Aired (November 30, 2024): Heart Evangelista shares the most UNFORGETTABLE moment in her life that she wishes to NEVER happen again.
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00:00What scares me the most is losing the person you love the most.
00:14Tonight, I will be sharing a story, a nightmare, that became a reality.
00:21I made a deal with God, I just hope that I'll get what I want.
00:30It's really me.
00:31He needs his children.
00:33That's when I realized that my three children are pitiful,
00:38my two daughters-in-law and my mother, Heart.
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01:58So I know where he is.
02:01I don't have to ask him.
02:03I know his schedule.
02:05All of us in our family are on that app.
02:08So whether he calls me or not,
02:11you can find out where we are,
02:12how long we've been there.
02:13But I can't do it because
02:16I don't know where he is, what time it is,
02:17if he's really there.
02:18So I never use that app.
02:20I still like to do it the traditional way
02:22by video calling or calling.
02:24So whether I'm in Paris,
02:26or in Milan,
02:27or wherever I am.
02:28Sometimes he's in Sorsogon or in Senado.
02:30But here at home,
02:32we are always together.
02:34Always.
02:36We didn't do much during the pandemic.
02:39Everything was closed.
02:41So among others,
02:43I taught how to cook.
02:47Your friend texted me,
02:49the boss.
02:50Yes.
02:51But I didn't see him.
02:52That's why he texted me on October 19.
02:54You always look at him.
02:56That's why I texted him.
02:59What are you cooking?
03:00Come here.
03:01I'm not going to be with that guy anymore.
03:04What guy?
03:05The one who cooks like that.
03:06We're all pretty here.
03:09Look at Camilda.
03:10What is this?
03:12It looks like a fruit.
03:13That's dragon salt.
03:14It looks like a fruit.
03:15Made in Bohol.
03:16Dragon salt.
03:17I'll taste it today.
03:18I thought it was a head of a fruit.
03:20Who is a fruit?
03:22Because I always tell him,
03:23if he gets mad at me,
03:25I'll call him.
03:26Call Bungo.
03:27Bungal's cousin.
03:33Taga Bulacan.
03:34Do you know him?
03:36March 28.
03:37At the moment,
03:39I came from Hong Kong.
03:41I just landed in Thailand.
03:43We were supposed to have a firing that day.
03:45I was supposed to have a firing that day
03:47with one of my doctor friends in Sorsogon.
03:50Before I took off to Hong Kong,
03:53I received a text message.
03:55He might go to the hospital.
03:58Because prior to that,
04:00he was already telling me that
04:01he had a headache,
04:02that he was dizzy.
04:04When you're walking,
04:05it's like you're leaning to the left.
04:07I couldn't understand why.
04:08It was the first time I experienced that.
04:10So I just ignored it.
04:11I didn't pay attention.
04:13I kind of saw it coming.
04:15First, he wasn't sleeping.
04:17So it was really his...
04:19He wasn't able to sleep.
04:20I felt like it was his
04:22not being careful with his health.
04:25I saw that.
04:26But really more,
04:27for three days,
04:29not just two,
04:30he was telling me that he was dizzy.
04:33And the last time I spoke to him,
04:35the night before I left Hong Kong,
04:38I saw that his eyes had something.
04:41Then I said,
04:42what's wrong with your eyes?
04:43Then he said,
04:44he just applied moisturizer.
04:46I had a weird feeling that day.
04:49When I spoke to him,
04:50video call,
04:51because I like to video call,
04:52I saw on his face
04:53that he looked different.
04:55Like there was something wrong.
04:57And that's when I got mad at him.
04:58I was like,
04:59you know, you're taking it too lightly.
05:01Until he arrived in Sorsogon.
05:03I was with the doctor.
05:04He pinched me.
05:06It came out 220 over 120, 130.
05:11He panicked.
05:12I was given a catapress.
05:14It came down to 190 over 120.
05:16He said it was still high.
05:18So he called a doctor
05:21who is good at heart,
05:22because that's not his expertise.
05:24And he asked us to check him
05:26at the hospital in Sorsogon.
05:35Jesus name, Lord.
05:40I am really a sinner to the Lord.
05:42I am the only one who is sick.
05:43I am the only one.
05:45I can't answer.
05:48What am I saying?
05:49It's not right.
05:51I have a headache.
05:52I think I'm going to throw up.
05:55Sometimes I feel like I'm going to throw up.
05:57I can't answer.
05:59When Kuya had his hypertensive crisis,
06:02I was actually in Korea that time.
06:04Normally, I always have my phone with me.
06:06But that day,
06:07we went to a temple.
06:09Then like after two hours,
06:11I checked my phone once we were done.
06:13And I had like 27 missed calls from heart.
06:18And then when I read her message,
06:20of course, I felt like I was being rented.
06:23March 28, 2024.
06:25One of the days that I will never forget.
06:28And at the same time,
06:29you don't want to go back.
06:31So that day,
06:33that's when he said,
06:35I think if you can't reach me,
06:37don't worry.
06:38I'm just going to go to the hospital.
06:40But I was about to take off.
06:41We don't have internet.
06:43So I don't know what happened.
06:46The problem is,
06:47he said he needs an MRI.
06:48He needs a CT scan.
06:49We have a CT scan.
06:50We don't have an MRI.
06:52So I said,
06:53I'm just going to go to the hospital.
06:54And then he went straight to the hospital.
06:55He didn't know where to go.
06:57He was in a stretcher.
06:58It's embarrassing.
07:00So we had to fly to Manila.
07:03When I landed in Bangkok,
07:04that's when I saw his message.
07:07Because I got a signal
07:08that he had something to say.
07:10He told me,
07:11don't worry.
07:13They're airlifting me now.
07:15I'm on my way to the hospital in Manila.
07:18So for me,
07:19to think that in the province,
07:22he can't do it.
07:23He needs to go to Manila.
07:24Which is very wrong.
07:26There's really something going on.
07:28And he's not answering me anymore.
07:31I think I texted him.
07:32I told him I was going to Manila.
07:34But he was busy.
07:35When he answered,
07:36I couldn't hold my phone.
07:38So he updated me.
07:39My doctor friend was with him.
07:43At that time.
07:44We only took two planes to Manila.
07:46I still have my dextrose.
07:48Okay.
07:49I'll call you back.
07:51I have to go home.
07:52It's still happening.
07:53It's progressive.
07:56I'm looking for a room.
07:57Let's book a room for tonight.
08:00He's aggressive.
08:03We're already here, right?
08:04I'm looking for a room.
08:07It's so bad.
08:09Why?
08:10Don't do this.
08:12Let's get closer.
08:25Please, get ready.
08:28Yes.
08:29As long as you two can handle it.
08:30Yes.
08:37It's so bad.
08:38I have to go home.
08:39It's progressive.
08:40I'm looking for a room.
08:42Let's book a room.
08:46645.
08:47645.
08:48What's the plan?
08:49I don't know.
08:50Let's talk about it.
08:51Game.
08:52I'm leaving.
08:53When?
08:55We can handle it.
08:56Yes.
09:04It's okay.
09:06It's okay.
09:11Go, book.
09:12I'm leaving.
09:15Can you get me a driver?
09:17It's Iza.
09:18Iza is not here yet.
09:24She's not here yet.
09:28Let's go.
09:29Okay.
09:31I'm sorry.
09:32I'm sorry.
09:33I'm sorry.
09:34We'll wait here.
09:35We'll wait here.
09:36We're the drivers.
09:41Please, pray.
09:42I'm here.
09:43We're here.
09:44I'm here.
09:45I'm here.
09:46I'm here.
09:47I'm here.
09:50Relax.
09:51Let's relax.
09:53You can go first.
09:54Let's book the room while they're on their way.
09:57Okay.
09:58Wait.
09:59Let's book the room.
10:00Okay.
10:01You can book the room.
10:02Do you have a passport?
10:03Bring it.
10:04Bring it.
10:05Where's your passport?
10:06Give it to me.
10:07Give it to me.
10:08Give it to me.
10:09Where's your luggage?
10:10Did you bring it?
10:11No, we didn't.
10:12We left it.
10:13You have a gun, Chepita.
10:14We left it.
10:15Your passport?
10:16I brought your passport.
10:17I'll go first.
10:18Okay.
10:19I'll go first.
10:20I don't have a visa.
10:21I don't have a visa.
10:22Taxi.
10:23I'll look for a taxi downstairs.
10:24Maybe they have a standby.
10:25I don't know.
10:26I don't know.
10:27I don't know.
10:28I don't know.
10:29I don't know.
10:30I don't know.
10:31Do you have a standby for the airport?
10:32It takes an hour.
10:33Then we get there, we check, we run inside, we make it.
10:34Do you have any car available going to the airport?
10:35Any car available right now?
10:36Two persons.
10:37Do you have a card?
10:38Yes.
10:39It's not available.
10:40Oh, okay.
10:41We're going to the airport, any cars available right now?
10:49Two persons.
11:11One seat, please.
11:20The moment I landed, I went straight to the hospital.
11:23I fell asleep when he arrived.
11:25When I woke up, I was still shaking.
11:28I said, darling, I'm still alive.
11:31The one who's crying is the dead Jean, not the one who's alive.
11:35He's a nightmare.
11:36He's a nightmare because he's somebody that would be the last person you'd think that would be there,
11:43that cannot do anything.
11:46He was asleep, unconscious or asleep.
11:51And he wasn't in the ICU.
11:53He was in another unit that was also like an ICU.
11:56And everyone was watching him closely.
12:01Even if I wanted to check his phone, what happened,
12:04I just had to be there beside him.
12:08And from that time, I hardly slept.
12:11I didn't take a bath for four days.
12:13I didn't sleep.
12:15Maybe just a little bit.
12:17But when I heard his heart rate, I looked at it.
12:19I was watching his heart rate.
12:21But then again, I understand because she was worried that I was in the ICU.
12:24When you're in the ICU, it's really different because there are so many monitors attached to your body
12:29to monitor how your vital signs are running.
12:35So I could understand where she was coming from.
12:38Because I don't go to the hospital, I don't get sick often.
12:42The first week of April, there were a lot of speculations and fake news about my husband's condition.
12:49But it's not true that most people have comatose.
12:54The reason why I didn't want it to come out, because he was okay.
12:57He was okay.
12:59I needed to protect him because I needed him to be okay.
13:03Because this is not the way we go down.
13:06This is not how he's going to go down.
13:10And I will not have it that other people will celebrate that.
13:14So when it comes out, it's not because I don't want to gossip or what.
13:20For him, I understand because he wants to be strong for everyone.
13:24But for me, aside from him being, he wants to be strong.
13:29At that time, he wasn't.
13:31And I had to fight for him.
13:33When it came out, all I thought was, let's just focus on cheese now.
13:38And let them think whatever they want.
13:41But at that time, I met a lot of people that I thought were our friends, but they weren't.
13:48Others were just looking if he was weak.
13:53And it's really an awakening for everyone.
13:57That's when I realized that my three children are pitiful.
14:02The two, Gambal, and my eldest, Hart.
14:05If something happens to me.
14:08Because I think they still can't do it.
14:11And it's hard because my wife is still young.
14:14And it's hard because my wife is still young.
14:16When the doctor said, Hart, stop smoking.
14:19Okay, next.
14:21Stop cold turkey.
14:23When there are no more questions.
14:26He said, drink maintenance.
14:28Drink maintenance.
14:29Okay.
14:31Drink maintenance every day.
14:34He said, drink less.
14:37Okay, drink less.
14:39He said, eat right.
14:41He said, eat right.
14:43He said, eat right.
14:46Because I don't want them to worry.
14:48I was very strong with Chesie.
14:50But with Kino.
14:52I feel like this was the time that he needed to become a man.
14:56I needed him to step up.
14:59Because, whatever will be our setup when I'm old, in the future.
15:05It's going to happen if ever now.
15:08So you're going to have to know what's going on.
15:11So I didn't know anything about BP.
15:14I taught him everything.
15:16And he really took care of his dad.
15:20It was a realization.
15:22My family couldn't lose me.
15:24And I still can't lose them and see them like that.
15:27Actually, I really cried for Partlin because
15:30I know he's really trying.
15:34It was hard for him because
15:36I feel like he's still ashamed of me
15:39when I have to do things for him.
15:42And I would tell him,
15:44It's okay, babe. Don't be ashamed.
15:46This is why we're here.
15:47This is why I'm here.
15:48I'm your wife.
15:50And he would be afraid that it would take the romance.
15:53He would still think about taking the romance away.
15:57No, that's nothing.
15:59This is what it's about.
16:01This is what marriage is about.
16:04So that's when you really know that you love someone.
16:08It's because your life,
16:10their life is far more important than yours.
16:14And so if I could trade places, I would.
16:17Because more people need him than need me.
16:21And that's the honest truth.
16:23And I know Cheese will always say that.
16:25I don't want to say that, but
16:28I don't have a story for him.
16:31I've done so many bad things in my life.
16:36I'm not pure like I used to be.
16:41But he is more deserving to have more time.
16:46So I made a deal with God.
16:49I said, I'll do it.
16:52I'll do it.
16:53He needs his children.
16:56It was a hypertensive episode.
16:59That's exactly what the doctor said.
17:02Add the word emergency, hypertensive episode,
17:05because it went up that high.
17:07The reason why it went up that high is because
17:10I have a hard head.
17:12Two years ago, I was diagnosed with hypertensive.
17:17I didn't want to take medicine.
17:19I took it for two weeks.
17:21I stopped it.
17:22Then I moved on to exercise, healthy eating, steps.
17:28And when I got my BP, it was fine.
17:30So I stopped taking maintenance medicine.
17:33It turned out to be wrong.
17:35So when I took maintenance medicine,
17:37my blood pressure was automatically stabilized.
17:40Now I'm at 110 over 80, whatever time of day.
17:46A lot has changed in our lives after that incident.
17:50What I realized is,
17:53if you don't have someone you'd like to share it with.
17:58And for me, your time here on earth with your loved ones
18:02is far more important than all the riches
18:04and whatever fashion week,
18:07if you can fit that Birkin and fashion week,
18:10I would rather be with my family.
18:13So since then, we didn't shop.
18:15He didn't shop either.
18:17He didn't buy anything.
18:23No, no, no, that's different.
18:25Excess.
18:26Excess is not good.
18:28And even before, I knew that.
18:30But it's just...
18:32You were slapped by the truth.
18:35I was really slapped by the truth.
18:37That really was a wake-up call for me.
18:39And it should be a wake-up call for you.
18:41And it is.
18:42Of course.
18:43If you fly away, or if you're gone, I'll be gone.
18:47That's 100%.
18:48It's not like that.
18:49It's really like that.
18:50Your kids are really pitiful.
18:52That's why you can't get sick.
18:54That's why I promised Lord that I'll be the first.
18:57Because I'm less needed in this world compared to him.
19:01Honestly, it's true.
19:03That's a problem.
19:04It's really true.
19:05I'm useless compared to him.
19:08So I'll be the first.
19:12Don't ask for that.
19:13I'm not asking for that.
19:14Lord and I already made a deal.
19:15Don't ask for that.
19:16There's this thing.
19:18I didn't invent that the youngest will be the first.
19:22The oldest will always be the first.
19:24But if it's the right thing, it's the right thing.
19:27Not for anything.
19:28It's also amazing that he matured in that situation.
19:32Because he was the one I was with at the time.
19:34It was Kino.
19:35That was really our bonding with Kino.
19:37Because he was really the one.
19:38I told him that I don't think I can do it on my own.
19:41You have to be here with me.
19:43Because I can't fall asleep.
19:45So even if I can't sleep, I'm always with Kino.
19:48He's the one who takes care of his dad.
19:50He's the one who's reliable.
19:54I talked to him.
19:56I told him that it's up to him.
19:59He said that's when he realized that he still can't do it.
20:02He said that's not possible.
20:05He still can't do it.
20:07But life is short.
20:09You have to make the most out of it.
20:11If you have a chance,
20:14and it's long, why not?
20:17That's why it's not short.
20:19We have different ways of thinking.
20:21I will not function without him.
20:24And Lord knows that.
20:26That's why he really told me not to do it.
20:29Because I really can't do it.
20:31That would be my downfall.
20:33You can do it.
20:34No, I really can't.
20:35So that would be my downfall.
20:37So for me, my realization
20:39is really
20:41the things that we complain about.
20:43The gossip that you see on the vlog,
20:46or on the show,
20:47the issues of what people say,
20:52they do not matter.
20:54They're just not part of the time frame
20:57where what happened happened.
20:59As you watch, it's old news.
21:01But currently, they do not matter.
21:04None of them matter.
21:05None of the ridiculous things that you complain about,
21:08issues, money,
21:09you want the bag,
21:11you want,
21:12all the bags,
21:13all my clothes,
21:14I love it, yes.
21:15Marita, throw it away.
21:17Give it all to the Lord.
21:18I don't want it anymore, Lord.
21:19Just don't take it.
21:20That's it, for me.
21:21And that life is so precious.
21:24You make the most out of it.
21:26You are blessed to be a blessing.
21:29That's why it's not short.
21:32I have something to say to the Senator.
21:35You haven't said it yet?
21:38I think I've told you everything.
21:40But in a nutshell,
21:42maybe it's,
21:46I'm really, really sorry,
21:48but if your expectations up to this point
21:52that I can do it, but I can't,
21:55you're going to have to push a little bit more.
21:57Because...
21:58Push already.
21:59More.
22:00Because I really can't.
22:02Push, push.
22:03You really,
22:04you are really a gem and a blessing
22:08to a lot of people.
22:10May not be in a political way,
22:12I don't want to think about it,
22:13but to those that are in your life.
22:19But it still needs to come.
22:22So if not now,
22:24you never know,
22:25when you're ready,
22:27I'll still be there.
22:29There's no such thing.
22:30There's no such thing.
22:32Senator, what do you want to say?
22:34There's no such thing.
22:38There's no such thing.
22:41What will happen,
22:42will happen in accordance with God's will.
22:44And it's not for you to say or make deals.
22:47There's no such thing.
22:49I don't want to.
22:50Really.
22:52So whenever people,
22:54you know, look at my pictures
22:56or they watch our videos,
23:00honest truth, I love what I do.
23:02It's what I do for a living.
23:04Yes, it is a lifestyle,
23:06but it's not what I do
23:08or I'd want to do to live.
23:10That is different.
23:12This is different.
23:13This is the real world.
23:14That's not truly the real world.
23:16Your family is where the real world should be.
23:21Before, this was for vanity.
23:23But it did mean more than that.
23:25Because I got this from the love letter of Cheese.
23:28This is his handwriting.
23:29And it'll always be here
23:31because all of this shall go away.
23:33Even this will fade away.
23:35But what's really in our hearts.
23:38And I didn't want a ring.
23:40I didn't want anything else
23:42to have him with me
23:45till I'm gone.
23:47So the best way probably was to have him here.
23:51So that's why he matters to me.
23:54Because I don't know how close,
23:58how else close I can be with him
24:01and how long I can be with him.
24:04In tonight's episode,
24:06we'll talk about what's inside my heart
24:10as a mother.
24:12You look good, girl.
24:14Do you like her makeup?
24:16I did that.
24:18Oh, nice.
24:19Nice, right?
24:21We decided to take a chance
24:23to try the boy,
24:25my last remaining embryo.
24:27And he was born.
24:28He already had a heartbeat.
24:31And then, after one week,
24:35he stopped.
24:37So that one is very hard for me
24:39because for me,
24:42that's my last try.
24:44I just want to tell that story
24:46when I grow up.
24:48I want to share my good experiences,
24:51my hardships,
24:53my lessons.
24:55That's all I kind of wanted.