds like my best friend and my brother have been lying to me.
00:54:06How could you do this to me?
00:54:08Kaylee.
00:54:09And you! You can have any girl you want and you pick my best friend?
00:54:15You are just as selfish as Dad is.
00:54:22Oh, and you missed your audition slot, by the way.
00:54:29Fuck!
00:54:30Asher, I...
00:54:31I knew this would happen.
00:54:32Kaylee?
00:54:38Asher, wait!
00:54:40Kaylee?
00:55:00Where do you think you're going?
00:55:04I... I didn't think you or Asher wanted me here anymore.
00:55:09Are you serious?
00:55:11You were so upset yesterday.
00:55:13Well, yeah, I'm pissed, but...
00:55:17That doesn't mean it's the end of our friendship.
00:55:20Were you even going to apologize?
00:55:24I'm sorry, Kaylee. Really, really sorry.
00:55:30I never meant to hurt you or betray you or...
00:55:34You're my best friend in the whole world, and I promise I won't ever lie to you like that again.
00:55:42That's better.
00:55:45Now, about my brother.
00:55:47It's over. Don't worry about that.
00:55:52I was actually coming here to give you my blessing.
00:55:56I thought about it, and if Asher had anything to do with you finding your joy again, I'm all for it.
00:56:07Besides, I always wanted you to be my sister anyway.
00:56:12I love you.
00:56:14I love you, too.
00:56:20Now, go talk some sense into the idiot, will you?
00:56:25Okay.
00:56:35Addie, I don't want to talk about it.
00:56:37That's not going to work this time. I'm not going to let you shut me out anymore.
00:56:40I'm so tired of this hot and cold bullshit.
00:56:44One minute you're holding me, talking me down from a panic attack, and then the next you're ignoring me.
00:56:49You say you want to protect me, but then you refuse to talk to me.
00:56:54You can't have it both ways.
00:56:57I know that you have feelings for me, Asher. No matter what you say.
00:57:02Yes, I have feelings for you.
00:57:05But look where that got us. Now everything's fucked up.
00:57:09Our relationship with my sister. Your audition.
00:57:13Kaylee just gave me her blessing.
00:57:15She what?
00:57:17And I convinced Julliard to let me re-audition.
00:57:19It doesn't change the fact that when feelings get involved, people get hurt, Addie.
00:57:25I can't risk it.
00:57:26Not after seeing how my dad hurt my mom.
00:57:29Well, you have to.
00:57:32Because that's life, Asher.
00:57:49I love my mom.
00:57:52Losing her was the worst thing that ever happened to me.
00:57:56But would I take back any of that love?
00:58:00Of course not.
00:58:04And I wouldn't take back any of this summer.
00:58:07What we did?
00:58:09None of it.
00:58:20I'm scared.
00:58:30I'm afraid of turning out like my parents.
00:58:36Of hurting you.
00:58:39Or myself being hurt.
00:58:42I know.
00:58:44I know you're afraid of trusting people to open up.
00:58:47To open up.
00:58:49But let me help you.
00:58:51The way that you've helped me.
00:58:52Addie, I can't risk it. It's not—
00:58:54You can't just close yourself off to life.
00:58:57Or love.
00:59:00It doesn't work that way.
00:59:03Believe me.
00:59:04I've tried.
00:59:10I really, really like you, Asher.
00:59:15And I want to be with you.
00:59:19Do you want to be with me?
00:59:28Asher, please.
00:59:30Talk to me.
00:59:37Okay.
00:59:40Wait.
00:59:45Can I just...
00:59:49Try something?
01:00:15Okay.
01:00:29What happened to the no kissing rule?
01:00:32Well, it wasn't really working out well, was it?
01:00:40For what?
01:00:44For seeing me.
01:00:48The real me.
01:00:51The nerd.
01:00:55The good guy.
01:01:02I didn't think anyone would.
01:01:07I didn't think I'd want them to.
01:01:11But you.
01:01:14You didn't let me hide.
01:01:18Well.
01:01:20You didn't let me hide either.
01:01:27The answer is yes, by the way.
01:01:30I want to be with you.
01:01:40I think I may have created a monster here.
01:01:43Surprise!
01:01:47What the...
01:01:48Who are we celebrating?
01:01:50Both of you, idiots!
01:01:52You got into NYU?
01:01:53You got into Juilliard?
01:01:55I wanted to tell you!
01:01:56You both were taking too long with your little surprises.
01:01:59So, I thought I would get this show on the road.
01:02:01It's time to celebrate!
01:02:14Congrats, baby.
01:02:16You too.
01:02:18Couldn't have done it without you.
01:02:20All thanks to you.
01:02:24Okay, this is getting a little nauseating.
01:02:27Can we go back to the no kissing rule?
01:02:43You