Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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00:00There was no need for you to hide behind that door.
00:02You were already breaking down thick walls when you wanted to.
00:05What is that door?
00:07Then why did you break the door?
00:09Because I don't have patience.
00:12I don't have patience for the real or artificial obstacle you will put between us.
00:15I didn't have it either.
00:17That's why I tried to stay with you despite what happened.
00:20I didn't even think what this meant for me.
00:23I couldn't think.
00:25I'm in a state where I can't think for the first time in my life.
00:27You still can't say it openly.
00:29You can't say that I couldn't help you stay with me.
00:32You can't say that I felt powerless when I tried to hold your hand despite everything.
00:36Maybe it's not just about being powerless, Feriha.
00:40I was so jealous of myself that I didn't deserve to hold your hand.
00:43I couldn't find the strength to reach your hand.
00:46I pushed you away.
00:48What has changed now?
00:50Why do you want to hold my hand now?
00:52I don't want to hold your hand anymore.
00:54I don't want to hold your hand anymore.
00:56What has changed now?
00:58Why do you want to hold my hand now?
01:00Forcibly.
01:02As if it was years ago.
01:04But it was a year ago.
01:07I was trying to solve you.
01:10I said to Koray, he has something.
01:12He's both pushing and pulling me.
01:14Maybe that's what's going on between us.
01:18We push each other.
01:20Then we pull each other with the strongest force.
01:23You ask me what this house is.
01:27This house is the house where you broke my pride.
01:32The house where you hit me with my mother, with my body, with another woman's body.
01:41Do you know what's weird?
01:43Despite that, I didn't want to leave this house as much as you wanted.
01:49When you were talking about pride,
01:54I thought we could make this house a home.
01:59This house or another four walls.
02:02If we were in it, it was already a home.
02:06This is the most ridiculous thing you've ever said since yesterday.
02:10It's a home.
02:12Who are you fooling?
02:14We came back from the island to our home, didn't we?
02:18Why did you run away from our home at every opportunity?
02:22Since the day we found Rüya at the door, until the night you slapped me.
02:26How many times have you run away from our home?
02:28From me.
02:30Your excuse is ready.
02:32You were weak.
02:33That's it.
02:36When I was paying the price of my lies,
02:38I came to you at every opportunity, no matter what.
02:43I've collected garbage many times just to see you.
02:47But what did you do?
02:49You threw yourself out at every opportunity.
02:52Now you left our home alone.
02:56You're a coward.
02:57So don't expect mercy from me.
03:17Didn't you open this?
03:19What's that?
03:20So you didn't even see it.
03:22The photos of our child.
03:24Look.
03:28What does it have to do with this?
03:30Think about it. What does it have to do with this?
03:38Rüya came here.
03:41That day.
03:43Why didn't you tell me?
03:46Why did you let her harass you?
03:48What are you talking about?
03:49Who wants permission from me?
03:52Who wants permission to harass me?
03:55My mother.
03:57My mother came too, didn't she?
03:59If you told me...
04:00So what if I told you?
04:02I was going to say,
04:03poor girl, what did she go through when I wasn't at home?
04:05Should I be more understanding of her?
04:07Should I at least not blow up one if it comes on me?
04:11What did my mother say to you?
04:13She didn't say anything I didn't know.
04:16In our good times,
04:17she used to say that I made you a mother and a son.
04:20In a good way.
04:22Now she still says that I made you a mother and a son,
04:24but in a bad way.
04:26Actually, isn't it nice?
04:28Since I've strengthened the family bonds that don't exist,
04:30I have to feel good.
04:40I'm sorry, I said that to upset you.
04:44Don't say that.
04:45You didn't say anything wrong.
04:47You're exaggerating.
04:50I exaggerated too.
04:53Even your mother's hatred for me
04:55shows how much she cares about you.
04:58It's a late and completely unintentional relationship.
05:02You talk as if you've never been happy with them.
05:05I mean, because of a touching story...
05:07I was five years old.
05:08I was five years old when I was last happy with my mom and dad.
05:19Mom, look, how is it? Is it nice?
05:22It's beautiful, Emir.
05:25Do you think my dad will like it?
05:28I think he will.
05:30Mom, do you think he'll hang it on the wall?
05:32I'm sure he will.
05:34Now that we're going back,
05:35my dad will be very happy, right, mom?
05:38Yes, he'll be very surprised.
05:39He'll be very happy, honey.
05:41How much longer, mom?
05:44Look, Emir, we're here.
05:54Emir?
05:56Emir, wait.
06:00Emir?
06:02Son, wait.
06:04Come on, mom, come on.
06:05Okay, I'm coming.
06:06Slow down.
06:08Emir.
06:09Emir, stop.
06:11My dear Emir.
06:12Wait for me.
06:13Oh, you're in such a hurry.
06:21Come on.
06:31Sweetheart.
06:32Should we surprise him, mom?
06:34Let's do it, my dear Emir.
06:35Let's count to three.
06:36Let's count.
06:37Come on.
06:38Three, two, one.
06:41Dad, surprise!
07:06Surprise!
07:20Everything was happening so fast.
07:25I was just hearing voices on the stairs.
07:28The voice of my mom, the voice of my dad.
07:31The sound of the shoes.
07:37May God punish you, Nuran.
07:39You had to put everything I know into my eyes, didn't you?
07:44And in our house.
07:46In our bed.
07:48Aysun.
07:50Let's talk for a minute.
07:52There's nothing left.
07:53There's nothing left to talk about.
08:00Aysun.
08:01Aysun.
08:06My dear Emir.
08:07I wish we hadn't come.
08:08It was because of me.
08:09Because of me.
08:11It wasn't because of you, my dear Emir.
08:22Come.
08:31Come.
08:39Put the bags back in the car.
08:41We're leaving this house right now.
08:43Emir, get in the car.
08:44Let's get out of this house.
08:46Now.
08:48This is too much.
08:49You're so cruel.
08:52How did you forgive them?
08:55I don't know.
08:58I never said I forgave them.
09:00No child...
09:02...can grow up with such a grudge.
09:06I don't know.
09:08I never said I forgave them.
09:10No child...
09:12...can grow up with such a grudge.
09:14Maybe that's why I still haven't grown up.
09:17Our desires, our mistakes...
09:20...are like a legacy from childhood, aren't they?
09:23My insecurities...
09:25...your anger...
09:27...your insecurity.
09:29How did we manage this?
09:31What?
09:33To love each other so much without knowing each other this much.
09:37You never told me about this.
09:39It's been a long time since I thought about this.
09:41It's been a long time since I thought about this.
09:45Childhood is like this, like a shadow.
09:49So...
09:52...how long were you with your mother?
09:55I came back to my father when I was 10 years old.
09:57You were like Omer.
10:01How did your mother leave you?
10:04When I was 10 years old...
10:05...I was the only reason my mother couldn't keep her promise.
10:11When I was 17 years old...
10:13...they were to blame for everything I went through.
10:16Apparently she left me because of her father...
10:20...but actually it was because of her own weaknesses.
10:22My father was the wrong choice.
10:24And I was a living proof of this choice.
10:27My mother had to live a clean life.
10:31She gave up.
10:33She gave up on me.
10:34She gave up on me.
10:41I'm sure she didn't want to do this.
10:48You're breaking my heart, Rifat.
10:50What harm did Emine do to you?
10:53Why don't you want her that much?
10:55Aysun...
10:56...we set out because we're opening a new page in our lives.
10:59Look, we're going to have a baby soon.
11:01I want you to take care of our baby.
11:03You...
11:05...because of Emir...
11:07...how can you think that I won't take care of our baby?
11:11Aysun, Emir is a very problematic man.
11:14Do you think I don't see how he takes all your time and energy?
11:19You...
11:22...want me to give up on my son.
11:26How can I give up on my son?
11:29How can I turn my back on my own son?
11:33I did what I could, Aysun.
11:35I thought I could tolerate another man's child, but I can't.
11:40I can't stand that man's child being in our house.
11:44I'm so sorry.
11:46Make your choice.
11:48Either you choose the life that belongs to us or your son.
11:52Because I can't stand it anymore.
12:03I'm sorry.
12:34There are a lot of things in them that I can't solve about you and your family.
12:40But there's one more thing.
12:43Actually, this is the only thing that's important to a child.
12:46Connection.
12:48Despite everything.
12:51Despite mistakes, anger, grudges.
12:56They make you who you are.
13:00They make you who you are.
13:04I know.
13:06Despite everything we've been through...
13:09...even if they seem to have turned their backs on me...
13:13...I know.
13:16I've never told you this before, but...
13:19...even if you lied about them...
13:23...since the day we were locked up in the orphanage...
13:27...your connection with your family has affected me a lot.
13:31What did you feel when you came back to your father's house?
13:42The first night I came back to my father's house, the only thing I missed was my mother.
13:56The first night I came back to my father's house, the only thing I missed was my mother.
14:14Ünal, my son is so handsome. He's grown up so much.
14:19Who's son is he?
14:21Emir.
14:23Say hi to my friends.
14:25He's crying.
14:28Why are you crying, little prince?
14:30I'm not crying. I'm sleepy.
14:32What happened? Did you miss your mother?
14:35Son, does a man cry?
14:38I wasn't crying.
14:40Your mother left you just in time.
14:42If you stayed with her a little longer...
14:45...you would have been a baby.
14:48Ünal, don't embarrass him.
14:50He's so handsome.
14:55He's so handsome.
15:06The first night I came back to my father's house was noisy.
15:11Why didn't you tell me before?
15:14Why didn't I know you were so lonely?
15:19I learned to deal with loneliness very early on.
15:21To get involved in the crowd, not to think and not to talk about loneliness.
15:27I guess that's how I dealt with everything in my heart.
15:31I mean, I knew your mother sent you to your father, but...
15:35...I never thought there was such a story.
15:41I mean, your mother seems so attached to you.
15:46My mother couldn't be with me when I needed her.
15:51Now she doesn't want to admit that I don't need her.
15:56She wants to get me out of you in a sick way.
16:01And you're the one who ties us together.
16:04She hates me.
16:07I'm sorry, Feriha.
16:09I'm here.
16:11I'm your mother.
16:13I made a mistake, too.
16:15I didn't face her.
16:18I didn't hit her because I knew why she was so attached to you.
16:22But I'm going to do it.
16:24I don't want to cause new problems between your mother and your father.
16:28It's not a problem.
16:31It's not a problem.
16:33It's not a problem.
16:35It's not a problem.
16:36It's not a problem.
16:38Maybe you'll cause a solution between them for the first time.
16:42I don't want to be the reason for anything, Emir.
16:45Even when we can't find a solution to our own problems...
16:50We're on our way, Feriha.
16:54You're so upset that you can't see the steps we're taking right now.
16:58But believe me, we're on our way.
17:01Without knowing where we're going?
17:03Since the day I met you...
17:06All my roads lead to you.
17:08I don't even care where we're going when we're walking together.
17:11I care.
17:13Because we walked without looking ahead, we stomped on the wall.
17:17Look, we can't go any further.
17:19Come on, tell me something you haven't told me before.
17:23Is it because you told me?
17:26Come on, tell me.
17:29Months ago, I locked you up in this house.
17:33I think that was the first time we talked.
17:37Until Cansu came.
17:39I learned about the university at Cansu's house.
17:44It was one of the most exciting and beautiful days of my life.
17:49Then it became one of the worst days.
17:54Maybe that day was the reason for everything we've been through.
18:03I couldn't win.
18:12I couldn't win.
18:22Feriha, you can go downstairs if you want.
18:26Give the good news to your mother as soon as possible.
18:31Congratulations again.
18:33Congratulations.
18:43I can't believe you.
18:46I can't believe you.
18:50You even won the door girl.
18:55Special lessons.
18:57Classrooms.
18:59You, little lady.
19:01What did you do, Cansu?
19:05You couldn't even be as good as the door girl, right?
19:08You couldn't even be as good as a simple door girl.
19:12I couldn't be as good as a door girl.
19:16Until the school reopened,
19:18for days and months, this voice echoed in my brain.
19:22Strange.
19:24Maybe Ms. Sanem started the whole story.
19:26Maybe Ms. Sanem started the whole story.
19:29The story Ms. Sanem started is left behind.
19:33The lies are left behind.
19:36The only story is ours now.
19:39This is just our story.
19:47I missed you so much to touch me like this.
19:57I missed you so much to touch me like this.
20:03I couldn't control myself and I broke the spell, didn't I?
20:06There's no spell. It's a momentary thing.
20:10Does letting yourself go even for a moment scare you that much?
20:13Emir, please don't.
20:16Opening our wounds from the past
20:19is not enough to heal the wounds we opened in each other, Emir.
20:23Having a hard childhood doesn't erase my wrinkles.
20:26Okay, I don't claim to be a child of pain anyway.
20:30How much pain can you be a child of besides your father?
20:33Growing up with my father.
20:35Sounds fun, doesn't it?
20:37Fun.
20:38Endless fun.
20:50Good morning. Shall I help you?
20:57Yes.
21:09What's that?
21:10Are you blind?
21:14Look at me, Emir Sarrafoglu.
21:16Think about this.
21:19One of these will go and the other will come.
21:23You are the man of Sarrafoglu.
21:24No woman can say no to the man of Sarrafoglu.
21:28You'll see more of these.
21:46At least I wasn't wrong about Ego's source.
21:50I can't deny it.
21:51I can't deny it.
21:53Until the day I hit you with the car,
21:55I was absolutely believing in the myth of that Sarrafoglu man.
21:59Should I feel special?
22:01You know you're the only special thing in my life.
22:04I can't deny it.
22:07You made me feel like the most special woman in the world.
22:12But then you put me down.
22:14Feri, I know I have flaws.
22:16I have mistakes.
22:17I have flaws.
22:19But the only thing bigger than all my flaws,
22:21mistakes,
22:23all my bad qualities,
22:25is my love for you.
22:27You know that.
22:30Why me?
22:33Why you?
22:35Why?
22:45Why you?
22:48Maybe there are thousands, maybe there is only one answer to this.
22:51I met you with myself.
22:54I was strong enough to do everything with you.
22:58I was weak enough to go down to the bottom of a river with just one word.
23:02I saw the light in me with you.
23:09And sometimes you drowned me in your own darkness.
23:15Maybe it's all, maybe it's none, Feriha.
23:17Maybe it's all, maybe it's none, Feriha.
23:21Look at me.
23:24I don't want to.
23:27This is what happens when I listen to myself from you.
23:31You make me feel alone.
23:34This is how I feel right now.
23:38If I look at you, it will all disappear.
23:41You're afraid to look at me.
23:44Because something happens to you that happens to me.
23:47When you see me, you can't hide your anger, your stubbornness.
23:54I won't let you do this.
23:56You won't be able to do this.
24:01You won't be able to look at me and cover me with something again.
24:06It won't be like this this time.
24:10What will happen then?
24:14Feriha, come on.
24:15Look at me. Is it over?
24:17The only thing I thought about when I brought you here was to be able to tell you my voice.
24:22It's not about asking you to make a decision or changing the decision you make.
24:26I just wanted to be able to talk desperately.
24:29You did.
24:31We listened, we talked. What's going to happen now?
24:34What do you want from me now?
24:36Do you know what I want from you?
24:39I want you to get rid of your stubbornness, your pride, whatever you have between us.
24:43I want you to leave yourself to me.
24:46Your family, my mother, my father, Rüya.
24:52I want you to forget everyone but us.
24:55How easy it is for you to say forget.
24:58What are you doing to make me forget?
25:00There is no one but us when you lock the door and hide here.
25:05What should we do then? Let's not get out of here at all?
25:08Okay, let's not forget anyone.
25:11I understand you can't do this.
25:12But you can't get out of this door by giving everyone an answer, can you?
25:15Here you go. We did everything to each other and you did everything to us.
25:21This is still us.
25:23Look, we're still like this.
25:25You can't say you didn't succeed, can you?
25:27What I want is not important anymore.
25:30What will happen to you?
25:31What will happen to you?
25:40You're leaving all the burden to me again, aren't you?
25:43First you forced me to leave this house, now you're forcing me to stay here.
25:48You don't have to.
25:50You don't have to do anything you don't want.
25:52I feel very tired.
25:54Feriha, look, I know we're tired of each other.
25:56I don't want to give up.
25:58I don't want to let this happen.
25:59Look, I can't tell you.
26:01Giving up is giving up.
26:03Tiredness is tiredness.
26:05Nothing will change if you don't let it.
26:08You said we wouldn't get out of here until we talked everything out.
26:12We talked.
26:14Look, we ruined the house.
26:16What did we do?
26:19Nothing, if you ask me.
26:21Did you believe it would be that easy?
26:23Did you believe it would be that easy?
26:25Did you think we'd get stuck between four walls,
26:28throw stones at each other,
26:30break each other's heads and fix it?
26:33I told you this wouldn't happen.
26:36I did everything I could.
26:38And now you're comfortable, aren't you?
26:40A few emotional confessions, a few painful childhood memories,
26:44a house we destroyed.
26:47Yes, these are very valuable.
26:49But what do we have now?
26:51What was there before we came here?
26:53If I hadn't brought you here,
26:55you wouldn't have said a word to me.
26:57We wouldn't have been able to get out of a ridiculous conversation.
27:00You're talking too much.
27:04You still can't tell me what it took to close this house.
27:07Then you tell me.
27:09What couldn't we do?
27:11Tell me that.
27:13Come on, tell me it's over.
27:15Emir, don't come at me.
27:17Why? Are you afraid?
27:19Are you afraid of saying it's over?
27:20Or are you afraid of admitting it's not over?
27:23Are you afraid because you know it's not over?
27:26You know, lies, jealousy,
27:29all the injustices we've done to each other,
27:33none of them were enough to finish us off.
27:36We can finish each other off many times, but not love.
27:39Even if all our power is enough for all the nonsense,
27:42love is not enough to finish.
27:44And it won't be enough.
27:46Yes, it's not over.
27:47Whenever I say it's over,
27:49whenever I run away,
27:51however far I go,
27:53I come back to you so hard.
27:55Is that it?
27:57Are you happy?
27:59Yes, you're right.
28:01Your insults, your revenge,
28:03everything you've done to me has finished me off many times.
28:06But it's just a feeling.
28:08Love is not over, yes.
28:10But it doesn't mean it's not over anymore.
28:13Do you understand?
28:15This time, I won't surrender to my feelings.
28:18I'm not a liar anymore.
28:21I can't tell you it's over.
28:23But nothing will change if it's not over this time.
28:31You're right.
28:34We failed.
28:38They won, we lost.
28:44But we have to accept defeat, right?
29:14I'm sorry.
29:44I'm sorry.