When a 20-something woman returns to her hometown for the holidays for the first time in several years, not only is she met by people from her past, but she's also forced to deal with unresolved feelings.
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00:00:00You asshole, this is not private property, come on, Jesus, you too, what the hell, no
00:00:26mama, okay, I'm okay, I'm good, thank you, oh man, you're hovering, it's good to have
00:00:44you home, sweetie, we missed you, let's do that again, that was fun,
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00:01:44I love all the city of trees, but why do I feel like I can't breathe?
00:01:48Don't be so dramatic.
00:02:06High school was fucking weird.
00:02:08What was weird about it?
00:02:10I don't know, man. I just feel like...
00:02:12I feel like you're just always good.
00:02:16Years of practice, you know?
00:02:18You practice at it.
00:02:20Yeah, I don't know.
00:02:22I just feel like I made a decision to just kind of say fuck it and just be who I wanted to be.
00:02:32In high school?
00:02:34Yeah, I'm kind of a, kind of a cool guy.
00:02:38Okay.
00:02:40Okay, you can go now.
00:02:42I don't know.
00:02:44You want me to leave? Okay, I'll just get out right now.
00:02:46Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:02:48Goodbye.
00:02:52I don't know, man. I just, I don't know.
00:02:54I think peaking just wasn't on my graph chart.
00:02:58I feel like my life has always been just kind of a straight line, you know?
00:03:02Just...
00:03:04You've never really changed.
00:03:08Not in a bad way, though.
00:03:10Yeah, really good way.
00:03:12Yeah?
00:03:14Yeah.
00:03:16I mean, not that I'm, like, giving you compliments.
00:03:18Thanks, I appreciate that.
00:03:20No, you never, you know?
00:03:26Yeah, I feel like yours is...
00:03:28Don't.
00:03:30Is more like...
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00:03:36Like waves in the ocean.
00:03:38I like...
00:03:40Maybe like...
00:03:42Maybe like a sound wave of a really...
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00:03:48Techno song?
00:03:50You're an asshole.
00:03:52That's me.
00:03:54Or like a heartbeat or something.
00:03:56Like, more rhythm to it.
00:03:58One with a murmur, though.
00:04:00Jesus!
00:04:10I guess no one knew me in high school.
00:04:12Unless the people that...
00:04:14I mean, I don't know.
00:04:16There were some that really knew me.
00:04:18Yeah?
00:04:20There's you.
00:04:22Yeah, there's me.
00:04:24You know the ones you know.
00:04:26You know?
00:04:28What if you didn't get invited to the...
00:04:30Ten year reunion?
00:04:32Why would I care, though?
00:04:34It's...
00:04:36Don't burn yourself.
00:04:38I don't want to burn myself.
00:04:40The popular ones are just...
00:04:42Married and have four kids are gross.
00:04:44The weirdos are making it happen in life.
00:04:46The fuck do I care?
00:04:48Yeah.
00:04:50Yeah, fuck you, Ryan Langley!
00:04:52Langley?
00:04:58Fuck you, Donna Hughes!
00:05:00Yeah!
00:05:02What the fuck, why their name is Donna Hughes, anyway?
00:05:04Donna Hughes!
00:05:06Fuck you, Derek Malek!
00:05:08That's too many consonants in a name.
00:05:12Derek Malek.
00:05:14Shut up!
00:05:18Fuck you, Sophie Michaels!
00:05:20She's actually still pretty hot.
00:05:22And kind of nice, actually.
00:05:24How?
00:05:26How is that fair?
00:05:28How the fuck is that fair?
00:05:32Do I smell smoke?
00:05:34Mm-mm.
00:05:36Who is that?
00:05:38She doesn't have her glasses.
00:05:40Hi, Mrs. Sadler.
00:05:42It's Teddy.
00:05:44Hi, Teddy.
00:05:46Good night, Mom.
00:05:48I have to go to the grocery store really early tomorrow.
00:05:50Why?
00:05:52Because they're having a sale on turkeys.
00:05:54Okay.
00:05:56Good night.
00:05:58Good night.
00:06:00Good night.
00:06:06I don't know why we're so afraid of your mom.
00:06:12How old are we again?
00:06:14Old enough.
00:06:16I just can't believe you make it back here every year for this.
00:06:20I have nostalgia, man.
00:06:22Gets me every time.
00:06:24You make it back for Easter.
00:06:26I love Easter.
00:06:28He says that!
00:06:46I better not say anyone I know here.
00:06:48It was your decision to come out in pajamas,
00:06:50not mine.
00:06:52Do you know what time it is?
00:06:54So, when did you decide that hair color?
00:06:56I'm gonna get the cranberry sauce.
00:06:58You decided it when you birthed me.
00:07:00Read again!
00:07:16Oh, hey.
00:07:18It's Sophie.
00:07:20Look who it is.
00:07:22Sophie.
00:07:24Hey, Sophie.
00:07:26Hi.
00:07:28Oh, hey, Mrs. Sadler.
00:07:30Hi.
00:07:32Look who's home.
00:07:34It's her first holiday home in seven years.
00:07:36Ainsley.
00:07:38Ainsley.
00:07:40I know who you are.
00:07:42We went to school together for like 12 years.
00:07:44Are you here for the 10-year reunion?
00:07:48No, I actually wasn't invited to that.
00:07:50Oh.
00:07:52This is awkward.
00:07:54Yeah.
00:07:56Yeah.
00:07:58I'm just here for holidays and stuff.
00:08:00Oh, cool.
00:08:02Yeah.
00:08:04Are you gonna be around for the sweater party Friday night?
00:08:06Oh, I wouldn't miss it.
00:08:08It's supposed to be freezing tomorrow night,
00:08:10so I'll see you then, too.
00:08:12Okay.
00:08:14That's great.
00:08:18Gotta go.
00:08:20Call my number.
00:08:22Bye.
00:08:24Bye.
00:08:30She comes over to cover the plants
00:08:32when it gets cold.
00:08:34She's a nice girl.
00:08:36What's her number?
00:08:3839.
00:08:40Hey, what's the rush?
00:08:42Hold on.
00:08:46All right.
00:08:48And I need one, too.
00:08:50Get one for me.
00:08:52Cabernet Sauvignon.
00:08:54Yes, yes.
00:08:56I don't care.
00:08:58That's mine.
00:09:00Oof.
00:09:02Okay.
00:09:04Gotta get Dad some soda.
00:09:06You know how he likes his soda.
00:09:08Apple Crush.
00:09:10He'd love that.
00:09:22Oh, yeah.
00:09:24Oh, yeah.
00:09:26Get some of that.
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00:11:32Did you say hi to Sophie?
00:11:34No.
00:11:36Go out there and help her.
00:11:38I'm tired, Mom.
00:11:40I'm really tired.
00:11:42And so sad.
00:11:44Good night.
00:11:46Good night.
00:11:48Good night.
00:11:50Good night.
00:11:52Good night.
00:11:54Good night.
00:11:56Good night.
00:11:58Good night.
00:12:00Good night.
00:12:22Do you live in L.A.?
00:12:24Yes.
00:12:26I don't live too far from here.
00:12:28Are you sure you still have a lot of things to do, then?
00:12:31Yes.
00:12:33It seems like it kind of requires a lot.
00:12:37Not really.
00:12:38Like what?
00:12:43Checking the weather?
00:12:45I do that most days, anyway.
00:12:51You're not used to the cold weather anymore, huh?
00:12:54Not really.
00:12:59You know, last year when I was out here covering everything,
00:13:05real snowflakes started falling.
00:13:08I'd never seen that before.
00:13:11Real-life ones?
00:13:13As opposed to the fake ones?
00:13:18I'd only seen the paper ones you used to cut out in school.
00:13:22It's crazy, you know, you think you know a place so well,
00:13:27but it still surprises you.
00:13:30That is crazy.
00:13:31Surprising is definitely the last word I'd use for this place.
00:13:35It's kind of the beauty of it, though.
00:13:39I'd say it's more the anxiety-inducing part.
00:13:46That's a shame.
00:13:47Thank you for helping.
00:13:49Thank you for helping.
00:13:52But, you know, you don't have to.
00:13:55It's okay.
00:13:58You good, then?
00:14:00Yeah, I'm good.
00:14:03See ya.
00:14:19See ya.
00:14:49See ya.
00:15:19Shit.
00:15:31Shit.
00:15:35Shit.
00:15:46Is it like an ugly sweater party or what?
00:15:48It's just a sweater party.
00:15:51And I have one here from your Aunt Sheridan you're gonna wear.
00:15:55No, Mom, I brought sweaters.
00:15:58Too bad.
00:16:02Oh, come on.
00:16:03Make your dad happy. He'd love to see you in it.
00:16:10How long's Sophie been helping you?
00:16:14She just helps with the plants.
00:16:16I don't know, like four winters.
00:16:21Why?
00:16:22Because my carpal tunnel, when it's frozen, it hurts worse.
00:16:26You know.
00:16:27You pay her?
00:16:28No, I don't.
00:16:29She works all over town in those community gardens, you know?
00:16:32She does?
00:16:33Yeah.
00:16:34And, you know, when I tell her about your big fancy job, she's very impressed with you.
00:16:39Stop.
00:16:40Stop.
00:16:41Yeah, and whenever I talk about your big fancy job, I mean, ears just seem to perk up.
00:16:48I even made my doctor subscribe.
00:16:59You know, I just don't understand why they don't put your pictures in the magazine.
00:17:03You're much more talented than all those stuffy photographers.
00:17:06That's not how it works, Mom.
00:17:10You have to get it approved by a lot of people before you can get printed.
00:17:20What time's Kelly get here?
00:17:22Oh, she's gonna get here about nine o'clock.
00:17:24Oh, God, I gotta prepare.
00:17:26You know, she's gonna show up with the whole neighborhood like she always does.
00:17:29Ta-da! Pumpkin pie!
00:17:31I'm hungry, Dad.
00:17:32Oh, come on. Come on. You're gonna love this.
00:17:35I already got it started.
00:17:36I'm really not hungry.
00:17:38One little bite.
00:17:39Take a bite.
00:17:40Yes, come on.
00:17:41My poopy face, this is your holiday pie.
00:17:44Just a little bite.
00:17:46A big bite.
00:17:47Yeah.
00:17:49Mm-hmm.
00:17:50Mm-hmm.
00:17:52Okay, that's what I wanted.
00:17:55That's a smile.
00:18:00It's your sweater, huh?
00:18:05You're gonna wear that?
00:18:07That is so sweet of you.
00:18:12Mm, okay, all right.
00:18:15More pie, more pie.
00:18:25Close the door!
00:18:27Jeez.
00:18:37Okay.
00:19:08Mwah.
00:19:17Oh, boy, the pot roast.
00:19:23Do you need help?
00:19:24Nope, nope, you just sit down.
00:19:34Wasn't this a Vader song?
00:19:37No.
00:19:51Come here, baby.
00:19:52Do you like dancing?
00:19:53No, no, no.
00:19:54Come on.
00:19:55No, no, no.
00:19:56I have to get dressed.
00:19:57Come on, come on.
00:20:00Come here.
00:20:03Okay, oh, yes.
00:20:06Yeah, that's my girl.
00:20:07Mwah.
00:20:14You're welcome.
00:20:23My girl.
00:20:27Oh, thank you.
00:20:29It's Ainsley.
00:20:30Ainsley.
00:20:31...bottled in the stream,
00:20:34for an hour and a half.
00:20:36...until you die.
00:20:39...but cease between us,
00:20:42for our own sins.
00:20:46...so I guess I'ma be
00:20:51for all I'm saying,
00:20:54but be for all I'm saying,
00:21:00We'll take a cup of coffee for a long stay
00:21:30A toast to togetherness, and to my beautiful baby daughter Ainsley for being home, and
00:21:50to her job for allowing it, and to my other beautiful daughter Kelly and her love of many
00:21:58things. And, two new recipes with glazed carrots this year. I hope you all like them.
00:22:05I have Brussels sprouts too. I roast them with cloves of garlic. A toast to cloves of garlic.
00:22:13Wait a minute. Garlic? You're toasting to garlic? Mom, you're not writing a novel down there.
00:22:18Let's just toast. Please, we're hungry. Come on now, I wasn't finished yet.
00:22:22I thought you were winding down. No, we have more people to thank.
00:22:25That's right. Okay, thank everybody that's here, and let's eat, please.
00:22:31Alright, and everybody that's not here. So, cheers.
00:22:35Cheers!
00:22:44Hey.
00:22:51Hey.
00:22:52Hey.
00:22:56Hey.
00:23:00Hey.
00:23:02Oh man.
00:23:04Hey.
00:23:11You look ridiculous.
00:23:26You feel okay? Yeah. No, we'll go soon. We'll go soon.
00:23:34Yeah, it was fun. It was a lot of fun. I'll be home in a few though. I'm going to leave really soon.
00:23:41Yeah. Try to fall asleep. Okay, love you too. Bye.
00:23:51Hey.
00:23:52Hey.
00:23:53Hey.
00:24:04Try and outlast everyone. Food coma.
00:24:08Right, me too.
00:24:16What? What? No, nothing.
00:24:20It's weird that you're at my house. It's weird, right?
00:24:24No. I'm at your house more than you're at your house.
00:24:39I hope they have Uber here. This town's not too small.
00:24:44No.
00:24:45You just call your friends?
00:24:48They're not conditional, you know? Not like the ones in the big cities.
00:24:52Ouch.
00:24:53What do you know about big cities?
00:24:57I lived in New York for six months.
00:24:59Six months?
00:25:02Yeah, it wasn't for me.
00:25:04Which part?
00:25:05All of it.
00:25:07I see your work. Your magazine.
00:25:10Your mom always buys me a copy when it comes out. It's really cool stuff.
00:25:15Thanks.
00:25:22You work with trees now?
00:25:24You make it sound so glamorous.
00:25:29Yeah, I guess I hated the city that much. It actually pushed me into it.
00:25:34No, I'm kidding. Remember Mr. Lawson's class?
00:25:40That guy was so nuts.
00:25:42Nuts.
00:25:43So nuts.
00:25:44Nuts.
00:25:45But as I get older, I don't know, he makes more sense to me.
00:25:52He used to have this saying on his wall.
00:25:55The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago.
00:25:59The second best time is today.
00:26:03I think maybe I took it too literal.
00:26:10Why do you cover her flowers?
00:26:13Why not?
00:26:18There has to be a reason.
00:26:21Why? Do you believe that?
00:26:24That there's a reason for everything?
00:26:28Most things, yeah.
00:26:31You're probably not going to remember this, but she gave me a ride when I was maybe 12.
00:26:37And it was like below freezing out, and I was waiting for the bus.
00:26:45I do remember that.
00:26:51I got so embarrassed for stopping. I really thought she just wanted to embarrass me.
00:26:56Honestly, I was so mad.
00:27:00It's funny how people feel different things from the same situation.
00:27:12Yeah.
00:27:15Yeah.
00:27:24I should head home.
00:27:27You have one of those unconditional friends to pick you up, huh?
00:27:31No. I'm going to walk. I like walking.
00:27:34I can walk you.
00:27:36No, you don't have to.
00:27:37I'm not tired. I'm really not.
00:27:40Well, then who's going to walk you home?
00:27:43That's a good question.
00:27:46Is it more dangerous around here than I remember?
00:27:50Well, we did have a gang try to form once, like four years ago, but they quit.
00:28:01They quit? You can't quit. I thought you have to kill each other or something.
00:28:06Yeah, I don't know.
00:28:13I don't know.
00:28:43I forgot how cold it is here.
00:29:04And I survived a winter in New York City.
00:29:08What are you trying to say?
00:29:10I mean, I never knew you that well, but I never took you for a complainer.
00:29:17That's probably why you left.
00:29:18Probably.
00:29:19Yeah.
00:29:30Sorry about your dad.
00:29:34I read about it online.
00:29:36I'm really sorry.
00:29:38Oh, yeah. Thanks.
00:29:41We weren't super close when he passed, so.
00:29:50I think it was the unexpected part that threw me off the most.
00:30:00You know, when I was a kid, I rode up this curb too fast and that's how I got this scar here.
00:30:07This curb?
00:30:08Yeah, this one. This very curb.
00:30:12Yeah.
00:30:16I just remember thinking my mom was going to be so pissed at me.
00:30:19Why?
00:30:22I don't know. I guess I was a worried kid.
00:30:26But no, I borrowed my sister's bike and I kind of scratched up the front.
00:30:33I convinced her to let me take it because she wanted some sour watermelon gummies from the store and I told her I'd get them for her.
00:30:45That's the only reason she said yes.
00:30:48I flipped over the handlebars and I rode back home, freaked out.
00:30:56I hid by the trash can.
00:30:59And yeah, I didn't go back in.
00:31:02I just thought they'd be more worried than mad at me.
00:31:10What happened when you went inside?
00:31:13Well, I mean, I got hungry waiting outside, so I ate the gummies.
00:31:18And then they were pissed. They were so pissed.
00:31:24You messed up her bike and you ate her gummies?
00:31:27Yeah. I mean, I wasn't that smart as a kid, so.
00:31:30I guess you were.
00:31:32No, I really wasn't. I guess I was just open learning.
00:31:41This is me here.
00:31:46Thanks for walking me home.
00:31:47Yeah, of course.
00:31:55Good night.
00:31:56Good night.
00:32:25Well, long story short, I'd been with them for 27 years and I had a loss in the family and they let me go.
00:32:45No, sir, it wasn't.
00:32:51Well, I missed a week or two, maybe two weeks, but you can be sure that won't happen again.
00:32:57You can be assured.
00:33:00Sure. Yeah, you can call them.
00:33:02Yeah, sure. Of course.
00:33:05Do your due diligence and all.
00:33:08When can I expect to hear from you again?
00:33:16OK.
00:33:19Well, all right. Well, thanks for considering me anyway.
00:33:26Yeah, you have a good holiday, too.
00:33:30OK, I appreciate it.
00:33:42Hey.
00:33:46Hey.
00:33:50Potatoes.
00:33:54Celery.
00:33:58Small towns are weird.
00:34:05Hey, you want to get a coffee?
00:34:10At 4 p.m.?
00:34:14Yeah.
00:34:19OK.
00:34:25Oh, OK. This coffee's really bad.
00:34:28Is it?
00:34:32It tastes like mud.
00:34:33Do you not taste that?
00:34:35I don't really drink coffee, so I don't have a palate for what's good and bad, you know?
00:34:39Why did you say yes to having a coffee?
00:34:42I was cold.
00:34:45It's warming me up. I can almost feel my fingers again, so we're getting better.
00:34:52Oh, I love this song.
00:35:01I should probably get going. I, uh...
00:35:03Just celery soup without the celery, you know? My mom's gonna be looking for that.
00:35:07Just listen to this song.
00:35:08OK.
00:35:29So, are you married? Or have kids?
00:35:33Anything?
00:35:35That's a funny way of asking.
00:35:36Yeah, is it?
00:35:38Um, no.
00:35:40I am in a relationship, though.
00:35:42OK.
00:35:43Several.
00:35:44Several? OK.
00:35:47Yeah, with all the trees that I take care of.
00:35:49Right.
00:35:52Right.
00:35:54Are you?
00:35:55No.
00:35:57I, uh, I almost was, I think, married.
00:36:01You think?
00:36:02Uh, yeah.
00:36:04I was close to asking, but stuff happens, you know?
00:36:10Like what?
00:36:14She cheated on me.
00:36:16It's OK.
00:36:17I'm sorry.
00:36:19Honestly, it was probably the best thing that's ever happened to me.
00:36:22The best.
00:36:24Maybe not the best.
00:36:31The trees don't mind your non-exclusivity?
00:36:33Oh, no, they're very open.
00:36:47Should we spike this coffee?
00:36:49It's getting thicker as I sip it.
00:36:51Yes.
00:36:52Yes.
00:36:53OK.
00:37:00So, Mr. Lawson, he married the old bio teacher.
00:37:05Do you remember Miss Richards?
00:37:07She was so old.
00:37:08So old.
00:37:10When I was in school.
00:37:12I know, right?
00:37:13Yeah, I know.
00:37:14I, uh, I really can't.
00:37:16He obviously didn't feel the same way.
00:37:18I don't know.
00:37:19I don't, I don't know if that's...
00:37:29Oh, man.
00:37:32What's happening now?
00:37:34What do you mean, what's happening now?
00:37:36Well, uh, there's something between us, if you haven't noticed.
00:37:39Are you gonna go send the bleachers?
00:37:42I guess.
00:37:43OK, wait, hold my drink.
00:37:44OK.
00:37:45Wait, hold my jacket.
00:37:46OK.
00:37:48Anything else?
00:37:49No, you go.
00:37:58Is this what I think it is?
00:38:00Yeah.
00:38:01OK.
00:38:02It's happening.
00:38:07Oh, God.
00:38:08This is definitely what dreams are made of, huh?
00:38:15I'm ready.
00:38:16I'm so ready.
00:38:18OK, you ready?
00:38:19Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:38:20These are my pom-poms.
00:38:21Oh, OK, OK, OK.
00:38:25OK.
00:38:27This team is boom, dynamite.
00:38:29This team is boom, dynamite.
00:38:31This team is tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, boom, dynamite.
00:38:35Now, ready?
00:38:36When I say dyna, you say mite.
00:38:38Dyna.
00:38:39Oh, that's me.
00:38:40Mite.
00:38:41We're trying that again.
00:38:44When I say dyna, you say mite.
00:38:46Dyna.
00:38:47Mite.
00:38:48Dyna.
00:38:49Mite.
00:38:50Well done.
00:39:02Oh, God.
00:39:18You still got it in you, huh?
00:39:19Oh, I still got it.
00:39:20You do.
00:39:23I think I tore my jeans when I did that.
00:39:26You never came to any games.
00:39:28I went to a couple.
00:39:29It wasn't my thing.
00:39:31Oh, you were too cool for them.
00:39:33Oh, no.
00:39:34I think I wasn't cool enough.
00:39:36Oh, you were fine.
00:39:38I was fine?
00:39:40Fine?
00:39:41Yeah, I mean, you didn't talk to anyone.
00:39:44I talked to people I knew well.
00:39:48I'm sorry.
00:39:51For what?
00:39:53High school.
00:39:54Kids.
00:39:58That was a long time ago.
00:40:03Yeah, and look at you now.
00:40:05Crazy.
00:40:11You know what we used to call you in high school?
00:40:15Maybe I don't want to tell you, actually.
00:40:18Wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:40:19Okay.
00:40:22So, Sophie Michaels.
00:40:24I can't believe I'm telling you this.
00:40:28We used to say we could buy art supplies like NU.
00:40:37That doesn't even make sense.
00:40:41I don't know.
00:40:42Like, because Michaels is like an art supply store and you had a lot of customers.
00:40:46I don't know.
00:40:47No, I get that.
00:40:49Still doesn't make sense.
00:40:51I can't believe I just told you.
00:40:54You know what we used to say about you?
00:40:58She always looked so sad, but she could look saddler.
00:41:04You said that?
00:41:06No.
00:41:07We didn't talk about you.
00:41:11Great.
00:41:13Amazing.
00:41:15Wow.
00:41:18That was really quick.
00:41:21I wanted to ask you a favor.
00:41:26I'm intrigued, but should I be scared?
00:41:28Yes.
00:41:29Yes?
00:41:30No.
00:41:32Okay.
00:41:33Would you be able to take some photos of some of my preservation projects?
00:41:41Hmm.
00:41:44I am not really taking photos.
00:41:47Oh.
00:41:48What about the magazine?
00:41:50I'm the photo editor.
00:41:54I don't know.
00:41:55You always had that damn camera around your neck in school.
00:41:59Sorry.
00:42:02It's okay.
00:42:05What's it for?
00:42:07We have a couple of 300-year-old oak trees that they want to cut down.
00:42:13Don't worry.
00:42:14I'll figure it out.
00:42:23I'll do it.
00:42:25Really?
00:42:26Yeah.
00:42:27I'll do it.
00:42:28That's awesome.
00:42:42That was a really good cheer.
00:42:49I'm embarrassed and proud.
00:42:52You should be proud.
00:42:54Very proud.
00:42:56Oh, God.
00:43:04Yeah.
00:43:05See?
00:43:06This one.
00:43:09This is a good one.
00:43:27You can tell them that.
00:43:29You look great.
00:43:30Yep.
00:43:35This is one of my favorite spaces.
00:43:37Beautiful.
00:43:38It's like a cave.
00:43:40Yeah.
00:43:41Is this your secret in here?
00:43:42A little bit.
00:43:43Yeah?
00:43:44Yeah.
00:44:01I think you should get in the photos.
00:44:04No.
00:44:05Yeah, I think so.
00:44:06No, no, no.
00:44:08They're too beautiful.
00:44:09Let them stand alone.
00:44:13I just think people want to see who's saving them, though, so...
00:44:18Can we try a couple?
00:44:21Just a few.
00:44:28Here?
00:44:29Yeah.
00:44:30Perfect.
00:44:36What?
00:44:37I don't know what to do.
00:44:38I feel so awkward.
00:44:39Okay, I'm sorry.
00:44:44For scraps.
00:44:46Me, for scraps?
00:44:48I didn't even do any of the work.
00:44:53You're waiting for me to take my turn, yeah?
00:44:54Uh-huh.
00:44:59These are good.
00:45:01Just like I remember.
00:45:04Tell your mom I offered to pay you, though.
00:45:06It's just payment.
00:45:08Come on.
00:45:09No.
00:45:10You're hurting their feelings.
00:45:11No, like money, money.
00:45:15This is good enough.
00:45:17You don't like sour watermelon or what?
00:45:19No, they're delicious.
00:45:21I...
00:45:24I just don't want anyone to think that I'm taking too much advantage of you
00:45:28photography skills.
00:45:37What do the trees eat?
00:45:39Sour watermelon?
00:45:41No, I think they're more gummy bear types.
00:45:46Especially her.
00:45:47Which one?
00:45:48Her.
00:45:49This one here.
00:45:50Yeah, she likes gummy bears.
00:45:54I don't see it.
00:45:56You have to know them.
00:45:57I would know.
00:45:58I do.
00:45:59Yeah.
00:46:02Ooh, what is that?
00:46:04Bird.
00:46:07You say it so calmly.
00:46:09Hmm.
00:46:39Hmm.
00:47:09Hmm.
00:47:12Hmm.
00:47:15Hmm.
00:47:18Hmm.
00:47:21Hmm.
00:47:24Hmm.
00:47:27Hmm.
00:47:30Hmm.
00:47:33Hmm.
00:47:37Hmm.
00:47:45How am I doing?
00:47:47You're doing it wrong.
00:47:51Oh, okay.
00:47:55You said to tuck it in.
00:47:57Like I would tuck myself in with a blanket.
00:47:59That's how I do it.
00:48:01Yeah, but without the toes tucked in.
00:48:04What?
00:48:05Okay, that's the best part.
00:48:07But we'll just make all their feet cold.
00:48:11All right.
00:48:15Oh, man.
00:48:17Oh, shh.
00:48:19Hmm?
00:48:21You have warmness in that one.
00:48:22I do.
00:48:28That works.
00:48:30Yeah, that works.
00:48:32How'd I do?
00:48:34I'm much better.
00:48:36Oh, good.
00:48:40Oh, it's freezing tonight.
00:48:42I know.
00:48:44Oh, man.
00:48:50Kiss me.
00:48:52What?
00:48:57I want you to kiss me.
00:49:05Kiss me.
00:49:07What?
00:49:11I want you to kiss me.
00:49:34I want you to kiss me.
00:50:05I want you to kiss me.
00:50:07I want you to kiss me.
00:50:09I want you to kiss me.
00:50:11I want you to kiss me.
00:50:13I want you to kiss me.
00:50:15I want you to kiss me.
00:50:17I want you to kiss me.
00:50:19I want you to kiss me.
00:50:21I want you to kiss me.
00:50:23I want you to kiss me.
00:50:25I want you to kiss me.
00:50:27I want you to kiss me.
00:50:29I want you to kiss me.
00:51:00I still believe I'll see you again
00:51:08No matter what I got off the ground
00:51:13For something that matters
00:51:17Matters to me
00:51:21But what do you want?
00:51:25What's your biggest need?
00:51:29Every hour we spend together
00:51:33And suddenly
00:51:37The chances are small
00:51:40Just like the lottery
00:51:44I just hope we could stay together
00:51:48Oh, my God.
00:51:53Why are we both hiding?
00:51:55I don't know. She doesn't even come in.
00:51:57She just knocks when breakfast is ready.
00:51:59That's cute.
00:52:01Thanks.
00:52:03I feel like I'm 15 again.
00:52:08Did you do this when you were 15?
00:52:11No.
00:52:13Not at all. Thank you.
00:52:17Good morning.
00:52:21Good morning.
00:52:27Good morning.
00:52:33It's so pretty out here.
00:52:39I haven't been here for maybe 16...
00:52:4116 years.
00:52:43Yeah, a long time.
00:52:46Thanks for coming.
00:52:48I used to come here all the time.
00:52:50I heard it was the spot.
00:52:52Drunken teenagers and debauchery and all that.
00:52:58No, I used to come here all the time with my dad.
00:53:01Oh, you did?
00:53:03He taught me how to fish on that sound bar right there.
00:53:07Right there?
00:53:08Mm-hmm. The tree.
00:53:10I could see that.
00:53:12And I made him throw back every single fish that we caught.
00:53:14Otherwise, I would just scream my head off.
00:53:19Environmentalist from birth.
00:53:23He must have hated fishing with me.
00:53:27I don't believe that for a second.
00:53:44You ever gone fishing?
00:53:46Sorry, my dad wasn't really into that kind.
00:53:51I'm sorry.
00:53:52It's okay.
00:53:53It's JC. We went to school with her.
00:53:55They're the tall bro of the badass.
00:53:57I know she is.
00:53:59She's having like a get-together before the reunion.
00:54:02Nothing's changed around here, huh?
00:54:05A pre-reunion reunion.
00:54:10You should come.
00:54:12Yeah, come with me.
00:54:15Don't worry about me, no.
00:54:17It would be so cool.
00:54:19I'm not coming.
00:54:21Please.
00:54:25It's kind of my reoccurring nightmare, you know?
00:54:36You know, JC has changed a lot.
00:54:40I'm sure.
00:54:41She's...
00:54:43After she had kids, she really lightened up.
00:54:49I'm still not going.
00:54:51They've all seen your magazine.
00:54:53It's not my magazine.
00:54:55Still.
00:54:56They really like it. They all say really nice things.
00:55:04Oh my god.
00:55:05You're a fun one.
00:55:08Okay.
00:55:11Okay.
00:55:24Okay.
00:55:30Pretty good.
00:55:53Toiling, toiling
00:56:00Little gun I'm boiling
00:56:07While you dwell within it
00:56:13You were ever happy then
00:56:21Childhood joyland
00:56:28Mystic maritime
00:56:35Once you pass its borders
00:56:41You can never return again
00:56:50The mystery continues in 90 seconds
00:57:10Childhood joyland
00:57:18Childhood joyland
00:57:25Mystic maritime
00:57:32Once you pass its borders
00:57:38You can never return again
00:58:02It's not cheating if it's just there in front of me.
00:58:05In front of you.
00:58:16Aren't you curious?
00:58:18About what?
00:58:20Their looks.
00:58:22How they treat you.
00:58:24No.
00:58:25Lies.
00:58:26How?
00:58:28Why is everyone trying to tell me how I should feel about this?
00:58:30Literally no one's telling you that.
00:58:32You're telling yourself that.
00:58:34It's my turn.
00:58:35Uh, yellow.
00:58:38Not everyone can be perfect.
00:58:40And what's that supposed to mean?
00:58:42It means you have the stuff.
00:58:44So, don't worry.
00:58:46I have the stuff?
00:58:47Yeah.
00:58:48What the hell's the stuff?
00:58:49You know, the job, the location, etc.
00:58:54And that's what matters?
00:58:55And you have two more cards.
00:58:57Cool.
00:58:58That's not what I'm saying.
00:59:00I'm just trying to help you feel better about yourself.
00:59:05Just because this town stirs shit up in me doesn't mean I forget what matters.
00:59:09Then what matters?
00:59:12You're asking me that like I have to prove something to you?
00:59:15No, I'm not asking you to prove something to me.
00:59:17I'm just trying to give you some reassurance.
00:59:21Okay?
00:59:22I don't need it.
00:59:23Alright.
00:59:24Shit.
00:59:25Okay.
00:59:26Fuck.
00:59:27Message receipt.
00:59:32Is it my turn?
00:59:33Mine.
00:59:34I don't know.
00:59:35Yeah, mine.
00:59:43Sorry.
00:59:44Oh my gosh.
00:59:49That got me.
00:59:53You can stop with the nine now, please.
01:00:03I'm sorry.
01:00:04I'm sorry.
01:00:05I'm sorry.
01:00:06I'm sorry.
01:00:07I'm sorry.
01:00:08I'm sorry.
01:00:09I'm sorry.
01:00:10I'm sorry.
01:00:11I'm sorry.
01:00:12I'm sorry.
01:00:13I'm sorry.
01:00:14I'm sorry.
01:00:15I'm sorry.
01:00:16I'm sorry.
01:00:17I'm sorry.
01:00:18I'm sorry.
01:00:19I'm sorry.
01:00:20I'm sorry.
01:00:21I'm sorry.
01:00:22I'm sorry.
01:00:23I'm sorry.
01:00:24I'm sorry.
01:00:25I'm sorry.
01:00:26I'm sorry.
01:00:27I'm sorry.
01:00:28I'm sorry.
01:00:29I'm sorry.
01:00:30I'm sorry.
01:00:31I'm sorry.
01:00:32I'm sorry.
01:00:46I brought you some tea.
01:00:48Yeah, go ahead.
01:00:58Is it good?
01:00:59Yeah, it is.
01:01:00It's nice.
01:01:03Kind of strong.
01:01:06How was your day?
01:01:07It was good.
01:01:08Yeah?
01:01:10You should have been there last night.
01:01:12Everyone was there.
01:01:15Almost everyone.
01:01:19The important ones?
01:01:21No, that's not what I meant.
01:01:28You don't have to do this, you know.
01:01:32Do what?
01:01:35All of this.
01:01:36Help my mom with the plants.
01:01:37Hang out with me.
01:01:40I know.
01:01:50Do you feel sorry for me or something?
01:01:52Is that what this is?
01:01:53What?
01:01:57You help everyone.
01:01:59You help the trees.
01:02:00Now helping me.
01:02:04I don't know if it makes sense.
01:02:07I'm not trying to do anything.
01:02:12Is it so hard to believe that I just want to be here with you?
01:02:16Knowing your past?
01:02:18Maybe it is.
01:02:30I don't know.
01:03:00It's bigger than our boat.
01:03:16Sweetie, these knuckleheads are wearing me out.
01:03:20I want to talk to you.
01:03:22Can we turn that off?
01:03:28Hey, you.
01:03:30In there.
01:03:31What's going on with you?
01:03:33You're doing your silent act.
01:03:41Don't shake your head.
01:03:42I know you.
01:03:44There's something going on.
01:03:47I lost my job.
01:03:50That's it?
01:03:52That's why you're so sad?
01:03:54Just now?
01:03:55No.
01:03:56Okay.
01:03:57Wow.
01:03:59Geez, I thought it was going to be something big.
01:04:03A job's nothing.
01:04:05Just don't tell Mom.
01:04:06She'll make something big out of it.
01:04:08Because I'm a loser.
01:04:10Why would you even say that?
01:04:12Because it's true.
01:04:14Oh, come on.
01:04:15It has nothing to do with it.
01:04:17Your job has nothing to do with you, sweetie.
01:04:22To be honest, you're 20.
01:04:24You're 28, okay?
01:04:27Thanks for reminding me.
01:04:29I'm making a point here.
01:04:30You're 28.
01:04:31Your 20s are for screwing up.
01:04:33Doing crazy stuff.
01:04:35You haven't done anything like that yet.
01:04:38I was wondering if you're...
01:04:40I was starting to get a little worried about you.
01:04:42That you hadn't screwed up.
01:04:44You know?
01:04:46Don't worry.
01:04:47Don't sweat it.
01:04:48This is nothing.
01:04:51Are you hearing me?
01:04:55Why are you so deep about this?
01:05:00Do you miss Auntie Cher?
01:05:02No.
01:05:04Sure I do.
01:05:05She's...
01:05:06I miss her every day.
01:05:07Yeah, I know.
01:05:08We had the best laughs.
01:05:10Every time we'd get together,
01:05:11she'd make me laugh.
01:05:13And no matter how shitty the day was,
01:05:15you know,
01:05:16she'd find something funny in it.
01:05:18You know?
01:05:19Yeah.
01:05:20That's a talent.
01:05:21I love that about her.
01:05:24I'm sorry I didn't go to the funeral.
01:05:26Sweetie,
01:05:27there you go again.
01:05:28You're looking back to stuff that's,
01:05:30you know...
01:05:31I just don't know what's wrong with me,
01:05:33you know?
01:05:34There's nothing wrong with you.
01:05:37There is nothing wrong with you.
01:05:40Can you hear that?
01:05:42I'll say it again.
01:05:43There's nothing wrong with you.
01:05:45You just keep looking back
01:05:47and bumming yourself out
01:05:49with stuff from the past.
01:05:51You can't do anything right.
01:05:52Just take this day and go forward.
01:05:55I've never felt proud of me.
01:05:58Proud?
01:05:59Always.
01:06:01Your mother and I have been proud of you
01:06:03all of your life.
01:06:06All of your life,
01:06:08and you still don't hear that.
01:06:11What is it about you
01:06:13that you keep beating yourself up?
01:06:17How do I say this?
01:06:19I'm sorry.
01:06:21How do I get you to stop doing that?
01:06:30Can you?
01:06:35Stop it?
01:06:37No?
01:06:43Nothing,
01:06:44nothing you can do
01:06:46would ever make me not proud of you.
01:06:48Is that clear enough?
01:06:50Yeah, yeah.
01:06:54Okay.
01:06:57Mom, did you forget to roll out the dough?
01:07:00Why are we doing it with these cookies?
01:07:03I have no idea.
01:07:05Where are you going?
01:07:07It's going to freeze tonight.
01:07:10So he's not coming?
01:07:12She has a life too, you know.
01:07:14I know.
01:07:15I know that.
01:07:17Yeah, she had to take her mother,
01:07:19her mother to the doctor.
01:07:22What's wrong with her mom?
01:07:24Nothing.
01:07:25She just wants to have a little peace of mind
01:07:27after losing her dad like that.
01:07:31I'll cover your plans.
01:07:33Don't worry.
01:07:34Sit down.
01:07:35Are you sure?
01:07:36Yeah.
01:07:38Really?
01:07:39Yeah.
01:07:40You didn't even finish this.
01:07:42It looks like a mess.
01:07:43I didn't even finish this.
01:07:45It looks terrible.
01:07:46Thank you, sweetheart.
01:07:50It looks like a chocolate chip cookie.
01:07:53I don't know what I'm going to smear all over it.
01:07:55You think an orange gummy bear would help?
01:07:57Yeah, I think so.
01:07:59Give it some sprinkles.
01:08:00There you go.
01:08:02Ooh, fancy.
01:08:04Head gummy bear.
01:08:08Here's a green gummy bear.
01:08:09My sister is so talented.
01:08:11You can put a green gummy bear on yours.
01:08:13Oh, thank you.
01:08:14There you go, green one.
01:08:16Christmas gummies.
01:08:17Yeah, absolutely.
01:08:18Cheers.
01:08:19Cheers.
01:08:20Cheers.
01:08:21All right.
01:08:22Oh.
01:08:23Mmm.
01:08:24Mmm.
01:08:26Gummy bear and chocolate chip.
01:08:29That's a weird combination.
01:08:32I'm into it.
01:08:33Mmm.
01:08:44Yeah.
01:08:54Yeah.
01:09:06Yeah?
01:09:14No, I'm sorry.
01:09:15No, I'm old.
01:09:16You put names on it.
01:09:17I don't remember these things.
01:09:19Angel or Astora this year?
01:09:21Oh.
01:09:23Angel, you decide.
01:09:26No.
01:09:27Okay.
01:09:28You want to put it up?
01:09:29You want to do the honors?
01:09:31Let's all do it?
01:09:32Okay.
01:09:33Yeah, let's all do it.
01:09:34Here we go.
01:09:36The advert.
01:09:37Yeah.
01:09:38That's too much.
01:09:39I'm trying really hard.
01:09:40I can't even see it.
01:09:41That's totally strange.
01:09:42Okay.
01:09:43Let's make some candlelight or something.
01:09:45Oh, where is the lighter, Dad?
01:09:46You had that.
01:09:48Mom, is it over there in that area?
01:09:51I don't see it anywhere.
01:09:53It's sitting on it.
01:09:54Here it is.
01:09:55Aha.
01:09:56There it is.
01:09:57All righty.
01:09:58Here we go.
01:09:59You were sitting on it?
01:10:00You had Santa's belt.
01:10:01And Papa had Santa's belt.
01:10:03And so you and I had the plaid.
01:10:05Okay.
01:10:06How do you remember these things?
01:10:08I'm lucky.
01:10:09Okay.
01:10:10Okay.
01:10:11Good.
01:10:12Good job.
01:10:13All right.
01:10:14Let's hang some balls.
01:10:15I lost my job.
01:10:17You lost your job just now?
01:10:20Yeah, just now.
01:10:21She just...
01:10:22No, Mom.
01:10:23Mom, don't.
01:10:25Don't do it now.
01:10:26What?
01:10:27When is it the time to do it?
01:10:29Don't worry about it.
01:10:30Just...
01:10:31Let's do it after Christmas.
01:10:33Let's hang these balls.
01:10:34Don't worry.
01:10:35Yeah.
01:10:36Fine.
01:10:37Especially the glittery one.
01:10:38Yeah.
01:10:39Here we go.
01:10:40You got one.
01:10:41You got a hook.
01:10:42I think they've all vanished into the other dimension.
01:10:44Yeah.
01:10:45Probably.
01:10:46With all of our socks.
01:10:47Are you going to put the socks in the tree this year or do you want to put them up over
01:10:50the window?
01:10:51Oh, I put mine here.
01:10:52You guys can do yours.
01:10:53Yeah?
01:10:54Yeah, we can hang ours on the tree.
01:10:55You said gold.
01:10:56Oh, yeah.
01:10:57Okay.
01:10:58Okay.
01:10:59Here we go.
01:11:00Dad.
01:11:01These have loops on them.
01:11:02I'll do yours, Dad.
01:11:03You got mine?
01:11:04Yeah.
01:11:05All righty.
01:11:06Nice and low.
01:11:07There we go.
01:11:08All right.
01:11:09You said I'm hanging low.
01:11:10What's that mean?
01:11:11What do you mean by that?
01:11:12I'm not even going to touch that one.
01:11:13Nope.
01:11:14Nope.
01:11:15It's Christmas.
01:11:16Nope.
01:11:17Forgive us.
01:11:18Hey.
01:11:19Hey.
01:11:20Do you mind if I sit?
01:11:21How did you know I was here?
01:11:22I don't know.
01:11:23I'm just here.
01:11:24I'm just here.
01:11:25I'm here.
01:11:26I'm here.
01:11:27I'm here.
01:11:28I'm here.
01:11:29I'm here.
01:11:30I'm here.
01:11:31I'm here.
01:11:32I'm here.
01:11:33I'm here.
01:11:34I'm here.
01:11:35I'm here.
01:11:36I'm here.
01:11:37I'm here.
01:11:38I'm here.
01:11:40I talked to your mom.
01:11:42She told me.
01:11:46Meeting the in-laws already, huh?
01:11:54You loved Christmas.
01:11:57Any excuse for all of us to sit in the same room and buy us this stupid-est present?
01:12:08♪♪♪♪
01:12:15♪♪♪♪
01:12:22Hey.
01:12:24I'm sorry about everything.
01:12:26It's okay.
01:12:28♪♪♪♪
01:12:34I don't know why sometimes I just do the whole
01:12:38self-sabotaging thing.
01:12:40It's easier than facing reality, you know?
01:12:43It's not an excuse, I know.
01:12:46How would you know if you didn't try, right?
01:12:51Yeah, I don't know.
01:12:53It's true.
01:12:55I brought some things.
01:13:05You said that you guys love Christmas, so I just thought...
01:13:14Oh.
01:13:19There's that.
01:13:20It's really sweet.
01:13:29Yeah.
01:13:33Some lights.
01:13:43Okay.
01:13:52And a letter.
01:13:54You wrote this?
01:13:55Yeah.
01:13:56You can read it later.
01:14:10Oh, there we go.
01:14:21Perfect.
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01:15:46See what he's trying to burn here.
01:15:48What evidence is he trying to get rid of?
01:15:56So, why did I bring all this stuff?
01:15:59Well, we're gonna...
01:16:01Oh, I see.
01:16:03You see.
01:16:05We're gonna burn all my valuables.
01:16:07I said not to burn valuables.
01:16:09I'm kidding.
01:16:11Alright.
01:16:13Let's see.
01:16:15You first.
01:16:16Me first?
01:16:18Well, you're sitting on them, so...
01:16:22Okay.
01:16:27So...
01:16:29I lost my job.
01:16:33It happens.
01:16:36That's it?
01:16:38I'm sorry?
01:16:41Don't be.
01:16:43I...
01:16:46Published my own photos...
01:16:50In one of the spreads.
01:16:53Yeah.
01:16:57I was just tired.
01:16:58Tired of publishing everyone else's work and not catching a break.
01:17:03So I just did it without a thought and...
01:17:07Here we are.
01:17:09So, uh...
01:17:11It's a job.
01:17:12People lose them every day.
01:17:15It's not just a job.
01:17:18That's what anyone brings up in this town is my job.
01:17:26You know, no one approached you in high school because it was like you had everything figured out.
01:17:32It was because you were intimidating.
01:17:34That's not true.
01:17:38I don't know.
01:17:40People ask you your job right off the bat so they can calculate how much respect to give you.
01:17:51Yeah?
01:17:52No.
01:17:53No one has everything figured out.
01:17:57And if they think they do, they're lying to themselves.
01:18:04Yeah.
01:18:06So that brings me to my next unload.
01:18:10Uh...
01:18:11I definitely thought I had everything figured out back then.
01:18:16Oh, no.
01:18:18It's pretty bad.
01:18:19Can I keep this, please?
01:18:21No, you can't keep it.
01:18:22Oh, please.
01:18:23No.
01:18:25Yeah.
01:18:26I'm gonna keep this.
01:18:29You want it?
01:18:30You really want it?
01:18:31Yeah.
01:18:32Okay.
01:18:33That's all I've got, so it's your turn.
01:18:35Okay.
01:18:37I'm excited to see what you have.
01:18:43Is this your retainer?
01:18:44It caused me a lot of pain.
01:18:47This isn't gonna burn so for now.
01:18:50Yeah, I know.
01:18:51I just needed to make peace with it, you know?
01:18:55It's a bit traumatic, but I get it.
01:18:57Yeah.
01:18:58You brought something that can burn, right?
01:19:00I did, yeah.
01:19:01Okay.
01:19:02It feels really good.
01:19:04This is a paper I wrote in the fifth grade.
01:19:08And it has haunted me ever since.
01:19:10Don't read it.
01:19:11What does it say you want to be when you grow up?
01:19:14A dog.
01:19:15Let's not talk about it.
01:19:16A boy made fun of me.
01:19:17He said it was stupid, and it wasn't a real dream, and I cried.
01:19:23Be stupid, because you're kind of living that anyway.
01:19:27You know, I mean, not in a bad way.
01:19:30Everything you're doing.
01:19:33You know I'm a grown up now, so I'm gonna take that as a compliment.
01:19:35Yeah, it came out worse than it did.
01:19:39I don't think we should burn it.
01:19:43Hey, you choose mine, I choose yours.
01:19:47Oh, so I get to keep it then?
01:19:48It's yours.
01:19:49Okay.
01:19:52You want to go out tonight?
01:19:56The reunion.
01:19:58It's for the reunion?
01:20:01I don't know.
01:20:04Maybe we should go.
01:20:09Grace them with our presence, you know?
01:20:12It may be fun.
01:20:13Really?
01:20:14Yeah.
01:20:15Yeah.
01:20:22I would like that.
01:20:28Okay.
01:20:54Toilet!
01:20:56Toilet!
01:20:59Little girl and boy land.
01:21:05While you dwell within it.
01:21:09You are ever happy there.
01:21:14It's so slow.
01:21:16Childhood's joy land.
01:21:22Mystical merry toy land.
01:21:29Once you pass its borders.
01:21:32You can never return again.
01:21:43Okay, I've got some time.
01:21:48Toilet!
01:21:50Oh, it's the same thing.
01:21:51Toilet!
01:21:54Little girl and boy land.
01:22:00While you dwell within it.
01:22:05You are ever happy there.
01:22:12Childhood's joy land.
01:22:16Mystical merry toy land.
01:22:23Once you pass its borders.
01:22:26You can never return again.
01:22:33It just repeats the same thing.
01:22:35I didn't know.
01:22:36Never return again.
01:22:40I never knew this about this song.
01:22:43Once you pass its borders.
01:22:48You can never return again.
01:22:57That's all.
01:22:58That's it.
01:22:59That's the song.
01:23:05That was beautiful.
01:23:06Thank you so much.
01:23:12No, that's what I thought.
01:23:22I'd say your turn, but you've already performed for me.
01:23:25Yeah, thank you.
01:23:32Hold on.
01:23:33Thanks.
01:23:34It felt really good.