Married at First Sight UK S9 Episode 18

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Married at First Sight UK S9 Episode 18
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00:00Oh
00:02That's what we're here for
00:04Previously, I really want to make this work as some marriages flourished stay stay stay baby
00:14Others floundered see something in me just switched off. I'm not convinced. We have a future
00:22If Emma is just I'm gonna have a fabulous day every day. I find it false. Yes, I can be more vulnerable
00:28Well, that's not me that means that no one's ever really gonna get close to you and Hannah's plea for forgiveness
00:33I'm so sorry fell on deaf ears. You don't believe me
00:38So we're
00:40Leading the commitment ceremony to end with two drastic decisions. The best thing for me to do will be to leave
00:47I'm full of resentment. I've put leave
00:53Tonight
00:55Yes, the couple's head off to a country retreat nice
01:00We're claiming this room while it marks a fresh start for Emma and Casper
01:04I actually don't know how to accept showing my vulnerable side the fact you're questioning something again
01:10I need to change something about myself that sharing vulnerability. That's his progress. Could it spell the end for Rochelle and Dawson?
01:16Fine for you to say you bore me. Is it fine for you to lie?
01:20You're a fraud and I've seen through you and group gossip about new bride Hannah
01:25After the commitment ceremony when Stephen was walking towards her
01:28She said to also hold my hand making jealous puts her firmly in the firing line with husband
01:34Stephen behavior after been terrible, so I can't even have fun to and try and make friends when I'm here. I'm out
01:40I'm getting so sick of people throwing me under the bus. Get me off the TV show
01:44It feels brilliant to be back in the countryside for the next three nights
01:47This is it. I wonder what inside looks like. Oh, don't I'm excited
01:52The couples will all be staying together in a luxury rural retreat
01:56This is massive
01:59We're claiming this room. You can't claim it. You gotta win the game
02:03one two three
02:05one two three
02:07one two three
02:09one two three
02:11one two three
02:13One two three rock-paper-scissors
02:21Love that, please be careful. Please be careful. Look at the beams. Oh my god
02:31Not home from home from you. Well, not quite
02:39This is nice
02:41Thank you, yeah
02:44I wonder what your ones like. I'm sure it'll be quite similar
02:49This is honeymoon sweet-sized bed this
03:00Nice in here. I know. Oh
03:02We're gonna have a good time
03:04Do you think there's gonna be any dramas?
03:07While we're here there might be we've earned Hannah and Stephen
03:15Do the other Stephen being a treat is somewhat tense. I obviously said leave at the commitment ceremony
03:27Who's the best cook me
03:29He's always got food on him. Yeah, don't feed. I'm more teacher if I go this popular with me
03:34It means even haven't spoke since the commitment ceremony he's having banter with everyone and he literally won't look me in the eye
03:40It's clearly very frosty between us, but I'm continuing to try should we check our rooms out?
03:46You're that way with this way. I am a little bit nervous to be sharing this cabin with Hannah and Stephen
03:52But I know there's friction between the two of them. So I feel like it's gonna be a little bit awkward
03:58Yeah, you did say but that has nothing to do with me. I tend to avoid drama
04:02I'm a bit like Switzerland. I'm like neutral all the time
04:15Fresh week
04:16And you know for me it is it's make or break
04:22And I wasn't ready to break it and I think you write and leave
04:28Slap in the face that I needed I've got to show you that I can be a great wife
04:35Coming into the experiment Emma was aware of the barriers she was placing on herself. I'm scared of vulnerability. I
04:43Don't let myself open up and I don't want to give someone my heart
04:47I'm holding myself back from finding love
04:50I've got to learn and grow because I think that's what I need
04:53All
04:56The emotions that I felt when I wrote leave and the sort of freedom it gave to my brain
05:01That it's hard to forget
05:03But my head at the moment is I want to be positive this week to see how my week goes
05:10Casper writing leave was probably something I needed to show me that I need to fight. I want to fight for this
05:17I want to fight for this relationship. I want to fight for this marriage
05:20It's not going to be easy, but I'm hearing what the experts have said
05:24I'm taking on their advice to be able to let him see Emma who is
05:30Vulnerable and can be venerable and emotion if needs be
05:35Every emotion that I'm trying to feel I'm gonna try and stay and pause in that moment like Paul told me to
05:44No, I've got a chance to show what I can do this week
05:50This week is make or break if I'm a
05:53Make some progress in terms of embracing some of the other emotions apart from positivity
05:58I think that's a far more attractive version. I think if she holds on to those qualities then it could work and
06:05That's what I want. So, let's see
06:11Do you know what I think is funny though is the fact that it's called the cowhouse
06:14I
06:19Felt I've got a good group here though. Yeah. Yeah, like imagine if she was with Stephen and Hannah
06:24Like they're not even talking. That would have been awkward. I actually
06:28Give her a German thought maybe they've come back off the honeymoon
06:31She's having a hard time. So she's just got a frontal and then last night after the commitment ceremony
06:35She's gone up to Shannon and Ryan through and she was rubbing Ryan's feet in front of Shannon going
06:41Oh, and you've got nice blue eyes your feet are so soft and it nice and warm in there
06:46Like she's been super flirty with you
06:49some of the comments would have been a bit like
06:51You wasn't happy about it. What's your son? No, I wouldn't do that. Everybody else's guys. Do you think you would pull off on it?
07:01Hang to it
07:03We can't just be going around saying that stuff to people's men. Do you know I mean, it's not how we work around here
07:08That to me is just very strange behavior soon as she seen him she was like, oh you look nice
07:14Do you go the gym?
07:16You ain't got nothing to worry why I have to save the menu when you can have the full meal
07:19I'm telling you you haven't got nothing to worry about. I
07:22Don't trust Hannah as far as I could throw her to be honest
07:25Maybe she's trying to see who the weakest couple are. Yeah, if she can wear my way
07:30What's your plan B if it's not working out with your husband is trying to take someone else's but people have seen that though
07:35Because there has been things yeah, we've been out
07:39After the commitment ceremony when Stephen was walking towards her. She said to also not I'll hold my hand because he's coming towards us
07:45Let's make him jealous
07:47Because she knew that Orson's marriage wasn't going great either. You wouldn't go out of your way to make someone
07:53Jealous if you've put stay yesterday and that you want to try and work in it when you're doing when you're doing that
07:59It can't really keep going on if she's gonna keep flirting with people's men
08:04If that is how she is as a person then I don't want any part of it to be honest
08:22I think given the commitment ceremony yesterday
08:25I'll stay in a different room. I
08:27Did say on the sofa that I was going to try my best. However waking up this morning
08:31I've learned some more things that Hannah said behind my back to other people
08:35She's trying on with other blokes in an attempt to either get with them or make me jealous
08:40So I've decided I'll be staying on my own
08:46Okay, so why did you say you'll try
08:48Your behavior after has been terrible my behavior after he's been terrible. Yeah, like what I'm trying to get Orson to hold your hands
08:56Try make me jealous
08:58We were taking the piss it's a shit joke after I spoke like the honeymoon at the crimson me
09:06You're making this whole experience so sure it's not fair. Okay, do you I've said Lee do you honestly feel like you're treating me?
09:12All right
09:14Yeah, I don't think it's gonna go well so I can't even have banter and try and make friends while I'm here
09:19Yeah, but not about me. It wasn't about you. It's never about you, but you hold my hand to make Stephen jealous
09:25You're taking things so differently. I'm out told you
09:37I'm getting so sick of people fucking throwing me under the bus. Get me off this fucking TV show. It's like the guy
09:55Oh
10:03Okay, what's happened
10:06Every single person which is frame under the bus. He's gone. He's just said to me you're being disrespectful because you're saying and
10:14Are you and awesome are taking the piss like pretending to hold hands every single person in this group?
10:19They've all thrown me under the bus
10:20No, I feel like don't just take face value from Stephen you need to speak to like everybody speak to everybody
10:26I can't think about it. We'll go
10:30Yeah, don't just don't try and stay calm remember calm
10:38My personality is being bashed and I'm being thrown under the bus and I'm being blindsided with all these little stupid stories
10:43And there's clearly some shit stirring going on here and I want to get to the bottom of it
10:51I
10:57Mean if he's giving nothing back to you, then it's difficult to
11:05You don't honestly you're not being bad you're not being a bad person
11:09People why why I know it's rubbish
11:11You option now is to try and make friends with people and have some banter in the whole group
11:14She's turned against me like why they haven't
11:17You're obviously gonna think that people are bitching about you, but it's probably just been said in like a jokey way
11:22Why would you say at all?
11:24I just have bad to a people and have a fucking life
11:26Like why do I have to be honest and this honest and that honest and I'm the fucking drama of this whole thing
11:31And I didn't meet this shit. They were probably laughing about it
11:35You know under the circumstances of what we're doing and how you see no
11:39Why would you make it make more drama that it doesn't need to be drama?
11:47I'm not being portrayed to look like a liar and I'm not being portrayed to look like I've been
11:52Disrespectful when all I'm trying to do is build some friendships have some bonds with people. That is my kind of banter
11:59The whole story's been blown out of proportion
12:03I'm open to chatting to everyone and figuring it out
12:05But I don't want people to think I'm stepping on people's toes because I'm not
12:08I
12:16Feel like this is like our second honeymoon now, you know, I mean, yeah
12:20After last night the commitment ceremony as well went really well
12:24Definitely in a not that we were ever in a bad place, but we're in a better place
12:27Yeah, the best place we've been because it's just a nice little incline of things. I think it'll be good. I'm excited
12:33Obviously last night we spoke about the fact that I wanted a little bit more
12:38PDA from you and obviously I know that you struggle with that
12:41How do you think you're gonna find that when obviously we are with everyone this week? I will struggle with that
12:48And I've told you that it's not something that I can just do it's something that's gonna get built up
12:52So I just think it's hard for me because I've never been a PDA person
12:57so in relationships
12:58I've never like held hands or I've never been like kissing in nightclubs and like just anywhere like I'm not I
13:05Don't really like it. I always like it like not behind closed doors, but discreet, you know, I mean, I
13:13Know it's not gonna happen overnight. So that's just something I've got to own. Yeah
13:18And I suppose seeing as I can't give you all the PDA. I might run. Yeah, the odd bath the odd bath
13:24Yeah, I put some rose petals around if I could find some
13:29It would be really nice for me if Adam did give me something this week in front of the group
13:34I'm not asking for a huge grand gesture, maybe a little kiss or an arm around the shoulder
13:39Yeah, just something would just be nice. It just makes me feel a little bit more secure
13:55Don't know how to help no, but you're trying you're really bad
14:00I can be upset. This is who she needs is you around her. Would you want to give her some space? Yeah, I
14:10Just feel really sorry for it hate to be in that situation. Are you okay?
14:20It's not nice to see my wife get upset and react like that, you know tears coming down
14:27She's alright
14:30You know Hannah's just a bride like Amy was you know, she's excited about this match and now it seems to be falling apart
14:35so quickly
14:38The guy that married me was like the nicest guy I've ever met I
14:43Genuinely like this boy like he made me feel so comfortable and so happy
14:47We had something in us. Maybe that we could try a bit more we could move forward. But now he
14:51It's they've all just ruined it. Everyone's just ruined it
14:55I'm trying so hard to keep it together. You're doing really well
14:59You do really well and literally I can't even explain how proud I am of you. I
15:05Left the commitment ceremony
15:07very much willing to try with Steven I
15:10Meant everything I said on that couch. I cried and I meant it and I said that there were still feelings there. I meant it
15:17However, the fact that he won't actually have a conversation with me
15:21Is it's gonna be harder than I thought so
15:23The balls in his court
15:30I
15:35Totally live here now, I know I'm quite disappointed that me calls or hasn't gone yet like
15:44Even though it is well frustrating. Yeah. No, it is frustrating. It's definitely frustrating
15:49Just let's try and keep positive
15:51especially for my brain at least
15:55it is my time of the month, but
15:58Even though I'm not feeling a hundred percent myself
16:01I'm still gonna enjoy the peace enjoy time with Kieran and we're just hopefully gonna have the best time
16:09Christina first opened up about suffering with PMDD on the honeymoon. It's just like PMS
16:16but mine is like just
16:19Heightened, you know of times do get hard. I'll do my absolute best to make sure I'm there for you
16:26Because you deserve you deserve someone to do that for you for him to react how he's reacted like I
16:33Genuinely could not ask for any more
16:40I'm very I'm very grateful. I've got you me too
16:45And I'll have you as best as I can. I know and I do really appreciate it
16:50I'm just gonna go off the back of what whatever Christina wants. Whatever Christina wants Christina. I'll get it's actually quite comfy. Yeah
16:58Yeah, just need a little nap a little nappy nap little nap to recuperate
17:03Just gotta be as supportive as I can and and and have Christina as much as I can as a husband
17:09It's a shame. I couldn't bring me piano, but I have brought me you
17:12Yeah, Sarah need you as long as I've got you. I'll be all right. We'll be fine. Hey, we'll be fine
17:19Very grateful
17:27I don't see any point in us staying together
17:30While on this retreat
17:33After the commitment ceremony, it was obvious to me that I've caused you a lot of distress
17:40There was a comment that you made Rochelle last night you essentially said he wasn't masculine enough
17:47For me masculinity is leadership and I just don't feel that I'm getting that right now
17:53She said like Austin, you don't really stimulate me mentally. I
17:58Took it fucking personal. I feel something in me that just maybe switched off a little bit. I
18:06Didn't know that that I mean, this is the first I'm hearing that me saying that mating switch off you hadn't brought that up
18:17I
18:19Did right stay and I'm quite frustrated with myself that I didn't do what I wanted to do
18:26Because I wanted to leave and he knew that
18:31Just don't like get it sometimes I really don't it shouldn't be that hard to get I told you how I felt
18:39If you told me how you feel
18:42like and I'm telling you like
18:44This is how I feel I don't understand like why you tell me how you felt before the commitment ceremony
18:53If you're telling me no, can you just answer the question also you have a very good way of trying to just you know
18:59Circumvent answering questions. Did you tell me anything that you said on the couch? Yes, you know what?
19:04You know, I'm not you know how I feel. No, how would I know? I'm not I'm not a mind reader
19:08You sat on the couch and you said that how when I said about not being mentally stimulated you said that caused you distress
19:15We had ample opportunities to talk about in private. You never mentioned that to me everything I said on the couch. I
19:21Had already told to you. You also said you checked out
19:25Yeah, I checked out a discussion. I checked out. Well, then why when I said I wanted to leave
19:29Did you say you wanted to stay you said you wanted to leave also?
19:33Do you not remember the conversation we had when I said to you I'm ready to leave
19:37I'm ready to go back to work. And if I leave now I can be home in time for my daughter's birthday
19:41Okay, and then what did we decide? No, but what did you say? I said, let's do one more week, right?
19:47Okay, I said that. Yes, then what did we decide? Well, obviously I said stay because then I can't I can't tell you what?
19:53No, you definitely
19:55I would be I was I was being I was trying to be thoughtful because I
20:00Was I was being I was trying to be thoughtful because I'd already left once before and I thought let's be in agreement
20:07when we leave
20:09It's fine for you to say you bore me. It's fine for you to say
20:13But you could have addressed it at the time
20:15But you could have addressed it
20:17To have arguments and then just walk out. It's fine for you to say. Oh
20:21I'm not sure if I like find you like I could I could say more things that you said to me
20:26Let me just say as much as you have let me just say this what about your lies i'm not gonna actually sit here
20:31Let's talk about your lies. Also. I don't want to be in a certain question. You're just you're a little liar
20:37You're just you're a fraud once you come after my integrity once you come after my livelihood
20:41You haven't gotten that once you come after did I ask you if you if your business is registered on the company's house?
20:47I got time you're not even registered on the company's house. You're not even registered on the company's house
20:51Did I ask you if you if your business was registered on the company's house
20:54I got time. You're not even registered on company's house, but you said you are you're a fraud and i've seen through you
20:59I've got time. I ain't got time for you. You're a fraud just stay in your space. That's exactly what i'm going to do
21:04That's exactly what i'm doing all respect for you. And once I once I lose that I lost respect for you
21:10I lost respect for you on the honeymoon
21:14Pretty certain, you know, he probably hopes he did write leave now
21:18But he wanted to drag this out another week and we're dragging it out another week
21:34All i've gotten from michelle is criticism
21:40Some of those things I just can't see past
21:45It's gone as far as
21:48Oh, you're a fraud you're a liar you've got no company
21:53I've made sure that michelle is looked after i've made sure that i'm a man to michelle. Well, apparently i'm not man enough
22:02I've checked out like I I am done
22:18How many times do you think you've gotten a bike in the last decade, yeah
22:22Three times. Oh, he hasn't fallen off yet. We're there. Whoa. Whoa. Whoa, there is always time
22:27Oh a little bit of a bump
22:30The suspension's good on them. Can you do a little wheelie? No
22:36It's not showing off
22:40It's actually so nice to just get the wind in your hair, oh, it's so nice
22:44Nice a nice little date day exactly
22:52That was lovely actually
22:55Casper look when I prepared. Oh, this looks banging. Look at that
23:01proper cheese board
23:03some macaroons some fruits
23:06Oh, there we are
23:10So it's been a nice day
23:14Are you proud of me for what i've done so far honestly, you've been brilliant
23:19See it to believe it
23:20Was was my thinking on the sofa with the experts
23:23In order to grow you've got to get outside your comfort zone. You do that's my job this week
23:28Vulnerability is definitely something that I struggle with and I actually don't know how to um, except for showing my vulnerable side
23:36I actually don't know too much on how to break the mentality that i've worked on for 10 years in my work
23:43In sales, it's quite hard to be super super resilient and vulnerable at the same time
23:50The fact you're questioning something again. I need to change something about myself. I don't know how to do it, but I want to
23:54Yeah, that's showing vulnerability and that's that's a step in the right direction. Honestly that question in itself is progress
24:01Thank you. Casper. I'm feeling um
24:05i'm feeling um thankful
24:08for saying that i've come into this new week with a fresh mind and
24:13That's what i'm trying to be trying to be more open trying to be more vulnerable
24:16And then do you think there's hope?
24:17We carry on this trajectory
24:22Honestly, yeah
24:24I'm staying
24:25And i'm gonna be as positive and upbeat as I can
24:28Through the next week and see where we end up but just have as much fun as possible
24:31That means there's a little bit of hope a little bit of hope
24:34a little bit of pma
24:36We'll see it's going it's going well so far
24:39I definitely feel like we're making progress. Is that my toxic positivity?
24:45Oh, you know we might even get a snog this week
24:52Slowly but surely I think you know, I am seeing different sides of emma to a positive week then
24:58We've been really struggling and walking on eggshells and now we're not
25:04Slips down the gullet doesn't it? Oh, yeah
25:07Slips down the gullet doesn't it? Oh, yeah. Oh i'm intrigued because it's a far more lovable person long may it continue
25:27Oh how nice who's popping it i'll do the honors
25:32Wow
25:40My two favorite girls, hello. Hello. Hello my honey
25:50Can I get in now may I
25:54I'm trying to be as supportive as I can for christina. Is that warm? It's lush
26:00Oh my god
26:03Because I know how how hard this is when she's suffering from her pmdd symptoms
26:07And she just needs someone to really be there for her right. She'd get the shampoos in
26:12Hi, the setting is so beautiful got bubbly on the side
26:19Got the candles everywhere the lights it is the perfect perfect romantic scene
26:26cheers to
26:27Our first bath together cheers to that. Yes. He's the best romantic, isn't it?
26:35That wasn't romantic
26:40I smell my roses
26:42How are you feeling about the retreat?
26:44yeah, I was
26:46Obviously super super nervous because I didn't think i'd be
26:49I was worried. I was obviously going to be fed around which I did
26:52I obviously did this morning
26:54But now being like in here with you like I feel really I feel so much better
27:00You know you've managed to like bring me out of a hard
27:03A hard place. I didn't do that. You've done that. No, but you help
27:08It's the little things that like mean the absolute world to me like maybe without even realizing, you know
27:14Just like a like a sensitive touch or like where I like I know when you mean it
27:20It's so brand new kieran and like I think you're just handling it like an absolute champ, you know, I
27:26Appreciate you, you know
27:29Struggling through it with me
27:32A problem shared is a problem. Yeah, that's really nice
27:37And that makes it over
27:40I'm, so grateful to just have somebody
27:43You know just understand how and why i'm sort of feeling it made me feel a hundred percent
27:49A hundred times better. Yeah, really grateful
27:53so
27:54Are you gonna play us a tune then or what?
27:59Go on
28:01Kieran and christina sitting in the bath. Nobody knows i've got me big toe up your ass
28:11Right, how have I married you
28:14You do this one then
28:16Casper and em, they've had a right old giggle. They got their helmets on and they're taking a piddle on their bikes
28:28A piddle
28:30That's really good
28:31Orson and michelle are not getting on and that is why i've made them this song
28:38they just need to
28:40Put the past behind closed doors
28:44And orson should get on all fours that could be number one our way, man
28:57Talk to me then bro. What's going on?
28:59Michelle and that
29:01It's just gone to the point where like
29:04I'm like
29:06I don't even really want to be around
29:08Be around you two are good people don't remember shell and my sister you're my brother like we're not even living together
29:18Is
29:20Is there not a friendship salvageable no no way no in a million years in two million years
29:29Yesterday you both put stay yeah
29:33What's changed since then everything
29:36I'm disrespectful bro. And why should I keep trying?
29:39I don't argue with my two and a half year old. I'm not coming here to argue with a 48 year old
29:43and managing moods
29:45But i'm not here to manage no 48 year old moods. I ain't doing it. I've done enough of that. I've compromised enough
29:50Yeah, yeah, it's time to think about I gotta think about me bro. Yeah. Yeah. It's time to think about orson now and
29:57You're out here trying to make her happy. Yeah and forgetting about my happiness
30:01Holly did tell me something earlier. Okay
30:04Yesterday
30:06He was with hannah and hannah said, oh, let me hold your hand so I can make steven jealous
30:13Wagwan day bro. I need to know
30:19Um god
30:24Okay, so like
30:27She was flirting a little bit
30:31I'm, not gonna lie. She was flirting a little bit. That's a mad team. Yeah, she
30:36But I don't think he was that deep
30:38If I sit here and say like it was deep i'ma stop you there real quick though, bro
30:42Okay, if you're not on good terms with your husband
30:46You should not be flirting with other men serious or unserious
30:50That's crazy and it's muggy on steven because he doesn't deserve it man
30:55She shouldn't be doing that. You're never gonna do anything
30:57You're never gonna do anything the boys ain't like that
31:11Babe i've got some wine
31:13Yay, I feel like i've actually got a husband now
31:16treating stepping
31:18Thanks, honey. Oh posh
31:21Sasha's on her way around amazing. I feel like hannah needs to open up to another girl other than me. She's good
31:27eye contact
31:29We entered the experiment at the same time, but she feels like everybody's against her. How are you feeling? I'm exhausted
31:37But I do it'll be i'm glad that sasha's coming
31:39It'll be nice to just kind of like maybe try and help me like integrate into the group a little bit
31:44You need to open up
31:46Hey
31:53Hannah and steven, uh, not in a good place
31:56They're not sharing a cottage together and i've just come in to say we'll make sure you feel welcome
32:01We just want you to enjoy the retreat
32:03What was you saying about me? So my ears was burning
32:06We were just we were just talking about like all that
32:09There's all these bloody rumors about me and awesome like flirting with each other. Have you heard this?
32:13um
32:15Tell the truth. I may have heard very recently that you put your hand in his orc or summer. Was that awesome?
32:25Oh my god, this is getting so playground
32:28That was ryan. I touched his shoe and said your shoes and I
32:31What the fuck I thought that was awesome
32:34Right, so that hang on there's an issue now that I told someone I like their shoe and I wanted to see if there's an issue
32:39But there is because that's how you've just said it
32:42Oh
32:44I've landed myself in it and i was upset
32:46It's all gone tits off
32:48I think they just it was just there was maybe saying it was just like
32:52Flirting or by asking someone if their shoe was fluffy and saying that they've got really
32:58Big eyes and nice eyelashes or something
33:04I don't want to be the bearer of bad news and stuff. Oh god
33:08She's grabbed brian's foot
33:10And she's giving him a foot massage and she looked at him and said oh my god, your eyes are so beautiful
33:18And the other day she went and knocked on my door and asked for my hair straighteners were you there no
33:23Okay, alex was like well. Holly's not here. Alex has gone shut there and she's gone alex
33:28And he's leant round
33:30And she's gone
33:31Just to let you know you're my favorite boy
33:34Oh, man
33:37Hearing these new things that holly told me tonight
33:40I'm genuinely sad because I have separated from my children to come into this process. I've come here to give my everything
33:45I don't really know how we've got here, but we're here
33:49So my go-to thing is to be really nice to people
33:52Yeah
33:52And the fact that that's been twisted into being flirting is just so frustrating to see
33:56It just feels so like mountain out of a molehill. She thought that the the gossip about her and also
34:02like
34:03flirting came from
34:06Somebody in the group and they were like staring shit
34:10I'm usually pretty good at merging into a group. So there's something going wrong here and
34:15I don't really know why no one's actually just took the time to hear my side of the story
34:21Just feels like it's all gone to shit because
34:23We started off so well, like our wedding was amazing. Our honeymoon was amazing if i'm honest
34:30I've not told anyone this
34:33But like we slept together on the honeymoon
34:37I don't sleep with people just easily. Yeah, and and that's why it's harder for me to like just let it go
34:43Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Yeah sex for women is more emotional. Don't really sleep with someone
34:47Well, it's rare that women sleep with someone that I don't feel anything for at all
34:53Yeah, I think that's why I feel more hurt about the whole thing
34:56Yeah, um coming in late is hard enough coming in later with no support system
35:00It's been really really tough like really tough. That's shit. I don't want anyone to feel like that
35:06I can definitely talk to the girls. I appreciate that
35:13She's come into this
35:14The complete wrong way and it has not sat well with anybody
35:19I said leave
35:21I don't want this. Yeah
35:24But you're the one that said you wanted to work and work on it, but you're off working on other guys
35:28Exactly. She's she has put her foot in it
35:32big time
35:34You can't sit on the sofa and say I really want to work at this marriage and that's why i'm gonna stay
35:38I'm gonna make it right and all this but then working on everyone else's man other than yourself
35:44I'm, sorry, but she's a bag
35:47She's hungry
35:50This is not a carvery babe, you can't go along picking bits of what you want
35:54You've got someone here
35:55And if you don't appreciate a good guy, someone's fucking gonna
36:04Do
36:11I don't know whether she's seen orton and rochelle aren't great. So she wants an opportunity to try diving somewhere else
36:20It's awful hearing all this stuff i've been married before
36:24I've got four children and it's my last ditch effort to actually find my person because i had my heart broken last time and i'm just
36:30Refusing to go through it again
36:31And it's just fucking sad that you put all the effort and time in somebody
36:35And then this just I feel like you cannot say that. This is your last chance when you've been lumped with hannah
36:40You are not the problem. No, no, everyone will see through it everyone. It's not boding. Well with anybody
36:49Just know that we've got your back. Thank you
37:00Come up it's open
37:05Hello
37:06What's happening?
37:07I'm, definitely not ready to give up steven
37:10So I do feel like I want to have a chat with orson and just get to the bottom of it
37:14So there's rumors about me and you so
37:17Oh
37:18god
37:20It just feels like it's all been blown massively out of proportion
37:24so after the commitment ceremony, I
37:27Feel like you were going out of your way to kind of make me laugh and we were having a bit of banter and we were
37:30Like should we pretend to hold hands and like lol?
37:33Now that everybody's turned against me
37:36You can't say everybody because I haven't
37:42There was no malicious intent, yeah, but it's fine for you to say but that's how it's been made to look from the others
37:48From everybody else in this group. Everybody's coming out and saying you've done this you've done that you've done this
37:52I've now been told that it was inappropriate because I told someone they had really nice eyes
37:57I can't win
37:58question
38:00Have you realized what's happening here? I'm the villain. No, no, no just a lot of shitster
38:06Rumors, I get that and I understand that however
38:09Can you see how I now feel like I can't trust anybody in this group because everybody's throwing me under the bus
38:14Left right and center and it's not fair. I feel like i'm being made to look like a shitty human and i'm not a shitty human
38:22I don't think you're shit human. I understand fully exactly where you're coming from 100
38:33What can I do
38:35To just eradicate a lot of this to fucking have my back man
38:40I've had your back in every conversation i've had
38:43You could go and speak to anyone in this group
38:46anyone in this group
38:50Appreciate that
38:53I got you
38:55Austin's a good guy. I think he's a good guy. I think the fact that he's a little bit older
38:59I think he's not playing a game here and I think steven maybe has took the stories differently
39:04Twisted it a little bit. Um, he's obviously stewed on it for the night and then thrown it at me
39:09I think you're overthinking things. Yeah
39:12I love that you're in a dressing gown right now. Yeah, it's fine
39:14Take me seriously. You're in a fucking qf in a row. Yeah, take me seriously. Yeah
39:20Do you know how amazing you are?
39:22All the newbies walked in and the first thing I said to adam after i've kind of like done my people watching that goes
39:28I like her
39:32Because she's fiery she's feisty and she looks like she don't give a shit
39:37And that's that's what gravitates me to you
39:45It's nice to hear someone especially a man actually big me up a little bit
39:53So i've obviously got a walk-in saloon a party on my own no, you know, you got me we could walk in hand in hand
39:58We can't yes
40:00I don't give a shit like let them talk
40:03We're in this fucking mess in the first bit. I just wanted to feel someone's hand in mine. It's been a while. Oh
40:13I appreciate you. I do appreciate you. Yeah, man. I got you, man
40:17I
40:20Mean i'm not in a great place, you know with rachel steve is not in a great place with hannah
40:26All right, put the kettle on. Okay
40:28You guys could get out now
40:32Not 100 sure if hannah fancies me or not if she does like
40:40Hey
40:42Squeaky bum time
40:47Next time here's to lads day
40:51As the group split I am walking into a lion's den for the girls animosity bruise
40:57This is your chance to explain yourself
40:59Well, it's not because you've all made your minds up. The last thing you want to do is get brave speaking to you like shit
41:03She's going about things like a dickhead for the boys. She's done certain things. I think to get you jealous an admission
41:10I've had a conversation with hannah last night inflames tension. She's trying it on with all the other guys
41:15I think that's a bit unfair. It is fucking done, but it's revealing questions stick with your current partner or twist
41:23spicy
41:25Twist that deals a devastating blow the fact that you've gone i'll switch to steven
41:30His moggy is four i'm getting better every week and i'm you're still not fucking happy
41:36Just it's just shit
41:39I don't want to lose him
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