• 3 days ago
"I’m famous, but..." This interview of Munawar Faruqui is no joke.

Siddharth Kannan-SID K Munawar Faruqui
Transcript
00:00Sometimes I feel like I should punish myself.
00:03I have so much talent that I can earn 30,000 rupees a month.
00:08Which is enough to run the house and eat.
00:12Sometimes I feel like I am so guilty that the f***ing end is here.
00:16Are you scared of being alone?
00:18Not anymore.
00:20Because...
00:24I have become friends with her.
00:27Sometimes I feel like...
00:29A lot of times I feel like...
00:31When things are right...
00:35I want to make it bad.
00:39Sometimes I don't want things to be right.
00:42I don't understand this.
00:44Sometimes I feel like I am harming myself.
00:49I am not comfortable with sorrow.
00:52But sometimes I feel like...
00:56I should punish myself.
00:58I am so angry with myself.
01:00That I should do something with myself.
01:04I have said this in a dream.
01:07My famous name is unknown to me.
01:10It is my fault.
01:12Sometimes I feel like I am so guilty that the f***ing end is here.
01:26But sometimes I feel like...
01:28I should punish myself.
01:30I am so angry with myself.
01:32I don't understand this.
01:34Sometimes I feel like...
01:36I should punish myself.
01:38I don't understand this.
01:40Sometimes I feel like...
01:42I should punish myself.
01:44I don't understand this.
01:46Sometimes I feel like...
01:48I should punish myself.
01:50I don't understand this.
01:52When shows get cancelled,
01:54does it remain traumatic for you?
01:56Yes.
01:58Very much.
02:00It is my job.
02:02I should stop my job.
02:04I should cancel my job.
02:08You are not allowed to do interview from tomorrow.
02:12That's your life.
02:16I feel like...
02:18Why is this happening?
02:21I mean...
02:2330-40 people were supposed to come to my show today.
02:27Do you ever feel insecure?
02:29That your stand-up comedy,
02:31which is your main core,
02:33which is your main passion,
02:35will stop somewhere?
02:37Do you ever think like this?
02:39Yes.
02:41It keeps going on and on.
02:43It has started again.
02:45Cancel the shows.
02:47Cancel means...
02:50There is no legal problem.
02:52There is a censor certificate of the show.
02:54There is no legal problem.
02:56Safety.
02:58When powerful people,
03:00who have power in their hands,
03:02who have been elected,
03:04if they threaten,
03:06they will burn the venue.
03:08Do you understand?
03:10It's scary.
03:12I have 20 bouncers behind me.
03:14I have 20 policemen in front of me.
03:16I will get protection.
03:19I want my audience to get support.
03:21Why should I put them at risk?
03:23I don't want to put them at risk.
03:25I have so much talent
03:27that I can earn 30,000 rupees a month.
03:29Which is enough
03:31to run the house
03:33and eat and drink.
03:35If I sit in front of the computer,
03:37I can make a greeting card
03:39or anything else
03:41and earn that much.
03:43There is no stress.
03:45Money is not a priority.
03:48I don't do shows for money.
03:50I stand on the stage and still speak.
03:52Money will be the third priority.
03:54But you are the first and second.
03:56You laugh.
03:58You meet.
04:00You hug.
04:02You say,
04:04it was fun.
04:06I watched your show.
04:08This is it.
04:10My validation is their applause.
04:12I come for that.
04:14I die for that
04:16and I stand on the stage.

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