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00:14We're home, Dad.
00:16Thank you, dear.
00:18Even though it's been years
00:20since my mom died,
00:22you still look sad
00:23when we think of her.
00:25Oh, dear, it was very sad
00:27to lose your mom.
00:29But it's sadder, I don't know,
00:31to lose your siblings.
00:33Don't think like that.
00:34And try to rest.
00:37My mom's death anniversary
00:39is always a day of hard emotions.
00:41Yes, dear.
00:44Look, it's good that you went to mass.
00:47Because your siblings
00:48will never love me.
00:50Dad,
00:51Laura and Mateo do love you.
00:53Oh, dear.
00:55You know perfectly well that they don't.
00:57And you don't know how depressed I am
00:59to know that they hate me.
01:03Hey, dear.
01:05Could you stay with me for a little while longer?
01:07Look, I made chocolate
01:09the kind you liked when you were a kid.
01:11Remember?
01:12I'm sorry, Dad, but I have another commitment.
01:15Oh, dear.
01:16Don't apologize.
01:17I understand you.
01:20I'm going to go inside the house.
01:25To the house of my memories.
01:29Okay, Dad.
01:30I'll stay with you for a little while longer.
01:34Thank you very much.
01:36Thank you very much.
01:49I'm going to get the chocolate, dear.
01:53Did they tell you about the shelter again?
01:55No, Dad.
01:56I sent Isaac a message
01:57telling him I'd be with you for a while.
02:01You know what, dear?
02:03I needed you to stay.
02:06Because, well, I have to talk to someone
02:08about your siblings.
02:09They're fine, Dad.
02:11Mateo works with me at the shelter
02:13and he's a very good psychologist.
02:15He helps a lot with the beaten women we receive.
02:18And Laura...
02:20Laura is a drug addict, dear.
02:22I know that.
02:25My youngest daughter is a drug addict.
02:27I've tried to get close to her to guide her,
02:30but she won't let me.
02:33She hates me so much.
02:36They both hate me.
02:38That's why Mateo doesn't look for me either.
02:41Don't bring up the fact that they hate you again.
02:43Oh, dear.
02:45You know very well that it's true.
02:47And you also know why.
02:50I don't know how to explain to you
02:52that I wasn't looking at anyone.
02:54You flirted with that guy at the supermarket.
02:57I already told you I didn't.
02:59Please believe me.
03:00I would never go without you.
03:03You have to understand.
03:05You know what?
03:06You're not going to tell me what I have to do
03:08when you're the one who's trying to see my face.
03:12Please, you're hurting me.
03:14It's the same thing you're doing
03:16for flirting with whoever you want.
03:18With anyone you meet at the supermarket or wherever.
03:21Please, I can imagine what you're not doing
03:24when I don't realize it.
03:26I don't do anything.
03:27I'm only dedicated to you and our children.
03:30You know what? Shut up!
03:31Shut up! You're so shameless.
03:34You use our children to fool you.
03:36I don't know how to talk to you anymore.
03:38Shut up!
03:39I've had enough of your lies.
03:42I'm not lying.
03:43I told you to shut up.
03:45Shut up or I'll shut you up!
03:48Shut up, please!
03:49I don't want to hear you anymore!
03:51Shut up!
04:02Dad, I've been working on forgiveness all this time.
04:06I've forgiven you a long time ago.
04:09Oh, sweetie.
04:12I hope your brothers can forgive me just as well.
04:16And I don't know,
04:18if I'll ever be able to get my children back.
04:21I know it's my fault.
04:23I sent you a text to tell you I was going to be with my dad.
04:27I know it was much too late.
04:31It's the last time I'll ever see you again.
04:34I'm sorry.
04:36I'm sorry.
04:38I'm sorry.
04:40I'm sorry.
04:42I'm sorry.
04:44I'm sorry.
04:46I'm sorry.
04:48I'm sorry.
04:51It's one in the morning.
04:53I had my mom's mass and my dad was depressed.
04:56I couldn't leave him.
04:58Cecilia, I'm tired.
05:00Everything is above me.
05:02Your job with those women,
05:04the shelter, your dad,
05:06your brothers.
05:08Everything is first.
05:09And I'm last.
05:11And this is a new sample.
05:13You have to understand me.
05:16You have to understand me.
05:19It was hard for you to come and have dinner with me.
05:21To be with me.
05:23Because you've been with the man you're supposed to love for a year.
05:27Of course I love you, Isaac.
05:29I've proven it to you these seven years
05:31that we've been together.
05:34You haven't proven it to me.
05:36And while I was waiting for you,
05:38I was thinking that maybe it's best if we don't stay together.
05:42What do you mean?
05:44I want you to give me the key.
05:47I don't want you to have the key to my apartment.
05:52You and I are done.
06:05Mom, I'm asking you to give me strength.
06:10What do I have to do to find understanding in the world?
06:17I don't know.
06:26Ms. Director,
06:28I came as soon as you called me saying you wanted to talk to me.
06:32Believe me, I'm very sorry to give you this news, Cecilia.
06:35You seem like a responsible woman for your sister.
06:38That's right.
06:39I was just telling Laura yesterday
06:41that I was struck by the fact that I was in her apartment
06:44at hours when she's supposed to have classes.
06:46Well, it's precisely because of that behavior of Laura
06:49that I have to drop her out of college.
06:52But this time, definitely.
06:54But why?
06:56Because Laura hasn't come to college in weeks.
07:04It's incredible that you haven't gone to college in weeks.
07:07And you made me believe that you did show up.
07:09It's unbelievable.
07:11What do you want me to do?
07:13I didn't like college.
07:14I didn't like college.
07:15I didn't like my career.
07:16You've been in several universities and several careers.
07:19Oh, well, what do you want?
07:22I can't find my way.
07:24And it's not my fault.
07:26It's my dad's fault.
07:28It's everyone's fault.
07:29Why, Laura?
07:30Why do you hate my dad so much?
07:32As if you didn't know.
07:35As if you didn't know that I hate him.
07:37Because he killed our mom.
07:39He killed her.
07:45You're confused.
07:47My dad didn't kill our mom.
07:49I'm not confused, Cecilia.
07:51My dad killed my mom.
07:53That's why I hate him.
07:55And I don't want to know about him.
07:57It's his fault that I do drugs.
08:00And I live with the greatest pain.
08:03The pain of not having my mom.
08:05Because he killed her.
08:07He killed her.
08:09I'm tired of you always accusing me.
08:12I'm tired of you always accusing my dad.
08:15That you blame him for how badly you're doing.
08:17Because it's his fault.
08:19I was a girl.
08:20I remember very well how we hit my mom.
08:23Dare to deny it.
08:25No, I'm not going to deny it.
08:27It's true that our dad hit our mom.
08:30But it's in the past.
08:32You can't live stuck in it.
08:35We have to move on, even if mom is dead.
08:39Mom didn't die.
08:41Our dad killed her.
08:43No.
08:44It was mom's decision.
08:46She couldn't find another way out.
08:48Mom committed suicide.
08:52That's not true.
08:54I saw it.
08:56I saw my dad that day when we arrived with my grandma Blanca to the house.
09:00I saw it.
09:04Enough, Cecilia. Don't cry so much.
09:06You make me more nervous.
09:07I can't help it, Blanca.
09:08I don't want anything bad to happen to my mom.
09:10Nothing will happen to her.
09:11When we get there, you'll see that everything will be fine.
09:14I didn't want my mom to suffer so much that she felt so hurt by what my dad did to her.
09:18Then you shouldn't have stayed quiet.
09:20You should have told me the situation my daughter was living with Ruben.
09:24I know, Blanca.
09:25Forgive me, but I was also afraid.
09:27The three of us are afraid.
09:41Mom!
09:56Dad?
09:57Daddy?
09:59No!
10:00No!
10:01No!
10:02No!
10:03No!
10:04Why did you leave me?
10:06Why did you leave me?
10:08Why did you leave me?
10:10Mom! Mom!
10:13Don't come in, Blanca. Don't come in.
10:15No!
10:16But, Mom, I love my dad.
10:18I know, but it's better if we stay here.
10:21I'll take care of you.
10:32Mom!
10:34My dad was outside the house.
10:36When you and Grandma Blanca screamed in horror
10:39because they found my mom's dead body.
10:42No, Laura.
10:43My dad wasn't outside.
10:45I would have seen him.
10:46Grandma and you got out of the car so desperate for my mom
10:49that they didn't even notice.
10:51But I did.
10:52And there he was.
10:54No.
10:55My dad was at work, at the factory, when the tragedy happened.
10:59You know that too.
11:01No.
11:02It's not true.
11:03I saw him.
11:05I saw him in the car, shocked.
11:07You just said it yourself.
11:09You were a little girl with a lot of imagination.
11:13He killed her.
11:16I know my dad killed her.
11:21And since I'm tired of telling you the same thing
11:24and you don't believe me,
11:26it's best if you leave.
11:29Yes, I'm leaving.
11:30But I just want to make it clear that I'm not going to give you money
11:33so you can keep drugging yourself.
11:35I don't care.
11:36Listen.
11:38I don't care about you
11:39or your filthy money.
11:42Leave.
12:01Cecilia, good afternoon.
12:03I left some papers at your desk that I need you to sign.
12:07Thank you, Jovita.
12:08You're always so efficient.
12:09Well, I don't want to miss the opportunity
12:11you gave me to work as your secretary
12:14after your dad retired from the factory.
12:18Is something wrong?
12:20Can I help you with anything?
12:23Now that you mention it, yes.
12:24Because you worked with my dad until he retired.
12:27Yes.
12:28You should know...
12:29What?
12:31The day my mom died,
12:33my dad was at a meeting in his office, right?
12:36Yes, of course.
12:38I was the one who gave him the news, Mr. Ruben.
12:43Why do you ask?
12:44No reason, Jovita.
12:47I'll be in my office.
12:49Yes.
12:58What do you mean you broke up with Isaac?
13:00No, I didn't break up with him.
13:02Isaac broke up with me.
13:03He didn't want to understand that it was impossible for me
13:05to get to the birthday dinner he had prepared for me
13:07before one in the morning.
13:09Well, you're right, Cecilia.
13:12Your relationship...
13:14Love also requires your time.
13:16And you never dedicated time to Isaac.
13:19And what do you want?
13:20For me to beg him?
13:21Didn't I tell you that we came to the house
13:23leaving the office so you could do your part?
13:26No, we came to have some tequilas
13:28for my high blood pressure.
13:30Because I really love Isaac
13:32and I'm hurt by his decision.
13:34So, cheers.
13:43Put it down.
13:44Okay.
13:57Cheers.
14:00Cheers to men even if they don't understand us.
14:02Cheers.
14:05I'm not only going to toast to Isaac,
14:07but I'm going to go see him.
14:08I need to tell him how I feel.
14:10I'll go with you.
14:13What are you doing?
14:14Calling Evaristo so he can come
14:16and take us to Isaac's birthday dinner.
14:18Because we've been driving like this for months.
14:21Come on.
14:26Come on.
14:30My love.
14:31I love you.
14:33If you can't understand me,
14:35then my love, make me understand you.
14:39You're the love of my life.
14:41And I want to keep you in my life.
14:44Open it so I can show it to you.
14:48Well, it won't open, friend.
14:51He took my key.
14:53Wait, wait.
14:55I know where he hid it.
14:59Now, there are no doors that separate me from my love.
15:03Here I go.
15:11Well, it seems to me that you and I are already plenty, Evaristo.
15:16Are you going to come to my house?
15:19Yes, Miss Paz.
15:20But are you sure Miss Cecilia is going to be okay?
15:24You're going to be great.
15:28Bye.
15:29Take care.
15:54Yes, Jovita.
15:55I'm not going to the office until this afternoon.
15:57First, I'm going to visit my grandmother Blanca.
16:00See you later.
16:04Help me, Virgin of Guadalupe.
16:06I'm going to talk to my grandmother to understand what's going on with my sisters and my father.
16:11If I'm looking for understanding in the world, I need to understand first, my mother.
16:16I beg you.
16:19Give me strength and understanding so that things are cleared up between my father and my brothers.
16:25And that the death of my mother is clarified.
16:39I was waiting for you to come talk to me about your sister.
16:43Because Laura already told me that you took all your support from her.
16:48So, I want to inform you that I will be the one to support my granddaughter from now on.
16:54But, Grandma, why?
16:56Laura is out of control.
16:57Yes, I know, Cecilia.
16:59But she is out of control because of all the pain she has experienced.
17:04You should understand.
17:06And I understand.
17:07Because it is the same pain that I have experienced too.
17:10But I react differently to him.
17:13But you are strong.
17:15Your sister had to grow up with the death of my daughter.
17:19Of her mother.
17:22Knowing that her father is a murderer.
17:46I don't know if I am alive or dead
17:52I am lost in your memories
17:57I didn't get you once
18:02I am lost in your memories
18:08I had lost my day
18:10I had some sorrow in my eyes
18:12I made a small mistake
18:17You told me to get lost
18:23I am lost in your memories
18:28I didn't get you once
18:33I am lost in your memories
18:37I am lost in your memories
18:43I didn't get you once
18:48I am lost in your memories
18:54I didn't get you once
18:59I am lost in your memories
19:04I had fun when I was with you
19:10Why are you punishing me now?
19:17Yes, punish me
19:20I am lost in your memories
19:28I am lost
19:31Life that is left
19:33I am punished
19:36Why did you leave me?
19:41Oh my love
19:44Oh my love
19:47Oh my love
19:52I am lost in your memories
19:57I am lost in your memories
20:02I am lost
20:05I am lost
20:10I am lost
20:26I am lost
20:31I am lost
20:57Why don't you want to understand that your father killed your mother?
21:01Why?
21:02Why?
21:04I don't understand that my father killed my mother
21:07When the two of us...
21:08You and I found my mother dead
21:11With an empty bottle of pills next to her
21:14That day
21:15How I wish I could forget it
21:18Since your mother brought them to you and your siblings
21:22I knew something was wrong
21:27Mom, stay with the kids
21:28I had a problem with Ruben
21:30What's wrong, daughter?
21:31Don't you think you haven't realized that lately you haven't been happy?
21:36Nothing, mom
21:37We just argue like any other marriage
21:39Can you help me with the kids, yes or no?
21:41Yes, yes, it's fine
21:43Kids, come
21:47Kids, be good to grandma
21:49You have always been wonderful kids
21:51And I want you to continue to be
21:53Just don't forget that I love you with all my heart
22:05Daughter, is everything really okay?
22:09Yes, mom, everything will be fine
22:11Goodbye
22:23Goodbye
22:45It's okay, it's okay
22:46Go play, run, go
22:49Your mother wasn't well, Cecilia
22:51Tell me, what kind of problems does your father have?
22:54I don't know, grandma
22:56You have to tell me the truth
22:58If your mother is going through something bad
23:01I can't help her if you don't tell me
23:03Can you help me so that my mother doesn't suffer anymore?
23:06Yes, of course
23:07But you have to tell me before it's too late
23:11Daughter, please
23:14It's okay
23:15Dad hits my mom a lot
23:19Mateo
23:20Laura, come
23:22We have to go now