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00:00:00You
00:00:30You
00:01:00You
00:01:30Mr.
00:01:34Orange
00:01:38Mr. Pink
00:01:43Mr. White
00:02:01Oh
00:02:13You're gonna bark all day little doggie
00:02:17Are you gonna bite? Hey, look you two assholes calm the fuck down
00:02:24Money only professional
00:02:30I
00:02:35Get the feeling that's up today, right?
00:03:00You
00:03:31I
00:03:33Guess boring around here. I write down the lines of the entire film what each character says
00:03:44We always say lines from some of our favorite films and we kind of thought why don't we do those films be those characters
00:03:52I
00:03:56Fiction has a lot of characters that all of us can play in reservoir dogs is a perfect one
00:04:04It makes me feel like I'm living sort of because it's kind of magical a bit
00:04:22This is the mighty w-o-o-d the musical voice of Lumberton
00:04:31Is 930
00:04:33I
00:04:51Didn't have movies
00:04:53Life would be pretty boring and there wouldn't be any point to go on
00:04:58You see so movies opened up another world
00:05:02But I always thought I would be a lonely person live in solitude
00:05:06That was just my view
00:05:08so
00:05:09And it's shown a lot in movies, too
00:05:13the shy lonely kid
00:05:18That was my childhood
00:05:32The heart of Krishna religion the
00:05:35God is Krishna and
00:05:38He has ten children with every wife that he has and our father was like
00:05:45enthralled by that
00:05:48And so he had this idea like, you know having a big group like our own
00:05:54community our own race here
00:06:01It's almost like a tribe that you have
00:06:05And we're gonna have all of them grow long hair and I'm gonna give them all names of the oldest language on the planet Sanskrit
00:06:15There's Govinda there's Narayana Krishna Jagadisha Mukunda Bhagavan and
00:06:21our sister Vishnu
00:06:23She's sort of special in a way like she almost is in a world of her own
00:06:27And he had names for three more children that he wanted but as it so happens my mother caught up with age
00:06:34And and then she couldn't have children anymore
00:06:48I
00:06:50Don't take like six or five cups of coffee a day
00:06:53You know, my brother made his own top 30 list I
00:06:57Had my own idea. So I made my own list
00:07:00All of us agree that the Godfather one and two is number one. Yeah number two for me is JFK
00:07:06I agree
00:07:08My second favorite movie number three for me is gone with the wind
00:07:12I love gone with the wind and the Lord of the Rings who doesn't like the Lord of the Rings
00:07:16So I put it forward what we have here is a list of all the movies that have been made
00:07:22We have here is a variety of different see we have the Citizen Kane in Casablanca
00:07:27Which most most people consider to be the greatest movies ever made most people consider Citizen Kane number one all the time
00:07:35we have a
00:07:36Collection of horror films that man hunter the hills have eyes
00:07:40blue velvet
00:07:52That's not
00:08:14My parents didn't always
00:08:17Encouraged us to communicate with society
00:08:19so we were kind of shut off always lived in this apartment in New York Lower East Side, Manhattan and
00:08:27We never really communicated with people
00:08:31We were taught by our father not to talk to strangers, you know the whole thing but it was
00:08:37Farther than that. It was like don't even look at people
00:08:40We didn't make any friends we were home-schooled
00:08:44Also the fear that my parents had because it's New York anything can happen
00:08:49My father kind of I think I felt he overdid it like he was almost too worried too concerned
00:09:11You
00:09:19Winter we literally almost never go out
00:09:26Every year was unpredictable
00:09:31In the summer there was more chance of us getting out
00:09:36Sometimes we go out nine times a year sometimes once
00:09:45And at one particular year we never got out at all
00:10:06I always
00:10:08Like metaphorically described our childhood as like him being the
00:10:17Landowner and us the people who work on the land
00:10:24But if you want a more dramatic setting we were in a prison, yeah
00:10:30And at night ourselves would lock up
00:10:32Even as the morning you say so
00:11:02I
00:11:32I
00:12:02I
00:12:20Yes, mr. Pizza guy
00:12:27Who mr. Pizza guy
00:12:33Mr. Harlow say hello. Yes space and Freddy
00:12:55Oh, hey
00:13:02This is the whole script it's about
00:13:11160 pages
00:13:16When you came in the building
00:13:18Is everything okay? Yeah
00:13:21Nobody bothered you know
00:13:24Okay, just checking
00:13:33You're actually our first guests to be invited over that's true actually
00:13:47Excuse me
00:13:57I can smell the rosemary
00:13:59Yeah
00:14:01Just hope this is enough sauce. I need you to take this on see what's missing if I can add something else or
00:14:09Should I add something else maybe a little more right, you know, it's okay. That's perfect. Okay
00:14:23You know, there's there's people who
00:14:26Talk about why don't you go to public school?
00:14:29you should go to public school and you know, you're missing all the
00:14:34socialization and and I realized that though I went to school and I know a lot of the
00:14:41socialization is not
00:14:44positive socialization in school
00:14:47You can see I mean the neighborhood that we live in is not that great
00:14:51And so we've kind of kept our distance from the people who live and it's not anything like oh
00:14:59we you know
00:15:00We think we're great or they're not. All right. It's not that it's just
00:15:05You know for me, it's not how I was raised
00:15:08I grew up in the Midwest and on I lived in the middle of the farm country
00:15:14yeah, so, you know, we tried to keep them like a
00:15:21Just a little bit removed from them
00:15:29Kunda made this and I made this this turned out not that good
00:15:33this
00:15:34when they open to put bullets it actually
00:15:37Can open like that
00:15:40That's a beam
00:15:44My father puts loud music he loves music
00:15:48I think he drinks too much wine. Maybe yeah, actually he hasn't come out of the room yet
00:15:55He's like a hippie
00:15:58You know and he doesn't like socializing too much she's very like a little song I say I salute
00:16:06It's like around people. I
00:16:10Have Thanksgiving like an Italian eat and eat and eat and talk like a gangster
00:16:21Happy Thanksgiving and salute salute. Happy Thanksgiving
00:16:27You
00:16:52My father
00:16:54He doesn't love the idea of working he calls it being a slave to society
00:17:01This is a country gone wrong
00:17:04He's one of those people that believe that the government
00:17:07Is a sneaky organization that we're all controlled
00:17:11we're all like robots and that we need to break free from that and
00:17:16He shows his rebellion by not working
00:17:19But
00:17:23He loves the idea of music he was like if we could get a record contract and play music for albums, you know, that's different
00:17:49Well, this is our mother when she had longer hair who's that is that you that's me
00:17:59I've always wondered why she fell in love with him and why he fell in love with her
00:18:04Like how did that happen? They're like from two separate countries
00:18:08From what my mom tells me is that she wanted to visit South America. So she was traveling a lot and
00:18:14she met this group of people they were like
00:18:20Hikers they knew the Incan trail well, and he was one of them
00:18:23Very freestyle, you know, they wore their hair long
00:18:27They knew the place like they would give people tours, especially white Americans
00:18:37Besides him being you know, charming and very friendly. He was he had a way about him. That was
00:18:44like
00:18:46very unassuming
00:18:49It felt like I didn't want to just
00:18:53Be with someone or be interested in someone who was only concerned about you know
00:18:59the next new coat they were going to buy and the next new pair of skis and
00:19:05What you know, I don't know which restaurant they were gonna eat in, you know, because those things to me are not that important
00:19:16Like it and it just seemed like it
00:19:19You know, we really had a common
00:19:22ground there for
00:19:24How we thought about things and what we what we thought about, you know what this life is
00:19:30You know and how life should be lived, you know
00:19:38I've got oh, this is somebody who really
00:19:42sees things in a different way than most of the people that I
00:19:48Had acquaintance with
00:19:57My dad always thought that he was better than anybody he always said so himself
00:20:04He said he was God he said he was enlightened he said he was the one who knew everything
00:20:17Well, I think I can say that the most positive thing that
00:20:21came growing up with our father was
00:20:24for me anyway is
00:20:27I
00:20:30Always you know, yeah, I helped I thought a lot
00:20:35Because we weren't so open, you know, like outwardly in our childhood I was always in my head I
00:20:42I
00:20:47Remember a lot it's one thing I have that I kind of curse at
00:21:12I
00:21:29We were frightened kids
00:21:32Like you're a kid. You've seen things you don't know what it means
00:21:36But it frightens you
00:21:38So I was frightened. That's one of the first memories I have
00:21:43I
00:21:45Cuz I would hear dad mom arguing
00:21:50there's always a slap just
00:21:54He would slap her
00:21:56What she felt we felt sometimes I
00:21:59Mean we were part of it
00:22:01If you're living in that kind of situation, you're gonna get it, too
00:22:13I
00:22:26Look at me look at me
00:22:32You see this is how crazy Batman's made Gotham you want ordering Gotham
00:22:38Batman must take his mask off and turn himself in
00:22:42And every day he doesn't people will die starting tonight
00:22:47I'm a man of my word
00:23:04Our father is the one that brought movies into our lives
00:23:09He just fill our heads with movies all day long
00:23:14We've got like I
00:23:17Don't know 5,000 movies including
00:23:22VHS's DVDs
00:23:26And I think the fact that we went with the idea that
00:23:32There's another world out there because we didn't know the world. So we kind of had no world
00:23:38And I think the movies helped us create our own kind of world
00:23:45But we would always know the difference between real life and the movies
00:23:49This
00:24:07Outfit is made out of cereal boxes and yoga mats. That's a yoga mat and the hard parts you see is
00:24:16Cardboard from cereal boxes
00:24:20When
00:24:22We do it. I have to get in the mind of the character. I have to be as strong as I can be
00:24:28to play Batman because it's the responsibility sort of
00:24:33that sounds pathetic to some people because
00:24:36But to us and to our world it is very personal
00:24:40After I saw the Dark Knight that made me believe that something was possible to happen
00:24:48Not because it was Batman it's because it felt like another world
00:24:56I did everything I could to make that world come true
00:25:01To escape my world
00:25:04I was a 15 years old and I wasn't allowed to walk out my front door. I wasn't allowed to
00:25:13Go in a specific room I felt like going in I wasn't allowed to leave a room when I wanted to
00:25:21I was not allowed to leave a room when I wanted to leave a room
00:25:26I was not allowed to leave a room when I wanted to leave a room
00:25:30I was not allowed to leave a room when I wanted to if he put us in a room we have to stay there
00:25:37Until he says you can go
00:25:47Our dad was the only one that had the keys to the front door
00:25:52No one else not even our mother unless our mother went to an appointment or something. It was an emergency
00:26:01I
00:26:05It's scary not having having to want to break out of that
00:26:13that box
00:26:16You
00:26:29It was a Saturday on January 2010 I was 15 back then
00:26:40I woke up by like 9 30 or 10
00:26:46I got dressed up in black. I
00:26:49Just unlocked the door and just said to my youngest brother Jagadish. Wish me luck
00:27:03I wore the mask so nobody would recognize me nobody at all
00:27:10And
00:27:13My father was out that day getting food
00:27:17Because we were low on food and he was going out to get a lot of food
00:27:20so he usually is gone three hours when he gets foods and
00:27:26I just had this urge to
00:27:29All of a sudden just go out
00:27:32On my own have no one recognized me and if my father saw me he wouldn't know it was me
00:27:40So I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:27:44I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:27:46I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:27:48I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:27:50I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:27:52I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:27:54I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:27:56I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:27:58I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:28:00I just had this urge to get out of the house and just go out and do my own thing
00:28:02Huang Li
00:28:22Went around two blocks just going in whatever store
00:28:26Went into a bank. Went into a grocery store. Went into a pharmacy
00:28:30pharmacy eventually someone called the cops because someone in a mask that that's not normal
00:28:41but i felt like i was michael at that time
00:28:46and i just thought to myself you know can i survive bullets
00:28:50um well one thing led to another
00:29:09they handcuffed me and
00:29:14we went to the we went in the elevator we went to where i live
00:29:17but they said i'm gonna have to go to a hospital
00:29:23and uh well they ended up just taking me to the hospital so
00:29:38there was a good side to this because the first time my brother started connecting with
00:29:42other people and it was sadly the patients of the hospital but some of them not all of
00:29:50them were like crazy crazy not like the cuckoo's nest it was different it was more like suicidal
00:29:56kids kids who weren't happy with their life kids who were depressed and he had a whole
00:30:01story there but he brought a lot of joy to the hospital kind of we were really happy
00:30:10that he came home we all baked a meal for his return which is lasagna always
00:30:18it's always lasagna because we love lasagna
00:30:33i was scared to come home
00:30:35i think my daddy was frightened of what i just did because no one had ever done that
00:30:47that was the day i kind of like tore off the soldier necklace and threw it and walked away
00:30:57since that day i said i refuse to talk to you
00:31:00i refuse to take your orders
00:31:07we're no longer father and son anymore
00:31:28i'm sorry it brings a lot
00:31:30of emotion just thinking about it back then
00:31:37i'm not gonna cry
00:31:55did you guys ever talk about going outside by ourselves
00:32:01like did you know maquinda was gonna do that no didn't anybody know no nobody knew that
00:32:11maybe he mentioned it but we weren't like we didn't think he was serious
00:32:17because we all we all used to say a lot of things but we never did anything
00:32:21we always saw a bad thing coming like it's not going to end up well
00:32:29the thing is we couldn't do anything about it the only thing we could do about it was just
00:32:35get through it and
00:32:39not break
00:32:41get through it and
00:32:47not break
00:32:53i think like most people would go insane after experience a life like that whereas all of us
00:33:00didn't i think it's it's because of our mom she always kept our sanity
00:33:30um
00:33:37he put himself in a position where he was gonna have to do 10 years in prison that's what he did
00:33:44he should have shaved his eyebrows it's probably why he doesn't want to show himself
00:33:55oh it's right here
00:33:56yeah
00:33:59you shaved your eyebrows yeah
00:34:03so last note eyebrows and i got a bad hand i got a bad hand how are you doing
00:34:10i'm doing good yeah yeah i was just telling crystal how much we fight
00:34:22they gave me a therapist after i got out of the hospital
00:34:26they said i should see a therapist she's helped me out getting my email address on
00:34:31because i knew nothing about computers so she's been kind of a help she has
00:34:38my brothers are also seeing her it sucks i don't really talk about my feelings
00:34:47i don't she doesn't she has no idea the kind of person i am i'm like yeah yeah yeah whatever you
00:34:54tell me no what family union has a problem with now is that they want us to go to a real school
00:35:07over my dead body they will they're gonna make me go to a real school
00:35:14my mother would be out of a job she would have to then work in the streets work
00:35:19out there i'm not letting my mother work out there in new york no no not in new york
00:35:27she's more together here she gets paid we get paid every month because she's homeschooling
00:35:33so it's like she has a job she's approved of course to be a teacher she has like a
00:35:38license and everything they approved her out of education so that family union can't do crap or
00:35:45anything
00:36:04you're an fbi agent what is your specialty again
00:36:07chemical weapons don't mention that going all the way from tibet to mongolia
00:36:11here
00:36:20what i really wanted and i what i really saw
00:36:26i really thought that when i was raising my children i would they would be growing up in a
00:36:30place with you know green fields
00:36:39but they they didn't have that you know and i feel because i had that
00:36:46and i wanted that for them
00:36:50you know to be able to go out and roam the forest that was important to me and
00:36:56um you know just to go out and play in a field or or have some place some fields that were close
00:37:04or you know how you see in movies you know kids go running through the neighbor's meadow you know
00:37:11to get to their the forest that they build some tree house in or something like that
00:37:17is it something like that i i'd always thought i wanted that for them
00:37:21but it didn't happen
00:37:51so
00:38:08my brother did it again just walked out and then suddenly i went out and my father didn't get angry
00:38:15and then all of us started doing it we decided to go as a group together alone for the first time
00:38:22so
00:38:35the whole process of them getting into their own happened gradually
00:38:43it's not like it was one day they followed the rules and the next day they were
00:38:48doing whatever it wasn't like that it happened over a period of months
00:38:55but it certainly opened the way to normalcy
00:39:10or what did he expect when all of us become of age we're still gonna do things his way
00:39:19his system was just like a ticking bomb
00:39:38i really understand totally you know where they're coming from but i can't you know
00:39:47be too candid about that but yeah there were probably more rules for me than there were for
00:39:54them yeah i know
00:40:16so
00:40:41this is like 3d man
00:40:42man look at those freaky trees those are big fucking trees those look we look like i mean
00:40:49i feel like i'm in the like the fangon forest in the lord of the rings oh it's very fresh out here
00:40:58we'll go for a swim no swim all the way to fucking brooklyn
00:41:12so
00:41:32you must be jewels which would make you vince i think fast i talk fast and i need you guys to
00:41:38act fast if you want to get out of this so pretty please with sugar on top clean the fucking car
00:41:44don't be looking at me like that all right i can feel your look
00:41:53oh man i will never forgive your ass for this shit this is some fucked up repugnant shit
00:42:00jules did you ever hear of the philosophy that once a man admits he is wrong he's forgiven for
00:42:05all his wrongdoings you ever hear that get the fuck out of my face with that shit motherfuckers
00:42:10said that shit never had to pick up any pieces of brain on account of your dumb ass i got a
00:42:14threshold jules i get a threshold for the abuse that i will take i could blow oh are you ready
00:42:19to blow yeah i'm ready to blow well i'm a mushroom cloud a motherfucker motherfucker
00:42:24every time my fingers touch brain i'm super fly dnd
00:42:35so
00:42:52did he fix this no it's broken
00:42:58yeah i know that's totally busted i don't feel safe now
00:43:03knowing the door's open and there's no lock
00:43:10today we've had a little surprise
00:43:15out of nowhere i just heard
00:43:20banging on the door and uh i saw kind of at least i heard it sounded like a saw
00:43:27so drilling yeah and by this doorway i see what i usually see in the movies SWAT teams
00:43:37people with helmets and shields and machine guns just blast in told everybody to get on the floor
00:43:43get their hands up put us against the wall and handcuffed every member of our family
00:43:52they had a search warrant for possession of weapons
00:44:01a gun they were looking for they said a 38
00:44:08basically it was like inside man all the only kind of weapons they found were uh props
00:44:13props
00:44:19they kicked out all our machine guns all our handguns knives and it was all fake
00:44:34they basically found out the kind of things we were into
00:44:39and they complimented us and they said like we're sorry about the break-in
00:44:46we had to see our mother get handcuffed
00:44:50and put against the wall
00:44:55and she was really uncomfortable sitting in those handcuffs that's what really pissed me off
00:45:09so
00:45:15they've begun communicating and relating in the world they are probably seeing
00:45:23how the movies are like real but not real and how the real life is
00:45:31it's hard as a child being influenced by that
00:45:36too too much of anything is you know is not good and i think that they probably had too much of that
00:46:07so
00:46:14we never took a train before we were always we was afraid of trains
00:46:21we were always freaked out about the the kind of people that hang around
00:46:25you know we heard about the muggings and stuff like that
00:46:31it is weird i admit but there you go
00:46:36so
00:46:53we don't use the sun we are vampires
00:47:07oh there's the beach oh shit there's people all over it i ain't going in there
00:47:13what do you expect forget it man forget it man forget it i ain't going in that water
00:47:22i ain't going in that water
00:47:37i'm afraid of the water you are yeah
00:47:53that is salty man
00:48:07oh
00:48:21heads you go tails you don't it's all it all comes down he's coming this way
00:48:27here we go man if it drops on the floor it doesn't matter
00:48:30okay
00:48:33heads you go tails you don't heads this is part of the two-facing sort of thing man
00:48:39you're coming with me now i'm danny come in the pool tails looks like i'm not going anywhere
00:48:48danny come into the water let's break some rules man let's break some rules no no i don't break
00:48:55last time i did that i almost got arrested twice you have all these rules oh shit son of a bitch
00:49:03come on man they're all out there waiting that's all right besides i like to be the
00:49:07guy everybody says that guy never went in the water that guy never took his shoes off
00:49:24so
00:49:42you need some
00:49:54you need some
00:50:14i don't think our father knew we had it in us to have that kind of power
00:50:19or i guess he always saw us as the little boys who couldn't
00:50:26and then we transformed into the boys are gonna the boys can
00:50:50oh
00:51:09on the
00:51:19oh
00:51:41my power is influencing everybody
00:51:49so
00:51:58think about that this piece of shit we were living
00:52:06so
00:52:16i just can't talk to him anymore i can't stand to look at him it's just when i look at him
00:52:23everything i see in him feels wrong to me
00:52:36so
00:52:46so
00:53:01i didn't want them to to have the pressure the social pressure
00:53:05which is the interest of the country i want them to be more free from that
00:53:11so not to be contaminated by drug by any philosophy or
00:53:18religion but to learn who they are or what they are
00:53:32one of the things that i always have said to them
00:53:34is that it doesn't matter to me what do you have or what you can do
00:53:44but the fact that you are this life this this way what you are what we are
00:53:51this is the most important thing to me that you are
00:54:05yeah
00:54:10we came to to new york to see how we can get some some money and then go to scandinavia
00:54:19i i like that people a lot from scandinavia and they have some arranged some way of living
00:54:28which is good because of their reality their system and you know but it didn't happen
00:54:42this this was not the environment that i wanted all my wife wanted for them but we we couldn't
00:54:52any any other thing so so where we try to live like you know like i'm not not getting contact
00:54:58with that people so we we always say to them you know like don't worry about whatever is
00:55:07happening there it's like people offering drugs in the elevator maybe two three persons that were
00:55:15killed you don't know how i fell here me me being a you know a free a free boy you know a
00:55:24free person you don't know how i fell here when when i see when i saw all these people here and
00:55:31doing things what they did it was like a you know it was a piece of jail outside there
00:55:50i felt good for my kids i was glad to see them standing up for their own
00:55:59ideas and beliefs hey this is me i'm doing this
00:56:07i'm trying to see both sides as well as my part in it as well but i've i have felt
00:56:15stuck in the middle for a long time and that's been a real challenge
00:56:22some part of oscar understood what you know why they were like rebelling and why they were going
00:56:32on their own another part of him was like very anxious and very worried because you know he felt
00:56:40like it wasn't the timing was off it wasn't like the right time for everyone
00:56:47and you know my my point of view was said well it must be the right time because it's happening
00:56:58you know so i mean if it wouldn't be it wouldn't be happening that's how i kind of felt about it
00:57:16so
00:57:21well done spider-man
00:57:32before we actually met it's like before we met you should have seen us like
00:57:37one year before we met we would not have said a word i mean nothing we would have been completely
00:57:44silent i mean it would have been like you would have been watching zombies just walking by
00:57:55i learned that google was a new word that i never heard of cool dude nigga oops sorry and
00:58:07and well basically like like i went to the store and there was like these cool pianos
00:58:14and i was like whoa and that shit is like awesome so i'm hearing that all the time
00:58:21and it's not annoying but it's getting old
00:58:27monday's valentine's day right yeah you have dates no i don't i wish i did though
00:58:34seriously
00:58:58i can't tell if it's women's or men's perfume
00:59:00i can't really tell it makes no difference right perfume is perfume
00:59:09i literally have no idea what to say to a woman i mean it's easy for you guys i think but
00:59:15for me it's i don't i literally don't know what to say
00:59:21you ever heard about people that say say he is absolutely unlovable
00:59:25some people are like that it just doesn't happen with them love just doesn't find them in life
00:59:34some people like that some people want to live alone
00:59:37some people they really want to live with somebody only they don't know how to they can't fit in
00:59:48he's drunk and strong again he was drunk last night he's drunk tonight he's probably
00:59:54he drinks way too much so it's a boring story anyway
01:00:05what's going on here
01:00:10just take it easy okay
01:00:20oh god i think he's losing it
01:00:24um
01:00:35yeah just enjoy yourself okay let's see uh you know whoever you want to talk to you know
01:00:43or you don't know you know just enjoy yourself okay
01:00:55thank you enjoy yourself have fun
01:01:02you have fun
01:01:07yeah have fun nadina yeah enjoy yourself i love you i love you
01:01:18i see you
01:01:24um
01:01:54so
01:02:10first tickets to a movie theater really exciting i hope we come out alive
01:02:16so tell me what you're looking for
01:02:47that was a good movie train i'm gonna remember this night for a long long long long long long
01:02:56time me too and to actually think the money is gonna go to david o russell or
01:03:04mark walbert or christian bale that's awesome
01:03:10that's exciting i play that guy in the dark night
01:03:14oh yeah that man begins
01:03:26he thinks there's somebody following us somebody for
01:03:28i'm guaranteed there's somebody following us nobody's following me
01:03:44you
01:03:49i remember being very
01:03:52kind of scared of going out into the world i felt so out of place
01:04:00i still feel out of place i don't know if i can never get over it
01:04:07because i was always afraid that i had so little knowledge of this world
01:04:11and being in my home all the time that
01:04:16that i almost wouldn't that i wouldn't know where to start
01:04:21like of going out and trying to achieve what i wanted trying to do what i wanted
01:04:27my biggest fear was you know being so
01:04:33so ignorant of the world that
01:04:34that i would just wouldn't be able to handle it
01:05:05so
01:05:27did you ever think of saying sorry to them
01:05:30well i said i i said to all of them that i think somehow that they got that they got that
01:05:37you know i i wish that you know i you know like uh those things wouldn't happen you know like
01:05:45you know but uh but there was no that i couldn't do any any other you know so
01:05:53so then what i think is that it is like i said it's up to them you know the judgment
01:05:58the judgment and understanding i think that they already know that it was not like a really
01:06:07you know no like i i really wish that you know like you know that i wanted that
01:06:14that i wanted like those things to happen
01:06:17you know we we are victims of the of the circumstances you know of life so when we
01:06:35have understanding about that then we don't blame you know we don't blame each other so i think that
01:06:40that's the that's by the way that's the way that i always think of jesus christ and i think that
01:06:47that's the way that that he understood things to forgive everybody not to have really you know
01:06:54anything against anybody like uh or forgive them because they don't know what they are doing you
01:06:59know it's like um it's just happening you know we'll do better that's that's what i feel and i
01:07:11see i don't see you know like a going backwards right because we we grow and we learn we're
01:07:19learning how we grow i gave up on facing my father
01:07:34and i don't think there's any good chance for him to change
01:07:45not with the things that happened
01:07:55sometimes there there are things that you just
01:07:59you just don't for you just don't cower you just don't forgive
01:08:05there are some things you just don't put behind you it's
01:08:20there are some things
01:08:22there are some things
01:08:27that people that you just can't live with
01:08:31so
01:08:49okay
01:08:57you take it
01:09:01so
01:09:08so
01:09:26what oh when
01:09:33oh uh-huh
01:09:38you are you know you sound the same you sound the same that you did 50 years ago well i i just
01:09:49well i just want to say that i love you so much mom you know i just love you so much
01:10:01so but i just want to say that i've you know it's like i it's not like i've ever forgotten
01:10:09you i've never i've always thought about you and you've always been in my you know my thoughts
01:10:19yes um well i i know exactly what you went through um i have seven children
01:10:27and i yes i do oh mom it's so good to hear you i'm so glad i called you
01:10:36yeah sure all right all right i love you mom thank you all right bye-bye
01:10:48yes yes yes yes
01:10:52yes
01:10:55guess what lexi just talked to her mom
01:10:59did yeah yeah i called her in michigan so what now
01:11:09oh she's gonna hop on a plane and she'll be here tomorrow
01:11:13no she's uh she's going to be 88 tomorrow
01:11:16oh yeah she was like whoa this is a shot i want to meet her yeah yeah
01:11:26does the old man know you phone yeah who knows how's he taking it that's why he went out
01:11:35what's the problem well he you know he's afraid oh and then they're gonna you know do something and
01:11:44make problems what are they gonna do they're family they're your family i know well he's
01:11:50afraid because they made problems before a long time ago you know he was the one who was making
01:11:57the problem not them yeah i'm so glad that i called that you know that it's like oh giving
01:12:07into my fears oh what if this and what if that and i don't know and you know it's like oh this
01:12:13could be bad and that could be bad and yeah it could be bad and it could be very good
01:12:18you know and you just don't know until you do it
01:12:27hello kitty cat
01:12:44so
01:13:04i heard about this website called mandy
01:13:07so i posted that i'm looking for pa jobs and this job popped up
01:13:23i just wanted to say how of all the four of us how many of us watch game of thrones raise your
01:13:28hands i do it all in the night anyone here watch breaking bad i finished it too i saw three seasons
01:13:41in three days four five and six it made me fucking crazy
01:13:58so
01:14:28so
01:14:47so this is where you'll sleep tonight
01:14:49okay
01:15:04you should also take a look at your defenses in case a robbery happens this one's pitching
01:15:11uh i take that back this one's pitching
01:15:25i know i'm gonna miss them but i think like the universe reacts to your wishes
01:15:33i'll bring my mom over when when the time's right
01:15:37but right now i'm just gonna enjoy this for a little bit
01:15:45so
01:16:06is this the end of the beginning
01:16:16or the beginning of the end
01:16:28losing control or are you winning
01:16:37is your life free lord just pretend
01:16:54the sequence
01:16:56Rewind the future to the past
01:17:07To find the source of the solution
01:17:19The system has to be recast
01:17:49I'm working on my own film.
01:18:12It's about this man sitting in a chair
01:18:15Looking through a window as different feelings go by
01:18:25Like anger, grief, happiness and love
01:18:33What does this look like to you?
01:18:35Like fear, anger
01:18:37Shock
01:18:40Yeah, yeah
01:18:42My family is gonna be in it, most of them
01:18:47And this girl Chloe, who's really cute
01:18:52And she can be sexy too
01:18:56Are you ready for your close-up?
01:18:57I'm ready
01:18:58Okay, let's get a show on the road
01:19:02Alright guys, let's get Chloe
01:19:07Okay
01:19:11Oh, careful, this moves
01:19:14It was all fear, basically
01:19:18Fear was...
01:19:22Was put in
01:19:24And I still have fear
01:19:26I still have fear to this day, but who doesn't, so...
01:19:33It's a Chrysler building
01:20:01Look at that hillside there, look at that
01:20:04Look at that hillside, that is...
01:20:07Look, would you look at that
01:20:11That is beautiful
01:20:18Oh, look at that
01:20:21Oh geez, look at those big pumpkins
01:20:30The kids are loving them
01:20:35I wanna be an Amur Ranger
01:20:40Before the day I die
01:20:43There's five things I wanna ride
01:20:45Bicycle, tricycle, automobile
01:20:48Merchant's boat and a ferris wheel
01:20:51I wanna be an Amur Ranger
01:20:57Quit smoking
01:21:03Oh, that's so damn good
01:21:07That's probably the best damn apple I've ever tasted in my life
01:21:28I wish I could live in a place like this
01:21:34Maybe a little further away
01:21:38Out in the middle of nowhere
01:21:41But it's very nice out here
01:21:56Mmm
01:22:04I'm grateful my mom's here
01:22:07I always wanted to go on a trip like this with her
01:22:15Yeah, here I feel good
01:22:19I'm hungry, son
01:22:23See what they're doing, let's go see what they're doing
01:22:28Yeah, so what, you know, we haven't been around them all day
01:22:33It's alright to be around them
01:22:36See what they're doing
01:22:41Yeah, come on, I wanna see what they're doing
01:22:47Come, Krishna
01:22:52It's hard to go off and go off and go off
01:23:06You and me haven't had a chance to walk through the orchards together
01:23:09Yeah, not yet, that's right, won't go now
01:23:39I'm hungry, son
01:23:42See what they're doing
01:23:45Yeah, come on, I wanna see what they're doing
01:23:50Yeah, come on, I wanna see what they're doing
01:23:55Yeah, come on, I wanna see what they're doing
01:24:01Yeah, come on, I wanna see what they're doing
01:24:07Yeah, come on, I wanna see what they're doing
01:24:37Yeah, come on, I wanna see what they're doing
01:24:47Yeah, come on, I wanna see what they're doing
01:25:37bass & drums play in bright rhythm
01:26:08bass & drums fade out
01:26:29piano plays softly
01:26:37piano plays softly
01:27:07bass & drums play in bright rhythm
01:27:37bass & drums play in bright rhythm
01:28:07bass & drums play in bright rhythm
01:28:37bass & drums play in bright rhythm
01:29:07piano plays softly
01:29:28woman vocalizes