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Aired (December 14, 2024): Heart Evangelista and Chiz Escudero talk about their seven-year itch in marriage!

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00:00As I always believed, you know, that people should really fight for one another, but I
00:09don't know what got into me, parang a dark shadow was casted upon me.
00:16Ang tawa ko doon nasape.
00:18Nasape.
00:19Sape.
00:20And I really, I lost my way.
00:22I was driven by anger, I was rebellious.
00:24It was the first time na parang siguro na-upset ako that something I believed in, like marriage,
00:30can, you know, can turn differently, and I was very upset about that.
00:35So yung mga kakakaka nila during the GMA gala, the very first, naka-ashy black dress ako,
00:41yung feeling nila, ang nangyayari, na hindi na talaga, totoo yun, hindi na kami nag-uusap
00:48noon.
00:49He was trying, in fact, at the time, he even brought me flowers, kanyan, pero hindi ko
00:53siya kinaka-uusap.
00:54Siya yung nagbabunta sa akin, hindi niya ako ka-usapin, bawabantay na ako doon.
00:57I didn't, I wasn't the one that made you papunta.
00:59Hindi, pero sino kasama mo?
01:01I would be alone, then it, I was fine, then it would be a confirmation.
01:04If nagkahanap na nga ako ng confirmation, Kevin ha, diba?
01:08Baka, baka nasa piyanan din ako na.
01:12It was, I think, on and off a year.
01:15Walang one year.
01:16Wala bang one year?
01:17Wala.
01:18It felt like one year.
01:20Felt like three.
01:22Sabi niya, aalis siya, tapos nung sinabi kong, wag, di naman siya umalis.
01:25Tapos nung sinabi kong, oo, ba't ko daw siya pinapalis.
01:28That's not true!
01:30You're such a liar!
01:32Yun yung pagkakaalala ko.
01:33Not true.
01:34Hindi.
01:35Yun yung pagkakaalala ko.
01:36Dito yun.
01:37Pinilayas niya ako ng 3 a.m.
01:38Talaga.
01:39Tapos yung kapatid ko, hindi sumasagot ng telepono, walang pipick-up sa akin, so sana
01:43ko pupunta.
01:44Kaya nga hindi nantuloy kasi walang susundo.
01:46Kasi ako bukas na lang.
01:47Tapos yung mga lintik na driver dito, walang kumakampay, wala.
01:50Biglang natutulog lahat.
01:52Walang guard, walang tao.
01:54So ang ending ko, bumalik ulit ako dun sa kabilang kwarto, dun ako natulog.
01:58Pero hindi na ako lumalabas ng vibe.
02:00At that time, I wouldn't really care.
02:02At that time.
02:03Iba ako nun, talaga.
02:04No one can break my decision.
02:06I was out.
02:08Siyempre, hindi maganda nun.
02:09Empirno yun.
02:10Kung pwede nga, ako na lang yung nagwawalap.
02:13Pwede din.
02:15Pilipapaya ako ng papel.
02:16Kasi nga tingin ko, lilipas.
02:18Baka mamaya.
02:20Ma-finalize na ano.
02:21Hindi, bigla yung benta mo.
02:22Naknanti na pa, may kumakatok dito.
02:24Anong siya nangyari?
02:25Paano naman yun?
02:26Di ba?
02:27Pinifirma niya ako ng papeles.
02:29I don't care!
02:30Get me out!
02:31Para dun nga yun.
02:32Kasi baka mamaya biglang may...
02:33At least alam nila di ako mukhang pera.
02:35Let me out!
02:36Take me out!
02:38I just want my freedom!
02:40Ganyan.
02:41I didn't think I would go back.
02:43I didn't think I...
02:44Akala ko it was done.
02:45That's why I took out my last name.
02:48That was really hard for me.
02:50Simple.
02:51Sinabi ko lang sa kanina that she's not herself.
02:54That she'll be back.
02:55And that they should simply believe.
02:58So, often nag-usap kami,
03:01Do you believe?
03:03Tapos sasagot ng mahinay mo na,
03:04Yes, daddy.
03:05No, dapat!
03:08So lalakas naman yung boses nila, parang sa TV.
03:11We would go through those exercises before.
03:17They know the definition of faith.
03:21That it's believing that what you hope for will happen
03:24even if you don't see anything.
03:26Actually, na-touch ako sa...
03:28kay Kino, specifically.
03:29Kasi noong mga times na yun,
03:30hindi ako nagpapakita sana.
03:32Kasi parang nag-alit din ako sa kanila.
03:34Even if they had nothing to do with it,
03:36I was really in a bad place.
03:38I think I was angry at everyone.
03:40And then I remember Kino went up to me
03:42and I wanted to talagang,
03:43Oh my God, the end of me.
03:45Nung sabi niya,
03:47Pita Heart, but how are you gonna survive in Paris?
03:52You're gonna have to walk alone at night?
03:56Who's gonna take care of you?
03:57You're gonna be alone?
03:58Parang ganoon siya.
04:00And then parang,
04:01him talking to me like that,
04:03na parang,
04:04alam niya kasi how I'm so,
04:07parang, sheltered.
04:08I was very torn na parang,
04:11mahal niya rin pala ako, parang ganon.
04:13Kasi for the longest time,
04:14parang I've reached a point na feeling ko,
04:17parang hindi nila akong gusto dito sa bahay.
04:20Parang hindi nila ako mahal,
04:22or something like that.
04:23Parang, I wasn't,
04:26I don't know what happened
04:27and how it got to that point,
04:28napakaramdam ko.
04:29I wasn't appreciated in the home.
04:32May nalearn ka ba?
04:33Or wala ka namang ginawang mali?
04:35Party yun.
04:37Joke.
04:41God's will kasi sa akin lahat yun eh.
04:44Meaning, kung may nangyari man,
04:46kung may red flag man,
04:47kung may hindi ka man napansin,
04:49yun naman talaga dapat yung mangyari eh.
04:51Magaling ka dun talaga.
04:52Wala kang kailangan na ipagsise
04:55o hilingin na huwag nangyari.
04:58Actually, I could easily say,
05:00if only he listened,
05:03if only he listened to me
05:06or heard my cries,
05:07I could easily say that.
05:09But it's true.
05:10Parang no matter,
05:11sometimes when I think about,
05:13sana hindi ko ito nagawa,
05:14sana hindi ako nagrebelde,
05:15sana hindi ako sumama
05:17sa mga ganitong tao,
05:19o sana hindi ko involve yung sarili ko
05:21sa ganitong sitwasyon.
05:22Because it was really all meant to happen
05:24because it was meant to bring you back together.
05:27So parang...
05:28Yun nang sabi ko sa'yo.
05:29Parang kaya pa pala mag-improve
05:31the perfection.
05:32Hindi, hindi nyo na ako pinatalakan.
05:34Diba?
05:35Sa utak ko nalang sinasabi.
05:37Tsaka ako.
05:38Tsaka mahal na mahal nyo yung mga aso ngayon.
05:41So I guess everything really is for the best.
05:45I became a Christian along the way.
05:48Read.
05:50I was spending my time doing steps and reading,
05:52actually.
05:53Hindi ako masyadong nagkatrabaho dun.
05:54I just did what I needed to do,
05:56but nothing extra,
05:57which was more than what others were doing at that time.
06:01Kaya nung naga medyo dumiretso na yung buhay,
06:06ito umayos na rin yung trabaho.
06:08Kaya nakansawan ako nun sa Senado eh.

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