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00:03:55Hey, Mom.
00:03:58Just wanted to call and say hi.
00:04:04I'm on my way back home now.
00:04:07Service was nice.
00:04:09I think you were right. I think it was a good idea for me to be there.
00:04:17Probably be back home in three or four days.
00:04:22I don't hear anything back from you by then.
00:04:24I'll just assume that that's cool.
00:04:28Tell Jeff I said hi.
00:04:32Or Jeff, if you're listening, hi.
00:04:36I want you to know that I'm really, really sorry I won't be able to make it to his improv show,
00:04:40but I will definitely, definitely be there for the next one.
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00:04:48Anyways, I love you.
00:04:51Call if you want.
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00:26:57Um, yeah, I'll get to it. I'll be back in a little bit.
00:27:01Okay, yeah, sure. I'll see you then.
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00:28:20What's the matter, man? What happened?
00:28:22Oh, my arm.
00:28:26Let me get something for that.
00:28:27Oh, God.
00:28:28Yeah, grab me something.
00:28:29Ah, Jesus!
00:28:34Thank you, thank you, thank you.
00:28:37It's...
00:28:38Oh!
00:28:40Fuck!
00:28:42Yes.
00:28:43Yeah.
00:28:44Oh, God.
00:28:45Hold that thing.
00:28:46Oh, thank you.
00:28:47Oh, my God.
00:28:48Oh.
00:28:50What were you doing under my hood, man?
00:28:55I woke up kind of early. I just popped your hood.
00:28:58I wanted to see if I could fix what was going on, man.
00:29:01How'd you get in?
00:29:03Your door was unlocked.
00:29:05It was?
00:29:07I just, uh...
00:29:08I just popped the air filter out.
00:29:09I wanted to get a closer look at the engine.
00:29:11And when my wrench slipped...
00:29:15Did you fix it?
00:29:16The air filter's fine.
00:29:18I just put it right back in.
00:29:19Oh, look. The van. Did you fix the van?
00:29:22Oh, no. My best guess.
00:29:23It's your...
00:29:24Your fuel line. I don't really fuck with that.
00:29:27Okay, uh...
00:29:28Could I borrow your phone?
00:29:29Call a couple shops?
00:29:31Oh, you don't get service out here?
00:29:33Just...
00:29:34Let me borrow your phone, man. Come on.
00:29:35Before you call a tow shop, I've got a little proposition for you.
00:29:41Okay. What is it?
00:29:42You see, I've got to be in Seattle in three days.
00:29:45But I think if I stay here an extra night, I could get there in two.
00:29:48And why would you do that?
00:29:50Well...
00:29:52A while ago, I met this mechanic out here.
00:29:55I think he could fix whatever problem you've got going on.
00:29:57But he doesn't do favors for strangers.
00:30:00He's an older guy named Browse.
00:30:03Okay.
00:30:04And, uh...
00:30:05He'll be passing through here tomorrow.
00:30:08And I'm thinking...
00:30:09If you get towed, you're gonna have to go at least ten, maybe twenty miles.
00:30:14And with the repairs, you're looking at a couple hundred dollars.
00:30:17Okay.
00:30:18I'm thinking if Browse and I could probably come on through, we could fix whatever problem you've got.
00:30:23And I'd only ask just a little money for gas to get me to Seattle.
00:30:29How much does he want?
00:30:30A hundred dollars.
00:30:31That's it? A hundred bucks?
00:30:32Mm-hmm.
00:30:33Oh, I need...
00:30:34And I assume I'd be paying you that after the van is fixed?
00:30:37Of course. Yeah. Obviously. Obviously.
00:30:39Let me get this straight. You just know some guy...
00:30:42Yeah.
00:30:43...who you think can probably fix my van, and he's coming through here tomorrow?
00:30:48I mean, I hope he can fix your van.
00:30:50Yeah, he's coming through tomorrow.
00:30:51And his name is Browse?
00:30:52Mm-hmm.
00:30:53Like...
00:30:54Like Eyebrows?
00:30:55Yeah, like Eyebrows.
00:30:57Is that his real name?
00:30:58I don't think so.
00:30:59What's his real name?
00:31:01I don't know.
00:31:02It just goes by Browse.
00:31:04Okay, but what kind of a name is Browse?
00:31:07Right?
00:31:08If you saw him, you'd realize it's a pretty accurate nickname.
00:31:14Come on, man.
00:31:16It's worth a shot.
00:31:17Save you a few hundred bucks.
00:31:22I'll pay you after?
00:31:23Mm-hmm. Yeah, yeah.
00:31:24Sure. Why not?
00:31:28Yeah, we'll have you on the road in no time, man.
00:31:31Whatever you say.
00:31:32Yeah, yeah. No, for sure.
00:31:35All right.
00:31:36Close her up.
00:31:37Okay.
00:32:01Hey, man.
00:32:02Oh, hey.
00:32:03What's up?
00:32:04Uh, nothing much.
00:32:05Just saw you here and wanted to know if you wanted to jam.
00:32:09Oh, yeah.
00:32:10Yeah, that sounds great.
00:32:11Um, yeah, just give me one sec and I'll be right over.
00:32:15Over?
00:32:16You don't want to just hang out here?
00:32:17Yeah.
00:32:18Um, what?
00:32:19Mind if we jam over by your van?
00:32:21Is that cool?
00:32:23Sure. Okay.
00:32:24Is that okay with you?
00:32:25Yeah, that's fine.
00:32:26Let me just...
00:32:27I gotta do some things in my van.
00:32:28Uh, real quick and I'll be right over.
00:32:30Okay.
00:32:31Okay.
00:32:32Sounds good.
00:32:33Okay, great.
00:32:34I'll be right over.
00:32:35Okay.
00:32:36Okay.
00:32:37Bye.
00:32:53Hey.
00:32:54Hey.
00:32:55Hey.
00:32:56What's up?
00:32:57Hey.
00:32:58What's up?
00:32:59Nothing much.
00:33:00You sound good.
00:33:01Thanks.
00:33:02Yeah.
00:33:03How's it going?
00:33:04Good.
00:33:05Sorry, you kind of, uh, snuck up on me back there.
00:33:09Yeah, it's no problem.
00:33:10Did you take care of, uh, whatever you needed to take care of?
00:33:13Yeah, yeah.
00:33:14No, no, no.
00:33:15I'm good.
00:33:16Thanks, man.
00:33:17Good.
00:33:18Yeah.
00:33:19Here, why don't you, uh, throw me some chords?
00:33:20Okay.
00:33:21Oh, no, thanks.
00:33:22Okay.
00:33:27Thanks.
00:33:28Bye.
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00:34:26Sounds good.
00:34:27Thanks.
00:34:28I'll throw you some cords.
00:34:29Okay.
00:34:30Same key?
00:34:31Yea, same key.
00:34:32All right, ready?
00:34:33Ready.
00:34:34Think you'll want a marshmallow after cleaning this shit off?
00:34:45You got any stuff for Smarties?
00:34:47No.
00:34:48I just do the marshmallow.
00:34:51You want one?
00:34:52Do you want one?
00:34:54Uh, sure. Why not?
00:34:56Okay.
00:35:00Jerry, where are you from?
00:35:02Why do you want to know?
00:35:04You're kind of a reserved person, aren't you?
00:35:06Very mysterious.
00:35:08Is that a problem?
00:35:10No.
00:35:12Not a problem.
00:35:14I mean, it's cool.
00:35:16It's just, I don't know.
00:35:18Why?
00:35:20I've been stuck out here for a day and a half now
00:35:22and I feel like I don't know anything about you.
00:35:24Well, what do you want to know?
00:35:26Uh, where are you from?
00:35:30I'm from Kansas City.
00:35:32Okay.
00:35:34Kansas City, Kansas or Kansas City, Missouri?
00:35:36Missouri.
00:35:38Oh, Missouri. Okay. Yeah.
00:35:40Born and raised?
00:35:42Mm-hmm. Okay.
00:35:44Driving there now?
00:35:46Yep.
00:35:48Washington?
00:35:50Washington?
00:35:52You see, this is what I'm talking about.
00:35:54A normal person,
00:35:56right, I would pick them up,
00:35:58save their fucking ass on the side of the road,
00:36:00and if I told them I was going
00:36:02to do a show in Seattle,
00:36:04maybe if you would have just been
00:36:06in Washington, you would say something like,
00:36:08oh, shit, I was just there,
00:36:10you should check out the Space Needle,
00:36:12or whatever.
00:36:14Yeah, I don't know. I guess I just didn't have anything
00:36:16to say about it.
00:36:18Oh, that's all right.
00:36:20I mean, uh,
00:36:22yeah.
00:36:24What were you doing in Washington?
00:36:28Uh, funeral.
00:36:30Oh, shit. I'm sorry, man.
00:36:32It's fine. Don't worry about it.
00:36:36Can I ask how you
00:36:38knew the deceased?
00:36:40Uh, ex-girlfriend.
00:36:42Oh, shit.
00:36:44Ex...
00:36:46because, uh,
00:36:48she passed away.
00:36:50No, no, ex because she was a bitch.
00:36:52Oh.
00:36:54Oh, that still
00:36:56sucks, though.
00:36:58Yeah, still sucks.
00:37:04Uh, can I ask
00:37:06how she died?
00:37:08You know, I don't really want to talk about it.
00:37:10Yeah, fair.
00:37:12No problem.
00:37:14Man, just tell me what I'm out of line.
00:37:16You're fine.
00:37:26Gina, do you ever
00:37:28feel like you're supposed to be older
00:37:30than you are?
00:37:34How so?
00:37:36I don't know.
00:37:38I look at other people my age,
00:37:40and I feel like I'm more
00:37:42removed from that youth.
00:37:44You know what I mean?
00:37:46Like, I feel like I'm supposed to be, like,
00:37:4850 years old or something.
00:37:50It's just...
00:37:52I don't know. You ever feel like that?
00:37:54Yeah.
00:37:56I mean, I'll be honest with you, not at all.
00:37:58No.
00:38:00I... kind of the opposite, actually.
00:38:02I mean, like,
00:38:04sometimes I'm like,
00:38:06how am I even in my 20s?
00:38:08I was a kid just yesterday.
00:38:10And now...
00:38:12I don't know. Shit moves so fast,
00:38:14and I don't know.
00:38:16I think for me it's just a lot of little things, like,
00:38:18I don't care about my birthday anymore.
00:38:20Like, full on, could not give a shit.
00:38:22I think that's
00:38:24pretty normal, man. Most people don't care
00:38:26about their birthday. You don't have to be 50 not to care about
00:38:28your birthday. Yeah, but, like,
00:38:30it's tomorrow. My birthday is literally
00:38:32tomorrow, and I could not care less about it.
00:38:34No! Are you serious?
00:38:36What?
00:38:38Tomorrow. How old are you turning?
00:38:40I'm turning 23.
00:38:42You're shitting me. No, what?
00:38:44Jaren, I'm turning 23 tomorrow.
00:38:46No. I'm fucking serious.
00:38:48Come on, now. June 15th, 1998.
00:38:50We were born on the exact same day.
00:38:52That's insane.
00:38:54You're telling me!
00:38:56Fuck! That's crazy!
00:38:58Yeah, that's...
00:39:00Do you smoke? The same day. What?
00:39:02Do you smoke weed? Do you get high?
00:39:04Yeah, sometimes.
00:39:06Well, I just fucking found out
00:39:08that I have a brother, and if that's not a reason
00:39:10to get high, then I don't know what is, man.
00:39:14Smoke with me?
00:39:16Fuck it.
00:39:18Yeah. Burn her, man. Yeah.
00:39:20Oh, yeah. Here, take this. Oh.
00:39:22That's the first, huh? Yeah.
00:39:24Yeah. Okay.
00:39:26Here.
00:39:28Aha.
00:39:34Here.
00:39:48How's that?
00:39:50Oh, yeah. Here you go.
00:39:52Thanks.
00:39:54Man. Whew.
00:39:56Yeah.
00:39:58Getting high and looking up the night sky
00:40:00is one of the best things in the world, man.
00:40:02Sounds like a good way to throw yourself
00:40:04into an existential crisis.
00:40:06No. No.
00:40:08It's like
00:40:10when I get high and I look up
00:40:12at space, it's like
00:40:14all that shit that's bugging me, man,
00:40:16everything that's stressing me out, it just kind of becomes less.
00:40:18You know what I think?
00:40:20I think
00:40:22if everyone just took a few minutes to look
00:40:24at the sky and just get rid of all that
00:40:26stress, the world would be a better place, you know?
00:40:28Yeah, you're, uh,
00:40:30you're on to something there.
00:40:32I guess it makes you think about life a little bit, huh?
00:40:34Hmm. Yeah.
00:40:36Man, you know I almost
00:40:38died once.
00:40:40What? Yeah, but I can't tell you
00:40:42the story. It's stupid.
00:40:44What? No, what?
00:40:46Hey, Ken, why not? No, it makes me
00:40:48look like an idiot.
00:40:50No, man, you can't just tell somebody that you
00:40:52almost died once and then expect them not
00:40:54to want to hear the story, man.
00:40:56You gotta tell people. That's torture.
00:40:58Okay, you have to promise not to laugh.
00:41:00Okay, I'm not promising anything.
00:41:02Seriously, don't laugh, man.
00:41:04I'm sure it's not that bad.
00:41:06It's pretty
00:41:08fucking stupid, but I'll tell you.
00:41:10So basically, I was traveling through Michigan,
00:41:12um, this was like last January.
00:41:14Cold?
00:41:16Exactly, it's fucking freezing, right?
00:41:18So I needed a way to stay warm.
00:41:20So I went and I got this propane heater,
00:41:22and it was working out pretty great.
00:41:24I actually just, as long as I had the windows cracked open,
00:41:26I let it run throughout the night.
00:41:28It's fine, I'd stay warm.
00:41:30Okay.
00:41:32Just hold on.
00:41:34Here's where I fucked up.
00:41:36One night, I got way too high,
00:41:38and I forgot to crack the windows.
00:41:40Oh. Yeah.
00:41:42And I wake up in the middle of the night,
00:41:44and it's, I can't fucking feel my body.
00:41:46I'm completely numb,
00:41:48and my vision is starting to go out.
00:41:50It's like, crazy.
00:41:52And I can barely move, and I'm thinking,
00:41:54how fucking high did I get last night?
00:41:56Right? No, but it was this propane,
00:41:58and I was like, stumbling.
00:42:00I got up, I couldn't fucking feel my legs,
00:42:02so I'm like, trying to get to the door.
00:42:04I get to the door, I can barely,
00:42:06I can't even move my hands, they're so numb, right?
00:42:08But I finally like, get my grip on the latch,
00:42:10and I finally open it up.
00:42:12I think I'm gonna fucking die at this point.
00:42:14And I finally crack the door open,
00:42:16and I just fall face first into the snow.
00:42:18Wow.
00:42:20Yeah. Were you freezing? Jeez, what?
00:42:22Yeah, no, naked, too.
00:42:24You were naked?
00:42:26I mean, I was sleeping.
00:42:28One second I'm in my sleeping bag, warm,
00:42:30the next second I'm balls deep in Michigan snow.
00:42:34But, I mean,
00:42:36fucking, I don't know, man.
00:42:38You know what people say,
00:42:40with those near-death experiences,
00:42:42it's like, spiritual, or like, you see God,
00:42:44or figure out the meaning to life,
00:42:46or shit like that, you know?
00:42:48Sure, yeah.
00:42:50Well, I mean,
00:42:52it might sound crazy, but, um,
00:42:54yeah, I had one of those.
00:42:56Whoa.
00:42:58I like, saw a sign.
00:43:00You saw a sign? What was it?
00:43:06A yield sign.
00:43:08What's a yield sign?
00:43:10It's like, an actual sign.
00:43:12It was an actual sign sign, and it was a sign.
00:43:14Okay, and I know that sounds fucking stupid,
00:43:16but when I stood up out of the snow,
00:43:18I fucking look
00:43:20down the road, and there's a yield sign.
00:43:22Okay? And like,
00:43:24in my mind, it like, brings it right to my face.
00:43:26And I, I just know
00:43:28what it means. What, to talk to you or something?
00:43:30No, no fucking words, man.
00:43:32Like, I just knew, okay,
00:43:34that
00:43:36I just need to let go of everything.
00:43:38All this control that I had over my life,
00:43:40or all this shit, I just needed to yield
00:43:42to my life, right? Yield to the bullshit,
00:43:44just yield to everything.
00:43:46Fucking, yeah.
00:43:48Ever since then, that's how I've lived.
00:43:50Changed me.
00:43:52Wow. Yeah.
00:43:56That's, that's quite the revelation.
00:43:58I don't, I don't think you're crazy.
00:44:02And?
00:44:04But I do think you were blazed
00:44:06out of your fucking mind.
00:44:08Okay, dude, fuck off.
00:44:10Was that propane tank even real?
00:44:12Can you imagine that?
00:44:14Get it, I need one.
00:44:16I'll be honest with you, man, there's a lot of shit
00:44:18I don't get about you. Like, I don't
00:44:20sleep naked in my van either.
00:44:22Are you serious?
00:44:24What do you mean, am I serious? Are you serious that
00:44:26I'm naked? I mean, it's normal. That's how God
00:44:28intended it, man. That's natural shit.
00:44:30No, dude, that's gross. You can't.
00:44:32Gross? No, man. I wear clothes like a person.
00:44:34No, fucking, and I wish I could go
00:44:36live in Europe where people are more
00:44:38comfortable with just being naked, you know?
00:44:40Yeah. You ever been? Is it like that?
00:44:42I mean,
00:44:44no, I've never been.
00:44:46I'm not really much for planes.
00:44:48Yeah, I don't like
00:44:50flying.
00:44:52Hmm.
00:44:54How do you
00:44:56keep warm in your van?
00:44:58Uh, I don't
00:45:00know. I've never been anywhere that cold before.
00:45:02Oh?
00:45:04Yeah, I mean, honestly, I'm not even on the road
00:45:06that much. Oh, really?
00:45:08I would have assumed.
00:45:10Yeah, well, I got the van
00:45:12back when I was with Brie,
00:45:14Mike's girlfriend.
00:45:16I was way more of a homebody back then,
00:45:18but she tried to convince me
00:45:20to, you know, live the life
00:45:22of pissing in streets and
00:45:24sleeping in parking lots.
00:45:26So, uh, yeah,
00:45:28I finally caved, and
00:45:30uh, yeah, we wanted to
00:45:32see the country. Never,
00:45:34uh, never really
00:45:36happened.
00:45:38I, uh,
00:45:40she left me with the van
00:45:42that she wanted, and
00:45:44now I'm taking her home for our funeral.
00:45:46Isn't that
00:45:48something?
00:45:54Do you want to, like, talk about it?
00:45:58I want to talk about that chair, man.
00:46:00What the hell? Why don't you just get a
00:46:02regular camping chair? That's going to take up so much space.
00:46:04I know, it'll fucking be great.
00:46:06Stupid, it does take up a lot of fucking space.
00:46:08Why do you have it?
00:46:10Why don't you just get, like, a
00:46:12fucking camping chair?
00:46:14Yeah, um, it's more or less
00:46:16just, like, sentimental.
00:46:18I, uh, I took it with me
00:46:20out of my mom's, um, childhood room
00:46:22when I moved out of my grandparents' house.
00:46:24Yeah? Where's that at?
00:46:26Indianapolis,
00:46:28but, um, I'm from New York.
00:46:30What took you out?
00:46:32My dad,
00:46:34he kind of went
00:46:36crazy toward the last year
00:46:38of us living there.
00:46:40I mean, I don't think he was ever not crazy,
00:46:42but things really got bad toward the end.
00:46:44He, uh,
00:46:46was doing a lot of drinking
00:46:48and yelling,
00:46:50and I would just stay awake at night
00:46:52and listen to him yell at my mom,
00:46:54and she never fucking yelled back.
00:46:56I remember that.
00:46:58And one night,
00:47:00and one night, I,
00:47:02I just heard some shit that I thought was
00:47:04the same shit I'd been hearing that entire
00:47:06fucking year, but,
00:47:08uh, when my mom came into my room,
00:47:10I realized it was
00:47:12worse.
00:47:16So I,
00:47:18packing my things, she told me to pack
00:47:20my shit and be quiet.
00:47:22I just couldn't stop crying, man,
00:47:24because she had, like, blood
00:47:26in her eye.
00:47:30And the next
00:47:32day, um,
00:47:34she puts me on a flight
00:47:36to Indy by myself.
00:47:38She had to
00:47:40stay behind and take care of some things.
00:47:42And, um,
00:47:44the next
00:47:46morning,
00:47:48my grandma was on the phone
00:47:50sobbing.
00:47:52My mom's flight
00:47:54had gone down over Ohio,
00:47:56and, um, yeah, there were no
00:47:58survivors.
00:48:00Fuck, man,
00:48:02I am so sorry.
00:48:08It's okay.
00:48:10It was actually a long time ago.
00:48:14And plus, I know it's
00:48:16smaller than I think it is.
00:48:20Did you love her?
00:48:22Brie? Yeah,
00:48:24her.
00:48:26I mean, we were together
00:48:28for a year, so, yeah.
00:48:30How'd you handle the breakup?
00:48:34Um, I was fine.
00:48:36Not great, but,
00:48:38you know, fine.
00:48:40Just wondering
00:48:42because in my experience,
00:48:44and stop me
00:48:46if you don't relate,
00:48:48but, um, I don't know,
00:48:50man, when I fall in love with someone,
00:48:52I fall in love hard.
00:48:54It's like I would do
00:48:56anything for this person. Like, fucking,
00:48:58I would do anything. Stop.
00:49:00You wouldn't make sacrifices for
00:49:02your loved ones? No, man,
00:49:04of course I make sacrifices, but I wouldn't just
00:49:06do anything for anyone.
00:49:08Well, not anything,
00:49:10but, I mean, yeah, pretty much anything.
00:49:12Like, fucking,
00:49:16when you fall in love with
00:49:18someone, man, it's like you're
00:49:20giving yourself
00:49:22to them, and it's like you're so
00:49:24one, and when they
00:49:26break you off, it's like you're fucking
00:49:28crushed, you know? And so,
00:49:30like, if you were crushed,
00:49:32or if you are crushed
00:49:34now, like,
00:49:36I don't know. Makes sense.
00:49:38You have the right to be.
00:49:40I don't think crushed
00:49:42is the right word. What is the right word, then?
00:49:44I don't know.
00:49:46Pissed off.
00:49:48I mean,
00:49:50I don't know. The whole thing was fucked.
00:49:52But, you know, that's not to say I didn't
00:49:54have some pretty good times when
00:49:56I was with her.
00:49:58Do you have, like, a fondest memory
00:50:00with her?
00:50:04Top of my head? Probably our
00:50:06anniversary.
00:50:08Went to a carnival.
00:50:10I got a tattoo. No shit.
00:50:12Yeah, on my leg.
00:50:14Oh, let's see.
00:50:16Oh!
00:50:18No! Her name?
00:50:20Yeah.
00:50:22Yeah, it was a miscommunication
00:50:24with the artist, so
00:50:26it just kind of ended up that way.
00:50:30But, you know, for the rest of the day,
00:50:32we, uh,
00:50:34I'm sure you can imagine it.
00:50:36It's pretty stereotypical. We kissed on the carousel,
00:50:38Ferris wheel,
00:50:40we kissed on the roller coasters,
00:50:42and, uh,
00:50:44at the end of the day, we, uh,
00:50:46played all those dumb carny games.
00:50:48There was this one where
00:50:50you have to loop a ring
00:50:52onto a swordfish.
00:50:54The sword part,
00:50:56obviously.
00:50:58And I must have dropped, like,
00:51:00thirty fucking dollars
00:51:02on this thing,
00:51:04because I just kept trying, kept trying, kept trying.
00:51:06I could not do it.
00:51:08There was no way. I thought it was rigged.
00:51:10And let me guess.
00:51:12She got it immediately?
00:51:14Fuck, man.
00:51:16She tries one time, and
00:51:18she gets two out of three rings on there.
00:51:20I don't...kicked my ass.
00:51:22I don't know how she does that shit.
00:51:24Did you guys win anything?
00:51:26Or did she win anything, I guess?
00:51:30Uh, yeah.
00:51:36What?
00:51:38Did you win?
00:51:40She, uh...
00:51:42She won a couple goldfish.
00:51:46She, uh...
00:51:48She don't want them anymore, though.
00:51:50I had to give them to my little cousin.
00:51:52Fisher probably did now, too.
00:52:04She dumped me the next day.
00:52:07She called me.
00:52:09All she said was,
00:52:11I can't do this anymore. It's over.
00:52:15I hung up right there.
00:52:17That was it.
00:52:19I called her back a hundred times.
00:52:21She didn't pick up. I drove to her house.
00:52:23She was gone.
00:52:25We spend every day of the last year together,
00:52:27and then just one phone call,
00:52:29she's off the face of the fucking planet,
00:52:31and I had no idea anything about her
00:52:33or what her whereabouts were or whatever
00:52:35for...
00:52:37six weeks.
00:52:39And then, just last week,
00:52:41I get a call
00:52:43telling me she drowned herself
00:52:45in Lake Washington.
00:52:52Who called you?
00:52:55Yeah, cops.
00:52:57They wanted to know if I
00:52:59knew why she would have done it.
00:53:02Why call you?
00:53:06I don't know, because
00:53:08I was her last boyfriend.
00:53:10I guess it just made sense, and, uh,
00:53:12and she left a note.
00:53:16What did the note say?
00:53:21You can't control me in the lake.
00:53:24What did you tell the cops?
00:53:28I told them
00:53:30the truth.
00:53:32I have no idea why she would have killed herself.
00:53:34I mean, she was always a little bad shit.
00:53:36She was a foster kid, but...
00:53:39Yeah, I...
00:53:41I have no idea.
00:53:46Is the note about you?
00:53:51I don't know.
00:53:53No, it wasn't about me.
00:53:55It couldn't have been about me.
00:54:00Have you seen her?
00:54:02What?
00:54:06Well, the thing is,
00:54:08my mom
00:54:10took me to the airport.
00:54:12She didn't stay behind because
00:54:14she had to do anything.
00:54:16She stayed behind because
00:54:18of a blanket, a baby blanket
00:54:21that I left at my friend's house the night before.
00:54:23And I was fucking crying about it
00:54:25on the way to the airport.
00:54:28And so she promised me that she would stay behind
00:54:30and get it for me the next day.
00:54:36And I fucking know that if I wouldn't have cried
00:54:38about that shit, that
00:54:41she'd be okay.
00:54:43And, um...
00:54:45Fuck.
00:54:47Man, that shit just...
00:54:49God.
00:54:52Eats away at you, dude.
00:54:54And for a fucking month, I would see her
00:54:56Okay?
00:54:58She'd be in my room, like, reading my books
00:55:00or playing with my toys or, like, throwing my shit around.
00:55:04Fucking scary stuff for a ten-year-old.
00:55:06Fuck, man.
00:55:10You know what's even scarier?
00:55:12The Syphus
00:55:14Psychiatric Children's Hospital.
00:55:16Okay? The fucking loony bin
00:55:18that grandma and grandpa put me in.
00:55:20Put me in.
00:55:24And the visions just got fucking worse there.
00:55:26Okay?
00:55:28I fucking swear I thought they were never gonna go away.
00:55:30But they did go away.
00:55:32You wanna know why?
00:55:34What is that?
00:55:38Because I remembered something.
00:55:40Okay?
00:55:42I remembered that I never fucking
00:55:44asked her to stay back for the blanket.
00:55:46I mean, sure, I wanted it.
00:55:48Right? Like I was crying.
00:55:50And, yeah, she thought it would make me feel better.
00:55:52But I never asked her to.
00:55:54I didn't want to be on the plane by myself.
00:55:56You know, she decided to go back and get that blanket.
00:55:58And...
00:56:02Have you even seen Bree?
00:56:06Yeah.
00:56:10Here's what I think.
00:56:14I think you're a pretty stand-up guy.
00:56:16Okay?
00:56:18And I've got a read on that, and I'm always right.
00:56:22But...
00:56:24Based off of your story,
00:56:26okay, yeah, Bree was a nutcase.
00:56:28I'm sure she would've killed herself anyways.
00:56:30But based off of my story?
00:56:32Okay?
00:56:34I know there's something
00:56:36that you're not telling me
00:56:38about the time you and her were together.
00:56:40Okay?
00:56:42There's something that's eating away at you
00:56:44and giving you these nightmares
00:56:46that you're not fucking telling me.
00:56:54What is it, Jaren?
00:56:58I don't know.
00:57:02I truly, truly don't know.
00:57:14It's midnight.
00:57:16Happy birthday.
00:57:18Happy birthday.
00:57:24I gotta fucking lay down.
00:57:26Yeah.
00:57:28No, I should
00:57:30fucking get some sleep too.
00:57:34Good night, Judah.
00:57:36Yeah.
00:57:38Good night.
00:57:44Good night.
00:58:14Okay.
00:58:44Fuck!
00:59:06Fuck!
00:59:10I'm sorry.
00:59:12It's not real.
00:59:14It's not real.
00:59:16It's not real.
00:59:18It's not real.
00:59:42Fuck.
01:00:12Fuck.
01:00:26Hey, it's Jaren.
01:00:28It's almost noon.
01:00:30Wake up.
01:00:32Fuck.
01:00:40Happy birthday.
01:00:42Wow.
01:00:44You said it was noon?
01:00:46Yeah, just about.
01:00:48Hey, are you okay, man?
01:00:50You look like you saw another ghost last night.
01:00:52No, no.
01:00:54I'm just groggy.
01:00:56Well, maybe this will cheer you up.
01:00:58There you go.
01:01:00Yeah.
01:01:02Huh?
01:01:04Cheers.
01:01:06Cheers.
01:01:08Happy birthday.
01:01:10So, uh,
01:01:12what were you doing out here?
01:01:14Brows left about
01:01:16ten minutes ago.
01:01:18He came through already?
01:01:20Yeah, while you were sleeping.
01:01:22Did he fix the van?
01:01:24Yeah, sure did.
01:01:26Took us just a quick second.
01:01:28It wasn't really a big deal
01:01:30or anything like that.
01:01:32You gonna smoke then?
01:01:34Um, you know,
01:01:36I don't really
01:01:38want to say it, but, um,
01:01:40I quit about a month ago.
01:01:42No shit. Congrats.
01:01:44That's, uh, yeah, that's a really big deal.
01:01:46Yeah, thanks. You know, it wasn't easy, but, uh,
01:01:48yeah, so I'm kind of done.
01:01:52Yeah.
01:01:54Well, surely after a month of not smoking,
01:01:56you'll figure it.
01:01:58Right?
01:02:00I don't know.
01:02:02Come on, man.
01:02:04It's your birthday.
01:02:06Don't let it go to waste.
01:02:10Fuck it.
01:02:12Why not?
01:02:14Yeah.
01:02:18Mm.
01:02:20Feels good, doesn't it?
01:02:22I'm not gonna lie to you, though.
01:02:24It's pretty fucking good.
01:02:26Yeah.
01:02:28I feel a little bad, though,
01:02:30that, uh, I didn't get a chance to thank
01:02:32Browse.
01:02:34No, no, um, he's like a quiet dude.
01:02:36Doesn't really like to meet new people or anything like that,
01:02:38so it's actually
01:02:40worked out. Hey, about the, uh,
01:02:42hundred bucks, do you think that you could Venmo
01:02:44that to me?
01:02:46Oh, uh, I've got cash. Do you need it right now?
01:02:48Well, I'm just gonna be in my van
01:02:50packing some stuff up.
01:02:52I leave in like 30 minutes, so
01:02:54yeah, that's fine if you... You're leaving that soon?
01:02:56Yeah, with us staying an extra
01:02:58day, I gotta pretty much haul ass
01:03:00to get to my show. Oh.
01:03:02Okay.
01:03:04Is that okay?
01:03:06Yeah, that's fine. Um,
01:03:08tell you what, I'll, uh, I'll bring the
01:03:10cash over to you once I'm, uh, done
01:03:12with this guy here. Okay.
01:03:14Well, I better get over there.
01:03:16Okay. See you, uh,
01:03:18see you soon. Yeah.
01:03:20Enjoy that.
01:03:22Oh, I will.
01:03:50Okay.
01:04:20Hey.
01:04:44Hey.
01:04:46This is for you.
01:04:48Oh, thank you so much.
01:04:50Yeah. You have no idea
01:04:52how much I needed this, man. I would have been totally fucked.
01:04:54Yeah, man, don't worry about it. I could say
01:04:56the same thing about you for getting my Venmo, so... Oh, no, no, no.
01:04:58Don't worry about it. I really appreciate it.
01:05:00Hey, uh, let me get your number before I leave.
01:05:02Um, so I can see you again.
01:05:04Uh, the thing about that is, uh,
01:05:06I actually chucked my phone into the ocean a few days ago.
01:05:08Oh. Shit.
01:05:10Yeah, that's for the moment. Good for you, man.
01:05:12Yeah. Wow.
01:05:14Well, uh, either way,
01:05:16I'll, uh, look you up next time I'm in Missouri.
01:05:18All right. Unless you want to
01:05:20jump in and go to Seattle
01:05:22with me. Oh.
01:05:24Uh...
01:05:26I'm just kidding. I know you,
01:05:28uh, want to get back home and see your family.
01:05:30Yeah, totally. For sure.
01:05:32Yeah. Well,
01:05:34come here, man. Oh.
01:05:36Yeah.
01:05:38Hey, uh,
01:05:40do you wear a sleeping mask when you
01:05:42go to bed? No.
01:05:44No, I don't. Okay.
01:05:46There's a sleeping technique I learned in treatment
01:05:48that I think might be really good for you.
01:05:50Okay. Okay, you put a sleeping mask
01:05:52over your eyes when you go to sleep.
01:05:54Over your whole face. And throughout the night, you
01:05:56think of yourself being in a
01:05:58maximum security prison.
01:06:00And that way, your girlfriend, she can't
01:06:02get in. And if she does,
01:06:04then she's in the prison.
01:06:06And you take the mask off, and
01:06:08you're back in reality. Okay.
01:06:10And she won't be able to get to you.
01:06:12She'll get some sleep that way.
01:06:14Alright, yeah, sure, I'll, uh,
01:06:16I'll think about it. Yeah.
01:06:18Or don't. Uh, either way,
01:06:20I've got to get back.
01:06:22Okay. Yeah, man.
01:06:24Yeah, uh, good luck with your show.
01:06:26Thanks.
01:06:30Yeah, I'm really going to miss you, man.
01:06:32You too.
01:06:34Yeah.
01:06:36I'll be seeing you, Mr. Jaron.
01:06:38See you then.
01:06:42See you.
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01:14:12Hey, buddy.
01:14:14Shit.
01:14:15Sorry, didn't mean to scare ya.
01:14:17Oh, no problem, man.
01:14:19Just came over here to say how excited I am that you drove all the way out here to see me.
01:14:25Oh, um...
01:14:26It's crazy.
01:14:27No, yeah, sure thing, man. I really wanted to be here.
01:14:31It's just like when you pulled up outside the bok choy. I was like, yes!
01:14:36Yeah, I, uh...
01:14:38I'm glad you're so excited, man. I honestly wasn't really sure how you'd react, so...
01:14:42Oh, so excited! So fucking excited!
01:14:46You have no idea.
01:14:49We're gonna go crazy, man. We're gonna have a great time.
01:14:52Yeah?
01:14:53Yeah.
01:14:54That sounds really great.
01:14:56Oh, fucking hell, yeah.
01:14:59Amazing.
01:15:00Yep.
01:15:02Well...
01:15:04You've had a long night. You've had a long couple of nights.
01:15:06A long couple of nights.
01:15:07So I'll let you get to it, get some rest.
01:15:10Okay.
01:15:11Yeah.
01:15:12Alright.
01:15:13Okay.
01:15:15Goodnight, Judah.
01:15:16Goodnight, buddy.
01:15:17Goodnight.
01:15:22Hey.
01:15:24I love you, man.
01:15:26Okay.
01:15:34I love you.
01:16:04Fuck.
01:16:35I love you.
01:16:37I love you.
01:16:48Judah.
01:16:49I love you. Look.
01:16:51She's right there.
01:16:52She's right there.
01:16:54I love you, man.
01:16:56I love you.
01:17:04I love you.
01:17:19Hey, can you be careful with that, babe?
01:17:22What? I'm not doing anything.
01:17:24Just, you're using a lot of tape.
01:17:26Yeah? What about it?
01:17:30It's just a really important chair to me. You know that.
01:17:34Are you fucking kidding me?
01:17:37Well, I'm just afraid you're going to strip the finish off.
01:17:40We literally talked about this plan five minutes ago.
01:17:43If you had a problem with me putting a little tape on your mommy's special chair...
01:17:46I know, I just...
01:17:47You should have told me then.
01:17:48I didn't know you were going to use so much tape.
01:17:50What do you think? He's not a fucking child.
01:17:52Okay. Fine.
01:17:54Sorry.
01:17:57What was that?
01:17:58Sorry.
01:18:00I mean...
01:18:02You're right. You're right. That was my bad.
01:18:05I know. That's good. I'm sorry.
01:18:08Okay. Are we good?
01:18:09Yeah. Yeah, we're good.
01:18:11Alright.
01:18:13You know, I can't read your mind, babe.
01:18:15I know.
01:18:17Why don't you go get the cameras set up?
01:18:20Okay.
01:18:27How's this?
01:18:29Let me see.
01:18:32Do you know you're recording right now?
01:18:34Huh? I am?
01:18:36Yeah. It says so right there.
01:18:38Oh, shit.
01:18:40Okay. Well, we're ready, right?
01:18:42Yeah.
01:18:43Here. Here.
01:18:46Are you ready?
01:18:47Ready.
01:18:48Okay.
01:18:52Wakey, wakey, Mr. Jaron.
01:18:55You know where you are? Huh?
01:18:58Oh, don't worry about her.
01:19:00Bridget's throne is dead.
01:19:02And ghosts are real.
01:19:05Well, here we are.
01:19:07The dock where your girlfriend killed herself
01:19:10because of all the pain that you put her through.
01:19:13Oh, and it was so easy to lure you here.
01:19:16Okay?
01:19:17We didn't even have to have some elaborate scheme.
01:19:19I just told you I was coming here
01:19:21and you followed me like some lost pet.
01:19:24Fucking pathetic.
01:19:26Okay?
01:19:28You think you could just go to her funeral,
01:19:31pay a few respects, and leave before the service is over?
01:19:34You think that's enough to pay for what you did?
01:19:38A year ago today was the happiest day of my life.
01:19:45This is a big day.
01:19:47Maybe.
01:19:49Could be a big day.
01:19:51I just have to wait, uh...
01:19:55Three minutes.
01:19:57Three minutes.
01:20:05Okay, here we go.
01:20:18Babe?
01:20:20Yeah?
01:20:21Can you come in here for a second?
01:20:24Is something wrong?
01:20:26Look.
01:20:29Is this real?
01:20:39Judah.
01:20:41What's up?
01:20:42You're gonna be a dad.
01:20:46No, wait, with who?
01:20:48Me.
01:20:51Me!
01:20:53Then one day, she just disappeared.
01:21:00When we found out she was with you,
01:21:02we were crushed.
01:21:04I'm officially quitting smoking now that I'm gonna be a dad.
01:21:07But not as crushed as when we learned that...
01:21:12that she killed the baby.
01:21:14Our child is dead because of you and you alone.
01:21:21And you know what?
01:21:23I don't even think you loved her.
01:21:25The batshit foster kid?
01:21:27The bitch?
01:21:29I smelled pig on you from the moment I met you.
01:21:31Just like my father.
01:21:34That's enough out of this sperm donor.
01:21:38Oh, come on.
01:21:40You didn't believe all that nonsense, did you?
01:21:43He did what I needed him to do,
01:21:45and now no one has to deal with him anymore.
01:21:52I'm sorry.
01:21:54I'm sorry.
01:21:56I'm sorry.
01:21:58I'm sorry.
01:22:00I'm sorry.
01:22:02I'm sorry.
01:22:12I guess you probably picked up on the fact
01:22:15that I'm not your precious ex-girlfriend.
01:22:18But I'm sure you don't know who I am.
01:22:21You know,
01:22:23dear Bree didn't seem to think too much of her sister.
01:22:26She used to love me a lot, though, you know?
01:22:30She used to love me more than anybody else
01:22:32in the whole fucking world.
01:22:35Side by side, we did everything together.
01:22:40We were very, very close.
01:22:46Then you came along and ruined everything that we built.
01:22:51She used to love me a lot.
01:22:54You destroyed our family.
01:22:58You took her away from the only person
01:23:01who knew and loved her as much as I did.
01:23:06Bridget chose to get rid of you the easy way.
01:23:11Now I've seen that that's not enough.
01:23:16So this is where my sister jumped.
01:23:21This is where you're gonna die.
01:23:23Stop.
01:23:47Oh, my God, stop fussing.
01:23:49We all have to go eventually.
01:23:51You can say one thing before I tell you one.
01:23:53Please don't kill me. Please don't kill me.
01:23:56Wow, Matt's moving.
01:23:58I know how you feel.
01:24:01I lost Bree too.
01:24:13Okay, so,
01:24:16a little update.
01:24:21I just saw the doctor.
01:24:25And, um...
01:24:29She told me in our first month together
01:24:31that she was pregnant.
01:24:33There's two of them.
01:24:36She was having twins.
01:24:45I can't.
01:24:49I can't do it.
01:24:51I didn't know why she did it back then,
01:24:53but now I understand.
01:24:56Please, you don't have to do this.
01:24:59Take it from somebody who loved Bree as much as you did.
01:25:02She didn't deserve to die.
01:25:05And I don't either.
01:25:09No, I'm not gonna do this.
01:25:11Please, please, please.
01:25:13What?
01:25:15Judah.
01:25:17Judah. Judah.
01:25:19Hold me, man. Hold me, man.
01:25:21Judah. Judah.
01:25:26Come on. Come on.
01:25:34Judah.
01:25:47Judah.
01:26:17Come on.
01:26:47Shh.
01:27:17Shh.
01:27:47Shh.
01:28:17Come on.
01:28:47Come on.
01:29:17Come on.